I LOVE YOU, NOW DIE | True Geordie Podcast

I love you, now die is the HBO documentary about Michelle Carter and Conrad Roy, who fell in love. While they only met in real life five times, they shared many text messages over a period of two years. Then, on July 13, 2014, Conrad Roy was found dead in his car. His death was found to be a case of carbon-monoxide intoxication, but when investigators discovered the text messages between the two teens they learn Carter had encouraged Roy to kill himself. After an investigation, Carter was arrested for involuntary manslaughter.
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[@emily_eems]

The friendship between these two men is incredible. To have the confidence to talk about such a topic and challenge each other's opinion is immense. Nice work TG.

[@tomhardy116]

I don't think that's much of a indication about the quality of their friendship (not that it isn't good), but more so of their intelligence on the topic and general maturity as blokes. Most people are too immature and ignorant to have a conversation like this that's worth being heard by thousands. Because I am sure many people speak about this kind of thing, but it's mostly just nonsense.

[@uncanadien3272]

In france TG means shut the fuck up

[@emily_eems]

@@alfiewoodley2990 I don't think Tom Hardy was being disrespectful, just merely suggesting that it was their maturity rather than their friendship. It's all good, we're allowed different opinions.

[@krusher181]

i love the unique feeling this channel has... its just great and everyone relax

[@gunitsoilder3192]

Difference is Brian is spot on that other puppet is far left

[@LuisCMS31]

‘She doesn’t realise she’s the bad guy yet’ was a line that hit hard.

[@Dorma_]

@@hade8075 1:10:49

[@TrueGeordie]

Should’ve been in the intro

[@random-wv1vg]

True Geordie true should’ve been 👏🏽

[@lljusttry]

TG is way smarter than he seems, and portrays himself to be. I feel like TG and lawrence have such similair minds, but just had very different life paths, that made them different.

[@fistme3234]

sounds like she wanted the romanticised ‘damaged sad girl’ identity that’s so popular among american teen media. desperate for a disaster purely for the attention it would get her. poor bloke, i feel for both families

[@julienewsome7471]

dont feel sorry for her listen to what she said to him

[@fistme3234]

Julie Newsome “i feel for both families”

[@jimhammond9837]

Just started uni and moved away so I’m spending a lot of time alone, these podcasts are really helping me get through it. So thanks, Keep it up Geordie!

[@alfienufc7948]

Good luck with university. Stay strong.

[@cheetah8667]

Use that time alone to figure out your purpose in life,not get depressed because you are alone.

[@Andy-ss8yg]

Too many get depressed in uni get social and out your room

[@alexhunt9066]

Make sure you get yourself to a society. there are tonnes of them out there, something for everyone

[@jimhammond9837]

Thanks for the comments lads 🙏🏻

[@benroberts875]

New TG podcast!! Me: ‘oh go on thennnn..’

[@heskeytime6333]

U r different gravy

[@CubesJustCubes]

I also wanted to pull the no context hearn card, but i can’t remember any of them :(

[@jnightmare0]

Might as well

[@cornerback4074]

Me: can't wait for the new podcast TG: **new podcast** me: oh be the holy

[@DinomotoMennovi]

@Silver Spoon dickbag

[@agrxexate9271]

Silver Spoon twat

[@givetea4464]

Dinomoto dike

[@beetlejuice5484]

@Silver Spoon who cares about Logan the dick

[@Alex-uy7cz]

Smashing out the podcast at the moment boys well in

[@meghanh6978]

I really found it comforting to hear that it's normal to feel lonely and lost when you're in your teens and that it won't last forever

[@Nothing-yi6vw]

Meghan H Talk to people about it, so many people go through similar things but don’t talk.

[@meghanh6978]

@@Nothing-yi6vw I will do :) Thank you

[@tillycorrenza5032]

❤

[@anovemberstar]

its so true - its so common as a young adult in the later half of high school and a bit after, to feel like things will 'always' feel hard; your brain is still developing, its almost impossible to think that things that seem SO important right at that moment simply will not matter in a few years time. I'm in my middle aged years now; it wasn't until i was about 30, things started to really 'click' in terms of how i felt about myself. Since then, life just gets better and better, the further away form the hellish teens and 20s (its not hell for anyone please dont think it will be the same for you or anyone else, that was just my experience :) ) the better life has been. i simply dont care about 'looks' or 'weight' or 'getting older' and all the trivial things that seemed so important years ago.

[@beautyh.9898]

Rip to the man hope he’s in peace now .

[@randomblue2361]

as a man who was in a relationship with a female that was so controlling i wasn't even aloud to have a mobile phone i believe its harder for a male to leave that kind of relationship in general, i was laughed at by many professionals in the nhs telling me to essentially man up and deal with it. People need to understand that for every male that is horrible to a female there is a female doing the same to the male it goes both ways and as a society this is the biggest thing people need to understand its not always the male causing all of the problems.

[@julieom1833]

My dad was a para and said he had easier Sargent Majors in the army than my mother- i dont know how hes not killed her...

[@julieom1833]

Danny sick eh

[@MarcusLT95]

The world is full of cunts... There's nothing we can do about it.

[@NotAnotherKuromi]

@@MarcusLT95 Yes there is. Raise awareness, educate people, fund & create services to catch abusers & support the victims, get the staff/people to take the issue seriously from both sexes. Encourage people to report suspected abuse, make people aware of red flags early on into a relationship, encourage discussion & take input from others about your partner's behaviour, reflect & analyze how you are treated. Also when predators & abusers are caught, make sure their case is throughly investigated, proof is collected & give them a decent punishment, including a good length of time in jail. There is a tonne of proactive steps people can take to reduce the problem of girls/women abusing boys/men. Idk if you are a victim or suffer from depression but I hope you reach out for help & get the support you deserve. If not then I hope I have helped you realize what can be done.

[@justaperson5095]

I wouldn’t say that “for every male abusing a woman, there is a woman doing the exact same thing” as men are abusive far more often than women are and women typically aren’t abusive to the same extent. This DOES NOT discredit your experience by any means. I really hope that you’re doing better now. Society seems to have these sexist ideals for both genders that can cause so much trouble. Your experience shouldn’t have been discredited simply because you were being abused by a minority that is often seen as the more oppressed and weaker gender. I really wish you all the best.

[@jackcarrington1913]

Brian and Loz are absolutely smashing it as of late, these recent podcasts have been some of the absolute best.

[@fistme3234]

Jack Carrington agreed

[@adam01101]

I fucking love how you guys spoke about teenagers on this because it is so accurate and I know it helps so many people understand their minds. It certainly helped me. Good job lads 👏

[@Rabbitzz]

I knowww I'm 19 and damn that was accurate wtf

[@Gumyumb]

I agree, from my perspective they spoke from a place of experience and intelligence.

[@henrybose23]

Anyone else low-key prefer the pods when it's just these two?

[@NotAnotherKuromi]

Nah I high-key prefer it with just TG & Loz

[@MrCr1spy1]

In my country, Romania, that would be classified as determination of suicide and punished with several years in prison.

[@JuanpMelendez]

Bazil bless your country may it flourish

[@gunitsoilder3192]

May god bless u and your country sir

[@ErikPT]

She still got probation for five years I recall the court was going to sentence her for 15 years--that was lessened to 2 years and probation. Also, people and experts were concerned of the legal ramifications this would bring to other cases.

[@rias.gremoryyy]

I agree...btw I'm from Moldova we speak the same language that, means we are not just neighbors we are brothers xd

[@Jacob-vt2bz]

Loving these regular podcasts feels like when I first found this

[@Skippitydoobup]

Geordie, both my parents have cancer, my job made me go casual from fulltime but thankfully I start my Electrical apprenticeship next year and in Australia there is a strong demand for electricians, things are kind of rocky in my relationship, I've survived 2 attempts on my self last year and am struggling rn again but am strong enough to know I'll be ok one day I'm 25 so slightly older than the teenagers and early 20s people and would love to encourage those of you struggling to never give up, it gets better, you get stronger, never be afraid to speak, as much as you might feel like you are and believe you're alone, you're not, ever.

[@seanbowers9057]

M Mardan good on ya for sharing mate, enjoy Australia and hope everything goes well

[@kirstymchugh7482]

Hope the get better man. From the bottom of my heart

[@Skippitydoobup]

@@kirstymchugh7482 thanks so much brother 🙏

[@JorjRobert]

A podcast on Chris Watts would be a gooden 😬 another similar monster.

[@ihtishamhussain1785]

Agree

[@nialldillon5861]

He's even worse

[@BenCreaven]

Tbf tho there's literally thousands of videos discussing the Chris Watts case on youtube

[@JorjRobert]

Ben Creaven very true but there’s no Brian and Laurence podcast 🤔

[@xemmyx3753]

Also making a murderer

[@jacklovering4557]

best podcasters on yt hands down, never fails to entertain me.

[@ezraprzytyk]

For me it's true Geordie,.joe Rogan experience and impaulsive

[@xavierwatkins1758]

“Don’t make your identity out of being the bag guy.” Hitting the nail on the head Lawrence 👌🏻

[@LucyLu98]

"When it comes to suicide, the person who died was failed by those around them" that is so true, and so powerful. I think ultimately, society and people's attitudes towards mental health can be the biggest killer.

[@ughhbennnn]

100% this

[@MarcusLT95]

But more and more people are coming forward and shinning light onto mental health which is great

[@loveleighann44]

Shame on you. You obviously have never lost anyone in that way. You are lucky. That pressure and that pain you carry with them and then they leave you despite your best efforts. You will never know that feeling and you are lucky.

[@LucyLu98]

@@loveleighann44 actually I have. So dont assume something about me that you have no idea about. What about what I said was wrong?? Societies attitudes to mental health IS a lot of the time the problem, and why so many end up dying is because they were failed by the system. How dare you assume what I've experienced.

[@loveleighann44]

@@LucyLu98 P.O

[@sleepysloth9221]

After losing my dad to suicide when i was a kid to see a girl drive him to this genuinely makes me feel sick

[@AspieADog]

The True Geordie... The only Podcaster I know who can look at deep and heavy things like this with a level head and a critical eye.

[@thechatshack7369]

Adam Cronin Open your eyes then because Brian just chats over everyone

[@ThePhantom4516]

you must listen to maybe 2 podcasts

[@thechatshack7369]

gum ball Just sucking up to him isn't he

[@shenkmu5501]

@@ThePhantom4516 True Geordie's podcast is one of the best though. He's good at what he does, just needs to stop interrupting people so much.

[@davelee5995]

The podcasts are back on track and it’s brilliant.

[@DiverseTrickSx]

As a 18 year old boy who feels like he is eerily similar to this boy (not just being depressed but his characteristics as a whole), when you talked about him getting his captains license weeks before he died, Brain said how he didnt understand how he found that motivation in such a place. With a theory in mind and putting myself in his shoes, I would work as hard as possible in hopes that i feel alot better after acheiving this goal (almost as a last ditch effort in his mind to save himself), and if didnt feel that way after putting all that hard work into something + all the manipulation of this sick girl, i would only see it as a catalyst to his end. I never comment on stuff but this was a really good podcast and made me question alot of my own thoughts. keep up the good work!

[@arozeisarozie]

Jay Howard This is a great introspection - thank you.

[@harryangles4189]

Being pumping out quality podcasts recently like mad dogs, love it

[@AkshitSingh549]

Thank you so much for the podcasts. I can't even begin to imagine the amount of work that both of you guys put into it. It means a lot to me

[@rosemaryk4998]

I really appreciate this type of podcast. You both critically analyse the situation so well.

[@mattgittings3449]

Listening to this is helping my personal state of mind makes me wanna speak out about my issues TG u help me every time I watch theses videos

[@maxgallacher5979]

Last 20 minutes of this is fantastic - so relatable. Brilliant chat

[@aarongoodwin5761]

You both handle and talk about sensitive topics so well, you have both come so far with your podcasts. Huge inspiration thanks TG

[@nasty_nas397]

The quality of these podcasts have come such a long way since the first ones! So proud of you guys! Keep up the great work 👍🏼

[@michaelcallander7085]

The conversation about growing up and relationships towards the end was really helpful, reassured me a lot. Thanks for another great podcast.

[@LanceSKLTR]

Before I even watch the whole vid I love the angles in this video. They are really welcoming please use this angle more

[@lewisbuick2765]

This is prime True Geordie podcast. Love when you two analyse different cases and documentaries!

[@siddharthrai8605]

I genuinely love watching these podcasts

[@cambuck2449]

One of my fav things about this podcast is how as best friends they are able to look at both sides and opinions. Loving the podcast atm :)

[@gabrielbradshaw5709]

Maaaaan i needed to hear this when i was 18, hope anyone in an abusive relationship hears this, and realises you're worth it, they are the problem you aren't! I promise that! Cheers guys, such an important message!

[@unholyrevolver6208]

This might be one of the best hour and 12 mins I've ever spent. Thanks TG, think a lot of people needed this without knowing including myself. Massive respect.

[@adizanovic8467]

TG thank you for having the confidence for doing this I know you lost someone before but you doing this helps a lot of people bless you👍👍

[@drewlad3626]

The fact you lads release a podcast on Christmas Day means the world to me. I hate Christmas in my house it’s a pretty lonely time and your podcasts give me a nice little distraction for an hour or two. Much respect

[@K_wood]

That feeling when you’re making your tea and true Geordie uploads😎

[@jamesmcgauley884]

Credit to you Brain the turn around on this podcast was super quick, loved all the pods recently smashing it right now as ever!

[@conormclarnon8718]

Brian mate you will never know how much you help people through times that feel like there will never good times again with yours and Laurence’s humour and the way you can be serious on a topic like this. You have helped me through most of the dark times of my life so thank you very much and keep it up ❤️❤️

[@rikititi1848]

You guys have definitely provided company when I needed it. When my depression and ED flares up and I'm just lying on my bedroom floor on a pile of trash, I put on my favourite episodes of the podcasts and just drift in and out of sleep. Been doing that for the past 4 days, hopefully tonight I might have the courage to actually take a shower, we'll see. Thanks for everything, you guys are so wholesome

[@megan-wx9nu]

being 19 and a teenager and has suffered with depression, this girl literally was manipulative and calculated in the decisions she made. she literally instructed a boy how to die who obviously in the end didn’t want to. She deserved a lot more time in prison then the she received.

[@megan-wx9nu]

it doesn’t really matter what mental health problems she had, it gets to a stage of if you are peer pressuring someone to die who clearly wasn’t on the verge of suicide and only was depressed ( clear distinction between the two). She was instructing them how to die and saying that his a pussy of some sort is psychotic and inhuman, no matter the age.

[@megan-wx9nu]

age means nothing in this situation and I guarantee if she was older, she would of got more time in prison 😶

[@kiraalexandria1521]

The US justice system sucks

[@kiraalexandria1521]

There are peole in jail for 40 and 50 years for possession of weed and she literally convinced him to commit suicide

[@megan-wx9nu]

Jasiri's Tunes the U.K. system isn’t much better tbh but I agree

[@Elijah-qx3qn]

Please keep these this weekly pod schedule, they’re so good.

[@jakewebster6515]

5 mins in. Loving it. Keep these podcasts coming guys!! You both deserve much more credit then you get!!

[@qayyuma9622]

I’m so glad these two are releasing podcasts consistently again 🙌🏾

[@saskiao346]

2:32 my English teacher talking about social responsibility in an inspector calls

[@thefilmfella770]

This podcast is going from strength to strength. Honestly it’s not just a great piece of KZbin, it’s a brilliant piece of thought provoking genius. No one does this, or very people that is, sort of quality consistently.

[@chicoirrelevante6221]

Last 20 mins was gold. I really needed to listen to that. Thanks Brian and Loz

[@BaileyBaratheon]

True Geordie has the best podcast in the UK. Facts.

[@liambeecher6774]

We just might be getting regular podcasts again ❤️ Well done lads 🙏

[@morganbruce9087]

Loving the consistency of these podcasts. Keep it up Geordie

[@casualgamer5688]

This podcast and Lew Later podcast keep me company, and I appreciate u guys doing what u do, y’all the best 🙌🏽🙌🏽

[@GreaseMonkeyNath17]

True Geordie and Laurence on the grind 💪

[@daisyc7080]

Watched an Eleanor neale video on this about a year ago and was so fascinated, so glad you’ve made a podcast on it👍🏼👍🏼

[@rachealpike7986]

The fact that these 2 guys feel comfortable talking about this subject and raising awareness using the platform they have speaks volumes about their own Characters. Well done boys!! Xx

[@jakesennett9770]

Thank you so much Geordie and Lawrence the videos and helped me when I’ve struggled and I was in a bad place and you’ve helped me and would just like to say. Your the best

[@harrywalsh6241]

The first 5 minutes really are relatable and it’s nice to hear not only me going though things thanks ;)

[@jacobmilner9290]

please put them on Spotify sooner i need to listen to this on my paperound lads

[@waswer6901]

Love that your putting out more frequent podcasts again

[@sashagarforth6539]

when you guys were talking about first loves it hit me hard. I didn’t know I needed that talk but thanks for it

[@bentorodrigues4397]

OMG THIS PROGRAM IS SO GOOD. WHAT A PITY I DIDN'T KNOW IT BEFORE. I'M RELIEVED FOR KNOWN THIS PROGRAM NOWADAYS.

[@Boo-wp1xw]

I'm 15 and you talking about mental health and relationships coming from the man's side u speak my mind and help me so much thank you Brian 🙏🏼

[@canunlu1879]

Bro you’re 15, I don’t even remember being 15 or any of my problems at 15, just remember that at 15 you pretty much have no responsibility and really there’s nothing to stress or worry about at all,

[@NotAnotherKuromi]

@@canunlu1879 Then you probably had no mental health problems or big stress in your life if you can't remember being 15 or what happened. Not everyone is that lucky. It is complete bollocks that no-one has severe stress, responsibility or problems as a teenager. Minimizing people's problems doesn't help, it only ever makes people suppress stuff which comes out worse years later. Getting help & talking about problems means they don't pile up & your brain doesn't turn into a full pressure cooker. With mental health problems appropriate intervention is always best. Please do not spread your uneducated opinions around, I would hate for anyone to believe you & for it to negatively affect them, including not opening up to people & reaching out for support.

[@alexmorris8163]

Honestly TG smashing it out the park with every podcast and speaking about the things that need to be talked about Thank you bro 👌🏻

[@alfie110]

Thank you guys for the mental help you guys have given and keep giving, keep up the great work. Thanks

[@citavalo]

This story is so heartbreaking, like encouraging someone to commit suicide when you could have provided help. She had the position to stop him but she didn’t. Truly a monster.

[@DreDre2376]

If HALF the men I have ever dealt with could have a piece of the real common sense of theses two MEN my life would be a lot easier. Every young person needs to hear this knowledge. Good job Guys 😘

[@Boo-wp1xw]

Thank you Brian for everything 🙏🏼

[@kerishortell7687]

You guys nailed this podcast.. so relatable!

[@gilliannattress3096]

Sometimes just talking with someone is a great healer , it changes your thought process.

[@jonthestreet]

Did anyone watch the full documentary, including the second half? I thought it changed my mind...

[@MMKLYH]

2 absolute wonderful people, you bring so much joy to peoples life’s and help them through tough times with your podcasts, I will forever love you two

[@diogocalcao5043]

I love the way they go put ideas together! quality, and I hope this helps a lot of people!

[@adamkirkman2339]

The recent podcasts are banging

[@connord4418]

Thank u just thank u I kinda needed to know that to keep going 6:00 to 6:30 I really feel like u guys are there for me as a mate even though I've never meet u guys just thanks for the company. I'm all the way in South Africa and supporting u guys Lov Connor

[@froggo5517]

Cabbage Bitch everyone is here for you man ❤️

[@adc_15]

I love these Podcasts analyzing these subjects!

[@jadie-maydredd210]

I love it when you talk about documentaries, even if it’s not about a documentary I would watch it’s always really good to watch

[@thomasconlon2248]

You should do a podcast on the joker film

[@JOSH4K]

Not watched the podcast yet. But I can tell this is going to bang!

[@rosskyle7]

Loving the graphics and camera quality, real time and work put in to these videos, really goes a long way. Well done lads

[@Marcomanexists]

You two keep me a lot of company. Thanks guys, I’m pretty lonely so to hear you guys talk about transitioning from adolescence to adulthood at this point in my life as a 19 year old is exactly what I needed. Lawrence, you and Brian have done wonders for me with your content. Keep it up. Never stop.

[@olivieroholloway9039]

These things happen all of the time, they need to be talked about more

[@bigdan9671]

Assisted suicide happens to you a lot?

[@olivieroholloway9039]

@@bigdan9671 not to me lmao😂

[@bigdan9671]

@@olivieroholloway9039 to be fair I thought it said these things happen to me all time. I read it wrong

[@olivieroholloway9039]

@@bigdan9671 😂😂

[@pearcey1113]

I think you need to take the word Die out of the title or I'm pretty sure they will demonetize it as I saw a video the other day of words not to use and die was one of them, anyway see what happens

[@SI10379]

Good shout

[@zacksaccount2937]

It's the name of the documentary tho

[@MrAsif173]

Do a ksi and a change it to perish

[@iamjames8200]

Pearcey111 good shout but there’s lots of other things to demonetize the video

[@PoohhNani]

It dont really work like that. Regardless it's monetized with many mid rolls

[@MrMomentumHD]

I love the podcast and i love the way you two bounce off each other being able to discuss such a sensative topic with such manner and honesty. You two are awesome and have helped so many people including myself, thank you!

[@olivermcvey3895]

Very happy to see the podcasts back on a regular. Geordie and loz on their own always a banger of a podcast

[@mango47tirimusu]

You should do a podcast on ‘When they see us’ on Netflix x

[@jordwebb8615]

How can you say his parents wasn’t aware of the full extent?? He attempted suicide 4 times. His mum openly said on one occasion he nearly needed a liver transplant

[@kylemiller7666]

I honestly thought I was going crazy watching them talk about this. What she done was completely immoral and can not be condoned, however, based on what I watched he was borderline emotionally abusing her early on. Feels to me like it was almost like the perfect storm, 2 young adults who clearly needed help and unfortunately fell in to each other instead of someone professional.

[@shirraedwards5683]

@@kylemiller7666 watch the documentary. It’s just a sad story.

[@jrd9008]

true geordies advice on relationships and being comfortable in your own skin resonated with me in such a deep way.

[@jessicab7179]

The most detailed and enjoyable podcast on youtube by far

[@SheerDrop]

Finally got the budget for a smoke machine eh? Love the effects.

[@kaimurphy3702]

"Now one" Lawrence: I dont mean this in a patronising way

[@alistairrogers2856]

"Now one"

[@rioroberts3779]

@@alistairrogers2856 ""now one""

[@753Sharks]

New subscriber coming from the press conference. Good humor and real passion, keep up the great content.

[@ja8078]

Sooo happy the TG podcasts are properly back!!!! Keep em coming lads ❤️

[@OGBOOP]

Some words I got from a wise man, "Everyone in the world that you ever meet will be better at you at something and so you to them. Depending on what you do with that information determines how you as a person will move forward in life

[@phtuber5469]

Who is this wise man please tell me.

[@kingdemba5078]

PHtuber mi ass

[@kodysykora5725]

Stay in your lane

[@OGBOOP]

@@phtuber5469 If I would tell you it would lose part of the charm

[@burnley2881]

I can listen to True Geordie until i die

[@jamiebruce4924]

Thanks guys, i love the realism you bring to difficult subjects

[@sling6193]

Thank u for handling this seriously great podcast