Dealing with the loss of my brother

Blind Vlogger, Anthony Ferraro shares about the loss of his brother.
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[@Cj-pc4id]

Dude has an absolute shitty situation, and shines with pure joy, this man is on a level we all need to be on Thanks for the likes, this guy really does make the best of what I personally view as a tough situation

[@joeminshew4361]

Doug I really don’t know what you mean, this man has done well I don’t think he’s in a shitty situation at all.

[@Cj-pc4id]

@@joeminshew4361 definitely worded wrong just couldn’t think the right way to put it

[@raccoonbigg]

@@joeminshew4361 being blind is definitely a shitty situation my guy

[@praefectus6492]

Only problems r health problems everything else is trivial brother

[@hanyuufurude740]

He doesn't have a shitty situation bruhhhh

[@joerausch5756]

The way he says "I love you" is so powerful. You can hear the love and admiration in his voice!

[@handmadezebra7366]

im fucking in TEAAARRRRRSSSS

[@bradmerilic6848]

Yeah that was amazing.

[@walkeradrian1989]

Got me crying on my break.

[@joerausch5756]

@@walkeradrian1989 I've teared up over this video 20 times at least!

[@sharmaaravind2790]

I cried, this man is a legend man, he shines with joy and pure light, if his joy was a ball of energy he would be the actual sun.

[@yalve7204]

@Ryandal Gilmore Maybe he did.

[@stevemeters3090]

My 7 y/o legally blind nephew reached out to him bc he was doing a school project, and he chose Anthony as his topic. Anthony got in touch so fast and was so kind and humble and just awesome. He is 10000000% the dude you see in his videos. Amazing dude.

[@scottiejones6768]

This shit got me crying, bro. My big brother is everything to me. Couldn't imagine the world without him. So sorry for your loss, Brudda. One love.

[@eliotzarkofski4041]

Yo, I dont talk to my brother but I want to, got any advice? I forgot how to love, or how to show it

[@py2561]

@@eliotzarkofski4041 I’m an older brother of two, young brother of one. Tell your brother you miss him and want to catch up sometime. Brotherly love is something that never goes away

[@brendaatkins2450]

Always cherish n love ur bros n sisters always. I'd give just about anything to hv my 4 bros back. I lost them in 1980-88 to 2 suicides n 2 murders, the worst heartbreaks in my life. Sometimes I can't take feeling so dang lonesome missing them. They were my precious bros, my most important family, friends, protectors n had meant everything to me. Their anniversaries are Dec, Jan, Feb n May. We lost our mom at 3 to 7 yrs old n was raised by our grandpa's family until 8-12 yrs old, then only had our grandpa n uncle, sadly, our dad was an alcoholic. So we had always been very close, we were pretty much all that we had. Sometimes I'm shocked that I'm still here bc if it were up to me alone, I'd hv rather been there with them. But I'm here, struggling to go on n my 4 beautiful adult kids n grandkids dnt know just how much they're my reasons for staying, especially God. I dread feeling this heartache, but end up breaking down no matter. So ppl ps, cherish n love ur families, especially if they're still here with u. I had always tld my kids to always love each other, be there for one another, always be forgiving of each other no matter bc they're all that they'll always hv. Unfortunately, two of my girls hv separated, hurtful things were said n they're both unwilling to forgive each other, nothing I've said matters rn n this just breaks my heart. As hard as this is, I hv no choice but to leave this in God's hands. No problem, argument, fight, etc is worth turning ur backs on ur siblings, u just never know when it's their time. For my bros, I dnt believe it should've been their time yet. When we lost our 3rd bro in 85, that night he n our younger bro fought over one of their supposed woman who had cheated with the other After our bro shot himself, it broke every part of my last youngest bro, that guilt n pain ate at him n as close as we were, I couldn't reach him, 3 yrs later I lost him to being murdered by his wife. We all had this closeness that only we cud understand, we had all gone thru so much in our childhood, various abuses, always trying to protect n be there for each other. No person is worth getting in between siblings either. Hope y'all dnt mind my long comment, I just want others to know how important it is to keep ur relationships with ur siblings strong, close n dear to ur hearts bc they can be taken in an instant. I didn't get the chance to say the things that I wanted, to tell them that I love them or say goodbye or see u soon. Except for one of my older bros who was murdered in 83. Dnt wait to hv that talk or tell them that u love them with a hug. God bless u all*

[@bradleynowel1]

"I feel him in my heart every day" that hit me hard. The pain that comes with losing loved ones is absolutely a shot in the gut that never goes away. One love man

[@KG-kx3pp]

Dealing with a big loss now. Feels like groundhogs day. Every day feels like it all over again. Love to you too man.

[@msoperator510]

@@KG-kx3pp, Hoping you get to have some peace & relief from your grief. If even for brief periods, loss is so difficult. ✌️🌷

[@alexflynn5580]

I lost my father January 21st 2007 when I was in grade 5. Over the years I have come to realize that, like you said, the pain never truly goes away. It just ends up being something you get used to in time.

[@fahriketen371]

@@alexflynn5580 i lost my big sister on 19 april 2021 she died in a car accident this is so sad seing someone so important just pass away i hope everyone spends more time with ther family and put friends over family

[@fahriketen371]

@Uzii Animations it is brother thats why you need to spend time with your family you never know when they pass away

[@edenleeman5004]

I lost mine too. He used to say to me “one love”, thanks for keeping brotherly love alive.

[@tauruschorus]

Beautiful - I immediately recognized the two of you in each other - one love!

[@rowanpacey356]

Seeing this guy go through so much but still being one of the most positive and talented people I’ve ever seen is amazing One love

[@AmlLittle]

Man I struggle with depression. And this man is smashing it out the park Everytime I watch his videos. They just give me hope and a little kick up the bum. To be more positive. One love

[@ElGnomoCuliao]

how u doing now

[@apollochaoz]

Your mom

[@brucelee8397]

Me TOOO 😊

[@ManjitKaur-lm9sj]

good luck

[@kevinm6663]

God’s got a plan❤️

[@itskeagan3004]

You’re a shining light Anthony seriously for those of us who “think” we’ve struggled…you’re the epitome of courage and strength Anthony and I hope you get blessed beyond your wildest dreams!

[@milostio3990]

You shouldn't invalidate your struggles because others have had it harder. Anthony is awesome and so are you for getting this far in your life.

[@itskeagan3004]

@@milostio3990 you’re absolutely right, we’ve all struggled, for some reason that struggling I went through made me care more about others happiness than my own. Thank you for reminding me to love myself!

[@trevor3295]

@@milostio3990 bs people just want something as a excuse

[@jaydenmartinis9092]

R.I.p bless his soul losing a brother is a hard thing dude one love ❤️

[@katietye3673]

The “thank you” was so pure and genuine 🥺

[@jacobsvoboda5271]

Almost every person would need a second to realize who’s there, he knew the instant his brother spoke. Pure! One Love!

[@Liz-lr8nz]

Wow you look just like him! I love your olive for your brother. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🤟🤟🤟🤟😎😎😎

[@brucelee8397]

It‘s a little bit because when u are blind hear better or smell,….

[@edz8067]

It was not faster than nornal, what i find weird, is that his manner of speech completely changed 🤔

[@PoisonJarl71501]

You’re an awesome person. The world needs more men and women like you. One love!

[@bigboymikeldigel154]

What, blind people, people who lost their Big brother or people with the good energy

[@OkieGamer85]

If you had to ask, then you are some of the people the world doesn't need more of.

[@Moonsauc3]

I'm tired of people saying we need more of "these people" instead of being that person

[@jogilajariov2362]

You got all these backthrows and situations in life, that would obliterate EVERYONE else and you are still able to smile. My dude, you are on a WHOLE other level of humanity. God bless you!

[@imaseagullgimmeyourface3865]

Didn’t expect to cry today, this is I think the purest man I have ever witnessed. One love.

[@ExtremelyToxic]

"Holidays can be really hard" Tell me about it man... Tell me about it I love this guy's whole outlook on life. Thank you for being very inspiring, maybe more than you know

[@FeralFennecFox]

Wishing you the best man sending love your way❤❤🙌 you got this

[@bradmerilic6848]

No doubt! My brothers bday was on fucking New Years, so they always hit me crazy hard, and it’s been…wow 31 years since my brother passed.

[@jonesy2234]

Thought this same thing...everyday is harder. Stay strong.

[@msf_recursion]

He has overcome so much and won’t let it stop him. He embraces life and loves it to the fullest.

[@sng3939]

He’s been through a lot but stills stays so positive. Very inspirational 👏

[@enzopalma5376]

I hate how shitty things happen to the most genuine and kind people. Sometiems I wonder that maybe the shitty scenarios made them into the most beautiful and genuine people. But then I go back to Nature Vs Nature and I strongly believe he was almost this way. A bright candle shinning among all the unlit candles. Love you bro One love

[@wellhung6189]

Damn. You are really teaching me to be grateful. I couldn’t imagine losing my big brother, let alone being blind. You are a one of a kind person. Truly amazing

[@iamgodtoyou2896]

I love this guy he's active he's skateboards he wrestles, I'm sure that's all types of other things I don't watch his videos very often but I can't even say I feel bad because he's living his life not letting his disability hold you back, god bless you and I'm sorry to hear about your brother

[@805910b]

He also surf's and plays guitar! Dudes a legend!

[@thatlsk]

Did you guys know that he was blind?

[@bigbeartanner]

@@thatlsk yes they know

[@thatlsk]

@@bigbeartanner how, he doesn't really like to tell people.

[@bigbeartanner]

@@thatlsk are you trolling me? He literally starts the video with "im Blind"

[@daggerthewinglessfairy1818]

I could never imagine losing either of my older siblings, you're so strong

[@rrod08]

Me being the biggest of my siblings this made me cry soo hard. One love brotha.

[@isassasinbro]

I feel for you. I lost my little brother 4 years ago, every night I stay up thinking about him. Stay strong

[@ballontop]

you stay strong aswell

[@RONPEE-STINGER]

Wym like u cant find him?

[@2Titans]

@@RONPEE-STINGER broo!!!! You’re literally the reason our society is shit these days!!!! Get a life !!!!

[@lucynariessen1623]

@@RONPEE-STINGER karma coming for you. Not a good thing.

[@pierreguillet1946]

LOVE THIS DUDE!! He’s so positive and he makes me want to be a better person.

[@Anthony-lb8vd]

My man, you are an absolutely amazing human being! Thank you.

[@sucio-]

Your videos make my day everyday man you inspire me to keep on going, love it.

[@milesbrown6226]

Hang in there brother I never lost my brother to death I’m slowly losing him to drugs slowly every day just know your not alone and your not un-loved your so inspiring man you have no idea ever since I’ve seen one post from you I look forward to anytime your shorts come up. God bless brother

[@tylerhowerton8518]

I’m sorry bro I too am losing my brother to drugs shits weak as hell I have tried and you can’t help someone that doesn’t want help 😥💪🏻👌🏻

[@SmoshuaJith]

Theres hope. Ive been distant with my best friend for the last 8 years because of H and M. And just recently he turned his life around, has a good job, and seems to be doing well for himself. No amount of help or talking to him helped.. he had to make the decision.. I hope for the best for your brother. ❤

[@Scotty-vs4lf]

I’m hoping you’re brother finds the strength to quit. My mom was addicted to opioids, but she eventually got off them. Praying for you

[@MrSliverguy]

They not dead they just like getting high

[@ryana8022]

I was losing my sister for a long time when I was younger, she got her shit together, had two kids and then passed away from falling and hitting her head. It’s hard to see him falling apart but just hope he gets it together is still in this world

[@keithsugueymccartneymelara7701]

This dude gives me hope. Makes me wonder is we all need to go blind physically for awhile to cure our spiritual blindness.

[@TommyTwoYooks]

Anthony man, you’re amazing, he’s proud of you and watching you everyday.

[@loganpurdie]

I love how anthony can lose so much but still keep shining One love ❤️

[@jordanhahn8856]

I hope someone reads his comments to him, I love this man, he’s a physical manifestation of hope, keep on moving g💕

[@kylegribble]

His phone reads them out to him and when you get a reply from him it's actually him not his old lady he show it in one of his videos of how he uses his phone

[@bradmerilic6848]

Yeah it’s pretty awesome that he gets to hear all this stuff read out to him.

[@AmonRa1081]

Lost my brother 2 years ago. So true how we keep them in our hearts every day. Holidays can be hard indeed. Sending you and yours positive vibes.

[@grimmthereapermoore2386]

The love of a brother is something that can never be replicated. I love my brothers more than I can fathom and losing them is something I can’t even imagine

[@Kitsu-vk3of]

That’s so sad, rest in piece. Thank you for sharing that video, it truly made me smile.

[@cooperbrunson8837]

This guy makes me smile every time I see him it makes me reflect on the things I complain about and take for granted he’s in a way more shitty situation and always has a smile on his face

[@fattywood8304]

My heart sinks for you I can’t imagine losing my brother

[@avr1860]

Man has went through hell and still remains as positive as he is ✊️✊️✊️

[@donaldfulmer7804]

U got me smiling and tearing up the same time!! Don't ever change!

[@CentsGD]

I lost my dad this year. He was my best friend and have many fond memories of him

[@ecarr07ec]

Much love, Anthony! Lost my little brother 3 years ago and it's never been the same. You're an inspiration in many ways.

[@gabyyyyyyyyy]

his brother must be so proud of him making lots of people smile every day with these wonderful shorts. one love

[@Deathnot711]

You’re a blessing, thank you for making me see what I saw as pain, are instead tiny battles.

[@surfinsilver]

I seriously love you bro, everytime I see this dude it floods me with joy and tears as he’s a better/ nicer person then half of America combined 😭 it makes me SO happy that they are able to make these videos... it really shows you how big of a heart he has.

[@Beast96boy]

Idk why but the tone of voice made me think that he “lost” his brother like he couldn’t find him. For some reason I couldn’t get it through my head that he’s not missing he’s “missing” your a strong individual, love triumphs all.

[@prosperitee3767]

Praying for your strength snd peace. Thank you for sharing. You're such a beautiful soul!

[@alexvazquez2595]

Sorry for your loss he still is looking at you from heaven 👼👼😇😇❤️❤️

[@bigmac8164]

I lost my older brother 11 years ago and my mother 10 years ago I feel that bud keep your head up u got this buddy

[@ProDMiner]

My friend, you are someone’s that everyone has always needed, just never knew it. I’m sorry for your loss, it can be hard at times. Only met a few people my entire life with so much joy, and pure ness despite the negativity around them.

[@deathly3809]

Not the man we deserved but the man we needed.

[@tapmaster6136]

Always brightens my day when this man pops up. One love my dude.

[@HeldVenom]

My brother died a few years ago. It feels like the world stopped being a place of potential since then... Now it's just a place of disappointment. I'm glad to see you finding a way to turn the indescribable pain of that loss into drive. It's an inspiration to know that it's possible to get to a state of mind where that's possible. Thank you

[@thundabearz5092]

Posi vibes to you, my friend. Keep going.

[@HeldVenom]

@@thundabearz5092 Thanks for the kindness. Best wishes to you, too!

[@northparker6643]

I lost my big brother about 9 months ago.. this made me tear up so much. Thank you.

[@jonahephroni3559]

This is my favorite person. He handles everything life gives him, and is never bitter. One love!

[@akfortyfo7024]

Stay strong brother 💪 🙏 💙 One love from WI

[@xxxneoxxx]

In tears right now, your love for your brother will never cease! The way you said I love you literally had me bursting, so real. Keep your head up brother.

[@sainteagle4426]

I just want you to know that you're an incredibly brave and strong person. You're dealing with your situation like a champ and with such high spirits, it's honestly exemplary. Keep your head up King, God bless you and your brother!

[@hydrx9409]

This soul is so positive and happy even tho he's blind may God bless him 🙏 ❤ 💗

[@xSP3CTREx]

You have a beautiful heart and soul, he walks with you every day! Blessings

[@nicklausgarren9838]

Man it’s so awesome when I start missing my brother, videos like yours keeps his his legacy alive and my brother as well!! Peace and love!! RIP Michael S Williamson

[@woodster605]

Damn he looks so different now I’m still confused on how he is so happy, even with his situation I’m much better off than him, and I’m still so sad. This man is blind, lost a brother and is still amazingly happy and joyful. Keep on shining, and never give up 🙏👍😀

[@nooneman7563]

I'm not crying... I'm weeping.. like a man. One love blind king.

[@yxq.shxikh15]

Damn bro he’s so wholesome. I cried so much. This guy has so much joy for a horrible situation. I love this guy

[@Kusae]

I lost my brother when I was 19, he was 20. I am 21 now but it still hurts. He never knew about Covid either, and he did not die from Covid either. Brothers are amazing, I just wish I still had mine. I look back and think at the life we could have had and memories we could have made to know it will all be a dream now. Losing someone close is insanely painfull.

[@gitbitw9353]

Im sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 7 months ago tomorrow. and I might lose my big brother now... He just turned 33 yesterday and I turned 28 a couple weeks ago. I'm a girl btw lol posting under my bfs KZbin. Never thought I'd experience pain like this. Losing a close loved one is hard

[@Kusae]

@@gitbitw9353 I am sorry for all your loss... just know things may not be the same but just cause times can be hard if you keep trying you can always make happier times. I hope things get better for you and all you care about :)

[@gitbitw9353]

@@Kusae thank you so much. thank you for the kind words

[@Kusae]

@@gitbitw9353 My pleasure honestly, I really wish you the best.

[@azureblis2398]

He’s so amazing he reminds me of my friend who passed away it’s like a reincarnation of his love and kindness for everyone

[@Amero2323]

Wow that was powerful...brought instant tears to my eyes. Something about the way you immediately recognized him.

[@CamboMeng]

A true blessing… loss one sense but has more sense then those with all. Keep sharing my dude

[@MH-fv1ib]

Anthony I am so sorry for your lost. Your encouragement about life and positivity is so wonderful. I know what you feel losing a loved one so close. God bless you.

[@stax6057]

That's the most wholesome heart felt shit I've ever seen

[@thefirstguyjaek255]

Anthony is without a doubt one of the most genuine and real person I’ve ever seen. Just an incredible human being. Thank you for letting us into your life

[@Hennyfrank123]

I lost mine too. I felt all of those words in my soul and it’s so nice to hear from someone else who’s been thru it too. One love !

[@Workrategetschingy]

Absolutely love Anthony man, he’s such an inspiration he shows me no matter how crappy a situation can be you’ve just gotta shine and push past the hard times one love Anthony ❤️🤙

[@vo1dfoxy40]

I love this man even though he’s been through allot he pushes forward and that’s just amazing. Keep up the good work man one love ❤️❤️❤️

[@spfiji606]

I wish this man a lifetime of blessings

[@shanerathburn8527]

You are such a beautiful person I wish more people in this world had a heart of gold like yours.

[@Yamathasnfia]

This caught me off guard , I am literally crying thinking of my Brother Joshua right now, he was a couple years younger and I think about him as well every single day it's been about two years and try to not think about it because it bothers me a lot and miss the crap out of him, I also wrestled and my name is also Anthony which I thought was funny God probably throwing me some reminders, thank you for the videos you seem like a awesome funny dude , please keep making content, Happy New Year's and I'm so sorry about your brother bro .

[@crimzonrayz3274]

Im so sorry for your loss

[@jordanahamed4316]

I wish I had a mind as strong as he

[@msoperator510]

He certainly has a beautiful, bold, and brave way about him.

[@lukejacobs1334]

U just felt his love the moment he heard his voice. Has a big brother I love this

[@zackadamec9332]

This dude an absolute gift of a human being.

[@nickcurrier1546]

Love you're outlook on life man, you're positivity is so strong it literally emits through the screen and charges my own internal battery. Keep on trucking brother! One love!

[@yannievalaziotis4627]

Were you blind back then? As Someone that did wrestling throughout all of High School I find it super cool that you were able to still wrestle blind

[@ryanbuckley5529]

I lost mine too. This made me cry pretty hard. I send you all my love and Respect🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

[@shannonly23]

I bet he’s so dang proud of you, man. May he rest in peace ❤️‍🩹

[@sliver64209]

Keep your head up bro, love your story

[@GregKing-cl1gc]

Wait he wasn’t always blind and he’s this happy? 1. What happened to make him go blind 2. Holy shit awesome vibes all around

[@GRAYHAHM]

He was blind in the old video

[@GregKing-cl1gc]

@@GRAYHAHM oh -_-

[@alexiscobian9146]

@@GRAYHAHMfuck you for killing it

[@dominic3855]

Yeah there are people who wrestle and they aren't too bad either

[@Marchclouds]

@@GRAYHAHM then why would he need glasses -_-

[@maxjindra798]

Sorry for your lost. I feel it too but with my grandpa.

[@LilChay]

This man has gone through some real shit, but he still is joyful and I respect him for that. You’re a real one, Anthony! 🤘

[@Mr1dvsbstrd]

I feel my losses everyday . Thanks for sharing .

[@spicytuna2474]

I don’t know how you stay so happy all the time in your videos you’re such an inspiration

[@ismascarade]

Was hard to see without shedding a tear. I’d love to have your courage and force. One love

[@elsenor5116]

Lost my father in March and this video got me in my feels. I miss you papa, every day. Thanks for sharing, one love!

[@timtime6921]

That was really special brother, thanks a lot for sharing. You've really opened up a whole new world to me also with my new opinion on the blind and can't ty enough. One love my brother and please keep it up

[@Zer0vr271]

My brother ran away at the start of the quarantine every time I remember him I shed a tear

[@ericshoemake6090]

Keep on doing you bro your brother is proud of you !

[@hedleywilliams392]

I love watching your clips and this one filled me with saddens and joy. You are a truly amazing man. 1 love back to you from England.

[@demonv1nce407]

I love this guy man he just gots the brightest heart

[@zeenaam9089]

I feel really sorry for you man sorry for your loss but your brother will at least forever be in our hearts 💕 God bless you and your brother

[@Snyper1188]

Bro, this brought me to tears. Your will and strength are truly inspiring. One love

[@brandonhanrahan1748]

Your bright light shines enough for all to see and feel. Anthony you are a gift to our society. And it kills me to know you lost your brother.