MY ALTER DOES MY MAKEUP: Kya | Dissociative Identity Disorder | DissociaDID

[@DissociaDID]

Camera focus, professional lighting, bokeh blur (background defocus) and brightness adjustments all make a huge difference to how skin texture looks in videos! Pores, spots/acne, peach fuzz, hair, discolouration, scarring, dry/oily patches etc, on skin are all NORMAL and nothing to be ashamed of. No one in real life and natural light looks the same as they will under studio lighting with high quality cameras. Please don't compare your natural skin to what you see online, especially on sites like TikTok and Instagram which utilise filters almost constantly. Most phones these days also have skin softening or smoothing effects in their camera apps. Photo editing and retouching is common and used in almost all media, far beyond just adverts and TV now. The beauty standards promoted on social media are sometimes outlandish and unrealistic. With that in mind, we want to remind you that you are perfect as you are. Makeup is for fun, creativity, enhancement, or whatever you want it to be, but it will always look like makeup on the skin. Your beauty comes from YOU, and you don't need makeup to be that. ❤️

[@swiftly_produced2694]

Thank you😭😭😭

[@Rob-te3bt]

You are right but you look so unbelievable awesome every time you use make up and change your hair colour❤️ best regards from germany

[@odayin_gold]

Thank you for this!

[@treblehearts]

appreciate this ❤️

[@NemoNwKnightUK]

My god.....u REALLY SHOULD be a model

[@eleonoranale]

For a second I flashbacked to “Kyle does my makeup” and my heart skipped a beat, like “oh no here we go again” 😂♥️

[@czyphr]

Saaaaame ahahaha 😅🤣

[@DissociaDID]

We haven't seen that in years, kinda wanna react to it 😂

[@truecrimelover2022]

@@DissociaDID please do haha

[@Hayden-rc1ru]

Considering that Kyle is part of Kya, I wonder how jarring it is to now being able to do make-up. Or maybe it doesn't work like that and it's not jarring at all. Just curious.

[@krypti6683]

@@DissociaDID I watch it all the time haha. It makes me laugh every time.

[@nicolnoort9623]

I feel like Kyles part of Kya makes them much more calm and relaxed while nin had the skills of makeup and was more serious and was more trying to get goals done i think Kya is such a great alter i love them I did love nin and Kyle as while and it's nice to see parts off them shine through

[@nicolnoort9623]

I forgot what pronounce kya uses i thought it was they/them if I'm wrong please correct me

[@notmeval7853]

@@nicolnoort9623 kya is genderfluid ! So their pronouns differentiate on how they feel ! They/them is always a safe bet though

[@daniellekirsch5402]

Yes! I feel like i kept seeing little snippets of each and it makes me so happy. They seem like a very well rounded individual.

[@AfikiJ]

Kya- "Balls!" Me- ah there's Kyle lol

[@kittysflowerld7011]

This comment perfectly put in words how I feel about Kya, Kyle and Nin ☺️💖

[@lize5696]

I am 51 years old, and having DID and aging was a struggle for a long time, luckily my current host always takes care of the routines of eating and hygiene, I think its because they are only 29 and they don't like seeing the signs of aging so much... when you said aging means you survived, that really hit home, that is what one of my alters says to ground us when we are struggling, they tell me how old I am and what year and that we are ok and safe. Keep up the great content and taking care of yourself.

[@neckbackcripplinganxietyattack]

Your system sounds great, wish you guys the best

[@TheWheelBry]

I don't have DID, but I have PTSD and I completely agree with you and what your alter says. I had been triggered by something in the comments and then Kya said that and it was so grounding I calmed down straight away! I wish you and your system well😊

[@sarahwithstars]

You are loved, valued, enough and never alone xxx

[@dot4562]

One of my favourite quotes I heard somewhere on the internet is "aging is a privilege" because not everyone gets to get old. I dont have DID but i like to think of that quote from time to time

[@TheWheelBry]

@@sarahwithstars I'm not sure if you were replying to the OP but it brought tears to my eyes anyway (in a good way) so thank you ❤

[@nemaele]

Nin: Perfect makeup Kyle: Gets makeup in his eyes, chaotic energy, zen Kya: Perfect makeup, chaotic energy, sage wisdom

[@benscott9367]

"This world is hard. Surviving in this world is hard. Getting older is a privilege. Some people don't get the chance to get older. Some people have their lives taken from them without their consent." -- These type of moments of true wisdom is one of the reasons I love this channel.

[@kaikouchickamatsu]

I absolutely love your explanation of how if we're getting older, we are not stuck in a memory. As someone with PTSD and panic attacks, this really struck me. I think I'll write that down and put it next to my computer monitor where I am sitting in front of most often. Thank you so much for that. Also YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS WHAT. I need that glitter in my LIFEEEEE!!

[@LiminalDoll]

This was a spot on comment

[@TheWheelBry]

Same! It was so grounding!

[@svenja1021]

I'm 26 and I totally get "I'm still a teenager, right?" feeling xD I always have to think a second when somebody asks me how old I am and then I'm like "when did I get this old?" O.o

[@the0elementalist849]

Being surprised that you're still alive in your 20s hits home. I've had depression and other mental health struggles for as long as I can remember and I never thought seriously about my future because I figured I wouldn't make it that far anyway. Needless to say, I'm 23 now and still struggling but I'm happy I survived. Thanks for the content! I appreciate that you speak candidly about mental health, it helps me feel less alone in my struggles.

[@elezeiaz]

A giant smile came on my face when Kya said "If you want bright pink hair do it" I have bright pink hair, and it's the best decision I've ever made :3

[@KateandBree]

I did pink (bright pink and pastel) and it's definitely a vibe. I've also done purple, red, blue, green (did not like green on me.)....and of course blonde, black, and a more natural tone of red. I love to change my hair color every once in a while. I feel my best in either my natural color (brown) or in purple. Purple is just so much fun.

[@wylmarp]

Same, every now and then I paint my hair a deep shade of blue and I always feel more 'myself' when I do it, even if I really like the natural color of it I've had my hair in many shades of blue and in dark red, but the "deep" blue is really my favorite

[@Shadow-pn3sp]

I remember back in the day when yall did one of these and it was so fun....it's a great throw back vibe! Thanks kya and co! Stay cool!!

[@kaitlyn7043]

The "Stop!" after saying you need to start using antiaging stuff. I felt that in my soul 😂

[@cezar3169]

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[@kaitlyn7043]

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[@ITSALLABOUTMA]

I MISS THIS SERIES SO MUCH IM SO HAPPY

[@karinseyfarth8521]

Chill content from DiccociaDID awwe it's been a while, woo 🥳 hope everyone is doing well 💕

[@jadeuneun]

I LOVE that thought of why should we hide our bodies aging - I always thought that signs of aging is beautiful and is like memories of your life. The laughs, the crying, the anger, the fear - all these human emotions that remind us that we're alive!!

[@MetalMouth6963]

"I dont think theres anything wrong with aging" Me with my gray hairs at 26 that I absolutely love I never thought I would get past 18. Im now 8 years out, no clue how to be an actual adult but Im still here and Im so proud of that

[@ArchersFieldInMyMind]

We missed you guys are your content! We are so proud of you all for continuing to make amazing content, despite what is happening in the current moment. Lots of love, The Narwhal System

[@purgatorysystem2126]

It is a treat to see this channel post again. I've been subscribed for years, and 3 months ago, realized that I am part of a system during a mental health crisis. Your channel's education helped me understand what was happening and informed my headmates on how to respond, as many of them were aware of each other prior to my knowledge. I most align with "host" since I identify most with this body and its history, but I prefer "vessel." :) In any case, thank you to all in your system. I wish the best for you all and your channel and am delighted to see something lighthearted. Taly of Purgatory

[@OhGollyItsOlly]

Advice that has constantly been with me, especially with eyeliner (because our hands are shakey), we use the motto "They're sisters, not twins." It makes a difference lol.

[@pAwLinNe17]

I remember Kyle doing the make up. Remember the first time he tried contour? So cute.. Seems Kya inherited Chloe's and Nin's. This is so amazing. So happy you're making more content after that hurdle. Stay healthy and hydrated. ♥♥♥

[@JainaSolo26]

I was shocked when you said you guys were 25 years old, you guys feel so much older then I am and I'm 26 years of age I'm only a year older then you but it feels like you are so much older then me. You guys are so mature and wise I'm glad I've rediscovered your channel.

[@iamsongforsomeone994]

Kya I just have to say that what you said about proof of aging is proof that you made it through the rough parts and I started tearing up. I currently have developed some stretch marks from gaining weight because of birth control to help regulate my cycle, plus I am getting older, but those stretch marks have been making me so insecure and just hate my legs rn but what you said about aging really resonated with me. Yeah my body might have marks and spots and stuff I don’t like but those things are proof that my body is still alive and I’m not the same depressed girl I was a few years ago. I’m growing and that’s amazing. So thank you Kya 🥰

[@CS-zb7hx]

I love the way you approach presenting femme/masc as a genderfluid person. The emphasis on what helps YOUR body look more masc/femme is so healthy and great to hear.

[@dailyllamapics9566]

6:06 “Your face is just a mask for your body.” Thank you so much. You have no idea how much I needed to hear that. I never thought of it like that, and I’ll try to keep that in mind.

[@bryn7987]

Omg I love the “You are safe” on the wall 🥺

[@RockismyAir]

I dont do makeup, but I loved your aging pep talk. It was very needed and true.

[@celizabeth8631]

I absolutely love your take on aging Kya, esp as someone who is processing trauma that I in the past couple years became aware existed and being ok with feeling that I was failed in some areas that if I knew now what I didn't then, maybe progression would be further. Seeing it with a more positive perception definitely has helped my healing so thank you for sharing this reminder 💓

[@mossiris816]

Quick skincare tip: use anti aging products BEFORE you need them. Once your skin gets old enough to need them, it's too late and the products won't help much

[@timberwerewolf]

My therapist said that (since I was first diagnosed with depression/anxiety/panic disorder/the works lol) my mind is almost kinda still stuck at that point in my late teenage years. I feel like that's common for a lot of people who go through things during their teen years/etc. But what you said about surviving and still going, that's some powerful stuff. A lot of times people forget that, especially people dealing with mental illnesses.

[@oc4029]

You are my comfort creator right now. I have been dealing with a huge hump of anxiety lately, super anxious, sick to my stomach, all day everyday. And watching your videos has been pretty cathartic tbh. I think because you're so mental health and trauma aware and vocal about it. Keep doing what you're doing ❤️ Yall are lovely.

[@liddonburns8195]

i remember kyles makeup video was one of my favourites ,, i love these chill videos, love seeing you guys okay and enjoying yourselves! youre so so beautiful and you really know how to accentuate that and be creative with your makeup and i really admire that! hope everything is going ok! seraphina is so so cute but her meow was like a jump scare! you guys make me so happy and have taught me so much, thank you

[@biomicpuma]

I'm sitting here watching the system say we have very dark circles and I was just having the thought that your system has *SUCH* beautiful skin and no dark circles 🤣😭 My dark circles are sooooo dark rofl. I love this channel. Then kya said " I survived past 13, I'm still a teenager right" then looks at the camera and says *I'm 25*, I relate soooo hard thanks for everything you do

[@purplemayhem]

"She is beauty, she is grace, she will punch you in the face" made my laugh a lot harder than it should XD you look amazing btw! You always do. Also what's that picture behind you? Just curious, I love it, I think it looks really cool

[@seorikkuns]

it’s so beautiful what kya said about aging! i’ve never thought of it like that, so thank you for giving me a new perspective on it!!

[@quillsoul]

This is so refreshing! Back to more peaceful days after all that hard work this past year

[@sheloveswilby]

ironically i genuinely needed this make up tutorial. i've been looking all over the web for a tutorial to make winged eyeliner on hooded eyes. thank you.

[@mariclements]

Woah cool, we have very similar views on aging!! I always get excited about little changes to my body, like wrinkles, cuz it's proof of change, proof of existence and progress. Y'all put it into words way better then I did XD. It's so so exciting though to know others have similar views :D

[@maeliori]

This video felt like an older sibling giving you a warm hug.

[@AlyBr]

I have such little interest in makeup but this is so satisfying to watch. I'm out here taking mental notes as if I own or will ever own any of these products XD. Might have tempted me to buy a waterproof eyeliner, it just seems fun to do :O

[@ariadne0w1]

protip: use q-tips dipped in make-up remover to clean up any smudges or mistakes. Life saver when trying to perfect liquid eyeliner

[@AlyBr]

@@ariadne0w1 Thank you!!! Didn't even think of that or even makeup remover T-T. Appreciate the tip. :)

[@Maria-qd7jl]

I can definitely see Nina in this vid. Y'all are stunning and I hope that people knock it off with the funding. Edit: messing around with the funding

[@isotonicc]

A new video from you is just what I need right now after a flashback. Thank you

[@crashmusketeer306]

This was so lovely and calming to watch! And the extreme close-ups on the body's face with the step-by-step this-is-what-we're-doing-and-why were really helpful. I love seeing little snippets of the former alters peeking through, it's a reminder of how far you've come as a system. Thank you for being here. 💜

[@kellygxoxo]

Can we pls talk abt how beautiful and perfect their skin is???? Like literally perfectly balanced and clear?!?!? I literally can’t! If any of you from the Dissociadid system r reading this- u r beautiful/handsome/gorgeous inside and out and I’m so glad that u r back on KZbin, I really missed u! 💕💕💕

[@sadiemarie2735]

I am obsessed with kyas confidence they way they’re putting on that lipstick and posing in the light! I remember kya saying they felt more confident and now I see it too! I love this content from your system just chilling and chatting even singing TikTok songs. Love the vibes and missed you all this past year or so keep it up you seem to be doing better these days 💕

[@lynettelira]

Absolutely love this video. It was so fun to just see you being you without feeling the need to educate on something. This video is encouraging and educational all by itself because it shows us that you are a person who can just be funny and witty. You have disorders, but they are not all that you are. Seeing you sing the little jingle was so sweet. Thank you for sharing this video. Oh, and you are stunningly beautiful!

[@daniellac.7588]

Getting older is definitely a privilege. Thanks for insisting on that fact, it's so crucial to remind people that we should take pride in that.

[@caipagkatipunan6297]

"Getting older is a privilege." i love this ❤❤

[@user-hu4fs4rx5q]

u laugh like kyle and i love it ❤️ love seeing how you’ve grown as a system and kya you’re beautiful

[@gabriellealtman]

i definitely see flashes of nina at the end, it's nice to see little personality traits or mannerisms from alters that have since fused or integrated! also the makeup look is gorgeous and as someone with hooded eyes who does the same liner style, i can confirm it works for me. love these style of videos too, as important as the more intense ones are, the casual ones are fun too

[@lily2748]

The makeup looks that you guys create are always so gorgeous! It inspires me to wear makeup even though I'm too lazy to put on any most of the time, lol

[@artygurl7097]

I love this type of video, its so nice to see you shine when you do your makeup.

[@syrazie]

the comment you made about how every change that happens shows that you’re still living and that you made it through made me so emotional. it was recently brought to my attention by a new therapist that i might have ptsd and every time i hear someone say something like that it just makes me tear up

[@EB20274]

*notice they are keeping their eyes open as they draw their wing as well! Great way to create a wing when you have hooded eyes!! -- also, missed seeing y'all's lovely face ❤️ hope you are all doing well. This warmed the cockles of me heart

[@aliciajacqueline7242]

Thanks Kya! So sweet of you to show us your makeup look in detail! 💙 sending loads of love from Canada 🇨🇦

[@MerleGosch-de8ym]

You are gorgeous! ❤

[@howellaboutno9500]

Woah so pretty! I don’t wear makeup myself but I always like seeing other people’s makeup looks. The eyeliner and lashes are so nice.

[@rachf]

When you said you’re getting to an age to use anti-aging products, I’m 31 and I’ve never used anti-ageing products so I should probably start! I’ve always loved your makeup skills and love to see you making videos again 💜

[@AshChiCupcak]

I'm 32 and I don't use them either. The only one I ever saw that was promising was like that instant skin firmer made from like jellyfish or something from the ocean. Like I need instant gratification or I can't use it lol

[@smoky_laa]

Same here. I had a great big smile on my face. 🥰

[@Sophie_Cleverly]

I just use moisturiser and sunscreen 😆 pretty sure those are the most important things

[@tarachavez8200]

I love your casual videos! You should do more. I enjoy your videos where you talk about DID too, but I like when you're able to chill out and just do makeup or mundane things. You have a very wonderful system 😊

[@a_mind_beside_itself7823]

💜💜💜 we're so excited to see you guys posting every Sunday again!! We hope you guys are doing well and are finding the happiness you so very much deserve 💜 Much love from our system in Australia, KT&Co.

[@annelisesunwall]

When you spoke about making it past childhood and being in your 20s feeling like you’re still a teen- I relate so hard. I constantly feel imposter syndrome like I’m a “fake adult” or that I shouldn’t have made it into adult hood. Hearing someone else talk about it made me feel less alone. Edit: by the way I’m in love with your makeup techniques and I would love to see more makeup looks!!!

[@eldenworm5509]

Thank you for your words, i am stuck at 13 even as i have gotten old I’m still stuck at that age where the worst of my trauma happened. I’m terrified of getting older and changing and not being the same as i was for my abuser. But your talk ok how I’m getting older and I’ve lived through my trauma really helped me. Thank you

[@dafne4131]

The older talk made me tear up. It's beautiful way to see why getting older is something to be proud off

[@comettripper]

Thanks for what you said about aging ♡ I don't have DID, but I also didn't think I'd live this long and honestly, I can't wait to be older. It's nice to hear people talk bout aging as a good thing and I really wish it were more common.

[@mmarifer88]

omg omg omg i looove looove your My Alter Does My Makeup videos, Id missed them, yes please do more if possible ;-; pretty please and thanks for this gem xx

[@ethelg.1182]

I don't use tic tok cause it's cancer but damn that song is catchy, I'm googling it right now! Also the way you sing it is absolutely adorable!

[@merchantarthurn]

Ive got a few light freckles on my nose and cheeks - regrettably taken over by roseacea! Really good rec for putting some of them back once I've got the redness under control, I miss them!! I love watching people do their make-up, especially eye looks. It makes me wanna mess around to find a style that feels very Me

[@trishabowes1058]

I love how, in spite of your physical body not syncing up with your inner appearance, you were still obviously feeling yourself for a bit there. You get it, Kya!

[@menthesimon]

you are literally so gorgeous like omg with and without make-up seriously it’s magical

[@2keyblades]

So beautiful. I’m glad you are back doing the things you love.

[@christaradwanski2335]

I’m in Tennessee (Nashville) and it’s awfully hot here too. Love all of you and loved the tutorial. All of you have beautiful looks.

[@KCR0506]

You being irritated at the heat is so relatable, I have hyperhydrosis so heat especially in the summer just makes me turn into a puddle.

[@bethtrevorrow2062]

the BEST camera work I have ever seen on a make up tutorial!

[@forKyrene]

I'd love to see a Seraphina-inspired makeup, especially how you will incorporate those beautiful ice-blue eyes to the makeup look.

[@reeba4824]

Ahhhhh it's so nice to hear someone speaking positively about the idea of aging, not hating it. I'm in that exact same mindset. We should celebrate our age, growth, knowledge, and a bunch of other great things we get along the way. It's wonderful.

[@smo1165]

I love how you connect education, selfcare and something chill like doing make up. And also cute Serafina ❤️ I’d love to see/hear more about your daily routine and stuff. Love you guys ❤️

[@signsofabadger7212]

I've gone without make-up for a long time when it used to be a part of my daily routine (probably partly because of mental health struggles), but I was at a wedding recently and for the first time in probably 7 years I put a little make-up on and despite all of make-up's frustrating features, I realized how much fun it was to get ready (I especially missed drawing eyeliner/wings). Make-up is totally an art form and the whole process is so grounding and fun it makes me want to try fun colors and styles. 🥰 You did an amazing job, Kya! This format was really great, like hanging out with an older sibling who's sharing their life advice. Much love! 💕💕

[@hanakwon88]

I'm so happy you guys are doing another one of these! I've loved the system's makeup since the channel started. I would love to see more of these!

[@cherrybunny1847]

You're so gorgeous, with or without the make-up on! And thank you for everything you said about people being perfect and freckles being adorable, it's really sweet and kind of you

[@teelamiller5089]

For some reason we haven't seen your videos pop up for a while, missed the vids. We're happy to see ya

[@SwayTree]

I jumped to this video after "Kyle does my makeup". And I have to say it has the same energy. But skill improvement is undeniable. 👌

[@ArtofLaurenGlenn]

Loved this video!! It was so soothing and cheery, and the makeup looks amazing! That glitter 🤩 As someone who’s still rather new to makeup, this tutorial is so helpful! I hope you and the rest of the system are doing well! ❤️

[@Foxcub12]

Omg this was so refreshing! Really nice seeing you enjoy doing something and really just existing and loving it

[@annakalkman552]

this was honestly so much fun, I love your educational content but it's also nice to see the occasional "slice of life" from y'all too! Kya looked like they were having a great time

[@lavenderlemonade4322]

Omg that lipstick tapping technique is so gorgeous!! Can't wait to try

[@misslaurenmyers]

Kya feeling herself after a simply stunning look 😍

[@_C____]

I love Kya, she´s so fun and chill! Also, I´m glad the videos are back and that this was the first one. Its gonna sound silly, but Chloe´s really influenced how I do my makeup today so I´m intrigued and happy to get more tips! You look gorgeous as always!

[@cindymoschillo2254]

I commented too soon, your wisdom is way beyond your 25 years Kya, I respect you so much the whole system as well, I really think you are saner then anyone you would consider without a mental health diagnosis. Glad you are thriving and happy things are going well with your case

[@augustjasper]

you finished up your eye makeup and i literally gasped, the colors look like a firework !!

[@electricVGC]

I'm honestly really impressed with how well the freckles worked

[@chloej1611]

Oh dear, the flick immediately made my mind go back to Kyle holding the eyeliner like a weapon and drawing a super-thick line on his face. XD

[@annalarsson5925]

In my opinion, probably the "simplest" step-by-step tutorial on eyeliner for hooded eyes! Can't wait to try it. 🤩 Speaking of cateyes, your furbaby's eyes are absolutely amazing! 😻

[@sidviiiicious]

Please do more makeup/get ready with me content. It’s so soothing and wonderful to watch! I love your channel so much and always look forward to your uploads - no matter what it is. 🥰

[@xXStrawberryCreamXx]

This was delightful! Really took me back to 2015 makeup tutorials, this was so nice and relaxing ♡ best of luck to you!

[@user-hu4fs4rx5q]

you have such an insight and lovely way of speaking

[@taina88111]

The cat eye and some of your mannerisms in the video, especially the posing, remind me so much of Nina!

[@tarawhyte9283]

I know this is just a small tidbit of Kya talking to the camera in an edited video, but they seem genuinely happier and so much more at ease! I hope everyone in the system is doing as well as they are able 😊

[@amandadavidson5819]

Thank you for the freckle love! As a child I was always bullied for my freckles, and sometimes I still feel down about them... but as a 27 year old I'm learning to love them again!

[@ebonyv177]

i 100% see parts of kyle and nin and it warms my heart to be reminded of them

[@emilyshepherd2190]

I agree about freckles. They’re gorgeous! I think they look so beautiful

[@storiesinthedust]

its so heartwarming to see you guys in such good spirits! i cant imagine how much weight has been lifted of your shoulders since the trial. so so happy for you and hope youve been taking some time for lots of self care. it looks good on you!