deep cleaning my bedroom

[@mangle-py4cj]

I love how unique her bedroom is, I’ve NEVER seen a bedroom combined with a little library 📚

[@lykkas_days]

to be honest, at her age, I didn't have the money for this kind of library... it would've been my DREAM ROOM :D

[@hospitalcakewalk]

@@lykkas_days As an adult, I am kind of annoyed I'm a minimalist because I have the money now to do this but i dont want to because it would make me so suicidal XD Imagine if we grew up this rich and disgusting. Our apartments/ houses would be so weird.

[@zambitiber1394]

Very privileged.

[@robinfarrar3493]

@@hospitalcakewalkwhat’s ‘disgusting’ about having the money to fuel learning and imagination?

[@WhenAllTheWarmthLeavesUs]

@@hospitalcakewalk FR! XD

[@watuh]

Honestly you have no idea how comforting it is to see someone on social media who experiences the same insane messes in my room :')

[@Ivy_beach]

Fr 😂

[@celymardiaz2141]

Bro she's not lying to

[@sofiailyasova6154]

This room, is the type of room, where you feel so comfortable. Messy or not, this is so comforting.

[@Skhan-yi9mw]

Tip - you have a lot of space above each stack of books so just lift your shelves a few notches higher in each row and you might get yourself a new shelf row at the bottom.

[@morganunraveled]

your room is so aesthetic and has so much natural light!! obsessed. I hope you are in a better headspace now and doing ok 🫶🏻✨

[@olimpia_szczech]

it’s so oddly comforting to see people on social media speak openly about mental healthy struggles, it makes us (or at least me) feel less alone. also can we take a moment to appreciate this INSANELY GOOD QUALITY???

[@kayladarragh3881]

Let’s be honest 99% of us are here to procrastinate doing our own rooms 😂😂😂

[@celymardiaz2141]

Bro I'm watching this video so I know how to deep clean my room tomorrow because I'm going to move my bed so I can clean in the bottom of the bed and then I'm going to take off my rug so I can clean the floor and a lot more but I'm not going to say it all because it's to much work but thats why I'm watching this I'm going to stop talking because I want to watch this

[@nic8430B]

@kayladarragh3881 @@celymardiaz2141 I mean, mine is so much worse than this, so yeah, I'm putting it off...

[@JPcommunicates]

There isn't also anything wrong with doing so. You are going to do things when you feel to someday. The world isn't going to end because of procrastination. Besides there is a reason for it. A lot what is called like that isn't procrastination. This approach of needing to do everything right away and in a certain way is conditioned. Same with the talking yourself down attitude. That is learnt by upbringers and other people who wanted you to be a different way.

[@im._.a_person._.2042]

I’m watching while I’m cleaning

[@ania.v]

I'm always super embarrassed about my room because depression doesn't go well with cleaning my room and a lot of people don't understand that. im glad people like you share videos like that, makes me feel a little less embarrassed 🖤

[@KakashiHatake-bd9ji]

i really love that this isn't an aesthetic cleaning video, it feels a lot more relatable and achievable. it's really motivating

[@annareverie13]

I think your room is the size of my entire apartment haha… but honestly I hope you know how many people you will have helped by posting this. Every time someone opens up about their mental health struggles, another person learns that it’s ok to talk about stuff. And it’s such a comfort to see, not only that it’s normal to have trouble keeping your space tidy when you’re going through a rough patch, but also that it can be put right! Hope you’re feeling better soon, and that having your room nice and clean again helps with that!

[@CreamIceCream414]

This literally my dream sized room! I love how you make use of the space, and all the shelving is amazing. Looks great

[@Sof_rha]

I’m in the middle of deep-cleaning my room, this was perfect timing❤

[@mononoke383]

omg sameee

[@aaishuh]

No one's gonna talk about how beautiful her room actually is? My Dream room right here

[@MaddisonReimers]

ugh this just reminded me i have to deep clean my room soon too because my cousins are coming over next week and apparently need to share my room 😭

[@mellonsi]

honestly she is so real, on social media people show their productive side and good sides of life and are fake but she’s so real because no one’s life if perfect and sometimes we have the stages of not feeling good and your mental health is bad so it’s good to see someone on social media not being fake for once I respect that I lot ❤

[@katemccrea6963]

Thanks for posting this! As someone who has severe depression, among other diagnoses, keeping things clean is an ongoing battle. Mess makes me stressed af, but the thought of cleaning is also stressful and exhausting.

[@sakurapink5628]

A dream room (1980 style, but a dream room!)with a lot of storage! I'm happy for you!

[@Nicolex1]

Don’t ever feel guilty for not cleaning your room, we all have different things to work with in our lives, and sometimes people just go through hard times and that is how life works, it’s totally normal to have those sort of moments, so don’t ever feel guilty, and remember you aren’t alone! :)

[@bookloverrrr]

We’re so proud of you for feeling and being better now! Love you! ❤️

[@mia_miles]

When I was really depressed I didn’t clean my room for 3 months. It was bad. So you’re definitely not alone :)

[@tca83]

I love How spacious and filled with light this room is! Also love the aesthetic overall!

[@nadarocker7605]

Tomorrow kicks off two days of intense cleaning and apartment rearranging so this is actually really encouraging

[@maditales]

yessss !! you will feel so good after i promise

[@moiradavis8364]

This video helped me start cleaning my room. It made me feel less alone and less disgusted by myself and how messy I had let it get. It's been months since I last cleaned it.

[@fai1185]

It is super comforting to see someone else struggle with a bad mental health room bc it really feels like I’m the one one

[@Moon7ight]

Me who was looking at your “amazing” book shelf the whole video and screaming in joy when I saw a book I do know! 😆

[@annikabergstrom6346]

idk if this goes against your ideal ✨bookshelf aesthetic✨ but i stack my extra books that don't fit on my shelf on top the books that do fit (spines facing out usually, but if you like the look of it you could have the pages facing outwards too for a "messier" look). at other places i just have single books facing out (it does cover the spines of others but i don't really mind) to show off pretty bookcovers! my shelf aesthetic is messier and cluttered but that's what i like :) i feel like it makes it look homey and cozy. i LOVE your window shelves and all the natural lighting you have - so gorgeous!!!! great vid as always, and i hope cleaning helps you feel better❤

[@Auroras.scripts]

The click i clucked on this video when i saw you posted.

[@candiceseretin7230]

I absolutely love your room. I’m soooo jealous.

[@sprudelwasser2454]

It is really helping me watching your videos about your mental health because I too struggle with cleaning my room and stuff because of my mental health. I last cleaned it for my birthday in late October but it really has been a mess since then again. But when I cleaned it for my birthday I was so proud because I started decorating it more which I was also delaying since July when we renovated my room so it truly felt like my room then. So thank you for sharing also the struggles it really makes me feel less alone

[@Midnightpigeon666]

This spoke to me on a spiritual level, I can’t tell you how refreshing it is to find someone who struggles sometimes like me.

[@sofiareads011]

As soon as I saw chains on the bed shelf I was screaming in excitement I absolutely loved that book!

[@bookloverrrr]

Seeing you so happy when the room was clean made me feel happy too, your smile is contagious! 💕💗

[@Lauren-13255]

Girl, your room is goals like set up and decorations!!

[@Naya-d9k]

It’s fine, the books make up for it, the books are beautiful, I love your room, all the books! I’m a bookaholic, you have lots of books and bookshelves, you are forgiven, forgive yourself, you have natural sunlight and beautiful windows too, perfect for reading, and you cleaned your room so congratulations!!

[@diegocastro8786]

I love her library HELP. My only dream

[@whoami166]

The video is so comforting and satisfying 😌 big love .

[@YaelGroeschner]

I know how this feels. I think its very cool of you that you found the motivation to clean. I struggle with motivation a lot and this video helped me. xx

[@seochangbinsarms]

7:50 I’d love an entire video of just u speaking in German, like doesn’t even have to have subtitles bc I’d still be so interested in just hearing it😭

[@xjayooo]

THE BOOKS

[@Zoe-nr4mr]

this is the most beautiful room i have ever seen wth

[@jessfoy-ws6sy]

❤ maybe you could do a book declutter/ organise or you may need to buy another shelf and organise it.

[@House_Cleanning]

This is helping me stay motivated to declutter while packing so we dont jusy move a bunch of unnecessary stuff ❤

[@mozorellastick2583]

I hate it when my friends are embarrassed by their messy rooms :-( I never ever judge and I only ever want to help, living in mess is not good for your mental health and I never want them to feel like they’ve done something wrong, I just want to be able to help

[@s_mena_x4125]

literally that room is my dream, it looks beautiful, grl im in love

[@lihaec]

The quality of ur camera is CRISP girlie 😊

[@Sophie_likes_reading]

i always have a messy room, chaos is just normal has been for over a decade but now i kinda wanna clean up. So thank you for that 😊

[@sylcvia1080]

girl, the way you say “I don’t know” to almost everything and how you tackle cleaning the room (aka talking about the existence of everything, saying the plan out loud of what to do next and conversing with yourself) is definitely what I always do, and I kid you not, I discovered that it was adhd behind all these behaviour 😅

[@maditales]

Yeah I got tested for it a couple years ago and I don’t have it. It could be the amount of caffeine and though lmaooo

[@tracy2919]

anxious cleaning is my whole mood and aesthetic rn. I feel so seen lol

[@steffney]

I have never seen such a big personal Library in my life! 😍

[@marleeniii]

I feel so seen rn but honestly you (and your room) are beautiful! So proud of you!

[@brookie-muffin]

i love madita gaslighting herself that she didn’t get new books, when she got like 30 from the US in that package😂😂

[@user-nq6zo7lt5w]

SO PROUD OF YOU MADITAAA thank you so much for this video.. it's comforting knowing someone have this struggle too!

[@Taiga_6969]

Your room looks so comfortable and cozy 🥹❤️

[@expired_cheese]

HER BEDROOM IS STUNNING 💗💗

[@curs3.d]

im absolutely in love with ur new camera it just somehow makes ur room look even prettier 💞 love ur content madita 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@Ellie-sx5fb]

Your room is stunnniiiiing!!!!!!! I wish I had that many books😭

[@oliviamouchet361]

I was feeling sad but I found this video on my fyp and it out a smile on my face, thank you!!😊

[@jenniferdahlkvist]

This week has been so bad for me mentally. My room is a mess. Thanks for being an inspiration :). I 'll try to clean something in my room.

[@heatherbailey8386]

Thanks so much for sharing this. I needed the inspiration. I love your room. And I have a suggestion for you for more book storage. You could add floating shelves above the doors and windows.

[@Fa.102]

I’m not sure which bookshelves you have, but IKEA has extra shelves that you can install if you want. That literally saved my life.

[@martinamicallef7931]

how are you so pretty !! this is giving me motivation to clean my room cause it’s like a post-apocalyptic scene rn 😶

[@lynnor9435]

I think I last cleaned/organized my room was around 7-8 months ago, it's gotten so bad lately but I just have no idea where to start. It doesn't help that my room is less than 10' across both ways. I'm going to try to do better in the new year for sure, your video really helps me bc we have a lot of the same issues (I feel you on the amount of energy drinks and pop).

[@louisealarcon7317]

Thanks for lighting up my day queen 🫶🫶

[@jlarkman3477]

I have an idea! If you buy a few more shelves off ikea and then add up all the spare space on each shelf then shunt them down you could potentially add another row of book storage. There does seem to be a gap between book and shelf sooo maybe 🤷🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️

[@Tsm2605]

Great job. Btw your bedroom is an absolute dream room! Love the windows !

[@leonor_13]

hope you're okay!! i love your room so much 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@terribIe.]

Genuinely appreciate the realness of showing/telling us stuff you don't have to, proud of you girl, hope you're feeling sm better!

[@sumrubayram]

You can buy more wooden pieces for the shelves and you‘ll have way more space on the shelves

[@lizzzz171]

madita ur my spirit animal

[@thepfealexander]

The best and worst thing about bookshelves is organising them...only to buy more books that then ruin that organisation until you find a solution but then the devils circle continues. Wish I could have one as big as yours but the struglleeee...really nice to see I'm not alone x)

[@GraceMcilvain]

The best way I've found to clean a room like this is to start with the floor, then the dresser, then the desk, and next the extra tables and shelves... finally the bed and then do this while using your bed to organize the outside items (tea bags lotion food) that is hiw I clean since you need your bed to sleep

[@july3817]

Oh I can definitely relate! Also for some reason there's nothing I hate more than vacuuming. It doesn't even take long but I hate the thought of vacuuming my carpet. Even though it's usually fine once I started. Anyway, don't feel guilty, I honestly like that people are starting to normalize talking about struggles.

[@heyitsevie]

Here to say that people need to not shame bedroom mess! It's okay to have cans and food trash! You were literally dealing with mental health and you shouldn't shame yourself bc you couldn't be like how social media aesthetics show during a literal crisis. I totally respect you for acknowledging even having that kind of mess. I get that way A LOT. It's hard to deal with and drag yourself out of. Trying to drag myself out of it once again atm and praying I can focus hard enough bc this build up is from chronic depress-stress and I hate looking at it and feeling gross

[@audreyli6598]

Omg I am literally obsessed with ur bedroom ❤

[@Libriecappuccini]

it's so strange the amount of peace and comfort such a chaotic video gave me ahahahah thank you I guess!

[@morganunraveled]

i am a knitter and i have NEVER seen knitting needles that big. those are definitely vampire stakes masquerading as knitting needles in case of emergency.

[@grangerbookmarks]

i miss you madita!! so so happy to see you

[@charleyjames8045]

This video is exactly what I needed to do my room tyyy

[@gabbieludik-4831]

Buy the shelf, buy the shelf ,BUY THE SHELFFFF

[@kiwisthetic_]

you have my DREAM room layout oh my god. the doors and windows!!!!

[@몬스터쇼]

Hey Madita

[@FireKatt]

... I last cleaned my room in like March...

[@madysonm1824]

im very happy to be seeing more new posts from you. ive been struggling mentally as well so i understand. its good you took time off for yourself and i hope you're feeling better!

[@Peyton_randoms]

My opinion and what I do sense I have so many books to is do a double line of books on that same shelf

[@lairana5513]

the random german bits verwirrten me

[@annasophie0410]

WOW your bedroom is sooo special!! I love the little libary

[@maditales]

thank you so much !!!

[@Rainy.skyz.11]

Your accent is so interesting I love it! thx for posting this :)

[@maditales]

ahh thank uuu i am from Germany

[@bookloverrrr]

Hey Madiii, hope you’re in a better mental state now! Here’s a virtual hug either way 🤗❤️ and no matter what, just remember you’re not alone! 🥰

[@fannyorione]

You need to make your spaces in de bookshelves smalles, change the height of the shelves!

[@leslierubio7063]

Your room is a DREAMMMM!!! I love it🥹

[@urdadishere0]

your room is my DREAM

[@JustMe-rn5xm]

I love literally everything about this video :D

[@donaldduck4115]

Well I guess it’s time for a new bookshelf organization video… :)

[@Chaos_and_Creativity]

You have my dream room 😍😍 i could only dream! I have so many books and sick of hearing "we don't have room"... Well that needs to change!

[@bookloverrrr]

“I can see Zade’s head” I’M DEAD 🤣🤣

[@janiyaharris2849]

if i had your room i would never leave

[@Sarah-xn6de]

i am currently cleaning my room so this is posted at the perfect time, but yeah I hadn't cleaned my room in like a year

[@des.tino_]

THE BOOKSHELF ON YOUR WALLLLLLLLL, is my DREAM omg

[@kl0s3czka43]

Girl I love your room😭

[@gingersspice]

putting the handmaid’s tale under your bed is so real