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i’ve been drawing and writing since i was really young and i really really enjoyed it (i still do) but I know it’s not gonna ever be a career or a stable one at least. And all my life i’ve been doing things to reach other people’s expectations or to beat people but it’s sorta going downhill for me, my grades aren’t as much as before & it’s really taken a toll on my mental health cuz i’ve never been bad at anything in my life before, or not as good as others. it’s just so frustrating, i literally FEED off academic validation. if i’m not good at academics anymore than what am I good at? People would say my grades are still decent & good but it’s just not good enough for me. The only subjects I really like at the moment are Language Arts and Social Studies because that’s what i’m best at. That’s the problem. I only like things im good at. I never venture out.
haha thanks for listening to my rant
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[@luqmaanjama4052]

It honestly dosen’t matter abt what other people say.. you do you girl!

[@friesdiess]

Whoever said that is just messed up u can do whatever you want in life no need for them to love it keep doing what u love to do