Just listening to your monologue Jeremy. My heart aches for you because I travelled a difficult journey of cancer 12 years ago and have kind of an idea of what the journey is like. We all travel it on our own and in different ways. But I do know that God is faithful and he will provide all your needs and more. Isaiah 41:10 sustained me during my journey. Don't panic. I am with you. There is no need to fear for I am your God. I will give you strength, I will help you. I will hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you. Prayers & Thoughts Bettie Dyck