FIRST TIME HEARING FALLING IN REVERSE "POPULAR MONSTER" (REACTION)

[@Dark.Casper6]

Welp, time to do the trilogy in this order! 1.) Losing My Mind 2.) Losing My Life 3.) Drugs

[@XxAlexBloodxX]

Yes yes yes!!!

[@mikeymcevoy8150]

Yes trilogy videos but watch all the way to the end

[@Existential8read]

Agree

[@vincespartacus372]

ABSOLUTELY YEssssssssssssss...this trilogy is mind blowing ..... indeed Kenneth !!!!!!!

[@KrisThroughGlass]

Yes!

[@shakeykarma106]

I'm a metal guy, 100%. Not a fan of rap and hip-hop. I love that Ronnie is able to marry the genres in such a way that it makes it attractive to multiple fans of totally different genres. To me, that helps to bring people together. That's a beautiful thing.

[@kellydayton197]

Much agreed I mostly listen to metal, but damn Ronnie is super talented. Love FIR's music.

[@santanadegollado9812]

Im opposite imma thugged out gangsta rap guy all day.... But... Growing up in the 80s i listen to all genres my 1st 2 cassettes i ever got were Def Leppard & The D.O.C. i appreciate all bad ass & talented artists "good music will always break down barriers!!!"

[@ordinarybear7037]

Dax might help shake the indoctrination program & also Joe Dispenza will be good for many..... kind regards

[@incitingariot9925]

I am a genre butterfly. I like what I like. Ronnie is just a fkn genius. This song made me fall into the FIR Ronnie Radke rabbithole

[@JoelLloyd-hr7cq]

Bloody well said mate 🤘

[@Breedsblood]

Ronnie Radke said the titular "Popular Monster" is the voice inside his head, willing him to listen. "It's the story of a hero that's been falsely accused and torn down by society," he explained "It shows what happens when you get pushed too far. You become exactly what they say you are, exactly what they want you to be - a monster." When he went to jail he was in a band that was going places but they decided to cut ties with him. He formed Falling In Reverse after he got out and now they are 10 times better than his old band bar none.

[@coolsk8ter888]

The old band was "Escape the Fate".

[@ivytroy8354]

He was also inspired by the new joker movie. He said that this is how that movie made him feel. There's an interview where he talks about it on here.

[@kristinewilson8712]

I still have a soft spot in my heart for old escape the fate, but have to agree with this comment, Falling in Reverse is a whole other level up for him, how he can mix genres so smoothly and the transitions and unexpected drops, its magical

[@djeyegore]

Write a novel bro...😒

[@averyofhousejade1176]

@@djeyegore Stop that

[@kevinmcbride4132]

You should do "the drug in me is you" and "the drug in me is remastered" the talent of Ronnie Radke is incredible.

[@mattmorganRnR]

They definitely need to hear those 🔥🔥

[@jazzie2018]

PLEASE DO THIS

[@vincespartacus372]

the first Masterpiece, one year before the second (Revamped) ..... absolutely yes !!!

[@thebigmac3142]

Reimagined The Drug in me is REIMAGINED

[@trinipunisher]

Fully endorse this

[@lisamathews7250]

Watching people react to Falling in Reverse is legit one of the best things on YT. Definitely do the trilogy.

[@toddross8774]

LOL. Asia with a look of pure shock on her face during the werewolf scene, glances sideways at BJ with a big grin on his face, "Is there something I need to know about you?". Great reaction folks!

[@universalmind1940]

Y'all HAVVEEE TO DO THE FALLING IN REVERSE TRILOGY! 1. Losing my mind 2.losing my life 3.drugs

[@brandimachulis7820]

The drug in me is you reimagined is another masterpiece and a whole different vibe.

[@cingiah]

Cin here from cincy. Check the the drug is reimagined

[@coolsk8ter888]

They need to watch the originals before the remakes.

[@incitingariot9925]

Both versions are genius in their own way. The metal version is that relationship is bad I hate you. The revamped is "idk if ill ever get over what we had" imo

[@SleeplessMomma]

LMAO Asia’s eyes pop open when Ronnie yells monster! 😂❤️🔥 Great reaction!

[@AngieCurl]

Gotta do the trilogy! 1) Loosing my Mind 2) Loosing my Life 3) Drugs

[@straightpipedriceburner2036]

That's not how you spell losing...

[@AngieCurl]

@@straightpipedriceburner2036 lol. Ok, and?

[@straightpipedriceburner2036]

Just giving ya a heads up.

[@AngieCurl]

@@straightpipedriceburner2036 Well, it’s spelled like this TODAY! I typed what I typed! 😂😂 It ain’t that serious. Thanks for the laugh. 🥰

[@straightpipedriceburner2036]

@@AngieCurl fair enough 🤷‍♂️🤣 just figured I'd let ya know.

[@BenT_bbx]

I'm telling y'all, it's worth your time to check out the trilogy, Losing My Mind, Losing My Life and Drugs. Outside of Tom Macdonald, this is my legit go to band. Much love y'all ❤#hog

[@coolsk8ter888]

Tom Macdonald isn't a band, so it's alright for them both to be #1. #HogFam4life

[@DarKcurrenT22]

Gotta do the trilogy next in order Losing my mind Losing my life Drugs

[@nobodyspecial5409]

so Ronnie said when he did this it is how he was feeling at the time. yeah, im pretty sure about that. he does not just write any old thing to make music. he puts his heart and soul into everything he does and is usually about his life. this is not just some random song. also Ronnie can rap his but off he can pretty much do all genres so like when others ask what genre is this the answer is simple. the genre is Ronnie Radke. plus Ronnie shares almost everything about about himself so in no way does he try to hide his past and the amazing person he is now. and thats why so many people relate to Ronnie. who has not ever felt like this. right? he is inspiring and his story has helped so many turn their own lives around. including me.

[@sfcretrichardson4189]

I would like to say thank you for doing this song. As a retired Army Artillery soldier seeing the stuff I seen and dealing with it, this song actually helped me deal with my PTSD and demons that I live with everyday. Helped me get off the pills and therapy and I found my own way to deal with the shit I deal with. I love all music and this one is my go to when I’m down. Again thank you! Keep up the great work!

[@SparkimusPrime]

I stopped in the middle of another video when this popped up lol I am SO excited for you guys to see this! 🖤 When you guys (hopefully) do the trilogy it will help explain where his darkness comes from. Ronnie came from a broken family with a mom who was addicted to drugs and left him when he was young. He’s spent time in prison and struggled with his own heroin addiction. His daughter Willow, the little girl in the video, is a huge part of why he’s on the better path that he is now. I really hope you do the trilogy. The talent and creatively that comes out of him and FiR is next level. 🖤 And yes the vision behind the videos is Ronnie’s. He also writes the lyrics and most of the music.

[@LeeC-rx9cb]

Lol you’re everywhere I go! I love it 😂

[@ScottLovenberg]

Same. You also soaking up the Tom MacDonald and NF reactions since yesterday was a great day for music?

[@kto_66]

Just the look on Asia's face was priceless now if you guys want to tone it down a little and see a softer side of him which will still be Phenomenal react to "The Drug In Me Is Reimagined" I believe Asia will love this song. Then you can do the trilogy. 😎

[@Bigdogfindley]

I wanna see Tom MacDonald and Ronnie Radke not only do a song together but have a video discussion on depression and mental health. I think those two guys really saved me mentally....

[@kassandraharz9345]

I love those two guys. Their music is touching. I would totally give them all the listens 🤣

[@JC-sr9zf]

I only just got into Tom MacDonald like a week ago but that was also my first thought. Only thing is I think neither Ronnie nor Tom are in the habit of featuring other vocalists in their music. Like, the only one I can think of that Ronnie has featured is Corey Taylor, and I think I heard one of Tom's lyrics that said something about not featuring other vocalists in his music. But I noticed he and Ronnie are following each other on instagram, so maybe there is hope for a collaboration. It would be awesome for sure.

[@nigelthorn2062]

I read somewhere that before Covid Ronnie and Tom were going to tour together so it could happen.

[@Bigdogfindley]

@@nigelthorn2062 That would be AMAZING!!

[@seanmccormick2998]

They had a tour scheduled but Ronnie's bassist suddenly passed away so the tour got cancelled.

[@Yyyy67897]

i didn't know about this band but damn i never listened to someone who can switch from rap to rock to metal with such mastery in one song before. He is a beast he gives me "bring me back to life" vibes by evanessence

[@meredithgrubb7027]

I swear Popular Monster is a masterpiece of the highest level. Just everything about it. The whole song is extremely deep. I love that break down at the end where those demons build up to the point where u cant fight them off anymore and they take over at "where the f is ur god". Every person experiences this in their life. Absolute masterpiece.

[@rickylaws7766]

Na.. Im not a vampire revamped is a Masterpiece

[@lesliebates22]

I have had this song on my phone since I first heard it s couple years ago. I'm 47 and I've battled anxiety depression and addiction for years. Sometimes when I'm just way overwhelmed I can put this song on and just let so much frustration out be screaming along with it. Enjoyed y'all reaction. ☯️☮️

[@itsnotjustaphase9189]

Music makes everything better. Music is like therapy!

[@Alyaria]

He is a hated man, he is the popular monster, yes he suffers daily depression, his thoughts, emotions he puts into his music are his escape. But it doesn't stop there, feel his words cut through those that understand this affliction that has claimed so many of our beloved musicians and actors. Ronnie and his boys are talented as hell. Looking forward to so much more from these guys. Thanks

[@ariananicoleleon8309]

Yesss! So hope Ronnie reacts to y’all! Lol! Ronnie is definitely a genre of his own! Y’all should do the trilogy : “losing my mind”, “losing my life”, and “drugs” lol

[@wyndsock1209]

Y'all gotta go back to early Ronnie. I'm talking Escape the Fate. Also he did a great cover of Gangsta's Paradise ft. Coolio

[@wtfrenchtoast4896]

I just left a comment for them to check out gangstas paradise! And then see youor comment. I feel like theyd like it!

[@christopherbailey557]

Asia's facial expression near the end was priceless! Rock on!

[@brandimachulis7820]

Ronnie has been through a lot and a lot of his songs are metaphorical to the things he's been trough. His past isn't the best he's done prison time he has had a lot of haters out there judging him and he became what everyone judged him to be. He's popular because he's famous and a celebrity but a monster because that's what people portrait him to be.

[@alanr1608]

All right I'm halfway done with the video but when Asia's eyes popped open when the metal started that was exactly what I was looking for! Welcome to Ronnie Radke and Falling in Reverse

[@marcusanton95]

Damn, Ronnie no matter how often I hear this song it's like the first time. Just kills me. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

[@dupeesfashionconsultant4204]

Falling in reverse is probably my favorite so I heard this a while back and heard Ronnie speak about what the lyrics mean and you nailed it perfectly with what he was going for. You got that on your first listen it took me like a hundred listens lol. Respect

[@angelitabecerra]

That is an epic monogram y'all got in the beginning. Ronnie Radke has been through a lot of shit in his life and has battled depression, addiction, etc. And all those comes out in his music. You'd have to go to his Twitch and ask him yourself, but I think his music is his way of coping. The little girl is his real daughter. She's his savior, his redemption, his rock. Like Hailey for Eminem she is one of the main reasons why he's turned his life around. Ronnie Radke writes all his own lyrics, writes the music for the instruments, and is the creative genius behind the story and visuals you see. Falling In Reverse is his brainchild and we're so lucky for it.

[@rudyfernandezjr.5251]

The trilogy ( Losing My Mind , Losing My Life and Drugs ) by Falling in Reverse

[@epicmage82]

Yeah, I found this dude though reaction videos. I'm fan now. The deepness, and creativity is amazing. Those are the two things I look for in music. Which is rare these days.

[@davidpowell2356]

Me, too. 🤘🤘🤘

[@Loki_Loki01]

Check out NF and Bring me the horizon's newer stuff from the past few years. Maybe you will like both of those artists

[@alanr1608]

I was sitting here scrolling through videos trying to find people reacting to Tom McDonald's new video church and saw this pop up! Pretty excited for this one! Can't wait to see the looks on your faces LOL. On to watching your video and you've already got a like from me!

[@nathanhansen195]

Best part of the whole video is when that drop towards the end kicked in and ole boy was like Yeah.....Yeah. We all felt that.

[@nicholasbernhardt3371]

Another good one is champion a lot of mix of rock rap melodies

[@SparkimusPrime]

Yes ☝🏻

[@zackoryemmett4649]

He was in a band called escape the fate and he was amazing. He got into drug trouble went to prison. This song is his feelings because drugs can bring you to a monster but his daughter saved his life! That’s why he is in this new band falling in reverse. He already made a song dissing his replacement in escape the fate in the song tragic magic

[@andibobo3102]

The "We're falling apart" at the end he knows he isn't alone in these struggles...thank you Ronnie and thank yall for the reactions!

[@williamjamesakamusicman1403]

Wow, first off, I had to sub.. Homegirl kicking it in the AC/DC shirt. And now welcome to the rabbit hole. I love Asia going into a trance during the werewolf scene that killed me lmao. Love the reasction and the breakdown was on key. Now the 3 demons are Liar, cheater, and non-believer. All in all 95/100 score. Great job peeps.

[@shirleyallen5178]

This is my favorite Falling in Reverse song ...hands down. If you've ever been there...u feel it. Ronnie Radke is his own genre. No boxes! ❤ him!

[@Riggsby256]

This is a really good reaction. Seen all the falling in reverse reactions.

[@G4M3PI4Y]

Just seen Ronnie live at Unheavel in Grand Rapids Michigan about a month ago. Was the best show I've ever seen. The energy in the crowd and the pure excitement is something I'll never forget. Even someone introverted like me felt so comfortable amount the crowd that it was a unusual feeling of acceptance.

[@ExTiNkT91]

Losing My Mind, Losing My Life, Drugs. In that order. You'll be impressed, I promise!

[@ChanelStuff]

The build in this song is crazy... then it drops out again and he builds you back up and then he explodes. This is my favorite FIR song because of that. I've heard it probably 100 times and it still gives me goosebumps. This is one of the most seriously underrated bands ever. Ronnie is crazy talented. And the entire band had become one of my favourites

[@deannamaggio7165]

I call this type of music "LYRICAL METAL" He is so versatile and right now, on of my favorite bands. Notice in his Video's his daughter is his anchor..

[@dylancantwell76]

He has alot of different musical collab in his music this song is about when he got out of jail he was having ptsd.

[@trashcat1031]

Great reaction. Like others have said you need to do the trilogy. 1. losing my mind. 2. losing my life 3. drugs. Also, the song Alone by falling in reverse as that rap rock Ronnie swagger vibe.

[@incitingariot9925]

The most beautiful part of the video is when his daughter brings him back to reality and he shows she is the most important being in his existence.

[@xKiNaDaNiElLex]

When it drops at 8:06 thats the beauty about Ronnie is that he mixes rap into screamo, hes' pretty good at it tbh :) Also, one of his band members died due to suicide so he doesn't realise new music anymore only revamping old songs and the girl in the video is actually his daughter.

[@jasperg35]

Her analysis of the progression of the video regarding the story telling is spot on. I had not seen this video until now, so I'm experiencing a very similar reaction. Excellent video!

[@yanprovencher1480]

Falling In Reverse made a cover of " Coolio Gangster's Paradise" ... I promise, you won't be desapointed. That band is just awesome!!

[@manedurphy]

i can’t get enough of these falling in reverse reactions lately.

[@BrodiemanAXT]

Asia’s face during the breakdown 😂 when my son was sub 1 year old this video was one thing that would calm him every single time

[@rbsteve9191]

Watch Falling in Reverse- Alone. One of the most catchy choirs u will ever hear.

[@metalniner4917]

Much Love to y’all! I’m a huge Falling In Reverse fan. And I love seeing y’all reaction to their music. This is beautiful! One love!

[@tylerglossup8221]

Especially with this song(and a few others as well) it's how he inserts these aspects of a more rap feel to his music. The rest of the sound he's done a 100 times in the past but he truly pulls it off in a way I have never seen. On top of that it's just a very good song all over.

[@jessicacrowder8070]

The first time I listened to this song I hadn't seen the video but as someone who battles mental health i could really relate ya know "I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay? Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage" alot of people that struggle with mental health feel this way but its hard to actually put in words without people accusing you of being attention seeking

[@techfmj]

You guys keep doing what you doin. It's so fun. The look on her face....hahahaha...

[@edwardhaworth3163]

Hey just want to say I love the way you break down these videos and how you go with multiple genres. Keep up the great work!

[@TheHeavySoulsSA]

The dark, scary and eerie comes with depression. That’s why this man a symbol for many.

[@santanadegollado9812]

1st time i heard this jam i was instantly blown away... Falling In Reverse is fuckin dope as hell they have many different levels to me Popular Monster hits ALL YOUR SENSES!!!

[@marcomoya1371]

He originally was in a band called Escape the Fate. He was sent to prison and came back with this band Falling in Reverse. He writes alot about his life. His daughter Willow is in this video at the end.

[@jasper_thefriendly_ghost]

Ronnie Radke directs most of, if not all of their videos. Dude is a creative genius on EVERY level.

[@Mad9977]

he now lives his songs with all the emotions that come up, that's what i like most, he's not holding back

[@DCLOVESGOD365]

This song hut very close to me, I've been fighting with depression for the last 14 years & it's hell to live with sometimes. The song is almost identical to what I feel from time to time.

[@DyvmSlorm]

So, I'm subbed (and have been for a while... writing this on April 6th but subbed for maybe a month or so before this day). I live in an upper middle class suburb of Minneapolis. Hearing your thoughts on many different reactions and watching those reactions, really demonstrate that so many of us have similar beliefs and feelings. It really doesn't matter what our skin color is, what our expressed political views are, what socioeconomic level we are at. We all have so much more in common then we are allowed or actively try to discover. These reactions (yours and others) give me a feeling that things will be OK in the long run and for a 52 year old, well off, white bread dude, that is really a nice thing to discover in todays social media, mainstream media, blasted society. Thank you for the uplift!

[@x0mamahemp]

I love how y’all got an open mind about different types of music. Keeping it 100 🤍👏🏼

[@Mad9977]

the new versions of his songs are all brilliant ✌️😎👍 great reactions

[@WonderfulWorldOfStuff]

oh lord, I'm crying laughing at Asia's facial expression frozen at the werewolf scene... hilarious! Best WTF face ever to this video! | I'm gonna have fun watching these reactions I just know it | Keeping it real | Much Love, Peace & Respect | Stay safe ya'll

[@edwardamrhein1424]

The drug in me is you reimagined by falling in reverse please

[@jamessapp4753]

As someone that struggles with depression this song hits home. I feel like he literally is telling his fans hey I struggle just like you. I love it and your reaction

[@ohryan9872]

Welcome to the Ronnie Radke rabbit hole trust me it's awesome. Loved your reaction

[@alienwolf815]

Hardly anyone catches his first words were I wake up in a daze, and the video ends after he breaks with the video hazed, his daughter was the little girl who calms him and brings him back into focus.

[@christianhumphrey5966]

*I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze, I'm not sure if I should say this fuck it I'll say it any way *

[@vincespartacus372]

Thx a lots... I'm a old French Metal Bassist and i very appreciate your sense of analysis & feeling reacts about the big work here... So i hope Ronnie's react your video on his Twitch Channel... cause very interesting Keep safe & see soon Salute from France

[@jamesholder9926]

Please do the trilogy. Do some research on him and watch old a new interviews. Theres so much from this band that is heartfelt and deep. He is so relatable. But the trilogy would definately be a must watch. The versatility in his mind, voice and vision is incredible and he has the perfect team around him.

[@xorrynhexblade9486]

Ronnie has said that his wife (featured in Im Not A Vampire Revamped) and his daughter (the little girl in this video) are his salvation, the ones who keep him from becoming the monster that he almost ended up as... People have probably already recommended it, but if you liked this mix of rap and metal, you'll love their song Watch The World Burn.

[@buciochris]

I think you two would love this band called volumes check em out. The first three you two might like are "on her mind" "finite " and "feels good".

[@blairsy7836]

YES!!! The FIR rabbit hole is exactly what you need. Everything Ronnie does is Insanely good. He tried to react to you on his Twitch stream, but your sound is a little off. Just a note, so you are aware. I'll still listen to ya, cuz you two are Wonderful!!

[@biggsdrasil]

I appreciated yalls analysis and your reactions. I just recently found this group and it has really helped me get through some tough stuff, already.

[@sonofnumenor6683]

Hes all about confronting the dark and secret problems that people deal with but never talk about. The feelings that we struggle with but dont talk about it because were vulnerable and ashamed of those struggles.

[@Venomcustomsllc]

She totally killed the message in a good way to be able to understand!!

[@jamesholder9926]

Not to mention he did a cover of "Gangsters paradise"... do a little research on him. You'll find he is just really another guy and human that made mistakes like the rest of it. But he did everything like a soldier. Really cool and super relatable guy. But again... he is a walking legend lol!

[@matthewballou6495]

I love both or your perceptions, but Asia, I see it exactly as you did and that's why he speaks to me. We all have two sides but only show our most favorable.

[@maviesylesia]

Just like you said... Ronnie is a metal gangster 👆 So fucking talented in everything he does! Welcome to the fan club of Falling on Reverse! I looove your reactions!

[@ashleymichelreads]

Obsessed with this song!! Also love I’m not a vampire (revamped) .., so damn good!

[@ThomasTallant]

When the daughter walks in to calm him down I almost always tear up.

[@deathroseae4317]

I take this song as. We all have the monster that people never want to listen to tell us to move on and take pills. When I went to therapy all they told me was to move on. But some just can't move on. Depression is a popular monster meaning everyone has it and popular means everyone knows it. The ending of the video can mean alot of things from. Him fighting his demons and finally taking charge of his own mind. Or when people try to get help and can't they do stupid things. Like school shooting 90% of it it from Depression and ppl fighting their depression killing them from bullying so that's how they can relieve them self

[@darkmotherproduction]

I agree, I love all kinds of music, death metal dot really my thing, but put into music like this to drive a point or a verse home, so you feel that emotion he is feeling, is just awesome. Rodney can do it all.

[@holtrobert112177]

New to the channel here... Love the content by the way... Falling in reverse is truly a multi-genre talent that people are either going to absolutely hate them... Or be completely obsessed with them!!! I have always been a metal fan but have always appreciated all genres and what they stood for... And I am enamoured by falling in reverse for the fact that he's not afraid to speak of these issues and can bring it to light in a unique way... You actually see it from the point of view of the afflicted... I know this because I was going down that path and I spent years in my own personal hell to finally get to a good place... That being said regardless of what everyone thinks... Radke's strength and unhibited story telling is what I admire the most!!! Music is always a universal language but lyrics can transcend

[@markrooker7388]

Depression is a big thing with him and in life general. Fighting it myself right now. He’s a good mix of rap/punk/metal. Again love watching you guys!!!!

[@jaredbozarth74]

Losing my mind and losing my life are good too. RR is a one of a kind artist!!

[@dun_did_its420]

The way I see it, when he is rapping he is talking to us as a person, when he is singing he is breaking down, and when he is "screaming " that is the monster in him breaking out.

[@eqjunky71]

Asia your reaction when that werewolf hit was just priceless BJ mouthing this is great that .... y'alls reaction was definitely on point

[@lisaheathcock7924]

Hahaha Asia’s face towards the end… haha Love Y’all!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🤘🤘🤘💜💜💜

[@414RobertoSQuiles]

I love when Asia said Ronnie’s “off the chain” because that’s a saying we’d say back in the day. love it 🤙🏽😎

[@matthewmccampbell898]

The trilogy is dope

[@jakethomas2371]

Look into his backstory. You will understand what he sings about more...

[@chrishulsey2219]

Favorite comment "he like a metal gangsta" 😂😂 y'all are awesome!

[@luisjonlee1344]

Mental health issues are a problem. He exposed the nightmares everyone goes through within themselves and who they affect. Is what I got out of this video. So artistic on how the group delivers.

[@samantha6493]

Loved your reaction! Please check out 'the trilogy' in order of 'losing my mind' then 'losing my life' and finish with 'drugs'. In my opinion Ronnie's rap skills really shine through on 'losing my life'. All three songs are badass in their own way 😁😁

[@jamesholder9926]

Welcome to the "Radke Effect". Much respect, all in all. I have subbed and will be looking forward to seeing more. The man is a legend...

[@steelman0605]

Depression. It’s ultimately about depression, holding in and building up, looking for help, not getting it, then finally exploding. The kid at the end is that one thing that keeps us in control, how many times have you thought about losing it and then see your son or daughter and be like this is why I don’t lose control, this is why I keep on instead of suicide. Popular , what do most people do when dealing with depression, what is a monster?