Olivia Newton-John's Friend Jane Seymour Recalls Final Moments Together (Exclusive)

[@rgwilkes]

This lady was an epic class act. I'm not usually affected by the deaths of people I don't know but I have been very saddened by Olivia's death.

[@natalieburnham3300]

Only Robin williams and now Olivia has had a profound effect on me Olivia more so. She was the first artist I started following when I was around 11 or 12. My heart hurts 💔 😭😭 She was a beautiful person inside and out. What a loss.💔💔💔

[@domb8448]

Couldn't agree more. I've had 'A Little More Love' on repeat all day..

[@camillamartz8179]

She was a sweet girl in grease and a lovely woman who loved people and was a beautiful singer. She was a favorite to many and the rest deal.

[@camillamartz8179]

Breast cancer is one of the nasty things. My mom died of it. Many people who are not going through it don't understand all the strength to do it. For 30 years is a incredible fight. Seeing her sing you would never know it.

[@robertgarrett4046]

One Robert to another Robert ,I agree with what you have said about beautiful Olivia . RIP .Olivia. XXXX. Rob.

[@mssuziquzi]

What a beautiful tribute Jane. All of Australia is mourning right now, she was so loved. She used to go to her cancer hospital and visit patients, sit with them, talk to them and help them get though. You can imagine how surprised they were to see her. I lost my mother with breast cancer and only wish we had have had Olivia‘s well-being hospital back then. RIP beautiful Olivia.❤️❤️❤️

[@rhondablack8079]

She was an amazing giving person. So upbeat and positive. A very selfless person

[@amandahunter4787]

So is the rest of the world especially the UK

[@debbiereitmulder2151]

We all miss her!! What a beautiful person she was...inside and out!!

[@takakhan-z3w]

I love Jane Seymour's work so much, and it makes me happy to know that she and Olivia were friends and that there was love and care there. Hearing everyone say that Olivia was every bit as warm, kind, and positive privately as she acted in her professional demeanor is such a comfort. She will be greatly missed by the world. ❤

[@waterloosunset4559]

Yes. I agree. So, so saddened by Olivia’s death. Jane Seymour looks amazing too.

[@paulatwood998]

@Yasmen Mostfa you're in the wrong place. You are just trying to promote your own channel. You are a disgrace!

[@technicolordreamer]

"A thriver, not a survivor"- another reason I've liked her as an artist. She was truly one in a million!

[@imtisanglaaier1790]

Definitely One in a million !

[@SUPERCORPSunday]

She's an angel God wasn't ready for her till she finished the cancer clinic, R.IP sweet angel.

[@margaritrodriguez5698]

Another great singer who's now sing with all the other great singer that have gone to haven. RIP MISS.OLIVE NEWTON JOHN

[@SecondSummer1]

Beautiful comment

[@samuelwilson8181]

@@joligarcon5970 Yes they do!!! Shut up!!!

[@WinstonNewYork]

I pray. Keeping you in my prayers Olivia.

[@annegribben444]

@@joligarcon5970 you DONT KNOW THAT

[@allinotte4263]

So nice to hear kind words from a friend ♥️

[@4seeableTV]

@Yasmen Mostfa go away

[@norijean3279]

Her friend is such a nice woman, Olivia's kindness made her loved by everybody...

[@lorrilewis2178]

Her friend is a famous actress. She just hasn't been doing movies lately.

[@lloydkline1518]

❤️ oliva newton john; very pretty woman live forever on youtube& radio

[@chrisgullett4332]

What's in Olivia Newton's John?

[@kellyhenderson9972]

Jane is a celebrity in her own right. Beautiful sweet woman

[@KS-yp1jl]

Jane Seymour is a famous movie star, back in the nineties she was literally everywhere with lead roles

[@ranjaitjaswal8030]

Beautiful tribute by Jane Seymour for Olivia Newton-John very saddened by her death great fan of both the actresses

[@Ciclopea2]

Olivia fulfilled her purpose of making the world a better place through her talent, beauty, fighting spirit and generosity towards everyone and everything she cared about. Everyone is right to mourn her, it's a huge loss, a true icon forever in our hearts, RIP Olivia 💖🌹

[@Nightflyer720]

Beautiful tribute. ❤️

[@bubcatblues4751]

So true. 🙏🏼

[@Teenitesy]

This is such a beautiful statement!!! ❤️🙏🏻

[@derekparker2534]

So generous of spirit kindness warmth and selflessness... If only more people could be a little just a little bit like Olivia... 🙏💗💯🌻👌The world we live in would be a much much better place... God bless you beautiful lady.... We love you 💕🙏🌻

[@Ciclopea2]

@ashley1994 I lost someone very dear to me a couple of years ago to lung cancer, and she actually lived not too far from the ONJ center, i was hoping she could get help there because i knew about it, but it was terminal at that point.

[@Ozefan2580]

What a wonderful interview. Everything I have heard and read in the last 24 hours confirms that Olivia was a good and true friend, philanthropist, and a fighter. RIP, Liv.

[@lynnessewimperfect825]

What a touching interview. You can truly see the love and affection between these 2 ladies. Both of them are class acts. Olivia's contagious positivity about life, about fighting cancer ...so nice we have interviews with her to look back on for inspiration.

[@dianelibby7085]

She may have been a survivor in her youth, but she truly became a "Warrior" as the most elegant, human, talented and loving woman I've ever known (not personally of course)! God blessed this world by making you a part of it Olivia! Thank you for all the wonderful memories I have because of you!

[@michelehussar9845]

God bless her. She was a strong, beautiful, caring human being. She built a hospital for cancer research and patients. Not just thinking about herself, but cared enough for others. We now have a beautiful angel looking over us. 😇

[@samuelwilson8181]

🙏🙏🙏

[@JenniferBrigitteOpticalVortex]

She was the epitome of an earth angel. We lost a golden girl.

[@Dallas-Nyberg]

Olivia was a one of a kind... All of us, here in Australia, are deeply saddened at her passing. She had the voice of an angel and a heart of gold... RIP Dearest Olivia, you will never be forgotten.

[@earnold1896]

And Judith Durham.

[@stevemills615]

Yes of course another great Aussie

[@jennifermoncrieff8113]

And Archie Roach

[@stevemills615]

@@jennifermoncrieff8113 sorry I forgot about Archie yes another legend gone too soon

[@ACS402010]

Olivia was an amazing human being. She suffered so much over the years with her illness, yet never lost the radiant smile on her face. She had a smile on her face perpetually. RIP.

[@kennethbailey6634]

Wow,she us a miracle worker. I didn't know that her cancer matastised. If anyone really don't know. When you cancer spreads it usually means you won't have much longer. I don't know the years,and don't need to know. I do know that my wife lived a year and another relative 4 years. And a lot of agony and pain goes along with it.

[@46foryounger]

I'm glad she had so many people that love her. She brought so much joy through her gift of music. I feel really sad that she is gone. RIP

[@davedfrench859]

She appreciated being alive and lived with a kind soul … a lot a people can learn from her…thanks for all you gave 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

[@ryzardt]

Some wonderful tributes coming in for Olivia. She sounds like a lovely lady. The kind of friend that we could all do with in our lives. It just proves that kindness goes a long way in the end. She was simply Magic.

[@annegreenwood3624]

the way she described her friend beautiful we should all be lucky to have someone like this in our lives may she rip singing in heaven

[@greeneyedwarlock882]

What a FANTASTIC, BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING FRIEND Olivia had in Jane Seymour!! I'm 61 and have had a cancerous polyp surgically removed just about 2 years ago w/chemo & radiation following with no recurrences. ONJ was a TRUE LIGHT OF FANTASTIC TALENT, BEAUTY, LIGHT AND LOVE FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD. We will ALLLLLL MISS HER TERRIBLY but the best way to honor her is to BE JUST LIKE OLIVIA. An Angel on Earth for 73 years that spread such happiness, fun and beauty!!!

[@natalieburnham3300]

🙏🙏🙏

[@ayaNjah]

💚🙏So moving thank you for that tribute Ms Jane Seymour

[@nickdavidelijah]

Such a beautiful tribute from Jane. RIP Olivia, she’s returned to the universe now, her energy and essence. But always will be remembered…

[@cindyscharr457]

I will always remember her angelic voice. MBC is very painful, she was a warrior and my inspiration.

[@franklinstephen3268]

Hello how are you doing v

[@treegreen941]

@@franklinstephen3268 This is not a dating website.

[@franklinstephen3268]

@@treegreen941 what’s your concern the green tree.

[@melissajoy3689]

It’s been a day and I’ve yet to process the fact that my role model is no longer here. She was the example of everything that is right, beautiful, and pure in this world. Our brightest star is finally in the sky and forever in our heart. My dad is on hospice and if you listen to Drs then this is his last month with us. My mom is also dying from kidney failure … been fighting for seven years. Olivia’s journey made me find my strength in my own journey This world will never know anyone else like Olivia Newton-John. Our Beautiful Olivia, thank you for being a light that lit so many paths. You will never be forgotten. Rest easy out Angel … we’ve got it from here 💜💜💜💜

[@repottedchangeforbetter5926]

Prayers for your continued strength.

[@oliviavetrano8912]

I've lost so many family members and close friends. This disease hits any age, any part of the body, male or female. Praise God my husband is a survivor of gallbladder cancer.

[@4seeableTV]

It seems like it's going to get us one way or another. We just have to do the best we can to avoid the more preventable types (skin, lung, etc).

[@earnold1896]

@Olivia...I have gallbladder cancer too and had my gallbladder out end of May (That's when it was discovered) but have to have a procedure soon then when that heals, another major operation. I hope I don't get C. diff again too as that claims lives. Amazing your husband is in good health. The surgeon is going to check during the big operation whether I will need a big part of my liver removed as a cancerous lesion or a few may be attached. Yikes.

[@earnold1896]

@@4seeableTV.... tell me about it sheesh! I had to have a skin cancer operation on my back too (three years ago). Cancer tries to get us especially when older like me. (I'm a woman).

[@earnold1896]

@Olivia .. also gallbladder cancer is quite unusual the surgeon told me.

[@margaretr5701]

@@earnold1896 I hope for the best possible results for you from your surgeries.

[@Kelly2k1]

Cancer is a horrible disease hope there is a cure one-day was shocked when I heard R.I.P Olivia Newton-John.

[@samscarletta7433]

Why shocked?? Thousands of ordinary people die of cancer everyday. You people are ridiculous.

[@NyxSpirit]

There is a cure but they just don’t want to admit it

[@denisekay4292]

Cancer is a business. There's only a few people doing well on this business. 💊

[@nomadyesmad4875]

@@NyxSpirit Cuz they making too much money off it building all those cancer centers and all.

[@earnold1896]

@@NyxSpirit I think that too

[@Marie-tl8ek]

I feel so sad because of Olivia's death. She was such as a friend. Someone who you admire and love, no matter if you have never seen her in person or have never talked to her. Rest in peacer dear Olivia. 😥

[@cynth68]

Olivia was a ray of sunshine in this World. She truly was a star. Beautiful on the inside and out. RIP Olivia - you were one of a kind 🙏🙏🙏

[@adamhornik8730]

[@pamguerrero6325]

Beautiful tribute for a wonderful talented lady

[@TheMoonchild1969]

Thirty years fighting cancer...mindblowing.

[@jenniferpierno6108]

If I see a comment such as 'she at last lost her battle with cancer' I have to disagree. 30 years - that's a win!

[@janalong2702]

I think it went away for many years but came back

[@janetkozlowski3640]

Yes I was surprised by those comments after her death especially when she emphasized on many interviews that she was cancer free and did not consider it a "battle " She said she did not even like the word "remission"

[@jeffmorse645]

I'm glad I watched this interview. I get sad, moody and depressed at times over what I think life has handed me and Jane's recollection of her friend's attitude while facing 30 years of living with cancer is a reminder that I have so much to bet grateful for and to be happy in the moment. Again, I'm glad I watched this.

[@unlikeavirgin]

Your friends say a lot about yourself. Jane is a class act as well. Olivia just had that light that everyone gravitates to.

[@du7631]

Jane Seymour I am so sorry for the loss of your good friend! We were lucky and blessed to have this beautiful women in this world! Good by Olivia Newton John! 😢❤️

[@cynthiaamitrano8915]

Essentially Olivia had cancer for 30 years plus. My sister lived about 2 years after her 1985 diagnosis. Her cancer had already metastasized when she was diagnosed. She went to an air force MD who told her it was nothing and she believed him because she wanted to. Quack. Her tumor enveloped her entire breast when she finally got a second opinion. She never complained once and she suffered so. I know she did. Olivia did the best she could for herself. I’m sad in her passing.

[@anditspaganpoetry]

Sorry to hear about your sister, she sounds like she was a real tough lady.

[@kathylovingshimer6708]

She was a fighter for having cancer that long.

[@SonhosPodemMudarDestino]

A friend of mine lived 12 years after the first diagnosis

[@popland1977]

I thought she was in remission for years?

[@lemurianchick]

@@popland1977 Unfortunately she likely had the Covid vaccine. People's cancers are coming back after getting that filth injected into themselves.

[@marywest6844]

Olivia was an amazing woman. The one in a million. Outran many of us much younger too.

[@waterflows21]

She has aged BEAUTIFULLY. It's so nice to see a legend's natural face.

[@justseekingtruth3998]

She said she strove to live well even with cancer. And boy did she. All my respect. 💔

[@shirleyhenriksen2026]

We loved our Livy in Australia and I think the whole world did. Good bless you Jane, beautiful words for great memories for you to cherish.

[@billbuffington3037]

In the past few days, I've watched every video I can find of her singing on KZbin. She was my first celebrity crush with "Have You Ever Been Mellow" in 1975, and the crush was expanded with every video and movie since. The video of her "Physical" concert from Webber State might be the best she has ever performed. A piece of my youth is now missing. There will never be another Olivia......... RIP...... I Honestly Love You.

[@rpdbu8250]

A Little More Love 💕

[@valeriemoran842]

Olivia Newton John such an amazing woman,talent and human being. Jane speaks so beautifully of her friend. Such sad news.

[@roncatton7101]

There are 'some' people in this world with such lovely, genuine qualities throughout their entire being, and Olivia was/ still is one of them. The world is missing you Olivia, RIP you lovely lady x

[@user-mv2tg8hc8c]

What a beautiful description of a friend!! I looove that we don’t have to live in shame and isolation when we’re sick. We can still live life and share with others.

[@bahahatoofunny8159]

Condolences to everyone else who has lost a loved one on this day.....

[@LadyCriminal0013]

The most beautiful women of the era. RIP Olivia Newton John.

[@bobhipjazzhopdantas4624]

Two Womans Beatifull Olivia Newton-John and Jane Seymour Somewhere in Time ❤❤❤

[@arigirl4536]

I adore Olivia and will always have such admiration for her. Her life was blessed in so many ways, but ended way too soon. I always said she was the prettiest girl I ever saw - inside and out. Rest in peace sweet angel.

[@kareneastman9695]

RIP,Olivia Newton John.😞It was wonderful they were great best friends.

[@chrissy0868]

RIP Olivia.....Now you can enchant everyone up there with your beautiful voice

[@timothycardoso1364]

I love the friendship these two amazing ladies had.

[@visariosorino8034]

Olivia was a classy sassy lady, may she RIP 🙏 ❤️

[@simon5005]

Olivia had been at the top of my Most Admired List since 1974. I have been devastated by this loss. But, we will always have the greatest thing she gave to all of us..............her music! And thank you, Jane Seymour.

[@cherietownsend6834]

I hate that word CANCER! I have watched my niece, brother and father suffer to the end. Olivia came and touched so many people with her singing and acting. She raised money to help others. She stayed beautiful right to the end. Now she is among the Angel's singing.

[@margaretr5701]

I agree with you, cancer takes so many from us, young and old and every age in between. It's insidious. Olivia' s medicinal canibis treatment should be available to all, she said it relieved her pain immensely . Lab medicine and treatments don't seem to do any better, mostly, they prolongs life, but do not cure the cancer.

[@samlurie8958]

Having gone through a battle with cancer with a loved one, and spent months seeing so many with cancer too, the account of Dame Olivia by her dear friend of Olivia has brought out a flood of tears.

[@nettybubba7730]

An Angel on Earth, now an Angel in heaven. Rest in peace dear Olivia. You will never be forgotten, forever in our hearts. 💝

[@nicholasgarrick8855]

What a beautiful tribute from one special lady to another.

[@deblamkin8824]

She was incredibly brave. I am in awe of her stamina and her positive attitude in the face of death. God's speed ONJ. Thank you for showing us how to live.

[@adlihkristopher2906]

She was a great actress singer and wonderful soul Rip Oliver 🙏

[@willie8765]

May dearest Olivia rest in Jesus. Thank you so much for your loving honest words and tribute to another icon; You AND Olivia are so beautiful on the inside and the outside.

[@martinawaldron6316]

She was a beautiful lady and had a beautiful unique voice sorry to see her go so soon💜

[@deeza8851]

Rip Olivia I grew up listening n watching you ... thx for all the memories you've left a legacy ... God's gained another angel ... Rest in love

[@jointheconversation8385]

I am glad Jane Seymour was Olivia's good friend , telling us about their friendship. Dear sweet Olivia RIP. Your fans will really miss you.

[@beckynelson6786]

This is the beginning of a new and joyful stage in Olivia's journey.She has left a wonderful legacy.RIP.❤

[@rebeccaallan4596]

olivia was a wonderful actress and a wonderful singer she will be in heaven singing with all the angles with her wonderful voice from Rebecca Allan from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿😇

[@dianekay8771]

So sad. Olivia is going to be missed. RIP. Sending love, light, and prayers, to all her friends and loved ones>

[@ratnaariyanti483]

Gosh.....Listening to her story just made me cry. ONJ was not only a superstar to me, but also beautiful inside out.She"s an excellent example of a courageous woman who's dealing with her illness with a positive attitudeand endless gratitude. Rest peacefully beautiful soul.. sending my deepest condolencee to her family & friends. Much 💟from her saddened fan in Indonesia 🇮🇩🌷🙋‍♀️

[@darrenplumpton9737]

R I P Olivia Newton John. You were a credit to all of your family friends and of course fans. We love you as much as you loved us. WE WILL FOREVER SING YOUR BEAUTIFUL SONGS. WE WILL FOREVER CARRY YOU IN OUR HEARTS. THANK YOU FOR JUST BEING YOU.

[@dennismccallister3994]

Had Cancer pr Val KIlmer, it's a hell of a fight, and Basically was on my own through it....I really think alot of her husband as well, trying to find cures and helping cancer pain...RIP Olivia....

[@o1324]

we were so blessed to be in the era where we had wonderful people like this...RIP Olivia and Jane you are such a class act...yep we were so blessed...condolences to family and friends...her daughter so beautiful

[@franklinstephen3268]

Hi how are you doing?

[@BOLD-Nutrition-Consulting]

I feel her sentimental memories she had of her beautiful friend. It reminds me of my friend Kay who passed away last December. I love how she describes Olivia Newton -John 's state of mind and wellbeing. I'm emotional with Jane because they were good friends and you can't ever forget good friends and how they made you feel. Rest in perfect power and peace 🕊️❤️❤️ONJ you will always be loved and missed.

[@tameramares5785]

Thank you Jane for sharing that.

[@alexramirez9589]

I still cannot believe she is gone. Growing up as a little gay kid I had two icons. Shania Twain, and Olivia Newton John. She was such a light in this world, and she just seemed so genuine. My heart broke when I heard the news, but as Jane said, she fought so hard for so long. I just hope she knew how important she was to many people like me, and how much the world truly loved her. RIP Olivia Newton John. We love you so much ❤️❤️❤️

[@crystalovesGod]

My dad had cancer for 18 years. He died at 83 and not from cancer. Just thought I'd share as I see it as a message of hope to those who have it. My dad was a devoted Christian who loved God. God is good!

[@jasper2207]

My sister died with cancer in 2007. She and Olivia shared the same spirit for life and pushing forward.

[@johntylerlewis7852]

When she was asking Jane about the things in her life.. she was trying to make her think of the things in HER life she should be thankful for.. because we take those things for granted and she wanted her to focus and take the time to enjoy those things.. she held on for her fans and friends, but Olivia held on to her family and humanity above all else!! Such a beautiful beacon of light, hope, love, and will of the human spirit!! She is an icon, a legend, a mother, a daughter, a friend, and SO much more.. she showed us all how to be vulnerable, vibrant, and daring!! Love unwaveringly, and to keep pushing when all hope seems to be gone, and to notice the smallest, minute detail and see it’s beauty and complexity. Thank you for all that you have done for human kind and the environment!! Your legacy, spirit, and flawlessness will never be forgotten!!! You will always be a part of us!! 😘❤️🥰🥹

[@natalieburnham3300]

❤❤💔💔

[@jenniferpierno6108]

Lovely tribute. Beautiful.

[@edgefan4437]

I couldn't watch this at first and I'm still getting really upset but thank you so much for sharing, Jane. We are all heartbroken over Olivia's passing.

[@ahill4642]

In conveying the loveliness of Olivia, Jane exposes the loveliness of Jane. ❤️❤️

[@stockardchanning5354]

My mom has been breast cancer free for 9 years I'm ever so thankful that she is still here. I wish Olivia could've beaten this horrible disease like my mom did R.I.P Olivia you where an angel on earth and now in heaven.

[@lauramann1744]

Beautiful tribute Jane.

[@debbielee4343]

My heart missed a beat when I woke to find out Dame Olivia Newton-John had passed away. I grew up listening and seeing Olivia on Tv. She will always be remembered. So sad for her daughter but I hope she will continue with her mother’s legacy through her beautiful voice. R.I.P. OLIVIA 🌸🙏💜🌟

[@derekparker2534]

You can't get a purer most beautiful genuine highly gifted person than Jane "Frankie" Seymour. To do such an amazing tribute to you... Bless 💯💜🙏💕you very much Olivia... Icon talent kind souled person... You are with the angels now 🙏💗💯🌻X... we'll done frankie.... How lovely a tribute 💕

[@jbt6007]

Such a beautiful loving tribute from an amazing friend. RIP ONJ. we love you 4ever. Thank you Jane.

[@zeejallabah6865]

This was a beautiful interview and very touching Olivia truly seem like a beautiful person inside and out . Their are people in this world who are true angels 😇 . May her beautiful soul Rest In Peace ❤

[@paintedwarrior516]

I was so in love with both these women. Gorgeous inside and out

[@Goodvibesonly473]

She never lost her smile and her beauty 🥰

[@peggyjones6134]

Jane, thank you for sharing your incredible friendship with Olivia Newton John, may she RIP🙏

[@jazzlover9050]

I simply adored her from 8 yrs old till now 56 yrs old , Have never stopped listening to all her music with that angel voice. Rest in Beautiful Peace beautiful Olivia ❤❤❤🌈🌈🌈

[@PaddyEdwardC]

Olivia newton-john will be well missed and her own legacy for her breast cancer battle.

[@AliKhan-yx1dy]

Every single person said she was just a beautiful person like she used to say light and she was a light 💯

[@TheBatmanjb]

shes a very classy, very decent woman never heard anything bad from her. she took care of herself, from what I remember never took any drugs or alcohol or destroy her life. we all have ups and downs and I'm sure she did, but she was a true champion. we're all going to meet that destiny one day rest in peace Sandy, may the Lord Jesus Christ bless you. amen.

[@johnpatterson4816]

Rock&Roll Heaven gained two Australian beauties this week-Olivia Newton John and Judith Durham Rest in Peace Judy and Olivia.Your loyal fans will always love you.

[@laurachickadee6969]

Grace and class,I will love her forever.

[@rhonda8674]

My dad fought cancer for 28 years . He just kept going. He passed in 2021 but we thought we were gonna have to tell him goodbye in 2020. We called him the comeback kid

[@nicholasgarrick8855]

THE LOSS OF OlIVIA IS A GREAT LOSS FOR ALL OF US. SUCH A HUGE INSPIRATION. ONE OF THE GREATEST SINGERS EVER🙏🏽❤.

[@bobmarsh8357]

My two childhood heart throbs, Olivia and Jane. Very talented and 2 of the classiest woman in entertainment.

[@verdellellis4043]

She thought a good fight to the end. With memories, Strength. And love from her fans, family and Beautiful friends along the way. She is one Mighty Warrior.

[@ricardosanta1162]

She cared was the ultimate trait about her.

[@expressivenature9079]

Olivia was a staple in my family she was an amazing singer and actress. Such a beautiful spirit. She Will truly be missed.

[@loritelgmann8282]

Love and sincere condolences to her family and friends 💗 I remember singing to her albums as a teenager. Wanting to be like her 💕 I feel a deep love and disparity of her passing.

[@jeffperteet2327]

Honestly don't like being in a world without ONJ in it, her iconic voice still slicing through the recesses of my mind, for weeks now.