I Struggled With Submitting to God as a Pastor's Kid (Testimony)

[@republiccooper]

I love this. "If you're holding on to God 99%, he'll come after that 1%."

[@edencharles5250]

She reminds me of myself. Caribbean parents expecting you to continually walk with God all your life but then you start straying especially in your twenties. I finally found my way back to God in my 40s. I thank God every day for sparing my life to find Him again and start my life over.

[@MsGIGGLEsM]

41?! This woman has aged amazingly.

[@tabithaoyenuga7261]

Whattttt, she like absolutely stunning!!!!

[@Insight189]

Right she looks like 33

[@SweetNovember000]

Yes!!!!

[@aaliyahbuggg]

Yes she is! But 41 isn't that old though lol

[@moniquebrown7437]

People in their 40’s are supposed to look young.

[@Keirstona]

"In the time of crisis you run away from God or you run to God." 🙌🏽💯

[@Insight189]

Run to him but many run away

[@116nerd]

I’m still baffled on how many Christians there are whom don’t believe in the spiritual side of Christianity, the healing, the tongues, the demonic deliverances. But. Boy when she said “you. Lady in pink. God has been highlighting you all night” oh I felt that. I was crying. That was powerful.

[@leonorleonora5970]

I had a personal experience with God when I was around 5 years old. That experience marked my life for ever and guided all my decisions in life.

[@curiousme113]

I struggle to submit because Im so afraid I'll fail. I'm afraid I'll just go back to the life I've always lived. I've never been consistent or committed to anything other than a few very close loved ones. And that's for them- not for me. I feel like I don't deserve something as precious as the love and guidance of God. I've gotta change. I can't keep living this way

[@joymwendwa6959]

the Word of God says that the righteous man might fall seven times but WILL get up each time. God is your strength. you cant provide the strength required for yourself. and it is true. we dont deserve the love of God. but He loves us anyway. He loves us anyway. to Him we are deserving. so deserving that He wouldnt even spare His son, Jesus. Just surrender to Him. He hears you, has plans for you and wants to us you. with your permission, He will.

[@nelapiscuti2203]

I understand your struggles coz am going thru similar situation,God bless you and grant you strenght and fire of the Holy Spirit

[@cynthiagarrett6060]

I'm struggling with the same thing.

[@monicakeenon8943]

There is no failure “in” Yahushua. You are born again, from above by your Spirit into a new creation. Our Heaven Father loves you intensely.. so much so that He sent His only begotten Son to diessas you as a propitiation for your life to ensure you are brought back into relationship with Him in holiness; Father now sees you through Yahushua( Jesus); you being made righteous through Him, by faith empowered by His Grace. It’s your choice to walk with the Most High Elohim (God), in vulnerability. Receive His invite to Come u to Him! New life. He will “ walk” with you. Your weakness is made strong in Him! Love, your Sister!!!❤

[@Mrs.CryssieJ]

When we say yes To God he allows us to truly age with such a beautiful Grace, especially because we should be seeking God's face daily for true deliverance.

[@EileenonYHWH07]

I’m also a PK and This woman put into words everything I am feeling minus the deliverance part. I just broke down sobbing because I know something is missing but I can’t find freedom. Everyone keeps telling me I’m fine and just listening to lies of the devil but I KNOW I’m in bondage and not walking intimately with God I’m HIS power. It’s all in the flesh/ religion. It’s to the point I cry and just despair of life because walking with God just seems unattainable. Idk if I need deliverance but every door keeps closing in my face when I search for a solution. I’m so tired of this life and the constant internal struggle. I KNOW I love God . I KNOW he’s real. I’m her but minus the breakthrough. I’m just stuck. Ugh

[@SONOFCHRIST82]

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you .Matthew 7:7 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13 GET QUIIET TIME WITH GOD! WAKE up AN HOUR early, AND GET ON YOUR KNEES BEFORE THE LIVING the GOD, AND HIS PERFET SON, AND HIS HOLY SPIRIT! NO MORE EXCUSES! MORE TOO TIPS FOR NEW BELIVERS: READ YOUR BIBLE INCESSANTLYY! IT IS SPIITUAL FOOD, OLD AND NEW COVENANT ! AND PRAY AFTER EVERY CHAPTERS! IF YOU ARE WATCHING AND SECUAR MOVIES AND MUSIC OR SHOWS WITH CURSING IT HAS GOT TO GO! YOU ARE WHAT YOU LISTEN TO! I HAVE A THOUSAND SOUND DOCTRINE CHRISTIAN PROGRAMS AND SERMONS ON KZbin LIKE THIS ONE. I PRAY IN TONGGUS SILENTLY WHILE WATCHING THEM! PRAY ALWAYS COTINIOUSLY IN THE SPIRIT! DO NOT GO TO A CHURCH UNTIL YOU HAVE READ THE BIBLE ONCE. TOO MANY LIARS AND WOLVES. WHEN YOU PRAY AND, CRY TO THE LORD WITH LAMENTION, OR HAPPINESS, OR JOY, OR PRAISE DO IT WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART, KNOWING THAT HE WILL ANSWER THOSE WHO DILIGENTLY SEEK HIM, AND BELIEVE FIRST DURING EVERY PRAYER HE WILL ANSWER IN HIS PERFECT TIME. "But without faith impossible to please for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him." Hebrews 11:6 Blessings little sister in Christ.

[@mrslavanderblu]

God is a God that gets us “unstuck”: he makes paths straight. Keep following him. He will lead you to freedom. You are free because you belong to Him.

[@mrenae6798]

It does sound like you may need deliverance. Read Jake Kail’s “Keys for Deliverance.” You won’t regret it 🙂

[@mrenae6798]

(I also think that the doors closing is God’s way of telling you that there’s “more” to this Christian walk and it includes deliverance.) A lot of churches do not teach on it but can’t deny Jesus was delivering people from demonic presence, so they avoid the topic.

[@EileenonYHWH07]

@@mrenae6798 going to a deliverance meeting tmw 🙌🏼🙌🏼

[@jamesemerson4102]

Great testimony as this is exactly me 🤣 Pastor's kid, always holding onto things of the world, not wanting to let go of that little 1% of doing things my own way. God is slowly but surely changing me right now in my life, and I'm excited to see what he has in store.

[@trobinson7488]

Same here. Her testimony and yours explains my life. I recently felt a nudge from God after almost a decade of living an impure and ungodly life of sin. I haven't let go completely of having control over my life, but I can tell God is slowly breaking it away from me and I'm letting go day by day. I am looking forward to the day that we both find deliverance in Jesus!

[@FireBride]

Speechless!! I felt The Lord on Her testimony!!! Powerful!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🦋✨

[@delafetestimonies]

Glory to God! Thank you for watching

[@Mrs.CryssieJ]

God bless you Raya❤ The fact that she stated "Deliverance is for the desperate," I'm so Glad she has rededicated her life back to Jesus Christ her testimony is beautiful .thank you Jesus for your deliverance power Thank you Lord Jesus🙏

[@aleilyyy]

I’ve had a similar experience as a pk and the way she described the feeling was spot on. its like the things she was saying were thoughts from my own head

[@ines-simpson]

I can definitely relate, I grew up pentecostal within the church since I was 5, I'm now in my 30s (reborn again). My father is an evangelist, I've been to many church camps, meetings etc.. and I'm definitely struggling so much with submitting myself to god. It's a constant battle everyday it can be overwhelming at times. I'm hoping I can get to that level where my relationship with god becomes deeper. I have a lot of learning to do particularly when it comes to obeying god & overcoming my flesh. At this point, I'm just trying to let god take full control of my life. I believe god wanted me to watch this, awesome testimony!

[@gwenhoang4018]

When you give yourself to our Lord amazing thing happen! It’s such a blessing to live and walks in the present of God. His will is the only and the best way for us all!!!

[@miriam9230]

Trinidad ! yes i'm from here too! Wonderful testimony!

[@shindanaroberson7774]

You not crazy that's OUR LIFE to ask Holy Spirit what to wear I do it alao.We belong to God.. We are his Temple to decorate. Just look how beautiful he instructor Moses to decorate The Tent and The Priestly garment.😊

[@echofoxtrot2.051]

Please pray for my friend Ashley. She fell away from the church and she's driven by rage, polysubstance abuse, and drug-induced psychosis. I think the demons of malice have got her in a chokehold and I fear for her because she's in total denial. She says she's an atheist but I don't understand how that happened. Back before she left the church, she was such a passionate Christian and on fire for Jesus. She believes her parents lied to her. And that allegedly made her hate "religions" and now she says she's an atheist. Pray cuz Satan wants to destroy her and he's succeeding currently.

[@destinytianna]

Such a beautiful testimony We thank God! and thank you for having the courage to share !

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen! Thank you for watching Destiny

[@viannet11]

Wow this is God ministering to me thru this video. Amazing loved it and I feel loved by god, chosen, wanted by him. This video encouraged me really thank you 🙏🏼 glory to God

[@shebalimmugs7896]

This was for me... every testimony I've watched from this page is just better than the last

[@paulaarias2617]

Powerful! Thank you 😊 I really need to be free and submit my all

[@SisterOliviaBrianna]

This changed my life!

[@kaneshasingh3214]

She is so Genuine and I Respect it

[@weareinthelastdays2557]

This testimony changed me. Thank you so much for it🙏🙌

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen! Glory to God 🙌

[@Crystal-Mosley]

Amen Sister!

[@kingdomcitizen8704]

Great testimony sister. Thanks for your openness and willingness to share about the wonderful Grace of Jesus 🙌🏾🙏🏾

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen!

[@trini_a_Lana]

Saying hello from Trinidad and tobago been struggling so happy I found your testimony

[@Stingygamer]

Beautiful testimony 😁🙌 May the Lord Jesus bless you all.

[@whosdatgirl1]

Beautiful. Lots of answered prayers. Thank you🙏🏾💚

[@ambeintsounds540]

This teaches us ministry starts from home from our children. Thank you Jesus!

[@rc8764]

13:00 Her line of investigation is so powerful. This is so helpful. Thank you.

[@bobbazoid909]

Submitting" means to me is the mission. Its not my mission I'm not my own man I'm a instrument to be used towards his mission if I can say I'm in service of my King and to truly be my brothers keeper. Oh and I'm a pk too lol I haven't herd that term until now.

[@Bobblartt]

Hallelujah!

[@Tina-dd8lb]

Wow! Thank you so much sis!♥️😭I’ve been praying to God to come across a testimony like yours cause that’s me foreal! powerful encouraging and so on time THANK YOU LORD!🔥🙌🏽♥️

[@sharnellgreen1707]

Beautiful testimony ❤️

[@nelapiscuti2203]

These testimonies help me a lot

[@indrareinita2803]

I feel like she is talking about me🥺 I need to submit😭😭😭

[@Princek16474]

Amen amen Glory to God

[@BraiytryeneGibbons]

I hope Jesus is real. I hope all my praying and scripture reading isn't bullshit. I feel empty.

[@jessicamartinez3613]

Jesus is alive and He loves you!

[@chaneljones3771]

When someone starts exercising/working out, they don't see results right away. But something is happening on the inside first. But it's working! Same with spiritual things. Mix your actions with faith, BELIEVE what scriptures say in James - if you draw near to God, He Will draw near to you. Results are on the way! God bless you on your journey!

[@babyspade101]

This was meant for me to watch she is me everything she is going through is what I am being faced with right now wow thank you for sharing your testimony I needed to hear it

[@cherylantoine9974]

Good morning just came across this testimony and it really blessed me listening from Trinidad 💖

[@seekinggodinspiritandintru7746]

Amen

[@TheMaria0513]

Just wow! Thank you for your testimony 🙏🏻 God thank you for loving me 🙏🏻

[@tinajose5799]

This was such a moving testimony, every word resonated with me. Thank you Lord for moving through Raya and for these beautiful testimonies we get to witness of your faithfulness!

[@okoromercy3710]

Thanks for sharing your testimony

[@delafetestimonies]

Thank you for watching!

[@joannapilgrim]

I can relate to this so much. I need to sit with it for a while. Thank you for sharing. I often say "I'm just a vessel", too especially when surrender and let Him use me in prayer, in song, etc. I am also a PK and I'm listening wondering if I'm enough and how could I be when I don't feel like I'm doing enough or like I deserve His love, grace, acceptance or presence. There are things about God that O don't understand, still, like how He could love me, but I pray I'm not left behind and that I've done enough to planting of the seed of His Word in the lives of people. I just want Him to be pleased, but I feel stuck like I'm wasting time and don't know how to get out of the run of discouragement and doubt that I will be in eternity with Him...sigh

[@Blacklab2010]

I'm from Trinidad 👋

[@fotofriday8688]

Hey she's from Trinidad 🇹🇹

[@ProsperousAD]

Thank you 🙏🏽

[@midimusicforever]

Jesus saves!

[@loveanyways]

41!! 😵‍💫🥴😟😮😮😮😮😦😧 how?? She looks 25

[@niccimus3445]

Thank you 🙏🏻

[@nicolechavez6981]

❤️ I love you Jesus ❤️

[@bjbaker1272]

I struggle with how to submit completely to God and what does that mean? I am happy I ran into this video. But I wish the witness of her testimony had webt into detail more what she submitted to.

[@pamelabrown8467]

Thanks for sharing your video take care 😇

[@rossdaboss1959]

For salvation, we just need to follow the way they did it in Acts? They repented, were baptized in water in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and received the gift of the Holy Ghost, Acts 2:38! Here's why! The gospel is the death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. 1 Corinthians 15:1-4. If we are to follow him, we must do the same thing. Death= repentance, Burial = baptism, and resurrection = being filled and rising again from the dead and walking in the newness of life. That's what Acts 2:38 is. It harmonizes with Matthew 28:19, and all the other salvation scriptures. We can't pick and choose which scriptures we like or dislike. We must obey the gospel, 2 Thessalonians 1:8-9, in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God, and that OBEY NOT THE GOSPEL of our Lord Jesus Christ... Matthew 7:21-23, Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that DOTH THE WILL OF MY FATHER which is in Heaven. St John 3:3-5, EXCEPT for a man be born of WATER AND OF THE SPIRIT, he cannot enter the kingdom of GOD. We can't come up with our own gospel. Galatians 1:8-9, But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed. Don't be cursed. One way for all people. Jews, Gentiles, and Samaritans. Our salvation has to match up with the scriptures, and no scriptures on the subject can be taken away. Eternity is TOO long to be WRONG! St, John 5:39, search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me. The gospels show what Christ has done on the cross for us. The book of Acts shows us the beginning of Christ's Church and how to enter the Church, obeying Acts 2:38. The letters were written to the Church to show us how to behave now that we are born again into the Church. It's better to walk alone than with a crowd going in the wrong direction. Are we supposed to follow the teachings of the apostles? Acts 2:42, And they continued steadfastly in the apostle's doctrines. Ephesians 2:20, We are built upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ being the chief cornerstone. Don't get Titus 3:5 mixed up with James 2:14-26, about WORKS. One is a WORK of your OWN RIGHTEOUSNESS OR GOOD DEEDS, and the other is a WORK OF FAITH or OBEDIENCE TO GOD. If I buy you a cake and tell you to come to get it, and you refuse to, then you won't have the cake even though it's been fully paid for. Christ paid the full price for our salvation. If we refuse to obey Acts 2:38 like they did, how shall we receive it? Noah believed or had FAITH, BUT THEN WORKED OR OBEYED TO BUILD THE ARK TO BE SAVED. LOT believed or had FAITH, BUT THEN OBEYED AND LEFT SODOM. This is why Jesus said, He that believes and is baptized shall be saved. We must believe and obey Acts 2:38. All scriptures have to harmonize together

[@bobbazoid909]

1st time hearing the term PK" lol I'm a pk My question is there another way to being deliver other than the crying and falling out? Not saying there's anything wrong with that.

[@andrella7748]

Who is pastor Gray ?

[@mariafraire1983]

❤️🙌🙏😭❤️

[@ApostleKamlawanyeme]

Would love to share my testimony!

[@virginiathornton1243]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@aneela.]

🥺❤️

[@lisajay3470]

41?!!!!

[@SweetNovember000]

😇

[@nathanealogunode6415]

You might be 99% for God, he still wants that 1%

[@nathanealogunode6415]

What a word

[@anthonyharty1732]

You should never submit to anything.

[@collintruitt3680]

Yeah you should submit to his mercy

[@bkstandard882]

So a bad relationship made you come back to church... That's what I'm hearing...

[@youneverknow7437]

Yeah, when u give someone ur 100 percent and it fails you. It breaks u and u feel like ur world is falling apart. It’s important to give God 100% because he never fails.

[@natashalucas5082]

🇹🇹🇹🇹🇹🇹💕

[@judihart9658]

💖😉👍😎 ☝️your next.⚡!

[@trishholt3409]

😀4️⃣👉

[@RebeccaLStamm]

PK here-just loved this so so much❤️‍🩹🥹🙏🏻. Soli Deo Gloria!