Fentanyl Addict interview-Trippy

[@Truthof.thestreets]

“I see the good in everybody else that no one sees in me” sending love and light to you Trippy!

[@vivianwarren5539]

He really seems like a good guy. We all need a second, third, fourth ... chance. Sending you hugs Trippy!

[@shawnaweiss5407]

God is the giver of 2nd, 3rd and 4th chances. Let Jesus change you. He’s the only one that can deliver instantly and permanently!🙏🏼👍🏼

[@Doccolad]

Not stating a personal opinion, but: even the sexual offenders? You look at "trippy" and probably feel pity. as for the prostitutes or disabled people... but how much pity can you feel for a predator? a hunter... and what does it say about having a second and a fourth chance in your opinion.

[@smallworldz7241]

@@Doccolad a sexual Predators second chance is a bullet no question

[@Doccolad]

@@smallworldz7241 It is a question honestly, and that is your opinion and it's... okay. Thank you for the comment.

[@emilymia2502]

Rest In Peace Trippy 🖤

[@at-ge5te]

Hope you can get better Tripps. I’ve met a lot of dudes just like you in Seattle. Good people, unfortunately the drugs got a hold. You can still move on with life though, i was a meth addict from 15 till I was 31, I’m on my 4th clean year now. Best of luck man.

[@cornflakegirl1718]

PROUD of you!!! Stay strong, God bless you 🤗♥️

[@emy9272]

congrats!

[@JuHerSua99]

im so proud of u!! ❤❤

[@chinadashauthority65]

Amazing!!

[@lidiavaldivia1368]

Congratulations to u there is life without drugs life is a precious gift and each day is a blessing.

[@deftones8717]

I struggled with heroin addiction for nearly half my life and it was the worst, most hopeless and depressing lifestyle. I almost took my own life because no matter how many times I tried to get away from it, I kept failing. Not even ending up in and out of jail countless time, ending up in literally like 50 institutions (detoxes, rehabs, shelters, half way homes, psych wards, etc) and being homeless a bunch of times, having to endure freezing cold temperatures through winters in New York.. none of it was enough to get me clean even though I wanted to blow my brains out every minute of every day. I’m so grateful I somehow survived and it’s been over 5 years since I’ve used. My older brother took his life unfortunately, due to the same circumstances. We both struggle with major depression and would self medicate to escape, but it only exacerbates shit tenfold. Anyway, sorry for the rant.. I hope this guy can catch a break and change his life. I’m still extremely depressed but I refuse to use again. Especially these days since everything is cut with fentanyl which is killing sooo many people I know. I wouldn’t wish addiction on my worst enemy. I hope this guy finds a way out. I used to say the same thing he said; “im just a fuck up and I’ll never be able to stay clean.” I was 100% convinced that I was just meant to be a junky forever and I would die out on the streets alone. I would wish for the same thing he does, just to be happy. Unfortunately I haven’t found happiness despite getting clean. I wake up and I’m immediately hit with an overwhelming sense of dread. But I know that using again will probably result in me taking my own life, cuz I just don’t have it in me anymore to go on another run again .. I don’t have the energy or motivation to get clean again. So I know that relapsing is a matter of life or death for me at this point. I still feel hopeless because I’m so far behind in life right now and wasted so many years that I JUST enrolled in community college last year and I don’t have a good career and I’m not financially stable and I don’t have a girl and at my age I should be sooo much further ahead. I want to find love and have kids.. but I’m obviously not worthy of that now and not in a position to be in a relationship or have kids until I have more to offer. I need to be able to care for a family and right now I can’t. I just worry that I’ll never find a good woman to settle down with because I’m currently 34 and times ticking away. But that’s all beside the fact. Getting off dope was the best thing that’s ever happened to me, despite my poor mental health. I hope anyone out there struggling can find the strength to get help and turn their lives around. There is no happy ending with drugs. It only gets worse, I promise you. Don’t put off getting help. Don’t tell yourself you’ll get help “after one last good high” cuz you’ll never get a satisfying enough “last high”.. good luck to all of you who are struggling 🖤 stay strong

[@thematriarchy2075]

❤

[@louispasteur7513]

Respect bro. Keep your head up and keep going.

[@natural9743]

You are an inspiration to the human spirit.

[@lonnieac3]

Im happy for u getting clean & working hard to stay clean!! You're still young.. only 34 lol.. don't worry about not having things u think you're suppose to have now. Stay in the present & keep stepping forward one step at a time! Sending 💕love and peace your way God Bless 🙏🏾

[@andrewhaas664]

Hi Kenny, you say you aren’t worthy of love and kids. Mate that is soooo wrong. I was in a relationship with a woman that I loved and I heard her say in a conversation with her best friend “ I’m not worthy of him “ meaning me. And guess what, she sabotaged that relationship because the intimacy was too confronting. Mate please please seek a councillor ( one that you get along with) and get that mind set sorted out. You are as worthy as anyone of a loving relationship. God bless you man.

[@uhlaneknee]

Thank you so much for these videos Mark. Our family is currently dealing with an addict and you have no idea how helpful these insights are. We cannot thank you enough ❤️🙏🏼

[@jacobh5659]

Hang in there shorty

[@wt460]

I went through the same thing as I did as a parent. While my son passed in September of this year from an overdose, I know it doesn’t have to turn out that way. My son was in treatment for 14 months before he passed away, he continued to try to get clean. We were told not to give our son a thing except to get clean. Tough love. That position got him to treatment. He was dismissed (negative exit) and tough love a second time didn’t work. Yes we failed in keeping him alive, but now we realize that tough love is the only way we could get him to ask for help. An MD addiction doctor told us that he can’t promise that he will stay clean out of your house, but if you let him live at your home I promise you he will die there. We live in Utah, but we sent him to Georgia for treatment. I wish you God’s blessings…

[@MissyRichmond]

@@wt460 I’m so sorry for the loss of your son.🦋

[@uhlaneknee]

@@wt460 I am so sorry for your loss. It is my greatest fear to lose my family member to addiction. I hope you can go on knowing you did what you could. Much love and light to you and yours this holiday season ❤️

[@miapdx503]

@@wt460 God bless you...but you didn't fail your son, in no way. You did what you could, but one of the heartbreaking things about addiction is that we can't love them out of this bondage. We love, we pray, we fight, we plea...but at the core they have to want to be free...and they alone can save themselves. I know it's hard, but he's free now. 🌹

[@kimmie020]

Love to see Trippy and his dad interview.

[@sonquatsch8585]

that needs to happen !

[@666blindrider]

Lol .that would be a awesome! 👌

[@eyeswideshut.9953]

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[@johnnyapplec6799]

"I see the good in everybody else that nobody sees in me." Damn, that really stuck with me. Empathy is what this world needs so much more of

[@kcobbx63]

The fact that he says death is what scares him the most speaks volumes. Most addicts don’t care if they live or die they just want the fix. There is hope for trippy!Don’t ever think that you are too far gone to turn things around… Recovery happens! Praying for you!

[@carlosbent5046]

I love yours commenters

[@emmaleia13]

Trippy is a good and intelligent man. His adoptive mother's money did not bring him what he lacked, the love of a mother. Fortunately, his father is with him and on whom he puts everything. With structured support, Trippy could leave this addiction. I wish him to find peace with himself and to be happy.

[@callmeskullz8069]

It would be really interesting to hear his mom... the brother turned out "normal"...

[@coweenuh453]

“I see the good in everybody else that nobody sees in me “ Stopped me in my tracks. I’m a recovering poly addict (primarily IV meth), over six years clean and going to grad school. Please know there ARE people who look at you as more. You just have to find it in yourself, alongside a multitude of other aspects. Message me if you see this. I’d love to help you connect to resources.

[@coweenuh453]

@@pinkdollangel poly addict. I used basically anything and everything but I was mainly addicted to meth and Xanax What area do you live in? I can help you find resources to help you out. 💕

[@Internetshoebox]

"i see the good in others that dont see it in me " felt that

[@EliVV]

Thank you for introducing this interview to us, Mark. Trippy reminded me of a person that's very close to my heart. The similarities are uncanny: not only physically, but also the speech, the laught, everything....I hope he finds a better path in life and be happy.

[@carlosbent5046]

I 2nd that

[@kylatokki22]

Mark, thank you for what you do. In addition to expenses, I’m sure this takes a real emotional toll on you. This documentation is a true selfless service.

[@lilmule9576]

And restraint, not to choke the shit out of these excuse making, manipulating, oxygen wasting human waste of skin

[@vonniemacintosh3330]

@@lilmule9576 I'm glad you have no empathy in your cold dead heart.hopefully you don't reproduce so you can show this hate to your children. have the day you deserve.

[@blaze3fire]

@@vonniemacintosh3330 🤣I don't know how well we could trust the words of anyone w Lil in their name. Probably just a troll

[@nathanielovaughn2145]

@@lilmule9576 Project much? smh and hoping you get over your feelings of inadequacy and self-loathing.

[@curiousgeorge555]

*This is the best kind of Vid Mark makes. The more insightful questions he asks, the more the person opens up and the more light is shed all the way around. This is what educates and enlightens the world concerning the intricate truths about individuals and universals.*

[@ozarks2g896]

Mark, you humanize these people. I think that's a very important aspect of what you do. Just interviewing these people is a huge help. People really genuinely care about these people and they get to see it in the comments. Trippy is a very interesting guy. A kind soul.

[@ronjefferson4261]

I was trying to think of why I love this channel and this comment summarizes it perfectly.

[@sharonaerneckeaitchison4500]

It was most evident in the B/W photograph, but all through the interview, I couldn't help imagining Travis with a 'square' haircut, teeth, ... he is a very handsome person, beautiful eyes, and a soul. You can sense there is soul there. How he lit up when mentioning meeting his bio Dad for the first time. I hope, through some miracle, he comes clean and healthy and finds a purpose!

[@donovanmarcus289]

His Dad is his WHO, WHAT, and WHEN? lol. Nah but Trippy seems like a good dude. Great he has that bond with his dad and has high hope of wanting more out of life. Keep pushing!

[@ian1697]

Literally I was like WTF 😳😳😳

[@milaje6197]

why was i solely looking for this comment💀 but prayers to Trippy, seems cool

[@msaunsha]

I can actually tell that he’s a sweetheart, as he explains. His look may be a bit intimidating to some, but I see his light even in his darkness. I pray that he gets well before it’s too late. Sending good vibes to him and to everyone else who reads this. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💗💗

[@pmiahky]

Yep. He’s very well spoken and sharp actually. I hope the best for him.

[@1700Draco]

I was addicted to fentanyl for almost a decade. Been through a lot and seen a lot of shit that nobody should... Ever. I would love to talk about it on a platform like this one day to maybe give hope to people going through it like these guys do. Its truly an amazing thing.

[@allforjak8074]

Please do. As a Substance Abuse Counselor dealing with people trapped in this struggle it would be great to have someone that is recovered from it to show them. There is not enough recovery stories.

[@kcmagicgirl5516]

Tell your story on your KZbin channel

[@b1k2q34]

Didn't know fentanyl was available like that 10 years ago.

[@themirandaproject2468]

@@b1k2q34 ignorance is bliss

[@mmurphy5409]

You should touch base with a detox or rehab program in your community and try to get in front of people in recovery…those people who would share their stories really made my time in there easier. Stopped me from walking out the door a few times and I can imagine it’d be really cathartic for the story teller as well. There’s not very many people who come back from fent man…good for you!

[@josephriley4356]

At 42 yrs old its crazy to see a 20 something yr old acting like it's over. He's has a whole nother life to live however he wants to live it.

[@MuayThaiTherapy]

“What do you think people don’t see when they look at you?” Mark That hit me.

[@Mollys-lips]

"I see the good in everyone else that they don't see in me"- when he said that there was so much sadness in his eyes he looked like a lost child& I suspect he feels like that on the inside.Trippy If u can still hv compassion for ppl who hv none for u it's proof the drugs hv not changed u in ur heart , which it does to ALOT of ppl, u can get to a place where ur happy&stable , satisfied&safe ur a survivor don't give up on urself. God bless you Trippy.

[@astralfluxaf]

I was addicted to heroin and fentanyl for yearssssss I also thought “I’m never gonna get clean..” like it was not even a doubt in my mind that I would just die addicted… But then… a miracle happened. And now I’ve been sober for 2 years and I’m happier than I’ve ever been! Never say never! You can do it… I know the withdrawals are terrifying but once you get past that life changes soooo much for the better. 🖤

[@six1nina560]

That super cool congrats .

[@whooshr5588]

I’m so proud of you. Keep on. ❤️

[@GeorgieBiebz]

congrats!! xxx

[@Msnikki24]

Good for you, keep up the good work

[@4eyes2sea]

"I see the good in others that i see in myself". Comments are a reflection of the author, Trippy. That's how i look at it anyway. "Everything in moderation". Truly, a wise word to us all. *hugs*

[@rhondadavis4285]

I have heard those wise words before “everything in moderation”.

[@brittaolson6550]

Yes, that first part really resonated with me. People see others as mirror images of ourselves…that’s why it’s hard for a good person to avoid exploitative relationships and heartbreak. We don’t see bad people. I mean, the worst I can even really say is “broken” people. Everybody’s got some good in them (…don’t they?).

[@4eyes2sea]

@@brittaolson6550 mmm.. yes. It's actually all a reflection isn't it..? And honest people trust, and get taken by those who don't get the reflection thing. I feel embarrassed for them.. you know, the kind that have to cry crocodile tears because they forgot how to feel.

[@therosarylady]

Everybody LOVES a comeback story! Write your story Trippy. You're very smart.

[@SB-uw3fe]

What did he come back from? He's still homeless and addicted. Seems like a nice guy though.

[@kaaro4832]

@@SB-uw3fe it’s yet to be written

[@sunniedaize3445]

Travis aka Trippy, If you happen to read this, just because you use doesn't make you a bad person. Your a good person with a big heart that is just making bad choices. I hope you can find the true happiness that you are searching for. Staying sober takes just as much effort as actively using. Keep that in mind, if you can actively use-you can also do the opposite!! I am living proof of that. Best of luck in getting back into music and bmx'ing. 💗

[@SharonBenson2674]

Congratulations

[@sunniedaize3445]

@@SharonBenson2674 Thank you!

[@brain4154]

I'm in agreement mostly, but he is not making bad choices anymore. Opiates are the most depraving drug out there. Especially fent. Addiction is a disease, and we don't get a choice in that. We do make the choice to use the first time, but as you continue, it's less of a choice and moreso a survival tactic. Not to mention the genetic predisposition so many addicts have been unfortunately afflicted with. If it were truly a choice, people like me, people like trippy, and addicts would make the choice to just quit. And sure, some do. But a lot of people don't get out. And those who have, weren't able to make that choice until the right moment.

[@eyeswideshut.9953]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rKDLXml-pLGqfJo

[@robertamador1614]

After watching these videos, I find myself empathizing more and more with people. I feel like I am looking in a mirror of humanity.

[@gisellemartinez7986]

I just want to give him a big hug and tell him everything is going to be okay poor kid man I hope things get better for him 🥺❤️

[@Sweptaway1976]

He seems to have a kind soul and a big heart. Keep shining your light and find your way out!

[@positivelastaction3957]

All of our souls are untainted. This should never be forgotten.

[@princess13yahya]

“Can I curse ?” Wow at least he has enough respect to even remotely ask that .

[@frfr3176]

Trippy might have fetal alcohol syndrome due to the amount of alcohol he was being exposed to during pregnancy. That might also play its part in why he struggles so much in life. The symptoms range from small eyes, small upper lip to psychomotoric restlessness (many patients also suffer from ADHD = attention deficit hyperactivity disorder), developmental disorders, memory and learning difficulties, limited impulse control, socially inappropriate behavior and hyperactivity to a limited ability to plan actions to not being able to learn from mistakes.

[@Tomas-ml9nv]

Doesn't look like it. He's no one to blame but himself. Adopted by a multimillionaire family. Could have had his brothers life if he wanted.

[@erikahunter652]

@@Tomas-ml9nv everyone handles trauma differently, why are you even on this channel if you’re such a judgmental person?

[@custardgirl]

@@Tomas-ml9nv why would you live a life of hopelessness and degradation if it was simply a matter of choice??? You don't choose that way of life, It's called addiction, he's ill and needs rehab

[@MrHighSchoolVlogs]

@@Tomas-ml9nv so you’re implying he wanted the life he’s living? What kind of backwards thought process is this lol

[@miv9319]

@@Tomas-ml9nv u obviously dont understand anything do u ....

[@francesalexander2545]

Mark thank you for being so consistent with these interviews. I always look forward to seeing what you have next. Have a blessed day.❤️

[@indegruv]

Keep watching

[@mamarobyn]

@@apaaaa I literally don't know what I would do if I woke up in the morning and a video wasn't posted I would probably freak out. I do wish that Mark kind of separates himself and does have a life away from away from the content and the people because because it can be overwhelming I'm sure. We're not easy us addicts...

[@amydv8123]

@@apaaaa lolol someone gonna interview Mark for his workaholism?

[@kylebissell762]

I want to hug this guy so bad. Unconditional love would mean the world to him 😢 he deserves it so much

[@payshence69fm]

I have been touched by a lot of your videos but for some reason Trippy just pulled at my heart strings. Bless him Lord. He never stood a chance from the womb 🥺

[@ThatGirlT77]

I just felt in my heart to say that Mark I hope you have good security and a way to keep YOURSELF safe amongst all the people you've interviewed. These people all know where you are, that you have money, camera equipment, etc. I just hope you stay safe out there too!

[@k_roc200-32]

I'm sure he's taken those precautions when he first started this plus he's like a therapist for most of his interviews, they seem genuinely glad to be able to tell their stories

[@kadrii27]

I'm pretty sure that there was an incident where he was robbed

[@tallentstravels5727]

You can't "stay safe" in life and accomplish anything significant.

[@adyorvanderlei4767]

Trust if any one messes with Mark there is so many people in gangs that have his back.

[@ThatGirlT77]

@@kadrii27 Really? I didn't hear about that.

[@HiGlowie]

The first person to have done a triple backflip on bmx is Jed Milton.

[@maryannhope8276]

Trippy, please take better care of yourself. Saying prayers for you that you'll get off drugs and live a decent life. You deserve it. Peace

[@therosarylady]

Born addicted. Wow, I'm so sorry Trippy. You've got a big ❤️

[@Ianjcarroll]

This guy had it all and more, he just couldn't handle being so fortunate and checked it all away, very very sad....

[@mariangelaspizzirri5304]

Feel so sad for him. I really hope for his break in life to come sooner rather then later. 🙏🏼

[@B6kmd]

Comes across as a very genuine guy. All the best dude.

[@AlyssaQ420]

I wish him the best. On another note, I love his shirt.

[@7100cox]

Where there's life there's hope.... God can definitely save anyone regardless of the situation ...

[@gracetoglory5020]

I hope you can get well and see a way out of the life you currently lead Trippy 💙

[@yesterdayseyes]

He doesn't remember living in a house, just couch hopping with his dad... But also was adopted by a millionaire and didn't know he was adopted until he was 13? 3 minutes in and he's already told two completely different stories. He knows if he says the word "trauma" he's not responsible for his bad choices. 🙄

[@rodleypumpkins4174]

Ya I caught that too. I feel bad this guy was born addicted to everything but it sounded to me like he found out he was adopted and then decided to let it define him.

[@delfineslibres9471]

@@rodleypumpkins4174 yeah I completely agree. He was also proud of the fact he ODd 180 times. I think he's got a lot of growing up to do. Poor guy. He's smart and sweet. I hope he can sort himself out. He needs some therapy.

[@worldssickestmedia2713]

And the first and only person to do a triple back flip on a bmx is Jed Mildon. Ol Trippy's timeline doesn't ad up.

[@rodleypumpkins4174]

@@delfineslibres9471 no kidding he had a smile on his face about it. When I did drugs I was very self conscious about it and really knew that I was fucking up. But I had way more support and didn’t live on the streets. I’ve noticed a lot of these interviewees at some point in the interview seem proud of their actions

[@rckism4198]

yeah, pretty much. he also said he ODed 180 times... 99.9% of people OD that much and if they do they stop counting. i wish him well but i just didnt like the the lying.

[@aliciamarie9704]

Trippy, you know you gotta take care of urself to stay a BMX legend. I’m a genetic addict too. It was written in the stars for me to be an addict before I was even born. There are ways around it.

[@AH-zm2wf]

Sometimes it's hard to watch when Mark asks something or makes a remark about how the person ended up living the hard life they do...you can see the interviewee realize for a second where they've actually ended up. Day-to-day a lot of these people are doing whatever they can to numb their feelings and block out their thoughts...sometimes an interviewee will get defensive or crack a joke-- but every once in a while you see the person "come to" for a moment and both the interviewee and Mark sit in silence and let reality just sink in. Those are the most heartbreaking moments in these interviews. I think the "soft white underbelly" is knowing that ALL of us are just people...fragile people.

[@BirdieBrainMusic]

It's crazy how weathered and aged these people look. I wouldn't call it just drugs, it's the stress. The unimaginable stress of just living like this, homeless, feeling helpless, jaded, tossed aside, broken hearted. I wish him, and all others, well

[@thenameless1896]

I hope he can get into some maintenance program, I think that would really help him find some peace and happiness he deserves

[@rodleypumpkins4174]

You have to want it to find any sort of peace or happiness.

[@parisa5014]

Anyone other than me never feared death at all? I don't nor never have understood why so many people (most, it seems?) fear death. The thought has never scared me once. It is not that I put myself in dangerous situations or want to die, I avoid danger like everyone else. I just never feared leaving this earth when my time comes. Anyone else always felt very at peace with the whole thing and not understood others' preoccupation? I am also very type B and dont try to control things I can't.

[@possumfriend2335]

Trauma is the real gateway drug. I wish you the best, Trippy. You're a good person and deserve good things happening for you.

[@madisonsmith8741]

My mom tripped out on shrooms while pregnant with me. I'm addicted to the escape of drugs not drugstore drugs the hustle my death my bothering fact of how I exercise my addiction is recovery. Trippy love for pain killers apart from the best fentanyl patches were my thing. I don't socialize even as if I'm I was sober on a physical level I haven't touched any drug for 75 days bro I can see you I will love to see you with kids sober. I'm sorry bro. Much grace and appreciation for you.

[@coastalorigins3031]

I could see this man as an actor destroying in a gritty memoire or introspective drama. A lot of raw energy here. He's also very likable upfront, I hope he finds some outlet or avenue that brings him happiness in life.

[@guycalgary7800]

Everybody has failed this young man since his conception. Its mind blowing how some have the game of life stacked against them from day one.

[@missychase3014]

His adoptive parents didn’t!!

[@vflytrap7158]

@guy calgary you can’t blame his upbringing on his adoptive parents. His upbringing was idyllic and he was provided every opportunity to be successful.

[@erikahunter652]

@@missychase3014 his trauma began in the WOMB. my ex was adopted at 2 by picture perfect parents but he’s 17 in jail now… it’s in his BLOOD

[@christineo7930]

Come on man, give life another chance. Your beautiful soul shines through the screen. You’ll find love and you will be happy.

[@TerinaHeidelberg]

I really enjoy these interviews. It highlights that we all have more in common than not. What sets us apart is our response to the experiences we encounter. Trippy, you are awesome! All the best on your journey. 🧡

[@gldnsunrising7761]

@Terina He has said he's been robbed already 5 times 😞

[@TerinaHeidelberg]

@@gldnsunrising7761 since the interview?

[@gldnsunrising7761]

@@TerinaHeidelberg He's said it in interviews from the past few months, he said one of them was from somebody that he really thought wouldn't do something like that to him 😥 and that he was going to take a break from skid row, that's why he went and did interviews elsewhere for a bit so I was surprised to see him back on the row.

[@churrymurray]

It doesn't have to be permanent for you. You CAN get clean. You do need help to do it. Dont give up. I detoxed 24 times before i finally got and stayed sober. The mental state getting clean is horrible but it gets better and better. Meetings, counseling, whatever you can find to help. You are worth it! I believe you can do it! ❤️

[@doucheousmalfoy6119]

“Everything in moderation “ I have been addicted before and yea man. That thought process and making it important does help 🙏

[@elisabethpound9772]

This video makes me want to be his Mom. He just needs some unconditional healthy love. It wouldn't fix everything, but he deserves that. ❤❤❤

[@lolafairchild88]

Damn, trauma transcends 🥺... Sending positivity to anyone who needs it ❤.

[@kellyrenee9066]

♥️♥️♥️

[@CatalinaFOIA]

Yet... look at how he describes his brother.

[@eyeswideshut.9953]

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[@tripnfall3531]

WOW. All i can say is wow the entire time I was watching this video. Im from Boston and my childhood nickname has been Trippy/Trip ever since I can remember, middle school age at least. And I am a fentanyl addict, been sober before but always relapse. Currently im a “functional addict” only because of how I use the drug to support my habit, and pay my bills, which is another reason its SOOO hard to stop. Me and this guy have SO MUCH in common its unreal, Im an empath so much to the point where I lose so much in my personal life trying to help everyone else because I can feel their pain, ive lived through many of the situations that come up in these Softwhiteunderbelly videos, and ive been stepped on spit on and kicked while I was down after doing EVERYTHING for everyone I was ever “friends” with. Little did I know I was nothing but a source of income/shelter/drugs to everyone ive ever helped. I just get used and used and used and keep giving and idk why. And my addiction to fentanyl/benzos/cocaine and spending large amounts of money on stupid BS doesn’t help either. I think it does in the moment but than look back and realize that its been my downfall my entire life. I really wish I could meet you Trippy, we have the same name and ALOT in common man. If you see this comment PLEASE CONTACT ME ON KZbin SOMEHOW, I want to help brother, money shelter whatever you need bro. I really hope hes doing good. Sorry for the rant everyone sometimes I just gotta get it out of my mind and KZbin comment section is all I really have to vent too lol. Hope everyone is doing good and fighting their demons and defeating them. I wish I could. Yall stay safe out there ♥️

[@alexscott4566]

This guys full of shit. He's never been in the x games and he wasn't the first person to do a triple back flip on a bmx bike. I don't get why someone would lie about something that can be so easily googled lol

[@Julia3wcd]

Yeah, I was the accountant for GT Bikes in the 1980’s, we had our sponsored riders went all of the competitions, Travis wasn’t even born yet. It’s the drugs, I live on Hawaii and the stories I’ve heard from random people on drugs is wild…

[@TheUnitedStatesofAmericaUSA]

That and 180 overdoses in one year

[@franzzzzeska]

I really hope he finds a way out. His t-shirt is from the smashing pumpkins from the album Mellon Collie and the infinite sadness. I really hope that won't be the case in his life. He has so much potential!!!

[@Crosah]

“ my dads my My nigga” lmao where I stopped listening😂😂

[@EddyG0rdo]

Dude is only 27.....he has so much time to get out of this and get his shit together. Unfortunately with his attitude I doubt he will. It's sad. Good luck, man.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Yeah, im 40..and I cleaned my act up when I was around his age

[@yootoob1001001]

It's interesting how we can hold the dichotomy of fear of death and feeling like there's no hope. He's got a spark though that I hope he fans into a bigger flame for something better for himself. Side note: it always makes me smile when someone swears and stops and says to Mark, "Is it okay if I curse?" :)

[@taylorfarry5286]

Man I hope he can get help, find a way, see the light, anything. he's a good person, just hurting. no one deserves to suffer like this, No One. Thank u Mark for sharing these stories. we need to hear their truths.

[@SPW812]

“I didn’t actually go to high school but somehow graduated with all my credits”. As a college instructor, I’m not surprised by this comment.

[@phyllysanantonio]

Yep kids are skating through. Some of these parents “teaching” home school!!😳😳😳😳😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@JMartini810]

You can get better Trippy I was addicted to heroin then fetynal for years and I'm proud to say I'm 4 years sober and plan to double and triple that number its never too late to change !! ... Its never too late...

[@joelyons8238]

I can see Travis/Trippy, has a lot of hurt in his life. But you can also see he is a really stand-up kind of guy. Trippy is someone you could count on if he was your friend. Never judge a book by its cover. Open the book & get to know that person you neve know what great things you might find in that book/person. Dont have no regreats. Its makes you who you are. Stay cool Trippy, God bless you.

[@karinalemus6767]

I really wish Trippy the best and hope he can find love and happiness. Sending him warm hugs 💓

[@Klabautzerbebbi]

I don't get why Mark encourages him to say things like "well, I guess you won't ever completely change your situation because it's in your DNA". Wouldn't it be nicer to show sunken people like Trippy the light at the end of the tunnel and make it clear that most comes down to motivation and power of will?

[@likeliterally7077]

i love his aura! i can tell he is a sweet person

[@VarnasL]

I belive that everyone else surrounding us can reflect our own characteristics from a smaller to larger degree. Travis realy flesh out me more that I'd be willing to share, bless your heart man!

[@ReallyYoureDenied]

Trippy would fit in well in a live action trailer for sunset overdrive. If they ever made a sequel. Keep on keeping on trippy.

[@brianhughes7042]

I feel bad for this guy because he really seems like a nice guy he’s just a been thrown into the shit since he was born. People like this guy really deserve to be helped but he obviously doesn’t want to be clean. I hope you change you mind about getting clean because you are a very likable guy and people can see that. Best off luck to you man.

[@faye493]

Wishing you the best Trippy. It’s never to late and you seem like a good guy.

[@respecthumility1417]

“This is the life I was meant to live”. Not the case young bro

[@tydumeproductions]

This was an awesome video, you can tell this guy is genuine and I hope he finds his way

[@andrewblack9796]

Dude is a hell of an interviewer.

[@southernsoulfarm]

I can tell he has a good heart ❤

[@gh0st_0f_b0b_chandler]

I hate when these people blatantly lie, they always have some "I was the biggest dealer in the south west, I was locked up with so and so" you can literally look up all the four of the people who have done a triple back flip on a bike, and guess what? he ain't one of them. Also kids are regularly sponsored at 4, 5 and 6 in the BMX world.

[@oscarlohens8586]

Go easy on them. Sometimes you need to lie to yourself to make life worth living.

[@aharbaugh5909]

So much heart in all of these. As painful as they are, this is one of those conversations that sucks. Most of these addicts are 50/50 bullshit/truth at best but this poor dude is already losing it at such a young age. He knows what being healthy looks like but has never felt it as a man, I hope he gets a chance.

[@heidireichhold6224]

I really hope you manage to sort things out and thank you for sharing your story. Good luck from Australia!

[@rickyray2794]

Don't ever give up dude, please.

[@marysonamission6903]

It's NEVER too late and if you have HOPE it says alot. Some really good counseling for those deep wounds would really help. God Bless this Caring Loving Guy 💙 Travis was never meant to do drugs as neither was I. Generational Curses do exist and I had to be the one in my family to break addiction and poverty. I pray Travis sees one day he too can break those generational curses.

[@cardinalsin.]

i know so many like him… it’s not the end by FAR. there is so much life ahead of you, i know you can beat this.

[@clare5687]

“I’m actually a good person” No man is good. We all fall short

[@HiGlowie]

If you feel the need to call yourself a good person then chances are you aren’t good. I’ve never met one person whose said they are a “nice guy” or “good person” to be either.

[@sandife4nandes365]

Amazing photo. Definitely more than a thousand words.

[@tom66909]

Once again- thank you CA! Sincerely, FL

[@User0000000000000004]

rad shirt bro. funny thing, I first listened to that album in Austin.

[@joniatoms9798]

I hate “always” and “ never”. He can get clean and teach skate boarding!!!! He can earn money with what he’s good at. 💕

[@apatheticseaturtle6991]

Such a sick shirt man, wish this guy the best

[@rubymorris44]

I wish him happiness and peace.

[@mermaidmama7880]

Thinking of you Trippy. Keep fighting the good fight . You have a strong heart and a courageous soul, look for the light 🌈

[@laraoneal7284]

Abuse and neglect changes the whole trajectory of one’s life for the worse.

[@maggialbiez]

Good luck Trippy, you are a nice guy and you deserve better

[@janwebb4]

Praying you get clean and live a happy life , your a young guy and have a lot to give .you can tell you have a good heart x

[@neicylashell8459]

It seems like when people go out to California to get help and clean it literally never happens. It always gets worse based off of these stories