youtube randomly suggested the "I stopped treatment" video and I know it's been 4 years, but I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss
@Kaemonster5 ай бұрын
Was about to post exactly this.
@LU6TIE5 ай бұрын
Same
@Ps78-v6m5 ай бұрын
Same
@britty235 ай бұрын
Same. He seemed like an amazing guy 😢
@gogopie645 ай бұрын
Same. Yt keeps sending me videos like this. And I sit through them and cry that night😢
@Brocuzgodlocdunfamdogson2 ай бұрын
Apparently KZbin thought this would be a good time to celebrate Mark’s life. So here we are.
@mentalhaze42262 ай бұрын
Same, seem like he was a pretty chill guy.
@jakerazmataz8522 ай бұрын
I heard about him from his brothers site a few years a go. Several months ago I was diagnosed with Squamish cell carcinoma. I had surgery, rad. and chemo. I got better for a couple months after treatment but it appears to be getting worse. Waiting on a PET scan. Damn machine is down.
@jamesrussels2126Ай бұрын
They must be doing a whole month celebration of life for Mark. I just got one his videos recommended to me and here I am.
@clarkfischer3906Ай бұрын
Just found your site. I'm sure you had 9 wonderful loving years together. Sounds like he was a remarkable guy. Your kids are will miss him but they still have you. Be there for them every single day. I know they see him in you every time they see your smile. God bless you and your little ones.
@maxr4448Ай бұрын
I as well... sorry for you loss
@parler86989 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss. It's now 2024. I'm new here.
@christiano8088Ай бұрын
Same here.
@carlmcclain6934Ай бұрын
Me too…God bless you.
@melindastephanides2884Ай бұрын
Same here 😢
@SimpleLifeUwUАй бұрын
He smiled when he passed, because he had you beside him.❤ May you find peace.❤
@BrandyinIndy27 күн бұрын
❤❤❤
@tobyborgens38174 жыл бұрын
He left his children one hell of a gift of all the videos of him...they can look back forever and know their Dad...so sorry for your loss
@shaybatty37854 жыл бұрын
Toby Borgens he lives on in them
@draxxsklounst65954 жыл бұрын
It is a beautiful thing, not many people have such a gift. I only can hope that they bring some form of comfort to his family.
@tobyborgens38174 жыл бұрын
@@shaybatty3785 yes they are... but they can learn his laughs and hear his voice ... it will be hard for them to remember after the years with OUT the videos...now they never will... what a gift
@debbiehill97154 жыл бұрын
Toby Borgens On Thursday night a bright light went out R.I.P Hommie🥰
@xadeshonda4 жыл бұрын
Amen his is now in a better place
@elkhunter86644 жыл бұрын
He fought it like a warrior. He died a hero. God bless to him and his entire family.
@GlitchedPepsi4 жыл бұрын
Who is god?
@lonestarstate4x4liftedlife664 жыл бұрын
Sean you will meet him one day.
@SnazzyZubloids4 жыл бұрын
@@lonestarstate4x4liftedlife66 You mean the wizard who supposedly lives in the sky?
@dk666834 жыл бұрын
Sean bruh this isn’t the time nor the place for that.
@blackstallion214874 жыл бұрын
Sean don’t be that guy. Just show a lil respect man. No reason to be a asshole
@DUNNY144654654734 жыл бұрын
Why has KZbin only just started pushing this man's channel out, RIP
@dax_thunder4 жыл бұрын
I know right!
@tnexus134 жыл бұрын
Crossover from his brothers channel, Off the Ranch, Demo Ranch etc. Asked everyone to like here to boost it up, and now it looks pretty to the algorithm.
@TinTin3k4 жыл бұрын
Just like Etika, when he started 2bt2 he became more popular then fucking died after a short time
@dragonoidman4 жыл бұрын
Death is good promotion sadly, people love passing away videos it seems
@kevinjohnson41054 жыл бұрын
I've just found this channel now, I loved how positive he stayed despite all of the pain he went through. I'm honestly heartbroken and I've only seen two videos of him 😢
@ROSALIECALIENDO2 ай бұрын
Even though I’m just seeing this on Nov 9, 2024 I want you to know I’m sorry for your loss and may Mark Rest In Peace🙏
@ronsfitted98604 жыл бұрын
i literally found this channel 10 minutes ago and i’m soooo sorry for you loss.
@calvincalvinify4 жыл бұрын
Me aswell. He was a good man.
@hunterstelly48954 жыл бұрын
Me too
@jamescole8934 жыл бұрын
Same
@exercisebook66754 жыл бұрын
Same
@juaecheverria04 жыл бұрын
Same... This is so heartbreaking.
@lornaware25704 жыл бұрын
Mark won his battle. Everyday he spent with his children and talked about how amazing they are, he won. Every time he made a loving remark or joke about you, he won. Every new project he under took, he won. Every time he put a smile on his viewers face, he won. This man has raised the bar on dignity so very high , few will reach it. He won at life,. My heart breaks for you, but remember, his KZbin family is here for you now
@Crap8734 жыл бұрын
Lorna Ware Thank you so well said.
@robgreene1494 жыл бұрын
@@Crap873 Agreed 100%
@zdubbs76594 жыл бұрын
He always had a dmile on no matter what he will never be forgot threw yhis channel mark will always be in all of our hearts an an insperation to always see a positive side and to never give up thank you and also 1000% agreed
@debratrowbridge53774 жыл бұрын
This would have been every word I would have liked to have said. Now I just add that I am praying a peace that surpasses all understanding for your precious family! InJesus Name!! We love you!!
@tuffgirl9224 жыл бұрын
My only add on would be the unimplied part which is and always will be. I 1000% agree with all you say here.
@1man1comment634 жыл бұрын
the "show it" video popped up in my recommendations and i watched it. never knew about this guy until today. my condolences. R.I.P. to the legend
@hugofioliveira4 жыл бұрын
Damn... same...
@nilex83594 жыл бұрын
Same...
@JMagger4 жыл бұрын
Literally found this channel ten minutes ago from that vid. R.i.p.
@jaydenleighknock55514 жыл бұрын
@@JMagger literally like 5 minutes ago
@MinenArbeiterLP4 жыл бұрын
Same Feel so bad for her loss may he rest in peace
@treybowers1546 ай бұрын
August 4, 2024. Just found Mark's channel and been watching the videos. Mark was a damn fine man. I'll be sure to tell his story to others. The legacy of a good man should never die
@Danii2Fadedd5 ай бұрын
Well said😞Rest easy Mark
@cantgetright7425 ай бұрын
Same here even though I’ve watched Matt for a little while. 💔 had no idea.
@Adammyers19955 ай бұрын
Same
@Dudewheresmycar12344 ай бұрын
@@cantgetright742Matt????? You mean Mark 😂😂😂😂❤❤❤?
@cantgetright7424 ай бұрын
@@Dudewheresmycar1234 no… matt How would I have been watching mark for awhile if I just found his channel?
@DeputatKaktus4 жыл бұрын
As long as a man‘s name is still spoken, Death cannot have him. Safe travels, Mark Carriker. May the road rise with you.
@prugs39224 жыл бұрын
Amen, that why we always share stores of our dead grandparents.
@richardasbury32954 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@patman02504 жыл бұрын
I'm pretty sure that's not true like at all. His memory is what lives on as much as you accept life you have to accept death, you have to accept that person is never coming back ever. But it does not mean it's a time for sorrow because it's a time for celebration. The celebration of his life. Death does not take, death is necessary to transition into your next life. His spiritual journey has just begun. But what does live on is his memory his essence, it lives on in your mined and in your hearts. Death isn't the end it's the beginning.
@EnigmaticFemmeFatale4 жыл бұрын
this was literally the most emotional comment. Good on you sir
@michaelst95754 жыл бұрын
His girl's alone. It doesnt matter anymore
@mattphillips19104 жыл бұрын
To Mark's family: Please know that although most of us will never meet or know you, there were thousands of strangers hoping the best for all of you. And now there are thousands of people who know Mark is okay, but we are all sending our most positive well-wishes towards you. Mark is at peace. It's those who are left behind who must suffer. Best wishes.
@jeremyowens41154 жыл бұрын
Matt those words are perfect. Very well said. I unfortunately just started watching his channel. I've only learned through a few recent videos that he was a solid dude. His family is extremely lucky for having him while they did. Yes they're gonna hurt, but they'll feel his passion for life every once in a while and that will help heal their wounds.
@franz3574 жыл бұрын
Matt, those are truly beautiful words ! As a fellow subscriber, thank you.
@WayneStratton4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful, I was going to write something myself, but none of it would have come close to this. We are lifting Mark's entire family up in love and prayers. God bless
@alabamajenny87514 жыл бұрын
Matt Phillips amen 🙏🏼 love to you all. Ive had Mark and y’all on my mind last few days. God bless him. He said he was gonna “party till he couldn’t”. Honey he IS at peace. Praise Jesus he will be watching you and those precious kids. God bless you Jaci. Its never easy. That man loved you and those kids so much. Im so glad he had a quality time with you all while he could. You both made the best of an awful situation. We hope you could pop into say hi and know we all, in our special way, love you and for wish the best life for you. Go on Jaci. You have every one of us to support you. You name it! Don’t hesitate to shout out. God love and bless you and the entire family. “BYIIIIIEEEEE” 💫
@chrisfalcone29124 жыл бұрын
He was joking and smiling until the very end. That's inspiring.
@rachelmarcus585210 ай бұрын
He is still making a remarkable impact today. Thanks for everything
@chrisrogers37874 жыл бұрын
Hey everyone, even though mark is gone, let’s get his followers up as high as we can in support of the family!
@NotAmused20014 жыл бұрын
Great idea!!
@debbiemartin96394 жыл бұрын
Definately.
@patriciabilinkas39114 жыл бұрын
Chris Rogers You can donate on GoFundMe. I just did and have been all along.
@monicap17174 жыл бұрын
👍🍻
@debbiehill97154 жыл бұрын
SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI Mark was a really lovely guy, he will be sorely missed by everyone. I started watching HE about 3 years ago. My favourite video is when he opened the rations, you always made me happy Mark😥
@shamrockgirl65954 жыл бұрын
Mark gave us more than we gave him. * He showed us joy. * How to live life fully. * How to enjoy every minute. * How to be grateful for what we have in that moment. * How to love others -- like the things he did to make the household duties easier for Laci once he was gone. * Sharing his journey & being truthful in doing so. * He demonstrated how to be a good father & husband * He epitomized love. RIP Mark
@margarethoward17524 жыл бұрын
I believe that people who press the dislike button, are saying they don't like that Mark is no longer with us. I really believe that. God bless this family.
@teriyakigod25274 жыл бұрын
@@ogkingonyx His wife probably doesnt even know how youtube works, leave it
@seditt51464 жыл бұрын
@@ogkingonyx I hope they get all the adrev in the world right now and then some
@jaydenmark18944 жыл бұрын
@@ogkingonyx who the hell cares, are you serious man
@taufiqsept4 жыл бұрын
@@ogkingonyx I rather watch ads to help her family get some money. Don't be a dick.
@rockwarriorofoak2 ай бұрын
Don’t know why I’m getting this channel suggested to me by KZbin, but I wish I could have gotten here sooner. I can see by the comments that your family is truly loved. Just know that you’re not alone. There is always another in the fire standing next to you.
@qiugezhang68474 жыл бұрын
Can we raise some funds for Jackie and the kids to pass this hard period? Especially if Jackie can use the fund to do some therapy which will hopefully make her stay healthy and functional. RIP Mark.
@qiugezhang68474 жыл бұрын
I knew there is a go fund me for Mark since he was diagnosed. However not knowing the policies, I’m not sure if his family can withdraw funds from it with him passing away and it not reaching the goal. If anyone knows, please let us know.
@jasonluke63644 жыл бұрын
@@qiugezhang6847 Yes, his wife can withdraw from the gofundme. Dont worry, it will all go to her and the kids
@lenoresmith80624 жыл бұрын
PhreshFunk I think she thought because it was in marks name she could not use it bcc her name is not on it
@Djauntywanker4 жыл бұрын
Keep watching there videos that have adds in them. But dont skip the adds. Just press play and have it on silent if you seen it several times.
@alittlewheiser5214 жыл бұрын
@PhreshFunk She's inquiring because it was specifically to raise funds for his cancer treatments and is over a year old.
@weinberg6134 жыл бұрын
Your husband's decision to share his journey to the public was amazing and heartfelt. His strength of heart and character spoke so much about him. I hope you can somewhat consoled from us strangers who were welcomed into your and his life
@johanrame9534 жыл бұрын
You're such a strong woman, being able to tell his followers about his passing so soon after. - Keep your head high, hug your children.. I dont know either you, your husband or his content.. But one thing is for sure, he is in a better place, and he is damn proud of you! Rest in peace Mark
@adameve80264 жыл бұрын
I am sooooo sorry 😭. Keep the channel going for him. He wanted 100,000 and got more. I will follow you from here on out I got your back.
@oblivion57034 жыл бұрын
Well said.
@UncleSarkis2 ай бұрын
My sincere condolences to Mark's family, especially wife, kids and parents. Thank you for all your service to your country and the world.
@Riserharnesssam4 жыл бұрын
"He did as much as he could for as long as he could." What more could you ask for than for a loved one to say that about you? Mark left a legacy that set the example for overcoming adversity.
@donnanewton92394 жыл бұрын
Jaci, I was Mark’s battle buddy, we were diagnosed on the same day, different type cancers. He has taught me how to handle this disease, to not let it defeat my zest for living while battling it! God bless and know you were married to a very special person who inspired me to live life, not give up. I follow all the carriker’s posts but Mark’s was special to me.
@lindagentry44914 жыл бұрын
I have for the last six months, watched your husband live his life with “grace”. In every sense of that word...that man loved you, his children, and life. It was my honor to see a glimpse of his life. Many people will be praying for you and your beautiful kids. Please know...for now we all join you in your grief for sweet Mark.
@giancarloburdi37859 ай бұрын
April 2024. Just came across this video. Sorry for your loss. He seemed like an amazing guy.
@samuelshamston82759 ай бұрын
He really really was
@johncmordan9 ай бұрын
April 27, 2024
@dustyclore74069 ай бұрын
Mark was such a geek. Who cares
@pipbernadotte90169 ай бұрын
@@dustyclore7406 Trash comment by a trash person. Your time will come.
@need2burn9 ай бұрын
@@dustyclore7406 Likely more than would care about you.
@LuxLazar4 жыл бұрын
His attitude was remarkable all the way to the end. I hope you find peace.
@stevewhitlatch1724 жыл бұрын
“When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and the manner in which you live.” -Stuart Scott Rest in Peace Mark. Keep smiling...You won.
@coopermurphy64224 жыл бұрын
Thank you for posting this quote. Mark lived this, and so much more........💪
@jasontiver33024 жыл бұрын
Amen.
@coeursnoir34664 жыл бұрын
Perfect quote.
@alabamajenny87514 жыл бұрын
Amen. God bless you sweet Jacki
@lynnmatherly11294 жыл бұрын
RIP, Mark. Prayers of comfort to your family and friends.
@ooyyeeaahh90034 жыл бұрын
He fought harder than anybody I’ve ever seen before, he didn’t lose, he went out fighting, god bless you
@whoswhoatthezoo93724 жыл бұрын
StevenWintery Mark was ill, but YOU are sick.
@gavandruff54004 жыл бұрын
@StevenWintery Oh honey, I am so so sorry for you. God made a perfect world. We screwed it up - thank you Adam and Eve. All things work together for good for those who love God, which Mark did. I will pray for you tonight and hope you'll realize the cruelty of your remark and remove it before Mark's sweet family is subjected to it.
@lynnarmbruster43534 жыл бұрын
@@StevenVinter we need to pray for you Steven to come to the Lord and repent. God has prepared a beautiful, perfect home for Mark. Mark is in the House of the Lord rejoicing.
@livingthedream62004 жыл бұрын
@@StevenVinter what a douche bag would hate it if you got terminal cancer
@clammer236 ай бұрын
I just had his video where he decided to stop treatment show up as a suggested video, and I don't know why, but I feel blessed to have happened upon his channel. What an amazing man, he was and still is an inspiration to everyone. God bless you and your family.
@BabyEnglandArchive6 ай бұрын
Same. At least his children can look back at these videos to hear him one more time😢
@nbonassi836 ай бұрын
Same suggestion brought me to this channel too, absolutely heartbreaking....
@Drewniversed6 ай бұрын
I found this channel just now in my suggestions. I started 16 years ago and then fast forwarded to 4 years ago. What a life. RIP. Man is definitely missed.
@spencergerard66445 ай бұрын
Same.
@FreedomsLife17764 жыл бұрын
Even if he didn’t have cancer I’d have watched his videos. He is a role model of a man. Even with him having passed: he is still here in memory. Always will be.
@kenthawkins24184 жыл бұрын
I was a "late-comer" to this channel. But in that short time, I've seen what so many others have about Mark. His faith, attitude and resolve to press on in the midst of one of life's hardest trials. His legacy is an admirable one. Praying for you.
@xanpollaro34444 жыл бұрын
Oh honey.....you were his EVERYTHING and Mark showed us all what it means to be a REAL HUSBAND and FATHER❤️ please let us all know what you need and don’t be shy. We love you and your journey paved the way for a lot of us who were needing his strength through our own journeys. We love you and your kiddos❤️🙏
@joebar40364 жыл бұрын
Very well said
@krystynach.60844 жыл бұрын
very well said. Dear Jaci, please don't say you didn't deserve him. On some level none of us, humans, deserves anything. Yet remember he loved you very much and he chose you as his partner for life. We also love you. As Xan Pollaro has said, don't be shy if you need anything. We love you. Hugs, Jaci ♥
@xanpollaro34444 жыл бұрын
Krystyna Ch. thank you sweet lady❤️
@krystynach.60844 жыл бұрын
Brum,@@xanpollaro3444 please guys. Don't. It's not the right time nor place. I know both of you have the best intentions and you both love Mark and Jaci. We all do use different words to express the very same thing. Hugs to you both. And hugs to Jaci
@xanpollaro34444 жыл бұрын
Krystyna Ch. you are so right. It hit me wrong at a time when my life hangs in the balance and Ai watches his videos and have that same love support around me. I apologize my words offended anyone.
@mikem1633 Жыл бұрын
I watched a channel called Jenny Apple. She was battling cancer like Mark. She said, "when I die, know I beat cancer because those tumors could not live without me." It made me feel good. I hope it brings a smile to your face hearing that. Best of luck.
@MaryFaulkner-r3k Жыл бұрын
Rip. Deepest sympathy to you and your family
@cynthiaholland13 Жыл бұрын
Sweet Jenny. I'm so sad she's gone
@tiffany3294 Жыл бұрын
I understand the sentiment but now I don't think Jenny beat cancer it took her away far from her husband her children her family I'm angry about that
@ksh2596 Жыл бұрын
@@tiffany3294it's just a way to look at the "bright side" You have to stick to something in those desperate situations I suppose
@Jacqueline888 Жыл бұрын
@@tiffany3294jenny herself asked that nobody say she lost her fight to cancer. she wanted to win one way or another! and so she did.
@agentbh14 жыл бұрын
I only came across this Chanel literally 5 minutes ago when Mark’s “SHOW IT” video popped up on my recommended to watch. I am devastated for your loss. Mark seemed like an absolute trooper and is a hero for staying so strong. My prayers are with you guys! RIP Mark ❤️
@robincondite4 жыл бұрын
same here in terms of how I discovered the video. Cancer has never felt so real. I wish I'd found the channel earlier, but have been enjoying looking through them. Bless this community and I so grateful to Mark and his loving wife for making these videos. I'm not religious, bless y'all.
@tayteyoung38314 жыл бұрын
This is literally the first video I've ever seen on this channel.
@tnos62684 жыл бұрын
same here..
@kendawg58794 жыл бұрын
bruh same
@AverageAmerican1444 жыл бұрын
I think you, me and a lot of others will discover this mans journey by accident at this point in time. I'm happy but also sad that I have. I've got a mix of emotions over these videos
@TheAgeofFabulous4 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. Mark was a wonderful man and I’m so glad that he shared himself with us. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
@Obi1Jacobi2224 жыл бұрын
“When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and the manner in which you live.” Stuart Scott ESPN
@larrycraig85874 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear about mark. To all his family. Hell always be remembered. He's in a better place. God bless.
@Robmancan19874 жыл бұрын
@Vet Vel Yes we're all terminal. That's why the Bible is called the good news.
@KytexEdits10 ай бұрын
Even though it's been 4 years, I just wanted to say my condolences, first of all. Secondly, on a more positive note - I just wanted to say people like Mark show just how beautiful humanity is. The fact that we grieve our losses in such painful ways is merely an indication of how freaking great these people are. If anyone's ever deserved to be in Heaven it's Mark. RIP.
@SpaceMike39 ай бұрын
It's popped up on my feed two days ago
@dustyclore74069 ай бұрын
When I see people like Mark, it always reminds me why I became a state assembly man. The money is what matters. Mark was a burden. We do not have Mark to Mark up the world anymore with his pathetic crying and whining. The world is indeed a much better world without whiny snot nose mark. Mark reminds me of the people who give a rats butt about Gov Kristen Noem dog. Who cares Mark is like a 14 th month old puppy. Just take it to a ditch and give the dog what has and should be giving, like Mark
@cv37394 жыл бұрын
Rest In Peace, Mark. You will be greatly missed by all of your fans and by all who knew you. I pray that your family will be consoled in this difficult time. We all know that you are truly at home now with Jesus.
@kingmobmor76564 жыл бұрын
My dad died of cancer. His last words were "Ok Terry, I'm coming." Terry was his brother who died young. The pain doesn't go away, but it recedes to be replaced by the happy memories. Keep strong (I know you will).
@jaggirl4 жыл бұрын
Very true . I've lost both my siblings to cancer. Now when I think of them I can smile, instead of cry and be sad..🌞
@sloth48974 жыл бұрын
r/thathappened
@Hagfan7894 жыл бұрын
Pain is gone for him, yet it lingers for the survivors. Rest easy Mark. God Bless.
@marypatton11224 жыл бұрын
Isn't ir ironic that when we are born, everyone around us laughs but the baby cries bloody murder but when we die, people around us cry a river but the person dying, smiles. What is this thing death that the living can never know?
@treasuretrails5 ай бұрын
Still never forgetting him in September 2024!
@annamangiafico65534 жыл бұрын
I’m one that didn’t find him until he had cancer. Just want you to know that the reason I followed was because he represented strength and courage with every single post. He made us stop feeing sorry for ourselves over petty molehills by showing us how he overcame his mountains on a daily basis. He won. Bless you and those beautiful kids.
@mizzpeach014 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said he definitely taught me to live life and stop sweating the small stuff
@briand63864 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t have been said better.
@mariatrenthamogtvhtd4lifej9324 жыл бұрын
I didn't either.. 😭
@mariatrenthamogtvhtd4lifej9324 жыл бұрын
When you have bad days and feel like you can't handle one more day.. Mark helped you see that you can go another day. Mark was a wonderful man, husband, father, son, brother.. he had a since of humor that would make anyone smile. Your words are 2000% honest and heart felt. No one could have said it better.
@BrumKid4 жыл бұрын
And not a word of religon which goes to show you dont need religon to miss a person and i hope his family in time get over his passing.
@zachlyyyy694 жыл бұрын
“When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and the manner in which you live” -Stuart Scott. Mark won every single day. Being a great father, husband, brother, son & friend. We all love you Mark and your family as our own ❤️
@janschierholz51924 жыл бұрын
Amen!!!!
@redbeardflys8054 жыл бұрын
Mark was as cool as the other side of the pillow!
@hollysanville35564 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry. I send prayers and love to you, the children and the whole family. Mark became so much a part of everyone's life not because of his cancer but because he was such a truly genuinely great person. His videos were some of my favorite to watch and at times the hardest; the cancer diagnosis and stopping treatment. My heart is hurting for your family and I cried watching your final message because Mark became like extended family to me. I will continue to pray for peace for your family. Much LOVE from Wisconsin
@denisespurlock78694 жыл бұрын
RIP, MARK!
@lovestogarden31324 жыл бұрын
That was stated so perfectly. Thankful for sharing that quote.
@louroberts55674 жыл бұрын
My dear, dear Girl, my heart is breaking for you and your children. Also for the rest of your extended family. I was a Firefighter-Medical responder for many years. I saved people. Brought them back. Delivered children. People said I was brave. I was NOT brave. I did my job. My prayers were not enough to help Mark. MARK was BRAVE! He is the epitomy of COURAGE. He is the BRAVEST man I have ever had the honor to watch and respond to. I watched in awe as he posted his videos with pride and love of his family. What a man! What love he showed. It was palpable. I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. I'm so deeply sorry that your heart is in pain. I will continue to pray for you and your children. Mark will always be with you. In your heart, in your thoughts, in the faces of your children. He is part of them and they are part of him. He was a true force of nature and we here, who watched him, were truly blessed to have done so. May God send His Angels to comfort all of you in this time of sadness. God Bless you all.
@janschierholz51924 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said.
@jojob2114 жыл бұрын
Ethan a tribute! God bless you!
@kareny42874 жыл бұрын
Amen. As a nurse of 30 years, I have seen way to much yet continue to work and help what I can. What I can't I trust in God. Mark was a beautiful soul, he loved unconditionally that showed in everything he did. You are a hero and so was Mark. Hero's come in many forms. I thank you for what you have done and the many blessings. I thank Mark for showing us all his strength and love.
@GlorifyingX11 ай бұрын
“Home with Jesus” that is comforting to hear.
@francesbullivant25554 жыл бұрын
I found Mark's channel quite recently. His openess and honesty about his journey and it's ups and downs was much appreciated. And his love and commitment to you and the children ( and yours to him) absolutely shone through. This past week I kept wondering, when just one anc a half days went by without a vid from Mark I suspected we might not hear from him again... But you have just given us what he no longer could even in the midst of the most painful grief. Thank you to you and to Mark for what you've taught me and others along the way. F x
@DaveBuildsIt4 жыл бұрын
Mark's love for his family and dedication to ensuring that you were cared for was an inspiration. Our hearts ache for all you. Please know that you are in our prayers daily.
@Pililaloka4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, honey, Mark really touched the heart of a lot of people, I'm speechless... Thank you very much for let us know, praying for all your family
@lorianncostello531Ай бұрын
Mark just showed up in my feed tonight. Im so sorry for your loss. Mark seemed like a genuine person. ❤
@kathyrobinson99594 жыл бұрын
Mark's smile makes me think he was seeing God's angels reaching out to him. Mark was a good and strong man. He inspired me with his courage and love for you and your children. I wish there was some way to take away your loss and pain, even a little. Please know you are loved by people you may not know but love you none the less. Thank you for posting today. It took a lot of courage and strength. Prayers, peace, love and hugs for you and family. ❤
@packinaglock4 жыл бұрын
"He smiled when he passed", it was at that moment he got to see the other side and feel the immense love. I got a glimpse when I had a heart issue. I can guarantee Mark is in extreme joy.
@BornAgainFarmGirl4 жыл бұрын
This brought me So much PEACE packinaglock !
@ArmamentAxes4 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing. Rest in peace Mark.
@packinaglock4 жыл бұрын
@@BornAgainFarmGirl A year before the experience I was diagnosed with congestive heart failure with a ejection fraction of 30% the cardiologist put me on medication to try and strengthen my heart. After almost a year it didnt move one point. After the experience it jumped up to 40% then a few months later it went up in the 50's% which is in the normal range. The cardiologist is still amazed. 😉
@BornAgainFarmGirl4 жыл бұрын
@@packinaglock That is a wonderful miracle , I am so excited for you !
@matthewzarate91164 жыл бұрын
god bless thank you for sharing.
@josephm404 жыл бұрын
The loss of Mark is devastating. Through tears I sincerely offer my condolences. May God comfort you and those beautiful children.
@scottluebbe73734 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss... I've followed mark since before his cancer journey.
@maxcorona74664 жыл бұрын
Scott Luebbe me 2
@draxxsklounst65954 жыл бұрын
Same. He was an amazing man.
@madmagrider4 жыл бұрын
Me too. I've followed him for years, even before I knew he was Matt's brother.
@evanbarton524 жыл бұрын
madmagrider Matt as in the veterinarian? I found that guys channel a long time ago and stopped watching him and actually found this channel threw an OperationDrewski video. It’s weird how that works out and leaves me here feeling so emotional over someone I never knew existed until now.
@muman14 жыл бұрын
@@evanbarton52 all three are brothers
@gdsgrl44684 жыл бұрын
Jackie, please, please know that we weren’t just here for Mark, we are all still here for you too. We love you and your family dearly. May God Bless and keep you 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@gcwessell4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for saying what I wanted to. I don't watch every video. I haven't been subbed forever but damn man. I really liked his values, the family and the content I did get to. I don't know how much I would give to have a dad like him and a family like that... Have a good day random person of youtube...
@swindell264 жыл бұрын
I’m so so sorry for your loss. He was a great guy who put everything into anything.
@azarpiano4 ай бұрын
Since the Cancer died with Mark, I'd call the battle a draw. Prayers with tears for your loss. My God give you comfort.
@davidmcfarland39454 жыл бұрын
Mark was a special person! He definitely left his “Mark” on the world and we are all better because of him. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your kids and all your family. See you later Homie!
@X51RLs4 жыл бұрын
You are so true... It's impossible not to get better after watching Mark's last videos... Especially now, when the world is facing this challenge.. When a lot of people are going to have limitations, when many people are going to lose their jobs... and a certain number of senior people and people with health issues are going to die... His example is encouraging. He is a really good man. He is really making this world more unified (I'm from Saint Petersburg, Russia)..
@linksgarage19854 жыл бұрын
Mark was the man. Everyone here learned something from him. That’s why we came back. Every day. I’ve never felt like I knew someone I’ve never met. But I think we all felt that way with Mark. Rest In Peace brother.
@Ratcher894 жыл бұрын
I'm sitting here, a grown man, in a shopping mall parking lot balling my eyes out. I'm so sorry for your loss, Mark was a great man, a true role model. All Love and support from here. ❤️
@BryanIrvine4 жыл бұрын
Same...
@OwnedByACatNamedC.C.4 жыл бұрын
Same here🙏🥺
@Wasteman3654 жыл бұрын
Bawling*
@woodey0284 жыл бұрын
Heart breaking.
@kathypoindexter41534 жыл бұрын
I am too and I didn't no Mark I'm sorry for your loss God Bless you and the kids!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏
@jonikegami39266 ай бұрын
Thank for sharing this. My wife was diagnosed with adenoid cystic carcinoma 6 years ago. She is now 48 years old and currently in hospice. Her tumors are growing in similar locations including her brain and lungs. Every day I worry what’s to come and what to expect. As a husband and caregiver this is very helpful.
@crashbangwhallopwhatavideo5 ай бұрын
You'll know what to do. You're doing all you can for the moment in keeping your wife as comfortable as you can. Best wishes
@jonikegami39265 ай бұрын
@@crashbangwhallopwhatavideo thank you 🙏🏼
@parkseeker1644 жыл бұрын
“He smiled.”
@Rebelgirl-kv6bd4 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@mikek95374 жыл бұрын
Hes was being welcomed home by Jesus
@gypsysoulmama16124 жыл бұрын
He sure did. Welcomed into his savior's arms.
@nancydeis71214 жыл бұрын
It's almost perfect isn't it
@mobby304 жыл бұрын
Of course he did. That's who Mark was for the past several years I've been following his life through Matt's channels. An awesome human being, really great guy. I am sad that I didn't have an opportunity to meet him here, but I am sure we will all get the chance one day, when we all die. Mark will shows us around and tell what the rules are up there.
@10thleperjohn764 жыл бұрын
My heart froze when I saw the title. I knew I had to find a quiet place to watch this. My heart breaks with so many others that Mark touched. His courage through it all helped me as I face cancer also. He showed us how we should fight, not with whining about poor us, but with stamina saying how mu ch can we accomplish in the time we have. Cancer is not the killer of the spirit but fear is. Mark showed us nothing but strength. The last video he did he was so tired. God speed Mark.
@campervan73544 жыл бұрын
“Cancer is not the killer of spirit but fear is.” Wow amazingly powerful true statement. Well said 10th Leper John. Lost the closest people to me in the last few years. So hard to deal with personally. Im by myself and alone now no family. Take care Sir and RIP Mark 🙏
@welshbigbird14 жыл бұрын
What lovely words 10th Leper John. Sending love and healing vibes to you as you fight this awful disease xxx
@micalah82824 жыл бұрын
I've been holding it together pretty well, but this comment allowed me to just go ahead and let it go. God...😭😭😭
@waynedstout4 жыл бұрын
Never thought I'd be so attached to a guy that I have never met. God Bless you all and many prayers and Blessings.
@BornAgainFarmGirl4 жыл бұрын
wayne stout 💯
@Humphrey23094 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way buddy
@suztexas4 жыл бұрын
I feel the same!
@caroljennings8242Ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢your husband seemed like a wonderful man. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
@brandir49444 жыл бұрын
Crying my eyes out at just your first sentence. My heart breaks for you and the entire family. I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to support you. Much love, strength, and prayers.
@yadayada7524 жыл бұрын
The best thing about Mark's channel is that his kids will be able to see him whenever they want. Oh' the memories that they will have forever. Until you all can be together again. Families are forever!
@ColeRees4 жыл бұрын
I found this channel a week ago and got to “meet” mark over the course of a morning in bed. I watched one of his recent videos that got recommended to my feed and it kicked me into checking out his whole channel. Being able to watch him change over the past year or so in just a few hours was really intense, and I knew for some reason I had to take his story in. I guess I know why now. You had an amazing partner who truly inspired everyone who came upon his corner of the internet. May he Rest In Peace.
@tiannasmith27755 ай бұрын
August 2024 watching. So sorry for your loss. Crying with you!
@SisterInfidel5 ай бұрын
Same. So very sorry.
@swenstrand4 жыл бұрын
Weeping with you, as many are. Your courage matched Mark’s, step by step.
@tinydancer73434 жыл бұрын
Sheryl W So beautifully said. Thank you. 🙏❤️
@jakes.99884 жыл бұрын
Never did I think I would get so emotional over someone I never met. The strongest dude I have ever seen. Rest easy Mark❤️
@jax30324 жыл бұрын
Tactical Jake I’m in the same boat man, I look up to their whole family they are all good people
@nicolefraser28914 жыл бұрын
Same here, I felt like I really knew him. Such a great guy, amazing father and husband.
@jamesbotti90274 жыл бұрын
I just learned about his passing this morning.😢 I started to cry when I was reading it. So sad! I never met Mark but I always looked forward to his video’s. I knew something happened when I didn’t see some for a few days. Like I said I never met mark but felt he was a good friend and the strongest guy I ever seen. I could never polish his shoes. He really touched my heart and I will forever miss him and his crazy videos. RIP Mark! Fly with the angels. I will miss you! Love you my dear strong friend! May you enjoy Gods paradise and we will all see you soon enough. God bless🙏🏻🙏🏻
@pink1antlers4 жыл бұрын
Same.
@BukitMan4 жыл бұрын
A lot of us who didn't know him get so emotional because we can see we have a lot in common and that we should have been friends. Basically we can see ourselves in him. It's strikes home hard. Best wishes to the family. They have his videos forever and that is worth more than any money sum on the planet.
@LM42104 жыл бұрын
I have never seen cancer present itself outside the body as Mark's did and I watched him handle it with so much grace, humor and most of all courage. I am in awe of the man that he was and can only hope to be half the person he was. He won his battle in so many ways and I am sure his strength will continue to guide you in the days ahead. God bless. “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
@patricialynnmoore4 жыл бұрын
@@Hazard36-Coffeehead Please remove your comment here. This is not the place or time to promote Ali's KZbin channel. Thank you. @todayinvetschool @offtheranch
@coffeecake88354 жыл бұрын
@@Hazard36-Coffeehead Seriously?? What is wrong with you?? 🤔
@Hazard36-Coffeehead4 жыл бұрын
@@coffeecake8835 trying to help maybe. I don't no sorry
@Hazard36-Coffeehead4 жыл бұрын
@@patricialynnmoore Ok I'm very sorry.
@Hazard36-Coffeehead4 жыл бұрын
@@patricialynnmoore yep sorry that's Mark's sister channel not his wife but they our all vet. Anyways sorry again
@nervrenders9 ай бұрын
IT's 2024 when im seeing this, he seemed like an amazing man. I hope the hurt has lessened., I know how hard it is. You doing this, pure beauty. He beat cancer and at peace. Sending Love from New Jersey.
@henryhayes83904 жыл бұрын
This man walked through hell with a smile on his face. He always tried to stay as positive as possible and tended to his responsibility as a father and a husband as well as he could. He was a great man and he inspired and motivated me to be a better person. If there is a lesson to be learned here it is to love those close to you as you never know when God might call for them.
@TheAuntieBa4 жыл бұрын
People, Bless you for your comments. I hope Jaci sees this and finds some comfort in all the love pouring in for Mark, her and her family. Because of you, she and her family may keep this active. A lot of us love Mark and return to these videos for strength in our own lives.💚
@ashbyt14 жыл бұрын
He smiled because he was finally out of pain and had Jesus there to meet him. You were a good wife to him and he loved you and the kids more than anything. Love and prayers.
@henrik47404 жыл бұрын
Calm down dude!
@JEHOVAH4854 жыл бұрын
@@henrik4740 Why? Just why would you malign someone giving comfort to a grieving wife. You need to consult your heart and discover your own issues. God bless you.
@JackRR154 жыл бұрын
@@JEHOVAH485 Because Jesus hasn't been proven to exist.
@D-M-J4 жыл бұрын
@@JackRR15 what are you talking about? there's been plenty of proof you must live under a rock
@indigohammer57325 ай бұрын
There's none. Anyway, the Veneration of human sacrifice that is xtianity is vile poison. I suppose god had a plan in leaving a widow and kids with no father?@@D-M-J
@latischahuller4 жыл бұрын
“Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.”
@marybeazley77414 жыл бұрын
I really love your comment it makes so much sense, I wish someone had said that to me when my mother passed thankyou
@biffalump4 жыл бұрын
That’s beautiful 💓
@MsWDWFAN14 жыл бұрын
I will remember this when God calls my mother home. Thank you. 🙏🏻
@janblackkat78024 жыл бұрын
Lovely words L H ❤
@prezzzrock4 жыл бұрын
Perfect. Well said. Thank you for sharing this.
@hennies950913 күн бұрын
I am so sorry. I have stage 4 prostate cancer waiting for my end. It has been in remission now for a while. Be strong little lady Cape Town, South Africa.
@cherylturner58684 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for you, the kids, and the rest of his family and friends. Mark taught me a lot in the last few months. I thought he was incredibly brave for stopping the treatment when it wasn't working and for continuing his channel. You could so see the love he had for his kids and for you. I lost my husband very unexpectedly 13yrs ago. Take these as you will. You will be never get over this, the you you were before is not the you you are now. You will find you think in terms of before Mark died and after. Your hopes and dreams have all changed. You will learn how to go on but you won't get over. You will have a new normal. I will pray for you and the kids. May God watch over you and may you feel his presence every minute of every day.
@susancnw594 жыл бұрын
Beautiful words
@torey66754 жыл бұрын
Ditto....... More hugs
@PaladinThomas4 жыл бұрын
I've watched this damn cancer do this same thing happen to a close friends parents. Absolutely infuriating being utter helpless, I'm a protector and it's painful being helpless.
@susancnw594 жыл бұрын
@@PaladinThomas it is so hard. We'll get thru this. Seems silly to love & grieve someone we know through YT...but it's not.
@chrisbazzie73874 жыл бұрын
When some people die a light goes out in the world. Mark though has left his light behind in his legacy and all the people he touched.
@xplor13014 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. May you be comforted in your grief. God bless you and your family always.
@jeremystamper5254 жыл бұрын
Prayers for you and the carriker family.
@grandpahickory6137 ай бұрын
I lost my wife of 44 years to cancer.....Have wept, and grieved for 6 years ! I despise death ! It separates loved ones, and is extremely cruel making one ask of GOD why ? So sorrowed for your loss ! Your husband was an amazing person !!!
@TheFailedmessiah7 ай бұрын
That happens. Your wife was elderly. My mom was 51 and died from cancer. Mark was much younger than both my mom and your wife. What's going on with so many young ppl dying to this disease? Heaven help us. RIP to all from this terrible disease.
@TestaRosssa_6 ай бұрын
My mom died of cancer in 2021 and my dad died in 2020. It's already been 3 and 4 years, but it doesn't go away. I'm sobbing now watching this, not for me, but for the fact that anyone has to feel this way. I'm so sorry for you, I'm so sorry for the woman in this video, the other man in this comment thread, and everyone else. I'm so sorry, I hope you're happy now. ❤
@gnatrazzy6 ай бұрын
❤
@JustineJeffreyMTPT6 ай бұрын
🙏 🙌 🙏 ❤ 🙏 Sending light to all and to all The Light.
@bricesuire50726 ай бұрын
Because all creation dies brother. It happens I don’t think god appoints it. God appointment life and with life comes struggle.
@SJ476684 жыл бұрын
“Liking” this video is so not the appropriate emotion, but I will, to show you how much you are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless your entire family.
@sammnew4 жыл бұрын
Ditto ❤️❤️❤️
@rayreyes24904 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@WatchingYou14 жыл бұрын
Dylan N - I think she’s a veterinarian.
@brianmcandrews20934 жыл бұрын
God bless you and your family. Take a deep breath give them a big hug and hold them tight. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
@god-hu7cf4 жыл бұрын
The like makes sure it gets out to the public so it shows people how great this guy was and how amazing he was
@RSPDiver4 жыл бұрын
The hearts of the Demolitia go out to you and the whole Carricker clan.
@BigSnake05244 жыл бұрын
I couldn't have said it better myself, so I'll add this; rest easy, Mark.
@themikecranston4 жыл бұрын
We saw his journey through his eyes. When you're ready, we'd love to see it through yours. Your strength made his last 18 months possible. I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing him with us.
@janschierholz51924 жыл бұрын
Agree with everything you said
@jodyowen644 жыл бұрын
It’s amazing how someone that you have never met in person can have such an impact on you! I am so sorry for your loss!
@lizbelinoski12324 жыл бұрын
Jaci was his first & best homie!!❤
@phyllissteging64234 жыл бұрын
..
@lizflorom60212 ай бұрын
Hugs. I lost my husband six years ago from lung cancer. He too was so brave. He never took any medication except ibuprofen. I hope you find peace in your memories of Mark.
@trumpwon20814 жыл бұрын
Mark was a great Father, Husband, Son, Brother. His memory will live on.
@donnagurley56114 жыл бұрын
Mark will be missed! He was so strong and positive. I couldn’t believe how he held up under the obvious pain he must have been feeling. R. I. P.
@gwendolyncrisp5464 жыл бұрын
Rip. Mark....
@cwbest19814 жыл бұрын
I'm devastated. Of all things to see when opening my YT app this wasn't one of them. But thanks to his brutal honesty and transparency I believe he's relieved of the pain and at a peace. He was unlike anyone I've ever met, having never met him at all. He'll never be forgetten.
@katherine61074 ай бұрын
It's 10 September 2024 and KZbin suggested me the "i stopped treatment" video. Now i find myself watching all of Mark's videos with a broken heart over the loss of such a pure and loving soul. Rip to him, and I'm truly sorry for your loss.
@xSpecOpsGAMINGx4 жыл бұрын
I've never seen such a positive guy for someone with his condition, he was one in a million. I'm soo sorry for your loss. 🥺😥
@xSpecOpsGAMINGx4 жыл бұрын
This video was soo hard to watch 🥺😥😭😭😭😭
@Dirtnap3004 жыл бұрын
I am sitting here crying my eyes out.. Loved this guy and i never even met him! he was a special person and didn't deserve this. I hope and pray that this channel lives on forever for the sake of the children. I will miss his contribution to my life and making me appreciation my life.. THANK YOU for posting this.. he will be watching over you and the kids for eternity.
@jons45344 жыл бұрын
I can't imagine how hard is was for you to record this when everything must feel so raw and so outrageously unfair. It is a testament to how important you knew his 'KZbin family' was when dealing with everything that was thrown at him. I hope in years to come his videos will eventually be a source of comfort to both you and your lovely kids. Thank you for letting us all know, despite everything you are going through. You are one strong lady. Love Jon (London, UK) x ❤️
@carnerageno2 ай бұрын
YT suddenly flooded me with channels like this. Mark's in the ultimate social ether, I think these channels are valuable and helpful for those fighting a disease like this.
@nancyroth48284 жыл бұрын
RIP Mark❣ He is a very inspiring person, fighter, husband and father. He will be greatly missed. I am so sorry. My condolences. He is your Angel now.
@Simplink4 жыл бұрын
Mark might be gone from the earth, but he's still in the hearts of tens of thousands, he will never truly leave. Rest in peace.
@brokenmedic91334 жыл бұрын
My son Alexander died March 19 2019 at 10pm. He was up there a whole year, so he can show Mark the ropes now. I will miss Mark's laugh and his smile that he wore every time he could on his channel. Much love from our family to yours. God bless you.
@infidel244 жыл бұрын
Very sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine your pain. God bless
@seratonin70044 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss 💕
@franklinismyturtle4 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. This is a beautiful comment for Jaci and the family.
@LadyGrey9084 жыл бұрын
My heartfelt condolences. Mark taught many how to live and how to die. You have every reason to be proud, both of him and yourself.
@leesashriber5097Ай бұрын
This randomly showed up on my algorithm. What a remarkable, loving, funny man. He was so brave. I'm a recent amputee and have been super depressed. Mark reminded that there is always, always worse off than us. My problems seem so small compared to what Mark fought thru. May God bless you and your children. He's in the arms of Jesus. 🕊️🙏❤️
@AdrianaMIpock4 жыл бұрын
His “Show it” video was recommended to me. I clicked through to see what happened.. and I’m so sorry darling. Please stay strong
@tgkrol4 жыл бұрын
Adriana M. Ipock Same here. I saw that video and then started scrolling back. I watched his guitar playing video’s which i loved. Then i was scrolling through a couple of comments when i saw “r.i.p.”. So that’s when i checked the newest video and i found this.. Heartbreaking
@grimschannel4 жыл бұрын
i also watched that yesterday from my suggested videos, im so sorry for your loss.
@TheAuntieBa4 жыл бұрын
People, Bless you for your comments. I hope Jaci sees this and finds some comfort in all the love pouring in for Mark, her and her family. Because of you, she and her family may keep this active. A lot of us love Mark and return to these videos for strength in our own lives.