Emergency CT Scan and Results 😭My Cancer Journey Vlog #17 October 2022

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

The beginning of my journey started here: kzbin.info/www/bejne/eJbVf2RpZbeDkKc. If you would like to keep updated on my journey, please subscribe and you will be notified of new videos. Welcome!

[@Courtpie443]

So so sad to see that this lovely lady has since passed. I wish her family all the support and love in the world ❤❤❤❤

[@sandyrose2398]

I just found ur vlog and knew I had to click on it. My symptoms --- explosive diarrhea started in November 2000. It always started around 45 minutes after eating -- so I thought there was something in the food that triggered it. I had been working part time and didn't have medical insurance -- so I hadn't gone to a doctor for several years. In 2003 I was sitting on my couch and realized that I had ovarian cancer - that's what my mother was diagnosed with in 1989. I had to wait 3 more years until I was eligible for Medicare. I went to the doctor December 2005 and told him that he would find something. Sure enough - I was diagnosed with Stage 3 Ovarian Cancer. When I walked out of his office -- I was alone - I looked up at the sky and said, "God, I was able to control everything in my life - but I can't control this - so I'm not going to worry about it!!!! I was referred to a surgeon and I had a total hysterectomy in Feb. 2006. After that I had 6 chemo treatments. I'm not married - and I pretty much - took care of myself. I had a few people make me home-made soup, drive me to the doctor, visit me in the hospital, etc. I never asked the various doctors about my future, what tests they're doing, were things improving with the cancer, etc. After the chemo ended - a home health nurse came to my house several times to give me one of the Amgen Cancer Drugs, either epogen or neupogen. I never cried - I just lived one-day-at-a-time --- and if I didn't have to go to a doctor the following day --- that was a great day!!!! Forgot to mention my best friend, my little lhasa apso Tiki. She was my best medicine. I did have people visit me at home - I was never lonely. One year after all the treatments - I was cancer-free --- and it's now 16 years later -- and still cancer-free. I am a walking miracle --- and I PRAY that you will recover and be out-of-pain ---- so you could go home and continue your life. Sandy, Oxnard, CA!!!!!!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey with me Sandy! It truly gives me hope when I hear from people diagnosed with this at an advanced stage and hearing that they have remained cancer free for years. My dog has provided me with more support than I ever would have imagined. It's like she knows when I'm feeling poorly and will just cuddle up to me for hours. Prior to diagnosis, we hiked and did a lot of activities together, so her ability to tone it down for me has been remarkable. Dogs are truly a patient's best friend!

[@sandyrose2398]

@@MyCancerJourneyMaria Dogs know how we're feeling and they react. To let u know, next month, I'll be 82 years young!!!! No one believes my age - and neither do I. Today there are so many new treatments and doctors are so much more knowledgable - than even 16 years ago. My Prayers Go Out to You and everyone else who's dealing with the Big C.

[@Dltp259]

You’re not alone, my friend battled a bad diagnosis and 10 yrs later she’s thriving and cancer free, no reason it can’t be you too!❤❤❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

That is excellent!!!! I LOVE hearing about success stories. Thank you for sharing it!

[@tinacollins2055]

Bless your heart! Please do not apologize for crying. You are dealing with a terrible and very painful disease. Tears can be healing.

[@kimnixon4969]

I sure miss her videos! I know your flying high sweet angel Maria. ❤

[@alaskansourdoughwormsgarde4392]

God be with you my dear. I was diagnosed with stage 4b ovarian cancer last September 2021. Went through three rounds of chemo, a total debulking of tumors and other things and three more chemo. I have not been able to take the follow up pill chemo and now my cancer it back just short of six months. If I can’t get into a trial they will try another chemo. All I can do is pray and hope. I’m prepared to meet Jesus if that is what he wants but there is alway hope. Even though I did not have a lot of ascites I had the same pain as you in the bowels and bladder.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I'm so sorry that you have experienced the same thing I'm going through and are dealing with a recurrence. The way that I'm looking at this, while a cure may be difficult, I'll be happy if it can be treated as a chronic disease that allows me to live many years. I wish you luck in getting into a clinical trial that works for you!

[@catfish5272]

I can’t xplain it but I’ve developed a real liking to you. Out of all the cancer channels I’ve been watching you are by far my favorite. I just like you a lot.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much. I really appreciate it!

[@karenshady8129]

I beleive a positive attitude is EVERYTHING when it comes to dealing with things like this.. I will share a little story, of my best friends Mum…. She had leukaemia as a 40 year old, and was pretty much told that her family needed to come asap, as she wasnt going to make it through the night !!!! Well, she did make it through the night, and has gone on to live to almost 80, and still going strong…. When I asked her about it, her response was ‘I just decided I needed to live, I have 3 kids who need me, and I wasnt going to die, and leave them, so I didnt’ !!!!!!!! You have such an amazingly positive outlook, and I am certain you will beat this !!!!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I have to beat this! I loved hearing of your best friend's mom. It is these experiences that I draw from when I look to my cancer treatment and my future.

[@marywilliams7176]

Maria...You for sure are not alone! I was diagnosed in Jan. of 2013, Stage 3C High Grade. I went to Mayo Clinic from Alaska for the debulking surgery, I was opened up, and there was so much there in really dangerous places that the surgeons sent me home for 18 weeks of dose-dense Carbo Taxol. I had 7 ureter stents over 21 months due to the largest, brick-sized tumor pressing on my left ureter. I then went on Avastin/Cytoxan for 3.5 years, Faslodex injections, Letrozole over the next 8 years. In May of 2021 my surgeon at Mayo felt it was time to go back in and perform the debulking surgery. I had several complications, keeping me in the hospital for 15 days. For 13 days I had an NG tube and no food or drinks in all those days. It took a full year of recovery. My CA-125 waivers between 12-14 and there still is a small lesion on my gastro hepatic ligament that we watch. I have never been in remission but...you know what...almost 10 years later, I am here, in no pain and loving being 70 years old! I currently am only on a daily pill of Letrozole. Five years ago after another needle biopsy, it was discovered that my big solid tumors were high grade, but the hundreds of little lesions all over my colon, omentum, and diaphragm were low grade. You will get used to the roller coaster of all the ups and downs and learn SO much about your cancer, the drugs, and your body. It takes about a year to go through the stages of Shock-Anger-Denial-Depression-Acceptance....and then PEACE! It will come for you, trust me. Remember.....Fear and Faith cannot exist in the same room..Choose FAITH! Keep up your wonderful attitude and spread sunshine when you can to others in the chemo room. Your nurses will become lifelong friends! I just know you will be an ovary achiever! Warm hugs from cold Alaska! Mary

[@kimkelly9046]

Hugs to you. You are incredible!!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you for sharing. It is very helpful - I'm sure I will draw on your experiences as I navigate this journey. I'd rather be alive and have treatment for ten years to the alternative - that seems to be a great result for a 3C diagnosis, so congratulations!

[@jenniferrobbins8439]

@Mary Willams it made me feel so much peace reading what you said about the Anger, depressing, denial and the acceptance and peace ☮️ I am newly diagnosed Stage 3C recurring uterine cancer. My doctor assured me 2 years ago after my hysterectomy my low grade uterine cancer was gone. No evidence of disease. But a few cancer cells were left behind and it slowly started growing into my vagina, that’s how I found it, washing myself I started bleeding. My world turned dark for a minute. Made appointment with my oncologist and she verified it was a recurrence of the cancer. After a PET scan they found it had spread to my lymph nodes in my pelvis area. Now I’m waiting to get better from a lymph node dissection so I can begin Chemo/radiation for 25 weeks. I’m am stage 3C I should have been more proactive with my health and paid for a PET scan myself 6 months after surgery, because whenever I went to my follow up appointments she never did anything but look at my vaginal cuff and that’s it. The Cancer hadn’t came out of its hiding place yet. Sneaky ass damn cancer! Sorry but I’m angry. I’m 61 and I had just retired and I was enjoying my life, now I have to fight for it. I’m literally more afraid of the chemo and radiation than I am the cancer. Anyway reading what you said above definitely made me feel so much better. ❤

[@marilyntonelli8832]

What an incredible story. You are so blessed. I have serous endometrial cancer that went to my ovaries that were filled with serous fluid. Just finished my 6th round of chemo.

[@marilyntonelli8832]

@@jenniferrobbins8439 don’t be afraid. I have just finished round 6 of chemo for high grade serous endometrial carcinoma at 64 yo and did brachytherapy setup today to start radiation by the end of month. My Mom had endometrial low grade cancer in 1985 @52 yo with no follow up and it came back in lungs 25 years later in 2010 @77 yo. She had them removed and chemo and is now 90 yo.

[@lanebashford3982]

Praying hard for you, Maria. I hate that you're going thru this and want you to know you're not alone. I have Stg 4 metastatic breast ca (to ribs, spine and long bones). Went thru a course of chemo including Taxol. The Taxol cause peripheral neuropathy in both feet so I have trouble walking but I'm still getting around. I also just finished a course of radiation for my arm and rib tumors which really helped a lot. Right now I'm pain free and only having trouble sleeping maybe bc of anxiety. I try to eat well, watch good movies, read good books, get exercise every day, laugh with my loved ones and beloved pets and drink a lot of hot tea. All I know is this is a process. It's harder for some than for others although at some point it gets hard for everyone. I wish you didn't have to go thru it. I wish this on no one because no one deserves cancer of any kind. I'm going to pray for you every day, Maria. Please take care and stay strong.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I'm so sorry to hear that you know exactly what I'm going through. Taxol has been the devil for me since the beginning. It's great that you are pain free, as hopefully you are able to partake in the activities that give you joy. It is so important to enjoy those things that are important to us and bring us happiness. I look forward to the day that cancer is eradicated or at least treatment diminishes it to nothing more than the common cold. You will be in my prayers Lane.

[@salcamposano4153]

My wife too

[@bellawinfield8577]

Praying for Complete Healing 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you for your prayers- I need and appreciate all that I am receiving.

[@denisepaulsenful]

I was Stage 3C … my tumour was 7.5cm - the chemo shrunk it to the point there was nothing there by the time of my surgery followed by 5-weeks of radiation - that was almost 15-years ago … you will get there - they will find the right treatment protocol that’s right for you Maria - you’re in the right place - Much love and enormous respect from Toronto ❤ 😘

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I just love your comment so much!!!! Thank you for sharing your inspiring experience!

[@denisepaulsenful]

@@MyCancerJourneyMaria … you’re so welcome Maria ❤️and I really appreciate your response. I also ended up with sepsis during my chemo - there are always bumps in the road - I was hospitalized for 10-days I was in isolation - the nurses and docs all wore surgical gowns and masks and gloves kinda like Covid - but I survived and i never looked back. Trust your team, as I’m sure you do Maria 🌷 … sending you much love ❤️ and respect from Toronto 😘

[@ladyinred9656]

Do yourself a favor and get checked out again..the pains you are feeling are something to look into....my aunt did that and she is still alive today ..she was in remission for 13 years and then started getting these pains, we all begged her to check it out and she did.. they caught it early and now she is alive and well..not wishing anything bad just saying to check it out

[@donnamariedunn3944]

It's good they found out now that the chemo isn't working so they could give you one that will work. I know it's very hard, body wise and emotionally. You are doing great. Tears need to be shed. I know I cried and still do. We are human and we are warriors! Praying this chemo will work. ❤️

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I’m very hopeful that this new one will work. They will watch me carefully to make sure I’m responding to treatment. It will be great to get to the point of surgery so I can know some of the cancer has been removed and it got targeted chemo too!

[@donnamariedunn3944]

@@MyCancerJourneyMaria That's important that they watch you. And it makes you feel better. Surgery sounds rough, but that's where you need to get to and know where you are in your journey. You will do great!

[@SRKTVCREATIONS]

Even my cancer is not going to remission.. So I'm not able to see my future.. I became burden to family.. My god every minute if I think about future, I don't want to live. 😢😢

[@mimistans7715]

You have my prayers! Hang in there! Hubby was diagnosed with leg and lung cancer. They chose to do immunotherapy on him and it worked. He is now cancer free. They WILL find what will work for YOU.

[@donnamariedunn3944]

@@SRKTVCREATIONS ❤️

[@Kinypshun]

I'm so sorry you are going through so much pain and discomfort, sweet woman. Pain to the point of tears - No one can imagine. I wish we could take it away from you. Wondering if a patch will help with the breakthrough - You may already be using one. The length of that incision w/ surgey is a lot to comprehend. Praying for the new chemo to destroy the cancer. We're with you.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Not using a patch yet but will be meeting with a palliative care team to try to manage all symptoms.

[@rhondawhatley1591]

God will give you the strength you need to get through. He never promised that the cross would not get heavy and the hill would not be hard to climb and he never offered our victories without fighting but he said help will always come in time.

[@tatumpiano8569]

Maria, when you cried, so did I. I went through this and remember the disappointments. It is so rarely a totally smooth road. I had several bumps along the way until one day, the new treatment worked. It will be 10 years soon but now almost 7 years since any treatment. We are both fortunate to be in a place where the care is the best in the country (if not the world) and if anyone can figure out, it's them. I know it sucks while you're waiting for a solution but keep reassuring yourself that they WILL find it. I always include you in my prayers. Thank you for the update...hugs from your friend in NY xo

[@kimkelly9046]

God bless you

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

That's truly the best we can do - have faith that the experts will figure it out and let us live our lives the way we imagined.

[@maddtt1]

Hi Maria😊. I just saw your video. You seem like a really sweet person. I head head & neck cancer 4 1/2 yrs. ago. I went through chemotherapy & radiation. I never had the swelling & tumor issues that you’re having though. I had cancer 3 times in one year - all in my head & neck. But they decided to do the treatments after my last bout with it. I’ve been clear for 4 1/2 yrs. now. I get my CT scans done every year. I’ve got one more year to get them done & then I’ll be on my own. It’s so brave if you to record your journey. I don’t think I could have done that. I bought myself a journal, so that I could record my journey, but I could never push myself enough to even start it. You’re so brave & im so glad that you’re sharing your journey with us. ❤ I’m so sorry that you are sometimes in so much pain. 😢 I hate that for you. I’ll be praying for you. I believe that you can get through this & come out victorious! I’m looking forward to your next video. My name is Tina, I’m 62 yrs. old and I live in Indiana. Take care. 🥰

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Tina - I can't imagine getting diagnosed with cancer three times in one year. That would be a lot to manage emotionally. I'm so happy to hear that you are cancer free now too. I love hearing stories that give me HOPE!

[@bobbiegambarini1056]

God bless you. I had cancer in 2004. Had surgery in Marvh 2004. Then started chemo in April through August. Same chemo protocol. Taxol and Carboplatin. Brutal. Lots of pain. Very emotional experience too. Don't worry about crying. It's normal. You're a warrior. You're going to beat this. 💓 God love you. I did it. You can do it.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

The taxol/carbo combination was definitely tough for me - the bone pain was extreme! I'm so happy that your treatment was so successful and am hoping this new treatment provides me with many years ahead. Great to hear such a positive survivor story!

[@jerilynwomack2012]

You are going to survive you got this.Prayers for this cancer to leave your body. Your a strong lady and big hugs to you sweetheart.

[@Tomas-major]

I lost my beautiful partner last year from inoperable liver cancer last year. Two years, two months of such a brave fight, I am praying for you lovely lady and I pray for a miracle they do happen Xx

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I do worry about my loved ones while I fight this thing. It must have been so hard for you to go through that journey with your partner, hoping for a miracle, and then dealing with the enormous loss thereafter. My thoughts are with you and I hope your partner's memory brings you joy.

[@patrickboudreau3846]

Hello Maria, i am from Canada in the french speaking province of Quebec. My wife has been batteling cancer for two years and doing really good. Mind you, her cancer was very aggressive and she had to give it all she had to Endure the many treatments. I enjoyed your video and love your smile. Obviously, you are quite the warrior and You are fighting this thing with all you ve got ! My wife tells me that positive thinking Has made a uge difference to help her get throught it all. One day at a time, never give up. Lots of love sent your way ❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much! My best to you and your wife! I agree with her - it is imperative to keep a positive outlook.

[@karinasanchez3285]

🙏💛🙏. Sending you all my prayers and healing light!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you- I will take them all.

[@dettyvanderwal1126]

Sending you prayers from the Netherlands!!

[@gailmatt1734]

You are just so likable in telling your story each time and I know you are in people’s hearts. I admire you for telling your story. When I was going through my treatments and surgery, I wasn’t wanting to talk about it with anyone-I’d come home every day and want to forget what I went through. I hope you find the right meds for you and get your surgery, and be be on the road to recovery. ❤️

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

For me, vlogging about this has been very therapeutic for me. I don't want to always be talking about my health with my loved ones but I also need to process what I've been going through. If I can help one person understand what is like to be going through this type of diagnosis, treatment and the ups/downs of treatment, I'll be so fulfilled. I'm hoping that your treatment was successful and you're writing as a survivor.

[@debramac8589]

Sending LOVE and a big HUG your way 😊😊

[@carolyndaglish3172]

I have just come across your story, I have yet to look at more of your videos to learn more about your journey but I also follow Jenny Apple and would suggest you do too as you both have such a strong yet gentle and positive spirit. I am inspired to find my own strength and company in your words. Thinking of you.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Welcome aboard (if you subscribed) and thank you for the recommendation, I'll check her out!

[@blucky1250]

Love Jenny. She’s a warrior. ❤

[@cynthiaholland13]

This was painful to hear this update. You were so positive and strong. Thank you for the beautiful lessons you taught us

[@Sushi2735]

Oh no! I’m so sorry! My body hated Carbo/Taxol, just hated it! Out of 8 treatments I too was in the hospital the first six treatments. I also had gyno cancer with Mets. Just rest and let them take care of you. You are one tough cookie! This is HARD chemo, but you can do it! You are walking through the fire right now. I’m happy they are changing up your chemo. You have to hit this with everything! The surgery is VERY hard! So get your strength back up. Your Onc. will know when it’s safe to operate. I’m 15 yrs out and everything has changed, there are many more options now! I’m holding you in my heart and prayers. Please please rest and get your strength back from the Taxol! You are not alone, I wish I was there to hold your hand and give you comfort and strength to battle on💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

15 years out is excellent and I'm so happy for you! Hearing from survivors is so helpful because if I start down a rabbit hole, I remind myself of stories I hear from people like you and I'm able to bring my thinking back into the positive. Thank you!

[@myheartisinjapan3184]

Maria I’m so sorry. Praying the new chemotherapy is the magic elixir to tackle this dreadful disease. I’m praying for you. You have the most beautiful spirit ever. Your strength is inspiring. You are in my prayers daily sweetheart. ❤️🙏

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Magic elixir - I love that and I'm going to believe it to be true!

[@rachelbee7921]

Praying for you, Maria. My mother has been in remission from ovarian cancer, since 2014, by the grace of God. She had a football sized tumor in her abdomen, and once it was surgically removed, she did 9 rounds of chemo. You will be in my prayers, and God Bless you! May the Lord grant your body healing through a new chemo drug, in Jesus' name. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

This is great news - remission for eight years is remarkable! Thank you for your prayers 🙏

[@gaylefarmer5946]

God Bless! I am praying for your total healing!

[@annettepurtle3757]

Cry hunny as much as you need to, I remember going through my journey I cried a million tears. There’s a lot of what ifs going through your mind. I did as well ,I didn’t know if I was going to make it or not ? Especially having 2 children that I love with all my heart ❤️ I didn’t want to leave them,but when everything was done my cancer dr. Had eradicated my cancer completely. Listen hunny there’s many other cancer treatments for you to try. Just stay positive,that’s everything! God bless you Maria 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🤗😀👍🏼💪🏻

[@annbannon5545]

So very sad may she rest easy ❤ such a strong positive women

[@blucky1250]

I’m rooting for you. You are in my prayers. My sister has been fighting since 7/2021 after being ignored and put off as IBS. You are in the very best hands. 💚

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you very much. I would think that with so many of these stories of these women who have cancer where it has been put off as a GI issue would alert doctors of the need to investigate further. Many of the symptoms that they cite for ovarian cancer unfortunately are symptoms that occur only after the cancer is advanced. I wish your sister the best of luck in her fight!

[@maryannschwittek4984]

I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this. I hope a new chemo regime will improve things. I’ll keep you in my thoughts.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I would be so grateful if it works and I am going to believe that will be the case.

[@alisalavine1052]

I have never had cancer but do have my own health struggles with several autoimmune diseases. When I had bad news a few years ago over something I thought was fixed in my spine it really was a gut punch. It's hard not to give up. Its been 9 years and while the diseases in my spine continue, I am still fighting the good fight to stay mobile and out of a wheelchair. It's okay to get angry and sad and feel defeated. But only for a little bit. You're such a fighter even when the exhaustion threatens to overwhelm you. You aren't alone. All your followers here are rooting for you. Sending you support and healing energy.💖

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Autoimmune diseases are no joke. People don't understand that while a person may not look sick or ill, they are often battling symptoms that no one would ever need to experience. Hopefully your treatment continues to keep you out of a wheelchair.

[@tvmom]

I’m so sorry you are struggling. The mental stress has to be unbelievable. Sending positive thoughts.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

The mental stress comes and it goes. When I focus on the positive and visualizing that the treatment is working, my mental health improves significantly.

[@kimnixon4969]

Maria, I am so sorry for this news however maybe it is a blessing that you had this emergency CT so that your treatment could be changed sooner. You are so positive and I feel like that is what makes the whole difference. I will be praying for you and look forward to your next update. Great news on less fluid! Take all the positives you can!! God's got this.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I like the way you think! It is definitely better to get the news that something isn't working sooner rather than later so I can get a treatment that is working for me!

[@sumo479]

You're a real fighter, sending love and prayers.

[@SR-pb8id]

I have cancer too you are not alone on this evolving journey. I have decided to do medical aid in dying. Thanks for sharing your journey

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I’m so sorry to hear about your cancer. I don’t believe my state allows medical aid in dying, although at this time I’m not sure I would want that for me. As that is your choice, I’m glad that you are able to exercise that option you have decided is best for you. I hope your suffering is eased.

[@jdakat88]

You are in the best possible place to fight this beast. Stay strong✨ I had my debulking midway through chemo…step by step you’ll get through this battle.

[@lynnmoreno6878]

I’m so sorry. Prayers and thoughts from California 💕💕💕

[@deliamurphy382]

All I can say is, I truly send so much love light, and blessings to you. I wish you and all the other people did not have to be in the situation you are in. A big hug to you.

[@threeblessings575]

I'm so sorry you are having to endure this..prayers sweet lady.

[@patsyanne8095]

Yes, you can do this! Having faith, confidence and maintaining a great rapport with your medical team is vital to recovery. They are so knowledgeable, skilled and have your best interest at heart. You are strong and brave….thought of you yesterday and continue to pray for you and all your loved ones. God Bless.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Agreed, it’s so important to feel like I’m being treated well, particularly after being ignored and put off by my doctors prior to diagnosis.

[@nationalduo4945]

You can see you have a beautiful spirit….you look upbeat and happy in the midst of the storm…my aunt has the same diagnosis as you…she lives every day the best she can, here faith is strong like you and it’s going on over 2 1/2 years…never give up 🙏

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

That’s great that your aunt seems to be doing well with her treatment. 2 1/2 years! I do believe that outlook is so central to combatting this disease and enjoying life while undergoing treatment. I’m not going to give up, I have too much to live for!

[@sallygerrie6555]

Gosh, you are a beautiful woman, you have definitely got this! We are all here for you, you are fighting like a warrior, good on you! ❤❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much!!

[@marymeinert261]

I'm sorry the news wasn't positive, but now they can try something different and that might be the right thing. Prayers on the way!🙏🙏🙏❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you - hoping for good results with the new chemo!

[@nationalduo4945]

Sending Prayers …God Bless…you seem like such a nice person…keep smiling 🙂

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you 😊

[@cindys6683]

I am so sorry you are going through all this. Praying the new treatment will bring a big improvement. Glad the fluid build-up is lessening. You are so strong, and truly an inspiration. ❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Hopefully the fluid buildup stops soon so I can get the surgery!

[@imlurking-9103]

God Bless you lady. I'm so sorry for your suffering.

[@sondracumberland912]

RIP dear lady.💞🌿💞🌿💞🌿💞

[@fran1395]

Praying for you ! 🥰

[@jojop7773]

Wishing you the best! Praying for you to be completely healed!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you!

[@deeeeeee988]

I'm sorry you are having such struggles .. I had malignant melanoma 15 years ago. I am lucky to still be here but proof every cancer story is different ... I hope you feel better very soon . . We are here for you sweety any time for support and a caring ear .❤️

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Survivors give fighters so much hope. thank you ☺️

[@shelley6746]

Many healing prayers coming your way 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you 🙏🏻

[@suedyck6835]

Prayers daily for your healing.❤️🙏

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you ❤️

[@traceyb3805]

Sending you love and strength from the UK. You can beat this. I know this journey is difficult (my husbands had stage 4 incurable cancer for 8 years, and our life is full of daily tablets, scans, results & ups & downs) but he is still here with me. Good luck with your new chemo regime. I will be thinking of you

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much!

[@ninaanns7226]

Came across your post today. U sound strong and determined to keep fighting. Apparently that makes a huge difference. Stay strong. Sending u a hug from the Uk 💕

[@corniss]

I am so pulling for you. So amazingly strong and you seem so likable.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

And hopefully as you follow my journey - we can celebrate together when I'm cancer free!

[@corniss]

@@MyCancerJourneyMaria oh I hope so.

[@calliecooper99]

Praying for you ❤️🙏🏻

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you!

[@tweetiebirdism]

This is a bump in the road. It sounds like you’re in good hands at Dana. They will figure out the best treatment for you, and you’ll get through this! Everyone is different, so not all will respond to the same chemo cocktail. They will figure this out for you.🌸

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

A bump in the road - I love it! My body never liked the taxol, so I really shouldn't be surprised that it decided not to work on me. The new treatment will be successful!

[@lisarhodes3206]

Prayers for you my friend! I know that miracles happen! I won't stop praying for you! Keep us posted! Hugs and prayers!!! 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much for your prayers - I need them, as I'm fighting and will win!

[@gwynethgrove772]

I’m sorry this chemo is not working for you, I’m sure you’re getting the best of care and truly hope the new chemo works well for you. You have great spirit and I know how hard it is to face these sets backs but you have a lot of people rooting for you. 🙏🏻

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much- I am very hopeful!

[@sonniekinneman1093]

Thanks for sharing! My thoughts and prayers are with you! I am just starting my cancer journey! May God be with you 🙏🙏!!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much. I wish the best of luck to you on your journey. The only advice I would give is that if your cancer is at an advanced stage, never look at prognosis information, it isn't helpful.

[@jennifergolding5773]

I'm reading ur story and my heart goes out for u u are a strong woman we praying for u nothing is impossible with God

[@bettyconnearney7943]

Maria you cry all you want!! Anyone dealing with cancer has a lot to confront with their health!! I pray things get better and the pain lessens!! Sending prayers and Hugs❤🙏🏼

[@vickiemagoon1685]

My prayers are with you and your family

[@wandadavis2468]

I’m so sorry. Love and prayers for your new treatment 🙏🏻❤

[@mo-anniemc8227]

We love you ,Maria ! Big hugs.❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much ❤

[@Georgesmomsu]

I know its disappointing to hear the chemo isnt working. Better to find out now though, so hopefully the new drugs will be effective. I’m sorry you are in so much pain. The lack of sleep and the increase in pain can really mess with your head. I hope you are feeling better with the fluid drained. Sending so much love and light. You got this!💜

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I am feeling much better now that the fluid has drained. You are right, it certainly is better to find out sooner rather than later if the chemo regimen is not working. This allows them to provide me with hopefully something that will work the next time!

[@meshell1399]

Hi, Maria I love your encouragement..your willingness to survive this thing is contagious..wishing you all the best 💓

[@GretaGecko]

God Bless You. So Sorry, Dearest, for all your suffering.

[@christineorzechowski4369]

Hi Maria, I happened on your page and I just wanted to say hello. You are so beautiful and such a nice person. No wonder you have great family and friends around you. Sending you positive vibes from Florida! Christine

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much Christine!

[@heidi1651]

Hang in there Maria! I'm glad they're starting you on a new chemo. I hope you can get some pain relief and that you can find moments of enjoyment. 🌷

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much - when I'm feeling good, I try my best to do something to bring me joy. Hopefully I'll be having more and more good days!

[@lizzzzzzzz]

wishing you the best, you've got this

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you!

[@jenniferrobbins8439]

Maria I am praying 🙏🏼, I subscribed and I am watching all of your videos, you are so strong 💪🏻 you will beat this I’m confident you will. I love your sense of humor. I am starting my Journey in about 2 weeks, I will be having Chemo and radiation for Stage 3 recurring Uterine cancer. Please update as much as possible you have a lot of people that are concerned and we need to see how you are.. ❤️❤️❤️YOU GOT THIS!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I'm so sorry to hear that you are going through a similar journey with your uterine cancer. I'm hopeful for your successful treatment of the recurrence with minimal side effects. Quality of life is important as we fight this beast!

[@Cruella-Deville]

I wish you well Maria. I’ve had a scare or two with the big C. Six yrs ago now. Stay strong I’ve subscribed to you

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Welcome, thank you for subscribing. Sorry to hear that you’ve also had to deal with a couple scares. Hopefully nothing will ever come of it.

[@Cruella-Deville]

@@MyCancerJourneyMaria thank your Maria

[@SamM-jd3fm]

Such a brave, inspirational woman. Much love❤

[@compassionentheogen]

Sending wishes of healing your way!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much- let me heal!

[@juliej5917]

Oh, Maria. The pain you describe is beyond horrific, although that pain lead to a very important discovery. You’re in the best hospital, and in great hands. I’m in Deerfield. I can’t imagine the fear and anxiety for you and your loved ones. You’re in my thoughts daily. 💓💓💓

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much. The foliage out there right now must be breathtaking now!

[@john.hughes]

Thank you for sharing your story. It sounds so difficult. I hope you will get some good news next time. Your emotions would be entirely normal. I do believe a positive attitude helps. Look forward to the next update. Look after yourself.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I’m trying, thank you 😊

[@darlenepietzak9847]

Oh Maria, my heart breaks for you, but I am going to keep praying that your new meds will make the difference. Cancer is overwhelming. I have to go for scans in December. It's hard not to let your mind go to a dark place, but as long as you don't stay there, you will get through. Sending hugs. ❤🙏🌹

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Wishing you peace and no anxiety as you go in for your scans in December.

[@francinepaluch7511]

I just wanted to send you love and support and I think you are a very courageous woman. I’ve had 4 operations for breast cancer and will be having a 5th in January, to do some cosmetic work on my scars. Fortunately I am in remission but still remember the mental and physical struggles of treatment. 🇬🇧🤗

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

That’s great news you’re in remission. I hope to be there someday!

[@ertiebassy3612]

Thanks so much for this informative Video. You are helping others by talking about your experiences. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much for letting me know it is helpful. If it helps one person, I'll be happy.

[@Shaz73]

I have everything crossed for you that the ascites lessen and you can get that surgery ❤️🙏

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Yes, thank you!!!!

[@MarilynMayaMendoza]

Hello Maria, I’m new to your channel and I am bowled over by your courage. I felt like crying when you cried because you’re so strong. I will pray for you and I sent you positive vibes from Hawaii. Aloha

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much!

[@CGM1114]

God bless you, sending you lots of prayers 🙏 ❤

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

🙏🏻

[@lemonlady340]

Hi love, I'm also on treatment but for breast/lymph nodes cancer and trying to vlog about it like you. I just found your channel and I'm glad I did, I just subscribed. I hope the new chemo works wonders, I'm here for you! God bless you and stay strong, we got this! 🙏🏾💖

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much! I’m happy to “meet” you but wish that it wasn’t because we are embarking on this journey. Best of luck to you with your treatment.

[@simonegacia4429]

I am so p!seed off that you were brushed off by doctors! Take care of you ❤️

[@janicehight9160]

You are right. You can do this. And you will survive. So much love and support coming your way from a fellow cancer survivor.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you for your support!

[@keepitclassy7895]

Sending prayers for your healing..

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you - I'm so grateful for them.

[@CharlotteRothmeier]

Just subscribed to your channel Wanted to send you a greeting from Denmark 💚 I am so sorry you had worrying news, I wish I could hug you a bit from 1000 of kilometers apart

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much Charlotte. Welcome and thank you for your support!

[@pam164]

Bless you. Your in my prayers. Hopefully they will find a chemo that will work for you.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much, I’m very hopeful the new chemo will work.

[@clairebeever3038]

I just want to hug you …. Makes me sooo sad your amazing and beautiful from one cancer patient to another … ❤

[@marthainsalaco9266]

Hello 👋 I’m a new subscriber to your channel…GIRL YOU ARE GOING TO BEAT THIS CANCER BUTT!!! It’s good that they are switching out your treatments ❤Stay Focus and Strong xxoo

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you for subscribing and for your support. We can cheer together when I kick cancer's butt!

[@alh2116]

My heart goes out to you. I watched two of my family members pass from Ovarian cancer one stage 3 and the other stage 4. My heart felt prayers goes out you and your family. I saw your video and had to check it out. I send you hugs and prayers. Remember you are not alone God is with you all the way. He will never leave your side. I will be praying for you to. I don't know my heart breaks for you and anyone fighting cancer. Hang in there!!

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you so much. I’m so sorry you’ve had to deal with loss associated with this cancer. Perhaps someday it will get sufficient funding to take it out of the deadliest gynecological cancer category or an early test instead of the majority of diagnoses occurring at stage 3 or 4. I hope to see it in my lifetime.

[@alh2116]

@@MyCancerJourneyMaria me too. God only he knows what is going to happen.

[@lucyperez-bunescu9306]

🙏 for you maria stay strong dont give up❤️

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

I’m definitely not giving up!

[@tesseoul]

May the Lord bless you and keep you. I pray for your total healing.

[@MyCancerJourneyMaria]

Thank you for your blessings and prayers 🙏🏻