for several years I did a lot of derealization and depersonalization, I wrote this melody when I was convinced that nothing or even I existed Spotify: open.spotify.com/intl-fr/arti... Instagram: / baal_pangol
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@karanaima4 ай бұрын
This is legitimately what dissociating feels like. Its restless and at the same time constant energy. It never ends and it also never truly began. It always was and never was. Nothing is tangible, only numb sensations that seem hallucinated at best. No way to cling to anything that feels real anymore. Solely a fleeting remembrance of a time and a place where existing would be possible, without any path to access it, and no way to know if it's a product of your imagination or anything more.
@karanaima4 ай бұрын
I grew up dissociated from my body because my mother abused me sexually as a child. I have known that feeling for my entire life. There were periods of calm, and periods of intense dissociation throughout my life. This song perfectly captures the feeling, and I mean perfectly in the literal sense of the word
@karanaima4 ай бұрын
I know it's somewhat dry to read but If you have time to you should check volume 3 of the world as will and representation from Schopenhauer, he had such and understanding of art. What you are expressing here through this piece of music is the very Idea (in Schopenhauer's sense of it) of dissociation/depersonalization in a direct and immediate way
@leafyclass3 ай бұрын
@@karanaima i'll check it out, thank you. i've also been derealized/dissociated/depersonalized for as long as i can remember due to trauma.
@See-Oh-Dee-Why2 ай бұрын
I was starting to space out as your comment popped up when it like shows you random comments and was like damn you’re right 😂
@ileryon40192 ай бұрын
Ok. so de realization feels like C D E G. NOTED.
@louiewentmissing4 ай бұрын
This hit home. For a while, creating music was the perfect way for me to express my artistry. In a time of great suffering, it was the only viable way I had to make my dreams of creation come true. By combining my love for art, storytelling, philosophy, pop culture, sound and psychology with my personal experiences, I was able to unleash near limitless amounts of emotion into anything that I created. The opportunities that music held enticed me like nothing else. I could paint my own world, my own unique sound just by putting together a couple of notes. I didn't need to conform to any genres, any how-to's, I could just.. Create. And to me that was beautiful. However - I grew too ambitious. As my personal life was ramping up with struggles, the once 16 year old who made music for fun became lost. He fell into a trap. Not only was my family situation getting worse, but I couldn't handle it much longer. All I wanted to do was disappear. From the day I started, I always foresaw one specific kind of album that I wanted to make. It was music bending. It was immersive, with deep and enriched emotional value which took advantage of an experimental, mostly instrumental approach to make room for the music to speak for itself, and to leave room for as much interpretation and replay value on the listener's part. This album would take everything from my love of what I mentioned earlier, all of my pent up emotions, and use them both to create a beautiful, versatile, and imaginative experience. After the regretful decisions I made during my aforementioned state of crisis, which include the deletion of my two previous BandLab accounts (The platform I used to make music), that once dream album finally became a reality. I have it posted on my channel right now, under the playlist "Lewis - Cortex (Full Album)." If you'd like, you can check it out, I hope you enjoy it and give your thoughts if you do decide to. EDIT: I just thought I'd be nice to share my story, you done a phenomenal job on this melody.
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thank you for your story, I gonna listen to this ❤
@louiewentmissing4 ай бұрын
@@Pangol no problem, and thank you!! I'd love to hear what you think of what I made :)
@topaziscringeverycringe85323 ай бұрын
This was beautiful man.
@ak1noma2 ай бұрын
I aint readin allat
@louiewentmissing2 ай бұрын
@@Pangol I just posted a Visualizer for the album if you wanna check it out!!!
@antoine.20184 ай бұрын
This melody conveys real emotions tho
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thanks Antoine 🙏
@TheRealGauravBhandari3 ай бұрын
it feels like separation. like you once had something/were a part of something and it was gradually taken from you.
@MendelDanzo12 күн бұрын
This song is like a mental breakdown in a tune. It’s more than “IDK”, or “welp”, it’s just a yell, a bloodcurdling scream as you realize that life sometimes doesn’t feel like it should be lived. As the song progresses, you grow wistful of the old days and remember your original self, and you realize that by going further down this rabbit-hole of self-destruction and apathy, you will alienate yourself from those memories that you hold dear. But despite that, you get back into your state of rage and continue losing your sense of self, your reason to live for, and your mind. Brilliant music. Need more.
@Pangol4 күн бұрын
@@MendelDanzo 🙏🏽
@Ocelcinion4 ай бұрын
This is absolutely stunning. I love every single transitory melody you use to link things together, each little pause and linger, everything. I really feel something with this, and I'm barely to the end of my first listen.
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much ❤️
@encrypted69572 ай бұрын
i've got OCD, hyperautonomic hyperarousal, and a rare condition that makes be constantly hallucinate called VSS - the whole package. as a result, constant anxiety, and a constant state of dissociation. it's been this way for five years. nearly led me to suicide many times. i'm still in it, and i truly wish that I could get out. however, it's very calming to hear other people know how it feels - and this melody captures it so perfectly. the emotion, the numbness, it feels so familiar to me, pray for me that I can escape this, please, and stay strong for anyone else experiencing similar emotions
@pooferflooferАй бұрын
praying for you!
@TheoShahh17 күн бұрын
“Hallucinate”. Most likely vss is something the eyes of everyone catches, but the brains of those with vss just don’t filter out. Though there are things like afterimages, which I am unsure of, but I still wouldn’t specify that as hallucinations. I have vss myself btw. I have also had a very hard time the last 2 and some years because of some diseases that have led to me developing OCD, anxiety and probably depression, so I really hope you get out of “it” (as well as myself). I’ve found myself looking at my situation from above recently instead, so that I can “ration my supplies” (Tend to my mental health) with more clarity, which really helps. If I feel really bad, like close to killing myself, I’ll eat candy, blast music in my ears, etc - and because I’m looking at it from above, I can do it without being too unhealthy, or lose my hearing (to a bad degree at least). Good luck otherwise, and I hope to god doctors, or at least someone, is helping you - Otherwise, it often gives you too much responsibility to handle everything wisely. Also, i am pretty sure VSS isn’t that rare - literally, out of everyone I’ve asked, way more people than not has had the exact same thing (most of the asked are non-family btw). I’ve probably asked about 10
@encrypted695717 күн бұрын
@@TheoShahh My brains interpretation causes of the VSS causes me to see vivid hallucinations of people, monsters, sounds, and feelings when I go to bed and wake up, sometimes in the middle of the night. Most psychiatrists only deal with about one VSS case in their lifetime, statistically it is extremely rare
@encrypted695717 күн бұрын
@@TheoShahh People see snow particles sometimes. That’s not VSS - it comes with pretty disturbing snow that inhibits your from your daily life and I’ve got ringing in my ears constantly that hasn’t gone away for five years. Not sure what your case is though
@encrypted695717 күн бұрын
@@TheoShahh Regardless I sympathize with you and understand the symptoms. All we can do is trust in God and develop new skills every day to deal with them. I like your analogy of looking at the situation from above
@koyomiee1446Ай бұрын
i suffer from the severe "i don't exist" combo, depersonalization, derealization and dissociation. and, i couldnt help but notice. your melody sounds like happiness to me, like when i feel alive, when i'm with friends, riding my bike, or racing karts, even playing the piano in music class, when i don't need to constantly remind myself that i exist in these moments, and your melody reminds me of these moments. i hope we all can find ourselves one day, and i sure hope one day (soon), i gather the courage to place my feelings into art like this. thank you for reminding me that i'm not alone
@stephanenathan80344 күн бұрын
You’ll get better.
@AlphaLynx_RL3 ай бұрын
This is the best composition of ALL time, no one can argue. Not just because of the piece, but the story behind it as well. When I was 11-12, I felt like I was watching a movie of my life, with no way to change it. My friends would all leave me and my father died, who was the one who taught me music composition. Such a sad series of events in my life didn't even feel like it happened, it just felt that it was the next part of the grim movie that I was watching. It seemed that nothing could capture the things going in my head, until I found this on my youtube search page.I gave it a listen and I my once broken mind snapped in an instant. I realized that composing was the only way I could cure my dissociation. So, when I was about to turn 13, I started working on it. Eventually, I made a piece (Blue Reverie), to pour my thoughts out onto a simple piece of paper. I feel better now, but listening to this piece reminds me of the dark times I went through back then. Every day I still listen to this piece just to remember that I shouldn't take for granted that I am no longer dissociated. Even nowadays I still feel like the world isn't real. After all, it seems scientifically impossible for everything to exist. Maybe we are all simulations, who knows? I know this seems like a little bit too much, but your piece saved me. From further going into dissociation. Therefore, I would like to thank you for this piece, it gave me a sense of reality, that I wasn't alone during this time of darkness. That someone else with my exact problem could compose something so beautiful. Keep composing, maybe you'll save someone else just like you did to me. (By the way, I just turned 13, which is when depression usually starts settling in. If it wasn't for this piece, perhaps I would've still been in dissociation and perhaps even killed myself to escape the dark movie. So that's why I believe this piece saved me)
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much my G if you want to talk don’t hesitate on insta. Love you
@ChuckSploder2 ай бұрын
everything technically cannot exist, but it does
@-RobertАй бұрын
only argument needed is "subjectivity"
@seyj74574 ай бұрын
Stumbled onto this from secondhand recommended, and I'm very glad I did. This is like the theme for a villain that you sympathize with so much you can't even call them one. Feels like a far-off tragedy, or seeing a broken world through a mirror.
@Fire_Axus4 ай бұрын
your feelings are irrational
@ExtrovertedEntity4 ай бұрын
@@Fire_Axus your comment is irrational. Everyone has different perspectives especially when it comes to art and that's what this is. You are simply wrong.
@lucaspoon42024 ай бұрын
Evil exists. And the most deceptive method of evil is to dispel truth by making it seem as if evil doesn't actually exist. That it's all perspective. That it's okay to hate good. The only good thing is God. He loves you and sent His son to die for you at a time when humans should've received death.. As long as you believe in Him and His goodness then you will be saved. As long as you humble yourself and do not value yourself over God, your creator, you will see goodness and evil for what they are. No human can do this without God. Let Him soften your heart. I feel for you as i feel for all struggling ppl, but good things are not our right and we were never entitled to them. When you suffer, to be angry at the universe or God is to declare that you deserve better. But why? You have capacity for good, but only God can unlock it fully and help you see things with his eyes.
@seyj74574 ай бұрын
@@lucaspoon4202 my brother in christ, this is a music comp
@ExtrovertedEntity4 ай бұрын
@@lucaspoon4202 I like your funny words, magic man.
@jigsaucemusic3 ай бұрын
I had it too. Never got treatment, and the feeling went on for over a year. During that gap in my life I wanted to do nothing but make music. Everything else felt pointless. To anyone going thru it right now, do not push it off. Get help. There is so much beauty in being alive. Great melody btw!
@TrumanAndrew4 ай бұрын
Wow. Every single note here is absolutely perfect. This is one of the best pieces of music I have heard in a long time. Fantastic work!!!
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
Thank you you touch my heart 🙏🏽
@parkerdodson33503 ай бұрын
Amazing. I've suffered from severe OCD and as a result, depersonalization. It hit me hard for about 2 years nonstop while I was graduating college. Your melody perfectly captures the feeling; depression mixed with anxiety followed by periods of temporary peace.
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thanks you so much 🙏🏽
@y2kbbie2 ай бұрын
imagine some ghostly, eerie, almost heavenly vocals singing dark lyrics over this...CHILLS
@Carlo99yeheyАй бұрын
or someone narrating a creepypasta lol
@innsomniaccoffee69882 ай бұрын
This is shockingly grounding, honestly. Stumbled across this while dissociating really hard, there's so much emotion and the notes run like water. Kind of like a creek, flowing around where rocks jut up from the water. It helped me focus on something.
@braeden292214 ай бұрын
yeah this is the sound of depersonalization. I'm not even sure how to put into words what I want to say, but this is the 4 months preceding my previous 2. I realized listening to this that that's what I was experiencing because, at least to me, this is...... I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say, but I will say that after listening to this my heart is racing and chest tight because I just relived and revisualised in a new way those 4 months. I don't know if a song has ever been a truer recreation of pure emotion, which by nature is impossible to fully express, in language, all its nuance and visceral-ness. I'm reminded of a line in a 90's country song where the singer says there was another artist who was already well known and renown who, on the topic of being a good musician, asked him "can you make people feel the way you feel?" which in this case, specifically for me, has never been truer
@braeden292214 ай бұрын
After writing that comment and reading some of the other comments, if I had one recommendation for you, I would say don't listen or really even consider the suggestions and recommendations that some of the comments make. The likeability of a song to an individual is largely based on how predictable it is to them. There's a spectrum of predictability in sounds where its white noise on one end and a sin wave on the other. There's a band in the middle that we call music which has heavy metal screamo on one end (unpredictable) and something like Beethoven, Ode to Joy or Canon in D on the other. Where the people are suggesting something be different or added is where you slightly deviated from their intuitive prediction of where the song should've led to, and the choice of where it should've is no one else's but yours, the artist. They'll listen to it a few more times and understand the flow of it and it will "grow" on them. This is what is meant when someone says a song "grew" on them. I've long listened to songs and thought "I could make that better" or "he should've gone this direction with the song" and those are the thoughts people are detailing in these types of comments. I only say this to you because it worries me when artists are faced with such unwarranted critiques and this goes for artists of any size; taylor swift and joe shmoe alike. I just think in general small artists are more susceptible to over-intaking these critiques which only hamper, hinder, and disrupt the creative process and flow because smaller artists have many more "mutuals" on the status hierarchy. I also say "in general" because the ones who aren't in that general group are the ones who can move the world with their songs and all I know is that I was very moved by this one. Thanks for listening to my TED talk, disregard it because who am I? a random idiot. And keep making this awesome music for us. Please and thank you 🙏
@braeden292214 ай бұрын
but fr tho i have a hypocritical suggestion. call it a request. I just want to hear this with some hardy reverb lmao
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
I understand your felling you went through, it really touches me. love you
@arthuraraujo1013 ай бұрын
I swear the first seconds i listened to it i got shivers
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
🙏🏽
@penguinz12345672 ай бұрын
I'm glad you're around to create this.
@AryFemMtF3 ай бұрын
♥️ sometimes, words aren't needed, listening is just enough :)
@EmbeddedSystems_Shius3 ай бұрын
This is really beautiful - but also empty. It captures the feeling of being in a dissociative state very well. In it's polish, it's still rather raw. It sounds pretty - but with an undercurrent of pain in the background, if that makes sense. I relate to it quite well, and I legitimately thought it was REALLY beautiful - so I wanted to let you know :D Thank you for making this :)
@MusicWithFreeInstruments4 ай бұрын
this is so emotional dude, good job! 🔥🫶
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
Thanks so much 🫠❤️
@geo31064 күн бұрын
The music is melodic enough to produce the right amount of emotion, mellow and low enough to evoke the right emotion, and repetitive enough to make me feel the same, like unchanging nothingness. It truly deserves more. A beautiful track, Pangol.
@OgakuMusic4 ай бұрын
good shit, i feel like you could've expanded on some little ideas like the run at 1:27, could've been a whole section
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thank you ❤, I didn't want it to be too much
@cosarara13122 ай бұрын
Y E S
@ac57883 ай бұрын
Who we are lives in the soul.
@SoulSwordZ2 ай бұрын
I can't explain how or why, but this gives me strong To Zanarkand from FFX vibes, thank you for triggering a string of emotions 10-13 year old me felt constantly replaying FFX and hearing that song.
@NordemRay4 ай бұрын
So beautiful. Thank you for this.
@ash-tj7vp4 ай бұрын
this is really beautiful, thank you. adding this song to my "songs you wish you could hear again for the first time" list
@Alwaysjustwheels4 ай бұрын
Thank you, I’m going through really difficult time right now. Your song randomly played in my recommended, it really helped. Thank you. I am glad you were able to find peace in this song when you were struggling. Keep up with good work you’re really talented.
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
Thank you bro you touch my heart with your message
@Catherine771443 ай бұрын
By the end of this video I have tears in my eyes. I haven't cried for a while, so thank you for feeling myself alive again.
@PangolАй бұрын
Thanks to you
@lordstumpy29458 күн бұрын
I really enjoyed listening to this, it was comforting. For someone who has also struggled a lot with dpdr I know It’s a sucky experience, excruciating at times. Thanks for sharing this song, all the best to you.
@KhrysKrypto2 ай бұрын
i was going down my usual rabbit hole of piano songs and this.. this hits it. im glad i found this. its hard to describe something when nothing feels real in the first place.
@jobvanhetkaar88483 ай бұрын
I suffer from derealisation and depersonalisation. Luckily not as much as a few years ago. This song really reminds me of the helplessness and feeling of not being able to do anything about the feeling of panic and stress and not knowing how to explain it to anyone. Great song
@annabradbury22824 ай бұрын
great shit. keep up the good work.
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thaanks Anna 💥
@emmassaltyrants28214 ай бұрын
this was absolutely wonderful. i relate so much. full of such depth; beautiful, but you can also still sense the underlying anxiety.
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thanks so much Emma 🙏
@Naemeiros3 ай бұрын
You put your soul in that one I can feel it, it's just amazing how music can convey emotions. You truly embodied what you felt in this song and that's beautiful thank you.
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thanks so much ☀️🙏🏽
@Rhombus2093 ай бұрын
Beautiful. I think we all go through periods of this when we are trying to be an artist.
@deepsea5348Ай бұрын
I’m glad you’re real. I’m glad you’re here.
@PangolАй бұрын
❤
@LucasJams3 ай бұрын
0:39 my favourite part is this bit, so simple but so good, this tune has inspired me so much with songs i've been writing!!
@BaboonSpeedruns4 ай бұрын
This deserves millions of views
@ohmagawd8023 ай бұрын
i usually never comment on any video i see but this is the exception i just have to say, this is a masterpiece and probably rivals some of the newest songs, you deserve more recognition and subs, keep up the great work man, each time i listen to it, it just gets better and better and i notice even more things that i didnt before. This is probably the only song that i have ever heard that truly defines emotion.
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🙏🏽❤️
@Luminn_5 күн бұрын
one of the best things I've ever heard... absolutely beautiful (This is like my 5th time coming back here)
@joannamblount4 ай бұрын
So beautiful
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
💥❤
@UnakangАй бұрын
we come up with the best stuff in dark places. all my friends have a good idea where my head was at when they first hear something new. love it dude (~);-} NFA
@barbecuedsimsbaby3 ай бұрын
This music is real to me and for you to have made it with all the complexities it takes, that makes you a thousand times realer. In a time you did not know you existed, you made a part of you as hard to keep, explain and observe as smoke in a jar, a permanent piece. That is an incredible feat.
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🙏
@simonrug18694 ай бұрын
Absolutely beatiful
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
Thank you simon 🙌
@JackSpencer-ek5fh3 ай бұрын
this is beautiful, keep up the good work man :)
@mayleespann45523 ай бұрын
as someone who dissociates under duress, I deeply identify with this piece. and yet I also see the irony of it: no one who doesn’t exist could create a thing of beauty like this. it is profoundly human, and evidence that you were, and are, real.
@PASSINGPERPLEXITY3 ай бұрын
This is beautiful.
@julianchih39253 ай бұрын
this is fucking incredible man, keep up the good work!
@TheHuMahveen3 ай бұрын
Need a 2hr long version of this
@W1ntumn4 ай бұрын
I love this, it's so pretty, at some points i feel like I don't like it but then I realize that part I didn't like was a great way to lead into the good part and that, that part is good now and it works well with the melody
@FainaMusic2 ай бұрын
wow i like this melody !! Great work man! The build is phenomenal and the chords are soo touching... ❤🔥❤🔥❤🔥❤🔥🔥🔥
@dogman33623 ай бұрын
How TF does this not have more view, this is literal magic.
@oliverrhys53513 ай бұрын
would love a download of this, feels like derealization episodes for me, hits weirdly hard and I have no clue how you captured this kind of emotion in sound in a way so many people seem to agree with, it’s rare I see “dissociation music” (as I like to put it)
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thank you Oliver 💫
@SpicyKermit3 ай бұрын
As someone with depersonalization/derealization disorder, this music is very good at representing that feeling, and i can relate to this very much.
@Devonx7773 ай бұрын
I think, therefore, I suffer
@Beatsbasteln2 ай бұрын
Since I don't have a condition that involves depersonalization (only ADD) I can not comment on how accurate that is. But I think it is a beautiful piece and if I was able to compose like you my music would be a lot better
@nyahchuu58982 ай бұрын
It is beautiful. The feels, the uncertainty, but at the same time some conviction hidden behind? I love every aspect of it!
@bruhmoment81192 ай бұрын
it like forcibly moved me to tears and my full body got chills. thank you man, you did a really good job.
@roomconcertguy4 ай бұрын
this is amazing
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
Thank you very much
@payshi3 ай бұрын
This is a fantastic work of art. As someone who has (fortunately) experienced depersonalization a few times in the worst times of my life it captures it in the oddest way. I am unable to explain it but think "Yes, this makes sense."
@WM-gr4qi4 ай бұрын
Thank you.
@grumblingАй бұрын
This is beautiful
@gabrielmacias3245Ай бұрын
thank you
@peppa13233 ай бұрын
even though ive recovered from it I feel like a part of me died that day, still lost in the derealisation
@chaos_willow1693 ай бұрын
oh.. this is perfect. the ache in the slow parts and the desperation for you to be wrong about what you're sure of in the higher notes .. this reminds me of being 12 and feeling alone against the world. wishing you all the best. this was such a gem to stumble upon tonight
@Pangol3 ай бұрын
Thx so much 🌆🙏🏽
@UndrworldDarko3 ай бұрын
this is so beautiful keep going
@dxmyr10 күн бұрын
You're incredible man
@RainNMisery4 ай бұрын
Perfect 👌
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thanks 🙏
@inakoto3 ай бұрын
this is amazing.
@catezachamane10 күн бұрын
glasses bro. my glasses sometimes makes me feel like im seeing the world thru a screen. I know it's not as much as of a depressive cause to feel this way, but still.
@G.W.P.E_LO-FI4 күн бұрын
You compose therefore you "Are". Great job !
@losttoonjannik59123 ай бұрын
I‘ve let this music play while laying in bed with my eyes closed. That was such an experience! A whole universe. A story! I wanna try writing stories through music like you, too - one day!
@CodaRyu2 ай бұрын
Your music is beautiful. It reminds me of dark piano game background music, such as from Makaroll (for a game called Phantom Rose Scarlet), or music from Patrik Pietschmann (Echos of the Past). I love the feeling of caged tension and deep sadness in your music. I hope you can express your music in more ways, each piece I've heard so far has been utterly beautiful and entranced me to sit down motionless until the very last note.
@PangolАй бұрын
Thx so much ❤️
@insystem73 ай бұрын
I loved most of it, but the first part I would really change a few things. Anyway beautiful melody inspired me to make something of my own using that beautiful accent melody.
@coffinman45274 ай бұрын
this goes so hard bro
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thx my g
@fianachan4 ай бұрын
i really like it!
@Pangol4 ай бұрын
thank you 🙌
@Vain_Lied4 ай бұрын
Me encanto. Que hermosa pieza.
@theholyoneflagbearer69804 ай бұрын
Add a string swell dude here and there it would sound sick dude
@joozerlmfao3 ай бұрын
it reminds me of clair de lune its great
@wyzlight20283 ай бұрын
Reminds me a lot of a piece I only wrote recently.
@OtesOtesOtes3 ай бұрын
a world of complete imagination pure
@krejtek96542 ай бұрын
The thought doesn't give me rest since I've read the title of this video, so I'm writing this in hopes someone will help me understand: how is it possible to believe that you don't exist? Wouldn't the sole fact that you're able to think negate that possibility? (Great track btw)
I can't imagine how you can do anything under derealization. Seriously, a couple of times in my life I've experienced supposedly derealization, each time it was only for a couple of seconds, but it was the animal fear of realizing the situation
@XarithusАй бұрын
Sounds fantastic! What vst is this?:)
@DeadPixel11053 ай бұрын
Nice.
@AB-xi9im15 күн бұрын
i think therefore i am...?
@ermacbigmac2 ай бұрын
nah its more like a constant low metal bowl in the background with a empty wind blowing maybe with a faint disorienting barely noticeable whistle being a hard to reach reality fading away. This sounds more like dementia to me
@nursena7522 ай бұрын
good job keep going on man
@rickkkj1746 күн бұрын
this song would be perfect in a silent hill game
@clarkgood888420 күн бұрын
This was AMAZING, do I have permission to use this in a 5-minute student short film? I will credit you in the end credits, truly a wonderful representation of this kind of feeling.
@Pangol20 күн бұрын
@@clarkgood8884 for sure bro
@user-yo4ui7vh1v3 ай бұрын
i try to make music and analyze this is very usefull for me