Does OCD make you worry you might turn into a bad person (learn about moral OCD)

[@camillodimaria3288]

It may be a compulsion that I watch these videos but they alleviate a lot of the anxiety…

[@MegaSaanch]

Me too..

[@johnrainsman6650]

I think I might be a bad person. Maybe it's my OCD, maybe it's me. I have argued with my mom so many times, and I'm not good at controlling my cool, even despite my prayers. I always apologize in the end, but the repetition and not doing better...Makes me feel like a bad person. I just can't help myself. whenever we have a fight, it's always MY fault. I have very bad OCD, and it makes me lose it, get touchy, flip out, and yell. You know, there are pairs in life where one person is practically always right and the other person is practically always wrong. Like, the winning/innocent wife and the losing/guilty husband. Well, basically, I feel that way about my mom and me. I own that I screw up and lose my cool and make our arguments worse, with my emotions, pride, and OCD. It is my fault. But that's the problem. It's always my fault. I'm always the loser here. This isn't as simple as "human beings make mistakes" or "Everybody has flaws." No, I'm part of the _real_ pathetic humans of this world, like Nick Godejohn or Joe Biden or any other politicians. I am always the source of our fights and my flaws and mistakes lead to them. I just can't seem to stop my behavior, and in addition, I have to be the loser here. I don't know what to do. If I could take a buIIet for her I would. I wish I could make up for my faults and redeem myself, but until I save her, I don't know how I can. (Not to imply I want her in danger, so don't take my words literally.)

[@MegaSaanch]

I have fights with my family due to ocd rage and it ends with them saying to me “screw you” and they ignorantly go on with their life. This always breaks me and my morale and makes me feel the ocd guilt but makes me think they are absolutely selfish and mean.

[@johnrainsman6650]

@@MegaSaanchI'm sorry to hear that. What happened since?

[@MegaSaanch]

@@johnrainsman6650 they are the same. I’m trying my best to take it in my strides, as in, this is helping me out in preventing any accommodations- also I value my family a lot so I see OCD attacking it the most- it makes me believe everyone I love is evil- I experience hatered and tremendous amounts of pain towards them- I now see that it is OCD doing it. But my perception is so clouded right now I cannot really trust myself to be able to tell whether whatever they all are doing is in the right or the wrong. Though one thing is clear- I will never love them the same and will always have the scar that they left me when I was at my weakest which is actually impossible for me to do to anybody (THIS IS WHY I HAVE OCD). I realised the way I am so extremely altruistic is not at all good especially for OCD.

[@johnrainsman6650]

@@LauraDavimes That's harsh and insensitive

[@MegaSaanch]

@@johnrainsman6650 I’m sorry to reply late.. but the fact is no one in the world really cares for another person except themselves. This came to me as a shock because I have ocd, and I always care too much and relentlessly for others.

[@baileypelkey1214]

Thank you so much!! Sor helpful ❤️ God bless you

[@hibahmehreen9520]

Thank you so much. This video helped a lot. Thank you.

[@animeyukiomalayalam6882]

I have a violent untrusive thoughts and soon i will start analaizing the thought part byvoart to make sure i am not a bad person. The thought is the intrusive thought and the analyzing part is the compulsion, right ?. I am kinda not sure

[@hachikaizen]

yeah i do that too oof

[@glactikamatika]

thank you

[@baileypelkey1214]

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