getting personal: relationships, losing my period/why & divorce

[@jackiewhalen2280]

you talking about relationships made you come across as even more personable and it literally felt like we were chatting at a sleepover! thank you for opening up and just being truly genuine! luv you girl:)

[@emilytracy7837]

Jackie Whalen check my channel out I think u will love

[@siennastewart1423]

Emma is most likely the prettiest person I've seen like how does she look so naturally perfect

[@przemyslalwitkiewicz910]

Emma nic grwasz pzjedsz chamska

[@przemyslalwitkiewicz910]

Wy kobiety nic warte jestesie

[@RobbiJan]

I knowww- her skin is incredible

[@24basketballvids]

divorce is one of my biggest fears for the future. makes finding a relationship really tough.

[@AswanRosaMarie]

it took years of counselling and therapy to realise that the downfall of my parent's marriage and their divorce is what triggered my depression and anxiety, and i still suffer now with contributions from the stresses of growing up, but to anyone who is going through and struggling, i'm so sorry - it wasn't and will never be your fault - things will get better - their divorce is not a reflection of how your future (romantic) relationships will play out! sending so much love and be strong

[@lilygubbins3936]

Thank you

[@claudiarose7883]

Even when you are talking about something that was challenging to experience, or hurt you, you are still a ray of sunshine

[@chanelmorton1351]

extremely brave of you to address your disordered eating. & this could be so helpful for people who are currently going through the same

[@MaggieMacDonaldVlogs]

U are so pure & cute 🥺🥺🥺❤️ i love u. Omg

[@rebeccarobinson6217]

Maggie MacDonald love you both so much ❤️

[@makydenparreira5170]

The quote I like about self love is “nobody is you & that is your power” 💓

[@mackenziecraig8844]

I compare myself to you a lot (I hope that doesn’t come across bad, I feel like it does) and hearing you talk about your struggles w/ your appearance, ED’s, and anxiety made me feel so much better. I’m 21 and I look up to you so much even tho you’re younger than me. Ilysm 💓

[@koalabear07100]

you might want to find other body positive influencers who share more productive content

[@mackenziecraig8844]

ack123 I’m confused as to what you mean. I love Emma, so I’m going to keep watching her.

[@christiangillis1]

Had an ex that lost her period due to an ED. It can be really tough. Common reasoning is an Iron deficiency or just overall nourishment deficiency. Glad you're kicking butt now and doing better and awesome that you're sharing your story for others to learn off of now and understand it's normal to grow as you get older :)

[@nataliazd7559]

love you emma! i love how this is a real open talk i mean, not everyone talks about such personal things in social media and i love how honest you were. whenever you need something i'll be here, we may not know us but i'm here you know. have a great night emma, i love you

[@imchristinac]

I’m sorry for all the shit you’re getting recently and I really hope you’re doing okay with it all. It’s shameful that people aren’t able to give criticism constructively but instead try to tear the person down. It never made sense to me because someone responds so much better to something put kindly than insults. Remember to be kind to yourself because at the end of the day you’re the most important person in your own life and others’ comments don’t matter

[@ninawilliams5758]

It’s really great you opened up about issues around food, it’s a hard thing to talk about and I’m so happy you’ve made so much progress!

[@lex4943]

ah i love that!! thriving while being alone is SO TRUE

[@miranda138]

hi emma! i totally understand what you are saying about your mind racing while you meditate, but it's important to keep in mind that, like any skill, meditation takes practice. while it may seem impossible to sit still with yourself right now, try meditation for just 5 minutes a day. i like to listen to guided meditations on an app called "insight timer" or focus on my breath so that it's easier to quiet my mind. trust me, after a few weeks, it will start to get way easier to calm your thoughts. also, you are so inspiring and i love your videos so thanks for always making them xx

[@KatieMarielle]

you're so well spoken. this video was so honest & relatable. definitely my favorite video of yours that i've ever watched! 💓

[@Jvideowatcher]

this was such a good video! I feel like there has been such a disconnect between you and your viewers (and I’ve been rather harsh in the past which I apologize for). thank you for being open and honest

[@drueboo33]

I met my boyfriend my freshman year of high school & we are 25 years old now & still together! Sometimes good things come out of high school relationships 😉

[@lej169]

Drue Cummins do you think high school relationships that have ended can re-spark? just wondering and need advice

[@drueboo33]

Lydia Jost absolutely! If that person is meant to be your person - they will be in your life for a reason.

[@xoxoItsMiranda]

Ditto! I’m married to my high school boyfriend - we started dating junior year!

[@mandyhamel7309]

Agree! I got very defensive when she started saying hs relationships are dumb!!!

[@drueboo33]

@omonil Biff It’s definitely very rare.

[@ashleydavison76]

omg the self love advice hit me so hard, it was exactly what I needed to hear

[@elenigrace3341]

thank you for opening up abt EDs you’re such a queen 🥰

[@pswarna007]

Emma I am so proud of you. I don't even know where to begin. The first video I saw from your channel was the day in my life, when you were a junior in highschool. I was a 7th grader. Now, I am a freshman and I wasn't able to watch your videos because I didn't have enough time. However, during spring break I hopped back onto youtube and I let me just say that I can see the difference in your skin. You are genuinely glowing, both physically and mentally. Please continue to inspire others with your content and never change your motivation to workout, care for your skin, or eat healthy. Your motivation will and can motivate others. I am a living example! I was watching your video and I cannot possibly imagine how someone can hate your videos. You are a great youtuber, influencer, AND role model. Keep thriving and don't listen to the hate because I can assure you that you are doing the right thing!!

[@emilytoomey2535]

Hey Emma! Thank you for sharing and getting personal. It reminds me that we are all not alone! I went through the same experience starting around 8th grade and continuing through freshman and sophomore year. I was obsessed with just being skinny rather than being fit and healthy. I would run and exercise a lot and not nourish myself properly in return. I ended up getting really skinny to the point where I lost my period as well. My mind was so occupied with what i was eating instead of focusing on my own mental health and happiness. I'm grateful I ended up getting healthier and eating more and right for my body. Again, thank you for sharing because I think it helps girls who are going through the same type of thing and remind them that they are beautiful and the most important thing is to nourish your body and be healthy! Love ya and keep doin what you're doin!

[@rubyzogg8414]

I love how raw and real this is, it makes me feel like I’m not alone

[@gabbytrager7176]

Thank you for being open and vulnerable with us, I know that is not easy girl!

[@Val98335]

Emma, thank you for making this video! Many people tend to brush off the important stuff, instead of bringing attention to it. Just know that many people are going through similar situations and we greatly appreciate you❤️

[@giuliagpacheco]

This might sound really weird but I liked how your body language changed so much when you started talking about your past (yay!) ED. It's such a hard topic, especially when you don't really talk to anyone about it, even though it has been years. Your so pure and so real about the things in your life and that's why we love you so much around here ❤

[@leaj2]

so proud of you Emma! we appreciate you opening up and just being genuine

[@SJ-sk6cx]

love that you know what you want in relationships!! never ever settle you're worth all of the things you're asking for

[@roseingrisano4266]

sometimes its hard to feel connected to you in some videos but this video was the exact opposite! this felt very raw and personal and I really appreciate it :))

[@TheBeatlesToday]

As someone whose parents got divorced when I was a kid, I totally understand where you’re coming from in terms of not feeling like you have a “home base.” My parents separated when I was 2, so all of my childhood was spent going back and forth between two home. Then I went to college and had a different dorm room every year. So it wasn’t until two years ago when my bf and I moved in together and got our own place that I started feeling like I had a real home. Good luck in your search for a new place, Emma! ❤️ Also, shout out to a fellow Bostonian! I’ve wanted to live here my whole life and am so grateful that I get to now.

[@briannaboragi]

I suck with meditation too cause I can’t turn my brain off but try transcendental meditation (TM) .. it focuses on not turning your thoughts off but letting them flow freely and re-centering when you feel your mind has drifted too much :)

[@himynameiseleanor]

emma u sound so mature and knowledgeful in this video and i'm so happy that u posted this because we all got to see an even more sincere side of u

[@liznavratil5391]

I feel like being your friend or significant other would literally be the best thing ever you're so genuine and kind and just id be so grateful if I were them:)

[@zoeeeeee13]

i like this side of u😊 its more personal and realistic tbh

[@gracemccart6423]

Love your channel but I do think that relationships in high school can be really amazing even though they can also be immature, but growing together is so powerful. It’s different for everyone!

[@cerajensen6727]

I totally see what you’re saying about that post workout feel. It’s kind of invigorating and gives me like a natural buzz and has actually helped push me out of my shell the past like 4 years I have been taking a healthier lifestyle seriously. Staying active has helped me both physically and mentally so much 🤍

[@hello6620]

this video shows how much you have grown as a person and I’m so happy for you learning from your struggles, so happy for you!

[@makydenparreira5170]

If you struggle about talking about the whole eating disorder stuff because it triggers you, you don’t have to talk about it💓 whenever you feel like your ready you can💓

[@admirbarucija2018]

I hope you’re doing really well Emma!!! Seeing your videos always makes my day better, I love your uplifting content 💙

[@briterry4961]

This was really nice Emma! Your positivity always shines through. Self isolating rn, was losing motivation, but you re-inspired me to keep taking care of myself. Sending you good vibes!

[@angelicacassidy3553]

Thank u for talking about ur eating struggles. Really helps to hear someone else struggle and get pasted it. I know it’s not easy to talk about and I’m glad u did

[@samantha9164]

thank you so much for this! I lost my period from anorexia and I have been recovering for a year and still haven't had it for 2 years

[@biancamorgan1554]

currently going through this also

[@barbaradegiorgio584]

i went through it last year and sometimes i still get triggered by those memories

[@brookekarington]

it'll come back soon, keep fighting those fears and continue eating. it's hard, but you've got this!!

[@megababy80]

You use a really heartfelt way to say something so useful to so many: destroy limiting beliefs 12:57

[@delaneyflavin755]

I just wanted to say this video helped me finally relate to you on a more personal way. I love your view on positivity and love it is so amazing! Please don’t stop being you and thank you for using your platform to spread love, positivity, and accepting your insecurities!!!

[@jocelyn9494]

you look like a mix of Tatiana ringsby and Alissa violet

[@HadleysFun]

you are valid in your eating struggles, you don't need t downplay it. we love you

[@haleysimpson8061]

this was such a refreshing change of pace for you I love seeing a more personal side of you!!!!!

[@brookefreed5028]

You are seriously such a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for being so open and real. It’s so refreshing watching your videos!

[@emilysands5494]

Emma I just want to give you the biggest hug!!!! I feel like we are so similar in our personalities and I literally feel it in my heart when you are talking about all the things about your personal struggles and anxiety. Like whenever you would get emotional I would start crying lmao. Also we are both cancers and the same age hehe, so that’s probably why I relate to you so much. But I love you so so much!! I’ve been subscribed since the beginning, and this is one of my fav videos from you. You deserve the whole world!! Stay safe & healthy!!!💗💕💖

[@Elliegwilson]

i love you so much emma. you need to be more open like this it helps a lot of people and you are a very relatable person. also can you talk about that boy. i strive to be like you.

[@PancakePanda101]

the thing ab if you ever are thinking something bad ab yourself think ab you saying it to your younger self made me cryyy

[@jillianvanbasten8686]

"everyday I'm just kinda like euughhh" lmaoooo gurl I feel you

[@rtheck]

I just discovered your channel and I'm hooked. I like how you always try to express yourself in a positive way and that's a very flattering quality you have. Communication in this video felt like getting to know a real person and not something fake which you do find online. Oh my Im crushing on you big time haha, I'm subbing and cant wait to see you continue your journey!

[@Cbessette]

Hey Emma, I stopped watching you because I felt I wasn’t getting the real side of you anymore... BUT THIS VIDEO wow , so relatable. Starting to love your videos again. I needed this. (Btw this doesn’t take away from the wonderful person that you are, just wasn’t feeling the videos for a while, but im back 🥰🤩)

[@rotembenshimol5284]

Your amazing , gives me so much INSPIRATION I love you and happy to see you open up about personal experiences you had in life ❤️

[@lisettegomez5969]

omg i relate so much at how you have been disappointed a lot so it’s hard to express ur emotions even if u like someone .. we get misunderstood a lot but hopefully the right person will understand us eventually ❤️

[@katiebell9658]

anyone else feel like Emma's vids are the only thing getting you thru this quarantine???!! xx

[@BrittneyFaulisi]

ugh love how real you are! tip: if you have the money to rent in Boston then you most likely have the money to buy and pay a mortgage. Buy a place and then sell it when you move or when you leave, rent it to others!!! You will always pay someone to live somewhere, so you might as well pay yourself ;)

[@emmablake4870]

you are so genuine don’t let anyone bring you down girl you’re beautiful!!

[@aubreykell6897]

This made me want to give you a hug 💓

[@raushanmelton8314]

aplauding you for being open about the ED situation - thats so tough and I admire your strength x

[@ameliamorton1686]

pleaaaaseee tips on getting back period!!! no one talks about this enough!!! PLEASE

[@Jvideowatcher]

hello!! I think you should consult a doctor about this :)

[@Nicole-kb3fs]

Just eat a normal amount of calories! eat meats, veggies, fruits, carbs, drink milk, eat yogurt and remember to eat snacks and deserts dont restrict from those :)

[@miacorkill3384]

when your body is at a weight it’s happy at, your organs will function their best and your period will restore ❤️ this usually means eating more calories (fat especially) and gaining some weight, not just muscle mass.

[@ameliamorton1686]

@@miacorkill3384 Thank you:)

[@miacorkill3384]

Amelia Morton wishing you the best. i know it’s hard but the only way out is through

[@clairerenee1660]

If youve lost your period, it means you are not healthy enough to have a child and are therefore not capable of bearing a child (bc ur not healthy enough) "Sudden weight loss. Excessive or sudden weight loss can cause your periods to stop. Severely restricting the amount of calories you eat stops the production of hormones needed for ovulation." "Period loss affects over half of recreational athletes and can be welcomed by women, but it's often a sign of serious health concerns." Please be safe.

[@EmmaMacDonald]

I talked about the reason in the video if you keep watching

[@clairerenee1660]

Emma MacDonald ok sorry! I didn’t get to that part yet but regardless I hope you’re ok :) it just worried me when I initially read that!

[@ameb6667]

thank you Emma for opening up xx You seem like a genuinely good person ! I wish you the best :)

[@augustaflemmertwind4609]

Thank you for talking about eating struggles. I am in 8th grade, and going through the same thing right now, and trying to get better. So I just wanted to thank you for talking about it

[@isabellafrosini6089]

You’re such a genuine beautiful soul🥺🥺🥺

[@kaylanapolitano2641]

i’m really happy you shared your story about your eating struggle I suffer with a lot of the similar mindsets you mentioned glad to see you are doing better 💖

[@alexandra6864]

Wishing you all the best in health and happiness Emma❤️⭐️ Staying off the news I think is vital to keeping calm and present😌

[@eleanorhinnant4050]

please marry tyler already damn hes right in front of you

[@ellaray9495]

i’m pretty sure that’s her sisters bf

[@toribourgeois4436]

I loved this laid back and chit chat type of video! Thanks for this💕

[@juliam5549]

I love when you do q and as too!

[@megancarbone3704]

wow, this is amazing. really needed this, related to literally everything🥺❤️

[@shaileyd4846]

Omg me trying not to cry when you were talking about speaking kindly to yourself and loving yourself 🥺😭💖💖

[@taylorvoight7542]

You deserve only positive comments. I love how real you are. Amazing, beautiful person inside and out. Keep doing what makes you happy!

[@kitkatcandy5362]

Loved this video!! Feels like I actually know you now and can relate to you which I think is something so special to find in a KZbinr

[@Laurpick]

omg 35 min, hell yes

[@xolovedanielle]

omg haha i feel you on the hate talking to people!! Its such an exhausting stage and it never really gets to the relationship stage. Love your personality emma!!

[@emmat5149]

I never watch Q&A's but I love all your content! Also, love that we have the same name!!

[@saragrenzer2]

You seem so much calmer in this Video Than in your vlogs . Loved it!♥️♥️

[@elenagarcia1358]

I loved this! I loved your “I’ve never been in a long distance relationship, so Idk why I have tips, but here they go” 😂

[@xveronicajohnsonx]

it was so nice to hear you talk about all of these things 🥺💗 we love you!!

[@eloisefisher]

you are the most precious, amazing person ever

[@mabelgonzalez6766]

Hiiii emma! I was waiting for this video 🥰 and you look so pretty

[@nazb4023]

Wow i love this! I feel like we get to see such a raw and pure side of you Emma!

[@jadaosepchuk6422]

Also I literally feel like we would be besties !!

[@livelovedance128]

pls make a podcast.. could listen to your advice for forever i swear!!!

[@LILYLEFFINGWELL]

Please do a whole video on relationship stuff/ and what qualities you look for in a future bf/husband and why! I think it would really help a lot of us

[@abitorres1597]

i wish i had a friend like emma i’m a senior and my friends are like not right for me and kinda toxic but it’s the end of school so nobody is looking to make friends and i just want someone who has vibes like emma

[@abitorres1597]

like i enjoy being alone a lot but at the same time i’d like a girl to talk to sometimes or just do fun things with

[@kenzcanuel1]

I'm so glad you're doing another q&a, it feels like we are best friends just hanging out or something lol

[@emilytracy7837]

kenz canuel check my channel out I think u will like!

[@alielavish3009]

thank you for not being afraid to say you love yourself. we need more of that in this world :)

[@bib9507]

A 35 minute video, yes please!💕

[@briannalyn]

can you please do more relationship videos💗💗✨ i feel like theyd be so good & story times🤩

[@kikim.3415]

I really like this video emma! You seemed so relaxed and just calm and happy!!

[@avaleila6261]

Girl! I love you so so much!

[@dexterstanley2516]

go to 17:00 and when she does that little shrug cutest and funniest thing

[@anabellegoodier9796]

simp

[@cpres7194]

Thank you so much for talking about your parents and how you dealt w it. I'm 21 and mine are going through a divorce RN. I feel like I'm handling it EXACTLY like you did. So thanks for the advice bc I've just been ignoring literally everything and its not been at all healthy.

[@cpres7194]

Do you know how you came to accept it tho? Or have any advice on accepting something like this?

[@aliemark5942]

I want you to know that God loves you no matter what and that He is always with you. praying helps with anxiety, it may not be your thing but just try it trust me

[@lailaphillips5831]

Wow this literally was so relatable thank you for this! Love you as always

[@toniidowu6301]

I am definitely the same with being full of so much love and showing I'm interested in guys, I've struggled with being vulnerable in the past because we live in a society where vulnerability is seen as weakness, but it's actually super brave and powerful and how we can truly connect with people, it's so hard to start with but even this video is an amazing start I love ur videos thank u Emma💛💓

[@miaaberger]

love you Emma! I dm'd you on insta about maybe answering some questions for my senior project on social medias effects on mental health, and I thought you would be a great person to interview about it because I look up to your outlook so much :)