Failure.

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Sal: "I see you." Me, in a locked, windowless room: hahaha, I'm in danger "Failure is always an option." - Adam savage, on the topic that even when things go horribly wrong, you've still learned something. Of course he meant it more in the scientific way but it applies here as well. There have definitely been times when everything was going wrong at once and it felt like it's all falling apart- but I always learned something, whether it be how to deal with the situation next time, how to sit patiently and see if things change, how to have faith and trust those I am close to, and so on. Not everything can be controlled, so don't be discouraged when stuff like this happens - We're all here for you.