This song captures depression so well the intense inner sadness but the melancholic fake happiness we tend to show
@xXcell44Xx8 ай бұрын
hope ur doing good my guy
@Crossedflame8 ай бұрын
I struggle with it daily but I’m still surviving
@Sarahann19936 ай бұрын
Yep.
@BSTVskilo4 ай бұрын
So true, we only show our pain when we’re alone because we don’t want to burden the people we care for with our emotions.
@PCCUSTOBNEFICIO3 ай бұрын
yep dude , thats exctlty what i`ve been passing ... for years and years ...i just tired....just thinking meets good not loocks soo bad right now . ( sorry about my english , it`s no good i now )
@andrewkearley690011 ай бұрын
The upbeat sound mixed with the dark lyrics perfectly encapsulates the struggles of depression. You put on that happy face so no one worries but inside you're barely holding it together day to day. Great reaction!
@AdventureToArms9 ай бұрын
bro, just from the first 2 minute chat alone made me subscribe.. Thank you man for supporting those who suffer like myself! god bless man
@aliciafaz28513 ай бұрын
Stay strong bro you matter❤️🩹
@tylerday41748 ай бұрын
Sometimes the cathartic release of music, poetry, or just understanding can be enough to save someone.
@elivile.9 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss, I know how that feels. It sucks that you couldn't help them especially if they're close to you. It's painful. And I was on that side of wanting to end it all to escape the pain from what happened to me when I was eleven.
@mikasuvanto9895 Жыл бұрын
All the strength with you and sad part loosing your homies, and remember talking is good and heathy, we don't need to try survive alone. Respect.
@stevencarmichael198511 ай бұрын
I just randomly decided to check out hollywood undead again after many years of not listening to them and I saw this was the top song on apple music so I decided to listen to it. I didn’t know what the song was about at all at the time and it made me emotional listening to it. The upbeat nature of the song really symbolizes the whole putting on a fake happy face for people while being a wreck on the inside. It all really hit home for me.😢
@packerfan88699 ай бұрын
I come to this video every time I feel like I'm being pushed over the edge. You're words really touch me and it encourages me to keep getting help and keep trying
@JustAnotherDudeHere14 күн бұрын
Just checking. Hope you're ok buddy.
@GhosTSpartaNFtW34Ай бұрын
Heard this song live 2 times in Vegas definitely my favorite song always tears me up when I hear it
@jarhead98gaming10 ай бұрын
Love everybody with all your heart, even if they don’t love you back! ❤
@joehutchinson146811 ай бұрын
Your a blessing to be willing to use this for its INTENDED PURPOSE! It's such an amazing song from a band that I grew a connection with after the first time I heard them. Lots of people put on a facade just to get thru a day, me included. It's very intense, and very real! Thank you being there for others, and understanding! PS, the band wants this to HELP people. They're whole encyclopedia is SO DAMN GOOD! I've never come across a band with so much REAL music, that EVERYONE can find something to listen to!
@TFGSwagZz Жыл бұрын
Hey man. Really glad I found your videos, absolutely love the pure emotion you give out in all your videos. I’m huge on mental health and you cover/say a lot about it. You’re an honest soul and more need to be like you. Much love big fella ❤
@kara-1980 Жыл бұрын
I love your positivity and the way you always try to spread love to the world!! Thank you for what you do! And always keep smiling and laughing! 😊
@jhomastefferson3693Ай бұрын
When i nailed this song at karaoke and people asked me if i was ok, i knew it wasn't normal to love this song the way i did. There was always a time i wanted to, but i decided not to. I thought we all went through that, but seeing your reaction, i guess not. I've lost way too many former classmates and friends to it. 1 is too many, but i lost more than that. I can't believe you didn't know about this. But thank you for covering a part of my coming of age story. This song always stuck with me as i grew up, and you covering it makes me feel heard.
@kevinmeeks5169Ай бұрын
When someone asks me to explain my depression, I show them this song. Love your videos man. I'm sorry about your friend. I've lost a few people that way and everytime it's worse than the time before.
@gavincort10787 ай бұрын
I love seeing you cry to HU they have helped me through my life with songs like these man RIP to your homie and much respect to you
@alexanderglenn81737 ай бұрын
Bro just deserves a hug
@ziggyzap1Сағат бұрын
4:23 you earned a sub just for that statement. The most empathetic soul. I have BPD, ADHD, Dyscalculia, and Bipolar type 2. I wear a wristband daily that says "You are worthy" we need more people like you with your empathy running the world.
@jordannutt653617 күн бұрын
Thank you for looking out for all of us much appreciated love you keep it up
@GoodOlBoys13 Жыл бұрын
Bro you spread such good vibes. You are a good person
@hyokkosstories11 ай бұрын
I've been in this state of mind. Sometime again thinking about it when I'm at the bottom. My pets, my mom and art are keeping me there. But if I had to lose thoses three precious things in my life, I wouldn't have any more reasons to stay.
@averytheenbybun15 күн бұрын
I lost my closest friend I ever had when I was 12. I had a bad childhood, and he has always been there. He was just there, accepting me with my disability, both mentally and my autism. He always been there. I never could trust anyone like him, and I'm 26 now. Im grateful fur such an empathic reaction to the song, because it just got worse and that song describes a lot how I feel when I think about all of it. Thank you. I could never get fully what he went through but he still tried, and I am grateful for what he tried, and I will try to continue his legacy, even with my alcohol problem and my other diseases from all what happened. Its hard to keep up, especially with knowing he isnt there anymore and being sure, I will never feel at home anymore. Thank you. Even though I am late. Thank you. I wish you all the best. Its not the same but I found a best friend who is trying her best, and I will do everything for her since she is keeping up with me even in my damaged state. We need more empathic people like you. Thank you. Been at this point too often and learned, the most important is to find a reason to keep going, even after 6 hospitalisations coz of suicide attempts. Keep going and fight people its worth fighting for, and we can make the world a better place! ♥ I know I repeat myself but please keep fighting, you are the people who keep the weakest parts of society stable! Keep up, you guys make this world for many people standable and give so many people a reason to fight! We all deserve a bit of happiness, everyone, no matter how bad you think of yourself!
@martingray9911 Жыл бұрын
Thank you brother again i mean what i say when i call you a hero. This song is one of those i listen to when the voices and darkness starts taking over. Love you brother and the whole family ❤😢❤ im so sorry for you loss of your friends and family brother. Ive been there after loosing two of my close friends as you know what ive told you. I miss them so much 😢
@Staton2033-it3jr Жыл бұрын
Dear Lord touch this person only as you can, in Jesus name amen!
@martingray9911 Жыл бұрын
@@Staton2033-it3jrThank you so much. Blessings to you ❤
@alicia9099 Жыл бұрын
Hang in there! You're in my prayers Martin. Please know your life IS worth living and you are loved. Keep reaching out when you need support ❤
@joehutchinson146811 ай бұрын
Martin, there is a true meaning behind this song, and I feel your pain. Somehow it brings sadness from reality, but the realism is we have much more to go after! This is my favorite band, and their lyrics are so f-in strong! WE, have to understand the reality behind them is to let us know that others feel the same way, and there is a place and a way for US! NEVER GIVE UP
@lisahartman805 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Man. I needed this. I'm homeless living in a Car with my Alcoholic Narcissistic Abuser boyfriend and my 2 Beautiful EAS Certified Cat's. 💖😽🙏
@martingray9911 Жыл бұрын
I wish you the best in life and hope you find a forever home. Any man that abuses there partner is no man. Ive had friends who have been there before and ive done my best to protect them from those demons. Ive been abused and beaten by my ex girlfriend so i know your pain even knowing im a man i never fought back as i will never lay my hands on a woman no matter what so i just took the beatings and the mental abuse. Sending much love to you and hugs 😭❤️❤️
@gimpyrules671411 ай бұрын
Also not trying be a dick Reach out to you resources if you have them and fuck that dude He should be buried under a prison But there's always two sides, I've been on that side where the state believes woman because they are a woman
@jeb8657 ай бұрын
First video I've seen of yours and your intro words made me subscribe. Enjoy the song. It's hard to be sad when you listen to this song. The music is too happy. Take care, bro and be blessed with health and happiness! I lost my nephew (Raised like my younger brother) to suicide 3 years ago this October. Appreciate your candor.
@JustToxin11 ай бұрын
I lost one of my close friends a few years ago and then i went through this kind of scary thoughts myself, I struggled a lot and now I'm starting to feel a bit better. This song didn't hit me this much years ago, it does a lot more now after all the shit i've been through. Stay strong and keep on going!
@princess_k1tt3n5 ай бұрын
Thank you
@Treeman7910-tt8ht7 ай бұрын
I’ve tired ending my life but it didn’t go throw and here I am today living my best life I still go throw depression and it sucks but you got to keep On keeping on life’s too short just to give up
@FumeiYuusha Жыл бұрын
It's difficult sometimes...often the problem loved ones don't realize is their help only make things worse. They try to share positivity, which is nice and all, but when all I return to them is the negativity that I am, it only pushes me deeper into the 'bad' that I'm stuck in. The song FEAR;life from Cloudier captures the feelings I have pretty accurately...knowing that the people I love suffer because their help is ineffective. OkayRickk, you're a very good person, I'm so sorry for all that you've lost. Be strong, and keep up the good work you're doing here. And I guess "if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow."
@tracyfrink35949 ай бұрын
Just stumbled upon your video scrolling reaction videos. Just wanted to say much love brother.
@Lily_the_puggle2 ай бұрын
God bless all of you, every survivor of jumping off the golden gate bridge said they realized halfway down that it was a mistake... Most issues are solved with time or asking for help with the problem.
@warfangalphawolf369712 күн бұрын
Man you're awesome and also have a new subscriber because of the motivation you give us all.
@ChaosRose7 Жыл бұрын
Hollywood undead The Diary is also about depression, it's underrated and good
@lisahartman805 Жыл бұрын
God Bless Everyone. ✝️💖🙏
@rachnakali5 ай бұрын
The fact I got an add for alcohol right at the end of the song….
@GabrielMichaelDelsАй бұрын
Keep moving forward. No quit.
@Georg606 Жыл бұрын
hey man today you gift me strenght thanks, JUST thanks for your love in vid!!!I wish you the best
@Blank55600 Жыл бұрын
Shame Deuce and HU separated like they did. Glad Deuce is doing his own thing but it looks like he retired.
@Staton2033-it3jr Жыл бұрын
take 100 people hand to hand in a circle. Let them throw all there troubles in the circle. Odds are when you see others problems, you will pull your problems back out. Always remember Matthew 6:8 " Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him"
@Rodiroess11 ай бұрын
I've thankfully never lost someone to suicide, but I've had a friend call me in the middle of trying to OD. Absolutely terrifying, I'm still not over that phone call. It's been two years now. He's okay now.
@notorious99N5 ай бұрын
Hey hope your doing well sir amazing reacts hope Martin is doing well love your reaction I was struggling with depression growing up have now won my battle and am a poet giving back to the mental health society hoping one day I can help others who are in the place I once was life is too precious to give up never give up one day you will be blessed just never forget what we go through
@nicksalazar13346 ай бұрын
Im so sorry for your loss, Ive lost so many friends to suicide as well, all we can do is carry on their memory. Im so sorry it is never easy. I lost my brother back in 2017 and this was one of there favorite songs, such a clear sign but we ALWAYS just ignore it and just pas it on as edginess but thats just not the truth. Check in on your loved ones you never know the mental they are dealing with. Again i am so sorry for your loss it is extremely hard
@cw305810 ай бұрын
You got this
@JustVoids Жыл бұрын
Circles, Outside, Pour me, House of mirrors, and The Dairy are all Hollywood Undead songs that are good too, id love to see you react to them, also thank you so much for all the positive words you said throughout the video they helped alot, stay strong brothers and sisters.
@martingray9911 Жыл бұрын
All epic tunes. Got to love this band
@mimzyrising4145 Жыл бұрын
I been there, positive vibes😢 I survived
@dervakommtvonhinten5175 ай бұрын
how DARE YOU CALL ME BEAUTIFUL? that cut deep man. with a mug like mine you cant see this as anything but as an insult!
@sargentdoomakadoomslayerha31239 ай бұрын
thanks
@nightgamer7040Күн бұрын
Didn’t understand this song when I was 12. At fifteen I understand every word
@ThunderXDDD9 ай бұрын
You look so sincerely sad in this
@darrenpingüino10 ай бұрын
Im drunk right now, usually is all happiness and stuff, fell into some type of alcoholism because either way the money i make is not enough to afford any type of addiction, you must know that your words made me go one more day ♥️
@darrenpingüino3 ай бұрын
Man six months later and I'm back here, you gotta know your video is so nice that makes me feel better when I'm down
@SirDawkster10 ай бұрын
I don't know if you'll see this comment but Hollywood Undead has been my favorite band since I was eight, and I'm currently twenty-three now. Despite the dark tones of their songs, they've helped me through a lot.
@m727yw Жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@MaartenStegenАй бұрын
you are fine bro, you are alright...i can see you have a lot of pain inside you...
@seppoharkkonen57662 ай бұрын
i do like how reactions to this song is like "no dont" but in real life, nobody gives a flying §§§§
@TFFMembers6 ай бұрын
There was a kid that was bullied 4 to 9 grade and in high school it was a big school like 16 to 19 stories high I think this was like 3 years ago but the kid killed himself and the bad thing about it was it was 6 bully’s that made him kill himself the 6 bully’s was there when he did it I was one of the bully’s and when he killed himslef I was so sorry and now i think I will die when let him die but I left my friends and I am so sorry now I what to forgive everyone how i hart and I whated to kill my self because of it 😢
@PCCUSTOBNEFICIO3 ай бұрын
yep dude , thats exctlty what i`ve been passing ... for years and years ...i just tired....just thinking meets good not loocks soo bad right now . ( sorry about my english , it`s no good i now )
@ragedslasher58017 күн бұрын
i love you ❤
@alicia9099 Жыл бұрын
I was going to ask for you to react to this song BUT wasn't sure if you were cool with lyrics like this. Hollywood Undead is one of my faves....wearing their shirt right now. Check out their songs Party By Myself and Everywhere I Go. Much love ❤
@martingray9911 Жыл бұрын
Love this band there music dies heal aswell as make you laugh like christmas in hollywood
@alicia9099 Жыл бұрын
@martingray9911 Christmas in Hollywood.....love that song. Like you said, lyrics help you heal and make you laugh. J3T is my favorite member in the band but they're all great, down to earth guys. How are you holding up with your depression right now? Hope you're doing alright. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always.
@martingray9911 Жыл бұрын
@@alicia9099 hey my fave menber id the curls and charlie sceene. Ive had a down fall on my depression and health but trying my best to to hang in. Wishing you well and good health and succsess 🙏🤘🙏
@Wispybubs10 ай бұрын
Hope you're doing well man. This was a tough reaction.
@hammerheadxray815210 ай бұрын
When i tried to kill myself it was strange. I just wanted it to be done. I wasn't scared, I was impatient. More pills, more alcohol, not dead yet? I'm still trying to figure out if surviving was worth it
@m727yw Жыл бұрын
pour me and the diary are also songs that help me a lot 🙏🙏
@MLBonner20137 ай бұрын
I AM ONLY 10 BUT IM GOING THROUGH ALOT BUT ILL TRY TO KEEP MY LIFE GOING
@KrisThroughGlass9 ай бұрын
Why doesn't the like button doesn't work for this reaction? What did you do to annoy KZbin? I really like this track. I'm late for your reaction, but better late than never.
@Ha...WaitWut6 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for those who have a care in the world
@DavidCline-q8w10 ай бұрын
Have you heard the song castle by Tom MacDonald?
@BVA_Bloodhound Жыл бұрын
#permatears
@SoAnthony9 ай бұрын
i just lost a friend a couple days ago to suicide it hurts a lot
@timothee34462 ай бұрын
I’m sorry but it’s a cowards way out. I lost people to suicide and yeah they went through some shit but to me it wasn’t bad enough to opt out like a coward. I’ve been there and I wanted a way out but I didn’t opt out I chose to face my problems head on weather I fail or succeed. I lost my grandma ,mom and dad in a 5 month span. I watched my mom fight cancer for 10 yrs till her last breath, I watched my dads 2 yr battle take him out so aggressively all I wanted was to be with them. I was willing to end it to follow them but it wouldn’t be right of me their son to quit cause they got called home. Life gets tough I know I’m still freshly in that rough spot but I’m making do with my time as I’m healing now. I hope others can find the power I did to say fuck opting out I’m going to stand tall and push forward and enjoy life for not just me but for my parents and the friends who left early. There’s always a solution to every problem but the solution isn’t ending it. We gotta look out for one another in the world it may seem ugly but deep down there’s beauty still here and it’s waiting for you to see it.
@bublbun11 ай бұрын
Bro has 29 tabs open 😂
@teamkaitlyn4907 ай бұрын
My mom’s ex boyfriend lost his befriend/co-worker to it too. Funny not funny last thing he said to his kids was that he was going to get milk
@MrViking842000 Жыл бұрын
you have some weird requests...as Mrs Reagan would say..Just say no
@corbinconnors513226 күн бұрын
Im sorry man but i dont deserve love... you better not judge me im 15 but i know what im doing after i turn 16 next month non of my family knows no one but my friends know and 3 said dont the others said same and even told me how too die bro imma have fun with this
@Glitchnb10 ай бұрын
i think this song is talking about a young boy/girl that have suicidal thought
@HJt-zi7ke11 ай бұрын
You've been through some tough stuff bro. You've been strong but stay as strong as you've been. It's tough but it's not over. ❤