Concerns & thoughts on starting T | FTM transgender

Hi! Tomorrow I am going to a gender clinic to discuss when I will be able to start testosterone, and the months leading up to this have been emotionally.. eventful, haha. I've been excited, worried, stressed, hopeful, tense, and I've been questioning things. I've been searching for videos about people talking about some of the more difficult emotions and concerns about starting HRT, but didn't find much. Hence I made this video to talk about (some) of my own. There were more things on my list, but this video is already way too long, haha. Despite these concerns, I am extremely excited. Nervous, yes, but I feel more prepared than a few months back. It's funny how, even though you've been needing and waiting for something for so long, your mind wanders to all these scary places as you get closer to it. :P
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