Probably the most important message of that movie: "Stop waiting for life to be easy. Stop hoping for somebody to save you. [...] But you are resilient. Face some hard facts and you could have an incredible life."
@idioteque53896 жыл бұрын
agree
@sesam.koernchen5 жыл бұрын
Absolutely! I have to tell myself that too.
@lemongrassbitch9455 жыл бұрын
I guess my mindset is the opposite because im the only one whose ever done anything and I want someone to actually do something for me for once
@Mel-eg4xs4 жыл бұрын
@@lemongrassbitch945 I know that Feeling. I had to grow up very early in my life. I was Always the one looking Out for everyone. Everyone except me. But I Started to Care for my self and treat me better. Now I'm stronger and healthier. Life is so much better when you live yourself and Not Just for others
@ava1984 жыл бұрын
Why is it wrong to want someone to save you? When no one ever did when you were little.. why does someone always have to be strong.. or perfect.. strong.. why cant it be okay to be scared and to ache for someone to give you what you never felt and ached for before..
@somer45315 жыл бұрын
i love to the bone. it shows anorexia is not just about being scared of gaining weight. it’s scared of consuming food, touching it, smelling it, and being around it. it doesn’t deserve the hate it gets.
@alexismcfarland24863 жыл бұрын
for me i liked the feeling of being empty everywhere. im in recovering and some days are hard but man im kicking its assssss
@lenadelrey9 Жыл бұрын
@@alexismcfarland2486you can do it 💪
@amelpoulin27145 жыл бұрын
I need more movies and shows about anorexia
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
yeah it should be more talked about
@beige60035 жыл бұрын
Watch Skins and Red band society.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
love them. but honestly speaking red band society isn’t so much about anorexia. I think this theme is not fully developed there.
@dianahoran60105 жыл бұрын
There's Wintergirls- it's a book but it's really good.
@ashletash5 жыл бұрын
there’s a film called feed, it’s good imo
@megansan20703 жыл бұрын
You know it’s bad when you go back to watching these videos....
@justtoogoodforthisworld48793 жыл бұрын
yeah..
@clemencecolin77443 жыл бұрын
recovery hurts like hell…
@soggyballsmrthree053 жыл бұрын
yup :/
@TigerLily-d2rАй бұрын
Agreed
@ellie-uj6cj5 жыл бұрын
i’ve learned not to say “i’m fine” bc when you say “i’m good” or “i’m okay” or “i’m doing great” they believe you
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
unfortunately you can’t lie to yourself
@ellie-uj6cj5 жыл бұрын
sleepwalking ok damn that hurt
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
im sorry :( loooove you!
@itstheloveshotnanananana89404 жыл бұрын
They still don't realize I'm fine doesn't mean I'm fine for me at least
@iquestionmyself96783 жыл бұрын
haha, i do that
@holybiebahyt6 жыл бұрын
The quality of this is unreal
@idioteque53896 жыл бұрын
thank you, sweetheart
@itsnotabaddick42826 жыл бұрын
I don't get why this movie got so much critica, it's not glamorizing these disorders, it's actually about recovery and her journey towards it.
@kareemxo35 жыл бұрын
your profile picture i- yes
@fivehargreeves44375 жыл бұрын
Omd ur profile
@youknowiknowleeknow41165 жыл бұрын
Gurlz luv gurlz n boiz!!!!!
@moehrengruen11965 жыл бұрын
itsnotabaddick actually I think it does
@poppydyton44155 жыл бұрын
I’ve seen so many people say that this film was the cause of their ed
@MuchachoSauce6 жыл бұрын
"I'm fine." One of the biggest, if not the biggest, lie I tell people..even the ones closest to my heart.
@saltydinonuggies18416 жыл бұрын
Idiot Nidiot Theat's why Ellen's sister responds that hundreds of people who were about to die said the exact same thing. Homestly, this movie has so many good points that people just ignored... it makes me kinda sad that everyone focused on the problems with it, instead of the good...
@shandiwarren64545 жыл бұрын
Hey, I really hope you're okay. If you want to talk, I'm here.
@MuchachoSauce5 жыл бұрын
shandi warren thank you Shandi. I hope you’re okay as well.
@AndyStarrrr4 жыл бұрын
ESPECIALLY the ones closest to my heart.
@MuchachoSauce3 жыл бұрын
Ily folks
@natashambrooker1236 жыл бұрын
I need a therapist like that dude, he is so cool and just so real about things I love him!
@idioteque53896 жыл бұрын
hope you are okay all my love
@natashambrooker1234 жыл бұрын
@sleepwalking hey! I only just saw your response, I’ve been through a lot with my mental health and it’s been rough but I’m doing very well and I now have my own KZbin channel called Hopeful Living
@Lazlsloth4 жыл бұрын
When I was in the state hospital I had a therapist exactly like him and he was amazing and so real!! I miss him tbh...and the funny thing is is that when I watched this movie and then ended up in the hospital I thought he was the dude in the movie. I got scared cause even tho he was chill he was also VERY honest and straight to the point but in a weirdly caring way....he would always stop me when talking to point out thinking errors and how it wasn’t all my fault! In conclusion the man was so amazing, funny, caring, and sometimes brutally honest person...(sorry for the vent 😅 he was just a lot like the therapist guy in the movie)
@ok-yu9fo3 жыл бұрын
omfg but frr tho 😭😭
@bluegrape64122 жыл бұрын
We all need Keanu
@bluewithashadeofpink87306 жыл бұрын
"you look like a ghost" ... that's my mum's voice, when I was fading away.
@shandiwarren64545 жыл бұрын
I hope you're okay. You can talk to me if you want to!
@boywithpassion61885 жыл бұрын
"you look like lily collins in to the bone" ...that's what my sister said to me
@scarletstonem32335 жыл бұрын
dd lovatoo goals lol
@darla.theworkingdog5 жыл бұрын
@@scarletstonem3233 ikr
@emiliz20713 жыл бұрын
@@boywithpassion6188 goals bruh
@belladalessandro81605 жыл бұрын
Sad thing is i watch these to trigger me
@yepisuredolikecats39795 жыл бұрын
Bella Dalessandro maybe don’t
@jen-yk9ni4 жыл бұрын
I feel you. I miss being bulimic so I'm watching this to help me.
@RhiannaAngelSkye994 жыл бұрын
@@jen-yk9ni In a weird way, I can relate.
@kambilifish7984 жыл бұрын
Me too
@yikes29684 жыл бұрын
Bella Dalessandro so do i,,,
@haleigh20073 жыл бұрын
"ok then eat" " *i eat* " that's when i burst out crying.
@forgotsomething49955 жыл бұрын
The scene when the mom said she was okay with letting her go fucked me up because I had a similar conversation with my dad at my worst and he’s not usually the feelings type of guy but he was just shaking and I realized just how much me hurting hurt him
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
stay strong
@zie.h61224 жыл бұрын
My dad doesn't care
@alanarose7673 жыл бұрын
Okay but the rain scene was amazing, it was soo powerful and when Luke said “because we’re alive” omgg
@LetsStopThisSong5 жыл бұрын
this edit was done so well it makes the movie seem better than it was
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
thank you 🌈
@julesgainey96775 жыл бұрын
I wish I wasn’t so fascinated by this movie, but I just LOVED it.
@xxewolvesxx26527 жыл бұрын
4:34 oh man, that girl who played Emma in RBS is in this movie too!? Jeeze, seems to be a reoccuring role for her....
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
god yeah! i didn't expect to see her in this film and in this kind of role (btw im the fan of rbs) but here we are
@xxewolvesxx26527 жыл бұрын
yeah right? I loved RBS though, it was incredible as a series... would you know who plays the sister of Ellen?
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
liana liberato ;)
@lcrawford1336 жыл бұрын
I think I read somewhere that all the actors & actresses who played these roles have struggled and or still do struggle with eating disorders
@Jabeljou6 жыл бұрын
i've kinda noticed that when casting directors want to film a character who looks, in this case unhealthily thin, it's a lot cheaper and less time consuming to use actors who already look closer to the part or can get to a goal in a shorter amount of time and i think that's why she was in rbs and to the bone
@gracefullmess6 жыл бұрын
Seriously this is better than the movie
@claireb30046 жыл бұрын
gracefull mess agree
@ashak.videodiaries7555 жыл бұрын
lmao right
@mmistletoe105 жыл бұрын
gracefull mess what’s the movie called x
@P1SSNUTZ5 жыл бұрын
@@mmistletoe10 its in the video title, the movie is "to the bone" on netflix
@amybee1935 жыл бұрын
Writing this from a present where I cried for an hour over my body today, my strength is disappearing more and more...
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
keep holding on
@alice-uh6sv3 жыл бұрын
I know IM one year late, but youre not alone ❤️
@heyangel82627 жыл бұрын
i didn't cried in the movie but i cried watching this amazing job
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
all my love x
@heyangel82627 жыл бұрын
wait, are you brazilian?
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
why hah
@heyangel82627 жыл бұрын
sleepwalking oh forget it. it's bcs i'm brazilian and i saw an user in wattpad with the same icon as you, and for some reason i though the name was the same.. but i think i was just tired or something hahsh
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
hah noo, im russian actually :)
@haleehudson66526 жыл бұрын
could this be the trailer? like fr
@emscnpck4 жыл бұрын
Halee Hudson no it gives too much away
@kensleyd9303 жыл бұрын
when they ask “do you think that’s beautiful?” and you say no. the real answer is yes i wouldn’t be doing this to myself if i thought it was ugly. this was my goal. i reached it. and i’m not going to stop.
@selenaperezjaimes3 жыл бұрын
Moots?🥺
@Lyriamarie032 жыл бұрын
Exactly how i feel i wouldn't do this to myself if i didn't think it would make me beautiful
@allylinville38215 жыл бұрын
I loved this movie because I related to it so much. My mom didn’t want me living with her, my stepmom is like hers, and Ive struggled with anorexia. Just know, if you’re struggling, it gets better. I love you❤️
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
love you, sweetheart. i hope ur getting better. lovelovelove.
@MuchachoSauce5 жыл бұрын
Ally Linville hope you’re doing better Ally. ❤️
@emethysthe5 жыл бұрын
One of the best edits ever. Hands down.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
thank you, love!
@zoe-jadej83435 жыл бұрын
I love Ellen's step mum and her sister so much in this movie. You can see that they just love Ellen so much and you can tell their heart's are breaking, they just don't know how to help her xxx
@idkijustsing98694 жыл бұрын
You know what's funny to me is that I've heard a bunch of people day that these movies are a misrepresentation of eating disorders. All of those people don't have eating disorders and they know that I do. I think these movies are great and a good representation. People with eating disorders are still people we act human we have fun we live our lives were not devoid of emotion or thought.
@idioteque53894 жыл бұрын
❤️.
@laney62 жыл бұрын
my comfort movie 💗💗 i love eli so much and like deserved so much better. i love them all and i love keanu reeves.
@ttinkerbelle8 ай бұрын
i remember watching these years ago when i was sick. i hope that someday u will realise that u ARE sick enough to start recovery, that nothing is worth treating ur mind and body with hatred that u would never treat anyone else with. u deserve more than this, u deserve to be on ur own side. please start recovery. i’m on ur side.
@idioteque53898 ай бұрын
hey, love, i hope you are okay now! stay safe 🤍
@ttinkerbelle8 ай бұрын
@@idioteque5389 thank you, im okay. started recovery in 2020 and i hope to help others start their journey too
@idioteque53898 ай бұрын
@@ttinkerbelle i don’t know you, but I’m very proud of you! it takes so much effort to get there. wish you the best 💙
@ttinkerbelle8 ай бұрын
@@idioteque5389 that’s so sweet, thank you 🧡 i hope you’re okay too
@anitaazevedo97625 жыл бұрын
wow. i am crying. "you think thats beautiful?" my mom just say the same thing to me
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
keep holding on
@amybee1935 жыл бұрын
I just want to be her so much it hurts
@savnoel5 жыл бұрын
stay strong honey 💕
@xtjustme5 жыл бұрын
Dude..same
@dopexzombie5 жыл бұрын
Same...
@imgaysoshutup64285 жыл бұрын
Candy Sun You deserve a better family, and someday, you will find it :)
@candy39745 жыл бұрын
I'mgaysoshutup I wanna go to foster care but I don’t wanna live with strangers
@emallen53815 жыл бұрын
“Don’t fade away” *scrolls past* (To the bone) HOLD UP *clicks*
@mariaguadalupelozanolozano58133 жыл бұрын
The saddest thing is knowing that no matter how strong you try to be, you slowly break down and there is nothing you can do anymore 😭
@dxnvers83824 жыл бұрын
At the end of the day I always end up watching videos like these to trigger myself
@gwen_pcid13312 жыл бұрын
I tend to get so anxious that I starve myself for entire days . But I’ll never feel valide enough because we can’t see it . I lost so much weight and everyone noticed except me . I was just happy to lose weight . That same pain everyday , that guilt , that taste in your mouth .
@Dally-e3e2 ай бұрын
You know it sucks to realize that other people got this too I can go 4 days no food that 5th day is when I eat but I just throw it up. It hurts because I can lose 5 pounds a day but then you still can’t see the bones it sucks I don’t want to live like this it’s just really the only thing I can control that’s what I put in my body I feel like people that don’t know all of this just judge but the truth is, it’s all just a big game in a way I can only focus on not wanting to eat I sound metal but stuff happens to people and this is my result
@iamjmaw41115 жыл бұрын
This movie helped me... opened my eyes to being able to finally have control. Control over one thing in my life.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
that’s wonderful and really impressive! im so happy for you. hope everything will be okay from now on ❤️
@angelgrant51825 жыл бұрын
What movie is this??
@marissacooprs4 жыл бұрын
@@angelgrant5182 to the bone
@agatkamartini2797 жыл бұрын
This edit is so perfect, have a great holiday!
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
wow, thanks love xx you 2 :)
@GgBruh2 жыл бұрын
It’s funny to read people that type “I want to have that” or “I’m planning to have this disease” because when you have it you know you didn’t decide to, it just happens :(
@idioteque53892 жыл бұрын
i hope you’ll get better soon! ❤️
@GgBruh2 жыл бұрын
@@idioteque5389 Thanks! I’m already recovered but I feel bad for the people that haven’t :( I guess that after you got something like this you become more empathic towards people
@katiegrundle99003 ай бұрын
Exactly. You don't choose to have a disease. Please don't wish this. This is what mg life is like now
@kiela175 жыл бұрын
The best thing about this video is m83 in the background
@amberanderson68063 жыл бұрын
I felt what it was like to “fade.” I was anorexic for a year or two. Everybody saw I was very skinny, but nobody actually cared. I healed myself, somehow, and even myself cannot contemplate it. I am working on gaining muscle, for the most part. I have been clean of an ED for 6 months. You only know what it’s like if you’ve experienced it, and I did. I am almost glad I went through it. Now I know what it’s like for others. I was well on my way to killing myself. When I talk about my past ED, people say things like, “Oh, it wasn’t that bad.” Like, what the hell, I was in pain. Food and the thought of being skinny consumed my mind. I hated the words, “just eat.” To this day I still do; it brings back horrible memories.
@erinfeatherss7 жыл бұрын
this is amazing 💕 i keep replaying
@JH-kw8zy3 жыл бұрын
This movie (more the video because it's so short and to the point, thank you) is actually helping me recover. It's rare that you see a protagonist like this in ED films. She doesn't glorifying her body. She doesn't sexualize it. She is battling CONTROL. She is filling voids in her life with ED to pretend she's not helpless. She hates food because it's one of the things that controls her. I need a different type of control. I need to control my relationship with food and myself. I can't control others or every aspect of my life. I can only do everything in my power to make me happy. One of those ways is to become healthy and stop torturing myself. I love you all and I hope one day you can trust yourself with food and have a good relationship with it because your body is so much smarter than you. Good luck everyone, you deserve happiness and success.
@eliavgordon210811 ай бұрын
This movie is a masterpiece . 💎
@Long-mayshereign4 жыл бұрын
I’ve always had a problem with food. When I was 13, I went on a binge and ate whatever I wanted for 6 months, then had a panic attack and went on a binge workout session, lost weight and barely ate. I didn’t notice anything at all. After a couple months i started eating again, i lost weight and it goes up and down constantly. When I eat I EAT when i lose weight it drops too low. I wouldn’t call it a eating disorder but it is a complicated relationship. My friends told me years after they noticed the changes in my body back then and sometimes now
@_melita6 жыл бұрын
wow the quality of the video is soooo good! thank you for your work :) totally obsessed with it^^
@chloehraiky39417 жыл бұрын
Omg meridith from teen wolf
@haribox6005 жыл бұрын
Tara 19 shes such a nutter in teen wolf. I love it 😂😂
@BeaHasPP4 жыл бұрын
Saddest thing is that I know some of these multifandoms word for word off by heart.
@isi15love7 жыл бұрын
Oh man this is so perfect 😢
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
thank u xx
@josephinelauber45506 жыл бұрын
This is unbelivable beautiful. I can´t discribe how much this Video helps me to go on. I am thankful.
@idioteque53896 жыл бұрын
wow thank u good luck, love
@humanalien76043 жыл бұрын
thanks for making me cry but also giving me a reason to stay alive :)
@idioteque53893 жыл бұрын
take care ❤️🥺
@justtoogoodforthisworld48793 жыл бұрын
you are so strong ✨
@moodywrites3 ай бұрын
Unlike the movie, this edit made me actually want to recover. It’s beautiful. The lack of atypical anorexia representation, years after the diagnosis came out, is inexcusable. The stereotype of all people with EDs being shockingly thin was dangerous to promote. Not even most bulimics are underweight. Atypical AN is just as dangerous. People die cuz they don’t “look like” they need help
@darla.theworkingdog5 жыл бұрын
The actor who plays Eli is so pretty. It's heartbreaking that she's doing that to herself. Thank goodness she's getting help.
@zozodabozo5 жыл бұрын
Ap Ibarra as far as I know she’s fully recovered and suffered with anorexia years ago. She just lost weight for the role in this film xx
@simsterlife51235 жыл бұрын
Her name is Lily Collins and she’s an incredibly talented actress.
@darla.theworkingdog5 жыл бұрын
@@zozodabozo oh ok I just heard that she was anorexic and that she was getting help I just didn't know that she was already recovered.:)
@darla.theworkingdog5 жыл бұрын
@@simsterlife5123 ikr
@jasperblue3115 жыл бұрын
I got curious about the movie, so I went to watch it and I’ve been gross crying for the last hour. I needed this. I connected with Meghan so much.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
love you sweetheart
@jasperblue3115 жыл бұрын
sleepwalking 😭 you’re so sweet
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re doing fine, love. remember that you aren’t alone. you can go through all the shit on your way 💔
@jasperblue3115 жыл бұрын
sleepwalking I’m okay. Better than I was. People always say to be happy, or to be good, and I knows that I’ll get there eventually, but for now, I’m okay with being okay. I’m okay with being me. And that’s a lot.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
being ok with being who you are is more important than being ok in any other way. ❣️ you are amazing!
@sleepysloth42055 жыл бұрын
Why do I watch these videos to trigger me in recovery
@nataliarodriguez87315 жыл бұрын
me too oml
@hiddenpain50735 жыл бұрын
Use this as an inspiration rather than a trigger. Hold on to your life as you only get one chance at it. Yes I am a sufferer of anorexia since 2011 and I fully understand the mental anguish you must be feeling atm. No one is saying it is easy by any means. But if I look at it from where I was to where I am now, I have come a long way. I have had my fair share of admissions both medical and eating disorder ward inpatient admissions. I spent most of my time inpatient than I did out in the community. However for the last year I have managed to remain medically stable and not had one admission for one whole year. This is a huge accomplishment for me and a huge step forward. There is still room for improvement. But that will come with time. Keep fighting. Fight hard for the life you deserve
@splishsplashtrash4173 жыл бұрын
This is such a good edit, it captures all the best parts of this movie and its sad heartbreaking moments, it’s heart warming ones, and the important ones
@Butterfly-mo7gd4 жыл бұрын
I wish so bad I could put my finger around my arm like her like would be total goals
@Camilla-dd3fg Жыл бұрын
I can't recover until I have Keanu Reeves as my therapist fr
@gentlegloom29694 жыл бұрын
this is an insanely good edit. i love it. thank you
@noone-yo6rd3 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful. Thank you for this 🙏❤️
@milly_annxx75165 жыл бұрын
I'm 13 with an eating disorder, would you say this film is triggering? It looks so good but I don't want to trigger myself.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
it depends, actually.. but i think it’s not.
@GgBruh2 жыл бұрын
It’s actually not, but don’t watch it until you’re sure
@ariananikas33923 жыл бұрын
I love this movie because it shows that some of us don’t do this to be “beautiful” it’s because we’re scared and a bit screwed up
@GabiSheehan6 ай бұрын
way too relatable 😢 I haven’t had a period in years, “you look like a ghost” is exactly what my mom says to me.. and it’s like somehow I’m proud.. thinking this looks beautiful
@unachicadeargentina5 жыл бұрын
This movie actually helped me finally get over my eating disorder. It's fantastic.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
it is. it is fantastic. fuck eating disorders 🖕🏻
@GgBruh2 жыл бұрын
Same. It was difficult to deal with and much more with the other comments but I was finally able to beat it and now I don’t get easily triggered :)
@skidzoskunk Жыл бұрын
im gonna reach my ugw of 40 kgs / 89 lbs by september or october of next year. i cant wait. my cw is 127 lbs but it used to be 166 lbs 6-7 months ago. i lost 38 lbs and i can lose 38 more, and idgaf ab dying
@sadie59579 ай бұрын
Please seek help, dying right now may be the least of your concerns but think of the people you love getting a phone call that you’re in the hospital. Please don’t starve yourself.
@skidzoskunk9 ай бұрын
@@sadie5957 i posted that 4 months ago, i actually got sent to the mental hospital and gained weight, but lost it again somehow, i dont even know how im eating normally now, i weigh 110 lbs now, but im not losing any more weight
@jasminenorthrup45635 жыл бұрын
i watched this movie and ill be honest i have never cried so dam much in my life
@lexieg.4197 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this. Great work. Love the captions too. 👌❤
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
thanks xx
@ReyeLynn7 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful edit 💗
@ericphillips22359 ай бұрын
We all watch it to see what we are and to stay where we are. We scare people and we do like like that. It's all we have.
@beliny5444 жыл бұрын
I cant cry cause my mom is home and ik she will never understand me
@justtoogoodforthisworld48793 жыл бұрын
She loves you, talk to her🤍
@ashak.videodiaries7555 жыл бұрын
this was WAY better than the movie tbfh
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
thank you 💔
@cecelee56525 жыл бұрын
You ever hear that voice so many times it drives you to kill urself or to stop eating or stuff like that its really hard i dont think im beautiful i do stupid things but its not my fault but this video shows alot to me xox
@jaminsugar22885 жыл бұрын
I want a second movie of this so bad
@lenadelrey9 Жыл бұрын
This is one of the best edits ever. Thank you for doing it 💞
@LibbyLou1234445 жыл бұрын
This made me cry. Wow.
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
im sorry sunshine
@LibbyLou1234445 жыл бұрын
sleepwalking Don’t be sorry! It was beautiful.
@claireb30046 жыл бұрын
Beautifully done
@keirapostlethwaite99894 жыл бұрын
Keanu Reeves could be my therapist any day
@flxwercxrpse18715 жыл бұрын
I just remembered they were both on Stuck In Love :)
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
yeah :)
@andrealemus77937 жыл бұрын
I love this!
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
thank u
@jaidab9445 жыл бұрын
It’s John wick if he calls bs then it’s bs ... lol. It no in honesty this is a great movie every girl and boy should watch
@badflower_ree51555 жыл бұрын
Its not that I wanna lose weight... I guess... But I wanna feel bones when i touch my ribs.... Idk why but..... I do..... And i don't have anorexia or a eating disorder but i feel disgusted when I eat 3 or more meals and I feel good when I eat nothing at all.. And the on my reason I still eat is because I'm trying to makesure my mom doesnt find out.... Sorry.... I just needed to get it off my chest even though no one will see......... Sorry.... Sorry I'll go now
@GgBruh2 жыл бұрын
That IS an ED. You don’t choose to have an ED, it just happens, and it starts like that. So yeah, get help ASAP
@oliviajeddi71664 жыл бұрын
yk it has got bad when faking it just becomes so easy and putting on a smile everyday and act happy like im getting better just so i can please others but in reality waking up and going through another day of just wanting to shed all the fat off my body. telling people just makes me want to to this even more bc when i tell ppl i have anorexia they just have that look of like u sure girl cuz u got some meat on ur body u look healthy. ppl telling me i look good i look healthy makes me sad bc i want to look sick i want skin and bone. but from the words of Frank Sinatra "thats life"...
@justtoogoodforthisworld48793 жыл бұрын
You are not your body. You are just you and that’s is what makes you an incredible person. They don't know you and never will , like you. I love you🤍
@oliviajeddi71663 жыл бұрын
@@justtoogoodforthisworld4879 wait omg that’s the most comfort I have ever gotten in my entire life and it’s from someone idk... OMGGG💜🥺🥺 thank youuuu!!
@justtoogoodforthisworld48793 жыл бұрын
@@oliviajeddi7166 I'm happy thanks to your words, I'm happy to have made you feel good. You will be able to feel good and live the happiest moments of your life. Focus on happiness and desire it with all your heart. I will support you from here🤍
@CupcakeBla7 жыл бұрын
That was beautiful omg
@mariacr55155 жыл бұрын
4:37 did you saw Emma Chota (Ciara Bravo) right there another anorexia character
@millieedwards23395 жыл бұрын
María C yh she’s in this film 💘
@shoelicker6095 жыл бұрын
María C technically she was playing a role in this one as a bulimia patient.
@vendatta82324 жыл бұрын
they show how one person saves another and then say yOu dOnT nEeD sOmEoNe eLsE tO sAvE yoU
@kerryh38332 жыл бұрын
I know 3 people who had EDs... who one day did not wake up.. 😟
@Michelle-pd7nu4 жыл бұрын
This edit is so beautiful
@idioteque53894 жыл бұрын
thank you 🙏🏻
@hazymind88027 жыл бұрын
this is so beautiful, i almost cried!! i love this :) can i ask you where you downloaded "to the bone"? because i've been looking for it for so long, thankssss
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
thank you xx thepiratebay.org/search/to%20the%20bone/0/99/0
@kaitlyn83907 жыл бұрын
hazymind; Also on Netflix:)
@riverevans7265 жыл бұрын
Ahhhh love this!!! I love this film so much i want a second one so bad, we need more movies about eating disorders💜
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
what we really need is less eating disorders
@riverevans7265 жыл бұрын
@@idioteque5389 yess!💜💜
@averyblanchard36654 жыл бұрын
This is a masterpiece.
@fatbunny6065 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful and not in the romanticize away but just in the artistry of how you edit it it
@idioteque53895 жыл бұрын
im so soft. 💛 thank you, sweetheart
@waleyskaramos89575 жыл бұрын
This is thinspo to me 🤷🏻♀️
@Breadkun695 жыл бұрын
Its hurtful to me idk why
@rachhempkin97273 жыл бұрын
This is disgusting there's people battling anorexia fighting for their lives saying this shit is disgusting
@renluvsk3 жыл бұрын
@@rachhempkin9727 the same people fighting anorexia are the same people who say this stuff.
@rachhempkin97273 жыл бұрын
@@renluvsk yeah im aware of that. But it's triggering for other people
@enasalsuhimi38955 ай бұрын
When I watch this movie for the first time when I was anorexia(I am so sorry if that is a kind of trigger). But I was completely devastated I mean I was completely in another world away from all people and I live in my own ed world. Watch kind of those showa and pic of it and I was only 13 at time and I was so close to death I completely ruin my self.. Now I am 21 and much better ❤all of those who have any kind of ed your are brave and strong and you can beat it, dont allow this disgusting disease to win
@mranderson56685 жыл бұрын
5:43 I love watching her eat!
@HenkaG3 жыл бұрын
I don’t even know what glamorizing something because I glamorize everything
@laraamelie85385 жыл бұрын
luke is soooo beautyfull!!!
@EllicynMiller-d6gАй бұрын
2:38 this part kills me to rewatch 😭😭😭
@rachhempkin97273 жыл бұрын
I cried at this I have suffered with anorexia since I was 14
@ariannarivera86296 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this beautiful video
@idioteque53896 жыл бұрын
you are welcome! thank you for feedback :)
@hioopsstylinson81957 жыл бұрын
Omfg your icon !! It's Louis 😭💗
@idioteque53897 жыл бұрын
yeah ;)
@sorenzarousseaux65396 жыл бұрын
Somebody said Larry Stylinson?
@ghostkulls3 жыл бұрын
I ate a 90 cal banana today after 3 days off not eating.. (:
@ilsemeems57433 жыл бұрын
Proud of you! 💞
@LiamCrane-jo8jq Жыл бұрын
i actually had to deal with being hospitalized for 3 months cause of my eating disorder.... i fucking hate having to deal with this disorder... why do people have to be so cruel to other people... even if it starts on it's own people still say things about your body even if your skin and bones...
@anabelamino-wr6rk Жыл бұрын
U have reason people say we are worry for you, but s not real, they so cruel