Feel so alone 💭 Sad lofi hip hop mix

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Dreamy

Dreamy

Күн бұрын

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@dreamylofi
@dreamylofi 4 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate your support. Thank you
@amandarenee555
@amandarenee555 4 жыл бұрын
This girl reminds me of Hotaru from Sailor Moon.
@DeletedFilmz
@DeletedFilmz 4 жыл бұрын
The outro song? 🥺
@hunted690
@hunted690 4 жыл бұрын
what called last song?
@johnwayne3554
@johnwayne3554 4 жыл бұрын
Thks, I'm working nights in a locked psych ward now.
@johnwayne3554
@johnwayne3554 4 жыл бұрын
I am so glad I discovered this genera
@itskilli
@itskilli 4 жыл бұрын
if i feel alone, but there are thousands of other people listening to this who also feel alone - none of us are really alone. we're all here together. i hope you can feel better soon
@abbrielladickinson6438
@abbrielladickinson6438 4 жыл бұрын
Being alone together.
@aprilskyer
@aprilskyer 4 жыл бұрын
can we be friends ;-;
@louan6547
@louan6547 4 жыл бұрын
let's be lonely together
@itskilli
@itskilli 4 жыл бұрын
@@aprilskyer of course!
@RubbishRebel
@RubbishRebel 4 жыл бұрын
Good point we all are alone together. It gets better 🙂
@Stryker_VR
@Stryker_VR 4 жыл бұрын
"I'm not addicted to alcohol or drugs, I'm addicted to escaping reality" - Unknown
@moritzkaa9973
@moritzkaa9973 4 жыл бұрын
I ain't a gamer for fun I am for escaping reality
@meeskollenhof
@meeskollenhof 4 жыл бұрын
Daaaaammmn, so deep and relatable holy shit. School and responsibilities everywhere
@tylerking4626
@tylerking4626 4 жыл бұрын
hm..
@piadaserelaxos3860
@piadaserelaxos3860 4 жыл бұрын
What is so wrong about reality? Since we live on it, let us live and love it! Love my kids, my parents, my wife, love what God made for us, mortals. Love the idea of eternity that we can only reach by the knowledge of immaterial (God again). Don´t worry, young people, you are only bored. All things must pass. Guten morgen brasilien
@meeskollenhof
@meeskollenhof 4 жыл бұрын
camilo maganha you probably haven’t heard of school in your live, it starts cool and you meet friends but after 10 fucking years it keeps getting harder and harder. I just passed last year and now they litterly splitted my whole friend group into different classes. And then you think it’s stupid that we prefer games where you can play all the times with your friends and just have a blast instead of thinking about responsibilities and upcoming tests!!
@odedelias7086
@odedelias7086 4 жыл бұрын
People saying "i miss the good days" Man i even don't remember the good days.
@Tala_toto399
@Tala_toto399 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah me too.. But it's fine may thinds get better. ❤️
@handyscenario178
@handyscenario178 4 жыл бұрын
I guess its the fact that "the good old days" were the best moments we could salvage from this cruel world before we were hit with reality
@yourfriendlyneighborhoodcl4824
@yourfriendlyneighborhoodcl4824 4 жыл бұрын
@@handyscenario178 that is a sad reality
@user-eu9nt8cv4v
@user-eu9nt8cv4v 4 жыл бұрын
I never even had those in the first place
@handyscenario178
@handyscenario178 4 жыл бұрын
@@user-eu9nt8cv4v Well eventually you will I promise you. I mean what else would we live for except except for good moments. Playing your favorite video game. Calming your mind listening to lofi. And for a moment it feels good. If all we lived for were horrible days life wouldn't be worth living. Whether it be a short period thats what we humans live for. Thats why we work. Its so we can live true but also so we can LIVE if you know what I mean. To have a shot at making ourselves happy even for a moment. Thats why many date, thats why you listened to this lofi, thats why many reminisce about their past and how carefree they used to be able to be. To get that moment. And even if it was for a moment, you'll refer back to it and say to yourself, I wish it could be like that forever. Thats what it means by good ol days. The term is vast. It never means that life was perfect. The sad reality is, thats how close it could've gotten to perfect despite how terrible of a world we live in.
@ItsN1naBabyyy
@ItsN1naBabyyy 3 жыл бұрын
After leaving a toxic friendship, and finally being able to sit in peace, this is just what I need. Thank you lofi community for your love and effort to produce these beautiful songs. :) 💜
@dux_13
@dux_13 3 жыл бұрын
My friends if I can even call them friends leave me behind I should do the same
@temzie
@temzie 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not depressed or anything Just sad for a really long time
@luisstudios_7740
@luisstudios_7740 4 жыл бұрын
Temzie i feel you
@rimuru153
@rimuru153 4 жыл бұрын
I wish that can be my case...
@kc-wr1ui
@kc-wr1ui 4 жыл бұрын
i hope ur ok plz listen to sum cute songs maybe ; )
@shak1796
@shak1796 4 жыл бұрын
I have that too bro but u just gotta ignore that just try to be happy just think positive
@thelateweeb2799
@thelateweeb2799 4 жыл бұрын
Same bro, sometimes it just feels good to be sad and idk why. Being happy all the time would suck and I guess contemplating life and existence is important too :).
@noaha.6756
@noaha.6756 3 жыл бұрын
“The people with the best most amazing fantasies are the ones with the worst realities “ - s o m e o n e
@razik6812
@razik6812 3 жыл бұрын
Yaaaaa
@deswoodwdcollar8843
@deswoodwdcollar8843 3 жыл бұрын
You speak truth sadly but it's honesty. Props to you
@tytydonta3541
@tytydonta3541 3 жыл бұрын
2deep4me bro
@Lado909
@Lado909 3 жыл бұрын
That’s way too real
@deswoodwdcollar8843
@deswoodwdcollar8843 3 жыл бұрын
@@Lado909 okay
@Dead_Wir3
@Dead_Wir3 4 жыл бұрын
I wish everyone there was a lofi group where we just lay on the roof play some lofi and talk about life
@emiliazarembska3142
@emiliazarembska3142 4 жыл бұрын
Let's make a lofi group chat
@che-chos-beja3652
@che-chos-beja3652 4 жыл бұрын
What about a Discord server? Would be glad to participate on it :D
@brokentype1120
@brokentype1120 4 жыл бұрын
I would Like to....
@brokentype1120
@brokentype1120 4 жыл бұрын
I could BE one of the members and one of the mods
@nas5834
@nas5834 4 жыл бұрын
like my comment if ur joining :)
@chilldreaming
@chilldreaming Жыл бұрын
For everyone who is going through a hard time in their personal life and also trying to study...I am with you my friend. Hang in there. We'll make it through this 😍
@dedec861
@dedec861 4 жыл бұрын
More than one doctor told me I have a depressed personality. Next week I'll turn 30 and I haven't accomplished anything in my life: never finished my studies, no job, no prospectives. I spend whole days crying sometimes, and whole nights thinking about things that give me even more anxiety. This music really helps, thank you Dreamy.
@raey4389
@raey4389 4 жыл бұрын
hey stranger we don't know each other, probably will never get to, haven't seen each other and never spoken to each other. but here's something; you will be always seen different or not up to society's eyes, but you are a wonderful being. you may think you haven't accomplished anything, but you've definitely made some people happy, made some people inspired and made some people worried about you when you were down. you've struggled so much. You deserve much more. You're a huge,colorful world that no one probably took the chance to look at you and explore you. This may not help a lot, but remember, someone out there still loves you, someone out there is worried for you, someone out there wants to see you smile. take your time and heal. I wish the best for you
@qnique7279
@qnique7279 4 жыл бұрын
Federica We don’t know each other but I know a lot of ppl who are in the same situation you are in, even be. I’ll be 27 this year and I’m now just starting to find who I really am and my purpose. Someone who dealt with depression and feeling like a failure to those who I care the most about I realize after I had my son that if I continue to put my all into it that’s the first step of showing yourself that you care for you. Sit down and express yourself on what it is that you want to do (write it down) this of all the ways that you can give back if the career you choose. I wish you the best and remember you where born for something so go and find it!.
@SomeBody-ce3gq
@SomeBody-ce3gq 4 жыл бұрын
Just because you haven't accomplished those things yet doesn't mean you never will. It's up to you, really. Wishing you the best. ♥️
@dororo9485
@dororo9485 4 жыл бұрын
Those docters suck i bet you you're a great person and that you have a great personality. You'll achieve so many things. Don't worry about it!😁
@sandracantreras4387
@sandracantreras4387 4 жыл бұрын
finaly you are better now and I am sorry what you've been through
@rose-if6vq
@rose-if6vq 3 жыл бұрын
you know the feeling where you don't really care about your birthday but get sad when nobody remembers it? it's not about the fact that i enjoy brithdays, it's the fact that nobody remembers me.
@lofikhat5877
@lofikhat5877 3 жыл бұрын
My birthday is coming up on the 20th, sad to say I have no friends currently
@lofikhat5877
@lofikhat5877 3 жыл бұрын
@John-Paul L Makes me happier reading this. Thank you very much 🙂 I will try to keep my head up
@xneco7663
@xneco7663 3 жыл бұрын
yes...i told my friend 1 day before my birthday that i have and he still forgot...
@howdepressing2495
@howdepressing2495 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@chelseahalcomb5292
@chelseahalcomb5292 3 жыл бұрын
My birthday is this month and I don't feel anything for it
@bochita29
@bochita29 4 жыл бұрын
The other day I went to see my friends who live in a city very far from me, I am a person with very few friends since in my town I have no one. The thing is that I had a great time with them until my day came to go and go back to my routines and my lonely and sad life with no one, with nothing just me, my computer and this type of videos that help me get my demons within me. I don't think anyone stops to read this comment but I just wanted to get it out to vent a little. Have a nice day.
@maverick2334
@maverick2334 4 жыл бұрын
same here, sad thing is that when you go visit them all the time and moments that has passed when you where ausent exists just for those people, not for you, thats when you realize that you're not part of that place, like if you had no home nor family to return with
@onism9561
@onism9561 4 жыл бұрын
You're heard
@marsc9049
@marsc9049 4 жыл бұрын
I topped to read your comment and I can assure you that all of this will pass one day and you will be where you want to be in life, happily.
@yoggerzzz
@yoggerzzz 4 жыл бұрын
I cannot promise you a happy life. I cannot promise that things can and will get better. But what I can say is: we need to take life, one day at a time. To not take for granted the things we have; including ourselves. We have a light we share to this world, we effect people more than we know or are aware of. It's hard to not feel lonely in a sea of aimlessness that is humanity. Like buoying silhouettes upon the waves we ride the currents, together, and yet always so alone. Work on yourself. That's all we can do. Try to be the best you can be, not for others, but for yourself. Find happiness and solidarity in your unique self. In the end, we are all alone. But that doesn't mean we cannot make this world, and ourselves, a better place. Know that one day, when your time is to come, the people who loved you--who do love you--will remember the unique Light you brought to this world.
@juice9305
@juice9305 4 жыл бұрын
you and i are the same. hope your are doing better now.❤️
@redstone_irl
@redstone_irl 3 жыл бұрын
When life gives you sadness, I'll be here listening with you.
@world_of_music742
@world_of_music742 3 жыл бұрын
Cool video! Watch a video about music on my channel! Put a like, and if you liked it, subscribe! I will be pleased!
@ashxicy1605
@ashxicy1605 4 жыл бұрын
I hate being alone, but at the same time, all I want is to be alone
@silent4581
@silent4581 3 жыл бұрын
it's "being alone without the feeling of loneliness" my friend :)
@guilhermec8798
@guilhermec8798 3 жыл бұрын
solitude
@srirampant3135
@srirampant3135 3 жыл бұрын
Better to be alone rather than be with so called "friends" .
@OskaRYZZ
@OskaRYZZ 3 жыл бұрын
So fucking truth
@surendarmalai96
@surendarmalai96 3 жыл бұрын
i like being alone......not lonely
@tovaaya8187
@tovaaya8187 3 жыл бұрын
*you don't know the feeling of being the only one there to calm yourself down, though you pretend it's someone else.*
@bodystacker_gfy
@bodystacker_gfy 3 жыл бұрын
Edna mode gettin deep
@tovaaya8187
@tovaaya8187 3 жыл бұрын
@@bodystacker_gfy ofc i am im edna mode. i can do everything except capes.
@canigetuhhhfries9475
@canigetuhhhfries9475 3 жыл бұрын
yeah i do..so many times where iv'e been at the lowest point and i wish someone would come into my room and give me a hug..but thats just fantasy lol
@who_we_are______5926
@who_we_are______5926 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, is it normal?
@Grace-hp3rw
@Grace-hp3rw 3 жыл бұрын
Depression.. a feeling of drowning while everyone around you is breathing..
@carinacastro7056
@carinacastro7056 3 жыл бұрын
That's exactly what I felt today
@vatanc4746
@vatanc4746 3 жыл бұрын
For me it feels the other way around: A feeling of breathing while everyone around you is drowning. İn a way it makes you feel human because when you are depressed you stop playing play pretend, see the world's true face and don't try to force yourself into a false sense of happiness like most of the people around us. We are depressed because we have the courage to look the harsh truth and our ugly problems dead in the eye, face them, except their existence and fight them head on instead of sugar coating them in ignorance. Those few people who have that strength are the ones who are going to be truly happy now and for all eternity.
@lakeberg5102
@lakeberg5102 3 жыл бұрын
@@vatanc4746 Do you feel a sense of letting go?
@exitzu731
@exitzu731 3 жыл бұрын
@@carinacastro7056 I felt like this for a year and I am still depresed
@carinacastro7056
@carinacastro7056 3 жыл бұрын
@@exitzu731 I hope that it's just a phase (a long one, but still a phase) :(
@Inevitable_Prophet
@Inevitable_Prophet 3 жыл бұрын
“Silence speaks the loudest words” -probably someone I had an experience in high school where this quote resonates with me. I’m high school I went through frequent depressive phases and i still go through them. During one of my phases of depression my parents were late picking me up so I had to sit alone after school to wait for them. One of my closest friends at the time just sat down next to me and leaned up against me. I took off my headphones to see if she wanted to say something but neither of us spoke. But during that moment I had felt the best I have since my childhood. I was 10 when I watched my grandfather pass away in the hospital. I’ve been suffering in silence since that day. Until I met her. Sometimes all it takes is a little bit of company to change your day.
@thatgamerperson5032
@thatgamerperson5032 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss and I hope you recover from it
@jpzp
@jpzp Жыл бұрын
YOU ARE STRONG MAN LETS GOO
@r6e686
@r6e686 Жыл бұрын
Amen to that 🙏I hope you're feeling better now 🌹
@BBAMblog
@BBAMblog 4 жыл бұрын
How come lonely people never find each other Edit: Wow I knew there were other people put there but over 3k likes, and over 100 replies. Thanks evrybody for just still existing, I know its hard sometimes, maybe all the time, but we always fight for that next day. If nobody else believes in you, I do. Keep fighting.
@randygarcia367
@randygarcia367 4 жыл бұрын
Dude...
@elijahfartpoop
@elijahfartpoop 4 жыл бұрын
cuz im hiding
@SoupZardous
@SoupZardous 4 жыл бұрын
We do. We are just too lonely to realize it.
@rizaldymaulana3030
@rizaldymaulana3030 4 жыл бұрын
Rude
@jadeshin4320
@jadeshin4320 4 жыл бұрын
Because we're good at hiding it.
@kimberlydavis112
@kimberlydavis112 4 жыл бұрын
This gives me the "I'm fine, don't worry about me. I hope to see you again sometime, I love you... " vibes, if that makes sense...
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah it does take care dude
@kaanskbg
@kaanskbg 3 жыл бұрын
im literally like this rn...feeling with no soul, cant even cry, i just feel empty
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
@@kaanskbg its 11:09 pm here and i feel the same and feel like giving up
@jesusisking3814
@jesusisking3814 3 жыл бұрын
For anyone scrolling through the comments going through a really hard time I truly hope things get better for you no matter who you are. Please don't give up trying. There is a reason you are here reading this message, to remind you that YOU are so important to God and His Son Jesus Christ. I can only imagine what you are going through but God knows. I also know how difficult life can be and I may not understand your exact experience but I am truly sorry that things have been so tough for you. I care and want you to know that you are not alone, you have a purpose, you are worthy of so much. Please take it one day at a time, one step at a time. I am praying that God will send His angels to each and everyone of you to comfort you, surround you with His love, give you peace beyond measure, and to change things for the better. Please know that you are here for a reason and that sometimes we don't always know why we go through things, maybe to help someone else going through the same thing because you understand such pain that someone else may not. All the pain and suffering is caused by sin which we are given death as a wage for but we have a Savior Jesus Christ who loved us first and He died for you, He loves you more than you could ever know. Please repent by asking Him for forgiveness of wrongs and ask Him into your heart believing with sincerity. (Please see the book the Holy Bible for more information) He can guide you in all things. I speak from experience it doesn't matter what we have done or that we think we don't measure up He will meet us where we are, even in our lowest low. He can give you peace beyond measure, I speak from experience. I can only imagine how hard it has been for you but I truly hope the best is yet to come for all of you. Please never give up, because He won't give up on us. Please remember this when things are hard and you feel at the end of your rope. Jesus Christ has done everything for us and He wants us to be healed. Put your faith in Christ today! To give your life to Jesus Christ here is a sample prayer: Dear Lord Father in Heaven I admit I am a sinner. I have done many things that don't please you. I have lived my life for myself only. I am sorry and I repent. I ask you to forgive me. I believe that you died for me to save me. You did what I could not do for myself. I come to you now and ask you to take control of my life; I give it to you. From this day forward, help me to live every day for you in a way that pleases you. I love you Lord, and I thank you that I will spend eternity with you, In Jesus name I pray, amen...........
@erikchavez8954
@erikchavez8954 3 жыл бұрын
Are you okay? 7 months been a long time just needed to know
@izukumidoriya3391
@izukumidoriya3391 4 жыл бұрын
"I'm afraid of opening up, only i'm not sure which frightens me the most. Letting you in, or the monsters out." - Beau Taplin
@jadedjade584
@jadedjade584 3 жыл бұрын
this speaks volumes
@lilah276
@lilah276 3 жыл бұрын
mood
@deswoodwdcollar8843
@deswoodwdcollar8843 3 жыл бұрын
Truthfulness indeed 😞
@stoneyjabroni6372
@stoneyjabroni6372 3 жыл бұрын
The Feels...
@strangearcade
@strangearcade Жыл бұрын
I know I'm 2 years late, but yea, that resonates
@lilgoosey-lc9zg
@lilgoosey-lc9zg 3 жыл бұрын
So we all just sitting here with tears stuck to our faces from just looking at our homework huh
@hasans.khambati1091
@hasans.khambati1091 2 жыл бұрын
Yes, we are my friend, yes we are.
@random_hdi2449
@random_hdi2449 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah basically
@mirlenealexis4711
@mirlenealexis4711 6 ай бұрын
pretty much yeah.
@neilk.3876
@neilk.3876 4 жыл бұрын
I just realised how kind the community is. Like in other Channels the people are so toxic but here every comment is nice or sad. I guess sad and lonley people are the best :) I love you guys
@phantomhazard5539
@phantomhazard5539 4 жыл бұрын
i just realised that sad and lonely people are the best as they dont want anyone else to be sad cz they know how it feels like
@mraryan8598
@mraryan8598 4 жыл бұрын
❤️but i think all of it are sad
@dualgamer0745
@dualgamer0745 4 жыл бұрын
We just want everyone to live their best life you know
@Andr00medawastaken
@Andr00medawastaken 4 жыл бұрын
@Nightmxre Otaku Love you too ( ˘ ³˘)♥
@rakay3303
@rakay3303 4 жыл бұрын
Lonely people ARE the best, we have no one to be compared to on our side
@kanski9
@kanski9 4 жыл бұрын
The lo-fi mix comment sections are basically, a collection of these small, poem-like texts. They give advice, help and just makes anyones mood just a 100x better. And for that, Thanks.
@kakashihatake8277
@kakashihatake8277 4 жыл бұрын
I was stuck at bus stop for 3 hours I’m happy to be listening to the dreamy music
@kylemapue461
@kylemapue461 4 жыл бұрын
Wow thats long bro
@HeavyArmoredMedic
@HeavyArmoredMedic 4 жыл бұрын
Oops it must be quite boring :/
@tabutsadzekakhi4665
@tabutsadzekakhi4665 4 жыл бұрын
Impossible
@kakashihatake8277
@kakashihatake8277 4 жыл бұрын
Ozgur yeah it was
@kakashihatake8277
@kakashihatake8277 4 жыл бұрын
ReMiNGToN I mean I live in Philadelphia, they cut down transportation
@ethanmitchell7479
@ethanmitchell7479 3 жыл бұрын
“There are two types of rest..... One that requires sleep And one that requires peace.....”
@thelofichannel7199
@thelofichannel7199 4 жыл бұрын
“We live as we dream--alone....” - Joseph Conrad
@trestilo8504
@trestilo8504 4 жыл бұрын
kinda true but i sometimes dream of others too.
@cloudy9337
@cloudy9337 4 жыл бұрын
"poeple dont cry because they are weak, they cry because they have been strong for too long"
@ishx_03
@ishx_03 4 жыл бұрын
That's right.. Sometimes I cry without any reason.. And after that i feel very relaxed.. ♥♥
@ishx_03
@ishx_03 4 жыл бұрын
That's right.. Sometimes I cry without any reason.. And after that i feel very relaxed.. ♥♥
@cloudy9337
@cloudy9337 4 жыл бұрын
@@ishx_03 💞
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah sometimes we can't hold it any longer
@hermysosa6154
@hermysosa6154 3 жыл бұрын
-itachi Uchiha I think
@nostalgicmusic
@nostalgicmusic 4 жыл бұрын
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter. i love you all
@derreudige5052
@derreudige5052 4 жыл бұрын
nice comment
@wetsalad9503
@wetsalad9503 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah every one is sharing it
@casualenvironment9727
@casualenvironment9727 4 жыл бұрын
your comment made me ugly cry
@veronica1848
@veronica1848 4 жыл бұрын
i love you
@RolaiEckolo
@RolaiEckolo 4 жыл бұрын
Thoughts. Okay. Daydreams lit my eyes when the world was somber and quiet. Existing used to feel like something. Friends just... were. Family knew me. Emotions stirred when I read, when I watched, when I listened. Stars used to twinkle. I am a husk. Good things are often ugly and all too necessary. Life is a bittersweet sorrow. Left behind, long forgotten. That's what I am now. Life clung with a stronger grip back then, leaping to and fro between the hurdles I can't hope to reach now. I'm not just alone. I'm not just disillusioned. I'm not just envious and stoic. There's a hole in my chest and nothing fills it. A wound that bleeds more with every bandage I put on it. It isn't scabbing, isn't closing, isn't healing. I'm not getting better. Everything's fading. Maybe it always was.
@bunnymusic5678
@bunnymusic5678 2 жыл бұрын
This comment section honestly really shows there are still good people in this world.....even when you feel so alone.
@gooninfps
@gooninfps 4 жыл бұрын
" Depression is like a war, some live and some die trying. " -Unknown Have a good day, if you're having a bad one just try to make it as good as you can. I believe in you :)
@mraryan8598
@mraryan8598 4 жыл бұрын
that's hard its gona be fake
@timothyjonathan1599
@timothyjonathan1599 4 жыл бұрын
its more like a dark joke ._. but good one
@respectablecitizen2797
@respectablecitizen2797 4 жыл бұрын
Depression....seems like a body that fights to live with a mind that wants to die
@hailchan
@hailchan 4 жыл бұрын
Virtual hugs to other lonely peeps out there. We’ll go tru this together. 🏙🌃🌌🌉
@kitsuneshadow6624
@kitsuneshadow6624 4 жыл бұрын
turn the negative into inspiration and drive. 999 for life.
@aniqah75
@aniqah75 4 жыл бұрын
Now I've hit a point where I don't feel happy or sad or excitement anymore...just kinda existing these days Edit: (1 month later) it hurts seeing the replies knowing that so many of u feel the same way. It really does suck but after a whole month of staying away from my phone, journaling, meditating and focusing more on myself, I can tell you I feel much happier at the moment. Hard times will eventually pass I promise but it's different for everyone. I won't be this happy forever now, god forbid it could change after I post this but my point is, I hope all of u can overcome the hard times. Life really is like a rollercoaster. You're gonna feel so damn low but then you'll feel over the moon and you'll come crashing down again. I just hope you find healing ways/ ways to cope during those falls that work for you. Try to discover what makes you feel alive, even if of just watching something to help youescape for a little. To those still reading, thank you. Sending you all love and stay strong 💜 Edit: (3 months) Never thought I'd say this but my mental health is at the best it's ever been. It's taken patience, understanding, learning and so many years though. But it's worth it because I feel like I'm living a good quality life finally? But the fact that I'm also aware that life will become really hard again is what helps my peace of mind. I'm not going to feel this great for the rest of my life and you won't feel hurt for the rest of your life because that's not what life is. It could be amazing one day then terrible the next. Quarantine actually was the hardest but taught me the most. How I'm taking care of my mental health now? I did some soul searching after feeling like I had no worth or purpose on earth, found out about things I truly liked, spent a lot of time alone to focus on myself and do things that make me happy or feel alive, even though they were as small as watching water fall in nature surrounded by petals or allowing myself to be creative or even just cleaning my room. Since I found little fun things to do each day, I felt like I was living to the fullest personally. Another thing I did each day, change my sleeping habits so instead of sleeping at 5am n waking up at 3pm (it was so bad lol) I started sleeping around 11 and woke up at 6am. Then I would NOT go on my phone first thing but instead listen to a guided meditation, repeat my own affirmations, calmly stretch outside or do yoga while listening to the birds sing. As for my anxiety...still need a lot of work there but I will hopefully overcome it one day. There's no rush, life is long. Slowly by doing these small things and questioning who I am as a person, I learnt that life is too short to worry what people tell me or say about me. In no way will we be happy 24/7 and have the perfect routine everyday or talk to ourselves with love every second, but I think what would help us live more at peace is if we can become more aware of what we're feeling (happy/sad/worried..etc) and remember "Everything Goes". This feeling is temporary and you'll feel happy again. Look up to the sky if it's daylight and just watch the clouds, how they pass slowly then a new one comes in...now think of those clouds as your thoughts and feelings. It will pass. If you really thing about it...we're all just tiny human beings on a planet in this huge ass universe where no one truly knows for sure why we're here..we actually are just existing, so why not exist doing what makes you feel happy or alive? It might take a while for you to figure out what that is but with a little alone time, look inside yourself and genuinely reflect on times you felt alive and excited. Then do more of this :) I'm not saying you have to do ANY of what I did in order to be happy at all, I was only sharing what I felt personally helps me want to wake up in the morning and helps me cope with my depression that I've had ever since I can remember but what I'm saying is to just focus on yourself and question yourself in many aspects of your life, you may or may not find the answer to them straight away but they will help you become more self aware, therefore learning more about yourself and what makes you feel happy in peace. Anyway that was my update and advice so if you're still here reading this, I hope it gave you a little hope. you will get through it with patience and a little work. Theres is over 7 billion people in the world and no one has any idea what we're actually doing as humans on this small planet. Let's just continue to uplift eachother and remember that everything good and bad will eventually pass. Seeing your replies make me feel so happy. You all have a growth mentality and it's not easy but at least that tiny bit of effort is what makes you so damn strong. Every single one of you deserve to live a life you dream of. Sending you all my love and virtual hug or a shoulder to cry on 🤍 Cheering for you all💪 you are never alone ✨
@ray_9088
@ray_9088 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@scottphillips7795
@scottphillips7795 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@jakeirving2877
@jakeirving2877 4 жыл бұрын
Yup..... Till I work up the courage to play russian roulette with myself.
@dankosoul
@dankosoul 4 жыл бұрын
relatable, but we have to keep at it and win over and over and over and over with many falls in between for some more than other but we keep going over and over and over and win and lose and keep winning, hope you all are doing fine
@reaperquinn8561
@reaperquinn8561 4 жыл бұрын
i hear ya bruh
@leo-gd8gi
@leo-gd8gi 4 жыл бұрын
People think that the broken ones are those that don't smile anymore but the ones that are really broken are those that can't even cry anymore.
@sarah.h6250
@sarah.h6250 3 жыл бұрын
it sucks, you just sit there not knowing how to let your pain out anymore.
@hubertcumberdale5191
@hubertcumberdale5191 3 жыл бұрын
@@sarah.h6250 exactly,that's when I started self-harming,which sucks even more don't do it
@shadowthehedgehog1774
@shadowthehedgehog1774 3 жыл бұрын
Same. I'm numb since years...but beep inside of me I just want to have my emotions back and let them out. It was self protection, because there where to much pain and problems around me...it was the only way survive. Now many days it feels like I'm sad inside and wish I could cry, but I can't. It's horrible.
@tshoodi
@tshoodi 3 жыл бұрын
talkin about me
@lilmike8517
@lilmike8517 3 жыл бұрын
I force myself to cry to feel something I guess
@birdie7344
@birdie7344 Жыл бұрын
this is my life right now. ive got no friends, im studying for exams and i stay at home all day and study for it. no social life too so its the perfect caption "feel so alone". but, this too shall pass. ive got great days ahead and i know that. i just need to grind for now, i can do this. good luck peeps, we all got this! :) Edit: I made it!!! i passed all my exams! :)
@Rand0mHero713
@Rand0mHero713 Жыл бұрын
Congrats homie!
@bayako4754
@bayako4754 Жыл бұрын
Well play bro, try to restart an social life
@jennifercarvente
@jennifercarvente 8 ай бұрын
Aw man this is me right now too, no friends, just studying, playing videogames, learning piano, a new language, completely alone
@watnoudan
@watnoudan 7 ай бұрын
You need to explore a different perspective and stop overthinking life. Some books i recommend: "Pneuma by BJR Zwarts" and "Dark places of Wisdom by Peter Kingsley".... some Alan Watts lectures as well :) Read all 3 and you will be cleared of all the nonsense. Trust me.
@The_tea_keeper
@The_tea_keeper 5 ай бұрын
Been a year since you commented this and im hoping your doing good. Also congrats on your exams!
@samanthastidham7436
@samanthastidham7436 4 жыл бұрын
'we're all just suicidal teens/kids telling other suicidal kids and teens not to do it.' -Unknown
@J.ess.
@J.ess. 3 жыл бұрын
Because more often than not we care more about other people than ourselves. We've put people ahead of us for so long, it's natural for us to want to help.
@waIIow
@waIIow 3 жыл бұрын
We have the same picture, except i edited mine.
@waIIow
@waIIow 3 жыл бұрын
The thing is, no one wants to die, they just want to be _happy._ And when they start to believe happiness doesn't exist, that's when they lose their will to live.
@deswoodwdcollar8843
@deswoodwdcollar8843 3 жыл бұрын
Sadly as much as we want to end we all have the power of will to refuse. 😔
@alecalvarado7682
@alecalvarado7682 3 жыл бұрын
Love you man
@januyamasushi9517
@januyamasushi9517 3 жыл бұрын
thank you all, i've spent 30 minutes reading all of your comments and it has helped me so much. your problems made me feel like i'm not the only person suffering, and the advice got me to get back up. to anyone feeling "pathetic" for scrolling the comment section just to feel better don't be. i did too but after a while all the positive comments just helps u so much. even though none of us may truly ever meet, i feel as we all really do love each other in this big world.
@demonimouto
@demonimouto 3 жыл бұрын
"The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal" - Nao Tomori
@Melisa-lb7dd
@Melisa-lb7dd 3 жыл бұрын
Charlotte 💗✨🥺
@kl9070
@kl9070 3 жыл бұрын
I love her sm.Shes my fav character.
@canigetuhhhfries9475
@canigetuhhhfries9475 3 жыл бұрын
this is so true fam
@goldenballettheater8839
@goldenballettheater8839 3 жыл бұрын
you know me
@natsukashii_ne
@natsukashii_ne 2 жыл бұрын
told ya
@billdover3694
@billdover3694 3 жыл бұрын
You ain't crying cuz you're weak, you're crying cuz you haven't cried in so long
@nighter4741
@nighter4741 2 жыл бұрын
ive been crying all this week, but ty :)
@Simon-sw4ov
@Simon-sw4ov Жыл бұрын
@@nighter4741 cracked me up haha Hope you can cry out everything that burdens you :)
@mikoala2145
@mikoala2145 4 жыл бұрын
4:32AM here Just feeling alone Staying in this dark room Crying I’m not crying for something I’m crying for no reasons I love to cry Crying makes you feel good It’s okay to cry.
@alfred3585
@alfred3585 4 жыл бұрын
Crying is good it flushes all the pain sometimes, glad there's someone who feel the same,love you.
@AAAVET
@AAAVET 4 жыл бұрын
Cant cry anymore physically at least its just in the heart now
@jadedjade584
@jadedjade584 3 жыл бұрын
me too, i just cried for the first time in months and it felt amazing. i’m in a really emotionally numb state and crying is extremely hard for me, even when i’m super sad, the tears just don’t come but i like crying
@zeykaaa
@zeykaaa 3 жыл бұрын
me to
@Alkimachos
@Alkimachos 3 жыл бұрын
6:25 am gang :( i just want the pain to stop, I'm high, but it's not stopping the tears
@armin2674
@armin2674 3 жыл бұрын
"tired of life but scared from death" -Armin
@sock312
@sock312 3 жыл бұрын
That’s rough. I haven’t feared death in a very long time but that must be agonizing. I’m sorry
@ibotlimbu3850
@ibotlimbu3850 3 жыл бұрын
Is this from Attack on titan
@shawnfroste3880
@shawnfroste3880 3 жыл бұрын
@@ibotlimbu3850 yeah
@balllllllllllll
@balllllllllllll 3 жыл бұрын
Are you alive armin😆
@bangtuna9099
@bangtuna9099 3 жыл бұрын
Actually, I've always wanted to kill myself, but I was afraid of sin
@Imaginereality42
@Imaginereality42 4 жыл бұрын
Hey guys, let’s be alone together.
@darrise6670
@darrise6670 3 жыл бұрын
Lets try to be happy toghether... Maybe it sounds better
@AmitPhantom
@AmitPhantom 3 жыл бұрын
honestly i don't think i would come so low to say that but it feels so good to just see someone come and tell me good day
@diegocorral7468
@diegocorral7468 2 жыл бұрын
The perfect soundtrack to paint my insomnia away. Just flow, no struggles, let the current drift you to peace.
@LIUKANG02
@LIUKANG02 4 жыл бұрын
I want you, yes you reading this. I want you to know, that even if no one has told you today, I'm glad you're here. I'm glad you're alive. We may now know each other, but we know our struggles, our plights, are stories may not be so different. So from me, to you, thank you for being here. Thank you for staying strong. And thank you for never giving up. You got this. We all love you.
@ellyr15
@ellyr15 3 жыл бұрын
:)
@__Rey03__
@__Rey03__ 3 жыл бұрын
Well, thank you too
@turtle_1575
@turtle_1575 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you going though a rlly hard time rn and COVID hasn’t helped and it feels like I’m talking to a wall and I’m forgot, and your a random person over the Internet
@leyroo5319
@leyroo5319 3 жыл бұрын
ive never heard that in my life, tysm😭💕
@Crffin
@Crffin 3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for this. You don't know how much it means to me :) i'm glad you're alive too.
@akmalaisyah1702
@akmalaisyah1702 4 жыл бұрын
have you ever feel like you broke up listening to these kinds of music, but you never had a relationship to begin with? the feeling of longing to someone and maybe thats loneliness
@space5422
@space5422 4 жыл бұрын
Oh i exactly know what it feels to broke up listening these kinds of music. It really hurts, i'm not depressive or anything because i'm someone who like to fight back the life but damn, it really, really hurts. It emplifies the grief and it makes you cry until there is nothing left in your head to cry ... But i don't know, once i was not able to cry i was able to put things into perspectives and then, to go forth. So it hurts but help you to pass that hard moment.
@mraryan8598
@mraryan8598 4 жыл бұрын
100% loneliness. alot of loneliness people feel that
@TrillBurger707
@TrillBurger707 3 жыл бұрын
Akmal Aisyah same. loneliness and the fear of never getting to experience love. I just really want someone to like me as much as i like them
@-jang8861
@-jang8861 4 жыл бұрын
U don't know but u r helping me a lot
@paulphelps5262
@paulphelps5262 4 жыл бұрын
Me too. I didn't even realize I needed help but then I saw all of these beautiful and supportive comments. Thank you everyone
@-jang8861
@-jang8861 4 жыл бұрын
@@paulphelps5262 u r most welcome
@yourlazyneighbor8133
@yourlazyneighbor8133 3 жыл бұрын
"what were u doing awake at 3am?!" oh yk, just the usual. crying alone :)
@_sarah_popcat_
@_sarah_popcat_ 3 жыл бұрын
I didn’t sleep for 2 days and so long it would take before I go insane because...why not
@neokat8924
@neokat8924 4 жыл бұрын
I have no reason to feel like this My life is good I have friends People like me Then why do I feel like I’m drowning in sadness?! I try to push it off but it comes back like a yo-yo, my friends ask if I’m okay but they know I’m not. I’m not even heartbroken or anything I just feel empty and pain. It’s all I feel. :/
@o405g2
@o405g2 4 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel, but stay strong. There will be good times again and they're worth it to stay strong.
@hey.dontay3818
@hey.dontay3818 4 жыл бұрын
Because everyone just needs someone to cry to even if they have the best life ever
@miss_coconut_chan5003
@miss_coconut_chan5003 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I know this feeling... Don't worry it's okay, you're not alone💜
@Nick-tz3ke
@Nick-tz3ke 4 жыл бұрын
Its more like being disconnected from reality, like me
@sleepywillow3925
@sleepywillow3925 3 жыл бұрын
You just described exactly how I feel. I have no reason to be sad. I have good family, friends, never been in a relationship to feel heartbroken, haven’t lost a close loved one. I have no reason to feel the way I do but... I drown in it.
@vaehl
@vaehl 4 жыл бұрын
This year hasn't been the greatest, but I'm glad music brought people together
@lordbutano
@lordbutano 4 жыл бұрын
Good timing, I needed this so badly
@katharinedoerksen7454
@katharinedoerksen7454 4 жыл бұрын
i hope ur okay, take care of yourself for me ~ ! have a virtual hug 💕 i love u
@lordbutano
@lordbutano 4 жыл бұрын
@@katharinedoerksen7454 Hope ur okay as well, i'll do my best for u
@NineOneTJ
@NineOneTJ 4 жыл бұрын
Hey bro go check out my lofi mix I promise you won’t be disappointed. Thx
@BDRGame
@BDRGame 4 жыл бұрын
You all good?
@akashthapliyal1994
@akashthapliyal1994 4 жыл бұрын
@@NineOneTJ heyaa I'll gonna check it now. Let's see what u got. All the best ✌️
@ApoIIo.
@ApoIIo. 3 жыл бұрын
it honestly hurts when i can’t control my life, even my feelings are too complex. but i figured out a while ago that lo-fi beats help ease my mind, and so i’m grateful to both the authors and channels that make long videos full of lo-fi songs. it means a lot to me, if it weren’t for you i’d be crazy by now.. and no jokes in that.
@celina916
@celina916 4 жыл бұрын
don't worry tomorrow will be a better day...i hope everyone feels better soon, you can lean on my shoulder.
@tomateii_
@tomateii_ 4 жыл бұрын
thank you the lofi community is the best and i will forever be grateful because you guys make me feel loved
@cabshsound3097
@cabshsound3097 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you, beautiful comment
@chamomilehands
@chamomilehands 4 жыл бұрын
everyone says that.
@doubledeeproducer5658
@doubledeeproducer5658 4 жыл бұрын
Its too fuckin hard...
@yusufozker7511
@yusufozker7511 4 жыл бұрын
No it wont be better all days are copy each other
@zamfgoat
@zamfgoat 4 жыл бұрын
i don't even feel like trying anymore, everything leaves me emotionless and alone.
@maisteratte8107
@maisteratte8107 2 жыл бұрын
Maybe it will, or maybe not. But the journey to that end might be something to live for.
@lilY-f1t
@lilY-f1t 2 жыл бұрын
same. I see no point In trying to fight depression. I don’t think it’s worth it.
@mariodiguido7182
@mariodiguido7182 2 жыл бұрын
That's the whole problem, I think in the end tho, we could be hero, we should be hero. We're probably part of the same abyss, I think tho that there's a light above, that we can get to, it's not easy, but being a hero isn't easy in the end, it requires will, courage and strength. The point is that everyone can get there, and should, to feel at least free, at last. I personally feel things like these, it isn't easy, I don't know why and I don't know how, but one day things turned out to be so hard for me. But still, we could be hero, we should be hero, at least for ourselves.
@Azanitt
@Azanitt 2 жыл бұрын
@@lilY-f1t Do you know how life brings sudden changes, that just turn whole your life around?That happens randomly and at any moment of course,but i'm not here to tell you to wait a little longer for that big of a change.Although yes,life does it suddenly and randomly,there are always causes to such changes,that only we can achieve,so we would get the right criterias for the life we want so much Do the first step,and maybe everything can develop afterwardsLike seeds,that after just being put into the ground,thrive by themselves so gracefully and strong.
@ngvarre4ek
@ngvarre4ek 2 жыл бұрын
hope ur okay... go little rockstar
@Raine_Chr
@Raine_Chr 4 жыл бұрын
“Don’t say I feel like dying, say I wanna feel alive” -me who is not good at advice whatsoever
@samdaskivich
@samdaskivich 4 жыл бұрын
honestly, thats pretty good advice
@placeholder6343
@placeholder6343 4 жыл бұрын
Don’t underestimate yourself and what you can do to helps others, your voice sounds good in your head, but it still comes out that way, just a bit worse, but not too bad, you can still understand what they were trying to say
@mikasaackerman8623
@mikasaackerman8623 4 жыл бұрын
It was actually good..
@chillpeadokidokicookie5439
@chillpeadokidokicookie5439 3 жыл бұрын
I try to say I want to feel alive but I had a time where I was close to my happiness but I saw someone upset and I took my happiness to give to them and know I am alone again but how are you
@boyddecker3936
@boyddecker3936 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t care if I do
@Dman9395
@Dman9395 2 жыл бұрын
So relaxing...so calm...so peaceful. Thank you for making this mix. It really puts my mind at ease. I wish and pray that everyone finds their happiness. it took me 15 years. 🌹🤙🫂☦️
@aaronreau8556
@aaronreau8556 2 жыл бұрын
Amen
@williamg780
@williamg780 3 жыл бұрын
Melancholy is an emotion we don’t pay enough attention too. It’s deeply cathartic and emotionally satisfying. Life is inherently difficult. It’s never what we want it to be. Your expectations will fail you, whether they be in a job field, romantic affairs, or familial relations. It’s a reality of life that doesn’t fit the narratives of a culture that is dead set on selling and promoting constant, nauseating happiness. To lament and despair over these paradigms is sadness, which can be cathartic in its own right. But to accept the world for as it is and for how we’ve experienced it, with all of its disappointments and contrasting joys, and to reflect and ponder deeply the ramifications of our continued existence is, I believe, melancholia. I can only speak to my experiences, but I have found, in my faith and social circles, that to accept the ephemerality of all things and befriend the pain that comes with the loss of all things is a satisfying, fulfilling way to move forward. I feel passed the point that happiness is the goal of life. As vague as it is, the goal of life, or the secret to the good life, is fulfillment-as the Greeks would call eudaemonia. When fulfillment is the goal, happiness becomes an impermanent friend in our life; coming and going with no promise of staying because it has no obligation to. When it is around, perhaps, we appreciate it more as we should deeply appreciate all the emotions we feel. To be in the state of melancholy that I most often find myself has been one road to such fulfillment. I come up short, the source of my disappointments being often myself; and the healthiest emotional, spiritual, mental response I’ve been able to have is forgiving the world. Forgiving myself that I change as often as I do, forgiving the ecosystem of friendships and loves that they are autonomous and change. Forgiving happiness and sources of it that they change. Forgiving the pains themselves, too, that they change. Perhaps pain stems from change. How expectations of potential relationships change when we learn that they aren’t interested in us as we are them. When we are in one state of joy and euphoria because of delightful and hopeful expectations, then in the next we are distraught and find ourselves in the annals of KZbin Lofi comment sections searching for catharsis, something indeed changed to cause us the pain we are in. Melancholy doesn’t offer us a way out, but offers us something deeper. Understanding, and perhaps disappointing resolution, but resolution nonetheless. Melancholy says “yeah, I feel you there.” It’s empathy is thus rooted deep into our broken souls. Melancholy enables us to give up our claim on what we thought, wanted, and/or expected the world to be for us. Doing so gives us a more profound satisfaction than what can be offered in the world’s attempts to Disnify human existence. As one of my favorite living philosophers says: “The actual work of sacrificing all things [or giving up our claim to what we want the world to be] looks like the continual work of forgiving all things. It looks like the continual work of forgiving the world the fact that it is passing away. That it is not going to last. That it is not going to satisfy me in the way that I want to. That the world is never going to stop and freeze in place and be what I hoped it would be and that as a result, to be a Christian who doesn’t run away from the loss of all things, who actively takes up the work of sacrificing all things, that as a practical matter, mostly looks like my continually engaging in the work of forgiving all things. In particular, forgiving the loss of all things. Forgiving even the loss of what I hoped things would be even in the best of scenarios. Forgiving myself the fact that I have lost what I thought I wanted to be, to one degree or another, in one way or another, professionally or religiously or in relationships with other people. Coming back again and again here to the work of forgiving all things.” - Adam S. Miller (Maxwell Institute Podcast) If you read this, thank you. Sleep well and hold out. And, if I may, may God bless you and keep you.
@bodystacker_gfy
@bodystacker_gfy 3 жыл бұрын
Ameanus. Latin for beautiful, picturesque, or pleasing to the eye. That is what your comment is.
@-sarayahope-950
@-sarayahope-950 3 жыл бұрын
Really touched to my heart. Thank you so much!!!!
@Th3BigBoy
@Th3BigBoy 3 жыл бұрын
May Christ's blessings abound in your life. What an eloquent comment and at such a needed time.
@pprord6561
@pprord6561 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah bro, melancholy has always been so poetic to me, I've started listenning to old timey brazillian sad songs (I'm brazillian), which reflect different kinds of sadness, melancholy has always been my favorite emotion, because it's a simple pain that I know I can tolerate, it's that underrated color that might not be much on it's own but gives a big contrast that the painting wouldn't have otherwise, I love to feel happy, but only when I have a reason to (e.g, my workout progress is finally showing), otherwise it just feels.. empty And melancholy is that feeling that when you're alone you might be sad, but not sad in the rain, more like sad and warm, it depends on why you're sad too, sometimes I just doubt myself, I've reached a pretty stable mental state where I wake up and listen to songs that pump me up to become better everyday, songs that inspire me, to improve as a human and on myself, and it's working But sometimes, at night, there is that lingering feeling as if I am still not enough, that I can be better, for me, the people around me, and that if I haven't dated the girl I love yet, is because I still gotta improve, and when I wake up it's so satisfying to listen to the songs that I do, look myself in the mirror, realize I'm getting more tonned, and believe that I can do everything Sadness gives a contrast to life that other emotions don't Anger is not satisfying, it's a mental state where you perceive anything as a threat, it might be good to let your emotions out but it often makes people miscommunicate Now sadness is kinda poetic, there are many layers to it, many whom are unhealthy, but the top ones, that feeling of "damn, I still have a long way to go, she deserves better, I can be better", is so good (of course there must be a balance, I'm talking about myself here but I've talked to others about it, I'm not alone in this), mainly when you wake up next morning, prepare that bowl of cereal, and listen to some alternative rock that makes you feel like you will be better I hate when people say that things will get better, because when things were bad for me, I expected the world to suddently spin, to have someone appear in my life that would accept me the way I was (I was under weight, annoying, basically terrible in every aspect) But then I've slowly realized, I can get people to gravitate towards me by being nice, people made mean jokes and treated me poorly because I treated others that way Then I realized, damn, I'm really skinny, how do I expect to date that gorgeous girl being an underweight guy, that barely showers and is a giant prick And so I started bettering myself I recognize of my privillege and luck, of being born in a financially and emotionally stable household, with both loving parents and a realist big sister (she used to do bad stuff, but she learned, and she never wanted me to follow her footsteps, but she also knows why somebody would do the stuff she did, etc..), also I have really great friends, people I can trust, and I found love in an amazing girl, whom I hope to date one day, she likes me too but due to a multitude of factors (a recent breakup of a long relationship for example) she isn't really looking forward to a new relationship, but at least I got her amazing friendship and anything other than an official relationship is fair game So yep, I know not everybody has the luck I have, I've started becomming healthier because I had the money to hire a nutritionist, the money to frequent the gym, etc.. But I believe that anybody with enough force of will can do anything, I didn't need to pay anyone to better myself, that was achieved through introspection If you're overweight for example, you don't need to go to the gym to lose weight So yep sorry for the rambling, but basically, melancholy (or controlled sadness) is powerful, a beautiful emotion that can help us improve, it's satisfying, it gives new perspectives to life
@swimsinsin4235
@swimsinsin4235 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@scottys.8346
@scottys.8346 4 жыл бұрын
When being alone is better than being lonely.
@dinkle3206
@dinkle3206 3 жыл бұрын
For real lol
@dinkle3206
@dinkle3206 3 жыл бұрын
@@Universe1966r I would love one, im feeling absolutely terrible
@Universe1966r
@Universe1966r 3 жыл бұрын
@@dinkle3206 here you go. This hug is special full of appreciation. You are one wonderful person I know it. If you need to talk to someone I am open to talk feel free I am here for you. :)
@naomicvengros4595
@naomicvengros4595 4 жыл бұрын
Hearing everybody else's storys honestly does make me sad. I feel so sorry that some of you are going through this. Personally I know I have depression but I don't want to tell my parents because I know how they will react. They will either make a big deal about it or call me an attention sleeker. Reading your comment puts a little joy in my heart. Not because you are in pain but because I know I'm not alone and neither are you. This is just a message to tell you to keep going. No matter how hard or sad I gets you still have a future ahead of you. I love you all and stay safe. 😊
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Stay safe bro I know how you feel and when you have a bad level of anxiety it's really worse
@ivonnemartinez3800
@ivonnemartinez3800 3 жыл бұрын
This type of music make me have this kind of feeling that I don't know what it is but it feels good and empty at the same time, like if all my feelings get in to the songs and I start to listen them, it make me cry so bad but honestly after that I can sleep in pace.
@cloudywinxx2379
@cloudywinxx2379 4 жыл бұрын
its strange how you are feeling depressed, have suicidal thoughts and feel useless yet you put on a bright happy face every day and thats all people around you see.... Update: geez 7 months fighting depression and still no improvement 😍
@velislavangelov6029
@velislavangelov6029 3 жыл бұрын
Well its normal for them to see just the happy face you cant expect them to see more than that
@nuclearlunarpuppet9733
@nuclearlunarpuppet9733 3 жыл бұрын
@Bruno Schaab It's so that other people don't pry into what's really going on. It's a complicated reason really.
@JaySaidStuff
@JaySaidStuff 3 жыл бұрын
@Bruno Schaab Tried to show that I was in pain after hiding it for so long because people always say it's unhealthy. As soon as I did people didn't want anything to do with me anymore. And by people, I mean literally every "close" friend and family member I have.
@Snakecggg
@Snakecggg 3 жыл бұрын
I think a lot of us put that happy face on you make sure the people we interact with don't feel the way we do, as someone who is depressed most of the time I know I don't wish this pain and sadness on anyone.
@citlaliargueta3306
@citlaliargueta3306 3 жыл бұрын
@Bruno Schaab cause it can be embarrassing if I just started to cry out of nowhere which not saying I have not
@Cmuse55
@Cmuse55 4 жыл бұрын
Dealing with a breakup, worsening anxiety and depression, constantly feeling so lonely and meaningless, lost without my friends, family problems... Stuff like drawing while listening to these types of songs helps me get my emotions out. Thank you for making these.
@imcvas
@imcvas 2 жыл бұрын
Escute a voz no fundo poço e ela mesmo te dirá pra levantar se você não fizer nada pra levantar vai ficar aí,pra sempre,foi isso q eu aprendi,embora pouco é tudo oque me resta de esperança sou muito novo(18) pra tentar dar dar conselhos à alguém q já se separou mas se ajudar tá aí.
@sahilchhabra2391
@sahilchhabra2391 2 жыл бұрын
Same man, break up started all this, although family problems were still there but i was happy with her. Now that she is gone and she was only close friend I had, idk what to do now. 3 months have passed, I cry everyday, and when I am not I am just sad, really sad. It sucks
@noahloya5436
@noahloya5436 4 жыл бұрын
she's so sad, she didn't blink for an hour
@spproot
@spproot 3 жыл бұрын
she might be dead then
@mints428
@mints428 3 жыл бұрын
Felt
@deswoodwdcollar8843
@deswoodwdcollar8843 3 жыл бұрын
150th like. Well do you ever feel like you have nothing to feel at this point if you feel the very great pain to overshadow your emotions.
@stoneyjabroni6372
@stoneyjabroni6372 3 жыл бұрын
been there
@user-fs5yp3ce7p
@user-fs5yp3ce7p 3 жыл бұрын
she ded
@kyrabarnes2249
@kyrabarnes2249 3 жыл бұрын
You know it's been rough when a "good work" comment by a teacher that really cares about you on a late essay that you worked really hard on while also battling a real bad depressive episode makes you cry... I'm seriously gonna have to email her a letter once I graduate this spring...
@heavenc3796
@heavenc3796 3 жыл бұрын
I know this is 9 months later, but did you ever email them?
@kyrabarnes2249
@kyrabarnes2249 2 жыл бұрын
@@heavenc3796 ik this is 6 months late, but I told her how she really helped me get through high-school and had an emotional chat. I cried during a speech at my little graduation but hey, it was from the heart. Now I've been out of high-school for awhile with a decent job, very little depression and I'm with my amazing boyfriend (been with just over a year now). Happiest I've ever been even with some health struggles.
@clrdln
@clrdln 4 жыл бұрын
It's my birthday, I'm tired already. Mentally and physically 😔
@theperson5205
@theperson5205 4 жыл бұрын
happy belated birthday- wish you luck
@jeanels7425
@jeanels7425 4 жыл бұрын
Hey happy birthday king 👑❤️Enjoy as best you can.
@twinkletoes6065
@twinkletoes6065 4 жыл бұрын
Happy belated birthday....grace and peace *virtual hugs
@carlosmeza9904
@carlosmeza9904 4 жыл бұрын
damn... that's tough. You're not alone happy late birthday
@valentinsyllard8211
@valentinsyllard8211 4 жыл бұрын
Happy belated birthday...
@charleeswansegar6078
@charleeswansegar6078 4 жыл бұрын
for whoever needs to hear this for whatever reason you're listening. you're not alone. everything's going to be okay.
@kion_wolfheim
@kion_wolfheim 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t feel alone. I just like to listen to this and relax. Whoever is here because they feel lonely, things will get better and you will always be able to find people who will be there for you. So get out there and find them 🍄🌿
@Rekith
@Rekith 3 жыл бұрын
hey!!, you may be feeling alone, but doesn't everyone has to go someday and never meet again, everybody we know will come and go just like waves coming up to the sand in the beach. well, there is someone who is always with us and by knowing this you will not be alone, he is always with us but we don't see it. God is always with us, so don't lose hope!! ilysm
@machichan5823
@machichan5823 3 жыл бұрын
Roses Are Dead Violets Are Dying Outside I'm Smiling Inside I'm Crying
@aathrael1372
@aathrael1372 3 жыл бұрын
First one of that Kind I've read - made me laugh :Dgood one
@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796
@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like that a lot
@ellyr15
@ellyr15 3 жыл бұрын
outside i’m crying, inside i’m crying**
@nuclearlunarpuppet9733
@nuclearlunarpuppet9733 3 жыл бұрын
Roses are filled with dread Violets are silently crying I've been on this road for a while But my engine's dying
@СебастьянБогданов
@СебастьянБогданов 3 жыл бұрын
:(
@kokichioma2027
@kokichioma2027 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I just wish someone could tell me “it’s all gonna be okay” but I have no friends and my parents seem to never know how I feel. I don’t tell them though because I want to hear them say it in their words. So, if you’re reading this: it’s all gonna be okay
@LuciaArts
@LuciaArts 3 жыл бұрын
It's all gonna be okay ♡ I hope you read this even if your comment is already 6 months ago..
@MrMan-hr5nm
@MrMan-hr5nm 3 жыл бұрын
It’s gonna be okay
@cloudz5736
@cloudz5736 3 жыл бұрын
I feel this same way… Damn it good knowing that someone else gets this
@somewherenowhere4
@somewherenowhere4 3 жыл бұрын
I know what that’s like. Maybe I don’t know how YOU feel, but yeah, sometimes it would just be really nice for someone to uplift you without you asking them. It can seem selfish to want others to do that for you, but when you need it, you need it, and when others can’t see it, it makes you so mad on the inside or something. I have hope though that others out there can actually see through us
@LeEngineer
@LeEngineer 3 жыл бұрын
Bro I wish I could give you a hug
@limitsgaming1254
@limitsgaming1254 4 жыл бұрын
I feel I could be friends with anyone in the comments. Goodnight my friends I’ll never meet 🙏🏻 it will all be okay
@grem2x
@grem2x 3 жыл бұрын
goodnight
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Goodnight dude take care
@svnshree7373
@svnshree7373 3 жыл бұрын
@Ren-uj3cm
@Ren-uj3cm 3 жыл бұрын
"The greatest pain of all is when the old wounds are bleeding; we always want to kill our memories even if it cost our lives." -Unknown
@michelleskinner3224
@michelleskinner3224 4 жыл бұрын
Life actually means nothing...You are born...rush to get school done...And then you work until you die or retire...Why do we overthink life so much and is the life society created actually a life worth living or will you be forgotten in a few years...Why do we want to put ourselves in so much pain and discomfort if we all know what the outcome is gonna be (death)
@ceejsicle
@ceejsicle 4 жыл бұрын
Tf nigga
@katebradley9306
@katebradley9306 4 жыл бұрын
To have an experience, it may seem small but the little moments (making cookies with your mom, your first kiss, telling your friend and joke a she laughs so much milk comes out of her nose, going with your lover to the top of the roof and talk for hours) somtimes it dose not feel like it’s worth it but if you wait for the next moment. You may find that it means something, to you, to your family, for friends. People are just specks of dust in the long run, yes. But you make an affect for future people, you would not be here if not for that.
@Kamicore
@Kamicore 4 жыл бұрын
@@ceejsicle life doesn't have a meaning to it you make it a meaning some people isn't meant to even live at all :-[
@mraryan8598
@mraryan8598 4 жыл бұрын
immmm its so so so complicated
@taetroy18
@taetroy18 4 жыл бұрын
I know there is no meaning in life just like music music serves no purpose but we all enjoy it so find a life you like just like you you find your taste in music
@meta_knight
@meta_knight 4 жыл бұрын
I have terrible anxiety to the point where I think I will die if I fall asleep. This music is the only thing that works in drowning out those thoughts enough so I can sleep. Thanks for posting often
@mahinlegend1845
@mahinlegend1845 4 жыл бұрын
Don't give up. If people look down on you. Without knowing it, they act like a stepping stone to you. Thank them, because now it's up to you to make the step and climb on top of them, so they have to tilt their head up.
@Aroselli1
@Aroselli1 4 жыл бұрын
You'll get through it man. I was like that for almost a year. I was terrified to go to sleep and would stay up till like 5 am. And then I realized. If I've been doing this for 300 days in a row, every single night, and I haven't died yet, then why would this night be any different than the last 300? The fear of dying in your sleep is a real thing. I pray you can overcome this. It is one of the worst feelings in the world.
@ivab.3181
@ivab.3181 4 жыл бұрын
Its the same with me. Except I find it extremely hard to fall asleep without music because my own thoughts scare me so much and when I don't have music for any reason, I have anxiety attacks and honestly I wouldn't fall asleep if the attacks didn't tire me out. The music distracts me and I dunno how to explain this but it just tires me out enough to let me fall asleep.
@susiprofe515
@susiprofe515 3 жыл бұрын
well...the same thing happened to me... try to get over it.
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's currently 1 àm and that's what I am thinking
@ananrutii
@ananrutii 4 жыл бұрын
i hope everyone can find a kind lofi community for themselves.
@kurosoul4802
@kurosoul4802 3 жыл бұрын
Nobody can understand how much love it’s in me. Because nobody cares about my feelings...
@cheesebomb3934
@cheesebomb3934 3 жыл бұрын
Ik u have so much love on you, maybe someday i will see it, maybe not, but from my side, i'm sending u the love u deserve
@snookkadookka2937
@snookkadookka2937 5 ай бұрын
Me too… me too
@rhydes_
@rhydes_ 4 жыл бұрын
If you're reading this We're not alone, we've got each other ❤️
@zehanagustia1657
@zehanagustia1657 4 жыл бұрын
Too bleak to be bright Too scared to walk through the night Too weak to fight Too stubborn to let go of my sight Too tired to care Too little courage to dare Too much to bare Too far away to be somewhere Too high to climb Too naive to feel numb Too far to fall Too numb to feel at all Too soon to die Too hard to stay awhile~
@liaquesadilla
@liaquesadilla 4 жыл бұрын
Wow that’s actually really good, and I completely relate. I feel really numb and depressed all the time, and people keep telling me that it’s gonna get better, but it just seems to get worse...
@sakurachan338
@sakurachan338 4 жыл бұрын
you forgot one Too sad to love
@r6e686
@r6e686 Жыл бұрын
Whoever reads this, i wish you the best this world can offer, life's tough , relationships are complicated , the struggle is real ! we all go through thick and thin, darkness is a chapter of your life that makes you realize how valuable light is , breathe deep and trust the process , this too shall pass:) i wish you the very best, god bless🙏🌹
@punkmaster76
@punkmaster76 4 жыл бұрын
i'm so sad right now. really think my life may be in its lowest point, maybe it will get better, now i'm just crying. it's better to cry over the problems and not leave them inside. thanks for the music, it really helps
@-someonemorek5792
@-someonemorek5792 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks, Dreamy. You're the best. I love you're remixes videos, they make me so calm. They make me feel like I'm far away from all kind of problems.
@evilqueen-et1du
@evilqueen-et1du 4 жыл бұрын
Everyone I've ever loved has eather disappeared, died, or betrayed me. So now I just keep my distance so I never get close enough for that to happen again.
@maskedproductions
@maskedproductions 4 жыл бұрын
Hey, don’t give up. I’m really sorry you had to go through that.. but all those experiences have shaped you. You’re not only stronger now, but also extremely unique. I’m sure someone will come and see that and wanna stick around. And even if they don’t, it’s life eh? You fall down 7 times, but you stand up 8. (That was from a song lol) sooo yea. I’ve dealt w feelings like this and no one replied to your post so I felt like I should 🙂😗😚
@ames5479
@ames5479 4 жыл бұрын
I can't say the exact same, but I understand the betrayal thing. Even if you don't believe it, there's someone there for you. I think there's a person for everyone. Whether that's a bf/gf, a best friend or a family member. Soulmates have to be real. 7 billion of us, they have to. And I've seen soulmates before. And it can take you half of your life, but they will find you somehow. I promise you. Sending much love. Take care.
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Don't worry many of us are going through what you have been through we are in this together mate stay strong take care
@giorgosmoyt3114
@giorgosmoyt3114 3 жыл бұрын
you don't know how hard is the reality of some people...and the constant tireness that they go through , so just be kind and nice to them
@antbone7640
@antbone7640 4 жыл бұрын
anybody ever think what it would be like to float aimlessly in space just to see the stars up close
@LeafletLofi
@LeafletLofi 4 жыл бұрын
I hope to get a Lofi original into your mix one day 🤞🥰
@rukajledi
@rukajledi 4 жыл бұрын
👻
@bottenz1707
@bottenz1707 4 жыл бұрын
Lofi remixes are a good start
@mitenkitten
@mitenkitten 4 жыл бұрын
Gotta admit dude, for a small channel ur sub growth recently has been nuts, so i wouldn't say it's an unachievable goal :D
@CountHelezoostIV
@CountHelezoostIV 4 жыл бұрын
I ghosted everyone and stayed in my room as much as possible. Whenever I get out, everything feels haunted
@lanalaniakea
@lanalaniakea 3 жыл бұрын
same
@lilY-f1t
@lilY-f1t 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@fasinrose
@fasinrose 3 жыл бұрын
I am proud of you. For all the things you have ever done. Especially now, when this coronavirus is out there. I am proud of you, for managing to get out of bed and making yourself a breakfast even on your lowest days. For being kind, sweet, and gentle to others. I admire you, for putting all the hard work into the things, you want to achieve. For being the soft spot to someone. I am proud, that you are a strong person, but don’t ever be ashamed that you cry during the night. We all need to let things out sometimes. I’m proud that you can go through things with a beautiful smile on your face. That you can forgive others. That you are learning from your mistakes and view things from a different perspective. I know, that some things aren’t the best for you right now, but keep going and never ever give up. If you won’t try, you’ll never know, how far you can go. Start today and astonish yourself. With all the love, fasinrose. kzbin.info/www/bejne/pH27mWqFa6eapM0
@gabrielleyolo6636
@gabrielleyolo6636 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you my dear, your comment really touched my heart, I wish my mother said this to me, instead bashing me for my imperfections then making me cry and even then bashing me for crying... 😔😢💔
@qoordination
@qoordination 3 жыл бұрын
"People who live without love aren´t really alive." -By me
@andreusaez774
@andreusaez774 3 жыл бұрын
I'm super dead then
@nicolasrodriguez5054
@nicolasrodriguez5054 3 жыл бұрын
lmao am i some sort of fucking undead or something like that then¿
@procavitalie9979
@procavitalie9979 3 жыл бұрын
Then what does "love" mean? How can I know if i am alive or not if I dont know what "love" means?
@nicolasrodriguez5054
@nicolasrodriguez5054 3 жыл бұрын
@@procavitalie9979 At this point, I dont really think love have any meaning at all. We love just to stay alive
@mariolol8333
@mariolol8333 3 жыл бұрын
@@andreusaez774 same
@EddyVink
@EddyVink 4 жыл бұрын
I see life. as a notebook : Imagine, it’s your birthday and someone gives you a drawing notebook. You can do whatever you want with it, just like life. You can draw nothing in it, and just leave it all alone. But you can also draw drawings in it, not all of those drawings will be beautiful but that’s just like live. Just go to the next page of your notebook (go on with life) You can draw anything, nothing is impossible. Take this notebook (your life) and go do something amazing with it. Good luck
@ellamellap1239
@ellamellap1239 4 жыл бұрын
thats really beautiful and every day is a new page and the colors are ur mood u can chose from the crayon box :) good luck to u too stranger
@cerulean22b69
@cerulean22b69 3 жыл бұрын
I have a bunch of blank notebooks cause I'm afraid that whatever I put in them won't be good enough. And I realize this is kinda how I've approached my life, scared to try things cause I might mess up. This is good advice, I really needed this.
@indra6839
@indra6839 4 жыл бұрын
She lost interest in me, So I lost hope. Why does this hurt me so much. Everything I’ve been through with her, every future plan we discussed, it all just feels pointless. I gave my all and she dropped it. I need her back. she was my happiness. I know there are so many in this comment section that struggle with the same thing. I don’t wish it on anyone. Everyone please be okay.
@freshfallenrain
@freshfallenrain 4 жыл бұрын
I've been through the same thing man. You won't believe how many tears I've cried. You just need to let go king.
@marivg8948
@marivg8948 4 жыл бұрын
In Kabala, they say to always look at bad situations as gifts from God. Why? Because maybe what seems like a bad situation is actually a gift. You may miss her, but she is not the person for you. You should be happy she is gone. Maybe she never loved you and set you free. Do you really want to be with someone who doesn't love you? She probably loved you so much, she left. She wants you to find happiness with someone who will really truly love you. If she stayed with you, it'd be depriving you of finding your soul mate.
@hannahb7825
@hannahb7825 4 жыл бұрын
I don't know if I'll ever be okay.
@hannahb7825
@hannahb7825 4 жыл бұрын
Lll L I don’t wannna be a burden :)
@NectisOW
@NectisOW 4 жыл бұрын
Hey man. To be happy with someone else. You need to first be able to be happy yourself, if you cant, try your best to find something that makes you happy, about yourself, but don’t rely on someone else to make you happy, I did that and..it didn’t work out..
@gottastoppo
@gottastoppo 3 жыл бұрын
I wanna cry all the time, and when i don't it bursts out unexpectedly and strong. All my mind wants is piece and rest, but it can't get any. Please, people, put yourself first so you wouldn't turn into a mess like this.
@sahilchhabra2391
@sahilchhabra2391 2 жыл бұрын
Too late , i did put somebody way over me ot anything else in my life. And she is gone now so I have turned into a mess.. a big one
@gottastoppo
@gottastoppo 2 жыл бұрын
@@sahilchhabra2391 Hey man. I am really sorry for your loss and hope that you will get better one day. It took me some time to recover, but time did help. I hope it will help you too.
@sahilchhabra2391
@sahilchhabra2391 2 жыл бұрын
@@gottastoppo I hope so, it's been couple of months since I have felt like this, no genuine smile, unending sadness, friends are too busy to listen to my drama.
@bwearly1655
@bwearly1655 4 жыл бұрын
hey to whoever is reading this, Please know that you're enough and that you matter. I don't know what you are going through but I understand. keep fighting please!! don't give up, Look at you, You've gotten so far and you should be proud.
@Miriam-pp5ys
@Miriam-pp5ys 3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much! you've made my day!
@lilY-f1t
@lilY-f1t 2 жыл бұрын
bullshit
@agitatedpanda3571
@agitatedpanda3571 4 жыл бұрын
"The strongest part of the tree is the roots, and ironically, they are in the darkest area of the entire tree." -me when I was 4, alot wiser than I am now.
@leosabat4636
@leosabat4636 4 жыл бұрын
also the roots in perpetual darkness give the whater to the leaf to feel the sun.
@mariammusri5640
@mariammusri5640 3 жыл бұрын
e_e. damn
@svnshree7373
@svnshree7373 3 жыл бұрын
are u an infj..?
@AbbysArchive
@AbbysArchive 3 жыл бұрын
And everyone clapped. It's true, I was the tree.
@sarahj4800
@sarahj4800 4 жыл бұрын
I wish we were all friends. We can talk to each another about our problems each day. I’ve been sad and confused since corona happened. I fell most of you do too. I hope you can have someone to talk to. If you don’t I’m here to listen to anything you want me to hear. I hope you get better and heal and thank you so much for you kind people putting nice comments to make others say and not feel lonely. Also thank you so much for this awesome music.
@ellamellap1239
@ellamellap1239 4 жыл бұрын
i wish that too like its night we all have pizza and hot coco and sitting on a roof talking helping eachother out but im rooting for u too kind stranger :)
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
Take care
@clashwithrock6129
@clashwithrock6129 3 жыл бұрын
@@ellamellap1239 take care buddy
@jamesharipal9686
@jamesharipal9686 2 жыл бұрын
If I were to create a lofi discord would you be interested in joining? It doesn't have to be about anything it could literally be a place where we listen to lofi, meet new ppl, talk about life and all its problems and its imperfections. Who knows what could become of this discord, but for the time being I think it'd be a safe place for everyone here.
@CoffeeandLofi
@CoffeeandLofi 2 жыл бұрын
I love the Lofi community, just reading the comments on videos (btw great upload) inspire and are uplifting! God Bless
@denontown
@denontown 4 жыл бұрын
I’m the person who’s always supporting my friends, and I’ll always be there for them. Unfortunately I don’t know how to socialise anymore, so there’s nobody who’s going to be there for me.
@anxiety6379
@anxiety6379 4 жыл бұрын
Is it wrong to like a fantasy world other than reality ik id feel like im free
@cupofmoss1007
@cupofmoss1007 4 жыл бұрын
Of course not! Fantasy is a way for your mind to escape from the struggle of reality. That’s why people like fiction books so much. It allows them to feel as if work and school don’t exist, their just worried about if harry will catch the snitch or if they’ll catch that legendary Pokemon over there.
@showmaker888
@showmaker888 4 жыл бұрын
How much I really wish that fantasy can be reality But it only exists in our mind
@Unavailablea4
@Unavailablea4 4 жыл бұрын
Na I have one too
@akuma1004
@akuma1004 4 жыл бұрын
When you feel so numb that the only tears left to cry are deep within, when you just want to cry and let it all out but cannot. The scars in your heart of the love and happiness in the past, all the good old days when you were happy, blissful life through the young eyes of a person who is yet to understand the pain and suffering in this world. Where all the things that you hold dear are not worth anymore, and all the people you've kept close just fade into nothingness. When you start to question your reality, and in the end, question if it is worth it.
@jadedjade584
@jadedjade584 3 жыл бұрын
this is my exact state at the moment. so emotionally numb that i can’t cry
@AMainSt.
@AMainSt. 3 жыл бұрын
"You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness. Tears come from the heart and not from the brain. To have felt too much is to end in feeling nothing. People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me that's the saddest part" -person
@Marinoninewb
@Marinoninewb 4 жыл бұрын
I've attempted suicide during my early 20's. Stepped on the gas pedal while pushing my seat back. Made the garden hose fall off the exhaust. Couldn't here the exhaust sound in the cabin so I went outside to put it back on and stopped. ''The fuck am I doing?'' I asked myself. I was crying. Most of my friends had goals. Didn't have any so I felt stupid. I had tried a lot of things but always given up since I didn't have any interest or motivation. So on top of feeling stupid, I felt weak for giving everything up. Why not give up on life too...but I went back home. The pipe was to dirty for the duck tape to hold anyways. I then realize I've made a lot of people cried. I've decided to give life another try even though nothing changed. Met a girl. Spent 3 years with her before she left me. The best thing she ever did. That's when I realized I was searching for happiness in the wrong things. ''I'll be happy when I get a good girlfriend.'' ''I'll be happy when I get a house, a good job.'' or whatever. I also realized that I had a ''mal de vivre'' or a life ache. Seems like it's possible for a mother to transfer her emotional distress to her child. Anyways, I decided to try to appreciate the little things like good food, sunsets and shit like that. In the long run, it worked. Don't give up. Surround yourself with happy people, good-hearted people. Surround yourself with people that go forward. Don't stop giving even though life takes sometimes. Give and don't expect anything back. It'll come back one way or another. Good friends give without expecting anything back so... If you don't have good friends, get rid of the people around you. Get rid of the complainers as they will bring you down. Get rid of the free-riders, the beggars. Get rid of the manipulators, those who judge you. Get rid of the negative people as well as negative thoughts. Treat yourself. Go out. Please don't stay inside. It's a morale killer. Enjoy the small things. Live day by day, minute by minute if you have to but don't give up. It's hard, I know. Been there. But I assure you, you can do it. Last thing, if you wanna talk, talk. If you don't have anyone to talk to,-----------> I'm here. I'll lend a shoulder and gladly listen.
@K0ndensed
@K0ndensed 4 жыл бұрын
Hey, i know i am late to this but i could really need some advice. So.. Long story short i don t have any goals either.. My parents are pushing me towards jobs i don t think i like, but i haven t even found anything i truly like to do.... Also, all my life i haven t been in a relationship with any of the girls i loved, recently my heart just broke because of a girl and now i have fallen in love with another but she likes my best friend (but my best friend doesn't like her back) i m not popular.. I think i m dumb.... And recently i don t think life has any meaning for me anymore.. I have given life multiple chances but it seems like fortune isn t smiling towards me.. Never has and never will..... I have suicidal toughts but i think about the few people that will miss me..... I don t know what to do anymore
@K0ndensed
@K0ndensed 4 жыл бұрын
@Johnny Mitchell yea.. just about 2 nights ago i waked up crying because i dreamed about how all my friends are gonna die and how i will miss them.. i overthink so much as well.... i just wanna be happy but it seems i really can t..
@Marinoninewb
@Marinoninewb 4 жыл бұрын
@@K0ndensed I'm assuming you're still young since you haven't found a career. Don't stress too much about your career. It's the least of your worries, believe me. I've tried a bunch of things when I got out of high school and couldn't find a fit. I had a bunch of small jobs here and there. Did my fair share of clubs, parties, drugs and alcohols. I went back to school at 26 in art. Worked in 2D animation for 3-4 years afterward and then went back to school in welding. Worked in the field for 4 years and when the economy crumbled, I came back in my hometown, and now I'm back to school doing a teaching degree at the university: I'm 44 years old. It's never too late. Here's the thing. We don't know ourselves when we're young so don't waste time ''thinking'' you're dumb. There are MANY types of intelligence (8 if I'm not mistaken) so just because you're not good in a particular subject, it doesn't automatically classify you as a dumb person. I thought I was dumb too and was socially awkward until I realized in my thirties I had an attention deficit disorder and was an introvert. Life revelation right there for me. It may sound stupid to you but try to find a personnality test and do it. It may surprise you in a good way. About your parents, if they put too much pressure, find yourself an apartment (if it's not already done) so they don't do the ''our house, our rules'' thing. Anyways, they don't get to choose a career for you, you do. Don't say fortune never has smilled or never will. You don't know the future. Did you do the pros and cons on your situation? I don't want you to think I'm denigrating what you are living because I'm not, but we (myself included when I was young) tend to overdramatize things. There is also the fact that we have a morbid habit of seing only our flaws. I still do that at 44 but the difference is that I know myself and my strenghts and this factor alone outway my flaws tenfold. You still trully don't know yourself therefore, you don't know your strenghts. You don't know your full potential so don't give up. You WANT to know your full potential, believe me. As for girls now. You don't want a girl in the situtation you are in right now. It'll be bad for you anyways. If you want a good, smart, confident and happy going girl (because THAT's what you want), you have to change your mind set. Smile at people around you even if you don't feel like it. You attract what you project. That's what I did after my girlfriend left me and I remember that one girl who told me at work that it was always great coming in the morning because I was always smiling. It made my whole weak. Don't complain(people don't like conplainers). Don't confuse confiding with conplaining. You're confiding right now. A complainer is someone who repeats things like ''life sucks'' or ''I'm not lucky'' and do nothing to change that. Put your shoulder back and your shin up. You'll look more confident. Re-read the last paragraph of my first comment. Engrain that in your head. Write down what you would like to change and act on it and if you don't know what to do in life use that as an excuse to travel: You'll learn a lot about the world but most importantly, you learn a lot about yourself. As an ex ''hurting soul'' I can assure you that the more I grow old, the more I like it and you DON'T want to miss that part! If you have questions, ask me. If you still want to talk to me, talk. Please don't hesitate!
@K0ndensed
@K0ndensed 4 жыл бұрын
@@Marinoninewb you are just a ray of sunshine! I am very grateful for your kindness and just taking the time to respond and encourage me, even though you don t know me (moments like this restore my faith in humanity :) ) and your assumption was right, i am 16 now.. I would love to get my own apartment but i m from Romania and i m not yet financially stable, so i can t do anything right now, except wait 2 more years to get to university.. I wanna leave this country because everybody s brainwashed and the whole system is corrupted.. I don t know where i want to go, but i feel like my future is not in this country. I just want to thank you one more time, i am really grateful for your kind response and your encouraging words, you are just a wonderful person! Also, i want to apologize for my bad english :/
@Marinoninewb
@Marinoninewb 4 жыл бұрын
@@K0ndensed My sincere pleasure! If my life experience and knowledge can help, I'll gladly share it. Your English is great, don't sweat it. The best language to travel. The U.S.A, Canada(I live there), Australia, New Zealand are great countries to move to. Unlimited possibilities for you my man. Think about that! And remember, be strong, be proud!
@noiseyfox
@noiseyfox 4 жыл бұрын
One day my music will get on dreamy's videos.. one day. Hello Lofi Community. I hope you are having a great day!.\
@ahmaddahlanfauziarianto9718
@ahmaddahlanfauziarianto9718 4 жыл бұрын
Hi there! Hope you a great day too but I'm kinda sad because one of my social media friend just died because of suicide...his life were hard and I was his only friend he said...well I hope that hes on heaven now....
@noiseyfox
@noiseyfox 4 жыл бұрын
@@ahmaddahlanfauziarianto9718 wow I am very sorry to hear that I have had a friend who has died during my senior year (I graduated 2019) and to this day I still don't know what happened but everyone thinks it was suicide. But I am sure your friend would want you to live your life happy, not sad. Some people can't take the pain and think removing themselves out of the equation will do everyone a favor so that no one else faces the pain they felt. He would want you to be happy so be happy 🙂.
@rafaalonso4556
@rafaalonso4556 4 жыл бұрын
@@ahmaddahlanfauziarianto9718 de
@rafaalonso4556
@rafaalonso4556 4 жыл бұрын
@@noiseyfox de los
@rafaalonso4556
@rafaalonso4556 4 жыл бұрын
@Erico Padua no
@princeacosta1858
@princeacosta1858 3 жыл бұрын
it's new year's eve and here I am drowning in my own emotions
@foyie9163
@foyie9163 3 жыл бұрын
same here hang on there
@rigby1900
@rigby1900 2 жыл бұрын
It is 2022 on new years day at 2:59 and I feel the same
@unwindcitysnow
@unwindcitysnow 6 ай бұрын
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