Director Reacts - Episode 22 - 'Outro:Tear' ORIGIN DISCOVERY

[@ashleyder9164]

In terms of the almost-disbandment, the impression I got was that while they had always dreamed of succeeding, the DEGREE of international success they hit was wildly beyond what they could possibly have imagined, and they genuinely found that degree of fame a bit scary. Suga in particular has made references to how scary their fame is/was on more than one instance (most notably a poem he wrote during a Run BTS episode called "What a Relief" as well as in his song Interlude: Shadow). I think in 2018 they really had to take a good, hard look at whether that was something they wanted to continue with. I think they had a very realistic understanding of how much their lives would change if they continued forward.

[@cherylwalker4242]

I just got that this time watching this. Yeah they on!y knew the small Asia market of kpop. And just a bit of global fame was normal. But global ARMY in the millions was more than anyone could image

[@sc0ttishlass]

So true ... especially as half of BTS are introverts and SUGA having anxiety attacks since before the debut, the fame of 2016 to 2018 increasing especially outside of Korea was overwhelming. Also family members of some of the members died when they had been touring, so that I think also played into the whole 'should we disband' talks. 2018 also records the 7 year mark (they were all together since 2011) which is usually the time when KPop bands disband because the members do not renew their contracts or the agencies pull the plug. And we all know the saying 'seven year itch' where most relationships seem to either overcome whatever or break up.

[@bangtangrlrm7292]

@@sc0ttishlass they've been together since 2010

[@sc0ttishlass]

@@bangtangrlrm7292 The hyungs were together since 2009, but the maknae line came later as Jungkook came to Seoul on 4th June 2011.

[@h.vgavriel5838]

@@bangtangrlrm7292 no, in 2010, there was only RM, Suga and J Hope, in the first hip hop crew called BPB (Bullet Proof Boys) with ikje (l11EV), Supreme boi and Iron. They are supposed to debuted in 2011, but something happend and Bang PD change the project to form a Idol group. In 2011 , Jungkook, Jin then V joined Big Hit and the 3 rappers in the former group BTS. Jimin joined in 2012...

[@philkemper4212]

Great reaction man. The lyrics to this song have such a deep meaning to them. It's hard not to get emotional which Jhope showed on stage. It was written when they were having thoughts of disbandment. I look at each members part as how they would react to it. "You're my tear" "You're my fear" We as ARMY are always afraid of the day we hear the news that BTS is disbanding. But it's also bittersweet at the same time. Because we think of their futures. Seeing them raise their own family. Their songs Louder than Bombs and Bulletproof the Eternal make me cry because they make me think about the day it's over. But in a way, it'll never truly be over. Even after they, and the generations they raised are long gone, they will be remembered as legends. Because legends never die.

[@ThisRoscoe]

So well said, Phil. You need to say more things around here. 😁

[@MeL_LcoolJ]

@@ThisRoscoe I agree. Beautifully said, Phil. Indeed, that sad time will come BUT the power of legendary music and artistry will live on.

[@1800withBTS]

I know BTS draws inspiration from their respected seniors (seonbaenim) Shinhwa who are still together (24 years) and creating music. So I hope they will be able to do the same thing in terms of longevity what Shinhwa has been able to do over two decades against all odds.

[@philkemper4212]

@@ThisRoscoe Just saying the truth. BTS have touched the hearts, lives, and souls of many people. I don't think it's possible for them or their legacy to be left behind and forgotten💜

[@MeL_LcoolJ]

@@1800withBTS Yes, I've had a similar convo with other ARMYs of a world without BTS. SHINHWA indeed has shown the blueprint of staying together after so many years, for their fans. I can only hope this can be the future but only if Bangtan would want the same.

[@carolynmatthews1545]

One of the things I love so much about the guys, they aren't afraid to show emotion. So many of us have grown up surrounded by the attitude that 'men don't cry', which is one of the dumbest things ever. Their sincerity echoes outward and you can't help but love them for it and be drawn to it. Same for you Couch Captain, your sincerity rings true and it speaks to us. Really loving this couch, it's very cozy here and it already feels like we've been here for years. What a great feeling.

[@thepenelopejones]

Every time I watch this, I am struck again about "how much time" was allowed for BTS to say exactly what they needed and wanted to say. After years of being cut down, cut off, brushed away they come into their own becoming *Kings* not only in ARMY's eyes and hearts, but in the eyes of their peers and adversaries as well!! The *Power* 💜⭐🤴⭐💜

[@beccal.5369]

MIC DROP MOMENT 💜

[@aishwaryaahirrao]

💯

[@melissadeysel6634]

I agree, I wish the Billboards had also given them more time to speak

[@kimmyh2157]

👏👏👏💜

[@indigodragon0613]

@@melissadeysel6634 American award shows cut speeches off because they want to make time for commercials which occur usually every 10 to 15 minutes. On the other hand, asian award shows generally have one or two dedicated ad breaks that last longer than western ad breaks but have a much longer space between them.

[@ashleyder9164]

When you were waving the spoon and then paused and said, "Sorry, I'm not threatening you," it made me think of this one vlive with Jin when he was ranting about something while waving his knife (he was eating) and paused suddenly and was like, "I should put the knife down so I don't scare you." Lol.

[@dulseokbangtan]

lmao yessss

[@chriss_thefloorstuffie78]

Eat Jin is priceless & I love when Jin get angry cuz he goes into full speed.

[@ashleyder9164]

@@chriss_thefloorstuffie78 Angry rapper Jin is the best 😂

[@squishycoveswena]

Jin is a gem

[@itsme_justjenny]

Or Suga with the spoon, frustrated and pointing it at Jimin for not following his instruction about tasting the sugar/salt first 😂

[@rubygalvezrl]

If we consider the reactions during the MAMA 2018 acceptance speech, it seemed that Tae was the one who was spearheading the break-up thoughts, because he lost a family member during the time they were promoting non-stop and he wasn't able to go home for fear of losing momentum (or maybe he wasn't allowed). He couldn't even get time off to grieve. The stress piled up and then the possibility (to break up) came up. Also, I want to add that the fact that Jin was the one to reveal to ARMY about their possibly break up, which Hobi only hinted at, was strategic, because Jin was the one member who could make that call and take full responsibility for it, being the eldest and having the most authority. He puilled the hyung card in this instance (hyung means the elder, whose authority is unquestioned). Even NamJoon didn't make that call to just come out and reveal that.

[@SK-L]

JHopemade everyone cry, then Jin just killed us

[@danielakoff6321]

And when JK holds V I always start sobbing like a baby, doesn’t matter how many times I have seen it. But I’m cancer, that’s kind of expected right? 😬🥲

[@chriss_thefloorstuffie78]

Like JK says he has no worries but when his hyungs cry he can't help but cry. Their pain is his pain.

[@CookHealthyWithMedicoTun]

@@danielakoff6321 Nah man its not just Cancer.. Im Capricorn and I cry too every single time BTS cries. It just hits so hard Though I refrain from crying for my own problems

[@canessaj]

Yes! I always have to brace myself for Jin’s part.

[@nootroot5750]

Their affection for each other really knows no bounds, like their relationship is so deep. It's one of the most heartwarming and wholesome things to watch, and it's so rare to have that level of a bond between friends. If you ever need something super heartwarming and happy to watch, there's many videos that give a peek into their beautiful bond. And you'll discover it as you go. It's just so obvious how much they love each other, made even more clear by the fact that they aren't afraid to verbally or physically express their love. It's also fascinating to see the differences in how each member expresses their love. There are videos of them writing letters/poems to one another, giving compliments (very common for them lmao), cuddling, feeding each other food, reflecting on the past/future/each other and just so honestly talking about each other in such loving ways, very adorable acts of kindness, they say "I love you" a lot, missing each other when alone/some are not there, etc. They're the most loving family. It just makes your heart feel so full when you see, for example, Hobi becoming so overwhelmed with affection that he just grabs Jimin and holds on tight. Or seeing Yoongi say he cried alone in the bathroom when Jungkook got injured because he was so worried. Or seeing Jungkook talking so many times about how much RM inspires him and how he looks up to him. How they all basically raised Jungkook from the time he joined them at age 13. How Suga and Jin go fishing a lot, but Suga admitting that he doesn't really enjoy it that much, he just agrees to go when Jin asks because Jin loves it and gets all excited about it. Another fascinating thing is their bonds within the group. Literally, if you pick two random people from the group, their dynamic is different from another two random people. Like the dynamic between RM and Suga is TOTALLY different from the dynamic between RM and Jungkook, or between Suga and Jin, or Jimin and V, etc. And then there's stuff like (for ex.) if you add Jin to RM and Suga, the dynamic will suddenly completely switch up. And yet each dynamic is so heartwarming, and you can clearly see how much love they have for one another. The CEO even said they dyingly love each other. There are even songs that they've written to each other! Like Outro: Tear, or "Friends" by Jimin and V reflecting on their own friendship, or "Begin" by Jungkook talking about how he feels when his older brothers (or "hyungs") are in pain, etc.

[@jmsj77]

You said exactly what i have in mind. And to add to that, even other Korean artists and celebrities highlight BTS relationship. If im not mistaken, Jessie even said, you can really tell how the boys love each other. To hear that kind of compliment from their peers and from someone who sees them in their environment is heartwarming.

[@louisegerdes6283]

As an ARMY English and critical thinking professor, I enjoyed your approach to the content as a conversation. It can be a bit overwhelming, as there is so much but I believe that everyone's journey is and should be their own. Comments are great tools but it is the perspective of that person's journey. I subscribed because I like your approach thus far and will enjoy watching your direction. 👍😎💜

[@ThisRoscoe]

Thanks, Louise! I appreciate the feedback! Welcome!

[@macfv1313]

That's the thing.. when they receive awards, the first thing they always shout is ARMY!! It gives me a looot of feelings. They never fail to give thanks to ARMY aside from their family and label. BTS is never without ARMY and vice versa. "We are not 7 with you." We are ONE

[@eleanakaori8457]

ARMY always say 'BTS is 7'. But BTS themselves say 'we're not 7 with you'. Because ARMY is 1. Together we're 8. 8, the symbol of eternity. Thus, BTS 7 years anniversary song is titled 'We are Bulletproof: the Eternal'. An ode to themselves and to ARMY 🥰 m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/bYa6c4yAn9p8gpI

[@dianalatimer5317]

That speech still makes me cry so much....when i watched the awards on a live stream I started crying and couldnt stop for over 3 hours. Ive always been quite closed off emotionally before BTS. They have opened me up so much I am more demonstrative with my children and grandchildren. These guys can make me laugh, cry and just about all emotions inbetween and I dont know how they did it but I love that they did. Ive been a fan now since 2017 when they found me and Ive never regretted being a fan regardless of the strange looks I get or the derogatory comments. Recently somebody said to me oh i dont like them and I asked have you listened to any of their music and they said no. I said then how come you dont like them and he said the fandom to which I replied shouldnt judge the fandom by the negative things you see or hear we are so large there are bound to be bad apples I also said go listen to them if you dont like the music thats fine but dont judge them by any other criteria.Its unfortunate that people sometimes judge the boys without listening to them because of outside influences. I sometimes run into "negative" fans I tend to ignore them they dont promote the boys message at all. Specially the ones that have "their point of view" and wont accept that other fans have other views. We are all allowed to have different beliefs same as with religion or politics..... it would be a strange world if we all viewed things exactly the same way. Oh and im still an introvert and always will be but my emotions now flow much more freely and my best friend of over 40 years (not a BTS fan but Im working on it) told me when i mentioned them etc that I had finally found my passion and that is so true. Im thankful that I got to find BTS during my lifetime as im a "golden age" army. Ive always loved music but over the last few years before I found BTS i was finding less and less modern music that I connected too the guys changed that for me and opened me up to so much and I will forever be thankful to them. They feel like honorary grandchildren to me (they are similar in ages to my real grandchildren). Sorry about the long azz comment!!!! Borahae !!!!

[@ot7stan207]

lol Roscoe is in the phase 2 of becoming an army. Go crazy. Then backtrack. Then develop a good pace to incorporate into ur life in a healthy way.

[@ThisRoscoe]

What is this "healthy" you speak of? 🤔😁

[@elnabenoit]

@@ThisRoscoe Don't be holding up dinner for your wife.

[@idorucreactive]

@@ThisRoscoe you'll find it, no worries 😄

[@sandys1890]

This translation wasn't as eloquent as what they said ..V Said "Even if I were to die and be reborn again ...ARMY would still be the best gift I've received "

[@aishwaryaahirrao]

That's what's i was thinking as well

[@donitapolk9413]

Thank you so much. I do wonder sometimes if the translations truly reflect what's said. What you translated as part of V's speech truly is much more eloquent. 💜

[@edene.7010]

My heart 😭😭😭😭😭

[@_minkit]

I've been an ARMY since Dec 2014, so I've been around a long time... I remember this award show happening (it was their 3rd time getting Artist of the Year in a row at this award show which was *insane*) and ofc, while its going, there's no subs, so we had no idea what was being said until it started going around that Jin said early in 2018 they had considered breaking up and it was just... all at once, it was the entire ARMY internet freaking out and crying because We were always like "BTS won't break up. they love each other. they love us, they love what they do". it never occurred to us how terrifying this steep incline of fame was for them, but then we looked back at early 2018 and it made a lot of sense. They were so quiet early in the year. They turned down the Olympics so that they could take a much needed break for their mental health in fact and it wasn't until almost a year later we realized any of that. BTS continue to talk about how they know this fame won't last forever, yet at the same time, they haven't reached up. They talk about how they want to be together for decades, and I think they can. We do have at the very least another 5-6 years with them as they renewed their contract for another 7 years. I think they can be one of those groups that go on for decades if they want, and I think they've finally reached a place where they're comfortable with themselves and their growth. It took a lot getting there. I just wish I could tell them that ARMY aren't going anywhere. Even at their concert a few months ago, they were talking about how scared they were that there weren't any ARMY left because, even though the numbers were still there, they hadn't seen us in 2 years. I know I'm an ARMY for life. Unless something... bad happens as in any of them do something bad, then I'm going to stick around, but knowing how *good* of people they are (literally, everyone who has ever interacted with them has only ever had nice things to say about them. Nobody has ever been able to say a bad thing about the members when they've met them) I truly don't think that'll happen. BTS are definitely one of the most important things in my life. They've made me cry tears of happiness more in the last 2 years than anything else ever has before combined. I just love them so much and I want to make all their dreams come true.

[@rmy2202]

thank you borahae.💜

[@blugreenkoi1681]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@teresanike7181]

Im not even going to try and imagine everything they went through that year, its basically written all over their faces. Only themselves know and how hard they had to work emotionally and physically to get through that year. Sure we heard the speeches but im sure they didn't share everything with us. I cry ever time I see this speech, and to know they came this close to disbanding that year makes this award and speech even more special. I am so thankful for them being a very very close group , closer then any group I have ever seen, even if they are not my favorite group id say the same thing. I believe the love, respect and the very strong bond these boys have got them through their toughest year. I think without their hardships and their emotional struggles they would not be as strong as they are right now. I am so proud of this group for sticking with who they are , what they stand for and what they want to give to the world and come out bigger and better then ever. This is why I think they are such a special group that deserves all the love and respect in the world.

[@aellerica6380]

Yes remember Taehyung saying how hard it was for him to continue there for a while? It took him a long time to come back to his normal self

[@sugaismypetrock]

17:44 Roscoe looks down at his Jell-O and misses Joonie’s incredible smile as he’s walking please go back and look at that again sir💜😂💜

[@s.susanmarandi9080]

I was thinking that, too, lol

[@rmy2202]

we share same brain cells 🤣🤣

[@tylavidal1481]

I yelled at TV You missed Joonie's great smile!!!! LOOK UP!!!😆

[@sandys1890]

The" Rise of Bangtan" starts at the beginning....also "American Hustle Life " is near the beginning...Helps you get to know them💜

[@cherylwalker4242]

Agree the rise of bang tan starts at the begin before bts and uses b two words to tell their story. The latest one is telling the story of the pressure of being global celebrities

[@TaijaRae.]

There is not enough "Silver Spoon" comments here, considering how much you were waving the spoon around in the beginning...lmao. But regardless, a very emotional speech that I had not watched in a long time. Glad I watched it again with you and the couchcrew. Cannot wait for the discord chat so we have a place to chat when away from the couch. 🛋💜

[@elisiagoncalves6773]

Don't worry, couch crew made lots of 'Silver Spoon' references in the live chat. 😉 THEY CALL ME...BAEPSAEEEEE 🐦

[@tingtingboll]

We should probably warn Roscoe about the thirst traps lmao

[@elisiagoncalves6773]

@@tingtingboll 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@natalierodreguez]

@@tingtingboll oh dear lol I hadn’t even thought about this one yet 😳😱😬

[@tingtingboll]

@@natalierodreguez He'll find out soon enough on his own 🤭

[@dallaschenette1044]

Roscoe! I have been watching you since you started your BTS journey. I just have to say you have the best personality ever!!! So fun to watch. Remember ARMY is just as obsessive about BTS as you are💜💜💜

[@ThisRoscoe]

Hey, Thanks Dallas!!

[@lisastasi9790]

Aahhhhh!!! This is why you are connecting so well with us. You are really delving into the abyss that is BTS. It’s not just that the songs have a great beat, or the flow is good, or the dance performance is flawless….it’s so much more. When you understand the message, and you couple that with the knowledge of the sacrifices AND hardships these 7 members endured, but kept going because their passion for music outweighed any negative elements (trust me, they experienced some extreme nonsense). After 3 weeks, you still haven’t scratched the surface. Your mind will be blown with every content you experience from here on out! And I’m here for it all!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@malangkahome5213]

The truth is here Roscoe! Come on let's keep going.

[@cagus270]

i thing this is why they are so special, they show us vulnerability very often, i don't know any other artist that conect so deep with their fans and get real, share feelings without the fear of their idealized image shattered. They are really relatable people with flaws, they are humble despite being biollioneires, fame didn't erase their values and it's really really nice to see that every day. Have a nice day!

[@khc3670]

"The universe is telling me no....so let's try harder to find it." Hahaha!

[@therainadmirer]

They were always sincere about their journey and feelings to us. Thats what makes them special to ARMY

[@h.vgavriel5838]

It's reminds me that Vlive that Jimin does, in april 2018... he talk about the struggles he have, the way he watch over and over again this video when Army sing for them "forever we are young", saying how its' difficult to talk about his struggles with the other members because they all have struggles too, and how they decided to gathered a few days without working, just talking and chilling together... I was very touched by what he said (as always on Jimin's Vlive, he really talk to us heart to heart ) but it's only make sense for real when I see the MAMA 2018 and understand what was the point in late 2017 early 2018. So heartbreaking. And so understandable : they were in such a roller coster, so high, so speed, (with an amount of hate that encreased too, aka death threats against Jimin in 2017) ) , so scary . Being the genuine and humble boys that we know, they probably think that it was too much, too far, being afraid of lost themselves, and their passion from music under the pression and the fame, maybe afraid of the fall after the rise. Suga's poem "What a relief" seems very clear to me. I'm so happy that they could clear their mind, and continue their path, look at them , now ! Their smile and happiness at the AMA 2021 ! They still faced some difficulties, prejudices and injustice, but they are stronger than ever . (sorry for my poor grammar )

[@Yoongis_meow]

I’ve seen this speech too many times to count at different camera views and I still cry each time 😭 Tae breaking down will get me every time 💜 I’m glad they had/have Army and each other and decided to continue on their journey. The world needs them and their messages 💜💜🛋

[@cherylwalker4242]

Yah when Maine JK has to embrace hyung taehyung because taehyung couldn't keep it together.

[@Yoongis_meow]

@@cherylwalker4242 yes! It is so sweet JK caring for Tae 💜

[@sometimessiri.8559]

Oh boy this award show still brings me to tears. I was new ARMY at the end of 2018, only about 4-5 months as a fan but I can tell you that I was broken once I saw the translations of what was being said. I swear that you could hear the collective shock going through the audience once Jin mentioned them disbanding. I can't even begin to imagine how pre-debut and debut ARMY were feeling at this time but I tend to think it was worse because they had more of a connection to the boys than I did during this moment. I watched fancams of other idol group who were in tears too and I think out of everyone there they understand the struggle the most for their industry. I'm happy that they were able to pull themselves back up together as a group and haven't lost the desire to continue on for who knows how long into the future. My biggest lesson learned here: Request time off work for end of the year shows because I'm a zombie after staying up until 6-7 am. Having a breakdown ugly cry didn't help things either but I hope that seeing these clips gives you a better understanding about how BTS are different along with our connection with one another.

[@user-yj7mz7mt6z]

Actually, from the first time I listened it, I knew it's not a 'breakup' song. So i cried a lot at first listen. I'm K army and i talked about 'its somthing weird' with K armys. Not only me but some armys sensed something strange.(and right before this /Let go/ was released)So we can't say that any ARMY didn't know at first. Furthermore, Members posted something deep thoughts at that time, so I was anxious. When I was actually interpreting it, I couldn't thought that it was about the members, but about the fans. So I've listened it only few times at that time. It was too hurt for me. I couldn't speak because I could only guess. And then, Joonie did an album review, but he couldn't say much about this song. So I could tell it's really something. Then their variety show went on a break too. I thought the contract renewal would come soon, so I was sad to see if it would end like this. After a while, they were actually discussing a contract renewal at that time, and I just nodded at the fact that they were contemplating whether to quit.

[@lisasenglishconversationcl3582]

Thank you so much for sharing your K-ARMY perspective from that time. 😊 I was not a deep fan at that time and had no idea what was going on beneath the surface. I'm trying very hard these days to understand BTS history not just from the international perspective, but from the Korean perspective of fans and even non-fans. (As I might be the only ARMY in my whole town!) I hope to find and read more of your comments in the future! I'm sure you'll contribute some great insight! 💜

[@s.susanmarandi9080]

That was sooooooo interesting; thanks for sharing. 💜

[@safetyzone]

Thank you for sharing this, had no idea that K-army already suspected that Tear was about sth other than a break-up

[@s.susanmarandi9080]

@@safetyzone I think it's also interesting because it seems to show that the armies who think that "Let go" was related to the possibility of their disbanding were probably right.

[@tammarabg8174]

Dang it! Suga is chopping onions again! No, you should not watch We Are Bullet Proof: Eternal...yet. You need to see more MVs, and learn more of the members' journey, to fully appreciate all the details of the MV. The wait will be worth it.

[@leinaroberts3756]

"This is just an acceptance speech. This shouldn't be a problem." Ummmmmmmm, get ready. Yep I'm pretty sure we have all cried watching this, and it make us love them even more. Their humanity and vulnerability is so precious. Love watching your journey and our sessions on the couch.

[@MsNomzie]

Honestly i am glad you found that video in your own way, without knowing what was about to hit you. To experience that moment like all the ARMYs who watched it live. I like you just searching things out and discovering it all!

[@briantompos2665]

If we had known u were gonna watch THAT SPEECH, we mightve tried to stop u. Thats probably one of their most intensely emotional ones.

[@jillstiles4778]

When J-Hope lost his smile, the whole arena knew this was huge.

[@penchychan]

No tricks here! You put out that video because you wanted to! This speech was devastating to me. Hobi and Jin usually are not prone to cry, so to see them break down in front of us, in front of a whole audience, hit home how serious the situation must’ve been. That there was a possibility that we wouldn’t see them anymore. That our community, this relationship between us would be no more. That night after they went backstage for press interviews and pictures Taehyung/V wasn’t able to speak at all because he was still crying so much. And the fact that they try to be so honest with their emotions is one of the things that I love about them. I feel so protective of them.

[@TheRedARMYRose]

I get chills everytime I hear them yell ARMY!!! because everytime I remember that they're talking to me. They care about this random person who lives in a small city, in a small state who hasn't had the opportunity to even see them in person.

[@happymushroombandanamp4220]

I loved everything about that live ! Sharing and crying together ! It really feels like a sweet shelter for ARMYs, thanks to you Roscoe and the Big Comfy Couch Community as well ! 💜

[@patriciamurashige6879]

I tear up everytime I seen this 2018 MAMA !!!

[@LoveYoonMin]

We have to have steady tissue supply near the couch. Thanks couch crew. Borahae. Roscoe, now this made Outro:Tear much more meaningful to ARMY.

[@briantompos2665]

I hope we get a warning when he decides to watch Epiphany or WAB E so we know to be prepared.

[@elisiagoncalves6773]

I better put in that bulk order of tissues, so we always have some on hand for the couch crew. 💜

[@chriss_thefloorstuffie78]

Yes as ARMY tissue is a must. The rabbit hole is full of tears. Laughing into literal tears, angered to tears, tears of pain, & tears of happiness.

[@patriciamurashige6879]

I did the same.. I got into BTS because of dynamite.. late 2020. So I kinda went backwards on my journey!! Some how it all came together though and I’m up to date… I think😋! I actually still learning more about BTS everyday!! Enjoy the journey!!! RM is very intelligent, humble, and talented!! He to me.. is the ultimate Renaissance man!

[@florenciaonostre9778]

I loved the video and the premiere also!!! I think it's a great way to interact with the #couchcrew. The boys worked so hard and deserved that award, that was 2018 and at that time they had been together for more than 5 years and never taken a break, not even a week of vacation, never had a few days to rest. This year was the first time ever they were able to spend the holidays with their families. They have always been so hard working, so it's really hard to watch how much struggle they had at that time to even consider disband, and you can see it by how the broke down during that speech. They are very kind and loving people and deserve to be happy.

[@cherylwalker4242]

We really have not seen them since the end of last Year. I think they are getting ARMYs use to them too g to the military and or having a life out side of celebrity BTS. In ITS RM said he did not know how to be normal. He did not know how to do thing other people his age are doing. That was the first that came to mind when BH said they r taking a break and if u see them leave them alone

[@valm5892]

I can never make it through that speech without at the very least tearing up. I wish I'd been around for them during that time, but I'm here now and I love them dearly. I'm so glad they hung in there

[@algla03]

Yeah this is the reason why I stan bts, they are vulnerable and I can relate to.

[@larissadown9342]

This couch has started to become my new favourite place! I watch a lot of BTS reactions on KZbin but there is something different about this community that is being created through this channel as you are starting your BTS journey 🥰 listening to the end of this video made me understand why I love watching these reactions so much - I don’t have anyone in real life to share these things with so through these videos I get to relive all these memories with you and this community, so thank you!! I also really appreciate your note on how you don’t want there to be and tiers or hierarchy to the couch, because I’m excited to see everything that you will put out as you continue this journey!

[@ThisRoscoe]

Welcome to the family, Larissa! Get comfy!

[@Juli_613]

i watched this speech a million times. but still the feeling of watching the broadcast live hits and the tears just pour out. ive been with bts since 2014. ive seen them go through so much

[@avamccurley5290]

There is video after they leave the stage. V is sobbing audibly. Breaks my heart.

[@pyejammiesfanfic640]

Fame is difficult to handle. It brings money but the constraints it puts on the lives of the famous is hard. Despite having suffered depression and social anxiety SUGA has said several times on camera that he wants them to be together forever. Watching their speeches at that award show is heartbreaking. Even RM shed a few tears. It’s good that no one cries alone in BTS. There is always another member who will comfort them. Military service will be their next big test. Being away from the support they give each other will be hard. It’s not an easy 20 months for any Korean man.

[@jennieferhenderson6200]

I am so thankful they decided to stay together. I didn't become ARMY till 2020 and I never would have found them if they had disbanded. They bring e such joy in my daily life. If i don't listen to them at least once a day I just don't feel right. Their music has become one of the only things I listen to now. And I find a new song all the time. I just saw another reacation to LOVE MAZE for the first time and had to add it to my play list that minute!! They are such a joy to watch, listen to, and learn about.

[@xarchanx]

The speech broke so many hearts the day it came out. Your reaction is basically how we reacted, when we heard the speech. We could barely speak, our tears were flowing and we rode the whole emotional rollercoaster. For most of the ARMY, we had no clue that they were considering disbandment. 2018 was a VERY big year for BTS, especially internationally so to hear what they said in the speech was just shocking.

[@Samantha122588]

I would just like to share that I was at my sisters house and I had my KZbin up and my niece saw your video and she got excited and was like "oh do you watch him?" And we were both talking about how we love your videos and your BTS journey so far. My niece (who is almost 18) and my sister are the only was I have to really talk about them with. My bf doesn't mind but he has his limits lol which is fine. But I love how I've connected with my niece through my own BTS journey..and I may not talk to many people online but just feeling apart of this community makes me happy😊💜💜

[@foxfox93]

woke up this morning, excited to watch another comfy couch video. oh yay, we are talking about Tear more. ... 2018 acceptance speech... i was not ready! i have to mentally prepare every time i watch this! "i'm not crying, youre crying" yes.

[@지승화-m9o]

You r one of the warmhearted reactor... Thank u for ur kindness....

[@ThisRoscoe]

So nice of you

[@siriuslylucky130]

Yes, their deep LOVE & AFFECTION for their brothers IS SO ENDEARING and UNIQUE and I believe THIS is what people CRAVE and why they’re/we’re so ATTACHED to BTS but also sooo VERY PROUD of them & their CHARACTER!

[@lansjwpaw]

Looking forward to the start of your deep dive. As others have suggested, the Rise of Bangtan series is a great way to move through the content systematically in a timeline. The episodes summarize their journey in small chunks of time and provide a lot of context for what they were going through at that point in time. So watching episodes 1 & 2 and the music and MVs from 2 Cool 4 Skool along with other content like Rookie Kings and KKUL FM shows really immerses you in what 2013 was like for them. And since their songs are a reflection of who they were when they wrote them, they make more sense. Or at least it was easier for me to understand how to interpret what was going on. But everyone will have a different approach. It's like do you really have to watch the Clone Wars to know what's going on in the Book of Boba Fett? Maybe not, but it sure makes it a lot more fun to watch.

[@TheFirstAntarie]

I am halfway through the video, and you just uttered the fateful words: "This is just an acceptance speech, this shouldn't be a problem." I really feel for you, because you don't know what you're getting yourself into. Every single Army cries watching that speech, and with good reason. The silver lining is, the experience is going to give you necessary insight into who the guys are as people. Lovely human beings, every single one of them. Hang in there, future (past) Roscoe...and I hope you had tissues handy.

[@vanityzen1266]

i cry everytime i watch that MAMA speech for one can feel how genuine, real and true they are. their brotherhood is as real as you get. yes, i cried with you. carry on brother.

[@shyiya8583]

JHope raps with his body RM raps with his mind Suga raps with his soul. That is why they are the perfect trifecta. BTS has the best rap line. Anyone who disagrees is just in denial. 💜💜💜

[@iDoNtHavEThiNk31]

I disagreed who's disagrees

[@noraomar8036]

I’ve watched the acceptance speech several times with different reactors and cried every single time. Today is no exception... seeing you cried makes it even more impactful as a silver army myself. These boys are so precious, they deserve all the love in the world. 💜💜💜

[@Funtan_Sonyeondan]

yeah Namjoon is smart, not only academically but he's also emotionally intelligent... he's a philosopher/poet (a clumsy one lol)

[@sam693691]

According to Jin god is fair, when it comes to Joon. There has to be a flaw, cannot be so perfect. So his is clumsy.. Our perfect leader…

[@MichelleJohnson-gu3bz]

Yes, I'm crying g 😢 Hits me every time l see this. I love BTS. 💜

[@bushraimran6929]

Just discover the couch and binge watching all your ep ❤ Why tf this speech made me emotional every single time 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@ThisRoscoe]

Welcome home, buddy 🤗

[@KathyHussey063]

@@ThisRoscoe you cracked me up "the universe is tellling me no... so...(you don't miss a beat) "let's try harder to find that." the only correct conclusion, lol.

[@BirdysBits]

This speech ALWAYS brings me to tears ... to see how close they were to not being BTS anymore ... the thought almost breaks my heart xx

[@Southurnsassy]

Roscoe! You thought an acceptance speech would be safe! Then you met 2018 MAMA ATY BTS acceptance speech.😭😭😭😭To see them trying to hold it together...😭To see Hobi, Jin and V shed tears so hard just rips your heart out! Discord is coming! The Couch of Discord is coming!😁 Journey on... 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@mokshita5475]

And the thing is KZbin recommended me after interview and I watched..... it's deadly 🥺

[@beccal.5369]

Of course we need to see you pull the jello foil out of your coffee - it's things like that that make this journey with you real. We don't want a professional cutout with a script. Real life is far more fascinating (though have to admit it would have been funnier if the jello (not just the foil) had gone into your coffe!!) Thanks for the nice relaxing Sunday morning on the couch (even if I did shed a few cathartic tears with the guys during the speech). Hope you do more lives with us in the future. BORAHAE and have a great Weekend💜Please say thanks and pass on our love and greetings to Mrs Roscoe for letting us take up so much of your time.

[@1800withBTS]

If the jello fell into Roscoe's coffee and he ended up crushing the plastic cup... then my theory about Roscoe and Joonie being twin brothers from another Momma was right!

[@beccal.5369]

@@1800withBTS 🤣🤣🤣 why does that theory sound so right!!

[@js3839]

I’m pretty sure the talk of disbandment came about during the contract negotiations. They re-signed a year before their rookie contract ended so their decision was a pretty enthusiastic affirmative probably bc they liked the terms and had all realized they didn’t want to break up but they HAD to seriously talk about leaving before signing up for another seven years. They had an overwhelming success, no precedent for it, besides the nasty way the US ignored Psy after they were done with him. Then Korea acted both proud and like the never pleased parent. They heralded BTS as the nation’s boy group but did everything to keep them in their ‘place.’ It’s a horrible spot to be in. ‘Nominated for an award that Koreans rarely get? Yay! But you didn’t get it and we’ll talk about that more than your nomination! We’ll also specially broadcast the US award show and talk about other groups more than you.’ That sort of thing.

[@banjong5415]

😢😢😢it’s ok to cry. I’m crying again each time I listen to their speech. Thank God they didn’t disband.

[@mariekosikova1292]

this speech never fails to make me cry. it was such an emotional roller coaster, one minute armys were celebrating and the next one we see hobi the sunshine of the group breaking down on the stage, the rest of the members following right after. i remember how army translators who were live translating the speech just went silent when jin dropped the bomb. we never knew that they were considrring disbanding, so when the translations started finally coming through, an utter chaos happened. armys just couldn't stop crying, it was so heartbreaking knowing the boys were going through such difficult times but i like to think everything happens for a reason and the boys came out of it even stronger than before, making armys even prouder if that's even possible.

[@taratravia9464]

Watching you watch this for the first time, while reacting exactly as I react EVERY time I watch this video (I’ve watched it a bunch. Im so fascinated by their authenticity) - except I yelp their names as they start crying because I always just want to hug them. Hobi and then Tae crying when Jin is speaking kills me every time. Watch whatever you want to watch in whatever order you want - it’s a meandering rabbit hole and you’ll come to understand more and more and the realize there sooo much more. It’s a lovely journey that should also be fun. We’ll continue on with you even if you deviate from your (or someone else’s) plan.

[@E_L_]

I realized even watching you pluck foil out of your coffee is endearing... LOL I'm never leaving this couch. #coachcrew4eva

[@reyyy8882]

No shame in crying.... If you know even a little about these guys when you watch this video it's gonna be impossible not to feel their honesty and vulnerability.

[@ismokebeat8803]

When you talked about how some of us don't have someone to share BTS with my heart dropped, i put so much energy into ignoring how much it hurts me that the people I love don't care enough to take the time to figure why BTS means so much to me, they get mad at the fact that they have become a part of my life and It hurts so much that I can't share BTS with others. I even have dreams of watching BTS with my family and they are actually interested. I know in my heart they could love them too and that's why it bothers me so much.

[@blugreenkoi1681]

💜💜💜

[@Yianiz]

Yes, I'm crying again! Which reminds me, I wanna thank you to all Armys who were with them during they're toughest times! Salute to you all. I am happy they have the best Armys who loved and support them that time. They wouldn't be here now if not for you. T_T

[@Thaology]

Ahh I can not watch that speech without crying.. no matter how many times I've seen it!! Roscoe, I adore your personality!! lol

[@ashesAndsinder]

I just found this wonderful channel a couple of hours ago and I'm hooked! Not only by the BTS content, but how intelligently you approach them and their work is so beautiful. As someone who has been on the BTS journey since day one, I always love finding other people's own journeys. Especially people with open minds who don't immediately judge them off of what they see from a first glance, because it's so much that I see even still to this day, it is so rooted in bias and racism and just really disgusting aspects of the world. So it always brightens and lifts my heart that new people are joining the family that genuinely want to be a part of it and them. You have created a beautiful space for people to feel safe in. I cannot begin to tell you how much I appreciate you going on this journey. Much love and blessings to you and everyone close to you. We purple you! 💜💜

[@blugreenkoi1681]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@ejchoi5711]

Yes, right, I'm crying.

[@anaastorga6205]

That acceptance speech is so heartfelt and sincere, these are some the qualities that make so many of us love and admire these fine and immensely talented young men. They share their humanity with us, the good and the bad. Even as music superstars they are real and relatable 💜💜💜 Outro: Tear will forever be a masterpiece!

[@jhopeur7219]

After that speech even the host was emotional and he said he felt like everyone in the room and everyone watching were ARMY in that moment. It was the first we'd heard of that--they they had had that conversation--so ARMY lost it. It was an incredibly emotional night for us all. Thank you for your reaction!

[@s.susanmarandi9080]

Didn't know that; thanks for sharing!

[@jenniferjohnson5064]

They were working so hard, flying all over the world, barely sleeping, getting sick, getting injured. They were working 28.5 days out of every 30. It was tough. They and their company finally realized they had to take time to take care of themselves. They really love each other and it’s one of the things ARMY loves about them. Thanks for reacting. 💜🙏💜

[@michaelchavez5955]

I love being in the Big Confy Couch. It's a pleasure to laugh, dance, get hyped up, get angry, get sad, celebrate, hurt, get frustrated, win, lose & cry with you Roscoe. There will be many more of these types of situations coming our way. I'm looking forward to going through the emotional roller coaster along with the #CouchCrew. That's what ARMY has been doing since 2013 and will continue to do. That's why we consider ourselves a family and not a fandom. Fighting!!!!

[@KarenxAdrianaxT]

And here WE are 21 episodes later. Enjoying my dinner with your breakfast 😆 Love it 💜 Also.. I was not a rap person before but NOW, the rapline have some of my favorite songs, including this one ♥️

[@vanesamx6295]

Addictive personality? I just watched 22 episodes of your channel in a row, I fell in the right place. I have Asperger's syndrome and BTS is my topic of interest for years it's a blessing for me this chanel. You are right they are not 7 regular guys they are 7 super heroes they are our beloved Antpacman .

[@TaylorCanada8]

When you said "it's just an acceptance speech, how bad can it be?" I thought....get your heart ready. I remember watching a behind the scenes of this day and V continued sobbing backstage for a long time after the speech. It was heart wrenching. Here is the full behind the scenes with english subs if anyone is interested kzbin.info/www/bejne/jYjPYWCtZ5udaqs all the backstory makes it even harder...they have been through so much. Looking forward to the discord to continue this sense of community. Thanks for reacting

[@nelliezamborsky3224]

Yes, I've heard about Tae crying so much that he couldn't get his composure even for a backstage interview? I think Roscoe needs to see the other side of the acceptance speech emotion like this year's AOTY award at the AMAs. They aren't used to time limits on the stage. I still smile about it.

[@gretchend6823]

Thanks for posting the full Behind the Scenes info..💜

[@maggie4927]

I’ve was reading your comment at the same time he said this and I immediately went „oh god I am definitely not ready for this!“ I’ve watch it an infinite amount of times and I cry every single time. It is heart breaking every single freaking time!

[@aellerica6380]

Ya the Bangtan bomb? that showed the behind the scenes recently came up on my KZbin. I already knew that it took a long time for V to regain his composure but to actually hear his sobs was heart wrenching. If I remember correctly they are under contract until 2025?

[@TaylorCanada8]

@@aellerica6380 I thought they signed a new 7 year contract in 2020?

[@luvBTS7]

More backstory: In Nov 2017, BTS performed DNA at the American Music Awards, and it was the first time a k-pop act had ever performed at an American awards show. In Festa 2018 (which takes place every Jun) Suga shared that he cried in the shower after the AMAs. “It was beyond what I had imagined. I could not even have dreamed of it. When I was showering, I felt pressured and lost about what we were supposed to do from then on.” That AMA moment was a HUGE turning point for them. It was the catalyst that led to them thinking of disbandment, but ultimately it was also the catalyst that launched the next phase of growth that they eventually became grateful for. This makes it extra special the first (and so far only) Artist of the Year Award they've won in the US happened just a few months ago at the AMAs. 🙂

[@sandy-n2x6x]

I am so happy I found your channel. You are an amazing person. I seriously love your discussions, you are a very wise man and I am happy that we have such people like you within ARMYS. When you said about "people do not have who to share with these BTS moments, that is why they seek it on the internet, on these platforms" I started crying, because that is so true. BTS is one of the few things in life that makes me happy, and I believe many ARMYS feel the same. having on mind that there are always more things in life we don't enjoy rather than things that makes us happy, that is just how life is for everyone. Therefore, watching BTS reactions and talking with other ARMYS on social platforms feels so joyful. English is not my first language therefore, sorry that I am not able to articulate my self to the highest potential. But I wanted to say thank You. Thank You for spending time out of your day and making these videos, thank You for letting us experience these beautiful as well as sad moments with You, thank You for letting us see Your vulnerable side and thank You for Your honesty. There are too many fake BTS reactions in the youtube, therefore, I want You to know how much I appreciate your videos and your presense. I am sure many ARMYS feel the the same way about You as I do. We really appreciate You. Thank You for being You 💜 We seriously appreciate You 💜 I hope that the happiness You give to us, ARMYS, through Your videos, I hope that we can give happiness to You back as well 💜🥺

[@SnowRivera]

Literally crying all week …….. this will break me again. 🤧

[@natalierodreguez]

Same… me too… me too

[@alipotter0613]

Jin acting like the oldest hyung and keeping it real as he always does. V broke down after seeing the look of devastation on JK's face. I have never seen a look like that before. You should do the brilliant The Seven Members of Bangtan by Ida S. This is a must and gives you a little bit more info about the members.💜

[@malangkahome5213]

I can't believe I am so addictive to the couch. I woke up this morning and ran to my computer to look for you.😄

[@ThisRoscoe]

Awwww stoppppp lol! ❤️

[@cathelijnevangent4143]

Just woke up and you have me balling my eyes out with that sad clip... Seen it many times, but it still gets me everytime 💜💜

[@pezzel22]

I’ve seen that acceptance speech at least 20 times already and it still makes me cry every single time 😭

[@racheljerusha]

I feel it everytime time. 💜

[@jinsmoonmarie6452]

New AMIs always think 🤔 I can figure this out myself, but if you factor in the Korean Cultural references, the entire BTS Universe, Jungian theory, Herman Hesse and all of their literary and societal references and inspirations - as well as their own deeply personal feelings and philosophies - it’s ok to get help from the right sources, especially AMI. Outro Tear marks a pivitol turning point for Bangtan Sonyeondon and is the perfect end for their Love Yourself Tear chapter of the LYS series. It is my all time favorite BTS song💜

[@rhondaulm180]

I've seen this many times and still squall like a baby every single time. You should really do a rewatch of Tear now that you know.. whether it's with us or not. 💜

[@aishwaryaahirrao]

I hv wrote this same comment on your outro tear reaction..so I'll paste it here as well.. about song & their thought of disbandment : *This song was written by the rap line of BTS (RM, Suga and J-hope) The lyrics symbolizes what a breakup means to each, it was tears for RM, tearing apart for Suga and for J-hope it was fear Suga about Outro: Tear --> "The lyrics were written for the members; when I was writing the melody, at that time, we were contemplating whether we should quit or not. When I played the song for the members, we all cried together"* I think it is fair to say that much of the stress that led to BTS members having to reevaluate their careers came from the exponential growth of their popularity and the unanticipated demands this placed on them...Their original Idol platform origins did not predict worldwide large arena then stadium concerts with millions globally having constant eyes and opinions on them..So disbandment due to pressure was on the table for BTS which had different members managing the pressures differently..but BTS members always had talk things out and come to solutions. All were able to evaluate the future, whether they could continue the evolving project with the kind of group and individual joy which was necessary. Outro: Tear reflects on the deepest emotions that were involved with that process: sadness, the sense of things being ripped apart, and fear of the consequences. BTS is number one because they consistently share whether emotions or messages. Outro: Tear is one of those cases where they share something both personal and difficult. (Cr. Eric)

[@sugasiced-coffee9408]

Some people "talk in circles"...Rosco speaks in sidetrack of sidetrack of original sidetrack. Truly entertaining. 🤣💜💜💜

[@EddwoZ]

When u “Im not crying, u’re crying”, u caught me off guard coz i was crying 😂😂

[@ashleyder9164]

Once you decide to go back and start from the beginning, following the Rise of Bangtan documentary series is a really good approach. You can listen to the songs chronologically as relates to each chapter of the documentary and the documentary allows you to see their personal vlogs and journey at the time that those songs were written. Just a thought!

[@tracydowd4013]

Good Idea 💜

[@gretchend6823]

Great idea..That format would really pull it all together in a cohesive manner. Super interesting, thorough and well done documentary series.

[@anaastorga6205]

The Rise of Bangtan is essential now for Baby ARMY, it being in chronological order is priceless! I am a Pandemic/Dynamite Era ARMY and it has been such a rollercoaster ride watching this series as it keeps getting closer to the moment BTS found me. Before the series I had fallen head first down the rabbit hole and watched so much content out of order and without context. It truly makes a difference and like the name says and lives up to, it chronicles their unprecedented and record breaking rise. Amazing work by Aneesa. 💜

[@cherylwalker4242]

Yes I found btw in 2016 or should I say bts found me. And I had no guide. RoB is great for baby army. I now am watching 7 reactor watching it.lol

[@aellerica6380]

@@anaastorga6205 me too! I think perhaps the next episode 21 will have this acceptance speech scene in it; at least that’s my expectation after the way the last 2 episodes have presented

[@sueg2162]

I can literally sit in the couch for hours just listening to you ramble Roscoe! While I was watching, you made me laugh and then made me cry with you watching the boys making their speech. I know armies always cry when they watch this video. It doesn’t get old. Keep the videos coming because I’m having so much fun! Thanks for all you do! 💜💜💜

[@olgag9901]

me watching with my coffee before work: he's not going to play THAT video... he's not going to play THAT video... oh damn 😥

[@aishwaryaahirrao]

Ohhh no! Looking at the thumbnail.. I'm sure I'm gonna cry..cuz if it's the acceptance speech..we know Armys cry everytime we see this video 😭 i can't even imagine BTS not being together & disbanding.. I'm late..but ready to cry early in the morning now.. grabbed my tissues already🤧

[@amykaiser4315]

Roscoe, thank you yet again for giving so generously to the couch crew. Please just make sure you are taking care of yourself and don't burn out. 💜

[@ThisRoscoe]

Thanks Amy, this is very sweet. Taking some steps now to make sure everyone on the couch is taken care of; including me and the wife. ❤️

[@fae-armyxbangtan613]

I love it soo much that you actually take the time to not just read all our comments and then find out more information regarding what we’ve said, but that you record your reactions to it and share it with us :)!! They literally are 7 superheros. They give us sooo much strength. And it’s why I will always be right behind them forever

[@mammak990]

Roscoe ~ it is such a huge discography, even for us that have been ARMY for years. Going back to the beginning is wonderful, but daunting especially when you want to toss on a BTS PL and jam out to the tunes. Only thing I suggest is, go back to Daechwita and watch that Korean interpretation. Its imperative to understand all the Korean nuances that are there, that pass over our Western heads. Gives a whole new meaning to the video. Love what you do, keep it up, DO YOU!