I've had agoraphobia since 2008. My heart was in my throat the whole time I was watching this!!! I kind of just had to get used to it. If I have a doctors appointment, I HAVE to take valium so I can go. And it's still hard even then. I thank God for my husband, who understands and does everything he can to help. I honestly don't think I could handle life without him. I don't know how people who are alone deal with it.
@conversevans43 Жыл бұрын
This was absolutely brilliant, and the main actress really portrayed her role so unbelievably well. She was amazing and I couldn't get over the fact that I was actually watching someone acting because she played her role showing so much fear, pain, suffocation, loneliness, trapped etc. (all of the feelings and emotions you go through when you suffer from agoraphobia). She was unbelievable and she actually brought tears to my eyes because I felt so badly for her as well as missing her dog so much. As the last few minutes were left, I said "please end this with her finding her dog, because not knowing would have made me sad." This film should have won awards for the way it was filmed showing exactly what a person goes through on a daily basis with this debilitating mental illness. Thank you so much for uploading, I enjoyed your work immensely! 👍👌💯🔝
@DeidreL97 ай бұрын
I’ve had agoraphobia for thirty years. Thank God I’m getting better but it’s a constant struggle. Everyone reading this with it, you will get through this, I send you all strength and love.
@maekyla_ Жыл бұрын
When my live-in bf left me after 2 years when i was 21 i started drinking heavily/using heroin more often and lost my job. i had been dealing with social and general anxiety for quite a few years at this point and my substance use exasperated it. I didn't need to leave the house for much and i started becoming agoraphobic to the point of not being able to go down to the street (lived downtown above a boutique) to smoke my cigarettes. I had a friend (who didnt realize he was enabling me, Making it worse) bring me alcohol and cigs from the store because leaving paralyzed me. Using fueled my anxiety+agoraphobia and vise versa. It was one of the darkest times of my life and i almost didn't make it out alive. I could feel her pain and fear through the screen, and felt so familiar. This is a beautifully shot film....visceral and simple, fueled by the emotions that devour you when you are in this situation. Thanks for sharing this, it's difficult to really explain it to someone who has never been there but this is great way to show anyone who wants to understand better.
@rozsheehy6146 Жыл бұрын
I have agoraphobia and I'd give this video 100 thumbs up if I could.
@kat-lx7ef Жыл бұрын
Brilliantly well done. I'm not agoraphobic but have massive anxiety, I felt the fear in this. She played it really well. Very well shot too.. Thanks for this film!
@ambersykora352 Жыл бұрын
The thing about the dog though or any pet for that matter, is completely right. It truly does help especially with depression. Gives you a reason to live similar as if you had a kid.
@Beanie19844 ай бұрын
Love this. Have had Agoraphobia for over 17 years now.
@xbrandi12345x Жыл бұрын
Agoraphobia sucks. Anyone that has struggled with it knows it makes some things so hard. I feel like it would be harder for me if I lived in an apartment as opposed to a house, you never know who will be in the hallway and that would cause me more anxiety.
@ladystyx674 Жыл бұрын
This was absolutely beautiful and I see why it won the award, the feeling this involved in me was stunning, having lost my cat almost a year ago (he passed) I can say that cat was the best thing that ever happened to me and I miss him so much, I'm glad she found her dog and got over her fear! RIP blackjack, mommy loves you 💚
@stevenrf69 Жыл бұрын
What happened 2 him?
@ladystyx674 Жыл бұрын
He had a tumor in his mouth the upper part, the treatment involved would have been too much for him to handle, he eventually stopped eating and I'm guessing he had a fever too cuz he passed in the basement of my bfs uncle's house on the tile floor in the half bathroom guess it was cooler for him, had him for 16/17 yrs
@stevenrf69 Жыл бұрын
@@ladystyx674 o por thing, so sorry
@princesskileyrae Жыл бұрын
This is wildly relatable as a person with PTSD/agoraphobia & a Service Dog. We're staying at a farm & lily garden, so I don't have to leave the house really & help out indoors a lot. I sometimes step a couple feet outside to feed the chickens kitchen scraps when I'm cooking or to re-water the mean geese when their little pools freeze... but anything beyond that is hard. I let my dog out one night around 2am recently because he "asked." He's an elderly guardian breed who never wanders off or goes too far & has about a 100% recall, so I never have to worry. It was about 20°F & I did some dishes then let my dog back in. Awhile later, I couldn't find my dog anywhere. I distinctly remembered letting him back inside, but he's a 110lb dog and can't just - disappear inside a house. I walked around looking for him & called him but he never came. My mind convinced me that I must have not let him back in because that is the only logical explanation. He has to be outside. It's safe here. It's isolated, but the owners' family lives nearby. I was having a panic attack the whole time putting my clothes on & many layers because I'm so thin, hoping my dog would just come back. I ended up walking around the entire lily garden & several acres looking for him & calling multiple over a couple hours. Around 530am, the owner woke up & left their bedroom, & my dog trotted over to me & leaned into me. The only way that must have happened was their door was left slightly opened, then he had gone into their bedroom, & the door must have been closed unknowingly. I know he heard me calling him for hours, there's no way he didn't, but I think he was too polite to bark in a bedroom with people late at night or something to alert me to his presence. He knew I was traumatized when he was "freed." It was just a simple accident but I was in panic mode for a couple hours. I don't know why it didn't occur to me that he could have gotten into that bedroom, but that's the one place I knew he "couldn't" be & was. It felt like this movie. I still don't walk the garden or anything, but I know the layout now from thinking my dog was out there somewhere hurt because he wasn't returning. It's so much harder than people think. I'm really glad he was safe inside even though I wasn't for a time...
@auberjean68735 ай бұрын
@DarkPassageFilms I could feel her terror! The acting, the music, the anticipation of fear. Trying to let go of the elevator wall--those details! This movie gave me a real insight into the challenges an aquaintance of mine faces. Well Done!👏👍
@directedbyxanderjones8329 Жыл бұрын
Great writing. Great directing. Great editing. Great acting. Great camera work. Great concept. Great Everything!!!
@gickygackers Жыл бұрын
It was all really lame honestly. Nobody will talk about this film, simply because it's not good
@alzgustapresents Жыл бұрын
Well thought out. Stark and raw, an authentic portrayal that strikes a nerve!
@mynameisdisappointed4347 Жыл бұрын
THANK YOU for providing an ending ❣️
@mariecait Жыл бұрын
I’m on disability for this. It’s a living hell but I’m determined to recover.
@charlenemack7040 Жыл бұрын
Caitlin, I’ll say a few prayers for you! I believe in the power of prayer… It’s the only thing that keeps me centered, and on planet earth. 🙏🙏🙏 🌎 🌈🦋
@charlenemack7040 Жыл бұрын
Please remember to take baby steps… Every day in every way you can get just a little bit better than the day before! 👍👌🤟 👏👏👏👏👏
@binkyfaith Жыл бұрын
Were you diagnosed thru your physician and how long until you were approved for disability
@DocBree13 Жыл бұрын
❤
@xChaosReignsx Жыл бұрын
That dog is SO CUTE tho
@raymondlin8728 Жыл бұрын
I'm trying to figure out if I have agoraphobia or I'm a homebody or both. I used to be active in the outdoors, work 2 jobs at a time, motorsports, now I barely go out, rather watch tv, nap all day.
@jz3278 Жыл бұрын
Depression
@thomasmcclenan1776 Жыл бұрын
I AM GOING TO HAVE TO RESEARCH THIS CONDITION AND HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO SOMEONE. MY FEAR IS CROWDED PLACES WHATEVER THATS CALLED . MORE THAN 10 I AM OUT OF THERE
@seaofflowers. Жыл бұрын
why are you screaming?
@thomasmcclenan1776 Жыл бұрын
@@seaofflowers. I JUST USE ALL CAPS TO BE UNIQUE
@raymondlin8728 Жыл бұрын
Thank u for the cap lock some people don't like looking for and using reading glasses. These caps make it easier to read. Thank u
@Kinloo_Kills Жыл бұрын
Did you come across anything that you could use more clarity on or any questions you couldn't find answers for?
@thomasmcclenan1776 Жыл бұрын
@@Kinloo_Kills NO BUT WHAT IS THE FEAR OF CROWDS
@Ellfyyyyy11 ай бұрын
I'm balling my eyes rn.
@Ellfyyyyy11 ай бұрын
please tell me she finds her baby 😢 I use to believe I had agoraphobia, bit I just think I've got extreme social anxiety. I'm so uncomfortable leaving the house and going places, that if I'm around other people, I'll sometimes plan time in advance on how I'll handle certain things. If that makes any sense, I'm a bit better now, but I still always think of the worst, hope for the best
@FizzyFezzy Жыл бұрын
I suffer from agoraphobia. It truly is a living hell
@binkyfaith Жыл бұрын
Same here
@DocBree13 Жыл бұрын
❤
@tamarabuckallew376518 күн бұрын
What an Amazing journey ,I've often wondered if I have some form of this burden Thankfully mine is not to terrifying. God Bless all of you who suffer from this nightmare.Have a blessed life everyone. Thank you for this beautiful story..Tami in Montana,USA
@katijaybird Жыл бұрын
I actually held my breath in certain parts of the film. I couldn’t imagine that kind of fear. What’s the song she plays on her phone?
@usher_morgan Жыл бұрын
"Burn" by Astyria
@katijaybird Жыл бұрын
@@usher_morgan I actually found that one! 😊 I meant the retro synth song she listens to before she tries to leave her apartment.
@johnnycash5858 Жыл бұрын
@@katijaybird Yukadans by Ayyuka, according to Shazam. Hope that helps.
@kovuthe1334 Жыл бұрын
Quick question? How did she get to her therapist’s house BEFORE she had the dog!? 🤔
@EboniFlowers11 ай бұрын
Right!
@VM-wt3ti Жыл бұрын
I need a list of all the songs in this so good!
@slawssson9447 Жыл бұрын
i am incredibly impressed honestly
@colevilleproductions Жыл бұрын
wow. those opening shots, something about the audio and cinematography made me feel _super_ uncomfortable (in a good way). very well done.
@colevilleproductions Жыл бұрын
also that's a very very cute dog.
@licensedprofessional4742 Жыл бұрын
Drats, I forgot the milk! 😂
@DocBree13 Жыл бұрын
What a fantastic actress!
@cooper7031 Жыл бұрын
The dog is adorable but she looks like a weirdo version of Jaklyn Abader of Kissimmee and Lake Mary, FL!
@njdevfan20 Жыл бұрын
How true to life.
@mindsigh4 Жыл бұрын
i'm not afraid of agoras
@zenairzulu1378 Жыл бұрын
The struggle is real
@5ftpho Жыл бұрын
i might have this.
@lunacielo570511 ай бұрын
I have identified myself as leper emotionally.. Irresponsive.. I didnt react anymore despite the hurt and damage..
@jmbi2964 Жыл бұрын
I really thought that was Trisha 😭
@bettilopez4327 Жыл бұрын
👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼
@BigfootAnon Жыл бұрын
Wowza
@AJoVee Жыл бұрын
The woman in the thumbnail in the water looks like Trisha Paytas
@avid9530 Жыл бұрын
I had affair with my therapist. He was 40 years older than me.
@pigtailswithbows Жыл бұрын
If you don't mind me asking, are you doing okay now days?
@Kinloo_Kills Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that someone in a position of trust put you through that. I hope that you are now in a happy and positive place. I'm here if you want to talk.
@VM-wt3ti Жыл бұрын
Please what is the music that starts at around 10:02? It’s so mesmerizing I need it 🙏🏼
@nicolebogda1482 Жыл бұрын
To the creator? 💯💯💯💙💜♾️💜😂
@andipatel5044 Жыл бұрын
No CC
@usher_morgan Жыл бұрын
Uploaded. Thanks!
@michaelcole8999 Жыл бұрын
Wait, Meg White left The White Stripes because she lost her dog?
@williambotner2317 Жыл бұрын
Nice
@balancius83818 ай бұрын
How does she pay for here rent?
@Psalm-yg6yi Жыл бұрын
That girl got a Demon. 😉
@deadassdgaf10011 ай бұрын
???
@__knull6554 Жыл бұрын
T-t-t-t-Todaaaay j-j-jr!
@-Darko- Жыл бұрын
Was she bathing in milk??
@deadassdgaf10011 ай бұрын
that's wtf i said! 👀👀👀
@deadassdgaf10011 ай бұрын
WHY is no one talking about this creep of a doc?? THAT was the only interesting (though deplorable) asoect of this entire thing! and WHAT F'N awards did this win, anyway? Biggest Waste of Watch Time Award? Best Hyperventilating Cringely Award? Raspberry? absolute garbage. 🤦🏻♀️
@George-le6tc Жыл бұрын
👌 'Promo SM'!!
@seaofflowers. Жыл бұрын
Anyone ever notice how people that can afford to be agoraphobic always have nice homes? Unless homeless sufferers of agoraphobia are just ignored.
@madhavchr Жыл бұрын
“afford to be agoraphobic”? Your comment implies people with this condition are choosing it. Wtf. What does the state of their homes have to do with their mental illness?
@maksdoulton4713 Жыл бұрын
Well, in the case of the homeless agoraphobic, the rest of you get to HEAR thier screaming and/or so sobbing.
@mularouge2211 ай бұрын
Omg that crying is soooooooo cringey
@PridelessChickz Жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ can cure anything. My testimony: After being an atheist for 8+ years, and "married" to another female, I got the urge one day to say out loud "IF there is an Almighty God that does NOT wish us pain or sorrow, please bring me truth, I wish to know you exist". Then God immediately started bringing me the answers I had been searching 8-11 YEARS for! I witnessed Him take control of my internet and the rest of my reality; He first proved to me that demons exist (I called them "inter-dimensional beings"), then He proved His own existence, which I later found to be Jesus Christ. As soon as I found Jesus at the end of 2020, He IMMEDIATELY took away my transgenderism, bisexuality, depression, daily suicide attempts, self harm, bulimia and anorexia; and He did this all without me asking Him to, because THAT'S how merciful and loving He is! Praise God!
@vickicali Жыл бұрын
@PridelessChickz Queer people are not demons.
@andysplants Жыл бұрын
*religious mania*
@dillonparish33 Жыл бұрын
girl you’re not religious you’re fanatical LMAOOO
@jz3278 Жыл бұрын
Why’s he giving babies congenital heart defects? Why’s he let children get SA under the hands of his preachers? Sounds like he sucks at his job lol
@Kinloo_Kills Жыл бұрын
I'm really sorry that you have gone through this and have been brainwashed into believing that being anything but straight is something that needs to be "cured". I really hope that you are able to find people who will love you for you and will help you learn to love who you really are. Please don't keep commenting this on videos about mental health disorders. There is enough stigma and shame for all of us who suffer with them. I don't doubt that God and religion has 100% had a positive impact on some people's mental health but I also know, just like your story, religion and the idea of God can also have a VERY negative impact on people. It does this when people use God as a way to constantly spew hate, judgment, and fear to anyone they can get their hands on. I sincerely hope you are able to fine true happiness, love, and self-compassion one day.
@RinZenz Жыл бұрын
Not scary at all.
@user-ti2ph6qb1y Жыл бұрын
Great trailer, but I really did think that the thumbnail was Trisha Paytas and thought “no way she’s doing horror”
@shadominx3696 Жыл бұрын
You need your eyes checked. This isn’t a trailer, it’s a short film. No trailer is 20 minutes long. And the actress looks NOTHING like that creature lol
@deadassdgaf10011 ай бұрын
@@shadominx3696what you said!
@user-bz8pq5fw7q Жыл бұрын
Why wear makeup if u don't leave house
@thebargoblin3226 Жыл бұрын
weird comment
@Kinloo_Kills Жыл бұрын
People don't need to wear makeup to impress others. Many people choose to wear makeup for themselves and because they enjoy it. Edit- typo
@deadassdgaf10011 ай бұрын
@@thebargoblin3226weird TO YOU... it's actually a based thought. to never leave home AND she lives alone.... the question makes sense to me. if it's so weird of a comment, then please offer a rational answer to the question.⏳.... we'll wait.
@deadassdgaf10011 ай бұрын
@@Kinloo_Killswhy do ppl in comments sections regard any type of edits as if the commenter (editor) is somehow wrong or their comment can be dismissal solely due to having an edit. typos happen all the time....THIS is what the edit feature is for. something was simply typed incorrectly. it doesn't, by default, prove the view expressed within the comment are wrong. no one should ever have to add a "edit-typo" disclaimer within their comment. if anything, typos should automatically be the 1st assumption. however, I'd argue they shouldn't be relevant to the comment whatsoever but 🤷🏻♀️ I've had this happen several times when someone's disagreed with me, using "i see you edited your comment, so" to dismiss my point. i saw that reply & had the 🤨 face from reading it. i was like, yeah.....and? do they teach this fallacious reasoning / ignorance in schools these days or ppl just this dumb on their own? genuinely asking, as it makes ZERO sense why editing my typo would be a relevant observation & any indication that i was "wrong". nothing within my comment changed besides 2 letters. someone....make it make sense!
@littlewhiterabbit202 Жыл бұрын
Is it just me or does anybody else see somebody with anxiety like this and just get angry? This movie just looks like it would piss me off for the entire run time
@vvviiixxx8745 Жыл бұрын
Maybe work on developing empathy and understanding towards people who suffer from great anxiety, as it typically stems from trauma. If you’re angry about that, then you’re missing the bigger picture.
@seaofflowers. Жыл бұрын
It's not just you. Plus it's always people with nice homes or their parents paying for their livelihood who seem to suffer from agoraphobia most. Seems like a "people with money" mental illness.
@pigtailswithbows Жыл бұрын
@@seaofflowers. Fuck. That was raw and painful. I'm in that situation but never saw it that way till now. (My comment isn't meant to be rude in ANY manner, btw. It's just a hard realization to come across.)
@pigtailswithbows Жыл бұрын
@@vvviiixxx8745 Very beautiful comment, v. People like me appreciate your kind more than you could ever know. Please don't change.❤
@littlewhiterabbit202 Жыл бұрын
@@seaofflowers. that’s for sure, most of their anxiety is almost over something dumb most people have to do on the regular in their life or something most people will have to face at some point, but it seems to “break them down” or what ever, sounds like bullshit to me.