Etika’s Death & YouTuber Mental Health | True Geordie Podcast

On June 19th 2019 the KZbinr known to many as Etika (Desmond Daniel Amofah) took his own life. The 29 year old had created a big platform for himself with his entertaining videos and live streams mainly playing Nintendo games. This death has had a huge effect on the KZbin community, True Geordie and Laurence McKenna try and tackle a sensitive issue sharing their own experiences in the hope of helping others and preventing this from happening again.
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[@TrueGeordie]

Really tried to give as much to this discussion as possible in the hope it helps someone out there. I expect youtube to demonetise this given the subject but if we do make any money it will be donated of course. RIP Etika 🙏🏼

[@alecjeffrey754]

True Geordie ❤️

[@xtmx4962]

Rest well Etika 👊

[@mauriciocastillo9708]

So sad story

[@davidevans9033]

True Geordie you’re a credit to the KZbin community mate. The most down to earth guy on this platform and you deserve every bit of recognition you get!

[@CutlassSupernova]

True Geordie respect bro 👌

[@ashman4473]

I didn’t know who Etika was but I hope he is at rest now . RIP brother

[@poet8708]

@The Legend of Texas What are you basing that off? A book written fucking hundreds of years ago? Fuck off and let us say what we want.

[@ZeroFunTV]

Pastel we do need a fresher book don’t we?

[@DRIFTAH1]

@The Legend of Texasyou didn't need to say that tho

[@protix9880]

@The Legend of Texas what year are you living in? nobody gives a fuck about religion in times like this, only retarded assholes do

[@Intr0vertical]

@Fifa Predicts Football I mean you replied

[@bignatch]

I love hearing Geordie talk about mental health cause it truly helps with mine

[@hesbrazilian4380]

Me too man. Chin up you're not alone 😊

[@nnjapanda7785]

MatrixHDGaming we care about you mate. Hang in there

[@Jaay2o]

🙏🏽🙏🏽 this

[@culbie8454]

It’s honestly an odd feeling breaking down midway through this going through such a similar thing to what he went through. But it’s fulfilling to see how he got through it so well and adds hope.

[@___blaggard999___8]

@Kenneth Flaming that's where I'm at now at the min, it's hard watching a family member that you love deteriate, life is cruel. I can only hope for the best but prepare for the worst. I Hope everyone here has some good luck coming to them soon

[@zacksaccount2937]

I'm glad they found his body. Although its a terrible thing to happen, it's gives us some closure. I've been a fan of Etika since his deep web stream and he will be deeply missed. The days when he was missing, I was constantly on his subreddit refreshing and stressing, waiting on news.

[@conormc4561]

i fell in love with him with the deep web stream too

[@Daredevil_2k16]

Been a fan since his Smash bros 4 videos. Damn shame he's gone

[@Brute6TheBear]

Same man. And yea I couldn’t stop looking at his subreddit and twitter when he was missing.

[@througheverything]

Those days were awful. Constantly checking Twitter, the subreddit and live streams. I remember I typed Etika into Twitter search and saw “17k tweets in the late hour” and my heart just dropped and I broke into tears. I really, really miss the guy.

[@user-yb8qb3hc8g]

DEEEP WEBBB STREAM 😖😖😖😖 THAT WAS MY FIRST VIDEO THAT I SAW, ARORA HIGHLIGHTS. E-SCORTS. DESMOND DANIEL AMOFA I FUCKING MISS YOU

[@maximumretroyer4892]

Don't let Social Media consume you the way it consumed me -Etika

[@HarryMansell]

Brilliant you guys are talking about Etika situation. Bloody heartbraking.

[@joshuavazquez958]

***heartbreaking

[@skullswor]

Did it quickly n all

[@numbers1500]

@@joshuavazquez958 Caring more about his spelling rather than the severity of the situation is baffling to me

[@joshuavazquez958]

@@numbers1500 Hell yeah! Its important to be able to articulate yourself in a way that makes it easy to understand

[@ashuprabhakar123]

Joshua Vazquez shut the fuck up (stfu, just in case you need the abbreviation)

[@higuys5873]

My mom passed away last month after suffering from mental health problems, I'd just like to tell you guys appreciate every day you have with your loved ones! It sounds horrible but you don't know when it's going to be the last :( TRUE GEORDIE YOU ARE A LEGEND and you explained the way mental health problems feel very well :) god I would do absolutely anything to have my mom back💔

[@vickyla2493]

Hi Guys Omg RIP to ur mom. I’m so sorry for your loss. Stay strong❤️

[@waduhek1072]

Stay strong brother ❤️

[@ashveersinghsra6059]

Rip ❣ stay strong I know it’s hard but ....

[@soisful10]

I found my brother dead from a fentanyl overdose last summer, and I was diagnosed with PTSD from the event. It’s a battle I’m currently fighting and watching this video and understanding you can eventually be okay helped me a ton. Thank you for this Geordie God bless you man.

[@bluuralive418]

Hey, its been 2 months since you wrote this and I just wanted to ask if you're doing any better now. Hope you're alright.

[@soisful10]

It has been hard but I’m doing okay. I’m still in college and studying and just trying to do my best to keep my head up, thank you for asking that’s kind of you sir/ma’am. Have a blessed day

[@soisful10]

koolkid my bad I realized I responded but not as a reply

[@steadyc9277]

I'm so sorry. That's so awful. 😞 How old were you when it happened?

[@artlover5060]

@@soisful10 Are you ok? If you are there, a simple "yes" would be nice. I hope you are living your life now.

[@mokhtearsingh4673]

Thank you for making this, much appreciated... this is what KZbinrs must talk about!

[@BuGGzLoVeRsTech]

Absolutely right Sir, the only thing is though it take something like this to happen before people even talk about it, let alone help😢

[@amancalleddave.3547]

True Geordie, again proving big guys can have big hearts.

[@ykcudi4038]

patchh15 What?

[@killerchamelon4542]

* Raw * not the only thing big

[@robertnewton4362]

Don’t mind him he’s trying to troll almost every comment about home people are thankful they are talking about this he goes but but deji

[@nathantop8561]

@RaLLyKaTz OoO boy shut the fuck up, Deji is fucking delusional and only tries to leech fame from his brother. Even if that means attacking him

[@icelandiccubicle3418]

They normally do from what I have seen.

[@a10realestatevideography15]

I think it would be great if u made a full blown documentary on social media/ KZbinr mental health..going around and interviewing youtubers on their experiences and possible causes

[@imdisappointedineveryone9881]

It would be but... If he were to go into someone's life while they're going through this type of stuff, then I don't think it's a good idea. There are many people who think that depression or some form of mental health issue is a "cry for attention". You'll never know with this shit show of a social media platform

[@a10realestatevideography15]

@@imdisappointedineveryone9881 I was thinking interviewing people who have been through it and defeated the depression..so they could tell their story and how they came through it

[@a10realestatevideography15]

I would like to see them maybe also talk to professionals as to why people on the internet such as youtube are struggling....maybe something to do with numbers and relevancy

[@Cybernetic800]

The lack of sleep is one of the biggest parts of suffering with mental health.. it really effects your thinking patterns and mood as much as anything. I think personally.

[@scienceofkaya9314]

Bravo Mc also there needs to be a time you stand up every single day. A fixed wake up time schedule that will not be broken.

[@scienceofkaya9314]

Followed by a healthy breakfast.

[@zinouMoh99]

Ur not wrong

[@govand7]

Also, sleeping too much to escape whatever problems it is your going through

[@BaileyBaratheon]

I'm glad you acknowledged the chemical aspect of depression. Not everyone who suffers has had anything actually to happen to them that could prompt these feelings. That's why you can't predict that everyone is fine. Massive respect to everyone

[@peaceunion5316]

Depression doesn't just "happen" though. Yes, whenever depression occurs, it is due to a chemical imbalance in the brain. But depression is a symptom, not a cause - as there are certain requirements either genetic/environmental (or both) that increase the likelihood of becoming depressed. There is always a cause and an effect.

[@BaileyBaratheon]

I partially disagree, by things "happening" I'm referring to death of a loved one, relationship crisis and other life problems. I believe these things can cause one to be depressed. However, indeed a chemical imbalance can cause depression without any of these events occurring. Ellis' ABC model in reference to the psychology of depression describes the 'A' as an activating agent that leads to a particular belief and consequence. Therefore, this suggests that something from the environment can cause depression. However, I believe the chemical aspect has a huge influence, which is why I praised this podcast in my original comment

[@benjaminlennox4249]

@@BaileyBaratheon I think he misread your comment slightly

[@alexh2456]

Brilliant ! Get Tyson Fury on the podcast ! Mental health should be discussed a lot more

[@jackbennett9256]

@The Legend of Texas You're actually disgusting. Imagine growing a person in your womb for 9 months only for it to come out say something like that.

[@eshai27]

@@jackbennett9256 😂

[@alexh2456]

@The Legend of Texas brilliant insight m8, how does your brain fit inside your cranium ?

[@boxingisbroken1805]

Not Tyson Fury, he clearly used his "depression" to sell his fight with Deontay Wilder and just grow his profile, in all honesty I don't believe a word he says, and I certainly don't believe he was depressed, the way I see it he just fucked up his career and wanted a way back in, he's a disgrace

[@boxingisbroken1805]

Alex H not a fan of AJ before the loss, what's that got to do with this anyway?

[@MrAli171]

Telling someone who is depressed telling them to cheer up etc, is like telling a blind man he can see

[@DFandV]

Moral support did help for me. And people that were in the same situation and see what they did against it.

[@matthewglen4033]

To anyone suffering from mental health issues, know that someone cares for you. Never be afraid to speak about what you're going through. You all matter and you're all loved. RIP Etika 🧡

[@ellenm9860]

Matthew Glen you don’t suffer from mental health you suffer from mental illness/mental health issues. Mental health is when your mind is healthy

[@matthewglen4033]

@@ellenm9860 there you go, fixed it for you👍

[@ellenm9860]

Oli Black no because people wouldn’t say “I’m suffering from health”

[@Hannah-pk6iq]

No they dont

[@mattharding2194]

@@Hannah-pk6iq So edgy

[@gustavingersson]

Ive struggled with suicidal tendencies for 4 years now, I barely passed my last year of highschool. I love how you talk about suicidal thoughts and the mental state of people who think like this, you have a good understanding and thus have had a great conversation. Thank you mate

[@bigguy1230]

Stay strong. Keep pushing through and build yourself up. You have a lot to live for lad.

[@gibbyg6710]

This gave me chills The fact that one of the happiest and energetic looking people in Etika to kill themselves is just strange. And the fact that Brian one of the hardest looking men on KZbin used to be a broken man....best podcast you lads have done

[@morganbruce9087]

RIP Etika If you’re struggling there’s always people out there to talk to you (look in description for numbers) To everyone reading this you are all loved and worthy

[@JG-py9iz]

I'm ngl lie to you numbers don't help its familiar faces that do as someone who's battled mental health and helped people who have struggled numbers don't help u need a familiar face to talk to and help u find the right way out

[@Yuki-bk2my]

@@JG-py9iz I think with some people just getting something off your chest can help a lot

[@kerriecripps2093]

J G Idk I don’t wanna talk to anyone I know about the way I feel and what I’m going through as I feel I’m letting them down even more sometime talking to some who knows nothing about you is a lot easier a hell of a lot easier all depends on the person

[@lindseyscammell1431]

@@JG-py9iz Everyones different though matey. For you talking to someone you know helped...and I'm glad it did. But for others talking to a stranger is the preferred option. And there's also people who are so isolated they don't have the luxury of making that choice...they simply don't have someone close to talk to. And for them a "number" is the only thing they have. Don't discount it just because it wasn't for you. For countless other people it can literally be the difference between life and death.

[@JG-py9iz]

@@lindseyscammell1431 yh I understand it can but like u said it didn't work for me nor did it work for my dad and others I no it is very much a chance

[@jackielou4416]

I've been really struggling recently and to hear you two talking so openly about your own history with mental health is really reassuring xo

[@xd-qg5dz]

After being an Etika fan for over 5 years, it really helps that you guys are talking about this. Thank you.

[@thomasmock4486]

Geordie not going to lie this podcast helped me loads cheers

[@pedroleitao7829]

im 19 years old just had the worst year of my life Failed to go to Uni Got into such a shitty mindframe to the point my now ex-gf left me All my close friends moved on with their life and had a blast while i got stuck in the same situation i was in for the last 3 years Got a job and lost the same job in less than a month No money, No Gf, No drive With all this i thought that being dead was more exciting than to carry on with this shit boring life This podcast was one of the best i heard in a while Related so much to what Brian and Laurence said Tomorrow im going to start jiu jitsu and mma and i also re-started to study while im looking for a job Trying to get a grip in life Hope you guys never stop doing this podcast because it saves lifes Cheers.

[@elilconner210]

Good luck homie

[@bobtheartist2897]

As someone who's struggled a lot with mental health and nearly taken their own life before, this really hit me to hear that he's gone. Thank you so much for making this podcast! It's only good to talk about it

[@kayw7698]

Putting the effects of mental health issues into words is one of the most difficult things to do, but you have really summed it up fantastically. To enable people to have someone to relate to with problems like this is truly what a role model consists of.

[@madamebkrt]

Geordie talking about his problems from the past made me feel so much better about my own. I dug my own grave, essentially, and now I'm trying to make things better for myself. Knowing that other people have been through similar situations at a crucial age in life makes me feel so much better. Thank you.

[@apeachonahill8059]

God Brian is such a rolemodel god bless

[@apeachonahill8059]

patchh15 Deji is a twat sooo

[@Yuki-bk2my]

@@patchh15 deji is clearly just trying to get attention. Most people familiar with Etika and his content knew that he was very much mentally ill and would kill himself if he didn't get help

[@Yuki-bk2my]

@@patchh15 some people did that but it was easy to tell he was ill. Deji keeps saying and doing things to keep his career a float when no one wants to watch his videos because they aren't good

[@kingofthedaddys8012]

Yuki Deji might not be in the right but the dude has some serious problems mentally, you can tell. You shouldn’t be quick to judge

[@snnnaaaaaakeeeee4470]

@@Yuki-bk2my Do you not think that Deji may need help as well?

[@abdulashraf5801]

This is why I love these podcast they are real!

[@kevinmcnelis9388]

I luv how honest Brian is and how he’s not afraid to open up 🙌

[@Jimmy-Christmas]

Kevin Mcnelis I love you when you lapdance on my sister

[@justmxy521]

@@Jimmy-Christmas ?

[@bigguy1230]

@@Jimmy-Christmas ????

[@Callumh1113]

Really important conversation to have, well done boys ❤️

[@kayz1553]

Suicididal thoughts don't go away. It might die down for a while but like a volcano it can come to life at any moment.

[@ashthesensei]

Real classy and respectful vid good Job lads

[@ehrenwood2539]

patchh15 I swear I just saw you arguing about trump on Instagram 😂

[@kayley9075]

This was so tear-jerking, thank you for telling your story Brian. rip etika x

[@itsjames6295]

Appreciate Brian for fully opening up about his stories, this is the kind of real content we need on youtube rn tbh

[@OllieSach]

30 secs in and I already know this is gunna be an amazing episode. Great subject and important to be open about.

[@yeestv1642]

This is just my favorite alive KZbinr talking about my favorite dead KZbinr Keep up the good content

[@DerrenBrown100]

My life has been full of depression, rejection, low-self esteeem, panic attack, OCD. I'm trying to keep going. That's all I can do.

[@MattiosUK]

I hope that the video has inspired you to seek out what you feel you need in order to improve your well-being.

[@tknzero8027]

OCD isn't that bad

[@ste_fan2126]

TKN ZERO I don’t mean to be too abrasive, but shut the fuck up. Don’t tel someone that they’re experience isn’t “that bad,” especially when you know that they’re struggling. Ofc when people are like “OMG I have ocd” because they rearrange a painting doesn’t t mean that is what ocd is. Ocd is real tough my guy

[@DylanMcBennett]

@@tknzero8027 I can tell you from personal experience OCD can be by far the worst out of either if it's bad enough. OCD isn't struggling to cope with dirty clothes, it's dangerous thoughts that seap into you're brain that attack you're fears. So shut the fuck up

[@DylanMcBennett]

Keep you're head up brother. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Keep fighting. Think of it as traffic, if you're in a jam at the minute, always remember traffic passes.

[@kennycameron828]

Huge respect to Brian for never giving up and grafting to get to that position. Ly Bri Bri❤️

[@chrisbyrne8764]

Love that the podcast is back. Such an important discussion about mental health and your honesty on the topic is so inspiring.

[@lauraharley2988]

Wow this has stopped me in my tracks. Been suffering from PTSD and anxiety since my Dad passed away and have been on the self destruction route. Hearing you speak about it has made so much sense when counselling has just not helped. Thank you TG!

[@guesswhodrewitt8275]

Having had anxiety for 6 years now, I really respect you Brian. I had my first job and listened to your podcasts to get me through, I have literally listened to them all. I want to thank you so much. That person who helped you, well you helped me! RIP Etika.

[@tanyabrown2471]

Genuinely love your podcasts guys. Keep up the awesome stuff x

[@CharlieStubbs03]

A lot of people took the piss out of Etika's situation before he killed himself. Hope they now feel guilty. Etika had his demons and his demons unfortunately won. Rest in Peace Etika

[@O.N.A.A]

Not everyone there are people like me that don't know who he was until the news broke out

[@LCM12Lewis]

Whats bullshit is that the same people spamming the clown emojis and tearing him apart all of his reddit. Are now the ones saying "RIP ETIKA" "I WAS ALWAYS YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN." I hope guilt tears them apart.

[@xgullafter9590]

@@patchh15 fuck off and stop comparing Deji to Erika's situation. It's very very different.

[@hanifkamaly2511]

@@MoneyMatt-tf7cp the same people said erikas was over reacting. Im not saying he is or isnt but dont just judge people and make assumptions because you actually dont know whats hapenning in close doors.

[@JulianY2K12]

You can't exactly blame people when he's doing crazy shit and putting it online.

[@fernkemp5641]

Love how deep and real you both were 💜 thank you for shedding a light on a very hard subject for most x

[@felikaofotter8227]

In PE, I've learned that by joining sports and clubs like sunday league, you are able to release stress and belong to a group which helps with you feeling less isolated! I assume you didn't know that but I also see students who just brush past that and kinda ignore that it can help you with some fucked up stuff. Much Love Brian and Laurence❤

[@NotAnotherKuromi]

That is true, or any hobby group. My sister is autistic & tried a few sports groups but she was either shunned or bullied. She kept trying & is now part of a tabletop gaming club where there are more similar people who are more willing to put up with her quirks & appreciate her creativity, odd humour etc.

[@charvanders8932]

Thank you for sharing your experience. Now in my second year of recovery and just finished a course of CBT for PTSD, so I really relate to this podcast. It's creates something special when influencers can cover these hard topics, puts things into a bit more perspective. Thank you for what you do 👊

[@OllieSach]

Amazing pod. Such an important topic to talk about. Just wanted to say, despite the fact you haven’t been feeling yourself in the last few months, you can’t tell in your videos. They’ve been top tier, keep it up!

[@akakezzy6152]

The BEST podcast on any platform. RIP bro

[@Daniel-oz6qu]

I recognise that pfp

[@tristanfeinauer]

Joe Rogan imo.

[@wigsplitter1630]

I just want to say Geordie and Laurence I find great pleasure watching your videos. My head is all over the place atm and you guys really bring my mood up. Without knowing it your a big part of my life as crazy as it sounds. Thankyou!

[@bigchungus7698]

Remember my guy that it could take a long time, but sticking through the shit is worth it and as cliche as it, things do get better. They may even be little things but a smidge forward is progress and is deserving. I hope you get better soon and you can manage things, stay well my guy x

[@TheRedclaw101]

I hope you feel better soon.

[@wigsplitter1630]

Big Chungus really appreciate that, thankyou mate

[@wigsplitter1630]

Emperor Penguin Rate that Thankyou mate

[@layyodious735]

I have so much respect for you for taking light of this

[@amyb.1997]

so emotional watching this RIP Etika and thank you Geordie and Laurence for talking about this topic

[@connormcandrew7012]

Honestly bro you put everything into perspective, you pretty much described me now to your younger you! You help me come to terms with shit... legend man keep it up!

[@zoobiscuit7808]

Geordie shows us that there is a light at the end of every tunnel. Anybody going through something difficult just hang in there, you will find a way to get out of it.

[@martonnagy2654]

Thank you for making this! People need to have more conversations about things like this.

[@antonite1643]

Much respect to you Geordie! Takes a lot to speak your mind, especially on these topics. Mad respect!

[@Cameron-qg3kr]

Honestly you’re a HERO, don’t you ever forget it

[@barry4649]

Wow. This podcast keeps bettering itself Well done for always keeping it real Brian and Loz

[@ItzAMarkz]

Geordie your story and your message has gave an immense amount of closure and hope, thank you ❤️🙏🏽.

[@30whacko11]

Thank you guys for talking about this subject in such an honest and objective manner. This channel can do so much for so many people. Appreciate you both guys cheers.

[@mariaelioambjrndalen9882]

I honestly appreciate this so much

[@douchebag2019]

2 great guys dealing with the situation with class. Legends. RIP Etika

[@lukeparker7578]

Phenomenal video, to talk about such a difficult subject with such respect and maturity shows how class both u and Lawrence are. Much respect

[@carlashep29xo]

Thank you for being so open ❤️ as somebody who struggles with their mental health I think it’s important to talk about

[@joshichan0928]

Fair play guys. You handled and spoke about the situation very well👏👏

[@Jaay2o]

Love you True Geordie. Just had to put my dog down and this podcast supplied distraction and comfort 🙏🏽 cheers Bryan and Lawrence 🖤

[@maandlifting5877]

Big drama show! Alright I'm coming back nahnahnah

[@JoachimFosse]

Thanks for covering this so well, I really needed to listen to this after watching Etika's last video. Rip 🙏

[@alfiegb4762]

Always difficult to make these kind of videos but it’s a needs must. Found the approach very powerful and effective. Great vid lads!

[@Flashback5]

Brilliant video lads - you spoke so well on such a touching subject

[@ryanfleming1040]

For me, physical education works wonders for clearing my mind and relieving anxiety

[@ryanfleming1040]

@@Cathal0303 cheers, but ndombele has made my life the best it could possibly be 😉

[@tomffs]

This hits real close to home, big respect to the lads for talking about the real issues and topics.

[@adamferguson1513]

I’ve always really appreciated with how public Brian is with his struggles. It takes a lot for anyone to share that side of them and even more so when in the public eye so I’m in great admiration of him and Laurence too. Hopefully it reaches out to people that are struggling and they seek the help they need, I’ve been there and am so grateful to those that put their hand out to me.

[@tanyabrown2471]

I left a nice comment about you guys in general before I had even watched this video because I want to support you two. However this podcast was such a classy and engaging podcast; in which I enjoyed learning more about Brian and his past, but this podcast has an excellent message that needs to be seen by many more people. Absolutely amazing job guys.

[@melaniemurphyofficial]

Loved this...such an important video xxx

[@user-hr5ud2px4t]

I'm glad you took the time to discuss this sad and very unfortunate topic. Rip Etika may you be at rest now.

[@petrosnotorious3156]

The last 2 podcasts are amazing . Keep them coming!!

[@CLairsoftFTW]

Goes without saying this is a vital subject to be talked about but more importantly by someone who understands it. Brian is the one along with Laurence of course. Top lads.

[@teadt1835]

Wow, I have never seen a video from Geordie without dislikes...

[@Fingers998]

Great video TG, mental health is tremendously important, its such a shame that nobody was able to get through to Etika. RIP.

[@dr.ambiguous4913]

You know i don’t watch a lot of youtuber podcasts but for you guys i always find your commentary entertaining and insightful. Thank you for covering this topic. Rest in Peace, Etika.

[@motorhubbyljr6067]

This episode of the podcast really got to me possibly one of the most relatable episodes yet for someone who has autism and suffers with depression I had many “dark” experiences and thoughts. I can’t thank Geordie and Laurence enough for getting this very somber topic spoken about and publicly accepted. P.S. thanks Geordie for sharing your experiences I personally know that it’s not an easy thing to do I hope your okay now though. Many thanks A fellow Newcastle resident Lewis

[@slyesttrash6778]

I've not seen much of True Geordie's podcasts just a few here and there. I have to say after seeing this he's a really good bloke. To hear someone speaking some openly like this who from the outside would seem to most like an very confident guy who is sure of himself, has helped me a bit. I've gone through a lot of the same things and am still going through them but knowing people come out the other side like True Geordie has gives you hope. It's awful what happened to Etika. I thought a lot of the same things said in the podcast when I saw the video he made before his death, I thought if this was a livestream the amount of people who would be telling Etika not to do it. That he has so much to live for, so many people love him and his work. I even thought to myself I wish I could be walking past him and know what he's going through. Then I could talk to him, buy him a coffee and tell him I've felt what he feels. Many have felt what he feels, his fans, friends and family love him. That he's not alone and he never will be. It's fucking shit his journey ended how it did and when it did, I got a lot of enjoyment out of his videos and he was a very nice guy, he would of gone on to do even greater things.

[@mlehrbaum]

I’ve been having a struggle with similar issues you were talking about. The past 4-5 years I can’t seem to shake the depression and anxiety. Your story is a lot of the way of things that I am dealing with every day. Only a person like you or a person dealing with these issues understand what our thoughts are. Thanks for being real and I hope I can move forward from this. Rip Etika

[@michael978]

Loved this Brian and Laurence, appreciate you opening up to us and sharing your personal experience of issues many of us are living with. Missed the podcast

[@sinclairbreast9236]

thank you for trying your best despite not knowing the man personally, it means so much. please learn from desmond's passing and reach out to deji as i see him following a similar path and nobody wants that. thank you

[@kiri7678]

I genuinely watched Etika’s old smash streams after school to cheer me up, and I fucking cried when he turned up dead. Rest in peace brother.

[@zub1n943]

Great video Geordie, its great to have someone like you on this platform; who speaks truth about hard topics.

[@alexandersingh9135]

Loving these podcasts hopefully we get another one soon

[@bignibba9852]

I remember coming home from school and watching him every day RIP Etika the end of joycon boys

[@ap3572]

I'm glad we are in a place now where big personalty like Tyson fury and Geordie are addressing these issues.

[@TheUtanium]

Etika was and still is my biggest youtube influence, such a fuckin shame

[@1975grace]

i admire how real you are in these types of situations

[@TheCallumBellShow]

Absolutely devastated about Etika

[@willsgriffin7988]

First, great vid... Pray for Etika🙏🙏

[@isaacsmith6913]

Will Wolf amazing that you managed to watch the full 1 hour 24 minute long video, decide your opinion on it and comment within a minute of the video being posted You must be a huge fan

[@willsgriffin7988]

@@isaacsmith6913 Love his channel lmao

[@tylerphillips1926]

Will Wolf dickhead

[@JackJack-gz8vl]

Hope you guys realise what a loyal and grateful fan base use have, love the podcasts with just you and Lawrence. Great to comment on Etika too.

[@Sam-tx7gy]

This is a great podcast talking about real life and real emotions that everyone feels keep up the good work lads .

[@akakezzy6152]

I have never related more. The whole ‘when the money runs out I’ll do something’ is exactly how I am right now to a tee

[@dovahmiin4869]

Listening to u has helped me a lot. I was very depressed bc i found out i was pregnant at 17. I was very depressed and tried to kill myself. But hearing u and so many youtubers talk about situations like this, it does help people. Because i found you on KZbin i now have a beautiful year old boy who is my whole life. Thank u so much.

[@reelgesh51]

@@Serkong ..soo she just said that this kid was her life... and ya tell her not to have kids... i'm going to assume you mean well.. but wow.... (i mean no offensive with this comment i was just afraid it may be seen as offensive)

[@Serkong]

@@reelgesh51 why be afraid?

[@aoifek9709]

Serkong wtf?

[@reelgesh51]

@@Serkong because having kids at a young age is a choice anyone can legally have a kid at 16 and get married at such (at least in the UK) so telling her to not have a kid when she clearly enjoys hers felt like you were questioning her passion or ambitions towards her current and perhaps future children

[@drewbennett9520]

Discussions like this need to be had, thank you for speaking out about and talking through MH issues Geordie mate makes me and loads of other feel less alone/ weird about what goes on inside our heads... TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES GUYS PLEEEEAASE

[@Mrslimblob]

This actually brought a tear to my eye just thinking of my own troubles. Thanks true geordie and Lawrence:)

[@MannyIkpe]

👍🏼very powerful message