Doomer's vicious cycle of Self-Improvement

[@mrhost561]

The trick I figured out is to not burn yourself out when sudden motivation to self improve hits. Just clean your room and car, eat a little better, but conserve as much energy as you can that will carry itself over to when you inevitably crash again. Just a little bit at a time makes a huge difference later on.

[@DoomDilemma]

true words

[@rgzzz3375]

You guys are fucked. You could always have that same motivation that you have bursts of from time to time but instead every single day if you just didnt beat your meat.

[@laaa210]

@@rgzzz3375 not that simple. I've been doing sr for a few years. But ultimately we are all human, we are not perfect. We are not going to feel 100% all the time.

[@last7509]

im boomer, im a doomer, im a midnight coomer

[@doymon]

@@rgzzz3375 You found significant extra energy from doing this, yea?

[@deletedaxiom6057]

I just finished checking my air vents and i still can't find the cameras, watching me.

[@knyaz7500]

Sus

[@Jupiter__001_]

@@bobross8424 That's what I thought of too. Though I never played or really engaged with Among Us.

[@lauranceboyd6365]

U laugh at this. I actually had someone bug my room once and I was getting sketched.

[@nomadman1196]

They don't use air vents. They use your phone. 👍

[@nicetrymate813]

It is right in front of you. The webcam

[@WereAlreadyHere]

This is literally every single man that has ever lived at some point in his life. Dont feel bad if you relate to it.

[@bruhbruh3847]

I live 24/7 like this

[@TT-jg8ju]

Its worse when he is beating u in everything. Bottled drinks?? Pizza? Games? Pc? More

[@uluomu]

@@TT-jg8ju What do you mean by beating you in anything?

[@TT-jg8ju]

uluomu he has all that. I dont

[@uluomu]

@@TT-jg8ju Oh i got you! Hope it is getting better for you!

[@Dominency]

So relatable honestly. These memes truly are a real life experience.

[@dennisschmenis8183]

Motivation is nothing. Discipline is everything

[@haiduc5320]

Based

[@ExacoMvm]

Also Motivation is developed after taking action, not the other way around.

[@Gabriel-sx8xi]

Discipline is nothing without a purpose.

[@migueldiogo8395]

@@Gabriel-sx8xi Holy shit, that hit me like a truck

[@codesecreto0]

@@Gabriel-sx8xi not if your system has one and you only fallow it. Purpose is nothig without a system.

[@memduhyalcner4584]

Motivation is temporary, discipline is forever. Start with motivation and convert it to discipline

[@adamrules01]

You might be right there friend.

[@inannaxanthus1749]

very true. i don't feel a lot of interest in going to the gym but i force myself to workout,sleep well,meditate at times and force myself to do shit. things are not perfect and sometimes i feel down, but overall i feel better.

[@memduhyalcner4584]

@@inannaxanthus1749 same for me but in different concept. I am at university and even i just want to lay and do nothing i push myself to study because no one can achieve their dreams without working for it. Wish the best for you my friend.

[@imnobodyanon9430]

Sounds like a buncha hooplah and a bag of shit there pal. Took this advice years ago, yeah right, it's garbage. Here's one: It's fucking fun. Healthy, productive things, are inherently fun. You just have to see past the conditioning you were put in that it's all "hard" or it's "necessary", or it's "work" to live well.

[@Opethfeldt]

Motivation is emotionally based. That's why people don't keep going. Emotions are fleeting and if there isn't true discipline, the motivation to continue is gone.

[@AutoWave-wr7fw]

Im doing exercises for 10 months right now, dont give up, you only give up when you choose to be weak, stay strong guys

[@andreisdarkside9991]

It doesn't matter how strong you are, when you fall asleep alone

[@christianlacroix5430]

What exercises ? I've been doing 60 push-ups a day for about a month. I'll install a pull-up bar on the wall next, I can't even do 1 now. My goal is to do 100 of both daily in the future.

[@TimSlee1]

I work out, it's just a cope tbh. Life still sucks, but hey; more power to those who can somehow improve their entire lifestyle by lifting weights and running. I have no idea what they're doing right.

[@lombardo141]

@@andreisdarkside9991 if u feel the need to be happy no being alone then you still have underlying problems

[@krejziks3398]

@@andreisdarkside9991 buddy, you're gonna have a really bad time with yourself in those last moments before death with that mindset.

[@CambiaAhora]

It takes years to build a skyscrapper but minutes to destroy it. Don't give up, if you feel down, take a rest, but don't give in, stay hard, stay strong.

[@MrHate2012]

segundos...

[@GoodieGomez]

Plot twist: Calendar in the back says he's been stuck on the same day.. " it was just another of his mentioned day dreams"

[@DoomDilemma]

Woah i like that idea

[@NbaLive4ever]

Or he relives the same day over and over again like a bunch of movies I’ve seen 😂

[@seeker296]

but he did actually clean his room

[@Ben-jl2rh]

Or he forgot to change the calendar.

[@Anglo-Saxon9]

I thought I was going to slip back into depression, but now I am going on my 7th or 8th month without feeling constantly sad. I am now in the best shape of my life and I'm doing things I never thought I would be doing. Nothing lasts forever, but I want to make this last.

[@millionanthony3228]

Nice i will try again then

[@Anglo-Saxon9]

@@millionanthony3228 We'll all make it, king

[@nickycocaine]

Chances are you will fall again. But the problem with these memes is that it makes you feel that you are right back where you started. In reality, you are not. When you realize that everyone fails from time to time and they are meant to be learning experiences to pivet you to your best life, you are able to go with the flow. It's about acceptance. Life mimics art, the more we watch shit like this, the more we believe that we are the character shown. Simply believe that you aren't, and you will not be. In'lakesh.

[@Anglo-Saxon9]

@@nickycocaine I don't really relate to the doomer anymore. I still feel depressed sometimes, but I feel better as a whole I stopped letting women control my emotions and I stopped letting the little things bother me.

[@Anglo-Saxon9]

@ching chong I've been a fascist for awhile now.

[@Baxa125]

We are not alone, the system made us think that we are, but we are not

[@thedarkgunslinger2869]

@Philip B. you mean northern Europe countries

[@armoredchimp]

Well, it’s reassuring on some level that a lot of other people apparently experience life the same way I do

[@joemonteirosportsshorts3343]

Damn bro this hit hard… especially how he has Heineken bottles all over his room. Watching this as im drinking a 24oz bottle of Heineken

[@DoomDilemma]

me too bro...

[@anhedonia8037]

In my case soda cans and bottles littered all over my desk & on the ground. Its horrible.

[@MetapaloozaShowChannel]

Don't Drink and Eat Your Money! Sacrifice, Fast And INVEST In Better Things For Tomorrow!

[@TWNPKS99]

oh wow, I didn't realize I had a camera around me at all times... send help ;(

[@TheMarllonGamer]

I line stens gate too 👦

[@thevisitor1012]

First find Mayuri gf

[@underthehood6206]

The last part hit me the hardest. I think that is the main problem with self-improvement. It is great for a week or a month. You stop doing all the things that were holding you back and you slowly start improving and you feel good but then slowly you tell yourself that you have been working hard and it might not hurt to relax for the rest of the day. That day becomes a week and that week becomes a month and now you are back to the same person you were before you started your self-improvement journey. I know many people won't see this comment and you probably shouldn't be taking advice from a doomer who views the world so negatively but if you decide to do self-improvement don't get start watching a bunch of videos on youtube. Just know that it will be hard but the hardest part I believe in self-improvement is staying motivated and consistent.

[@chanpiggy3938]

i couldn't agree more

[@uvenga]

Its hard. It happen the same in the video to me. Then I realize that it doesn’t matter. Iam who Iam and live my life my own way. The problem is people out there who judge you because you are not like they

[@Hamza97]

HAHAHA so that's who my video editor has been using in my self improvement videos

[@thesufferingwatcher6073]

No likes WTF?

[@Joxahi]

wtf hamza here

[@Yeonatan_Rosenthal]

He is apart of the problem​@@thesufferingwatcher6073

[@kezmenflowers8691]

When i was in my 20s i lived this life of being depressed and only doing bare minimum towards life but now at 34 im happy and living my life for me instead of living my life for others and having to be sad about being rejected constantly. Im happy with just being alone to myself and being at peace.

[@ThePhinista]

You at least gotta hand it to him for trying. That alone is more than most people will ever do.

[@acidwash.anakin]

when Doomer fell asleep at 3am and woke up at 5pm sharp, I felt that.

[@evelic]

The level of relateness of this is ... almost scary.

[@clownboyyyy]

the cycle for me starts over every time i have an injury, get sick, or something legit traumatic happens. have to basically train resilience like its own skill and do your best to not be broken, even if you're beaten.

[@rubbezahl3762]

Lifting has become a hobby for me. It makes me happy whenever i improve how much i lift by even a pound

[@anisferchichi6670]

Me too. Keep going.

[@doisa1337]

Is it sad that I relate to this so much? Greetings to my fellow doomies!

[@GOODZ7777]

nah maybe its normal mow

[@praisethesun69]

lol I love his face when he's doing the improvement stuff even when he's grocery shopping and sleeping just >:o

[@ashman8406]

“The mass of men live lives of quiet desperation.”

[@almostRyanMacleod]

Based Thoreau

[@blockchainforkliftz7877]

Fight Back

[@celestialarmor695]

That's quote is from Ralph waldo Emerson

[@ashman8406]

@@celestialarmor695No. it is Thoreau

[@galerinha]

Hanging on a quiet desperation is the English way

[@jhc4090]

I love doomer videos.

[@WeeklyWojak]

Hello there

[@tomybravi3838]

This is really similar to what happened to me the times I tried to change. Maybe I need to change but more slowly and steady.

[@raphaelsousa2046]

The mistake that he made is try to implant a lot of habits together all in the same time

[@1Reddd]

You guys may laugh but one of the most uplifting feelings is actually cleaning, maybe not the process itself, but the feeling you get afterwards. My life is a constant rollercoaster of my place looking like a total fucking wreck, clothes everywhere, dishes stacked in the sink, trash not being taken out days on end, and then a spotless home that looks like it's been staged for a real estate viewing. I get down, I let things go, I find the motivation to clean, my spirits are lifted for days. Rinse and repeat.

[@logwind]

I've done this. Gym, no fap, nutrition, sleep. Now I'll suffer longer having improved my health.

[@العقيدمعمرالقذافي-ح4ف]

you read my mind, if only a quick painless way was available

[@michaelsoftelbows]

Break your circles. Break your cycles. Can only do when conscious. You're most conscious the moment after failure. Immediately do something good after that.

[@sebotrp]

This is true. You can have all the motivation in the world but if you don't have enough discipline then you'll be back to your old habits within weeks if not days.

[@Darth_Insidious]

He bit off more than he could chew. You need to change things 1 habit at a time.

[@alainerookkitsunev5605]

Moving the goalposts. Every time the doomer makes any improvement to his life, it is never enough. If doomer starts exercising rigourously, he can still do better. And also he shoud stop smoking and start eating better. Also he shoud replace screentime with books. Also he then must go on nofap. Never does he pat himself on the back because no matter how big of an achievement he accomplishes it will never be enough to make up for the failures, guilt and shame of the past. He is still always a failure in some way and never satisfied. Atleast not until he also begins fixing the roots of his problem.

[@pzrxex]

Motivation is temporary.Discipline is forever. Thank you for this video.

[@MrTakadatsu]

I have found a job, started to work out and cook 3 healthy meals every day. I look good, people compliment my muscles and im healthy. But i feel so bored man..this lifestyle of work, gym, sleep repeat its boring as fuck. Every fuking day i think about death. In fact i miss fallout 4 and wow, i miss staying awake 2-3 days drinking monster energy and listening Late night and Ghost Town while i level up my rogue...sure it was "bad and time wasting" but it was fun and keept my mind bussy.

[@MrTakadatsu]

@Philip B. What nation dude? I left my country twice. It was fun but i returned. Somehow i accepted my destiny...in this game we have roles, and no matter what we do, we cant change who we really are. A warrior cant become a mage. So i accept i will die here, stuck in this cycle of decisions, beacause this is who i am.

[@AlexH4774]

Try finding new hobbies, maybe start making music by yourself, get into art, writing etc.; just get the creativity going. The more you fill your life with color, the less monotonous the day-to-day will seem.

[@nickpavia9021]

You can still play video games and stay up late occasionally. Just do it in moderation.

[@hekutoru_2131]

You are funny, brother. Try submitting yourself to God.

[@krisxaero]

Damn you got a bussy mind? Lemme hit that man.

[@eddiesmaize3814]

Currently in a slump rn. Just barely feeling like I’m getting over it, but I just try to remind myself to keep being persistent and keep trying to move forward. Whether or not I feel like I’m winning or failing in my mind.

[@andrewfolsom3836]

im too tired to game so i just watch these videos.

[@gentelmen...5450]

Once a doomer, always a doomer. Only way tobreaking free is to be a bloomer

[@silkroad1201]

I'm a coomer

[@Death.is.our.Salvation]

Hahaha 🤣🤣 I agree to that. Just give me a gun and Im going to be a sooner.

[@shravanburagapu8364]

I am Indian and I listen to that russian post punk song everyday. Shocked to hear it here.

[@SuperHperTube]

Whats it called?

[@shravanburagapu8364]

@@SuperHperTube Chernikovskaya Hata is the artist and this particular song is stavlju na zero. But, my favourite song of theirs is Bledniy Barmen.

[@samfkt]

@@shravanburagapu8364 celebration to zero? Ehm....

[@touofthehighplains]

I'm sick of it all. Being a doomer wagie for a company that does not care about its workers. There has to be an instrument of change to break the cycle. But every time I want to change but I can never change no matter how many times I've gone through the cycle.

[@DoomDilemma]

I know that feeling trying to chance but at one point the motivation just goes away, and then you find yourself in a even badder shape then before.

[@touofthehighplains]

@WonderWaffles sounds pretty dangerous. Income doesn't sound very steady. I guess you immediately start making more if payment was under the table.

[@andreim2761]

Say the Jesus prayer. It will free you of clog and keep you steady

[@vidzorko4492]

As a dude who is much more consistent with the healthy habits ive developed over the years, I want to advise people to build habits very slowly, over time. Just take one habit and really do it every day to implement it into your life. Take it easy and do things you can ENJOY. Example, if you wanna lose weight, you dont have to jog if you hate it. you can download a step-counter and go for a 5000-step walk everyday. Do something you enjoy at least a little bit, so you can stick with it. And dont do this weird thing when youre constantly yoyo-ing in and out of consistency, it will make you feel much worse about yourself. Better to take it easy and really be consistent with your healthy habits. This will build discipline, increase your happiness overall and then you can add new healthy habits, hope this helps someone.

[@henriquemdo8788]

To me , this doomer lifestyle is like a Dark Hole that sucks me in , and even when I can get out , it's only a matter of time I get sucked in again ...

[@elongatedwing]

Complexity is what brings about change. Once he hit the green candle he got comfortable and reverted to his self destructive ways. This is the way.

[@alexrehak5564]

It is the harsh realisation that this is just a way of not improving anything while making it look like everything is better and changed. I have seen it many times throughout my life.

[@Xzone256]

I was doing this until I got stuck working 8 hours a day plus a couple hours commute to just pay rent. And the majority of my improvements went into the hole.

[@Ifraneljadida]

Habits. Habits. Habits. Control the present moment.

[@WeeklyWojak]

Love the training montage and the bottle opening animation was LIT

[@j.d.s.1837]

Self improvement is just an industry. Every video is a sales pitch.

[@TROLL43480]

Ставлю на Зеро! Nice vid ma guy i love how low budget but high effort this is ,I hope your channel grows.

[@DoomDilemma]

thanks I appreciate that

[@KingBingus96]

Jeez this is so accurate it hurts, I've gotta get my shit figured out.

[@johnmas2735]

I did all this a couple of months ago as a guy with ocd and anxious attachment difficulty and ptsd from childhood trauma and even started seeing a girl who said to me I was charismatic and confident; I had lots of people to hang out with and I was going out with different people everyday and meeting new people etc. But then my ocd, anxious attachment issues and ptsd came all at once to destroy my friendships and relationship and now I am lonely and suicidal again and I can't find the motivation to get a social life. I fucking hate myself. I am investing almost everything into therapy now but it is a very slow, lonely and painful process to unpack all this emotional baggage. I get fucking angry randomly and it is fucking exhausting.

[@Busto1299]

you can do this, I've suffered from depression. the healing process takes time and it is not linear. but it is possible

[@3LANTRA]

I usually feel alone with the things I feel and deal with, but everytime I watch a few of these videos, alone is the last thing i feel.

[@polciaczek1499]

We can do it anons, repeat, we can fkin do it!

[@DoomDilemma]

Good attitude keep trying until one day we gonna make it

[@AnEpicMemer]

Man, i really started to turn myself around with lifting weights, but then they closed gyms. Still, doing better than 2 years ago.

[@ya_boi_zak5927]

This is scary accurate. I would make so much progress then after a bit I would slowly fall back into my old habits. Truly a horrible situation to be in.

[@Jon.Almeida]

Sinceramente, já falhei tantas vezes na disciplina que sequer tento novamente.

[@Zeus22250]

Being consistent. Is the most important thing to learn

[@jameskurgan6435]

It's funny and sad at the same time, that people think, that lifting some heavy stuff is self improving XDDD!!!!!

[@karlfagerstrom]

What if you're self-improvement doomer every day, and original doomer every night

[@HydroHour]

3:22 I felt this before. One step at a time everyone. Things will always get better.

[@trackingthecoreofstuffandm2310]

the most toxic idea of self improvement is to expect an improvement

[@nickycocaine]

Exactly. Just be.

[@JohnnyWalkerBlack142]

It's not to have expectations, but to enjoy the journey. Everything we do in life is over with once we achieve it. Even orgasm is simply enjoyable in the climax, but almost depressing after ejaculation. If we continuously hope for end results then we will never be happy.

[@hyperboreanarchives7299]

@Philip B. I was a doomer that actually had a long term relationship... but I messed it all up by failing to desist from being a doomer. Relationships don't make you happy either, I was depressed almost the whole 5 years.

[@Selektur]

@@anonymerdude4501 well atleast where I live, there are no real communities. People live in suburbs without ever getting to know their neighbors. They also move frequently so strong social bonds are not able to be formed.

[@lonehiker6648]

nonsense, self improvement takes time. I used to be unemployed, play video games all night, sleep all day. absolutely no life. one day i got tired of it, found a job, worked with it for 2 years, then found a better job, got a gf, moved out from home, almost got married. etc. right there. self improvement. you can and you will improve just put work in and dont give up even if it is a cycle such as that. I believe in every one in the comments

[@Dame28]

Moral of the story kids: don’t even try in the first place 🥇

[@qwawazellasonyer7183]

The cycle only lasts 3 days for me. Doesn't start any more.

[@qwawazellasonyer7183]

@@ertu6517 k

[@TechnocraticAscendance3870]

The secret to life is that it doesn't matter. You could be the greatest person that ever lived, you will still die like all the rest, be forgotten like all the rest. Time comes for everyone. So while there's no reason not to pursue your dreams, there's also no reason to pursue them. It doesn't matter what you do. You exist until you don't.

[@uncensored6177]

Real.

[@ramsesf.7956]

Yes, I am like that, 28yo, being depressed since 10 years ago. I have suicidal thoughts but I've decided don't do it because my parents and sisters love me and I don't want to destroy their lives killing myself. In other hand I'm really tired of being depressed and mediocre, it's horrible live that way, so the only option in my life is start to improve myself. I have failed several times for wanting to change everything quickly. Now I'm going to start slowly every week. I don't care about the time I've wasted anymore, I care about don't waste the rest of my life. I wasn't born to be a mediocre guy, neither you my brothers.

[@mau345]

There’s nothing wrong with a mediocre life… from a socio-conventional perspective. I think people just have continually took in this drug of “being special” with all the media we’ve been consuming. But to be honest, we’re still capable of living full lives just as long as we acknowledge the world has provided us, simple as it seems at times. There are things we can learn that can keep us busy and curious more than a lifetime, but only people refuse to look and marvel at them because they were told by society that good life is this or that

[@roykeane1922]

The issue is trying to do everything at once, and to the extreme. Slow, steady progression. Your body will not be able to handle the energy output required in the short term for wholesale change

[@thetayz72]

I like how 1 month later it's still April

[@IllusionaryUsername]

"It's just an endless cycle I never leave square one Am I going somewhere Or am I on the run" (Mantits - Let Me Fucking Die)

[@TienNguyen-hd6ik]

This video reflects my life so much.

[@RiversInTheDesert]

JESUS

[@TrueGritProductions]

Poor doomer. Nothing makes him happy except the cycle of trying to be happy.

[@Solrax6]

So relatable

[@LeCalmar]

Discipline, Motivation and Purpose are the tripod that allow you too cook your accomplishments over the fire of you pride. If you don't maintain the three of them, the pot will spill over the fire, wasting it and extinguishing it.

[@klevelty611]

I would cut it down to purpose and discipline. Purpose ignites motivation so no need to include both.

[@trevorlahey2488]

That’s the way it is

[@terenceperson1204]

I think the biggest thing is baby steps if you try to change too rapidly you tend to lose motivation quickly because its a gigantic change, at least that how it was for me. I was overweight jobless and bumming off my mom but went a got a job now slowly pushed into weight lifting now as soon as I can I'm gonna try and find an apartment (if the prices settle down from the egotistical land owners). Then hopefully college.

[@ya_boi_zak5927]

Hey man if u trying to lose weight then I suggest u give fasting a shot. I used to weigh 238 and now I am 182. I know for some people the idea of not eating for long periods of time is bizarre, mostly because we are used to eating every day. But it really does work wonders. Start off slow then build up.

[@framepointer]

i love your channel and i think you will grow pretty fast good luck

[@DoomDilemma]

thanks appreciate that

[@cdprince768]

His fatal flaw was the poor extension on his shoulder flies.

[@WaveLord14]

Love the song, I found it on a Russian doomer Playlist few months ago

[@somedude3269]

can you link it?

[@grsk100]

You don't know how much i relate to this... now im on meds i will try to benefit from that little boost to be more disciplined (root of my problems)

[@whiterhinorecreational9299]

He improved so much he became a fed which sent him right back to the bottom

[@AmericanWhiteTrash]

This is me right now at 2:51 AM. I woke up at 2. I’ll go on a run at five, clean my house, go to work and do this for a while. Then I’ll crash and end up back in a depressed hole of KZbin contemplating existence after this life.

[@ya_boi_zak5927]

Not a good feeling at all man.... endless loops. I know I'm not supposed to be on KZbin watching videos but it's hard to break old habits.

[@gigasic]

I can't do it anymore, it has been almost 2 years and I don't know how much cycles had I repeated. I wish I had never discovered self improvement

[@gangshit4326]

dont give up

[@forexsniper6061]

Too close to home for me

[@Jamesninja99]

gnight everybody, im gonna fall asleep listning to cumtown now. see you next time on "how many people are silently sharing my experience?"

[@formarkv]

One of the best. Kudos good sir

[@Peter_Parker69]

These are really good. Please never stop making doomer videos

[@pavelbelov9957]

THIS WHAT EXACTLY MY LIFE IS!unbeliveable!!!!

[@chocolatecookie8571]

Divorce can make you a doomer again

[@uranuuss]

Its me trying to improve now. I wonder if ill fall back again.

[@atomict1974]

That reminds me of the 4 steps of "enlightment" a cycle that starts all over again & again. Invent yourself new from time 2 time.

[@longhairboi6140]

“Self improvement is masterbation. Now self destruction...” -TD

[@The_Black_Vegeta]

Sometimes it feels like somebody’s watching me.

[@notsure1135]

Speculate your way into a comfortable existence.

[@VinceAlvare]

Hitting a little too close to home there, budday

[@reiayanamnam5444]

And even months after this it was still April 12th 2021

[@flyingcrab8371]

thinking for your own is nothing mindless spam to make yourself seem more put together is everything

[@deltaid1439]

you made me listen to russian music, at the time i was learning russian and then i watched this video and hearing Chernikovskaya Hata made me listens to russian post punk music etc and it makes me speak russian more clearly. Thanks For That

[@kostasdockus9064]

"Doomed to Repeat" Is my new slogan 🎖🤠

[@TheAlpha620]

Danm its like a mirrored movie of most of our lives

[@Andy-Andeee]

Self sabotage is a helluva drug -Abe Lincoln

[@Fectivan]

Self improvement for a year, still depressed, nothing changed and still a loser, but depressed with a purpose that has meaning to me that i desire, keep moving forward for it or else its entire life of nothing but depression and suffering

[@ricardomartin6961]

It's me but without the beer and playing wow. I want to escape this vicious circle but at the same time don't want to

[@DoomDilemma]

It‘s really hard to truly escape the vicious circle, you gotta try to break out again and again and again until one day the cricle is broken

[@ricardomartin6961]

@@DoomDilemma did you break the cicle?

[@Octodaurus777]

I have this too, and it feels like I can’t live in balance. I either live as a fitness guru, working out daily and eating healthy or eating junk food,feeling depressed and feeling like a junkie. It’s either black or white for me

[@skittlezthatkittlez]

@@Octodaurus777 we gotta find a balance man

[@tacticalbondsh]

Cleaning your room and kitchen goes a long way