Did Kurt Relapse? | Inches From Relapse

[@TheseFourWalls]

I appreciate all your videos, my friend. I'm 49 days clean today, and your videos mean the world to me. You're so helpful. And yes, you truly need to WANT and be perceptive to the advice and support, And you've gotta get STONE-COLD serious. I wish the best for Kurt. You've promoted a great lifestyle. Someday he'll want what you have, once he's 100% serious.

[@michaelknight4099]

Congrats on 49 days. I'm closing in on 6 months clean myself. It's worth the ride.

[@TheseFourWalls]

@@michaelknight4099 thanks so very much, for your supportive comment. And a HUGE congratulations on 6 months! That's amazing. I'm proud of you, man! 💪😊✌

[@elisharae6763]

These Four Walls Good for you!!! 👏🏼💕

[@chrisclarke1965]

Dont keep track anymore. Leave it in the past. Best thing to do is forget 100% I dont know how many days I've been clean.

[@46monkeyes]

These Four Walls -Way to go!! Congratulations 👍☮️💟

[@katieapgar3492]

Awww this breaks my heart. You can see how hurt Derek is.. Kurt is lucky to have his brother there supporting him every step of the way ❤️

[@jasonkuy7100]

Derek you're a great ambassador for the community world wide. It feels like I know you personally from your videos. Keep up your great work

[@I_Am_Connected]

I knew Kurt was your brother when I first saw him you 2 look so alike. You're saving people with your videos Derek. much respect from a recovering Xanax addict over here in Australia

[@PossessedByADinosaur]

I started watching you recently and I can relate so much with everything I’ve watched from you so far. I can see in Kurt what I see in a friend I’ve been trying to help for so long but had to give up on because he doesn’t want it. It’s like when you’ve been an addict you see all those things in people that give you the clues that they’re using. I saw them in Kurt in this video.... sniffing, nose running, yawns, stretching the jaw, stumbling over words, rubbing eyes, anger, restlessness, blaming on others, changing the subject.... breaks my heart.

[@rebelscumcustomsweathering5584]

Alot of those are withdrawal symptoms though

[@moebilly666]

This guy is special he’s here to help people in gods name good job keep it up

[@cloud_monkey422]

I did opiates for 14 years. From age 13-27. The only thing that’s ever worked for me was the suboxone program but after six years of being on subs I’m just sick of being on them. I’ve taken 16mg a day for six years and two weeks ago I started to ween down. I’m currently on 4mg of subs for the past five days. I hope to come off the subs ASAP and all though I’m afraid to be off them, I just am sick of them controlling my life even though I’ve not abused them. Man I’m scared but I’m a fighter at heart. Wish me luck! And yes even though I’ve weened down I can still feel my body detoxing and it sucks. It’s not as bad as cold turkey but it still sucks. Anyone who’s still getting high, you can do it. Whether you take the sub or methadone clinic etc. Start slow. Your life is valuable. You got this!

[@46monkeyes]

Lilly And Dans Beard Product Reviews - Sounds like you dropped your Sub dose too quickly.

[@cloud_monkey422]

M Stephens I feel as I deff did haha. But for the first time in my life, I stuck with it and still at a half (4mg) a day and no more liquid poops, and I’m feeling so much better already as of lately that I even started exercising for the first time in about ten years. Personally I want to stay here at awhile and get used to it. I dont know if I want to have all that freedom just yet, and I do want off them. Dropping that fast (now that I think about it) probably wasn’t the best idea, but I’m glad I did and stuck with it. 2 a day for 6 years, 3 weeks isn’t nothing as they say. Being able to even go down like that though was the first time I’ve ever been proud of myself for real. Never thought I’d see the day

[@crustydinglecherry3451]

U still on them

[@elisharae6763]

I’m praying for Kurt! 🙏🏼 It’s amazing how you can care so much for a complete stranger, which makes me think about you and your family. You are an amazing brother & I love the growth your channel has made. I remember randomly seeing your 7 day video on my feed & now I feel invested in your family. Keep it up!! 🙂

[@crustydinglecherry3451]

Yummy delicious 😋

[@alexandravlad]

I have been a silent viewer for a few months now, what you are doing is incredible Derek. Your videos help me stay sober and keep me motivated. If I can’t make it to a meeting because of work or other obligations I watch one of your videos and it is so helpful. I hope Kurt figures it out real soon! Especially with having kids, there is too much to loose! I would die if I lost my child, one of the main reasons I stay clean is for my daughter. Anyways, keep doing what you are doing Derek, you are helping so many of us addicts! (Also, in my opinion Kurt using any substance is a relapse in my book)

[@5-stringrebel369]

Derek, your channel is a Godsend my friend. Sorry to hear Kurt is on the edge. Again, you have to WANT to be clean. Period. I'm 27 days clean today, I've been to hell and back, but I WANT to be clean. God bless you both From the UK.

[@jasonkuy7100]

Well done brother one day at a time.

[@5-stringrebel369]

@@jasonkuy7100 thank you man! God bless you .

[@nacoleaddison9197]

I can't tell you enough how much these videos help me in my addiction

[@stellabella5269]

Kurt if you did use, stop right now go to a meeting asap, it's ok just don't stay out there!!! Its ok!! Praying praying!! ☺ 💕 xoxox ✌

[@giom75able]

I’m praying for Kurt, I have relapsed many times it’s hard as hell! My heart goes out to Kurt but remember he has to want it himself u can’t make him want to stay sober no one could make me! Prayers for your family

[@paulbboyle3714]

🙏🙏 for kurt. Thanks for video I hope kurt gets some help. I hope he listens to you buddy 🙏❤

[@marideathydeelz5334]

I’m sorry to see this. Kurt is pushing people away so he won’t feel guilty when he uses, which he might. I want him better, but we can’t make that happen. But ONLY Kurt can do that for himself. He wants things his way which is what got him there in the first place. Best wishes, Derek. I wish we could MAKE Kurt see the light in the dark.

[@williamkinnane1606]

I pray for the both you frequently. You're not alone.

[@katjackson8523]

Thank you for giving us hope. 27 days off heroin and still battling the cravings. Mainly a craving to feel better, feel alive, feel anything except the way I feel now. All of which are lies of the addiction. Been doing meetings and talking to experienced members, which helps so much. But by the next morning I’m wanting a fix. Just for today I’m taking action!! Thank you ❤️

[@rickdavid6758]

You are an inspiration. I hope Kurt can kick this shit...and do it now before its to late. You both are great looking probably not hurting for a date and probably have a lot going for you. Stay strong...you both please.

[@alexishoward_xoxo45]

Kurt we know you’re doing good! The more views the better right? Keep up with the channel.

[@DerekLambertRecovery]

Come to Facebook

[@alexishoward_xoxo45]

I deleted that comment. I’m embarrassed for sounding so ignorant. You brothers are amazing and truly are helping so many want to seek treatment and further their success remaining sober. I just binged on all your videos lol

[@alexishoward_xoxo45]

He shouldn’t keep putting blame on his wife. I’m sure she wants the best for him too. Times are expected to be tough right now

[@DerekLambertRecovery]

@@alexishoward_xoxo45 you are right and they are better.

[@AFAFsamedwards]

Thanks for doing these videos. I’m two weeks clean tomorrow. It’s a battle everyday but everyday at this point is getting better. I go to work and then I come home. I stay away from everyone. I’m going to beat this. One day at a time.

[@CMoore8539]

I’m Very Hurt about this. I’m so sorry, Derek. This really sucks!

[@fordetrukke7197]

I myself was addicted to heroin for 3+ yrs..and a week before the new year..I just made the decision to get clean..and I just stumbled onto your videos..and I find them very informative..thanks keep it up..

[@mikeymathis3]

I am 25 days clean i only did a half a sub in those 25 days. Its an everyday battle but im making it. Ty for laying a platform out.

[@crustydinglecherry3451]

U clean now tho

[@mikeymathis3]

@@crustydinglecherry3451 most def... It was a fucking battle but I won..

[@cmacconville3299]

I appreciate all your videos bro I'm struggling but your words are helping me a deal and are helping me turning my thoughts into actions. Thank you

[@stokeboy3948]

Hope you managed to overcome your battle x

[@GreatGreebo]

People are done when they’re done...and not a second sooner ☹️

[@michaelknight4099]

This is very true and also sad.

[@dickydickerson7728]

Great Greebo 💯

[@marideathydeelz5334]

Great Greebo This should be printed on a wall or embroidered on a pillow. Did you say it? Is it original with you, and can I use it?

[@GreatGreebo]

marideathy DEELZ .... it is original for me!!! you may use it all you want. Have a great day!

[@chrioschvez]

Superman? What I’ve always found admirable and why he’s inspiring is the humility.

[@CMoore8539]

I’m so happy for Kurt now! He’s doing it! Tomorrow will make 50 Days Clean Time for Kurt! He’s taking the steps and he’s doing this thing. Yay!!!💘

[@ivanmassimo4769]

God bless you Derek.. hope your sobriety will be lasting for good

[@Kate-ir7hz]

Glad I found this channel, found you through Jessica Kent 💜

[@brandylawless-fettig3987]

It's me Brandy dami momma ..Damien is 12 days sober today off alcohol yay!! Derrek I'm so proud of u.. u n Kurt have always been wonderful kids n closest of family friends I love u guys keep up the great work and Ill b contacting u very soon myself tired of being sick n tired I recently relapsed n it sux.. I didn't work it! Got on pink cloud again n once more history repeated self love u kiddo

[@andreauk8020]

Kurt, please get help. You're a good looking bloke and don't deserve to be treated so bad. Good luck from the UK x x

[@michaelsordyl9641]

Your little brother is sick that methadone is no joke God was there for you I'm sure you prayed for mercy. It's so cool seeing you get clean on here. And sticking to it. No way I'd record !myself going thru something like that but you did what you thought was best for you at the time and it wprked

[@FreeFallin123456]

Doesn’t seem like Kurt is ready to be clean yet unfortunately:/ I hope he has his moment of realization and is ready to really throw himself into his sobriety soon! Good luck!

[@jaerocman1214]

It starts with yourself. it does take time and u gotta believe in yourself 💯🙏💪 I'm determined to stay off that junk

[@aidanwalsh143]

I'm praying for the two of u

[@kickinaddiction]

Kurt doesn’t seem very motivated to recover, “you need to participate in your own rescue”. You remind me of me man, I spent so many years trying to get my little bro straight. Had many many talks etc but I got burnt out and stressed out. He has to find his own way. Also, if his relationship is always that hectic it is gonna be MAJOR hard to get and stay clean. He might want to get out of that relationship if it’s going to constantly jeopardize his sobriety. Learning to eliminate dramatic people from my life, and being ok with being alone were major life changers for me. I’ve made a few videos about that on my channel. 10 days off subs and I’m never going back. I’d highly suggest he gets in the MAT program and gets a year or two off the streets, gets counseling and drug tests. He needs to build a foundation and DEF get the heck away from all of his old friends. Come on Kurt step up brother we are all pulling for you! Does he not get pee tested from a PO? “If nothing changes, nothing changes”. Make some changes bro!

[@mrjames7251]

Well if his po sees this he's busted.

[@jessefillmore]

Whenever Kurt would do a video I could tell he wasn't ready to quit . All of us addicts can tell and I'm sure you did too Derek . I know you wanted it to be true but you would know Kurt better than all of us so I know you could see it . Kurt want people to feel sorry for him . Whenever he talked he always wanted people to feel sorry for him . Kurt needs to see a Psychiatrist . He has unresolved issues from his childhood that need sorted out . And don't help him with a place to stay or food or ect . Tell the grown man to go find it somewhere else . He needs to lose it all and if he don't fight for it then he wasn't meant to have it . Tell you love him but he is not going to use you as a safety net when his life falls apart from his decisions . I feel for you Derek . Focus on you and your wife and kids . Kurt is going to have to figure it out on his own . Prayers to y'all

[@doug_velasquez007]

Sad but true, and all love.

[@keithwallace1693]

Don't ever give up on your brother, because it's easy to say all that stuff now when they're alive but not so much when you're looking at him in a coffin.

[@I_Am_Connected]

So fucking true u could tell Derek was ready to get off it and get his life together but Kurt was still aching. this comment is exactly what I thought months ago

[@christiansantana2584]

I just saw that video prior to this one and as i was looking at him the first thing that popped in my head when i saw him was yea....he's not ready. He looked like he had that craving. When u have that craving wether its now or later u will secumb i would know cause when i have that thirst i end up doing things again. I dont so heroine though but ive treid other opiates and drugs.

[@derekmoore295]

More videos like this would be great. Up close updates on addicts. 1 thing I know forsure is most people who truly have been dependent don’t beat opioids

[@jeremyfox7599]

Kurt, break up with Natalie, she sounds like a complete power control freak, you're a good looking dude and you can get any girl you want, don't waste your time with a woman that brings you down. Also, Derek - weed for your recovery can be a good thing man, it can be used medicinally to help keep you off the hard drugs. Using a bit of weed can help keep Kurt stay off H. Don't beat him up for smoking weed, that's not cool to make him feel bad for smoking a bit of green, It's better for him to be on weed than the hard drugs.

[@Gokuvsnaruto22]

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[@michaelspoto8720]

some ppl can use weed after being addicted to heroin and be fine. but for many ppl smoking weed will lead back to harder drugs. idk kurts deal with weed but maybe he's the type of guy that will go back to heroin eventually if he smokes weed.

[@annamaples4613]

yes but what about Fentanyl, I have a friend who is on that and he can't even feel heroin anymore???

[@OfficialTelekinesis]

Hey man, Thank you so much for these videos. Your making a positive change in the world.

[@craig9910]

The way Kurts nose was running really makes me think it was a little more than just a beer and weed.

[@olecrazyhands1326]

Nose can run real bad withdrawing off opiates too

[@themac150]

You’re a hell of a guy Derek gotta take care of family man.

[@mpayne8206]

Hard to soar Like an eagle When you're surrounded by buzzards!!! Good song in the background!

[@allsevens7772]

Great quality

[@mrkipling2201]

You can only do it for yourself. Not your parents or your spouse. Or your brother or sister. Only you.

[@ethancowart6765]

hey big D. been clean off of iv fentanyl and xanax for 9 1/2 months. took me about 7 months to start feeling more like myself again . pretty much about the same amount of time as kurt.

[@mrjames7251]

Oh hell no! She's dangling subs over him like that!?!👊😠 That is so wrong! I hate a toxic relationship.

[@kRazoh89]

DUDE YOUR LIFE IS EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH FOR ALMOST 14 YEARS!!!!!!! IM 30 AND STILL GOIN THROUGH IT!!!!

[@boxinglegend2011]

You should be speaking to high schools and telling them the true about drugs

[@aidanwalsh143]

I'm kurt. That's how I feel

[@emilycheney4476]

Thanks for your videos! Congratulations on your sobriety! 😇💋 one day at a time!!

[@tameramares5785]

Sooo hard for us to get clean, yet sooo hard to stay that way. No judgment here. I've relapsed myself. We fall, get up and fight again. This is one of the hardest lives to have to live. It's literally horrible....💔😭💔. Prayers!!!

[@henriklandvik1602]

I can identify very much with Kurt. Also very persistent in relapse, and as much as i believe it to be true, it also scares me the most, that it’s not finished til it’s finished. So i never know when or if this time will come, how many rounds and losses i have left to endure until what i believe truly is in sync with my emotions, and the will n want to stay clean recover weighs just that 0,000001 mg more than to recapitulate. It’s a sick kind of feeling of homecoming, relapse. To know actually that this road WILL without a doubt lead at least to the bottom that made me try to stop it last time. The drugs, especially heroin, also has this trick 77 to numb the bad conscience using creates, thats also why its so hard to interfere with the relapse, it gets its own dynamic. Kurt knows, I know, almost everyone knows how it works after a while, and still the wheel spins. True Derek, it’s weird indeed. Wired and weird are pretty close haha. Rewired weirdness :). Anyways, best wishes for Kurt, for what it’s worth, he’s not alone. He’s also blessed with a caring, wise brother and loving family. I’m sure in any case he will pack it again and make it. Thanks for Your channel, a true gem ⭐️

[@benmuffie665]

Currently kicking heroin wd right now. Have made it almost 48 hrs so far. Had to use suboxone to get thru the first 5 days or so. Took it 22 hours after last h use. I think it threw me into precipitate wd. I was so sick I couldnt really tell. Some how passed out 7am today and slept 8 hours. I woke up feeling a million times better so the sub must be working thank God. I plan to do a fast 7 day taper with sub cause i know how awful it is to kick that too. Pray for me fam I can use all the support I can get. #fuckheroin

[@ai2851]

Did you Mahe it out? @ben muffie

[@thespiritiswilling9437]

You can't make someone quit unless they want to. Sometimes hitting rock bottom doesn't even change them

[@ciscoak9074]

Dude iv learned people aren't gonna follow thru unless they are truly READY n they decide it's what they want themselves. Iv hit many rock bottoms n it took almost getting my right leg amputated b4 I got into the clinic. Even after I was still doing benzos n smoking crack for a year on the program. If ur in a position like I was in were I was getting fronted ounces of tar it's very hard to make that decision for urself but I was at a point that even tho I had dope all the time I had no viens my whole body was sore from muscle shooting all over after my main lines that run parallel to ur arteries all sunk so deep I coudnt hit them anymore n the femoral artery vein collapsed in my leg which is what led to the amputation cuz I was barely getting any blood to my leg...what I'm saying is even tho I had the dope to keep going I decided I'm gonna be one big festering walking wound if I didnt do something to help myself...now I'm on 220mlg of dones but iv been clean from everything for almost 3 years..nxt step is tapering but not until I kno I'm100% ready.

[@katieapgar3492]

Cisco Kang so did you end up losing your leg?

[@gloriaw1379]

It took me moving 3 hours away. Cause where I was living I tried to quit a hundred times but being in the same place I went right back to the same shit. And if ppl say they can't move cause they don't have the means is bs. I was living in my van with my kids and had absolutely nothing. It did take time and the fight of my life. But if rock bottom had a basement &that basement had a crawl space,I was there.

[@mrjames7251]

I lived in a tent. Sold almost everything I own in a garage sale except my camping equipment, drove to TN & pitched my tent by the river. That was the best thing I ever did.

[@pinkyvdt]

Yep leaving my town was the only way I got clean. New place, new ppl.

[@aidanwalsh143]

Ring on keep it real bud

[@shannondavis1401]

Derek you should hit some alonon meetings.

[@DerekLambertRecovery]

I bet I could use some. Im not just an addict but also one who has lived with addicts.

[@shannondavis1401]

Derek Lambert I can relate . And there’s no such thing as too much support. I have a little brother myself who thank God didn’t go down the path I did. I can only imagine how difficult it must be. All you can do is keep being the leading example your family needs. And the rest is up to God. Keep it up dude

[@michaelsordyl9641]

Derek how many days was it before you stopped feeling sick?

[@kevinjones6398]

Cut it cold turkey like you man... shits the devil I'll never go back you cant be truly happy and use one love brotha

[@pablomoralez36]

derek lambert is wilmington in delaware is this the same wilmington you’re talking about ?

[@blackhatter1980]

the levels of denial is sad as we all know were this is going

[@CMoore8539]

Kurt, Don’t let your wife or anyone else drive you back down!!!!♥️ Never. You Are Better Than That. You Deserve A Good Life!!!😊♥️✌️

[@46monkeyes]

I love your channel and your message and I mean no disrespect to your brother but it appears he has a LONG way to go. All I hear from him is BS excuses.

[@TypeSly]

I can definitely sense the doubts in your voice. You knew he was using.

[@damienjones7448]

This isy house I was the one Kurt was staying with and we're good friends till this day, he is sober now

[@thomasdale9779]

Im sry i think Kurt was using all the yawning he is doing is first signs of withdrawal im on Day 2 I also live in Apex NC my brother is in the ER for his withdrawal symptoms I Hate Dope no more ever again

[@kevinjarvis5738]

I was clean for 6 years but after my wife left me and took my daughter I gave up and relapsed she cheated with an old boyfriend and left me so I gave up now I’m struggling again with getting dope because I’ve blown my entire life up because it helps with the pain when I’m sober I’m dead inside drugs and alcohol is all that helps

[@angeladuncan2454]

When people get clean you can see the life come back in them

[@upstate5184]

Damn dude soon as I saw his face you can see he is still hurtin bad. Tell him to stop lying lol its too obvious. We all like dope, weed and shit but just isnt for us. 2 1/2 years clean here and hoping for the best for both of you. Stay well.

[@ryanj7517]

You have to be just as serious about recovery as you are about relapsing. IMO. It’s not easy by any means. Instead of calling it “botttom” I just started calling it what it is.... a “realization.”

[@aidanwalsh143]

Mi praying for you

[@Lotus-uv7zw]

Relapse.... my biggest fear for my son. He's been using over 12 years, overdosed 8 times, the last one put him in critical condition in the hospital, completed a 6 month rehab program but that was 6 years ago and despite almost dying and ending up in the hospital he still continues to want to get high??!! Man I just DON'T f**king get it??!! What's it gonna take to cut him loose from this garbage and bullshit??!! I've tried it, the tough love, he lived out of his car in the woods for a long time, being loving and supportive, running him all over the state trying to get him help, one detox place to another, celebrate recovery, NA, God, church and still he continues to be pulled into this chaos and mess!!!

[@aidanwalsh143]

I no how he fills

[@livewellwitheds6885]

I'm 3 months clean!

[@vinnyvegas7390]

IF YOU HAVE TO KEEP TRYING TO CONVINCE EVERYONE YOUR NOT USING YOU ARE USING!!!

[@quattro5413]

Does kurt have a KZbin channel?

[@diamonddave810]

🙏🙏🙏

[@Polecat-qz5om]

Aww yeah addiction is tricky. Gets you:/ but it’s okay!

[@justintime2102]

Derek, Bud you know I care for you but, I'm going to be honest. This video hurt me so badly. I guess I have some unresolved anger I need to deal with.Im going to have to be absent from your vids for a bit. All do respect, I just can't watch this process again. I went through it with mine and I can't do it again. Please understand. I'll be back to support your channel in time. This just hurts too much man. Stay strong my friend. Stay smart. stay sober.

[@DerekLambertRecovery]

See ya later bro

[@greydeath4273]

Brian Hinesley dude that is a weird ass comment

[@gareththomas2376]

Get him over here, to London

[@nuggetdoozy7831]

AlSO PLEASE HELP!i I’m starting my suboxone treatment Monday. I’m a heroine SMOKER only. How long do I wait till getting my first dose?. I’ve done it once before and went through precipitated withdrawals. It was the worst fucking say of my life. If anyone can give me advice I’d appreciate your help

[@katieapgar3492]

Nugget Doozy don’t quote me but I’m pretty sure wait AT LEAST 24+ hours.. maybe even 42hr. I went through precipitated withdrawals before too.. they suck!!!

[@Devink9820]

At least 24 hours

[@jacksparrow-fk7yi]

weed should help with the herion withdrawls

[@nicholasb2341]

God will help. Drugs don't cure what drugs have done to you're mind and body.

[@46monkeyes]

jack sparrow -perhaps. but don’t stay on weed.

[@michaelspoto8720]

weed never helped me with opioid withdrawls. it made it worse for me because weed makes me think more and more paranoid so it would just make me focus on the w/d's.

[@Bando-fx4mf]

Bro I texted you and didn’t answer, what is your number? The one in link is fake now, please lmk

[@aidanwalsh143]

I've been Dar

[@andreipopescu3542]

after you quit you live in abstinence for the rest of your life.....you will always be more exposed than the people who never used....after quitting you have your "clean honeymoon", as my therapist used to call it, buteven after 15-20 years of "honeymoon" , something can trigger you back.

[@karlieglenn1369]

He needs to remember that Alcohol is a drug period. And weed is as well which was the hardest for me to admit. But he has mentally relapsed here. And sounds like he’s about to relapse that’s exactly how I acted right before my relapse everyone told me I had mentally relapsed and all I had to say was fuck that fuck this and pointing the finger. I haven’t came back from my relapse yet. I went to a detox center 4 times in the last 3 months but obviously the pain haven’t been great enough. But this week has been absolutely miserable. I think I’m finally ready, now I am one of the people who believe that Suboxen/Subutex and Methadone is still using it’s just switching one thing for another. A detoxing video is what brought me here because I’m going to be detoxing off of heroin and don’t feel like going back to a detox center I rather do it on my own and I’m looking for advice to make the detox easier and less painful to go thru. I’m already prepared to feel like I’m dying I’m just ready to get it over with and get my life back cause I know from being in recovery before that it takes time... just ready to go back to the fellowship I’ve been on a 4 month run and when they say “it always gets worse,everytime you go out it gets worse.” They’re not lying!! This 4 months has been worse than the 4-5 years of me using before I got clean. Anyways I’m gonna stop ranting in the comments if anyone reads my comment wish me luck! If you believe in god,keep me in your prayers! I wish everyone luck that’s in the process of getting clean if you are join a fellowship NA is wonderful!! AA doesn’t discriminate some of the old heads might say something slick about you being a addict but try both fellowships and choose one and give it a try... you probably won’t like your first 4-5 meetings but eventually you’re gonna feel like you’re home.

[@chrix6six886]

dang .. the way Kurt says, "Bro, I didnt do any cocaine... ...any fuckin.. heroin, bro.. didnt stick a needle in me, I didnt do any cocaine.." *yawn.. *changes subject lol

[@chrix6six886]

Just flippin ya shit tho lol. Love you dudes. For real

[@aidanwalsh143]

go in

[@villeperkiokangas5441]

120% he has been using!!

[@yahafftalaff337]

All that yawning has alarm bells ringing!

[@mintmitch434]

hes clearly on roxys or fentanyl here

[@ParaVids_andVinyls]

Who’s this Kurt guy now?

[@dannyj7618]

his brother. little brother I believe. They were both going through addiction and recovery.

[@mariehewitt6104]

Hi iam glad it doing good

[@myriahramos6041]

Kurt you have to practice what you preach for yourself.... what’s your Facebook? Don’t you hear your brother?! I know you do.

[@hazelswords8573]

I don't know the yawning watery eyes the nose running I think more than weed.

[@jillpeterson2071]

Hazel Swords Yup, those are the 1st things that happen to me when im starting to get dopesick.

[@bquiet3858]

Been insutultionalized every year christmas and new years for 5 years dopes8ck now

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My nigga Kurt