Depression and Isolation: Dealing with Family Problems and Self Image

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I am literally going through the same thing as you right now I had to sleep early and isolate myself and cry because I was feeling so much hurt my own family had caused and my mother telling me you can’t even trust your own children I have no one to count on and your story regarding your ex significant other and how that effect you coincidentally I had dental with someone every close to me who has gone through the same thing as you and he treated me horribly but even still I saw him as a friend that I know is hurt and I actively reminded him to heal while maintaining my distance because I do not want to feel that hurt again but most importantly the loneliness I felt when I was near him, I do struggle sometimes and I question why is it so hard to find people who genuinely want to care about you, I’m only 19 but I’m actively finding ways to leave my household where I live with my family to find peace in my own space I want happiness and the only place I can find glimpses of it is within myself, I always find myself running from the dark but it’s all around does that make sense? I am really happy I found your video I needed to see this I feel else alone now so thank you.✨♥