FENTANYL KILLS: Keanu Apodaca's Story - episode 139

[@Aperson-f2e]

I see a trend: diagnosed as adhd, prescription, self prescribe, hard drugs, fentanyl, then death. My question is: why in america so many kids have been diagnosed as adhd and prescribed medicine? Are they really adhd or they are pulled in to be big pharma's profit stream?

[@144k_Kingdom_Living]

@@Aperson-f2e Finally... a person that is on the right track and asking the right questions. Since the explosion of Psychiatric doctors there has been a need for "patients". This is no difference from the explosion of new prisons being built, they must be occupied and thus, they will find a way to fill them. Every notice how every family has a special needs or autistic child these days when that was not the case 30 years ago? The food and medicine are the main physical root causes. This bigger issue is the spiritual component. Most people can never fathom that mass death is necessary for those in power to maintain their control over society. Sacrifice is what keeps their structure intact. Living souls are the energy and strength in the spirit realm to push things forward. I pray more people's eyes are opened to what is really happening.

[@tinalindsey1598]

Can’t get added meds so easy so people who have adhd are self medicating with illegal drugs. Period.

[@gonzaloarvietti7189]

As the same way a child can took hormones and change of sex 😢

[@144k_Kingdom_Living]

@@Aperson-f2e These deaths are all planned. The main problem is people would never believe is is making sure these drugs are available to keep the "game" going. But they seem to always catch my comments online.

[@3mexhuas]

Many people question this. It's a good question.

[@denisesalles7248]

This is SO heavy - the way Mom tells the story is just heartbreaking. I can see that Mom is a very strong woman with a courageous, beautiful soul, but damn this is sad.

[@charmaineapodaca6388]

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[@charmaineapodaca6388]

Here is the full story fast forward to the 41 minute mark. Please share! 💜🙏🏾

[@tlc0963]

It makes me cry

[@CatherineCarr-s4f]

Thank goodness the last words you said to each other were "I love you". Please accept my deepest sympathy in the loss of your beautiful son.

[@charmaineapodaca6388]

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[@charmaineapodaca6388]

This is the full story. Fast forward to the 41 minute mark. Please share!💜🙏🏾

[@zaidarivas7152]

I am so sorry for your loss. Sadly I know your pain. I lost my son last year to fentanyl. Sending my condolences.

[@trulyblessedby3]

I'm sorry for your loss as well!

[@3mexhuas]

Zaida, I'm so sorry for your loss. That's terrible.

[@jillmiller1705]

Romans 10:9 ❤ If you profess by mouth Jesus is Lord and believe God raised Jesus from the dead you will be saved ❤

[@IgorMironov-rq4ye]

When will the US Government put a stop to Fentanyl being distributed, and sold to kids? This needs to stop.

[@lashawnbulluck7244]

So sorry for your loss

[@tinad721]

I live in London and always pray for you mamas and your families. This epidemic on that side of the pond is heartbreaking and devastating.

[@KimfromMichigan-x2u]

Ty, we need prayer 🙏

[@eyeThink11]

It's not happening there in the UK?

[@Globelle]

​@@eyeThink11I live in SC and have family in Europe. Canada and the United States are the only ones getting hit hard.

[@seagullsg784]

​@@eyeThink11starting to hear rumours of it now. My guess 2-3 years time it will be in everything

[@soulspace9088]

Start praying for the UK also. It’s already here and will get worse.

[@lizzybraxtontv]

I wish I could hug her 🥺 I lost my son and husband May 8, 2024 in a motorcycle accident. Tomorrow makes 3 months they’ve been gone 😭 I totally understand this mom hurt and pain

[@dreamersgarage8307]

@@lizzybraxtontv I am so sorry for your loss, my friend of over 30 years died in a motorcycle accident in 2018 from a truck driver with fake log books. He was also high on speed as he was awake for 24 plus hours and got no jail time. But hearing my my friends parents scream we they seen his body was blood cold, I am 42 now and it doesn’t get an easier in the past 6 years. I will say a prayer for you and we loved bikes and can’t get myself to ride a street bike/motorcycle again as ppl do not pay attention.

[@MsLove-lb1vz]

Sorry for your losses... peace and love to you

Love, light and strength to you ❤. Condolences to you and your family 🙏🏽.

[@lizzybraxtontv]

@@dreamersgarage8307 I’m so sorry 😞 for your loss. As a biker myself I totally understand your fear. I refuse to ride outside of my neighborhood now.

[@Joannamacias31]

I’m so sorry 😭😭

[@robindelude3787]

How many more Mothers must tell their heartbreaking stories before anything is done to stop this epidemic? My heart breaks for all of the loved ones left behind.

[@vp0617]

They are trying to do something. They just arrested El Mayo, leader of the Sinaloa Cartel, and Chapos son. They're destabilizing them since Mexico won't do crap.

[@jillmiller1705]

Revelation 18:23 By pharmakia all nations are deceived

[@stevemorris6790]

Kids should stop taking drugs ! First steep

[@Lenergyiskey358]

@@stevemorris6790 How ridiculous and naive that statement is. Look at the history of mankind. They have been taking shit to get off their face forever. It is just that these days it can be an instant death sentence.

[@eriklarson4082]

​@@stevemorris6790Wow. We never even thought about that. You solved the problem. Congrats.

[@DebraReule]

Prayers and hugs from Michael's mom forever 26. My son Michael Christopher passed on 1/5/23 from accidental fentanyl OD 💔😢😞. RIP Michael I love you 😢💔🙏

[@keshascomedyset8999]

Sending both you ladies ❤🙏🏽

[@tlc0963]

I’m so sorry

[@tonybluestar4954]

Such a handsome young man with a beautiful smile! I’m so sick of these young people dying from this madness! That no good girlfriend is somewhere living her life! RIP young man! Condolences to the family!!

[@shirajai]

I’m mortified that this mother had to find out about her son in the matter that she did! She was never notified by authorities and found out from a text message.

[@mysmirandam.6618]

😢

[@MiracleBaby1987]

Miss. Charmaine I would like to thank you for being strong enough to tell Keanu's story about his very short life.❤❤❤❤

[@ewoo5760]

You are a very strong woman. So sorry bout your son’s passing🙁

[@nikitiam6568]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how to have your baby pass away in a bathroom right across the street from your house. May God keep and hold your heart and your family. Rest in Peace Keanu. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@kriskadobermiller9293]

Oh mom! I want to just say your strength is amazing! You should be so proud!! I lost my only child June 3, 2024! I am a mess! And these videos help! Nothing will bring her back! Learning to live is so heavy!! I don’t know how to do this! Prayers ❤🥰🙏

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you for sharing your comments. We have a short feature on our channel that you might find interesting, maybe a little helpful. Here’s a link. Grief Feels Like Crazy - Heather Lambert, LPC kzbin.info/www/bejne/bmPSnZWqrM-tqtU

[@denisemoody3268]

Sincere Condolences and Prayers Sent to you🙏🏿

[@lizzybraxtontv]

Sending you a big hug 🫂 I lost my son and husband May 8, 2024 your not alone 🥺 sending love and strength to you

[@kriskadobermiller9293]

@@lizzybraxtontv I am so angry and not sure how to live! I really am a wreck! This is just terrible! So hard! I just want my daughter back!!

[@kriskadobermiller9293]

@@lizzybraxtontv I can’t imagine how you handle that! Too much heartache for one person! Hope we can join together to turn this around and find a positive! How to do, but this one might be sure a lot!!

[@lumo5691]

May God heal this world.

[@ohmeowzer1]

Amen ❤

[@tatanisharoby8531]

@@lumo5691 My LORD indeed 🙏🏾

[@aedhcnef6083]

Amen. ❤

[@eerye70]

I am so sorry for your loss. It is so sad that a mother had to bury her son. I pray you and your family are doing well.

[@karlaplascencia7998]

This hurts me so much. Your son was a good person. You were great parents. This generation cannot make simple mistakes. We all made them. This is a huge crisis. Thank you for sharing his story. You should know we all send you a lot of support and know this was a travesty. We are all with you.

[@anthonymangino9662]

I see where he got his spirit and good looks... You're a pistol and a treasure, what a charismatic and compelling woman and mother. Damn right he didn't go anywhere, he's right there with you..❤

[@carolblackwood5752]

Thanks for sharing your and your son's story with us. Your love and strength are so obvious. I'm very sorry for your loss...

[@MaMa-uj4pp]

I understand the mum telling her son that she didn’t allow him to come home high from weed- but this was really a wrong decision!😪 He needed to know that he could come home every time and no matter in what constitution he was! Also the wish to take him to jail is understandable, but if they did informed themselves, they would find out that jail time isn’t working at all to get better or even clean - and this is known since decades now!! I really don’t want to judge this mum - how should she know how to deal with that, and her loss is so immense and horrible, but I just want to say it… - maybe for other mums🙏 I was once that kid too- so I know… Kids NEED to know that their home is ALWAYS a place to go for, the very last one, to hide there if needed, to be safe! I’m so sorry for his loss, he was another great kid who got a victim of this unbelievable tragedy and cruel epidemic…😰

[@reginahaley3723]

Hi, mama. You have a beautiful family. I am so sorry for your tremendous loss . Thank you for sharing your story of Keanu. Spreading awareness is the best way to hopefully prevent this from happening to another family. Wishing your family peace and healing for your hearts.🥰

[@debochando]

Keanu was so loved, and he def could feel that, you can be sure; just as I can feel the love in your voice from the other side of the world throught a screen.

[@stevensanchez6412]

RIP Brother Keanu 🙏

[@katherinebanuelos4655]

I am a teacher and am grateful to have these stories to serve as cautionary tales that will make a difference. I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@jackiewilliams7876]

I’m, so sorry for all of The parents who has lost their children too this Horrible Drug. My Heart goes out to them their so brave too tell their stories♥️

[@letsgoeverywhere]

This woman shines with the love of her child. Keanu was a blessing and you telling his story keeps that blessing alive. Thank you and wishing you and your family peace.

[@ceolapage6706]

My heart goes out to the families that has lost a loved one due to fentanyl. I thank each and every one of you for educating us with your stories. I’m sure that you’re helping people all over the world. May God bless you all.

[@melaniamontilla6265]

So sorry, I am so sad, listening your son story. I lost my 35 years old child june/2023. For the same reason. I am devastated. I miss my son. 😢

[@Queenleo]

These stories are so sad but very much needed, thank you to all parties involved bringing awareness 🙏🏽 I’m praying for strength for all families affected by fentanyl 🙏🏽

[@willdelarosa9440]

Thank you sharing....a moment of prayer for the still sick and suffering addicts.......

[@principecaprincipeca2243]

Thank you to let me hear your sons story ❤ Sending a hug.

[@NovemberRain007]

What a precious sweetheart, he looks just like his mama❤️ and what a lovely photo of the parents and all the kids at end🥹… not sure why this one made me cry especially more than all the others I’ve listened to 😢💔… rip Keanu🤍🩵🕊️

[@bridgethockney2303]

What a beautiful family you have! I'm heart broken that you lost your wonderful son but elated that you feel his spirit surround you. Thank you for sharing him with us. You are making a difference.

[@cyrillyons1531]

🙏 Prayers for Family and anyone affected by this horrific tragedy! These stories break my ❤️ but can't stop watching them. I have a critically ill wife that I am caring for! However, one day it is my goal to be able to donate time, at least and money when I'm able for this cause! I am a former large mistake maker and feel like I could have been a statistic if I was 21 now instead of 51😢😢😢😢!

[@QueenPaulaBanks]

So sorry for your loss. He surely is your guardian angel. Rip. Keanu❤🙏🙏

[@raya9283]

Why do people find it so normal that their kids smoke marihuana? It’s like a red line in almost every story encountered here. Marihuana is always the precursor for “trying out” pills later. Parents, you must stop underestimating marihuana. Our kids need way more guidance!

[@principecaprincipeca2243]

And stop being a friend to your child, be a parent. You are not supposed to be the "cool paren", you're supposed to make boundaries and guide your kids I wouldn't have let my minor 15yo child get off the medication he needed by himself and "respected his decision ". 15yo is too young to make that decision. It was obvious him stopping (without consulting a doctor) the ADHD -medication put him in a downward spiral. And no, I wouldn't have tolerated my minor kid "doing his weed". And I didn't. There was no choice "do your dope earlier". No. It was no drugs. Period. Maybe I'm strict with my drug testing. He got caught and after that I started making random drug tests. Yes, made him piss in a cup while watching and doing drug tests. It worked. As he got to the adult age he had grown some sense in his head. The experimenting was cut short and being strict gave him time to grow mentally to understand that there is nothing cool in doing drugs. I'm not a perfect parent. Not even near. We all make mistakes as parents But this was my reaction to the "experimenting phase" and it worked. (I'm sure it won't work for everyone. Especially if the kid gets caught as he/she has already created an addiction).

[@hopeful6157]

💯💯💯💯💯💯

[@jameshendley1975]

Also most kids are well aware how dangerous drugs and especially pills are. Why don’t a small percentage of kids not understand that?

[@jenb9274]

It is shocking to me how many parents normalize the use of pot. Your kid is medicating themselves and most often will turn to other substances as well. It’s so darn hard and sad.

[@Mistersportsplex]

Yea I don’t understand when weed stopped being a drug., and it became socially acceptable to be a pothead - because some politician said it’s okay as long we can tax it (??) WTF! The feeling of getting high does not ever stop at weed. It always moves to other drugs. WBTW, the legal stuff bought today is 20x THC levels than the cheap street stuff from the 70/80s….meaning it’s frying your kids brain…so even if they kick the habit, the damage is done. Stop listening to other people convince you what you know is wrong, is okay. And start holding politicians accountable for these deaths. Drugs went from being bad to being cool and the fentynal is getting here under their watch. Make them legally accountable.

[@MiracleBaby1987]

Your baby did not deserve to die the way that he did die. My heartbreaks for you and my heart breaks for your family and your family -friends, its just devastating loss. Keep educating your other kids. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@KeithUrban-tc1ln]

My deepest condolences and prayers out to you, ma'am,.......R.i.p. beautiful soul.

[@gladyskravitzjr825]

may your sorrow help awaken those who continue to turn a blind eye😢

[@rcm8924]

It’s astonishing that almost all these cases are tied to ADHD and the medication that’s being prescribed.

[@Texas_Made_]

3 jobs,how did he do schooling with so much work😮

[@seagullsg784]

Sorry, he sounded like a good kid and bet those hugs are sorely missed

[@marcy3127]

I dont know why parents let kids smoke marijuana, which always seem to lead to worse drugs.

[@jw22230]

@@marcy3127 in my experience, trying to be a helicopter parent just pushes kids in the opposite direction with drugs. Weed is never the problem unless you let it become a problem.

[@nicoler4143]

May you feel the wholeness you once felt with him.

[@brandip77]

These documentaries save lives. Thank you.

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you.

[@krissypeters1517]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Keanu was a beautiful man. 💔

[@veatriceharrell]

Thank you for sharing. These stories are heartbreaking but important. God bless the families, directors and whoever is making it possible for families to use this platform to educate.

[@maggieherrera7947]

Hearing your heartbreak hurts a ton. I pray for Keanu’s soul. May his beautiful soul rest. & I pray for you and your family. I am local and close to your area and I will spread awareness.

[@DanielSanchez-cq4gw]

I am absolutely shattered... I pray you always keep that strength & courage to spread awareness of this devastating epidemic. May The Lord always be with you and your family 🤍🪽

[@zuur303]

Mindboggling that everybody knows and nobody informed the parents, hours after he was found and identified. 😮

[@jameslewis8690]

MY HEART ❤ GOES OUT TO THIS FAMILY .

[@goldielocks8231]

God bless everyone

[@MyIrishHomestead]

You are such an amazing human being. So sorry for the pain you and your family endure as a result of Keanu's passing. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@msnutrients9399]

May God grant you and your family continued strength and light as you grieve the loss of your precious son. Thank you for sharing your testimony.🙏🏽

[@Truthful-b8x]

I feel like parents warn their kids over and over again about drugs…..the kids don’t listen. So it’s not a matter of who they were with or what they were doing. It’s a matter of time before they die. If he came home that day after the park…..it would have been another time and place that he over dosed. No one can stop anyone who is using.

[@bjteacher3721]

Heartbreaking story. I'm sorry for your loss, Mrs. Apodaca.

[@TeamKarlisa]

This is so freaking sad, I'm so sorry for your loss!!!!

[@ADHDSOPHIA]

God bless this beautiful woman and her family. Keanu is always with you ❤

[@isabelltecaxco-yd3lw]

So very sorry for the loss of your precious son momma, my sister lost her second son in April 2021 from overdose and there are no words really because the pain is beyond painful. RIP and fly high with the angels young man 😢

[@robinh8416]

I’m so very sorry for your loss. Heartbreaking. He is your Angel now 🙏🏻

[@christiangirlforhumanity3853]

I am so sorry for your loss🤍🙏🕊

[@palmac.4451]

This is a crying shame. So sorry for your loss of your beautiful son . 🙏 from Colorado 💛🌲💛🌲💛🌲💛🌲💛🌲💛🙏 God Bless you and bring you peace.

[@Marquiqui-rf7td]

I've noticed in alot of these stories the younger people start off using marijuana as a way of coping.

[@rhondageanes7134]

This tore me up! 🥲

[@Oc4ever12]

I'm so sorry for your loss! My deepest condolences!

[@naorganizing2401]

Watching these stories I noticed that many of the kids have ADHD 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 also many of the kids start drugs seem like after a separation or loss in the family 🙏🏾🙏🏾. The problem is the parents aren’t hearing the real helped needed and coping with it than getting real help. The weed is now laced. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@tlc0963]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Keanu was a very handsome young man. He shouldn’t have went through this. I’m so sorry momma. I can’t imagine. Everyone needs to carry Narcan. God bless you and Keanu is your angel 🪽🪽and with God. NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO FIND THEIR CHILD. NOBODY!!

[@naenaesmithe8766]

My heart,prayers,and condolences go out to you mom..Your so strong and thank you for sharing ..GOD Bless u and your family!

[@TraveloSOPHI]

Sending an abundance of love & light to you and your family!!!❤❤

[@Colinmcdougall6996]

I’m so sorry about your son. Dear Lord. I’m on twitter an ℹ RETWEET stuff nonstop but Texas pictures documentaries has not been active and I can’t put anything on there. I would love to help.❤

[@KUSTOMWORCS]

My heart goes out to you mom and I can tell u as someone active red flags were there long before he left us as addicts who gamble with our lives every day and I watch a lot of these and cry it’s gotta stop starting at the top people who allow the world to be flooded with this shit my deepest sympathies

[@gingin12369]

You say he was “overdosing” this entire day, you’re confused. He was “nodding” all day, he overdosed after his last pill. Chances are he didn’t need that last pill. I’m also sorry to say that he had probably been taking pills longer than you’ve found out. His rapid talking to you that morning was probably the high from a pill and the nodding was either from him taking another pill too soon or combo with his weed. I’m so sorry for your loss, just remember, you don’t have to try to exaggerate or talk differently of your son, addiction doesn’t discriminate.

[@mysmirandam.6618]

Agreed

[@mikebetancourt6403]

💯 ive taken too many norco and grabbed my narcan and told my wife. Pounded a shit ton of water and walked on treadmill for an hour

[@DorisFaust-m8x]

What a beautiful child.

[@tlc0963]

I’m so sorry dear. I’m praying for you and God bless you

[@queentee6830]

I’m sorry for your loss

[@staceyloeffler6795]

Your son sends you signs, butterflies, hummingbirds, sunsets, songs....He jas been taken "home", but checks in on you mote than you know. He can hear your words and thoughts, and remains in your lives.

[@irenealvzz]

Thank you for sharing. Gods children rest with him. Sending healing hugs.

[@MiracleBaby1987]

You are very brave and courageous for telling your baby boy's story!! God continue to strengthen and to guide you and your family through this most difficult of situations dear.

[@brandihickman5623]

Im so sorry mama for your loss🫂 My son was 17 also😢

[@Gisellej80]

My condolences 😢. Keanu sounds like a happy young man although he had his adhd. This weed an drugs epidemic is out of hands. Its sad the girlfriend was getting drugs for her pills😮. The friend know that was not weed thats why he left him there. The girlfriend text his mom to say he overdose an she allegedly knew he was taking this 🙄

[@mimiz7937]

To the parents that are smoking pot with their kids, stop being their friends and be a f'ing responsible parent and be strict with them!

[@mattiewilliams579]

Very very touching story 😢my heart goes to u mom sorry for your loss but your story was beautiful and touching may God continue to bless you and your family

[@michelleruffin6903]

Oh wow! This is so sad to know that someone robbed him and left him to die!😢😡

[@UR02]

I’m sorry for your loss. RIP Keanu 🕊️

[@antd8259]

Eerie to see that actual picture of him in the chair.

[@chick-fil-agal2264]

I'm so happy, yall all had a beautiful conversation n seen him happy before his passing, before my daughter was unalived over a jealous kid, all i got was FaceTime at her friends pool party n me saying dont ride with no one till I pick u up.

[@bethlouden3333]

You are so right about a crisis. What is it going to take To keep us from losing our future generations and mothers from burying their children who have been poisoned and murdered. The worst thing that could happen to a mother is to bury a child but to bury a child at the hands of another is incomprehensible. Someone who values the dollar more than a human life.

[@chinawade2784]

My prayers and condolences to you and your family on this devastating loss of your son.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 RiP baby boy🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊

[@sciencenotsrigma]

That’s so terrible, how his friend left him! A mother should never have to go through this. He could have robbed him and saved his life, honestly. The police aren’t there to arrest someone if it’s a Good Samaritan call, trying to save someone, where I live, but maybe not where they live, or the kid didn’t know. I imagine he will regret his actions, for a long time, if not forever, if he has any conscience at all, and most of us do. This is so tragic, for all affected. I hope we find better treatments for substance use disorders, if not a cure! I’m so sorry for this mother’s loss! 💔. I believe you will see each other again, as his spirit is so strong, and your love is, too. 😇 🤰

[@garyh5541]

RIP Keanu 🙏🙏🙏 Prayers for all who love you 🙏🙏🙏

[@MiracleBaby1987]

God bless your baby boy. He was a sweet and wonderful young man. Deepest condolences on you and your family and your family friends and your whole community on losing him so very early in life!!❤❤❤❤❤

[@East_L.A_Ivy]

This is so heartbreaking.😢 I’m loss for words.

[@jasmine0354]

So heartbreaking ! 💔 RIP, Keanu. You left us much too soon 😢

[@angelaroberts7041]

My kid probably had adhd but I never considered meds

[@mr.18s73]

So sad And powerful stories And to see how much people are loved and missed

[@javiermarcu]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@raja-hg6hf]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable s0urce here in Australia. Really need!

[@lifewithdeedee3392]

Many of these stories don't get me, because the parents try to not place the responsibility on the child. I understand that's their baby, ya know. But this story really bothered me for some reason. Rest well 💜

[@lashawnbulluck7244]

Im so sorry for her loss. This breaks my heart....so hard to watch😢😢

[@christy7270]

Thank you for sharing his story. Rip Keanu..

[@xxsavior6438]

In the US, prescription drugs are quickly given to people regardless of their condition or situations. These big pharmaceutical companies do not care about our loved ones, all they care about is making money. I lived in Europe and the US and there is a huge difference in healthcare. May God guide and protect our children.

[@__maddy100]

I would’ve never pictured a gentleman like him to overdose on such a horrible drug… Rip to him and lots of healing prayers to his family 💗