Falling In Reverse - "Popular Monster"

"Popular Monster" by Falling In Reverse
Stream & download: fallinginreverse.ffm.to/popul...
Director: Jensen Noen
Producer: Nicole Pasminski
Director of Photography: Justyn Moro
Production Designer: Eric Hersey
Production Company: Blesscode Entertainment
Lyrics
I wake up every morning
With my head up in a daze
I’m not sure if I should say this fuck’ I’ll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase I don’t know if it’s a phase
I just wanna feel okay
I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressin’ or
Am I suppressing rage and my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase yea it’s not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay
Okay yea I battle with this bullshit everyday
and it’s probably cause my demons simultaneously rage.
And it obliterates me
Disintegrates me
Annihilates me
Cause I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar I’m a cheater I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular popular monster
I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace I’m in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
how the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Whoa.
Oh my god I keep on stressin’ every second
That I waste is another second sooner to a blessing’ I won’t take but my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage it’s not a fucking stage I just wanna feel okay
Okay motherfucker now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things cause something is missin’
and what if I were to lie?
Tell you everything is fine
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave I am terrified
I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me
Disintegrates me
Annihilates me
Cause
I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar I’m a cheater
I’m a non believer
I’m
A popular, popular monster
I break down falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular, popular fucking
MONSTER
Here we go again motherfucker.
We’re sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don’t believe
We’re Searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is
Where the fuck is your god now?
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[@francescol9868]

A lot of songs about depression focus on the quiet sadness of it, but this capture the pure, seething rage of feeling broken beyond repair

[@MegaJohngt]

Dude this is the best quote I have ever heard, I could not have put it into words more perfectly 🤘🤘🤘🤘

[@FreshAssJewsVlog]

So my life everyday.

[@alphademonwolf8169]

So true

[@BratatoChip]

@@FreshAssJewsVlog same bro same

[@thomaswebb1312]

@@FreshAssJewsVlog same

[@DVRKSTXR]

2011: I’m Not A Vampire 2019: I Am A Werewolf This is the growth I like to see.

[@Dr.Stoeffloev]

I'm not a vampire, I'm a fucking werewolf don't you see the fucking difference

[@adamg.8419]

PHXNTXM I mean, he was raised by the wolves

[@JpDubbed]

😂😂

[@elangreksanegara3905]

2059: Sirius Black (?) :/

[@timtrottier7971]

Raised by wolves

[@devarimekev]

Anyone here in 2024 ?

[@aidenrabey7354]

Yeah

[@brooklawrenson5679]

Yup

[@movievampiref5743]

lol yea

[@coversixx4418]

Ага

[@yonpg4692]

Here

[@listergamingpnote]

Who’s still here in 2024??

[@Staytiny_Taemin]

Me and I just discovered it this Year ! I'm laaate

[@fatimacruz6558]

Yo 😅 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@listergamingpnote]

@@fatimacruz6558 yoooo

[@angelicamtzruiz1]

Who isn't here honestly XD

[@listergamingpnote]

@@angelicamtzruiz1 they should be at least

[@NikNocturnal]

Holy shit that was perfect. The blend of everything they put in here was such a unique mix but god damn did they ever ace it and exceed expectations

[@TellingSecrets]

They are KILLING it rn. releasing singles is working for them..

[@trevorharter1019]

i'll give it an hour till you upload that juicy cover lol

[@TellingSecrets]

Trevor Harter lol I know you’re taking to Nik but mines already up 😂

[@trevorharter1019]

@@TellingSecrets oh hell yeah brotha, I'll check it out

[@TellingSecrets]

Trevor Harter legend 👏🏻

[@starwarschickab]

I love how, in every video, his daughter is his anchor back to reality.

[@ekfiles8712]

Yoda Chick right! Willow is definitely his soft spot im crying 😭❤️

[@brylee3441]

I think he does hat because he’s shown that even tho he is clean he still struggles with addiction and willow snaps him back whenever he is struggling

[@gwenzinsmeyer7446]

I agree. She's his strength

[@bennettwarren3357]

Willow is the reason he stopped doing all that bad stuff and is getting better as a person and he's going to be a great dad

[@gavincardenas3707]

I think this video resembles back when he got separated from his daughter when he got divorced cause of all the shit he did in his life.

[@ellarogers4257]

The song is insane and the video is like a movie. Absolute perfection

[@tylerhiddleston9565]

I've been listening to him since I was three years old now I'm nine❤❤

[@AshW0lf666]

@@tylerhiddleston9565 That’s awesome! Falling in Reverse is the best!

[@Whodatspoo]

I know Ronnie and the guys will never see this but if you do, thank you. This song has literally been all i have had to keep going. The lyrics remind in my worst moments of isolation and "no one understands" that there has been at least one other person who does understand.

[@Djbeck80]

Your not alone brother, live your life knowing others are fighting battles and demons along side of you. Together we will overcome

[@luisromo5251]

Same this song helped me when I’m in down time s

[@ShuttleLife]

That riff hits so hard my grandma thought Germans were back..

[@parttimeemo8363]

dude 😭😭

[@zi6366]

Bbooiii hahahahhahaha

[@MamiBear1519]

I'm full blooded german and still speak it so I understand lol

[@jmngr]

Lol

[@ejburke6311]

Bro Lol

[@vannitasso1757]

I wish i could listen to Popular Monster for the first time again

[@kodyhoush3426]

IKKKK bro it never hit harder

[@m_6866]

just did and it is pretty good.

[@justincasasola5390]

@@m_6866 how tf

[@emochic1001]

Same

[@eliforbes4842]

YES BRO FR WTFFF

[@watchuwant1560]

I've suffered with depression most of my life, I clearly remember my mom telling me once "Depression is just rage turned inward" and it really changed my perspective on it. Completely true for many of us. Some blame ourselves for terrible actions done against us, some blame ourselves for the lives we've been given, some are angry at the lack of control in their life, shame etc. We just take that rage and fill ourselves with it instead of spewing it at others.

[@reggie8370]

I told my dad the same thing and he said “what are you stressed about? I’m stressed.” That was the turn for me also. I feel it’s also short sighted and dismissive of how others may feel as well

[@zacharystimson8053]

my little girl saved my life, so the part at the end really kills me, like no matter the monster you were, the depression and the drugs and the death, that little girl stopped me from following in my fathers footsteps and not caring if i live or die. she and her mother, my wife, gave me something to live for

[@gothmummiagain]

Your mum might be a genius

[@averie8212]

Did she say anything about Anxiety? Any other wisdom to share?

[@watchuwant1560]

Depends on the kind of anxiety. Try to embrace the physiological feelings of stress (shaking, heartrate increase, blood coursing through veins, etc) allow them to move through you, realize it's just your body overreacting, take regulated breathes twice in through nose rapidly and then deeply exhale through mouth for about a couple of minutes if possible (It sounds stupid but has helped me many times, it basically tricks your brain into calming down) Remind yourself if the issue is something within your control or outside of your control. "I'm worried WW3 might start" verses "I'm worried about my test next week" Put them in a list of all worries, ones outside your control and ones inside, make lists and break down those issues that ARE in your control. Try to release the issues you can't control. No amount of over intellectualizing or going through them will prevent or help a situation. Try to catch yourself when you start spiraling out and losing it over things you cant fix, do anything to distract yourself (preferably not with drugs lol) If you have a doctor discuss with them taking a magnesium supplement, that has also helped me a lot but you have to be careful with it. If they recommend anxiety meds Id say be extremely careful with those too, many of them are extremely addictive and life ruining. I learned that one the hard way Sorry this is super long. My mom was kinda my superhero when it came to trying to help with that stuff, she took some psychology classes in college so maybe its from those? They DO help it just takes some practice. @@averie8212

[@moaprecision1828]

In my mid 40s, been fighting chronic health problems and depression for over 20 years. The frustration and anger of suppressed emotions voiced by Ronnie here are my thoughts given words. Love this.

[@modest_crown]

Take a listen to "Voices in My Head" and "Losing My Life" by Falling In Reverse as well. Hope you enjoy!

[@caitlinlanier5658]

He is the voice for the voiceless

[@mikemarkham9829]

yes!

[@raiphhhh]

дома поговорм

[@mkgdatacenters164]

🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@halfheart3290]

That line “it’s not a fucking phase, I just want to feel ok”, that hits hard.

[@decoyz.]

5yr olds when their roblox gf breaks up w them

[@masongrant7009]

It really does

[@marsha4253]

Or "I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze, I'm not sure if I should say this fuck I'll say it anyway"

[@bigpat7537]

My demons have made me into a monster along with backstabbing friends that said they had ur back

[@brysonxd]

Stp trying to be emo

[@jacobkeith2132]

Makes sense, he told us like 8 years ago he was raised by the wolves.

[@leosixx3359]

facts

[@Colin-jm8sk]

8 years ago?! Fuck

[@m.maulanaazharis.8445]

facts

[@ladytakumi]

@@loriedsonemma-o3318 ok boomer

[@donnadimarco1583]

Damn was it 8 years ago?

[@incitingariot9925]

8 months later and I am still feeling this. Dealing with my own mental health and this song reminds me to keep it green. Listen to this daily.

[@evanhawkins6186]

Keep strong friend ❤

[@murkier.murkeri]

I love that you share this. FIR is definitely a musical band-aid we all can enjoy. I hope you are doing well. 💗

[@evanhawkins6186]

@@murkier.murkeri start rope maxxin

[@djdog6531]

Bro work on yourself

[@kittan5927]

I love that at the end its his daughter that comforts and opens the door for him. That moment hits SO close to home.

[@raiphhhh]

посмотрим

[@imanangelyouassbutt4963]

Your children really do keep you going, even on the bad days where you feel you don't deserve to have them.

[@ztony4038]

Who else has been playing this song over and over again

[@rwdyrory86]

Wish I kept count on how many times I have played it. Cant get enough. Something new every time I hear it through

[@urbexfever]

I’ve been listening it all day lol

[@hunteromonsters9794]

On my 2nd day binge

[@snowrangerx]

@@hunteromonsters9794 about to be on day 3 of the binge

[@thewaistedchild3822]

yup

[@EvonyYin2Yang]

The range of this dude's vocals....... The rap, switched to rock, and metal seamlessly.... the lyrics..... dude musicians need to start exploring their skill more like this! INSANE!

[@tacokoneko]

i love his scream

[@furiousparker1862]

I didn’t expect the scream. Fucking awesome

[@debbiemiller2328]

Totally agreed!! Well said!

[@Mansana3000]

Yin2Yang fact

[@carrona8860]

And this is how rock got limp bizkit

[@user-ni2xl6yh8k]

Best tune ever

[@sovietbiscuit9918]

Man, hearing this live was such an amazing experience, I’ll never forget it.

[@-cjhood04-74]

At the armory 🙌

[@Bikes_of_dirt]

ur lucky

[@priyanshu3899]

He can rap,scream and can turn up into melodious voice...rare singer

[@realtalk1953]

Meanwhile Corey Taylor

[@realtalk1953]

@@tamenrayy dude haven't you ever heard his song with moonshine bandits. Believe it or not Corey can rap, he can scream and he also have a melodious voice

[@knotsandkhaos7382]

@@tamenrayy I hate rap music this is the only thing close to the rap music that I will listen to. My point is that the rap thats on the radio today has no meaning to it like Cardi B or Megan the Stallion. Talking about shaking their ass and how wet their shit is. I love corey taylor and he is absoutely talented as well as ronnie is. They just have two different styles of "rap" if that makes sense. Both are talented in their own way. I can listen to the old school rap like Ice Cube. Doesn't mean I like it one bit but atleast it is better then what's on the radio today killing the future generations. Nowadays "artists" on the radio just add some beat to the computer and call it a day without knowing a thing about how to write music for an instrument or two. I played viola and piano in middle school and high school. Once I recover from my surgeries I want to take guitar lessons again. I'm not arguing with either of the commenters here because each has a valid point. Just stating what I think about the "rap" industry. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

[@knotsandkhaos7382]

@@tamenrayy not to mention that ronnie also has operatic vocals as well and knows how to use his vocal range as well as corey taylor. Both are talented beyond their years. We have to help to save the future generations from the toxicity that is on the radio. This song does speak to myself as well as a lot of others about how we really feel inside. I'm here for it. I was born a metal head and will die a metal head. Rock on 🤘

[@mrs_stds9069]

So was Chester Bennington

[@rangellowry2585]

Most people think of depression as the deep sadness. They dont realize that there is a underlying rage about being helpless and feeling that nothing will every get better. This song exemplifies that rage. Edited: Damn I did not expect this comment to blow up. I appreciate you all taking time to understand what I took from this song. Depression is very real and sucks. If you are going through anything I hope you get through it. I hope you stay strong and beat it.

[@nathanielbables8652]

Yay that over welming feeling of wanting to punch life itself in the face.

[@bandit2437]

Exactly.

[@ziggystardust5185]

I couldn't of said it any better

[@Synchroo]

Agreed

[@joemoore4266]

Ive been trying to find a way to word this exact thing to my wife. Thank you for this comment. It might just help me save my marriage.

[@Djbeck80]

I love this song from someone who suffers from PTSD I feel this. Maybe not to this extreme but we know something isn’t right and it eats at you. Great song!

[@haydenphillips5748]

I pray for Ronnie since 2013. Thank you for your heart. your the best

[@user-mn1ms9ef1q]

Willow "Daddy, a girl at school called me stupid!" Ronnie: '' Say no more...''

[@eternalzone9465]

That girl: Why do i hear FIR music?

[@franzjanganieribarbosa4114]

I mean, we might be talking about the best Falling in Reverse song here.

[@cailyncook370]

Franz Janganieri Barbosa dude agreed

[@nestlelion3497]

For sure 1 populair monster 2 raised by wolves

[@lorenzdoc953]

Cause i am about to break down

[@TexasMullet91]

Bro for real

[@xsalvias8166]

yea

[@rmurphree919]

This song explains in a nutshell what we with depression fight on the daily. The self hate, the desire to be better. It's amazing how few understand and just think you can "snap out of it". i wished those people could listen to this with an open mind.

[@dyanalynn6698]

Agree… and we’re the only ones that get his “falling into love with falling apart..” line

[@Thymetravalar]

Omg I love him. A fav fr. Helped me thru my PTSD . Blessings all

[@straightupdoorknob5670]

Imagine being the therapist that has to write down what this guy rapping

[@2wentytwoterry196]

😂

[@JamieHiggins638]

He's not rapping that fast though... Not hating, just saying.

[@JamieHiggins638]

@@jenapodaca3072 Writing anything down as someone's speaking would be hard though, even just talking normally...

[@JamieHiggins638]

@@jenapodaca3072 I know. I originally said he wasn't actually rapping that fast though... Again, no hate intended! I love this song.

[@calumhoodswifey7743]

No this is good keep going - the therapist

[@davidnissim589]

The perfect blend of metal, rap, and emo rock.

[@miahi2356]

Yes yes yes yes yes and yes

[@VANTARTS]

emo ain't a genre

[@VANTARTS]

@RandomPedestrian there is no such thing as emo rock

[@user-br0k1ynn]

Onggggggg

[@comedicsociopathy]

@@VANTARTS en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emo It would be such a great world if stupid people learned to stfu.

[@user-vr7jo5kp6f]

I listen to this band everyday all day

[@heidelgehr1154]

I'm going on 60yrs yes...and still love the feel metal scream lol My 26 yr old thinks I'm crazy because I relate to this beautiful word of music that explains a lot.

[@thegraxes9532]

battery: 1% me : plays this song battery: i 'll wait.

[@queennara2443]

😂😂😂😂

[@katiusciagiacomarra3640]

Same

[@madibobbitt2520]

Mines on 15 😂

[@miasbookblog96]

I am at 2% now 🤣🤣

[@valkuhra2235]

Lol 🤣

[@itsmedaria2010]

I don’t understand why people keep hating on them. They are clearly amazing

[@joshuaspurlock1687]

politics

[@abigailblackday]

A music that only people who have had or have depression understand. You feel fully understood. This music brought back memories for me, I really had goosebumps at the end.

[@kevinatran7818]

Yea depression sucks

[@James-kd1kp]

True. And people that have had enough with people and society in general. The monster is not necessarily a bad thing... your dark side.

[@acbennett1]

Label: “How many genres will this song include?” Ronnie: “Yes”

[@monethulbirt9160]

I laughed too hard

[@lovemouth]

Lmfao

[@shook--8430]

lmao. just yes

[@SadboySpidey]

First ludens by bmth and now this. Loving the genre mixing

[@acbennett1]

BandicootKaboom it’s absolutely excellent!

[@SaraaBearr1]

This song... Is everything I've ever wanted in a song.

[@yeetteeter5671]

ikr

[@felixfauxington99]

Am I the only one who uses bands like fir as a coping system

[@SaraaBearr1]

@@felixfauxington99 I do lol

[@ashleehummell4081]

Sara Brown same

[@sepp6623]

So true

[@rachelburns5453]

Ouch I usually listen on Spotify but today watched the vid for the first time and the end has me in tears. Its hard enough dealing with your own shit your whole life, but when you have a kid all of the sudden you feel simultaneously more and less fucked up seeing yourself through their eyes. The imagery at the end with the little girl looking at him stained in blood made me break down. This is truly art on many levels.

[@user-rf6ic6cd2k]

Can’t wait to see them in concert again opening for Disturbed !!!

[@usmcgregalunas]

They should headline a tour called "bars and breakdowns"

[@noahwooten2790]

mechanic 2146 hell if this comment was a rap it would be a bar

[@iscarlyxuwu]

I’ll have my band open 🤘🏻

[@kcmnmusic2393]

How about "behind bars and breakdowns"

[@lianasoares8052]

mechanic 2146, yea.

[@jaydenhoward8670]

😂😂😂 yes !

[@MilkshakeEnthusiast1992]

My 10 year old nephew told me he listens to this on his headphones during computer class. I’ve never been so proud haha

[@iipxelii9713]

I~ lol

[@alyssalitz2967]

Hehe I would be too

[@Leeknowsfist]

I actually discovered this song because my 8 year old told me he loved it. It’s been my favorite ever since...

[@msarcher1124]

Keep an eye on him to make sure he's not depressed

[@shaderose8749]

Kids going places! I would be so proud

[@user-fx6qw7ys7z]

I literally "break down" every time his daughter grabs his shoulder at the end 😭 I have been through severe depression for the last 3 years, and how this video and song describes the struggle and at the end the only thing that seems to help him is his daughter, no child should feel the responsibility for a parents well being, but the truth is they so often save our lifes without even knowing it.! 😊

[@Jayknightfr]

For me the daughter touching her father's shoulder symbolizes the connection to reality that we need when we're in a deep depression state. It sure helped me, yet at the same time when i was at my most vulnerable i felt guilty feeling empty even thinking about my wife and kids. This song helped me too, can't deny that. Hope you're doing better brother.

[@iinCanada1]

I agree. I've been going through some really bad depression these past few months with periods being really dark. My 6 year old son has been my anchor often bringing me back to the light. Even though I try so hard so he doesn't see me break down or sad, I believe he senses it because he had mentioned to me before bed on a really bad night that if I ever needed him I could hug him or if he was sleeping I could wake him up and he would make me feel better. Lo and behold, 2 nights later I had a panic attack and I nudged him to tell him I was feeling sad and he opened his eyes and said "I'm here, just hug me" and he fell back asleep. I don't want my son bearing the weight of my emotions but I hope he knows he's stopped me from falling off a metaphorical edge every time. & he's actually the one who starting listening to Falling in Reverse first with Zombified and then Voices in My Head and got me into it and surprised me that he knew the words to the songs. (He has varied tastes in music but he's been listening to rock as a baby before learning to fully walk and between that and Taylor Swift are his top music faves lol)

[@ar2di2]

Это первая песня этой группы, с которой я познакопился совершенно случайно. И теперь слушаю постоянно. Спасибо ютубу за рекомендацию! Надеюсь когда нибудь попасть на их концерт.

[@yuseffmedina6292]

Daaaaamn, that breakdown hits harder than my depression

[@GeeManFinn]

That metaphor pinched all the right nerves my dude lol

[@andidiamond6280]

Hahaha feel you 😂😂

[@Iplayphone]

Hits harder than my dad

[@pepigmtx6702]

Met die naam zou ik ook depressief worden

[@gaming.5456]

@@rachelwilliamson72 sure

[@joshuabalsavage4695]

When Ronnie sings “we’re falling apart” in that last hook... that shit hits deep!

[@itzash23]

Its "with falling apart". He put the lyrics in the description :)

[@joshuabalsavage4695]

Crazy Gaming2208 oops! Lol. Either way... pretty damn good!

[@itzash23]

@@joshuabalsavage4695 yesss

[@emiliocristians]

Joshua Balsavage these are facts

[@jayyo195]

@@itzash23 He does actually say "We're falling apart" On the last hook. All the other parts is when he says "With falling apart"

[@bbruggma]

I fell in love with this song after the pandemic. I worked multiple covid units and saw a lot of loss. Coming out the other side I felt so broken and lost and incredibly, indescribably angry. This song put words to the absolute blinding, crippling rage and depression I felt. This song will forever hold a very special place for me. I sobbed so hard the first time I heard it.

[@rachelrivera6327]

I grew up when Blink-182 Adam's Song was all the rage. This is that song for me. It literally exposes everything about me. As a combat vet who had ptsd before I even got there at 17

[@thebeast3448]

My friends: so what genre of music do you like? Me: it’s complicated

[@alicethemidnightangel]

That’s also me with my friends 🤣

[@valdir_music7671]

Lmaoooo true tho

[@lilivietdelrosio484]

I feel you special sins I live in the Caribbean and normally people listen to reggaeton 😓

[@jaketaylor7650]

Yea

[@thecoolbros1393]

They say like this music is not real music

[@leilalawrence9776]

"I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?" This hit close to home but damn the whole song does

[@charadreemurr7312]

Ouch

[@madexmagic1677]

I know this song hit a deep cord with me and now I can't stop listening

[@vampirechick813]

@@madexmagic1677 same. It's on a playlist on my phone I dubbed bipolar badass for pumping me up from depression

[@MaddyLuvz04]

watching someone cry that you love hurts because you feel like you relate then they say your fine and that they are faking it you can see the sadness in her eyes , the shine in her eyes slowly start to dissapear and you feel like you can help but you really cant it sucks and then you realize you both have the same issue and also that is why she always go's to you because she relates and she comes to you looking dull in the eyes realizing she lost all courage and dreams and then you realize she is becoming like you so you try to help her but you realize you cant at all because she is like you Then one day she takes his life but you feel like the burden because you couldn't help her at all and you remember she use to put everyone first then you feel worst then you realize she would cry herself to sleep and also listen to the sad music,eat less, Then you want to take your life but you can't because she would be upset because you were the only one there for her. and you realize that little girl is you and the older you is watching over you that's just how it is . That is always how its been realizing you always wanted to be happy like everyone else and it was all a dream . Everyone thinks someone is OK i was someone who would make it so my friends not kill themselves but i can't even not think it myself. I have a bare face of sadness actually no i really don't have emotion anymore. Neglect, rape, parents leaving, friends dying, friends leaving, have no one now, realizing i lost someone like my sister and after a month my parents were fine but its like the forgot, But who am i to say i don't know anything only i have been going trough a "phase" for only 8 years you know. Sometimes i wish i could just scream at someone " I'm Not Okay" at all but whose to say. But one day i don't want anyone to have grief when i end up taking my own life. I have committed a lot of sins in my life and i know its not good and i have tried god but he didn't listen because I'm still like this and still have issues but i try so hard but now I'm starting to feel weak, More than i did when it started , i don't were shorts or short sleeves anymore but who cares again I'm just another person and i cant blame my cat because they don't look like cat scratches and i eat less but when I'm hungry i don't eat, I loose my appetite, i stay up late, and people think i have a great life because i life in a big house but its not like that at all. I feel like a burden, a mistake, I was misplaced here, I have to hold my pillow tighter and tighter every single night, My demons are starting to work more and more. I have daddy issues, i don't have a mom, rape, neglect,abuse,suicidal,demons,not good enough,depression,anxiety,PTSD,ADD,ADHD,etc. But i take to much air from people like people tell me I'm not something to be dwelled on at all. but i feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff. I tried fitting in, and fix it but it doesn't work and it sucks. I'm not a fighter at all. But this world sucks a lot. I had a best friend but i can't talk to him anymore much so i don't have anyone. But who knows I'm just here ,a person, a gazelle getting ready to be eaten by a lion and really big one and i fought it out as long as i could. Until that lion pounced and grabbed my neck and i was dead . Body pale and eyes open, tears , and breathless. in reality no one killed me i killed myself but at least i won't be a burden, or a mistake, I will be burning in the depth of Hell alone but I'm just another person, thing, Wild Animal, But this is how it is oh well can't do much. But thank you for anyone who does care. Thank You. I'm Nothing, Always have been nothing. I know i am a mistake you don't have to tell me so much and I'm a burden yes we get it but when i die you cant grieve and you can't say it is selfish, I want to die how i want to, is that really so much to ask honestly because i want to die. I'm selfish,stupid,dumb,retarded,dead inside, ugly etc. But i tried so hard to fit in this world but who knows? well its easy to tel when you are ready to die they say you see a light but what if you don't. I wish i was a snake so when i shed i can look a little different. Everyone has there person but what if i don't. My life is a book so i have to end it, My skin is like paper that why i cut it, and my face is just a mask over me so why can't i hide it, And my heart is like a door so i can lock it if i want to. No one knows what one person go's trough at all but we all assume. i tried to stop myself from crying, one day i started crying so much i couldn't cry anymore and didn't sleep at all. Maybe one day someone will under stand but for now no one does, You have no friends, your family is ..., your ugly, your depressed, your jumpy in your own house, life sucks a lot. the majority vote is that i kill myself so maybe i should so many people said i should. Then if i die i can burn in peace at least, but if i stay i will suffer more and more, i tried carrying on, But why? why should i, I want at least 5 reasons why i should stay honestly, is it to much? i don't think so. I'm just exhausted ha doctors always tell me lets go back to your past it's what causes the present and the future, but what if i don't have a future. I have so much self hate and its annoying. I can't even say i love you to my family at all. But then again every says I'm fine so " I'm fine than" fake it till i don't make it or do who knows. A crystal glass and when the wind blew he broke - Hayami

[@jollykirby2138]

@@MaddyLuvz04 what is this?

[@janedoee]

i know fusing rap & rock together is probably not an easy process, but it just seems so natural hearing it. Ronnie is a genius

[@cmann190231]

I’m 50 years old. I listen to this song daily. I’m fucked up in the head with some serious PTSD and anxiety mixed with some depression. And this fucking song describes exactly what I’m going through. I keep it bundled up because nobody listens. So this song and my dog are my out.

[@TallAlexFrancis]

Falling in reverses last few songs have been incredible. Literally head of his time with songs and mixing genres

[@aMotionless]

Definitely not the first guy to mix rap/rock/heavy music together. And definitely wont be the last. But yes the pieces are falling in place and he's definitely tightening up his skill mixing all these styles. Loved Ronnie since the self titled ETF EP.

[@jamesplaysgames2017]

Your profile picture has been in my phone downloads for 3 years, lmao

[@keithulhul7540]

See : Hollywood Undead.

[@nightmarekid1986]

Lol ok kid

[@rizzaramon7213]

Rap and rock? Linkin park anyone? Haha

[@guillotinegod2351]

I liked this song alot more than I wanted to.

[@zleggitt1989]

Crazy because this is only the second song I've heard from these guys and really didn't have high expectations but they fucking killed it and I think ima have to go on a F.I.R. binge

[@AntsInMyHead]

Haha, me too! Actually that's why I've done a cover on it 😄

[@patrickstar6247]

@@zleggitt1989 I'm not a vampire, Chemical Prisoner, Drugs and Just like you are all superb choices.

[@guillotinegod2351]

My interests mostly aligned with their ex guitarist Jacky Vincent. Bury the hatchet tour at the house of blues in dallas was unforgettable.

[@johnmiller6417]

I’m with u

[@deannamaggio7165]

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,LOVE this song!!! If you ever need to talk, I am free. And keeps secrets. Mental illness is something that needs more light shed upon it. Having lost a few people to suicide, I want to always be there for other people. You life is worth more than you think it is.. And this too shall pass. Your stronger than the illness. (For whomever needs to hear that) YOU ARE LOVED!

[@kingdavidsmom]

Thank you, I battled suicidal thoughts after my brother passed away from pancreatic cancer last year 😢 I had depression before hand Also so I just got worse when I lost Roger 😢

[@deannamaggio7165]

@@kingdavidsmom I am so sorry for your loss.. I;ve lost several people to suicide and have lost my entire family except one sister. Mother, Father, 3 sisters and a brother are all gone for various reasons. I lost my nephew last year, not even a year yet due to complications from social anxiety disorder (After serving in Iraq) and it really does hurt more people than anyone realises. Seeking help no matter if your on one end or another, Is the best thing anyone can do to deal. It might take a little while for me to get back to someone but always know. Your life is worth more than you think it is.. YOUR SO LUCKY to still be here, Things and circumstances change. Death is permanent. I attempted suicide once myself and I would never even think about trying that again. Mental Health is so important to keep up with. If you have no one to talk too, please reach out or even call the national suicide prevention line and just vent. Sometimes, that is all it takes is someone who has been there or is going through something like you to talk you off that proverbial edge. And more people go through things like this than you think. No matter how you may feel, YOUR NEVER ALONE!!! xoxo 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline

[@AGDS5]

wherever I am, when I listen to this song it controls my mind making positivity explode

[@misfitsdanzig2374]

Everybody talking about Ronnie but can we take a moment to appreciate how much of a fucking amazing job the rest of the band did

[@dudemandudeman1998]

What did they do but play basic rock the vocals in the song surpass the band. Learn music fag

[@hns_dirtyciv]

@@jakerogers6062 just because he's using a rhyme scheme, doesn't mean hes rapping...

[@caleb5257]

Really Hairy Bush I’m good.

[@Darkch4o5]

Thumbs ☝

[@cloudnineparadoxclp4187]

@@jakerogers6062 I agree but he does rapping in songs just to piss you off cause he doesnt give a fuck. Hopsin, Tech, and of course the G.O.A.T EMINEM are best but there rappers. does it seem like Ronnie is trying to be a top rapper or did you even listen to the song.

[@ninaaaaishere]

This song's lyrics are relatable to many people... many, many people.

[@laraworsfold3438]

Yesss

[@leslieking9657]

The Zombie Otaku Girl yes. I wanted to cry. I almost cried like I couldn’t concentrate on the video because the lyrics hit hard.

[@CHRISAKABR1082]

Bro why are people so attached to lyrics

[@leslieking9657]

CHRISAKABR1082 probably because they relate to people.

[@K87jk]

1:53 - 2:10 spoke to my soul. We are all just depressed fucks searching for someone to understand us (that will never happen tho)

[@G4M3PI4Y]

Seen Ronnie do this song live. Was litteraly the best set I've ever seen. The energy of the crowd was so infectious

[@jodielynnphillips4690]

I can imagine .. one of those chills & emotions ur body will nvr forget

[@Tinable]

Seeing them two times next year. Can't wait for February. Hoping for another single to drop.

[@raiphhhh]

потому что понабирают всяких долб

[@chrisbuysarizonahouses8180]

This songs so romantic

[@sarahclark5170]

Ronnie: *was raised by wolves* Also Ronnie: *is not a vampire* Also Ronnie: *is a werewolf* Now that’s what I call consistency 👌🏻

[@syeduwaissyedhossain8915]

very consistent

[@aaronjames6434]

Also Ronnie: is not a zombie

[@jodywieberg4394]

Also Ronnie: is a popular monster

[@codygale8254]

I think he's trying to tell us that he's Team Jacob

[@yvettekalb2775]

He’s a child of god and satan trying to destroy him. Making him mad the more he gets away from god the worse it will be because god is the only one able to protect souls.

[@abdullahhatem405]

2011 : Raised by Wolves 2019 : I'm a werewolf UwU

[@bmstiddies1178]

XDDD Yeah!

[@zedsmf2880]

UwU af

[@adamjacobs3860]

WE need this reimagined!!

[@user-tm7hw1hs7z]

Right here!! 4 years and 146 million views. Awesome!!

[@Phoenix_palmer]

This is what he meant when he said “I’m not a vampire”

[@knightghost7216]

But I feel like one

[@Luiz_Paulo_Pops_87]

@@knightghost7216 sometimes I'll sleep all day because I hate the sunlight

[@anacaeiro1049]

ahahah we had no idea

[@rjstray8012]

It should be obvious because of "Raised by wolves".

[@Phoenix_palmer]

Raphael Casumbal omg that’s sick dude

[@tdub5585]

Can't deny he seems to be in his element. For what he's going for, he seems to have nailed it.

[@torqueyt7417]

Well worded my friend. Facts

[@undeadfbgew]

100% FACTS!!!

[@ryanmckinney5990]

I don’t really know Ronnie’s past but how he pours all his emotions into his songs you can easily tell this is coming from his soul. I understand his pain all too well.

[@ReneeKingston]

Definitely still gives me goosebumps after a few years🖤

[@RalziReverse]

After 4 years, this song doesn't get boring. Falling in reverse is the best. Ronnie perfectly conveyed the atmosphere of depression.

[@billiedee2625]

I normally don't listen to this kind of music but damn this man just screamed to some dark demons inside of me.. absolutely phenomenal

[@LuciferMorningstar-fk9ti]

Certainly, yes!

[@wolfcat675]

Right!!

[@mannovdv2508]

Same

[@styroofficial]

i feel that

[@chadhallam9181]

Lmao

[@tralayehayward9282]

I can’t count how many times I have listened to this song, many many many times. I have fallen in love with this song!!

[@Amit1952__]

Same,, ❤️

[@GamingFemboy]

I guess you could say that your Falling in Reverse, huh?

[@Simp0349]

Same

[@aMassiveSausage]

Just found this because heard it on tiktok but so glad I did.

[@rheabheekharry2944]

Same here

[@user-wo8ve4qq7s]

Man it’s crazy how a song can feel so familiar. Love this song 🔥🔥🔥

[@alisonrae]

Apple music has suggested me this song a couple of days ago and it's been on the loop since then. I couldn't express my feelings using words until i heard this.

[@xSylehn]

Rip Derek. You'll be in our hearts forever.

[@Thatsright-tr2ks]

Grey what happened to this guy?

[@kyvsha_3626]

@@Thatsright-tr2ks he passed away

[@Thatsright-tr2ks]

KANJOxSTYLE ohhh that sucks

[@nicklebackfan5834]

AHHAHAAHAHAHAHA DEREK DEAD

[@nicklebackfan5834]

Rip deedik you will be in our assholes forever

[@MikeyCoree]

2:53 2011: i m not a vampire 2019: i was a werewolf all this time

[@juliuscesarbotones463]

He is raised by wolves

[@marioalmanzar5581]

Mikey Core oof

[@numberthestars4153]

YESS

[@ljfran2383]

Great catch!

[@reck7346]

@@juliuscesarbotones463 well, your not wrong

[@RepeatedNap]

Musical genius. His music videos are an added bonus.

[@qrazy9869]

These are the worst lyrics that I’ve ever heard 😂😂😂😂

[@kaciebickel8214]

And you felt the need to make a comment under mine because... Rhetorical.

[@MeagonHardy-sq3nm]

This song is so relatable. I have borderline personality disorder and PTSD and this song describes these disorders perfectly through words. Thank you Ronnie for this beautiful and amazing song!!!💜💜💜💕💕💕.

[@haleyrose3407]

that scream he did was fabulous, the way he went from softly singing to screaming was absolutely amazing

[@baileybayer9462]

Alright, I just went back and conducted a comparative analysis of the scream at 2:32 in this song and 2:24 of "As Your Falling Down" off of the There's No Sympathy for the Dead (Escape the Fate's EP with Ronnie from '06) and uh yeah, I think it's safe to say that his scream never left and is more powerful now than it ever has been. As an ETF fanatic since ~2009, this is a shock

[@damiandusk]

@@baileybayer9462 ronnies scream wasnt amazing back in the day, it wasnt bad but not great, hed certainly gotten better with FIR

[@TheShanesousley]

Did you even listen to the sleepy tiger version of not good enough for truth in clique? Back in the day he was still learning how to scream. He had good lows by 07 though. Max did a lot of the screaming for the album.

[@damiandusk]

@@TheShanesousley i didnt even know max did the screams on that album, is that true or is it just believed

[@TheShanesousley]

@@damiandusk it sounds a lot more like max than it does Ronnie. If you listen to the original you can hear it clear as day.

[@suasionband]

This is one hell of a catchy chorus

[@usamahhussein6591]

It didn't catch me at all

[@thebaconflapsable]

Dude knows how to write really big catchy chorus', same with Danny Worsnop.

[@Morpion1]

Have you tried their other songs? FiR has SO MANY catchy songs. I just love them all and sing along. Losing my life, losing my mind, drugs, coming home etc.

[@abdullahhatem405]

@@Morpion1 Losing my life is my fav song ever

[@suasionband]

@@abdullahhatem405 losing my mind is also crazy

[@amaltbie3]

I love the truth and rage in this!

[@devyl3057]

My head was like "nice" at first, then "ooh" and then the chorus hit and my mind explodes

[@krystalbarber758]

Same

[@sa7el]

Hollow Beck lol same!!

[@YungBuckTheLabrat]

I feel ya 🤣

[@ashleyd337]

His Vocal cord range is unbelievable

[@anonymousking5800]

Yessssss

[@Northdakotadude]

Agere

[@henrymanahan2764]

one of the best has been for 15 years

[@DuskWho]

He is this generations Stevie Wonder. 🤘

[@ZaneHummel]

Ikr

[@labradorgirl8890]

jeeeeeeesus the way he says "disintegrates" 🖤🖤🖤

[@sofiaciullo2338]

man, this song is so freaking amazing, i heard falling in reverse for the first time, but this band is art, definitely. love them.

[@glennstrooberg6174]

I was thinking about it yesterday like: damn haven’t heared about FIR in a while... and here we are.. nice!

[@cherryred5932]

Samee

[@JpDubbed]

right??? lmao

[@AgneWay]

please think more then lol

[@taylorreid5718]

I was like well shit this came outta left field

[@musictherapy2407]

Bro same. Wtf.

[@krystalrene6683]

I love how his daughter is the one that brings him back

[@janmejayupadhyay9216]

@@christenw.1726 what the hell!😶

[@lucyleelilwillowshowshanna8523]

same... but i still love both of them in the family

[@janmejayupadhyay9216]

@@christenw.1726 I'm not judging you bro. In fact you just changed thw whole idea of the song for me.😂😂🙌🏻🔥

[@namegoteeaten]

@@christenw.1726 i think he runs away from her because he doesn‘t want to hurt her and be like.......a good dad?

[@sabrinagonzalez7061]

You feel broken but you don’t remember breaking. This song is so brutally honest and gut-wrenching lighting up the darkness within you…searching for a way out.

[@leeroyvjenkins]

This song sounds like my whole life. I suffer for PTSD and OCD

[@sabrinagonzalez7061]

@leeroyvjenkins It can be exhausting as you strive to live intentionally Every. Single. Day. but the pay-off is a meaningful life - seizing fleeting moments of joy/peace. Wishing you liberation from your struggles in 2024.

[@marixly]

lets take a min for people who haven't found this song.

[@moon-lx4bx]

Ikr

[@satoritendo2490]

Y'all's profile pics are👍🤧🤧🤧🤧

[@downy8138]

Find

[@idkanymore9869]

Have not*

[@Sinners4SaintsTV]

RIP

[@engineerblitz1223]

why does it feel that he is always singing his heart out?

[@commitdieplz2445]

Ripped Engineer cuz he is

[@gdalaska2117]

Because he is

[@guillotinegod2351]

He sings as if he has something lodged in his nasal cavity

[@georgie_liz]

@@guillotinegod2351 but u can't complain cuz he's just amazing

[@guillotinegod2351]

@@georgie_liz I do actually agree lol

[@puertogreekn8675]

Ronnie is a musical genius. It's just simply true.

[@KarenKd1000]

I honestly have no idea how I came across this a few minutes ago because I NEVER like remakes of music. WOW!! I'm obsessed. Y'all did an amazing job and I love this. When this song came out my sister's fiance had taken his life and it was just a really bad time. 3 years later my fiance took his life in the same way. This song was a big part of getting us both through one of the worst times. Thank you for this!

[@Hanako_the_Simp]

Wdym by remake, this is original tho?

[@seansaxon641]

I'm a 50 year old driving to work this morning, when this comes on SixiusXM. I usually listen to classic rock, and new music seldom gets my attention. This song hooked me from the get-go. Hope you don't mind an old dude head banging a little to your art. Great tune!

[@smoke8185]

Hell yeah

[@Tokugeta]

Same

[@tanyaboggio4330]

That’s awesome !!

[@dawnmoore644]

41 year old rocking out, here. It's all good.

[@nickh.6924]

Bro I'm 15 and I love that you're here 🤘🤘🤘

[@adriaan8535]

Nobody: KZbin: you're still emo right?

[@vassilikikotefa1671]

MOOD

[@Helmer54]

I feel personally attacked

[@mickmars-hairspray]

yep XD

[@herud4737]

This isnt emo?

[@AndreKrugerDeToledo]

@@herud4737 thats emo.

[@user-xc9ev2eh2o]

I got chills all over my body wtf,this is amazing

[@angelosusa4258]

Falling in reverse went way too hard with this, this is one of their hardest songs, what a banger love Falling in reverse 🤘🤘

[@tammrablaine579]

Does this song hit home into anyone else's soul that it's pretty much just been on repeat for a month? Just me?

[@mhc-madhatterscustoms8621]

I'm in the same boat! This song really hits hard at the moment

[@jenniferjohnson7956]

I wish younger me had been able to hear this.

[@andrewspears89]

Goosebumps are at a max for me

[@jaydossett523]

Frfr I tear up everytime I listen to this

[@tammrablaine579]

I'm so glad it's not just me. I was late to this party i only found falling in reverse when drugs came out, but I'm a fan girl for life now

[@crv3lla]

He put his whole heart and soul into this one

[@summerrose00]

I can feel it.

[@heathgarton3291]

22 years as a paramedic, I was in New York on September 12,2001 with the bravest men and women in the world helping find lost people and loved ones who passed away. 10 years in the Air Force as para rescue (Pedro 1-5) with my brothers and sisters. This song hits me hard because I feel like this every day. Please thank a first responder and the men and women who serve our great country. All we really want is a thank you and a hug every now and then. Thank y’all for reading this.

[@hoofheartedproductions5676]

@@heathgarton3291 you say you feel like this every day you the need to let go of the past and I am sure you have heard this and you're probably sick of it. As long as the past haunts you, you can't live the life you want to. Think to all the people you saved think only about them not those who you didn't because no matter how hard you try you can't save everyone. You are an amazing for caring about those you couldn't save but they are gone now and you can't change that just live the way you want too. This is just a message to try help you realize that people do care about you even I who is at the bottom of the world so live your life realizing that you have touched people who have touched you as well live live live.

[@Aric_EPU]

@@heathgarton3291 Thank you. I was not even a month old when it happened, but I've put myself so deep into finding out everything about that event, every single detail. For something I've never experienced, it breaks me whenever I think about it. I can't imagine how someone like you feels, you were there, on the streets when it happened. Thank you.

[@georginesteward648]

@@heathgarton3291 Many Blessings.You are a Warrior.

[@Lunnaly11]

This is a masterpiece. I was deeply in love with Escape the fate, and I had the fear it wouldn't be the same. It's fcking way better, I keep getting surprised of how an human being could improve himself even better each year. Thank you for sharing your feelings, your lyrics, your point of view, your art.

[@vincentsavoia4683]

When I first heard this song, I couldn’t believe how much I could relate to it.

[@tarapetersen688]

Combining rap and metal, what a masterpiece

[@ConcreteDream]

It’s all coming back 100%

[@weedygoldthug2654]

More of pop and metal still good tho

[@gothboy5163]

metalcore and rap

[@chrislive1586]

thousand foot krutch, like 3 decades ago. but YES I love it!

[@pxe4224]

Very original, has never been done before

[@magiaburst]

I just love how this starts as an rap song but flawlessly fades into a post-hardcore and finally an metal song the further the song progresses.

[@riccardosciortino]

Is hard-rock Jesus Christ, here metal has nothing to do with it!

[@magiaburst]

@@riccardosciortino Hard rock is what I consider bands like Papa Roach, or Broken-era Memphis May Fire. The bridge and especially the breakdown are def. not hard rock.

[@riccardosciortino]

Yes but this band is not metal... Is far far away from metal

[@user-ev4kl7mz1l]

@@riccardosciortino ok gatekeeper

[@magiaburst]

@@riccardosciortino Actually, they always had metalcore influences - just sayin', the first three albums. It was with Welcome Home that they changed into a more Starset-like sound, but now they seem to slowly get closer to their older sound again.

[@davidgriego1297]

This is one of my very favorite songs not just by Falling in Reverse, but, it may well be my favorite song, over all other bands. these guys are quickly becoming my favorite band since System of a down cashed in their chips. Ronnie Radke is an amazingly talented vocalist, songwriter and showman! can't wait to see what he does next!

[@whatinthehelen]

That's definitely a mutual feeling! ✨️

[@TheIamsamuko]

Same tho