I listened to this song 10x and always thought of my girl because she hurt me by her own decisions and i almost sent it to her until i realized this song is about myself and i hurt myself by allowing her to do that. Know your worth you guys and know that you cant love without knowing pain.
@kristi41064 жыл бұрын
Yes! I've been fighting my own inner demons, toxicity and self worth. Not sure why I cant put boundaries up, respect and love myself but 1st step is acknowledgement. I have faith we both will get there one day. Cutting ties with people that consistently hurt you isnt enough, You must also cut ties with the Verizon of you that allowed that shit to continue for as long as it did. Good luck, Remember life is a journey with so many different adventures along the way; many of them we are meant to explore & experience alone. My Grandoa use to say the hardest walk is the one you musr walk alone,But it's the walk that make you the STRONGEST!
@aprilbenavidez21064 жыл бұрын
I have inner demon and I been fighting everyday
@kristi41064 жыл бұрын
@Tanna Stephen yes! I love quota, reddit, pinterest and I also found a speaker on here that I also enjoy. I got to find his name. Hes awesome
@kristi41064 жыл бұрын
@Tanna Stephen kzbin.info/www/bejne/jp-qnKajiJdlZpo
@ashleypaulsen14884 жыл бұрын
WOW... Your words hit more like lightening in my heart and soul.... Thank you for expressing what I've been trying to say through this heart wrenching heart break!!!!!! Good bless you 💜💜💜💜
@averagemobileplayergfs73835 жыл бұрын
Why isn’t Ivan B more famous then this? Honestly, he deserves so much more then what he got now. 🥺
@honestyst-jacques42695 жыл бұрын
Truthfully he's better off.. you should look into what the music industry is actually about.. they wreck people.
@meganmiller96585 жыл бұрын
Trust he will!!! That's all
@dakotabass17375 жыл бұрын
100% Agreed
@clopez84505 жыл бұрын
Time
@balungidanielle28815 жыл бұрын
I totally support this music it helps a lot
@GodbeeVlogs5 жыл бұрын
I'm from Delta Nigeria,Mr ivan b is a good guy, live long and enjoy your money
@blessedchild60434 жыл бұрын
Found this song by mistake but sitting here just got me ponding on my life every word is so full of truth praise God
@destinymiller48485 жыл бұрын
Ivan B I relate to every one of your songs. Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone through your music.
@kaylynnedavison30754 жыл бұрын
This song. It has meaning and beauty. Pain and value. I relate alot
@temperedskin7814 жыл бұрын
Been saying this for years, finally great to hear outta another, blessings to you and yours. ☯️
@missdelaneywilliamsknife50214 жыл бұрын
To the artist: Dont apologize for bein honest, im like "finally"! The harsh truth i needed to hear. Its real, Sad that the truth i wish others would show/tell me in times of struggle is comin from the lyrics of a song, someone i dont even kno. Thank you for the truth ❤
@tinatiller81405 жыл бұрын
This is a really good song 🎵 by him he's spitting the truth...... A lot of people go through different stuff differently in their lives so.... Just be honest....!!!!!!
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
I feel bad for what I put my family in..I am really sorry and willing to fix every thing.but I do drug and that's what really causing the problem but why I do that?because I'm young and I think that it will help me with my sadness in life..cause I once feeling bad for loving someone...and when I do drunk its i can see now that what's i put my family into.and in me..i dont know what to do to fix it.i really love my family and they always there for me..I am not grateful for it..and I'm sorry for da.i wish my family will forgive me and give me a chance..to rebuilt..I love all my fam..and I mean it..I'm will to do anything to fix what I broke
@moosepoupart31665 жыл бұрын
@@pakut8580 never give up, never surrender. U gotta keep fighting for what u love and if it's for family, that's the way to be! U can do this, I'm a year sober from the same life, drunk driving I rolled my car 7 times front bumper to back bumper n spun out twice, came out of it without a scratch. My mom passed away 8 years ago n she protected me n in that moment I decided this life ain't for me. I quit cold turkey drinking, smoking, all of it. I'm not the same person I was a year ago but that's the point and never forget where u came from n dont be afraid of urself cuz a part of u will actually die so stay strong n blossom into that butterfly
@That1gie5 жыл бұрын
The beginning of this song hit me so hard so hard 😭
@madmax21625 жыл бұрын
Me to
@dawntinnea50504 жыл бұрын
That song is amazing!!! It touched my ❤!! I love it!!
@manzilpaudel964 жыл бұрын
When i come with ivan songs i feel like, this is the thing i must listen, he is lit I'm blessed cause like these people makes us the feel we live and it felts so much better you can't imagined ❤️
@deannaharasiuk40324 жыл бұрын
Ithink It is good BUT I am in the mood for some easy rock!.
@archangelrevelations95324 жыл бұрын
This is powerful. Trying to trigger you to wake up. Forgive me for my honesty. I am the one person in the Universe that is not afraid to tell you the truth. Why? Cuz I am you.
@isgood455 жыл бұрын
This one hit me so hard,straight to the heart 😓
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
Its acutely true..and it will help cause its mu life
@amandafinnerty91535 жыл бұрын
@@pakut8580 i feel ya, but these people make these songs and sometimes i wish i could just know if they truly feel the way we do, the lies were told, and the repationship fucked up family and not knowing yourself issues.
@kristymckenzie20394 жыл бұрын
@@amandafinnerty9153 of course they do. You can't fake or make up that depth of emotion ypu have to feel it to describe it so perfectly. They are people just like us of course they feel what we do.
@torithompson13865 жыл бұрын
You don’t gotta hurt, but you gotta let it heal!🙌🏼🙌🏼
@All_is_self_co5 жыл бұрын
Tori Thompson true true.
@jesicafloyd4 жыл бұрын
Amen
@awall65914 жыл бұрын
Real.
@elizaturner47264 жыл бұрын
This is the best song I've ever heard it's like your explaining my life in a song and all of what you say is exactly what's happening in my life and what you say is actually so true that I feel like I should be good I should actually live better and I should actually try my hardest I know the songs not for me but I'll say thank you to you for making this song because ever sense I've heard it it has really helped and I'm so thankful I don't know what else to say but thank you you've really helped me want to live again and helped me so much thank you,
@polyeesther085 жыл бұрын
You ask how did I get here? What did you choose?? I felt that 💯
@miranda99264 жыл бұрын
Hmm
@boohoowho11325 жыл бұрын
Damn this hit home!!!! Amazing talent. Blessings to all
@meganpigsley48715 жыл бұрын
I'd like to see an Ivan B and NF collab.
@samuelsantiago35565 жыл бұрын
Facts🙏🏽💯💯💯
@pokemeanddie84135 жыл бұрын
Ivan b and NF with bmike would be fucking dope
@frankbishop94315 жыл бұрын
@@pokemeanddie8413 literally just thought the exact same thing what a dream team of real thinkers and real speakers
@idkanymore83974 жыл бұрын
@@samuelsantiago3556 you wouldn't know who's who lol their voices sound the same,just like Tay k and comethazine their voices sound very much the same in that collab you wouldn't know who's who either.
@stevenwilliamson90314 жыл бұрын
Idkanymore they may sound alike and rap about similar things but they aren't totally idetical plus both have different rap styles also
@joerivera52105 жыл бұрын
This song is how my life is now and after listening to this I realize I need to stop hurting myself over thinking she'll ever change
@taylorbrearley31095 жыл бұрын
hits hard man
@amandafinnerty91535 жыл бұрын
Its true. But maybe its not just me or the gurl. Maybe they both need to need eachothers love and happiness and affection for eachother more ya know.
@Alicesux134 жыл бұрын
The one That Truly loves you im going through the same thing
@joerivera52104 жыл бұрын
I would just tell him be 100% honest I mean what do you have to lose if he says no you're just being the same position you are in now but this time it will be easier and you will have a clearer mind set..
@whiterthanU534 жыл бұрын
Some of the realist shit ive heard💯 I hope everything works out for you bro. Much love.
@mcobillasmc4 жыл бұрын
Ivan b forgive me for my honesty helped me when I was at my lowest. Don't ever stop what you're doing.
@samuelsantiago35565 жыл бұрын
2020 still 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@fallensoul69227 жыл бұрын
I honestly love this guy.
@mattr857 жыл бұрын
Kate King me too, him and Nate Feuerstein
@fallensoul69227 жыл бұрын
Matthew Russian I love NF
@amandafinnerty91535 жыл бұрын
I do too , and this songs so deep. Gives me tears that womt fall. No answers but the noise and laughter.
@ResilientEchoes-k4 жыл бұрын
This song is what's helping me get through a really hard time in my life idk what I would do if I didn't hear this song.I started standing up for myself more
@Alicesux134 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this I reflected on myself and I needed this
@youngsynz71636 жыл бұрын
Amazing since day one who agrees
@ramchurnayushi24274 жыл бұрын
I close my eyes and hear my son saying these things. I feel his heart sing... My natural born King. Tho my hearts been ripped apart, Ive loved u from the start, and even in the dark, your the only man who will ever have my heart. It's taken a lifetime tryna find the light, hidin in the night, lyin, sayin ya maybe, I might...but I promise u.... This time ima fight, ima hold on tight, to never lose sight cuz this time son...ima get it right. 🖤
@jeffnelson39344 жыл бұрын
Danm this song hits me good. It reminds me what im going through with my mom. I really injoy listening to it
@houalee14566 жыл бұрын
I love you, whoever hurt you. for you to write this song, I love you.
@christamoericke98515 жыл бұрын
Thus is about himself
@ryanvashstampede17005 жыл бұрын
The song is to himself. listen closer. its Ivan talking to Ivan
@nmadnatin83985 жыл бұрын
At first I thought he was talking about bmike lol
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
Hurt my self
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
I hurt my self and them
@jamihart7774 жыл бұрын
Personalizing it....its absolutely twin FLAME speaking to twin FLAME. WOOOO!!!
@gigiocampo7754 жыл бұрын
What a great song. I can truly relate. Thank you 💯🏵️💢🌺
@jordanjuett22322 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯🙏🙏🙏🙏 another god one
@southsiderization4 жыл бұрын
Reality finally hit me this song relates to me so much thank you for this song friend :/
@jonavanrabago65544 жыл бұрын
Hell ya man I love the lyrics on your song it’s brings so much memories god bless spread the love ❤️
@devinsmith59264 жыл бұрын
First time that I heard this was with my best bro, and I sat there so smug wondering if he was even listening, or maybe even possibly could have been reflecting on the lyrics for things that had happened...and then I kept listening....and I inevitably realized how egotistical and judgemental I was being....literally two of the biggest things I had vowed never to become,.so it was time to take a step back and reasses my mind
@cassieperry89575 жыл бұрын
Needed to hear this thanks Ivan :)
@dilloncody47145 жыл бұрын
This actually a masterpiece holy shit
@shemphanglaloo58855 жыл бұрын
Yeah..... I love this song it's really meant to me about my Brother who is addicted to drugs... But you know what I've always there for him until the day he past away
@s.jperrette61324 жыл бұрын
To my husband this song is for him!! Its sad but this song is ALL HIM! MY LOVE WAS AND IS UNCONDITIONAL BUT HE BELIEVES HIS OWN LIES! LET DOWN YOUR GARD AND ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE LOVED!! GOODBYE MY LOVE
@remokedahit21865 жыл бұрын
U r the great rapper.... I love n like ur song n you...soo much..
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
I thank you for this song
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
Now I know
@Honey-ms6ur5 жыл бұрын
Yhuu no Ivan I don't forgive u😭 so much truth in this song! God it hit me sooo hard!!
@jessestanton79844 жыл бұрын
Was thinking of my cuz that passed and come up on this song it's like he wonted me to hear it ty so much
@emotionalequestrian234 жыл бұрын
im so glad i clicked on this video
@Str8stbowtie5 жыл бұрын
Great song. And by no means do I mean to detract from your lyrics, But to answer a question of what is love without loss... it's just love, plain and simple the way I believe it was intended to be. The answer to all questions, even tho unasked, is love. And I give mine to any who will carry it with them today and any day after.
@chris2crazzy5 жыл бұрын
He's actually talking about himself while looking in the mirror
@creativelol93405 жыл бұрын
....
@chris2crazzy5 жыл бұрын
@Tu Papi 😂😂😂 FACTS BRO
@secondthoughtsmusic54195 жыл бұрын
That's what I thought when I listened to it. I thought this song was directed towards himself
@chris2crazzy5 жыл бұрын
@@secondthoughtsmusic5419 it is lol
@creativelol93405 жыл бұрын
“You’re perfect with imperfections I wish I had the answers, Ivan But I’m only your reflection” yep he is!
@aaronmoore97414 жыл бұрын
For those who lied now live honestly. Walk love Pray Help others. 😇
@brandonhenderson15576 жыл бұрын
i just want to say thank u for ur inspiring lyrics the way u worded everything i needed answers and honestly i got them but i thank u for helping me in way thru ur beautiful art like to be honest i allmost offed my self today cuz i was confused aboyt life and tierd of hurting and feeling this pain but idk somthing about ur music made me want to push on and live my life that im not the only one who felt the feelings i feel (fuck the pain love it will never be enough)but thank u ivan for just basicly saying what i needed to hear
@sarahcrowded24535 жыл бұрын
To say what you want to do I act like I don't care cause came off so I was trying to forget
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
And I dont know what to thx u
@truthknowledge42004 жыл бұрын
I remember this conversation.
@kimhart52694 жыл бұрын
Love this song ❤️ so real 💯💯💯
@feljac305 жыл бұрын
Words I need to say to the man I loved but he loved meth more. Went to rehab, made promises, planned our future but it wasn't enough 😭😢
@Bsfnelz205 жыл бұрын
FELICIA JACOBS I’m sure he loved u more than meth is just addiction is hard and will get the best of anyone if u love ❤️ him stay and fight let him know that u r there to help and to fight the addiction with him
@feljac305 жыл бұрын
@@Bsfnelz20 thank you for your kind words. I did stay and fight for a whole year. We split up and got together so many times and I fought this battle till it broke me and ultimately it broke us too. I pray for him and cry for him everyday. It's been about a year now since we last spoke. I miss him.
@Bsfnelz205 жыл бұрын
FELICIA JACOBS wow sorry to hear that he might be clean now find out and try to make it work missing someone u love ❤️ sucks and hurts it all works out for the best at the end it has to
@Bsfnelz205 жыл бұрын
U r beautiful he will come around
@feljac305 жыл бұрын
@Jordyn Miller sorry for your pain. I hope it all works for you. I am slowly starting to love myself and not blame myself for not being good enough for him but realizing that HE was the one who was not good enough for me.
@holland96742 жыл бұрын
Would love you to do a song on getting away from toxic people no matter who they are. Family or friends. Thank you.
@tawanahickey92342 жыл бұрын
Ok
@aprilbenavidez21064 жыл бұрын
Love this song ❤️❤️
@dopaminehit38974 жыл бұрын
God bless him for the straight facts that he is gifted with💪
@dopaminehit38974 жыл бұрын
He speaks of myself n think mass whole of us too
@nav91614 жыл бұрын
The words🔥🔥🔥
@Litterboxcrewcleaner4 жыл бұрын
Needed this 9 yrs 9 mos... G.O.N.E💔🔓💯💪😩
@daj52664 жыл бұрын
Excellent!!!
@ninjahh935 жыл бұрын
Its been a long time since a song gave me goose bumps
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
I cry alot when I listen to a song that its relate
@EveMichRain4 жыл бұрын
Wish I knew if he wrote this for himself, or what exactly. Listened to it at least 8 times now. Lyrics are spot on.
@derekjester78735 жыл бұрын
Real & Honest shit. Thank you. Not many actually have something to say nowadays. Appreciate ya.
@brycetheobald47855 жыл бұрын
I'm legit crying rn 😭😭😭
@devinswiderski16684 жыл бұрын
Thnk you so much
@rochellerobyy83814 жыл бұрын
love life live for what you love be wherever you need to be for the one that needs you most ❤️
@sarahmiller6625 жыл бұрын
To my Ivan.. If you come across this.. Just know. You are loved. All that ive seen in you is real. It's not something i think you should change to become. Im not crazy. I see you! I see you! You're an amazing man. You're NOT your past. Your my love. My min rustning. We are SI. And we will always be. I hope to always remain your friend and your lover. But, if things push us apart. Just know. You'll always have a huge portion of my heart. ❤
@jofearlesstaylorrussell44204 жыл бұрын
All starts within love reminds me of who I was around when I was younger. We are all accountable including myself. No I had to say goodbye. Light leads the way. so many are codependant and seek to others to fulfill them when healing and love acceptance confidence empathy for others and stability and balance in your life all starts within. Anyone real out there anymore
@angelxxx97616 жыл бұрын
This is brilliant
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
This true
@lunamae57764 жыл бұрын
I found this song at the perfect time 💕
@danielhillyard4 жыл бұрын
I say a lot of words and you hear nothing but silence? Did you hear me crying, screaming in pain for the loss of life that was lost. My words you never really heard. You should.
@jofearlesstaylorrussell44204 жыл бұрын
I really like this so much came up for a reason
@Alexandramonaco1235 жыл бұрын
That's a strong message. I felt that in my heart
@shanemusic45025 жыл бұрын
Really love this song so much hits me right in my deepest heart and soul
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
Thx u
@gofedilefairdeal12574 жыл бұрын
I had to pause my life so that I can listen to this song properly....from the first second, I felt like he's talking to me
@jeffbaldwin97615 жыл бұрын
God bless you man
@danielhillyard4 жыл бұрын
What is there to believe in? I have values and I didn't chose anything but love and honesty. But like your self singing this song no love or honesty. I hear nothing but lies.
@stacymiller88514 жыл бұрын
I love ur song kids. I love all ur songs actually. But I just heard kids & honest w u. Great lyrics
@haleigh.32214 жыл бұрын
Wow, these lyrics really hit😭
@sarahmyers44245 жыл бұрын
I wish my brother would have caught the hint when I sent him the link to this song
@paulkunert43035 жыл бұрын
:(
@Alicesux134 жыл бұрын
He caught it just to much of the ego n shame
@sarahmyers44244 жыл бұрын
@@Alicesux13 facts. He's probably fronting
@monicamasters84825 жыл бұрын
this makes me think...God help me
@tommysmith41524 жыл бұрын
God got you.never forget that
@kaolenoneill25334 жыл бұрын
Monica Masters god helped me
@kimhart52694 жыл бұрын
You got this
@coolkid79614 жыл бұрын
I love it!!!!
@bendontbeaswerve57344 жыл бұрын
Id like to see ivan b and tom mcdonald collab would be 🔥
@corpsefather79145 жыл бұрын
Crazy that this almost comes off like he is coming at NF, just some of the lines he said, Super glad that's not what this is.
@travisdipple96694 жыл бұрын
What if the writer is the same and only used the name Ivan so NF couldn't steal it? Lol Just know they are one in the same
@corpsefather79144 жыл бұрын
@@travisdipple9669 they don't look too much alike LOL, I know what you meant.
@kaolenoneill25334 жыл бұрын
Loving the song
@laceypoppell76465 жыл бұрын
Love this song i chill an blaze an deep thought i relate to this ❤️💯
@mittenzpurrez82355 жыл бұрын
Wow! Just tears
@jofearlesstaylorrussell44204 жыл бұрын
Was looking for my comment thought it was gone but lot further down. Deep song and I cant say anymore to anyone. good luck everyone hope u find the light within. 🙏
@michaelrayner6855 жыл бұрын
This song hit me on a different level geez
@jengray50344 жыл бұрын
Damn real stuff... Love
@salinanichole87285 жыл бұрын
I'm so feeling this song right now
@samuel642904 жыл бұрын
Salina Nichole name song?
@samuel642904 жыл бұрын
Salina Nichole is it on spotify
@Cyclops5.05 жыл бұрын
Amazing song. First time hearing
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
Nope
@swipey80895 жыл бұрын
@@pakut8580 stfu
@marlonpaul65086 жыл бұрын
effort is between you and you. the life you want is up to you
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
It's all about family and love once
@pakut85805 жыл бұрын
True
@frankpatterson96924 жыл бұрын
Cold hard truth yo
@freechild15665 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@simeonkolev38994 жыл бұрын
ivan b and sik world seems like a good colab
@momincheran16815 жыл бұрын
Love song! ❤
@big459playzz24 жыл бұрын
Ain't even going to lie this hit me hard right now. I dont know anymore!!
@kellypowers16784 жыл бұрын
Song says alot. Comes to a point where sometimes both sides need to realize.
@lastlaugh58954 жыл бұрын
I feel this to my bones.
@bellvadear80895 жыл бұрын
These bars beat heart hard
@johnmora58305 жыл бұрын
Speaking the truth here.
@jaelenefenior61564 жыл бұрын
I cant deal with this no more and i listen to this
@trentonkern47264 жыл бұрын
This explains me
@galwayryan54614 жыл бұрын
Yeah I got honesty u friggin cliche . I face life at face value. Money isn't my goal . My goal is to not deal with liars ,to not be afraid to meet my maker when I go to bed. I did that. Broke up with my best friend of 10 years. He screams ,belittles,don't make a lot of money (oh I have atrial tachycardia and need a pacemaker). Yet I try to do what I can . Now I'm done. I stayed to long because I wasn't always good to people but man he tops evil snarkiness.. I'm sick right now I need him. He screamed never showed up and made a decision that I will never forgive. If u aint my ride or die get out way I'm to good to put up with mediocre men. Whatever happened to him it killed everything of the man that I was fighting for. He's used up leftovers now. Have fun with my used toy he's yours now. I like my vibrator better anyway. L