fall baking while telling wholesome stories 🍩🍁

[@KalynNicholson]

Baking Chapters 🍩: 00:00 - quote + intro ✨ 01:58 - pumpkin donuts & grandma's hug 05:55 - apple crisp & Mr. Bedford's vintage bikes 08:52 - a little youtober update

[@anitacarter8060]

I love this youtober thing… Fall is my favorite time of year… If nothing else your videos make me smile 😁✌🏻

[@presentlymine]

Can we please have more of these 😍

[@eva0248]

Hi kalyn, I've been following you for 4 years now; it's magical to watch you learn and grow along the way. You're doing an amazing job in this crazy year! Like anyone, I do feel ebbs and flows in my life at the moment and it's nice to know that I'm not the only one to feel messed up. Thanks for sharing your good and bad days with us. Take good care of yourself. We'll still be here when you're ready to come back if you feel that you need a break. Much love. Eva

[@Makeupdelicious1984]

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU, you are just emotional because it's a sh***y year and being locked inside sucks, being far from loved ones sucks, being afraid of an invisible threat sucks, avoiding other humans for fear sucks, living a forced loneliness sucks, the amount of people dead till now really really sucks! You are not wrong, you are just a caring woman with a big ❤ Don't fight your sadness, accept it, pamper yourself and get stronger!

[@tracybhagwandin8797]

Heyy if you need time to reset. take it its okay to skip a week or few days from youtober and dont feel guilty about it. Your health is much more important. Lots of love your way. 💕

[@C.isfor.Christal]

2020 has been a strange year for us all. It’s ok to slow down and not pressure yourself. We will all support you whether you post everyday or once every couple weeks. It’s more important to Take care of yourself first and not burn out.

[@StellaMoltoBella]

Did something happen?? I mean I noticed there hasn't been a new video but did she post something? 😱

[@mikycurteanu6946]

Hey Kalyn, nothing is wrong with you honey, today more than ever humans have to make peace with the idea of mortality, uncertainty and injustice, it’s so hard for all of us. I work as a nurse and I can tell you that the amount of people that are having a hard time right now is huge, and I am one of them. We like to think that we are strong and we feel a bit embarrassed that we have mental health or mood problems, but we would never be embarrassed to say that we have a broken leg...As much as I love your content, it’s so much more important for me to know that you are at peace and taking care of yourself. Don’t stress too much about posting everyday, rather focus on giving yourself lots of love and kindness.Thank you for being honest with us🙏

[@Kateksheehan]

Another silent viewer here-I literally don't think I've ever commented on a KZbin video ever but want you to know that everything you create is so appreciated and special and your videos always brighten my day without fail. There's such a unique and peaceful authenticity, thoughtfulness and joy in all your work and I believe it genuinely touches a lot of people including me. Please take all the time you need to take care of yourself, you've rocked Youtober and have already gifted us with SO much glorious fall content. I just wanted you to know how much I (and I'm sure lots and lots more people) appreciate you!

[@K3N67]

I am also one of those "non commenting silent watchers" and I just wanted to tell you that you are a freaking Rockstar; not only just for doing this Youtober each year (I've looked forward to your October videos for a couple of years now), but also during a pandemic AND in between moving!! I just hope you take time to stay safe and healthy yourself!!

[@lex0999]

Don't normally comment but I just want to say that you're rocking Youtober! Thank you for being so authentic and for adding some comfort and coziness to my day. I hope you're doing well and know how much you are appreciated.

[@thewild5719]

I can’t imagine how you manage Youtober and do it so well, especially in 2020. I am writing a dissertation, but my emotions, and the world have made me feel mostly lost and it’s killed my productivity. I can’t imagine having a huge audience to answer to like you do. Just know you are an incredible KZbinr and person and your content is amazing. Take whatever time you need guiltlessly. You can’t give every ounce of strength you have to helping others through your content. Taking care of yourself is the best thing you can do for your followers and, more importantly, for you 🍁❤️🍁

[@rhianyddgraceevans3918]

It will be over soon you can do it

[@DreamerLuna1995]

I feel you! I’m working on my master’s thesis and it’s been incredibly difficult to seek motivation. I haven’t worked on my personal goals and hobbies in a long time either. I am not sure how to get out of this rut. I love Kalyn’s videos, they always bring me peace and comfort. 💜 I also appreciate that she’s being so genuine about how she’s doing and speaking about what’s going on in the world.

[@truthinbeauty27]

I just finished my dissertation and it was a GRIND let me tell you. Wishing you luck and sending a hug!

[@jackiedibiase9391]

@@DreamerLuna1995 I am a second-year university and really struggling with motivation, too. I could only imagine where you would be coming from with your master's thesis. I wish you all the best!

[@rachelschetters8027]

I'm with you! I've been lacking motivation for my bachelor thesis. Good luck with your dissertation.

[@preet563]

There are many KZbinrs but there are very few influencers who share things that are needed in today’s busy lifestyle.Things that can be beneficial for someone’s overall development(physically& mentally) & that makes us a better person.Thanks for being that influencer for us.Not just a KZbinr but a real friend like 😊Sending all love & positive vibes for everyone 💓

[@anitacarter8060]

I agree ☝🏻 We need more KZbinrs like this… Relaxing, relatable, and very enjoyable.

[@janelleenns2596]

Three months ago one of my best friends passed away and it was right after that time I started watching your videos. I’ve been really struggling but watching your videos literally always makes me feel better, like we can just hangout as friends. I’ve never felt that before, being inspired by another person online and so I just want to say I appreciate your content so much. You have helped me find joy in life again and I genuinely mean that. Thank you

[@AmandaWeldon]

I want to send you the BIGGEST virtual hug

[@haleycurtis7253]

Girl you're literally the biggest factor of what is keeping me going through 2020 ❤️

[@nyayapraharsha2951]

Yessss

[@katelynblue7191]

Another first time commenter here. I started watching you in 2016, the summer before my junior year of high school when I wanted to start a morning routine. Still not a morning person, but your videos have helped me embrace that part of me and work with it instead of trying to change it. That's far from the only lesson you've taught me. I make a cup of coffee, climb into bed, and watch your videos when I feel like I can't do anything else- and more often that not, I'm up putting away laundry halfway through the video because you inspire me. I'm 20 now, and have "grown up" with your help. I would not - let me repeat that, WOULD NOT - be the young woman I am today if I hadn't found you when I was 16. You inspire us even more when you honor yourself and do what you have to do. That is strength. Take care.

[@maddiecreelman453]

I feel like I've grown up with her videos too!! Crazy how much of a positive impact she has had

[@dbe1994]

Kalyn! I literally just asked my uncle who passed a couple of months ago for a sign that he is okay, and you told the story about the man and his bikes... I’m in tears! My Uncle Melvin LOVED to ride his bike everywhere! That made my whole day. ❤️

[@samanthatarlow4667]

I've been feeling this way too. You are so loved and appreciated, please dont feel the need to stress over getting videos out. We will all still be here! Sending you love and light!

[@madisyngifford3507]

Hey Kalyn! I just wanted you to know that you and your content have been the brightest of lights for me this past 5 years of my life and you have also helped to get me out of some of my deepest darkest holes. Thank you so much for inspiring me so much every single and constantly filling me with so much hope and motivation to keep going. If it wasn’t for you I may have never truly embarked on my eating disorder recovery journey and so even though we don’t know each other I spend every single day feeling oh so grateful for you💛✨ keep doing what you’re doing girl but don’t forget to take care of yourself, you deserve it:)

[@deardianadarling1791]

I’ve never seen a KZbinr that makes cozy video EVERY SINGLE DAY! And every single video posted is not just one scene simple edit video, they all have so many layers of coziness, so much edit and so many satisfying scenes. Can’t imagine how you do all of these alone without a team. Kalyn, thank you so much for everything 💓💓💓

[@deardianadarling1791]

Take a break when you needed, Kalyn. It’s okay if you delay or maybe just stop here if you want. I enjoy and appreciate every single one of them so far and they have already made my 2020 better

[@deardianadarling1791]

Don’t push yourself too hard okay? 🥰 True Koze crew will always stay, understand and love you. Let haters leave coz we don’t need them here anyway ☹️ if there is any hate comment PLEASE ignore and keep creating what you love at your own pace 😘 Love You So Much! 💓💓💓

[@myriamlaberge9868]

Take care of yourself it’s the most important thing to do during this weird time and even more important if you need to spend time with your family! Sending you a big hug 💕

[@elizas159]

It's beautiful how big of a heart you have. It's really given me faith in people again. You're struggling, but you're still worried about the rest of us and how we're doing. That's inspiring and beautiful. Thank you for sharing your beautiful soul with us☺

[@HarryThomasPictures]

Kalyn your amazing, it's okay to take a short break if you need it and have some chill time yourself you deserve it. Virtual hugs to you✨!

[@YoSoyJoii]

Sending you such a big hug, know you are a light in the world and have been one in my life since I was 14 years old -- I am now 21. Thank you so much for all you do and know it's always appreciated. We all have low moments, and they too shall pass 🧡

[@MagicnickiVFK]

Kalyn, I have told so many of my friends about you because you’re one of the most pure and authentic content creators out there. I’ve been watching you since... 2017 maybe?? and I absolutely love that you’ve stayed true to who you are the whole time - always showing us your raw self and your best self. You’re absolutely killing the game, and the main reason why I come back to KZbin. Thank you for being your badass, WONDERFUL self and for being so good at what you do. Always supporting you from across a screen 💛

[@laiska9890]

I've been watching your content since 2015 (since i became vegan!) and your openness regarding your goals, growth and emotions has kept me here. I lost my sister last year to cancer and, much like you, I've struggled with spirituality and my mental health. She introduced me to your channel, was also a pisces, and loved to experiment with vegan baking - and I guess I just felt her presence while watching this video today. Thank you for your hard work Kalyn

[@alaarifaii591]

I teared up when you did, suddenly it hit that ive been watching your for 3 years+ now and how much i genuinly care about you and this wholesome community that you created. The impact you had on my life is crazy. Take care of yourself and have a great day ❤

[@emilyburkhead1515]

Show of hands: who else started to cry when Kalyn did? 🙋🏼‍♀️😭 We love you Kalyn!!! It’s completely okay to take a break. Your mental health is much more important and those of us who support you COMPLETELY understand. Sending love from Tennessee! ❤️

[@HopeImbue]

You put a lot on yourself the past couple months! Do what you need to do to feel better and we will enjoy whatever you can produce. Thanks for sharing your beautiful life and soul with us 💕

[@NinaPaquette]

You go girl! Been watching you for YEARS! Thank you for being honest and authentic. Please know that you've had a huge impact on my part of the universe. Take all the time you need and we'll be right here waiting!

[@marlaoliva746]

Just wanted to say that you are pure magic. You are an inspiration! Your content has helped me get through so much and it always makes me smile. Thank you for being so real with us all the time and for being strong even when you're sad. Sending you the biggest hug right now. Hope you feel better soon! Take your time... we are here sending you all the positive and cozy vibes.

[@anitacarter8060]

Loved this.....Consider yourself virtually hugged…🥰

[@izaswati3365]

Kalyn I really hope you feel better and may your heart and soul be at peace again .It is a strange time and you are doing so much to keep us entertained and warm and cozy and honestly I appreciate you sooooo much for your authenticity. Honestly justt thankyouuu thankyouuu sooo much! I am so sure everyone understands your situation and we're all here for you just like you've been here for us. LOVEEE YOUU

[@MaoKuroOokami]

Another silent viewer here, Kalyn you are such a beautiful soul! I did not know how much I needed someone like you (or videos like yours) in my life. You are my HUGE inspiration not just as a content creator but as a person. I wish you all the best. Let my love and gratitude reach you in the dim days

[@angie20de06]

Thank you for posting this Kalyn!! Baking is warm enough, but these stories just made it great 🥰

[@BelieveInMomo]

I'm also not a user that usually comments on videos, but just so let you know that we all appreciate your effort and just so you know, it's okay if you can't post everyday during Youtober. It's okay to take a break if you need to. Love you, Kalyn! thank YOU for warming our souls.

[@llamalianna]

Kalyn’s videos always make me feel like curling up in front of a fire with a blanket. They’re a fall essential ❤️

[@EleanorJ94]

I cried a little with you in this video. I love what you do for me and so many other people here as well. You are amazing and Im so grateful to have found you in this corner of the universe. Im not good with words but Im sending you all my love from across the sea and hope you can feel it ❤

[@ashleyleddy194]

Your videos are what are pushing me through right now and I hope for nothing but happiness and peace for you.

[@maaikejosephine6729]

We love you Kalyn! Take your time take a breather, we want you to be happy and healthy and calm

[@azqueenvic]

Just gotta say I’ve been watching your videos and for about 3 maybe 4 years ago and I can still remember the first video I watched. I think I was looking to be more productive and build a routine and was searching around on KZbin and I thought you looked pretty and had your shit together and sure enough you’ve been inspiring me and motivating me with every video and every coffee talk and blog to just be a better person. I have sat here and shed tears with you girlfriend. When I watch your videos or listen to a podcast I feel like I have a wiser and older sister helping me through life. I’ve fell in love with who’ve you shown on social media Kalyn and I hope some day I get to meet you in person too! Keep your chin up because you are killing it. We support you no matter what. Take some time to yourself what ever you need. I know that’s what you’d tell us. Love you to the moon and back!

[@laurashasta]

Found your channel a few nights ago - I couldn’t sleep and around 2 am decided to just do some work instead of wasting my time in bed overthinking and was looking for some cozy autumn content to watch while working. I somehow ended up finding your videos and they literally saved me. It was like 3 am and I was getting so inspired and motivated all of a sudden. I am watching your videos everyday since then and I am slowly getting back to my normal routine and sleeping schedule and your content has been helping me so much. Hope you’ll feel better soon. You’re amazing!! Thank u 🧡

[@mallikaaruva8681]

Wow!! Loved that story and the recipe in the background! felt so peaceful watching it! please do more of these! Love you

[@euge9330]

It's ok not to be ok or being weird. I love you and I'm grateful for the content you create. This year has been hard for all of us. Send you love, hope you feel "ok/better" soon

[@delanycreed13]

I’ve been in a funk too! The Koze crew loves you no matter what ❤️

[@carolineharden5359]

You're so lovely Kalyn. I've been watching you for maybe 5 years or so, and it's been so amazing to see your grow and your life unfold. You always lift me up, and your videos feel like a warm hug. I hope you feel better soon, I feel like 2020 has been such a hard year, and it's so difficult when you have periods of time where you just don't feel good. Lots of love and fall hugs sent your way

[@darkbrumecaldin1902]

This video feels so cozy and warm!! And I need a hug... I haven't had one for two months and I feel so lonely and I try to be happy being alone but it's hard at the moment. I'm not at all on top of my work like I had planned to be and I just feel crappy. Your videos are the light in my days and I love October so much, it's my favorite month of the year and I feel like I'm missing out.

[@Mar-iy8il]

Whenever I feel down or sad or in need of a pep talk I always search up your videos. thank you for being real and sharing your ups and downs too. It is so relatable to so many of us and it makes me not feel quite so alone. Stay well, stay healthy and continue to practice selfceare.

[@marissamccoy4317]

You are an actual angel 😭 This was so heartwarming.

[@lilmisfits.]

Girl! Nothing is wrong take a break we will still be here! We love you & support you

[@lilmisfits.]

Just wanted to add, I love your content and your channels. I been following for five years... maybe six not 100% sure but either way my point is it gets better and better ! Just enjoy yourself and feel better ! Cause that’s what this environment is about! Cozy corner !😍😍❤️😜

[@phoebehan9670]

LOVE LOVE LOVE this concept SO SO much ! Thank you for sharing these beautiful, wholesome stories with us, alongside those yummy recipes. Your content is always amazing, thank you for inspiring us daily x

[@meaghancook1465]

Kalyn, I hope you know how much your transparency and honestly means to me. As someone who has grown with you (subscriber from back in the Kingston days), I love seeing you be so vulnerable. Thank you thank you thank you. Have some grace with yourself and allow yourself to rest! 2020 hasn’t been what any of us have expected. Take your time and do what you can!

[@ΜατούλαΡεντίνα]

Thank you for all the cozy content you create for us. You do great please don't push yourself too much we will support you anyway

[@stacyescobedo1642]

Kalyn, thank you for this wholesome video! And thank you for tearing up several times on camera and not editing it all out. I am a very sensitive person and I so easily tear up and even cry in front of others when something touches my heart and I often feel judged for it. Seeing you react in a similar way, unapologetically, was very validating and comforting. Plus, I am consistently impressed by your obvious growth as a person (I've been watching since late 2015).

[@Zoom-l3q]

Great stories to listen to at the end of my day! Thank you!!

[@jmsl910]

please, please, please: can you enlarge the fonts on the quotes at the beginning of your videos? (ps: please?)

[@joselineg12]

the whole video i was crying like a baby. Why does this touch my heart so much. i love you so much. thank you for the reminder of being kind with people and try to help always :')

[@hrishikapal3460]

Hey Kalyn! I just wanted to let you know that this is my favorite video ever! Like not just from your channel I mean from the whole of youtube and you are my favorite youtuber. I think this idea of adding wholesome stories was absolutely GENIUS and melted my heart *The reasons why you are my fav are because* I relate to you so much, I feel like you're my elder sister talking to me, you have taught me how to gyst and plan and I started bullet journal after watching your video, I learnt to create morning and night routines from you, I transitioned from my teenage years to adult years watching your youtube and literally learning and growing with you, I loved being productive with you and checking things off my to do list, I got through a rough break up with you, I started loving myself because of you, I started reading non fiction books all thanks to you, had a more healthier and well balanced life watching and just hanging out with you And I would have never been able to grow for the better if it weren't for you and how genuine you are. So I just wanted to let you know that you can tell your 16 year old self that you have created an impact. You have made a huge impact in life :) P.S. I have never commented on youtube before (even though I have been here a long long time probably since when you moved to Toronto for the first time and it's safe to say I have never missed a video ever since) Lots of love Hrishika

[@natachaguyot]

Take care of yourself 💖 I’m grateful for any video you are able to upload and happy to create. I am glad that you’re not forcing it and I’m sending lots of love 💕

[@mahasaeed3963]

You have a lovely soul Kalyn ... I have been following you for years now and I don't comment a lot because I am not much of a talker even in real life, however I would like you to know that you have helped me a lot throughout the past years with my anxiety & during heart-wrenching times. I have a bullet journal, a GYST day and a more persevering soul thanks to you. I look forward to every vlog, coffee talk, Koze kitchen ... Thanks for your amazing content, for your creativity and for being you ❤️❤️❤️

[@marandapoe3474]

I could watch a million of these. So cozy and sweet!

[@Thefitty]

*Kalyn, just create a story series! They're one of my favorites on your channel! I just love, love hearing you share.* 📖📖📖📜

[@cassiehinchey2182]

Thank you for creating content that feels so warm and fuzzy 🙂 I've been watching your videos for years now and I love the way your channel has evolved 💛

[@meganjones2471]

Love you Kalyn! You’ve kept me company through some of my hardest times and helped get my mind back on track, take care of yourself!

[@introverttales]

It’s awesome to have a person like you in my life cause when I hear things like this I feel a whole range of emotions from selfish sadness, to empathic sadness, to compassion for you, that leads to compassion for me, which is something I struggle with.. So thank you for being Kalyn ❤️

[@shanaesmith112]

I love you! You’re doing so good! You are always your best when you do things for you. Willingness to accept and experience your emotions is a great technique. Being human is hard! But you can do hard things!

[@lvdmerwe]

2020 is a year of change and new beginnings. I loved your term ‘honouring reality’! I can imagine your pressure of wanting to do what you set out to, but sometimes better things happen when you listen to what your body (or the universe) is telling you and you go with the flow.

[@niyatishah7492]

You make this pandemic so much bearable 🌻

[@chelseafarrell4972]

You are an inspiration. Your honesty, your wholesomeness, your spirit. Dont let the retrograde get you down girl, you can get through this ♡

[@marymik7372]

My heart goes out to you for the way you've been feeling. I've been experiencing a lot of the same emotions lately and I know how hard it can be when you want to live up to your previous expectations. I always appreciate how honest and open you are in your videos, especially this past year. Take as much reset/ rest time as you need; we will be here for you when you feel inspired to create again

[@laurencutefits]

you're makin me cryyy😭 Kalyn I've always noticed how much effort and detail you put into your videos and you truly stand out as a youtuber ❤ you're so unique and I really admire how you don't "give in" to creating videos that are "trendy" or what everyone else is doing. I am another one of those people who doesn't typically comment that much, but your videos are so moving. Keep doing you!❤

[@lifebyyou5674]

We are here with you Kalyn! The wholesome stories were so heartwarming; just what was needed! :) I really appreciate everything you create and it's so clear that you put so much care and thought into everything you do. I also really appreciate that you genuinely care about your audience and giving us helpful, thought-provoking content that can help us grow and become better, happier and more intentional people. Take care, and please know we love you no matter what!

[@eduardazoghbi6948]

You're not the only one feeling crappy - it's a world thing. I'm a very optimistic and motivated person, but lately in the past few weeks, I also have not been feeling myself. You're not alone and whenever I feel like this I watch your videos to feel better

[@lindal.8198]

Okay you literally made me cry. I am one of the silent types of viewers and I want to tell you that YES you are supported, loved and appreciated. I've been watching your videos for years now and your Youtober content is one of the things that make me excited for October to start every single year. At this point it's a full part of my traditional Halloween month along with movies, books, pumpkin patches and scented candles. However, the last thing I want is to see you sad or forcing yourself for your viewers. If you need time away, if you need a good rest, if you need a break, take it!! Take care of yourself and I will be happy knowing that you'll come back when you'll be ready to share your magic with us again. Big hugs and lots of good vibes ~

[@talakh9951]

I’m so happy that I watched this video I went straight to my mum and hugged her , it felt so warming and beautiful to be physically attached to someone that matters , I actually forgot how soul warming physical contact can be , thank you so much for reminding me to take a second to escape my busy day ❤️❤️

[@gulnarkaur275]

you got a whole army here supporting you no matter what you decide to do! We got your back.

[@danicastradecke6601]

I love the ending of this video. It is amazing to see you be honest and real with your viewers about youtober! You have grown so much Kalyn! We support you no matter how youtober plays out. Thanks for all the hard work putting out this incredible content

[@kathrynpugh7928]

These are the news stories my soul needs right now.

[@peleensway4645]

You have no idea how joyful your videos are making my day, it doesn’t matter if they’re all happy and fun or real, thank you for making them, thank you for showing us it’s okay to be real, so much love to you

[@rondeaufrederique695]

been a huge fan of your channel since 2016. Still here because you're transparent, humble, down to earth and so so so kind. You motivated me through times I was out of character myself to get back on trac. I started gysting a while back and now I'm on top of all my shit and it's all because of you. Thank you for being a light in this world, big hug xxxxx

[@carliepitts8001]

For the last three years your videos have provided the exact content that I enjoy from the comfort and the coziness, productivity, yoga, meditation, spirituality, health, food, everything. Not many other people talk about those things in way so easy to relate to. I look forward to listening to your podcast from Koze on spotify on my way to work in the mornings and literally get excited for new videos so I can get a cup of coffee on the weekend mornings and get cozy and take some time to myself watch them. Honestly you and maybe one other youtober I actually get excited to watch new videos and you’re the main reason I even get on KZbin. You’re so uplifting in so many ways and I find it so cool that I can see a stranger through her videos and feel a sense of connection and you have no idea how much your videos have helped me with the energy you put out into the world. Honestly inspirational. So don’t feel bad at all for taking the time to do more of what you want and need and want to do for yourself. We love you!🧡

[@itsprobablysummer]

Been subscribed for forever but this is the first video of yours that I’ve click on, in a long time! Love this idea! So cozy

[@reemmulhem6369]

Kalyn , we truly love you and we will support you whatever you do ❤

[@hb9748]

Kalyn Sweety u r doing AMAZING ! Don't rush anything , take ur time and don't u EVER feel bad about it ! Burn out is a human thing, and u know what ? that's totally fine. We are enjoying the content and we gonna enjoy it no matter what because we've been here for many Youtobers before and we know how much blood sweat and teers u put into them. Kalyn we love you , we honor your work, passion and dedication and with everything good in life it comes the struggle , the set backs, the confusion ... and we're right here to support you through it all

[@marissas9117]

It’s been a very hard time, with the election and online school, and I woke up this morning to the news on the TV, but I saw your video and decided this was much much needed. So thank you! I’ve been watching you since I was 13, I’m 21 now! Love you, Kalyn.

[@corrinestephens2581]

I look up to you so much and I know many others do to 🤍 your content inspires me to be a better and healthier version of myself. Thank you.

[@dezzyalexandra6488]

Love you Kalyn, seeing you so sad and emotional made me cry. The point of this community you created, is to be able to hold space for each other and connect and not feel alone. So know that’s what we’re here for. You’re not alone. I’m sorry you’ve been so down ❤️ my heart goes out to you during this time.

[@lucymaryroseirven]

I love you so much Kalyn, seeing you cry made me cry, but it just shows how connected we feel we are to you, that you collectively inspire and upkeep our souls to keep growing despite the hard times 2020 has brought us all. Equally I watched Emily In Paris in 2 days straight and completely adored it almost as much as I adore your videos!!! I'm in my final year of my degree and it's effing difficult not to put too finer point on it, especially as I have no energy or motivation to do any work atm because of the mood of 2020 being such a shitshow, but also the fact that I'm struggling with depression and crippling anxiety and hate the fact that I didn't go to art school to do fashion and that now it seems like I'm down this carreer path that I can't reverse out of. I just want to be a creative in terms of starting youtube and building a fashion brand. Kalyn, I live for your Youtober daily videos, but let it not be at the cost of your emotional and mental health, you have to put yourself first, show up for yourself and not only us for sure, sending you a massive virtual hug over the interweb of our existences and a massive thank you for being the reviving flame that sets my soul on fire with love for life, in all the times I have felt low in the ebs and flows and peaks and trophs of life, the thought of you and your videos have kept me going, you are not only the only youtuber who is worth following but also the most genuine and true person; who isn't just an influencer but an inspiration to all women out there and a role model to our generation. I love you to the moon and infinity and beyond infinity times back to earth!!! Keep doing what you do you super shining shooting star in a void of darkness. You are that one shot of beaming light, a supernova in a world full of fake materialistic clickbaitable generic iconic black holes (like the Kardashians, the Jenners and the basic white bitches like Tessa Christine and Alex Centomo who are full of shit who do youtube who portray a highlight reel version of their existences which they wish to monetize and capitalise in a world full of expectations and judgement). You Kalyn epitomise the right way to do KZbin and the right way to do life, I am rambling now 😂but just know that your passion and true humanness comes through the screen and into my heart and fills me with a warm, fuzzy feeling of beaming eternal joy and hope for humanity in the mist of darkness. All my love from the bottom of my soul and being; Lucy Rose Allan xoxoxo

[@jasminhernandez_24]

Hi Kalyn! You make my day each time i watch your videos. Youtober is one thing i always look forward to during fall.🧡 You make such great content. Your mind & heart is amazing. Thank you for inspiring the world with who you are.👏 Cheer up we are all here looking up to you💯

[@kvartenok]

Kalyn, please, take care of yourself and stay healthy🙏🏻 You are the only person whose content I always want to comment on. And it always comes from so much gratitude for everything that you do. You are such an inspiration for life and mindset 😌❤️ I'm sending you all the energy I gained watching this Youtober, and I want you to know that your videos are the only thing that keeps me going rn. And I just really want to help and support you somehow, you're such a wonderful soul.

[@OjasviSingla]

You are so inspiring, Kalyn! Lots of love❤️

[@meowgo333]

girl it's really okay, we understand and we just want you to be okay! you're doing so well already and if you need a break that's 100% okay! i've been watching your videos for years and i hardly comment either, but i just want you to know that you are so appreciated, your content inspires people and you deserve a good break for everything you do!

[@lauracox3297]

Yes! Kalyn, please take time for yourself! I’m a therapist and I have to constantly remind myself to “practice what I preach,” which absolutely includes taking breaks, doing so much self care and having compassion for myself! I hope you rest, and feel so much love from this platform. You are a light to so many. ❤️

[@maddiecreelman453]

I'm late to this video.. but seeing you cry made me suddenly start crying, I hope you know how much all of the viewers love you. You work so hard and never fail to create such inspiring content and you've been such a help towards getting through this year. Please just do what you need to in order to feel better, we have so many old videos to look back on in the mean time because you've got years worth of amazing work! Sending so much love to you and Bentley. x

[@flori-bloom]

Hi Kalyn. Thank you for the honest, transparent way you share your work and passion. Sending big hugs and whatever you need/want in this moment.

[@faithviens8497]

I love your videos kalyn! Please never stop creating ❤️

[@carolin741]

don’t beat yourself up!! i think we all feel the same in one or the other way and we definitely understand you💘 we appreciate every video, no matter how many days or weeks are in between them✨

[@nadinethomas4777]

You are such an inspiration Kalyn! I love you so much and you’re content make me so happy! Please never stop! You’re so talented and have such a beautiful soul! 💕

[@hanaqirezi4192]

Kalyn you are a true inspiration to me. You make me want to be better, to treat myself better, and I love you for that. I wish I could meet you and give you a hug of gratitude but alas sending you hugs and kisses and so much love from afar❤❤

[@jasminewhite6762]

This youtober has been one of your best! Just to see you come so far from a few years ago when youtober didn’t turn out the way you wanted I just feel like a proud friend 💕

[@trillyna92]

Kalyn, you have a beautiful soul. Never forget that! 🧡

[@beccaroman696]

You are such a light in this world. Know that you're loved and admired!! Youtober has been amazing! And I've been here for all of them so I know what I'm talking about haha. We support you whatever your choices are and if your body and soul are asking for a rest we support you honouring that!

[@ashleybyrum4675]

Thank you for being so real and for showing us that it’s okay to not be perfect all the time. I have been working on accepting whatever feelings come up and taking time to relax when I need it. Also just showing up authentically and being more open in general. You are such an inspiration to me and your videos bring me so much joy! 🧡

[@anastasiiamatkovska6944]

I will watch your videos no matter how frequently they come out :) it's been a hard year but honestly getting real and letting go of perfectionism any year is inspiring. You don't have to be perfect, thank you for what you do and for how honest you are!