EP 34 | Ndamulelo on using substances from age 12 when he remembered what happened to his mother.

[@stephenmokami4089]

I remember it like it happened yesterday. It happened in my village Nzhelele,Ha-Rabali. Sharlot (Ndamu's mother) was such a bubbly person and very beautiful. When going to school in the morning,I was in primary, I was surprised to see many cars Ha-Matzheketzheke and people were crying. It was revealed that Sharlot has passed away,sadly she was pregnant. The guy was arrested but released quickly due to family connections. To Ndamu, never give up in life young man, you will make it in life. To anyone who can help Ndamu, please do so. People from my area cannot be able to help him because his father is very brutal.

[@collentiankwinika9037]

Yooooooo😢

[@SunshineZar]

😭😭😭😭

[@jeanethbokote8418]

His mom was my best friend from same street,jooo I’m still heartbroken till this day😥😥😥😥.Charlotte Siphuma I miss her so much 💕💕😭.

[@thapelolengana]

Never felt so broken. I respect this guy, for opening up, fact that he is talking about it means he is healing.

[@ErenceRaseruthe]

Same here bro

[@nomthandazomsenga2948]

The enemy saw that you'll heal the nation that's why he wanted 2 keep you in bondage, keep at it my brother. With God u have conquered.❤❤❤

[@MusingadiMulweli]

No wonder you were stubborn high school it makes sense now hades boy you'll over come this since you're seeking healing shout out to you. God bless you.

[@Chichinekhubvi-1]

The worst part is that, that monster of a father was not even arrested, thanks to your aunt for not giving up on you, im glad you are in a better space

[@londiweshongwe4573]

thats the sad part

[@nenesibanda4171]

He was only 5 but he still recalls all the details . May God heal him❤😢

[@Her_Self..]

Exactly. One thing about childhood trauma it wil never leave u. I say tbis abt toxic parents who think now that u are grown u shld get over it. .

[@PhilisaniGumbo-vy8uf]

This is so hurtful 💔 My son remembers things that my ex husband used to do to me Infront of him when he was 4 Even now he just out of the blues he will say Mama I know you will not stay with Dad again because he used to beat you I know N now his 10 yrs old I wish you healing my Brother God never fails 🙏 Great future endeavours to you ❤❤

[@LilianMajeke]

The devil is a liar I pray to GOD ALMIGHTY IN JESUS NAME YOU WON'T RELAPSE AMEN ❤🙏 BIG UP TO NDIVHU T AND PASTOR SHUDU STAY BLESSED ❤LOVE YOU MADAM SPEAKER 😊

[@Thembelihle_Zizo_Tshanda]

This storry breaks my heart and not being allowed an opportunity to say your goodbyes. Him and his moms family deserved that to say the least and definitely did not deserve loosing his mother in such a brutal manner.😢 May God continue to elivate you my brother.

[@sukuncube8203]

lol I like how he says ‘like’ each time he narrates a story. Trying to find a smile in This heartbreaking story…how do we help him.

[@nwakhubayi]

If this is Ndivhu’s nephew I am glad he conquered 🤍🤍🤍 sending him soo much love . I am soo sorry.

[@tendanipelaelo6293]

Yes, that's him

[@Queendollar83]

He really has a beautiful spirit. Am glad you decided to walk with God through it all. You are going to make it!

[@Lelorak1111]

Tjoooooooooo😢😢😢😢😢😢 Hes such a great speaker aswell, maybe find a job where you can speak to people. I can listen to you all day, everyday. Sending you lots of love ❤.

[@londiwenkosi6918]

😭😭 I'm so sorry for what you went through my guy. I've never cried so much through a podcast 😢

[@nobuhlemtsweni9533]

He is such an intelligent young man, may God bless you

[@ZeeInterpretationz]

Ndivhu T May God bless you for assisting this young men.

[@neegee3755]

I’m within the first 10 minutes and I’m in tears 😭. Oh Jesus

[@ZoeJack451]

I pray for him not to relapse again. PLEASE GOD HELP HIM HIS BEEN THROUGH A LOT ALREADY..

[@shirleyrantaoleng6492]

I think its Him the way i am listening his story !! prays the Lord Almighty ❤

[@mphohappiness1736]

The level of karma that the father's family will get...I fear

[@naledindlovu976]

If not already

[@SganandaZ]

Yohhhh 😭😭😭

[@MathipaChepape]

The bubles in his voice.... Him narrating each day that led to the ordeal and days after funeral. This child still needs professional help. He cannot be dealing with this traumatic memories on a daily basis. I commented before watching this in full. This one is an intelligent young man that God allowed for him to go through everything he went through for His glory. I wish you well and fully recovery.

[@sumeiyaali3755]

Ndivhu, I’m still listening to this video but all I see through Ndamu is God. Ndamu(o) muhle Ndivhu, what happened to him is so terrible but he’s hear testifying and looking so healthy and handsome. Ndamu please don’t give up, look at Ndivhu, where she comes from and where she is now. You can do it Ndamu, God is with you I’m telling you, God loves you. Qina ndoda and shame the devil. Sending all the love and prayers

[@sumeiyaali3755]

Well done 👏 👏👏Ndamu! 10 months I’m sure can be very long. Stay strong and positive. Big up Ndivhu and Ps Bae

[@tendanipelaelo6293]

Pastor Bae and Ndivhu are good parents to the young man. They deserve their flowers 💐

[@dhiambiokuom2159]

How painful......May the Lord in heaven see you son....May He favor you going forward ❤

[@EleanorHozeh]

Watched him twice I'm so touched nkare nkamutlwa in person like in a seminar he belongs on a world stage this one

[@pmo6899]

Can he please go to TVET College to further his education. There's NSFAS awaiting him there❤❤❤

[@SganandaZ]

Ohh Ndamu, may God heal you and bless you to be a man of strength and integrity 🙏🙏🙏

[@ntokozotshabala8124]

True!! There's a great seed God has planted in him. Many people's lives are going to change through him. God's is faithful. At the point where others throw hands at you - He opens them for you. He heals you and let His purpose with your life be accomplished. God bless you so abundantly Ndamulelo🙌🏽🙌🏽💯

[@virginiathebe4714]

We love you my son, you're a handsome young man, stay strong , and stay blessed.❤❤🎉 ❤

[@selinabatlhaodi612]

The most cruelest family ever.😢

[@navelanimkansi8789]

Am so sorry you went through a lot, may you find healing and light❤️❤️ I pray God direct you in everything that you do, apply university and nsfas everything will go well❤️❤️

[@ressiakhakhu1209]

He is a smart guy very well articulate..Sending ❤

[@murendwaratshikhopha6257]

Joh this is so touching, may God bless you for us❤

[@naleditshehla917]

You are a living testimony boy❤. God's ways and thoughts can't be compared with anything of these world🙏.they have tried to bury you but your Almighty God said His will not theirs shall be done and nobody can snatch you out of His hand. You belong to God's kingdom so please let His Glory go to Him only🙌🙌🙌🙌

[@royalqueen8679]

Ooh woow Boy you sound like a Councelor now I tell you you will help a lot of youngsters even older people struggling with drug addiction

[@magaumasala9915]

The painful part the father is still alive walking on street peaceful. NO JUSTICE

[@sueeland5675]

Yaaaa Satafrika

[@maletsatsimalebye319]

God will repay, He is the God of justice

[@MsMattie]

Wow super thankful for this Young man indeed ni Ndamulelo ... May the Lord be with you, you are meant for good great things no shuma ,May God heal you.

[@royalqueen8679]

Yhooo sibuhlungu kakhulu le story,u shared more details.ooh handsome boy Your story will bring His glory,you are blessed to have Ndivhu T and Pastor Bae😢

[@shirleyrantaoleng6492]

I believe its Him the way i listen to his story and hope for the best and Godbless you Brother ❤

[@nyanisilengobeni8722]

Am so touched I literally went into hiz shoes n felt hiz pain

[@zandilevinjwa3659]

I’m lost for words, this is traumatic. I hope he finds healing

[@rofhiwamashige516]

I'm in tears it's so painful, I'm proud of you my brother God will intervene

[@gladysrodrigues4932]

Who is cutting onions 😢😢

[@tinyikochauke2237]

The worse part is dat it’s happen on his birthday meaning every his birthday it’s a reminder of the accident 😢…may God heal him internally n forgive him for his peace..it’s won’t be easy but I pray to God to give him strength to be strong nd fight the spirit of taking his life to dark place..

[@DieketsengMoloi-m1f]

May the God Lord heal you and give you strength ❤

[@pinkymncube4096]

I JUST WANT TO GIVE TIGHT HUG U HAV BEEN THRU A LOT MY BOY

[@maytshifularo5415]

I hope karma locates his father. I'm feeling so angry about what happened to this child. I cried listening to this. I wish him all the best and I pray that God opens doors for him and I pray for success in his life.

[@ayandiswazibi1824]

All the best Mfowethu ❤ M proud of you 👏

[@thabangmalepe1663]

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 Thank you for opening to us buti

[@mokgadimabitsela4]

This is very sad🥲🥲 im very proud you gain strength

[@ErenceRaseruthe]

Sorry bro ,I'm glad u saw a pain s opportunity to change your life 🙏. Your changed forever

[@umadumawangempela6098]

Ndivhu T is this not your som you always talk about? The stories are so much similar I think it's him mern I'm super proud of Ndami he has chosen the path that you and PB has always wanted him to chose that's staying clean anf focused in life I pray Gods strength upon him 😢🎉🎉🎉

[@zamamorakile1518]

True they are very similar and the guy is also from Limpopo, and also divhu is having a little brother he mentioned that her grandmother had a son

[@RoseKotana]

I also think is Ndivhu s sister s son❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@tendanipelaelo6293]

​@@RoseKotanaThat's him

[@Wasa35]

This was such a difficult episode to watch, I feel for the young lad and the fact that there was no justice for his Mom hurts me the most!💔 Perseverance, will you kindly arrange counselling for him if he hasn’t been exposed to such as yet? Can’t the case be reopened? His Dad did the deed and he must serve the time!!! Such a handsome young lad!❤

[@ntsakomavunda9018]

Ayiiii😢😢😢! ....How a whole family of grown ups could unit and do such evil to a child.... Proud of you Bra for finishing your matric....May God make a way for you and restore you.

[@mihlalihoofman8970]

He’s so eloquent 🥹🥹🙌🏽

[@tshilidzindou2606]

Yoo zwi khou baba, fhedzi mudzimu ba do ima nae hothe hothe

[@NomaMoagi]

We are proud of you my son 🎉

[@royalqueen8679]

10mnths will become 10yrs ×7🎉🎉🎉🎉well done Bhutiza

[@psychologistannandiaye5586]

Sorry for your loss Dear

[@LuSh930419]

I dont understand how people can be this cruel to a child thats lost everything, what animals are these?

[@ZolaNgemntu-v8t]

Wishing him all the best in future

[@nenesibanda4171]

They were afraid but now you are telling the entire South Africa.

[@raesetjemuroa3767]

I am so happy for him to take courage to come out, I know the pain of having a drug addict in the family, especially if the person doesn't want to change..it is very stressful..

[@fulumnkanzi9746]

such a painful story.... i am lost of words this is heavy

[@shiwashawapala2365]

Yoh what a horrible family, it’s like they were all proud of what happened to his mom. The sure did supported that man in killing her. May the Lord bless you and keep you. The revenge is for the Lord.

[@AmaiChichi-x6h]

Ohhh this boy went through a lot 😢😢😢

[@nompumeleloluthuli9963]

What a sad story.. Sorry my boy.

[@NomaMoagi]

God is good all the time 🙏

[@pheladinare2876]

I believe he was in Ladcag it is the best in Polokwane.

[@thandimokoena802]

I think so too. ❤❤

[@BrilliantMathonsi-oz2ne]

God bless you my brother 🙏 🙌

[@khanyiezimbili6383]

❤️❤️❤️🙏stay strong son.

[@Prism446]

Most well up families have dark secrets to maintain isdima sabo .

[@siwemalele1884]

May he find healing more than anything …. Forgive himself and be a better person

[@thatomasoeu383]

Kharma, watch the space 😢

[@joycesebati4695]

I can relate with so much and i feel so much pain for my little brother i think they are the same age and he was beaten from my mother's womb it triggered lot of emotions from me and i have two boys to raise and i am also healing from emotional and physical abuse from their father i am crying so bad this triggered a lot hey,sending healing and praying to everybody who went through this and i dont even wish this to happen to my worst enemy

[@neegee3755]

🫂

[@spm9130]

I pray God's healing on you.

[@joycesebati4695]

@@spm9130 thank you very much

[@maytshifularo5415]

Love and light to you and your little brother. May God see you through this. Sending you hugs 🤗🤗🤗

[@joycesebati4695]

@@maytshifularo5415 thanks

[@siyalwandiso3767]

So sad. Our kids are going through hard times

[@oleratomothlobane]

What is the name of the Rehab? I have a similar situation with my younger brother

[@amahKebonang]

Iyooo ths is so sad...why did they take him away from his Mom's family....😢😢 Im proud of you my brother... Keep pushing and keep clean..And May God richly bless your Aunt..

[@sueeland5675]

Also wondering 😢😢 you kill my sister then take my nephew yaaa but the guy is so welspoken God has a lot of good stuff for him in store

[@naleditshehla917]

For wickedness only cause if they killed your mother how can they love you

[@felicitymaphiri]

Ohhhhh my ndamu hle Come I wanna hug you so tight

[@christinemompei3919]

Hello madam speaker how can I save this video i want to show it to my son

[@florencenjoki4822]

Sorry for what you went through ... a hug sent. Sorry

[@lettahkhutso3083]

The grandmother did because of stress 😢not seeing her child's body and grandchild is so painful 😢

[@naleditshehla917]

Don't worry we are all going to pay for everything we have to others, our children too shall pay for our sins so be careful what you do to others

[@Sesi_Nano]

Cried myself out through the whole episode😢😢😢 theres hell waiting for such vile people! Love and light bro!🤍

[@naleditshehla917]

Yes, hell exist❤

[@fulufhelomakhado4082]

I'm half way the video and I'm so so sad😢😢😢😢

[@dimakatsondala9229]

😢Yeah neh,Askies my brother.

[@sekhukhunemotlatji3134]

Karma will come to all of them 😭😭😭😭

[@mamotserasmeni6397]

Was his father arrested?

[@NomaMoagi]

That’s so sad 😢

[@lusi9720]

Im glad you stopped❤

[@wisanimaluleke8508]

😭 sorry my brother, My God bless you ❤

[@Kleynhansbrotherstv]

I’m crying

[@Child_of_God.971]

Yoh my brother, sorry 😢

[@barbaramotsepe45]

Very sad story

[@gladyslebo7525]

Modimo o moholo👫👫🙏🙏

[@jackiemoloi6406]

It's bad news only God will provide u

[@esthernong3372]

Heeee baan there is a possibility that the it's not His Mum who was buried Y dd they prevent Mum's side to bury their child??

[@thandimaseko2104]

HEAVY

[@nthabisengmasemola7989]

Love your hair❤❤

[@nthabisengmasemola7989]

His story is soo sad

[@naleditshehla917]

Extremely 😭

[@busisiwemichelle5391]

Yooh that's hard yooh Nkosi yami