That outro had me in tears. It feels like a word of encouragement and validation after being allowed to air your fears and frustrations.
@byong9954 Жыл бұрын
this is my all too well (10 minute ver.)
@cherrycolababy3225 Жыл бұрын
me af
@irisoniris Жыл бұрын
realest
@MikitoRigatsu Жыл бұрын
facts
@pepperimps1154 Жыл бұрын
I just discovered this version and I’m losing my mind. It’s really like I finally understand the swifties lmao
@that_awesome_mint_bear7710 Жыл бұрын
you are so real for that
@zzjamie-is-over-partyzz Жыл бұрын
my wig flew to the bleachers
@little_daffa Жыл бұрын
my wig flew to isaiah's stomach
@pussyisaneater5 ай бұрын
@@little_daffaHELP
@swagho442 ай бұрын
@@little_daffamy wig is all over isaiahs mouth
@maikusch Жыл бұрын
there is so much cynicism, melancholy and criticism of society, but also pride in the own background and proud of yourself. That's incredibly good for such a cheerful pop song.
@kaylachaudhary9223 Жыл бұрын
It’s so aligned with the rest of the album too like with her family and how her life became ruined but she still wishes for it in sun bleached flies
@gorgonaa5 ай бұрын
she needs to drop this version after those absolutely insane instagram stories lmao
@notthatkyle2338 Жыл бұрын
That second verse tears through me. This is just…ethel is absolutely amazing
@L1ttle.Cryb4by2 ай бұрын
"pledge my alligence of freedom through violence" I may not be from America, but that line literally my heart hurt like I felt that through all the veins in my body😭😭😭
@henrykrajeck5776 Жыл бұрын
1:52 - First new verse 3:12 - Second New verse So obsessed with the entirety of this song, it's life altering
@michaelkweziferguson6519 Жыл бұрын
First new verse lyrics I think: Grew up online as a fighter. Believe in that ride and you'll die here. Thinking it's still the same as it always was. But I cried for nights and days and if there is a woman I'll make a way. Pledge my allegiance to freedom through violence.
@michaelkweziferguson6519 Жыл бұрын
Second new verse lyrics I think: Living on my faith to the bad news. Only being good 'cause I have to. If these walls could talk they'd tell me to leave. So young, so much to fear. Are you there God? Save me I hate it here. Just please don't forget about me.
@michaelkweziferguson6519 Жыл бұрын
@@mlc5158 I think you are right. That makes more sense😂 I wish she would just release an official version with lyrics. Mother is holding out on us!
@johnsonjin6312 Жыл бұрын
the outro is so goddamn comforting, she should've included it to the original ngl
@AdamL61022 жыл бұрын
IT’S🗣️JUST🗣️NOT🗣️MY🗣️YEAR🗣️🗣️🗣️
@cl4irv0yanc3Ай бұрын
I still can't believe this is the same Jack I ordered my Etsy Ethel t-shirts from lol. What a small world
@wweep2 ай бұрын
this sent chills down my spine, wish this was on spotify
@ycnno Жыл бұрын
if these walls could talk they'd tell me to leave........... hello.
@neowollic Жыл бұрын
that new second verse has me in A CHOKEHOLD so young, so much to fear are you there god? save me i hate it here just please don't forget about me
@spinningreelsofrhyme Жыл бұрын
The best version of this song by far...
@bughe4ven Жыл бұрын
seriously, my heart was happy when I heard this version, this is too wonderful ^_________^
@mazzielyrics Жыл бұрын
Full Lyrics (not official, done by ear) Grew up under yellow light on the street Putting too much faith in the make believe Another high-school football team The neighbor's brother came home in a box But he wanted to go so maybe it was his fault Another red heart taken by the American dream And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out And I'm all alone again Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Grew up online as a fighter Believing they’re right and you’ll die here Thinking it’s still the same as it always was But I cried for nights and days And if there isn’t one then I’ll make a way Pledge my allegiance to freedom through violence And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here So I’m moving out my faith to the bad news Only being good cause I have to It these walls could talk they’d tell me to leave So young, so much to fear Are you there God? Save me, I hate it here Just please don’t forget about me And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Sunday morning Hands over my knees in a room full of faces I'm sorry if I seemed off, but I was probably wasted (wasted) And didn't feel so good (feel so good) Head full of whiskey but I always deliver Jesus, if you're listening, let me handle my liquor And Jesus, if you're there Why do I feel alone in this room with you? And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do it for my daddy and I do it for Dale I'm doing what I want and damn, I'm doing it well For me For me For me For me
@christinat2175 Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@bahtjala43858 ай бұрын
my fave song this year
@clivemortimore8203 Жыл бұрын
"And Jesus, if you're there Why do I feel alone in this room with you?"
@karljohnvillarias3371 Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my highschool life and good memories wayback teenage years ♥️
@june93055 ай бұрын
Ethel Cain - American Teenager (Extended Version) Lyrics : Grew up under yellow light on the street Putting too much faith in the make believe Another high-school football team The neighbor's brother came home in a box But he wanted to go so maybe it was his fault Another red heart taken by the American dream And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out And I'm all alone again Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Grew up online as a fighter Believe in that ride and you'll die here Thinking it's still the same as it always was But I cried for nights and days and if there is a woman I'II make a way Pledge my allegiance to freedom through violence And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Living on my faith to the bad news Only being good 'cause I have to If these walls could talk they'd tell me to leave So young, so much to fear Are you there God? Save me I hate it here Just don’t forget about me And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Sunday morning Hands over my knees in a room full of faces I'm sorry if I seemed off, but I was probably wasted (wasted) And didn't feel so good (feel so good) Head full of whiskey but I always deliver Jesus, if you're listening, let me handle my liquor And Jesus, if you're there Why do I feel alone in this room with you? And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do it for my daddy and I do it for Dale I'm doing what I want and damn, I'm doing it well For me For me For me For me
@littlerockyzen3 ай бұрын
I needed that!!!!!😭
@SpiritHunterDSG6 ай бұрын
Even with the added lines, my favorite part has to be the closing music. I wish it was on the official track :( it’s so… sad but nostalgic? Longing?
@evangel222 Жыл бұрын
masterpiece 😭
@madelinayahmontgomery7663 Жыл бұрын
How I wish the demo lyrics were in a reprise like family tree
@rubynth_ Жыл бұрын
screaming this is so good omfg
@Umbreon5 Жыл бұрын
i need this on streaming asap its an emergency!!!
@laurenpaintz6 ай бұрын
EMERGENCY
@NahomHagos-nv8uy14 күн бұрын
😢 I love this music. Awesome
@grimesstan4eva Жыл бұрын
ok now do 20 minutes
@rubynth_ Жыл бұрын
i hope she adds the demo to the the b sides
@fruit4evr Жыл бұрын
You made this on your phone with no experience?! its VERY well done, sounds so good!
@ithoff5369 Жыл бұрын
FR
@greasestains Жыл бұрын
thank u 🫶
@kimchi35459 ай бұрын
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
@vamp.31366 ай бұрын
I wish I could consume this song
@BrunetteBombsheIl20 күн бұрын
Same
@Fiveash-Art4 ай бұрын
The Hologram dissolves when this hero sings .. she is so fucking awesome
@BladRavenYey3 ай бұрын
how tf did i miss this
@woainidemama2 ай бұрын
grew up online as a fighter 😔
@l0s_2 ай бұрын
madre de dios que maravilla
@melissakramer18906 ай бұрын
The field scene looks like Andrew Wyeth’s painting Christina’s World…
@MermmyDermmy Жыл бұрын
Congrats girly this is the best
@kenniwillow2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING WHERE ARE THE ADDITIONAL SNIPPETS FROM OH MY GOD
@greasestains2 жыл бұрын
thank you! she posted them on her instagram story a few days ago
@kenniwillow2 жыл бұрын
@@greasestains i can’t view her instagram for another 2 years 💔💔 and everytime i make an alt account insta immediately bans it like ??
@dandindan2 жыл бұрын
@@kenniwillow omg? this happened to me as well i was confused, is it because i make it in the same device?
@kenniwillow2 жыл бұрын
@@dandindan i’m honesyly not sure bc i’ve tried it on multiple devices and had the same issue tbh
@Fiveash-Art4 ай бұрын
she is America
@Fiveash-Art4 ай бұрын
crying in the bleachers
@landoshark Жыл бұрын
ATE
@tristendiangelo8910 Жыл бұрын
does anyone know what she’s saying in the new clips i can’t understand
@kenniwillow Жыл бұрын
i'll try my best, this video literally has been my entire life the past month lmfao snippet 1: [?] fighting believing in riding and dying thinking lets do the same as it always was but i've cried for nights and days and if there is an omen, i'll make a way pledge my allegiance to freedom through violence snippet 2: moving on my fate to the bad news only being good because i have to if these walls could talk, they'd tell me to leave so young, so much to fear are you there, god, save me, i hate it here just please don't forget about me
@myshoesarenowfullofwater Жыл бұрын
i could be wrong but i think it’s (snippet1) “believe in the ride, and you’ll die here.” and also “moving all my faith to the bad news”
@michaelkweziferguson6519 Жыл бұрын
I replied to the comment on top with what I think the lyrics are.
@MrLlieno Жыл бұрын
@@kenniwillow I think the first line is "grew up on the line as a fighter" as in the front line of a battle
@malekhamad9589 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful -
@mht20989 ай бұрын
why is it not on any streaming platform omg??
@selenacarpenter655011 ай бұрын
Ethel Cain actually made this
@organicsludgeqt7037 Жыл бұрын
Incredible.
@Paul-oo5gz9 ай бұрын
I like this one too.
@childe-ob2kh Жыл бұрын
where i can hear the other version of this song???? is a need
@myshoesarenowfullofwater Жыл бұрын
only here. this version is a mashup of the original and the snippets she posted on her story :)
@rybiara Жыл бұрын
I love you do much omg
@javiertapia9991 Жыл бұрын
are there more discarded versions of the other songs too? or discarded songs for the album? I'm a new fan and I need more!!!!
@angelaleman1967 Жыл бұрын
She has hundreds of songs, like demos, inbred discards and songs under other names you can find them on his soundclaud
@KarK1ttyy Жыл бұрын
@@angelaleman1967 her*
@serialexpmari3 ай бұрын
im very normal about this :))))))
@theusmaiazv6 ай бұрын
Omg i love came here
@madmaxhorror32596 ай бұрын
Are you there, God? Save me, I hate it here Just please don't forget about me Or Are you there, God? Save me, I hayden here Just please don't forget about me
@chaeriplease9 ай бұрын
What... where is this from?
@jeuliantonyramos112 Жыл бұрын
This muva better release a 10 min version
@marvin46984 ай бұрын
We need the audio, where can we download it?
@you3struly9 ай бұрын
spotify when?
@Colormeblu33 ай бұрын
Lyrics ?!! This eats !
@vonavto1927 Жыл бұрын
❤
@Fiveash-Art3 ай бұрын
Wanna go surfing ?
@megadarken8 күн бұрын
ESSE APENAS NÃO É MEU ANO
@theusmaiazvСағат бұрын
Esse apenas não é o meu ano :')
@_obruno0o_3 ай бұрын
eu queria tatuar essa musica por todo o meu corpo
@kevinclick902610 ай бұрын
Hi Alice, Love You!
@irisoniris Жыл бұрын
omfg
@idontgiveaduck28346 ай бұрын
I need this version on Spotify it’s not even funny
@LindaEspindola Жыл бұрын
guess who .. ???♥
@torir.3213 Жыл бұрын
no one I know will understand her like I do
@Fiveash-Art3 ай бұрын
Everything awkward
@Fiveash-Art2 ай бұрын
you ar so beautiful
@cemasecretaria9 ай бұрын
IS THAT AI??
@greasestains9 ай бұрын
no she posted the demo verses on her instagram story last year :)