You know you really hurt when you can sit here and listen to dis time and time again, feelin da pain, but not shedding a tear
@crusty.eyelashes26364 жыл бұрын
Finally someone who understands how I am right now. I can relate to this song so much but I'm not crying.
@xxdeku-gray25xxmax864 жыл бұрын
Yup
@danyellelynd63204 жыл бұрын
Kayley Hardin Felt
@visionswervy48044 жыл бұрын
I almost cried
@alyshamilliner32484 жыл бұрын
Facts 😭
@sabrina50037 жыл бұрын
You can just hear the pain in his voice. So heart breaking..
@turk_da_beast42076 жыл бұрын
This explains me exactly like it directly on point like word for word
@nomu_i33125 жыл бұрын
I could hear him on the verge of tears :(
@BlueSky-jv7rs4 жыл бұрын
All rappers tend to do that
@Mariolopez-jl3nt4 жыл бұрын
You are hot
@desiraylauf43564 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel
@kms07296 жыл бұрын
I miss being a little kid. Confident Happy Cute *happy*
@theitatchi6 жыл бұрын
Paige Taylor well they do say ignorance is bliss. But I’m sure you’ve been through some things but because of that you can relate to people who been through or going through the same thing. And if you have someone you care for go through the same thing, you’ll know what to do or how to help. Or even understanding helps. The things you go through make you who you are and It’s what you decide to do with it. Not everyone has been through what you have so it does make you more knowledgeable. But I’m hoping things get better for you and I wish the best for you.
@kms07296 жыл бұрын
Anthony A. Tysm
@theitatchi6 жыл бұрын
You’re welcome 😊. I hope you find something that makes you happy. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you! Even if it’s just talking!
@scottcampbrll23576 жыл бұрын
same
@Mymy__Butterfly226 жыл бұрын
kms 07 faccts💯
@bellabecker33167 жыл бұрын
"I can't smile like I'm ok. I just can't fake it no more." 😐
@isjarroddawg9017 жыл бұрын
Bella Becker yea....😥
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you
@bayleeburns32826 жыл бұрын
you’re beautiful. Keep your head up. :) (no homo)
@destinycarter64396 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain i want to die but i can't hurt the people i love even though i feel.like I'm dead inside
@amberprice86695 жыл бұрын
you snd me both... but from what i know there will always be a rainbow after a storm
@maissa28634 жыл бұрын
Who became depressive at a young age? (10-15)
@astro_qtz4 жыл бұрын
Me at 9
@nathanfehr35844 жыл бұрын
12 and it's never gone away now I'm numb I smoke I drink and nothing helps anymore it was temporary happiness
@audreypp47984 жыл бұрын
I had intense anger episodes for as long as I could even remember I had passive depression when I was 8 I would cry myself to sleep in 4th Grade I first started cutting in early Fifth Grade I was ALWAYS alone with no friends I attempted to kill myself twice in fifth grade and three times in 6th I got sexually assulted in early 7th Grade I began to starve myself in mid 7th Grade I am now professionally diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD For Short) I still have all of these problems. Therapy is NOT helping at all.. A favour I really need; please pray I get the help i need...please. I can't do this alone.
@someone075.284 жыл бұрын
@@audreypp4798 i send you prayers, we love you, if you don't hear this then know, I love you, you matter you are a strong person and it's ok to feel that way, we all feel like giving up but we have to stand a show the world we can get through it, I pray for life to get better for you just please, stay strong🙏❤️
@audreypp47984 жыл бұрын
@@someone075.28 thank you so much.🙂
@lana_unicorns61164 жыл бұрын
" living in hell because we lost faith in the place up above." I truly felt that damn
@laur58687 жыл бұрын
“I don’t know why I try this hard to hide this pain”
@vicm93296 жыл бұрын
Probably so no one worries
@marionette45774 жыл бұрын
I know what u feel
@alyssalee58514 жыл бұрын
"Cant seem to leave my past behind cause all the one i hope would stay are all the one's that fade away" honestly very relatable
@hayleeward36217 жыл бұрын
When you sit here crying cause you feelin the lyrics...
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Haylee Ward I hope you feel better and I’m sorry you can relate so much to the lyrics.. let me know if there’s anything I can do for you. I wish the best for you.
@geIoeschterBenutzer6 жыл бұрын
😔 i know what you mean...my Eyes are red
@turk_da_beast42076 жыл бұрын
I know right
@anthonymartinez95386 жыл бұрын
Haylee Ward fr what I’m doing rn
@elhanson12985 жыл бұрын
I can’t even cry anymore I’m too broken
@Yad0Mc7 жыл бұрын
''All the ones i hope would stay are all the ones that fade away''
@kitothecat90357 жыл бұрын
Edo Yada This line hits me far to hard, iv lost 14 dear friends.
@Yad0Mc7 жыл бұрын
Same bro,te thing is tha i've only lost one best friend which i used to be with the most,but i've been with so many fakes who supposed to be ''friend'' that really hurts me,the sentence hits so much o,Fake ones comes and goes... btw bro hopefully you guys will meet each other n heaven... It really really hurts when everyone is gone and u re the only one left .. but hopefully u'l find a best friend which can be with u always till death :)
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate you supporting another person that you understand. I hope you find someone that would do just as much as you would do for them. I hope things get better for you and I wish the best for you. Have a nice day!
@Yad0Mc7 жыл бұрын
Ey thank you so much man ,i appreciate u sayin that xD and i hope u get What good u want in this Life 😅 Ppl n this generation is all bout beating and completing the game if u know What i mean,they re more about to using thier phones then talking xD but btw i really got happy seein u sayin that, tnx
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Edo Yada you’re welcome :D. I hope you get good things in life also! And yea some people are like that :/.. yea I know what you mean by some people want to get to the end rather than enjoying what’s in between. And yea some people do use their phones in front of people texting, playing games, etc, as they’re spending time with them. But I believe that people can change and learn from their mistakes. I’m sure people can talk things out and come to an agreement. And I’m also sure that there are people that can make a difference and change people’s lives in a positive manner. Though there’s a lot of things messed up about the current generation, I wouldn’t judge the whole generation by a certain group that does the stereotypical stuff of the generation. But yea I get what you mean. I’m just saying I believe that since we’re all human, we can understand each other, improve, and of course get along better. I just think things take time because that’s what all good things in life require lol. But I guess I do try to make a difference by helping whoever I can. You gotta start somewhere right? But I’m glad I was able to make you happy!! Have a great day!!
@user-bz3dz9rg4x7 жыл бұрын
"but we hate ourselves because we run from the people we love"💔
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
sahara I hope you feel better and I hope things get better for you.
@user-bz3dz9rg4x7 жыл бұрын
Thank you💕
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
sahara you’re welcome. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you. I wish the best for you!
@allarnaobrien38977 жыл бұрын
❤
@lei-boats_cassidy94394 жыл бұрын
Yep it was a big mistake ik😔
@rubykoch85497 жыл бұрын
"We hurt the ones we love because of our pain" 😩💜
@kyaravirant_16694 жыл бұрын
“my anxiety is breaking me it kills me”
@Fidget_Nation15284 жыл бұрын
okay to me that line hits hard..
@alyssiaperezzz6 жыл бұрын
-I Hide The Pain Everyday-
@kirstylovell55115 жыл бұрын
Same I hide it behind a mask
@respectnachos77544 жыл бұрын
❤
@biankhaandchloe43224 жыл бұрын
me to sis
@singergirl10344 жыл бұрын
Every day
@keelyhyers7073 жыл бұрын
Just saw this. I feel so broken inside and I just fucked everything up with a girl that does nothing but love me and support me. And I’m so caught up in my anxiety and being so scared she’s finally done after so many arguments and so many times of her begging me and I just can’t. I truly hope you’re doing better.
@alidakaskamin70834 жыл бұрын
"Im living in a world so fake i lost touch of the real me, had to take a look back to see if im still me" Literally felt this ong😪
@angelictrickster4 жыл бұрын
My FBI agent: "Are you okay bud?" Me: "No..." My FBI agent: "Why?" Me: "Everthing about me is *Fake* "
@Zenshii_Studio4 жыл бұрын
Why we both same
@angelictrickster4 жыл бұрын
@@Zenshii_Studio I don't know.. but it gets better, I promise
@Zenshii_Studio4 жыл бұрын
@@angelictrickster yeah thanks u too
@angelictrickster4 жыл бұрын
@@Zenshii_Studio thank you :)
@okay44254 жыл бұрын
“And why I try so hard to hide this pain” “Cause all the ones I hoped would stay are all the ones that fade away” “Can’t seem to leave my past behind” “And we all hold on to past because we miss what it was” “Lately we’ve been distant see I just can’t be without you” “Living in hell because we lost faith in the place up above” Those lyrics just hit me different 🥺💔
@niveahblazel61624 жыл бұрын
The way his voice breaks...that hits hard...😭😭
@kimwinfield66113 жыл бұрын
makes the song just that much better knowing he really means what he’s saying…
@mariahm6055 жыл бұрын
“I’m drinking till all my feelings just fade away” 😔
@Peyton_20_4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong. ❤️
@xairadurand72804 жыл бұрын
“All the ones I hope would stay , are all the ones that fade away”💔😩
@mayaelizabeth64054 жыл бұрын
I’m at my lowest point rn... I miss myself. I don’t even remember what happiness. I need to be saved. It’s almost too late. I’m in so much pain and can’t smile no more and I can’t love.. I’m lost but my time is soon. I won’t have to feel this way no more. It’s hurts not having anyone. I’m not good enough. I’m alone.
@understandinghappy10064 жыл бұрын
Maya, there are alot of things we may never understand in this life, how millions of people have somebody but then the select few who are just falling apart all alone it's so hard living life this way but I want you to know that I can't promise alot of people to be there, but I can promise I will. You can read h out to me, I know this pain, if no one has told you that they love you today I will Maya Elizabeth I love you, and you can do this I believe in you. take care you are important
@Kmta7_04 жыл бұрын
Ihope your doing ok, im alone as well
@NICOLA_MOKHARI4 жыл бұрын
We love you Hold on
@Kmta7_04 жыл бұрын
Youre not alone
@maureen27534 жыл бұрын
Please pushing please you deserve happiness
@anoymouszombie36927 жыл бұрын
WHY IS THIS THE REALIST THING I HAVE EVER FUCKING HEARD
@Bella-gb4pj7 жыл бұрын
I NORMALLY LIKE ONLY ROCK AND ALTERNATIVE AND A LITTLE POP BUT THIS IS ACTUALLY VV GOOD
@carlabonilla91686 жыл бұрын
Anoymous Zombie 🙁
@valeriemorales81066 жыл бұрын
Rs
@monterreybihhh81947 жыл бұрын
I could hear the pain in his voice gaahh damnn
@andrearoman72434 жыл бұрын
I miss being 5 Happy Cute Not Stressed out Believing
@maddiexxx8784 жыл бұрын
I don’t even miss my childhood.. I don’t have anything to miss
@sashacanales54214 жыл бұрын
Same
@Peyton_20_4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong. ❤️❤️
@miakrstova30294 жыл бұрын
i don’t. I was already being bullied when i was five..
@br0ke_jayy3997 жыл бұрын
“And my soul got so attached to yours, I can’t be me without you.” Why did she have to that to me all I’ve done for she did me like that...
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Mars_Skully some people aren’t willing to do as much as you’re willing to do for them. I hope you find someone who would do just as much as you would do for them. I wish the best for you.
@theitatchi6 жыл бұрын
Well I admit that you can get hurt falling in love. But it can also make you really happy. It’s a double edged sword. It can make you or break you. I believe that you can’t create a future without taking risk. Don’t give up! I wish the best for you and I’m here if you ever want or need to talk. Sadly a lot people will leave despite everything you do to make them stay. But it does make you a stronger and smarter person though you may feel weak and stupid. You know more than before. Some people are a lesson and some others are blessings. I hope you find more blessings. I hope you find someone who would do just as much as you would for them. I wish the best for you. Don’t give up! You’re stronger than this!! Sadly some blessing are rare and sometimes they’re in your face and you don’t notice. But I believe that as long as you’re alive, there’s always a chance things will work out for you. And keep in mind the more you go through the more you’ll be able to help/support the ones you care for that may be going through the same thing. Please don’t give up.
@yarajasim87616 жыл бұрын
Depression is a weight dragging you down inside this hole that is never ending. There's no way out of this hole and it doesn't take a few sessions of therapy to feel happy again. It takes months, years even. You know you're depressed when you try to find people in the world with the same feeling. That feeling of nothingness.
@lizzyatkison96216 жыл бұрын
This song made me cry, me best friend became so distant with me and changed so much with drugs, i hurts me to see he is doing that to himself. We all go through tough times in our life, things like this.
@angiea17844 жыл бұрын
I can tell the Amount of pain he is in and it hurts like hell feeling like this or worse when you lose someone that means the world or most to you. It's sad when they mean more than even your family to you and with fake people everywhere eventually fake smiles come along and depression too. It's not easy living this way especially when your too scared to die but that's all you would want and what would truly make you happy sometimes I think if I got ran over and was able to say my last words and not make it in time I would say, thank you, I can finally rest in peace and be happy that I'm dead. And I would hope there is a next life after all I question life today already anyways
@johnevans67872 жыл бұрын
Felt that too much
@luccidoll41907 жыл бұрын
Bro life so fucked up find you a good one and stick with them through thick and thin and I'm not talking about a bf or gf I'm talking about someone who's there for you family or not💯
@brookeobrien95557 жыл бұрын
Lucci Martinez on the real !
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
True!
@joshuacardenas33667 жыл бұрын
Lucci Martinez wish every female thought like you
@bryangasca68876 жыл бұрын
Lucci Martinez so damn true
@magicbanana7466 жыл бұрын
what if your to nerves to ask
@leatalynn56047 жыл бұрын
the feelings he has in this song is just so amazing
@Gabbie-uz6jc6 жыл бұрын
When i was 11 i use to cut myself no one ever knew cause i would hide my cuts and i was so depressed i fake smiled everyday ppl always thought i was fine when i actually wasn't i faked so much now I'm so great at faking things ppl think I'm fine when I'm not i could be laughing on the outside and crying on the inside
@aubreyhester68266 жыл бұрын
Gabbie 6075 if this aint me... an now im 14 still sad😕🚫🎓
@v3r1ty34 жыл бұрын
I feel this I have been feeling this since I was 9 now I’m 12 and just relapsed
@trevlol81564 жыл бұрын
im so sorry, i hope things are going better for you and you’re actually happy i really hope you are
@dimithriamarasinghe49394 жыл бұрын
Since 16 I tried to kill myself 2 times And now I'm 19 and dealing with the same stupid shit
@nicolefelix81604 жыл бұрын
This is me rn😕
@nataliemarie185 ай бұрын
After like a couple years of not listening to this song heavy I finally clicked this & wow .. I can relate to this more than ever …
@annika_7676 жыл бұрын
I’m not depressed or anything but this got me in my feels...
@derpmerp33866 жыл бұрын
We all know here, here are full of the people who feel are falling off the edge. Drowning in anxiety, heartache, depression. And ect, but people are there for you! People care for you. Don't fade away and listen to those people who abuse you or ruin your day. And if you think people don't care about you, look at them again. Open your mouth, speak your emotions. Your true words, it's gonna get better. I promise.
@trynagetrich23077 жыл бұрын
one of the realest songs
@thomasdodato91707 жыл бұрын
I never thought I'd turn my pain into anger and hatred, my head is filled with evil thoughts and I feel empty, I just never knew Id spend everyday without you sleeping on my mom's couch and drinking, I loved you, why'd you do me so dirty.
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Thomas Dodato well it’s normal to have some anger after someone screws you over. Plus it’s easier to be mad than sad. So it makes the pain a bit easier to cope with since you mostly feel anger right now. But I hope you can move on and find happiness. I hope you don’t do anything that breaks the law :/. But I hope you find someone who won’t screw you over. I wish the best for you and let me know if there’s anything I can do for you even if it’s just talking.
@lisaarrowood40416 жыл бұрын
Sometimes the best thing to do is let go and move on..if it was meant to be it will come back ..if it wasn't then u know it wasn't good from the start..see this is peoples biggest mistakes is when they break up u wished u would have treated him/her better..wished u would have done more to deserve him/her..wished u would have told them how u really felt..but the truth is u never feel or think this way..until its to late and they are gone..stop putting ur heart and ur self out there to someone if ur not willing to make it last..
@MaliciousMazikeen6 жыл бұрын
Same here ...😕😦
@forgedinfire42646 жыл бұрын
I relate so much rn
@gthegamingkid27176 жыл бұрын
Antony is right. But its just this its hard to get rid of your demons. Because they were the only thing that hold you when no one would. I repeat that every day. I know your pain
@xairadurand72804 жыл бұрын
“The more I try , the less I feel” 💔🤦♀️.
@kiarabrooks68066 жыл бұрын
i love that you can feel the emotion in his voice, its really beautiful.
@nanalabanana75884 жыл бұрын
he’s honestly so amazing. people can relate to him and i’m still listening 2020 ;-;
@nataliemoreno91826 жыл бұрын
Nostalgic... it’s crazy how our minds remember around what time we listen to music or some shit like that. This song brings me back to two winters ago, and late night talking to a guy I don’t talk to anymore...
@kaitefister71946 жыл бұрын
Who else cried because this explains ur life?😭😭😭😭
@amirachandler47804 жыл бұрын
I can’t even cry anymore but it explained alot
@9carson64 жыл бұрын
Feel u bored except I rly don't cry anymore all that's left is sadness
@gelypaz31264 жыл бұрын
2 years ago I hope you feel better now
@daisyrodriguez81564 жыл бұрын
Me
@citlalig.72547 жыл бұрын
"Can't seem to leave my past behind because all the ones I hope to stay are all the ones who fade away"😭😭😭😭 this song is telling what I'm going threw RN!!😣😭😭😭
@vorhhagameplay46646 жыл бұрын
Every word.... I know what it feels like... It hurts... But you gotta learn to break out of it... Set yourself free💜💙
@3rdeyemia6 жыл бұрын
Yo Boii Jermy true thanks jermy and ur profile pic gives me life thanks for the smile 😂☺😊
@vorhhagameplay46646 жыл бұрын
No problem mia👌😄
@vorhhagameplay46646 жыл бұрын
Btw its Jeremy i just get called jermy alot😅
@3rdeyemia6 жыл бұрын
Yung Wavez sup, I miss u a lot Jeremy and IDK what to do anymore
@letsvlog51955 жыл бұрын
This is scarily relatable sat here crying .....
@sasuke_thebakanda99317 жыл бұрын
Oh look I used the whole tissue box
@geIoeschterBenutzer6 жыл бұрын
😔😢😭
@annissaortiz75644 жыл бұрын
Me asf rn lmao but this comment made me feel better!
@queendestiny49126 жыл бұрын
it honestly sucks how this world has changed. I wish people were as good as they were even just 5 years ago. some people can be so disrespectful and honestly they need to realize that their actions rub off to the younger generations and it hurts others also. if we all were nice to each other then maybe people would be happy. if you read this just know you have worth on this world and there are people who care for you. just cause a couple peopke say stuff doesn't mean you should believe it or listen to them. stand up and be strong show them you are strong and you wont deal with them that will hopefully get people to stop. Don't let anyone bring you down cause once people see its easy to break you they will keep on doing it.
@Saucychicken0027 жыл бұрын
100% me right now depression and anxiety sucks I hate it so much but it just won’t go away :(
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Monkey Maze I hope things get better for you. And I hope you can find someone or something that takes the pain away. I wish the best for you. Have a great day. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.
@Saucychicken0027 жыл бұрын
Anthony A. Thank u so much that means more then u know I really appreciate it that’s made my day know ever reply’s to me
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
You’re welcome 😊. I’m glad to help anyway I can even if it’s just a little bit and I’m glad I was able to make your day! I’m here if you want or need to talk or speak your mind. I’ll give my best to help.
@Saucychicken0027 жыл бұрын
Anthony A. Do u have insta or anything?
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Monkey Maze yea what’s your Instagram?
@shinytingz10653 жыл бұрын
i sit here listening to this song with labored breathing that sometimes i stop myself from breathing with the squeezing in my ears in alarm to inhale but i don’t want to. blackness fills all sight as i think i’m blacking out but i subconsciously start breathing but it still feels i’m suffocating reminding me that life truly is death itself. it’s just in motion. i literally feel my soul leaving my shell of a bode, it’s host and harbor
@lulbaby60637 жыл бұрын
This describes my life
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
I hope your life gets better
@lulbaby60637 жыл бұрын
Anthony A. Thanks hun
@brittneycofield91537 жыл бұрын
Trust God and Do good. I learned that we cant control what happens in life put your faith in the lord sweetie. Godbless
@conman51996 жыл бұрын
Lul Baby SAME
@budderyboi56066 жыл бұрын
I relate
@lilnugget34466 жыл бұрын
This is the music I need I don’t want Lil Wayne or Kodak black i need this this thank u so much
@amoney88304 жыл бұрын
Never thought someone could take exactly how I feel and make such a amazing song
@Félicitation51411 ай бұрын
Same😵😭😭😭😭😭😭
@isabellaclark70965 жыл бұрын
i felt this so much i have to put a fake smile on every day. it’s like no one gives a shii no more, no one even notices.
@amarisward58457 жыл бұрын
You put on a cover to hide the pain right then you think you find someone and then they stab you in the back find someone else but push them away then regret right then your anxiety kicks in you get worried and anxious for things to be better
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Amaris Ward true. I do know how it feels to get your hopes up and also end up getting hurt. Then that pain gives you problems like trust issues and you end up pushing people away later regretting it. I understand how it feels to be anxious and worried about things getting better. To be honest the right people will help you through those problems. They are hard to find but they are out there.. don’t give up! I hope you find people who will treat you right. I hope and wish the best for you. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.
@amarisward58457 жыл бұрын
Anthony A. Thanks but those people think they can help you and they know how you feel but they don't imagine looking in the mirror and thinkrhow worthless you are and how ugly you are and you put on a cover and get so used to that cover you lose yourself there is feeling that feels like it will never be filled and you feel you get do close then nope someone takes it away from you how would you feel
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Amaris Ward well lost, empty and depressed is how I would feel. Coming so close to filling that hole in your heart multiple times kills you slowly and you lose more and more of yourself when things don’t work out in the end. I do understand the feeling of losing yourself after faking a smile for so long. Knowing me I’d tell myself things would get better even if I know it feels like I’m lying to myself. I would probably blame myself because that’s just how I am. But yea I know how it feels to hate yourself more than anything else. But I also believe that as long as you’re alive there’s always a chance. That’s usually how I keep going. And I mean I don’t just try to listen to how you’re feeling. I would also try to hear your feelings and try to put myself in your shoes rather than going by my own experiences. Because for another person, combining their own experiences and trying to put yourself in someone else’s shoes is the closest you can come to understanding another person. Unless you’ve been through the same thing then that’s another situation. But it really depends on the person because some people don’t know how to put themselves in others peoples shoes and some people can’t understand or relate. You just have to find the right people although they are rare. And I don’t know your whole situation which I am curious. I’d give my best to help. But I hope you would let me know if there’s anything I can do for you even if it’s just talking.
@trentonminter31317 жыл бұрын
Anthony A. I completely agree on a bad day I wouldn’t wish anyone in my shoes no matter how much I hate them
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Trenton Minter of course. I was just saying that trying to put yourself in another persons shoes is a way to try to understand another person. Combined with what you already know. Unless you’ve been through the same thing then you kinda know how they feel. But that’s different. But that’s honestly as close as you can get to understanding another persons experience.
@haleyjay95374 жыл бұрын
Instant tears after listening every time before , it just hits different when you really feel the feelings he had here.
@gabriellesimone25467 жыл бұрын
This describes me rn
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you.
@jennachambers37507 жыл бұрын
same
@dylanvanbreugelen45087 жыл бұрын
Gabrielle Hanyard Never give up! Things Will become better
@rubyavila98886 жыл бұрын
Gabrielle Hanyard Same..
@aaliyahroan22636 жыл бұрын
Gabrielle Hanyard you’re not alone I feel the same way
@ss-es5bn7 жыл бұрын
“I can’t smile like I’m ok I just can’t fake it no more..” Wow.. thats me everyday and literally how I feel
@ansau927 жыл бұрын
the feels tho..😭
@jasminealaniz93564 жыл бұрын
All Phora does is spit facts this is why I lOVE him!! 💗💗💗
@sophiacartell87016 жыл бұрын
My boi im going throught this right now yo thx for yhe song yo love u daeg keep ya head up baby u got this this a piece of cake and of course imma keep my head up to thx to this song of yours
@fdeebach3 жыл бұрын
It's not easy for a dual addiction. Being an addict and having depression, ADD, severe PTSD, anxiety with mild agoraphobia and learning disability is a harder battle. I appreciate that there's music. More so to hear music that I identify with and know that I am not alone.
@toripoole15546 жыл бұрын
This song is so me right now losing someone sucks been a month and i still think of you why did you have to go and let the drugs get to you i miss you rip
@savannahpilkington22206 жыл бұрын
tori poole Sorry. 😥😥
@mrs.ciaragreen98834 жыл бұрын
😭
@alexianicolich9964 жыл бұрын
When he says “I just can’t take it no more” his voice cracks that breaks me every time
@Sami-fz6eg4 жыл бұрын
I wish I could go back and replace my childhood. Sitting in my bedroom all day being too miserable to do anything. Staring at my phone screen only hoping everything would be okay. So many other people would be out,actually loving their childhood the right way while I forced myself to stay inside. I felt fine and now growing older I realize I wasn't fine. There's nothing I can do to change the past,if there was,I'd replace everything. I'd not let myself get to the point where I'm so miserable what all I can do was hide under blankets.
@chelsea35256 жыл бұрын
I shed too many tears....
@BICT..H7 жыл бұрын
Oml so many songs of his to relate to ❤👌👏😍
@kaydenceblake52053 жыл бұрын
Every time I listen to this I cry- It honestly just must be something for me-
@theitatchi3 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you and you got this!
@kaydenceblake52053 жыл бұрын
@@theitatchi thank you love me too 💚
@jasminemorgan89897 жыл бұрын
Me right now . love hurts. Its hard letting go
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Jasmine Morgan I hope things get better for you.. I hope you find someone who makes you happy.
@julianvelazquez7137 жыл бұрын
Jasmine Morgan
@julianvelazquez7137 жыл бұрын
Shit ain't easy but you have to keep going.
@jasminemorgan89897 жыл бұрын
Thank you girl
@sqeakycrazy68016 жыл бұрын
Jasmine Morgan Freeman
@esterwillis1976 жыл бұрын
This is not only a real smile now it's is a loud laugh when no one is around!!!!!!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@camseed7 жыл бұрын
Ive never related so much to a song
@lylie53724 жыл бұрын
You know it's coming back when you start watching these again
@victoriaherrera71922 жыл бұрын
In front of people you fake a smile, in bed ur crying yourself to sleep.
@winterdixon70026 жыл бұрын
Thank you thats all I can say my life expression not just the lovepart but that i smile and I can't fake it anymore I'm just gonna stop faking it
@allarnaobrien38977 жыл бұрын
does anyone else relate ❤
@beingbidoesnotmeanimconfus26915 жыл бұрын
You have no idea....
@kayla.3224 жыл бұрын
*"Don't wanna feel so we try numbing the pain with these drugs"* I really felt this line. I'm 13 and I've done it all, drugs, alcohol, self harm, etc. I just dont know what to do anymore
@jessicariestra92007 жыл бұрын
Me in this song rn
@joshuacardenas33667 жыл бұрын
jezzyloves Abraham tell me about it
@nalia41974 жыл бұрын
My dad left 4 years ago but I still keep in touch with him but when the song said: "cuz all the ones I hope would stay, are the ones that fade away." Growing up my dad was an acahollic and he got into fights with my mom and brothers...One of my brothers has completely lost touch with my father, and decided to forget about everything and everyone he loved, while my sister, mom, brother and I are still here in pain that we can't forget...My dad has changed alot and I hope to get to see him after all these years.
@magicx90626 жыл бұрын
This hits hard for me
@geraldzadeja19936 жыл бұрын
This encouraged me till now.And now i got the girl but this sog will still mean much to me...
@joleneann29737 жыл бұрын
Love your music it speaks
@tia83974 жыл бұрын
"I know you know I had this thing for you I never lost it" at part gets me in my feelings :(
@joahuamartinez8997 жыл бұрын
This song just killed me.and made me.tear up crazy said everything I been going threw crazy... depression. Has been killing me....this is my jam...
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Joahua Martinez I’m sorry you’re going through all of that.. I wish the best for you and I hope things get better for you. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you! Have a great day!
@joahuamartinez8997 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much and I appreciate it a lot and yeah bro my brake up with my lady has left me damage broken depression and I'm not the same no more I feel my nerves in my body shake I stay strong but like this song says I ain't the same....
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Joahua Martinez you’re welcome. I’m sure she meant a lot to you. Since the more someone means to you, the more it’ll hurt if you lose them. Of course you aren’t the same. I’m sure a part of you is with her. You kinda leave a part of yourself in every person you lose. But one day, you’ll find a certain person or a group of people that’ll make you feel like you were never broken. I believe that a hole in your heart can only be filled by those around you. I’m sure they’ll make you feel like you’re you but way better than ever. I hope you find those people. Stay strong. I believe in you. I also believe that as long as you’re alive there’s always a chance. Please don’t give up. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.
@diarawilson14196 жыл бұрын
This song made me cry because half of all those things in there is like so powerful
@isjarroddawg9017 жыл бұрын
Anyone willing to help a 13 year old with depression?
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Jåh Trìñí Böí Jqrröd sure. What’s your contact information? I’ll give my best to help
@alyssasamora30096 жыл бұрын
yeah
@2ksubscriberswithfewvideos1154 жыл бұрын
Jåh Trìñí Böí Jqrröd I just turned 14 I. Know how you feel and all I can say is nothing stops depression
@Kmta7_04 жыл бұрын
of course
@isis54874 жыл бұрын
Go to therapy.
@lostconnections62654 жыл бұрын
‘Living in hell because we lost faith in the place up above’ shit hit different.
@cherylroberts7017 жыл бұрын
This song is all about and describes me i listen to this song everyday and every time my bf comes over and when he leaves i ain't myself😥😒💔👌💗
@zoeeboyden10686 жыл бұрын
Oh my god. This is actually.... wow. I’m ... omg. This is the best thing I have ever heard
@desireelspence70377 жыл бұрын
This song 😭😭😭
@angelise63144 жыл бұрын
Phora speaks the truth and that's what I love about his music:(
@user-bz3dz9rg4x7 жыл бұрын
So relatable at the moment :(
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
sahara I hope things get better for you
@tanbeygaming4 жыл бұрын
I feel like everyone can relate... you don’t have to feel his pain or anything. You hear the lyrics and the sadness in his voice and it seems like every bad thing disappears even though your still thinking about it. It’s crazy
@Sofia-tf4ic6 жыл бұрын
thank you for offering a hearing ear thank you for giving people the option and opportunity to contact you and talk to
@theitatchi6 жыл бұрын
Cupcake Pooper you’re welcome and of course I wanna give my best to help! 😊
@davisworld11926 жыл бұрын
I'm actually crying RN bumping this song, relate on every level..
@miraclelynch11726 жыл бұрын
I'm not even gonna fake it I know that my heart is breakin I hear these words and they open a gate to my heart that is full of pain and the clouds in my eyes start to rain they stain the open wounds that I tried to hide behind the lies that I am happy oh just fucking slap me back to reality separate what is real from what i put on my face everyday to make people believe that lie that I tell people when they ask if am OK but it's not OK I am a slave to my own pain life Is just a game and I just happen to loose every time till I just forget to try and people pry and pry till I load the gun and comet suicide I'd rather say this then be like everyone else who pretends to feel what I feel when what I feel is actually real.
@karenlorenzana2144 жыл бұрын
Depression is like a ditch the more you dig or people help you dig it and you’re so deep you can’t get at
@madisonwilson62044 жыл бұрын
Girl: Do u even wanna be with me forever? Boy: No Girl: Do you u even like me? Boy: No Girl: Would u cry if i walked away? Boy: No She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes The boy grabbed her arm Boy: your not pretty...you're beautiful Boy: I dont wanna be with u forever ...I need to be with u forever Boy: I dont like u...I love u Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away. Boy whispers: Plz stay with me Girl: I will... *Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they loves u *something good will happen to u at 1-4pm *Tomorrow it could be anywhere *Get ready for the shock of your life *Post it to 5 different songs related to relationships
@emmawilliams84334 жыл бұрын
Madison Wilson stfu Madison
@trentonmiller93604 жыл бұрын
@@emmawilliams8433 😂
@jeli47844 жыл бұрын
@@emmawilliams8433 why does she need too tho? Freedom of speech she has her own will to comment anything she'd like.
@jayleemtroche53626 жыл бұрын
I closed my eyes listened get chills wow amazing
@albertogonzaga74924 жыл бұрын
It's like, the more I try, the less I feel In desperate need of something real Why, lately I ain't been the same? I try so hard to hide this pain I search, but I can't ever find Can't seem to leave my past behind Cause all the ones I hope would stay Are all the ones that fade away Truth is I think about you often I miss your voice, I miss your smile that I used to get lost in I know you know I have this thing for you, I never lost it I think I just lost myself, in the midst of the non-sense 9 times out of 10, I'd close my eyes and dream about you Don't know what it was, but you just had this thing about you Lately we've been distant, see, I just can't be without you And my soul got so attached to yours, I can't be me without you But, we hate ourselves because we run from the people we love And we all hold on to the past 'cause we miss what it was Don't wanna feel so we try to numbin' the pain with these drugs Living in hell, 'cause we lost faith in the place up above And my anxiety is breaking me, it kills me I'm living in a world so fake, I lost touch of the real me Had to take a look back, just to ask me if I'm still me And would I still stand for this if they wanted to kill me? I can't take it no more, I just can't take it no more I can't smile like I'm okay, I just can't fake it no more I can't act like I've been happy and complacent no more Cause every time I try to change, it is the same as before My karma is coming, my karma is coming, it's weighting in I'm drinking 'till all my feelings just fade away again And mama, she always told me "this ain't the way to live" But, when you feel what I'm feeling that's just the way it is I'm trying not to break down but I just can't hide this pain Saw myself in the mirror and I'm just not the same But who's to blame? I guess we all change We hurt the ones we love because of our pain (fuck) It's like, the more I try, the less I feel In desperate need of something real Why, lately I ain't been the same? I try so hard to hide this pain I search, but I can't ever find Can't seem to leave my past behind Cause all the ones I hope would stay Are all the ones that fade away Are all the ones that fade away Are all the ones that fade away
@krissiekangal88596 жыл бұрын
such a true song !!
@devinrodriguez46817 жыл бұрын
I just got my heartbroken. She said she doesn't want to be with me anymore. I'm in high school and now I'm gonna have to see her every day in the hallways. I really don't know guys. Can someone make me feel better. ANYONE
@theitatchi7 жыл бұрын
Devin Rodriguez well if you ever want or need to talk, just give my some way to contact you. But I’m sorry to hear that. You kinda go through a lot of heart breaks until you find the one you’ll spend the rest of your life with. In a way you could look at it in a positive way. You either learn from what you go through or you don’t. And the more you go through and learn, the less likely you’ll be in the same situation. The things we go through make us who we are. So don’t give up. You got this. Just keep giving your best to get through the day. All good things take time. I know it’s hard when you see them in the hallway every day at school. I would like to say more, but I don’t know much about the situation.
@devinrodriguez46817 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@Hefty7136 жыл бұрын
Devin Rodriguez brother heart breaks will come and go. I've been in that position and that same girl I ended up with 2 years later. Don't give up
@3rdeyemia6 жыл бұрын
Devin Rodriguez i get it man my bf broke up with me he told me he never needed me. Everyday at school i have to see him and he's always with another girl from one day to the next. Idk what to do im just so sad and i need someone real i need someone to be here for me but I can't cause this world is so fake nobody ever gonna be here for me. Everything will get better for u I'll pray for u ok enough talk cya.
@miraclelynch11726 жыл бұрын
Devin Rodriguez I dont know what is feels like to have that kind of heartbreak but I know what its like to have your heartbroken in two because someone left when they weren't supposed to....my brother died a year ago and I'm only 14 and he was the only one I loved and I never got to say goodbye so all i have to say is instead of thinking about how life sucks because of your heartbreak try to focus on all the good things and the good people in your life that actually care cause I was to busy being depressed about my life until it was to late and my brother left without a goodbye or even an I love you and im sorry im not a guy but I grew up with boys and I know both ends of the story and ive seen heartbreak in everyone and all I could do was cry and try to pretend like it was ok but its not that easy so im sorry if what I say doesn't help you but you will find someone to be yours and to listen to your pain and hug you and tell you its ok even if its not
@luellariley71874 жыл бұрын
This song represent everything that I’m feeling. And I’m sure there’s many people feeling this. Just know so stay strong, that’s all you can do... not for others but yourself😔💕