First Time Reaction | Lorna Shore - Pain Remains II: After All I've Done, I'll Disappear

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AileenSenpai

AileenSenpai

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@AileenSenpai
@AileenSenpai 2 жыл бұрын
Please reach out if you need too.. I have some resources in the description box for you. I also commend Lorna Shore for bringing these issues to light. This must have been incredibly hard to talk about and I have so much respect for that. Remember you are not alone, you are loved, and asking for help isn’t a sign of weakness. Sending everyone a big hug. Love you all so much ❤
@joejenkinz
@joejenkinz 2 жыл бұрын
Awesome reaction. Where’d you find the shirt?? Been looking forever lol
@kuneefay
@kuneefay 2 жыл бұрын
Recently Bring Me The Horizon did a feature with a pop artist named Sigrid. It’s a very powerful video and message and one that everyone needs more than likely at least once in their lives. In for Sigrid feat. BMTH // Bad Life
@troyaturner1979
@troyaturner1979 2 жыл бұрын
I follow Adam on IG & he's spoken about how he was doing through some ofthe darkest times in his life while writing for this album. I hope he's in a better place emotionally & mentally. This brought me back to some really dark times in my life where I tried to do the same thing. I hope that the song & video helps someone seek out the help that they need🤘🏿🖤
@AileenSenpai
@AileenSenpai 2 жыл бұрын
@@joejenkinz it was a limited drop they did this spring :)
@imielovelove6646
@imielovelove6646 2 жыл бұрын
@@AileenSenpai hi sis, I'm from Indonesia, if you can try the reaction of the band BURGERKILL KILLCHESTRA - AN ELEGY, a very emotional song
@edwardscissorhands5264
@edwardscissorhands5264 2 жыл бұрын
Dear Aileen, even Will himself in recent interview admitted that he was crying when making these songs. You, Me, and all of us, we are not alone. Much respect ❤
@jayjustjay6796
@jayjustjay6796 2 жыл бұрын
The best part was when you said "I'll see you tomorrow". That gives hope to a lot of people that don't think that "tomorrow" is possible. Thank you!
@JonnyRottenn__
@JonnyRottenn__ 2 жыл бұрын
I agree completely. I’ve always tried to say “things are heavy today, but we’ll get through it, and try again tomorrow.” When I hear “we” and “tomorrow” when I’m having a tough time coping those two words make such a big difference.
@michaelmakar6206
@michaelmakar6206 Жыл бұрын
I felt that. Thank you for saying that. It’s been rough lately and those words helped.
@angelabordack
@angelabordack 2 жыл бұрын
I attempted sui*ide 3 times in 2007. I got home from Iraq in 2006, and I didn’t know how to assimilate to normal life or human contact, in general. I was placed in the psychiatric ward 5 times in ‘07 for sui*ide attempts (I came so close the last attempt). People joke and think therapy is just crap but it isn’t. I got out of my hole of despair through intensive therapy and seeing a psychiatrist weekly. It’s hard work but if you put the work in and want to get better, it’s a route to take. And yes, I still see a therapist and a psychiatrist to this day 16 years later. ❤️
@a_tired_dad
@a_tired_dad 2 жыл бұрын
I want to thank you for your service and sacrifice and wish you strength and love in the years to come. Keep walking.
@jake8915
@jake8915 2 жыл бұрын
thank you for your service. ive always wanted to be a soldier, but i guess i cant. the therapies dont work for me
@REN..X12
@REN..X12 2 жыл бұрын
The fight for the mind .. is far more damaging.. than the fight for the body... 🙏 As long as you remember You're 1 of a kind 👊💯 Don't EVER think you are anything less than Awesome⭐️ 💛
@StCla1re
@StCla1re 2 жыл бұрын
*internet hug*
@Jorge-rw6nz
@Jorge-rw6nz 2 жыл бұрын
Glad you're alive. Thank you for your service and I wish you all the best.
@alys__drummer
@alys__drummer 2 жыл бұрын
I’m genuinely left shaking after that. It touches so deep especially to those of us who know what it’s like to go through things like depression and loss. I think we all share similar emotions to Aileen Senpai bc this is seriously deep and heart wrenching
@VampiresLordM
@VampiresLordM 2 жыл бұрын
These two songs just broke me .. I lost my wife , my two step parents, my grandmother, 2 friends in 2 years , have a kid 8 years old to take care ! I do everything to go through and be strong! These 2 songs make me cry each times .. but it's ok , they are deep and powerful!
@andrewwiggins7763
@andrewwiggins7763 Жыл бұрын
Heart goes out to you
@BigDaddyAlan
@BigDaddyAlan 6 ай бұрын
Saying that I feel your pain is cheesy, but it's true nonetheless. Find someone to talk to, and don't try to power through it alone. You deserve better, and eventually something will come along.
@invisibl3enemy
@invisibl3enemy 2 жыл бұрын
My father passed away just around the time Pain Remains I... I didn't know of Lorna Shore at the time, but then one morning it popped up on my Recommended page, and I just said to myself... "click it" and I'm so happy I did, because I got that same sense of "Im not alone" with my pain, anxiety, and depression. Hearing Will's relentless screams, or the beautiful solos that brought tears to my eyes... it's something... Music is 100% a coping mechanism and for that, im eternally grateful, as im not sure what kind of place I'd be in if it wasn't for these Pain Remains videos. Loved your reaction!
@brallin94
@brallin94 2 жыл бұрын
LS has quickly become one of my favorites and these two songs might've cemented that... I've been there... losing someone that I loved and hospitalized for suicidal ideations (I'm better now). Listening to these songs took me back and I'm grateful to have had the strength to keep going. If anyone needs help, please do reach out. You're not alone. Thank you Aileen for the kind words and amazing reactions as always! 🤘💜🖤
@Denka187
@Denka187 2 жыл бұрын
lorna bringing out the ol black metal in this one .
@demondrive147
@demondrive147 2 жыл бұрын
As old as Shakespeare
@MadaraUchiha-ot4om
@MadaraUchiha-ot4om 2 жыл бұрын
yes someone finally says it ❤🔥
@Denka187
@Denka187 2 жыл бұрын
@@NiRvAnA6890 think it´s called blackened deathcore for a reason but hey , you do you and it will be fine
@HOLLOWxWAY
@HOLLOWxWAY 2 жыл бұрын
We cried together. Beautiful reaction Aileen, as are you as a human being. Love joining in on your Twitch streams, it definitely helps to take my mind away from and helps to try to cure my own dark thoughts. Keep doing what you're doing, because you're awesome. 🖤
@AileenSenpai
@AileenSenpai 2 жыл бұрын
You are loved and valid don't ever forget that! I'm happy our space on Twitch has done that for you! You are a wonderful part of the community!
@Armitaged1
@Armitaged1 2 жыл бұрын
Underrated asf reactor. I am excited to see your continued growth. This song in particular impacted me like nothing else has ever had
@AileenSenpai
@AileenSenpai 2 жыл бұрын
thank you
@samuelmcelveen2402
@samuelmcelveen2402 2 жыл бұрын
As an Army veteran I'm glad ya talk about PTSD. It sucks but ya bring it to front. Love ya content girl🤗🤗🤗🤗
@a_tired_dad
@a_tired_dad 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service o7
@samuelmcelveen2402
@samuelmcelveen2402 2 жыл бұрын
@@a_tired_dad welcome
@charlesnaef5378
@charlesnaef5378 2 жыл бұрын
There are resources available and it always helps to speak to other vets, were here for you brother. Much love, and as always HOOAH!!!
@redkaven
@redkaven 2 жыл бұрын
UK veteran here, PTSD is a bitch but we continue to move forward
@oscarespinozafuzz95
@oscarespinozafuzz95 2 жыл бұрын
I cried with this two videos, the deep feelings, emotions, music background symphonic melodies, wills voice all combined just wow, it breaks you, so deep, masterpiece of band and music
@Speedlife91
@Speedlife91 2 жыл бұрын
Luckily i dont have depression... but i live with strong anxiety and and panic disorder for 21 years and im not even 32 yet. and fellow grown ass Men dont feel ashamed if you cry sometimes! I adore your content, BIG HUG from Hungary 🇭🇺🤘
@Phattydumpz
@Phattydumpz 2 жыл бұрын
It's crazy that such a brutal band can touch us in such an emotional way. Every person is struggling with something and expressing it is an important part of coming to terms with whatever that trauma is. Perspective is important but when you're on the outside trying to look in you can't truly understand the pain in the moment that someone might be dealing with, that's personal. Whether it's a loss of life, a breakup or anything that can bring you to the edge. This band is absolutely phenomenal and what an honest reaction good on you.
@mrssniperr4505
@mrssniperr4505 2 жыл бұрын
m glad will ramos is the permeant vocalist for this band he deserves it i love them
@Speedlife91
@Speedlife91 2 жыл бұрын
A real outgoing frontman !
@Beaufortlawrence
@Beaufortlawrence 2 жыл бұрын
These guys have changed the deathcore scene forever. This album will go down as the best symphonic deathcore album of all time, if not the biggest. Thank you for sharing such an incredible band!
@duffthepsych
@duffthepsych 2 жыл бұрын
Didn't cry until you described your own experience and comparing the physical sensations of anxiety and pain to the instrumentation. Beautifully said and thank you for talking about this.
@tskwerl
@tskwerl 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah. As the song went on, I thought, "They're not going to go there." And then I realized, "Yeah, they're going there." To, "Holy sh*t, they did that." And they were right to. It needs to be discussed.
@Filzipz
@Filzipz 2 жыл бұрын
This song and the video hit me like a fkn train. The reason being is that I've tried to take my own life more than once (I'm better now) so this brought forth old and sad memories but it also made me happy because I'm still here. Your reaction was how I reacted as well when I saw the video for the first time. To everyone who sees this, if you're in this situation well, get help before it's too late! As Aileen said, you're loved and you deserve happiness
@Thenewbronzeagecollapse
@Thenewbronzeagecollapse 2 жыл бұрын
I'm not loved. 😊 End of the story. Nobody gives a f**k, like seriously, why should I, or anybody who's been left alone and screwed over by life and, most importantly, by people, believe the same ones who sent us to the path to our demise? Because it's cool? Especially if you're not attractive or with something to "offer", nobody is going to even bother with you.
@disturbiafromthebay
@disturbiafromthebay 2 жыл бұрын
It’s been a long few months and I’ve been in a very dark place for a long time. These songs capture the feeling perfectly.
@drakedecker4874
@drakedecker4874 2 жыл бұрын
I wasn't aware of how much grief I have been holding in until now. This song and its predecessor has healed me tremendously.
@felicitydarhk2818
@felicitydarhk2818 2 жыл бұрын
This is an extremely deep and serious subject to bring to light, and it is one we all have to deal with. none of us escape this, ever. the question is how do you respond when you lost a dearly loved one. you stay behind, what do you so. in this storyline he chooses to join her in death. of course there is another choice, but moving on after that isn.t easy, for no one. I would suspect your choice can also depend on whether you believe there is an afterlife. there are those who do and those who don't. all of us will only find out when that moment is there, and not sooner. i approach this with an open mind because of certain things i witnessed. but i still do not believe in either actually simply because i do not have proof of either. No matter what choice one makes, it has to be their own. but if they reach out they should get all the help they can get. I wish every one who had to go through this the very best, and of course those for who this still has to happen, which it will.
@surf4tex
@surf4tex 2 жыл бұрын
You spoke so well, with such emotion but also positivity 🙏❤️‍🔥…. These 3 works of Art join together to form 1 Masterpiece 👏… Lorna Shore 🖤🙌
@SirinSabathiel
@SirinSabathiel 2 жыл бұрын
First time finding your content. The talk right after the song was a instant sub from me. That was legit to a point many cant comprehend
@graxy_tv
@graxy_tv 2 жыл бұрын
I've listened to metal most of my life and I honestly couldn't understand 90% of the lyrics. Lorna Shore did an amazing job capturing the many forms of deep pain and the loss of a loved one. Memories flood your mind; ones you didn't know you had. The music beautifully illustrated what it's like to "spiral," if you will. And that solo, incredible. The way it portrayed how you feel at the end of spiral is masterful. All of this combined with such powerful vocals lead me in a closed-eye state with a tear running down each side of my face. Also.........that drummer. Sheeeeesh.
@SabreArchon
@SabreArchon Жыл бұрын
This trilogy absolutely SLAPS. I am super passionate about music and Lorna Shore became my FAVORITE Deathcore Band after Will Ramos became the Vocalist. I have never heard anything from anyone that goes as hard as this trilogy.
@shatteredmaskmusic
@shatteredmaskmusic 2 жыл бұрын
You don't wear a mask when you react. You let your real face through. It's beautiful.
@LochAndLoad95
@LochAndLoad95 2 жыл бұрын
I just found your channel recently and it's quickly become one of my favourites. You vibe to the music and feel its depths and meanings the same way I do and I'm glad we can all be a community here, thank you ❤️ This song broke me more than part 1...idk how I'm gonna survive the whole song together, or the whole ALBUM...
@ryanmarx456
@ryanmarx456 2 жыл бұрын
I saw Lorna Shore at the Chaos and Carnage fest by myself but felt like I was surrounded by a room full of friends the whole time and loved his vocals so captivating
@MadaraUchiha-ot4om
@MadaraUchiha-ot4om 2 жыл бұрын
out side of the Madara character out side of youtube in my real life this one hits home for me specifically this one
@marcusinator1
@marcusinator1 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your reaction. Your honesty and care is very nice and loved, its really tough in general to talk about these things and having someone speak out about it like lorna shore and you it really helps me(and im very sure others) not feel alone especially when it feels like you're at the bottom of the pit without a way to get out. I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for the last 8-9 years and its hard, it honestly is. So, just thank you so much your content and energy always makes me feel better and makes me feel less alone so thank you so much!!
@leonschumann2361
@leonschumann2361 2 жыл бұрын
since the very first song lorna shore have been insane ... but with will, and especially pain remains, they have accended to what we need.
@jgossert95
@jgossert95 2 жыл бұрын
Just imagine this trio of songs live... a big bunch of blubbering grown ass adults bawling and smashing into each other.. beautiful💜🖤
@salorostov576
@salorostov576 2 жыл бұрын
Your reaction and analysis is incredible. The way you talk about the solo is exactly how it feels to me. I battle severe depression after losing my wife so I get this deeply.
@AileenSenpai
@AileenSenpai 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you some positive energy ❤️
@lizardman8712
@lizardman8712 2 жыл бұрын
This hit hard....I actually had suicidal thoughts when I went through my break up. And this really paints the picture to how and what I felt. Remember everyone your not alone, it doesn't hurt or make you weak to want help. #StayStrong
@TedMo95
@TedMo95 2 жыл бұрын
Love and hug to every one who needed. ❤️❤️🫂❤️❤️ PTSD and other challenger or problems they have.. Thanks Aileen
@The_philosophical_musician72
@The_philosophical_musician72 2 жыл бұрын
Omg this song hit even harder than the part 1, this is the second time I have seen this and still cried. 10 attempts thank God I didn't succeed. I would of left my children with such pain. I am so glad I didn't do it. Love you sister, thanks for being so open.
@Maxy85
@Maxy85 2 жыл бұрын
all the best for you!
@Speedlife91
@Speedlife91 2 жыл бұрын
Never give up!!!!! ❤️
@wigwuck
@wigwuck Жыл бұрын
I know this is 11 months ago at the time of me writing this, but I hope things are better brother. Keep rockin' on, this community has your back no matter what 🤘
@The_philosophical_musician72
@The_philosophical_musician72 Жыл бұрын
@noahvanderveen8962 thank you for all the nice words, I keep going since it is the only choice that is positive
@Ellbeasteo
@Ellbeasteo 2 жыл бұрын
This music video is the only time I've had my heart racing before the end because I knew where it was going, its the same feeling I've had myself when I've attempted it twice and both times someone has stopped me at the last second, I honestly feel like lorna shore have been able to reach a far wider audience with these two releases, showcasing what I feel is the real emotion people feel when they lose a loved one, lorna (along with other deathcore/metal bands) can really emphasise that emotion with the harsh vocals cos that's how we all feel when this happens, the anger and sadness makes us just want to scream and wail, just asking why this had to happen. We feel you aileen ❤️ a reaction in its purest form, loved it
@DeeDee-eb6fe
@DeeDee-eb6fe 2 жыл бұрын
Spiritbox once had a song called ' The Beauty of Suffering'. That's what i'm thinking of when watching you Aileen, though the story is so sad. But the next big smiles are just around the corner! 😉
@williamsummerson1204
@williamsummerson1204 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this beautiful reaction with us. I love this band so much, both songs and videos broke me. Just like the queen said if you are dealing with depression, or any kind of mental illness, plz seek help. I promise you are not alone. Love y'all very much. 🙏❤🤘
@xVince
@xVince 2 жыл бұрын
As someone who's had struggles most of his life, i feel this a lot. My last attempt, my seventh one at that, was now 7 years ago and i'm so happy i made enough noise for my mom to pick up something was wrong. The pacing around and the doubt you see in the video is... painfully accurate. I'm so happy i'm still here
@davealfdergraue3266
@davealfdergraue3266 2 жыл бұрын
And that's the Power of Love, Compassion and Metal! You've outdone yourself, Sweetie! 🖤🖤🖤
@bluecrystalcandles2845
@bluecrystalcandles2845 2 жыл бұрын
This hit hard the first time I saw it, and I still start to cry during the solo. My last suicide attempt was in 2018 when I was going through depression hell. My antidepressants seemed to have stopped working and I was almost always suicidal. A compulsively suicidal mind is a very scary thing. It wasn’t until the psychiatrist in the mental hospital changed my medications that things started to get better. I’m in a better place now mentally but I understand the mindset. At the time the brain can’t see any other way out and thinks nothing will get better. Not thinking realistically. There are other ways out; however the suicidal brain can’t see them. There are ways out reach out for help and talk to someone.
@StCla1re
@StCla1re 2 жыл бұрын
*internet hug* ❤
@petesmithson1906
@petesmithson1906 2 жыл бұрын
Lorna Shore has done something that I didn't think was possible. They've made deathcore more than just blast beats and heaviness. They made it soulful and beautiful. Very impressive. Your reaction made me tear up because I could feel your emotion. There is hope for us all. I've had so many mental health issues and music has saved my life. Thank you for everyone that's in this amazing community and I hope you all have a beautiful day. I love you all. Much respect to you all. Stay strong brothers and sisters. You have family here. Never give up. We are all better than that.
@lostlothbrok7156
@lostlothbrok7156 2 жыл бұрын
This sequel reminds me of the frantic anger and the pendulum of emotion from loss. That moment you lash out from grief, again amazing work from Lorna Shore
@DurzoBlint14
@DurzoBlint14 2 жыл бұрын
frantic is the word I felt too. Repetitive, but with the scenario they are painting, I can't imagine the brain is doing anything besides repeating the same words over and over...franticly, with anger, pain and grief...
@Trent2002W
@Trent2002W 2 жыл бұрын
Best reaction I seen so far. The music video adds so much especially at end it was heart wrenching like how the last song the lyrics were heart wrenching. All the songs will probably be my SOTYs
@jonnygoat15
@jonnygoat15 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you. They are seriously showing us every kind of pain that lingers. this album is going to be a therapy session in itself. but through all pain and depression, I will see you tomorrow.
@donniebuster5200
@donniebuster5200 2 жыл бұрын
As a suicide survivor this song speaks to me on all levels of my soul. You're not alone. It may seem like things won't get better but they will. And talking about these things is a first step. If you're struggling please reach out and talk to someone. It may not seem like it'll help but from firsthand experience I can tell you it does. You are loved. Each and every one of you.
@Shiro_nin
@Shiro_nin 2 жыл бұрын
You’re awesome! Thank you for hanging in there, in more ways than one. Remember everyone, you’re not alone. Much love.
@Crash787b
@Crash787b 2 жыл бұрын
I have attempted to take my own life in two times, I've been in the bottom of the barrel and now I'm still struggling with those thoughts. Thanks to my wife I can handle that better, she means all to me and my worst nightmare would be losing her. Now Lorna Shore takes these two topics and makes a trilogy about them... FUCK! this really hits me harder than anybody could imagine. Can't wait for part III (probably released on october 14th with the album release), guitarist Adam said that that's his favorite part of the trilogy, I'm stoked.
@jugro7639
@jugro7639 2 жыл бұрын
I have bipolar disorder and I've had some major depressions with suicidal thoughts in the past. I've heard the statement: "No wonder you have depression when listening to such music." But it's the music that keeps me going! It's the worst when you are so deep in a depression that you are just feeling empty inside and you are not even capable of crying anymore. But when some brutally emotional music catches me I burst and just start to cry. That's such a relieving thing! It's not like it instantly makes my depression disappear - nothing would - but it helps me to not slip even deeper into. That being said: I can't wait for part III and the whole album. It'll spin on my record player all the time I guess. 😅 I've never been into deathcore, but Lorna Shore is above just that. Love your reaction to this one and part I, too. Take care. ❤
@i3yth3w4y
@i3yth3w4y 2 жыл бұрын
Something that kind of caught me off guard on my third listen was this viking battle vibe akin to like something Amon Amarth would have written. It links up for me with the battle this dude must be facing in his mind and it changed the entire vibe of the song for me.
@Nadine-the-metal-lady
@Nadine-the-metal-lady 2 жыл бұрын
I played part one for a friend of mine and she didn't see the sadness in this song. I felt like I was wrong there. So glad, that there are so many people in world, that love this kind of music.
@WeAreTheUniverse78
@WeAreTheUniverse78 2 жыл бұрын
Lorna Shore is moving us all. Powerful stuff. I have struggled with anxiety and selfmedicating since the 90's. I have lost hope many times but life can also be Wonderful and rewarding. Music has always been my safe place 🎧♥️
@fredbarnes2600
@fredbarnes2600 2 жыл бұрын
First off mad respect to everyone in Lorna Shore. I can't say that was great or beautiful. But it was authentic and they didn't pull punches. For what it is it's perfect. And Ailleen dear thank you for feeling and more importantly sharing. There's not a lot of people that do.
@valorin5762
@valorin5762 2 жыл бұрын
Just saw the single's cover again and noticed it's a _bandaged_ hand holding that knife. What a wonderful detail, which tells us, he might survive after all.
@kadian299
@kadian299 2 жыл бұрын
We knew it was coming. “A world without you isn’t meant for me.”
@heikobar7626
@heikobar7626 2 жыл бұрын
Both songs hit me so hard ! Masterpieces ... both ...
@myotismusic5019
@myotismusic5019 2 жыл бұрын
This song hit like a ton of bricks. That guitar solo is one of the best I’ve heard.
@SimoneJaegerFrauPanPan
@SimoneJaegerFrauPanPan 2 жыл бұрын
to all of you sharing your stories and struggles with us here: you are the brave ones! lots of love to you, you deserve any bit of it!
@johnnesbitt1507
@johnnesbitt1507 2 жыл бұрын
I have spent the last few years in a serious depressive state. Tried to take my own life but was found by police and referred to mental health for evaluation. It's a lifelong struggle that just when you think you are on top of it will kick you in the teeth. Depression isn't a choice it's just how life takes you. When you take things to extremes and end things , It's not a weakness. Life is so tough for some people. The things that seem so easy for some people is very tough for others. I wish everyone good luck in life and hopefully some joy. love and peace to you all.
@vcorkleth
@vcorkleth 2 жыл бұрын
When I saw the content warning and the suic*de hotline, I knew this song was going to be brutal and heavy.
@richardfrancis8476
@richardfrancis8476 2 жыл бұрын
Aileen I really commend you on relating to some of these songs. People might say look at Aileen why would she ever feel that way? She has everything, beauty, fame, career, and fans. But know one knows what we all go through personally.
@kadajtribal8532
@kadajtribal8532 2 жыл бұрын
This band is soooo inspirational and very creative. The musicianship and thought processes is the greatest things. Lorna Shore is the best band EVER.
@jeremybrennan4115
@jeremybrennan4115 2 жыл бұрын
I usually don't comment but I just wanted to say aillen you are such a sweetheart...the world is most definitely a better place with you in it. I hope that you continue to push forward every single day to whatever goals your trying accomplish and then when you get there, I hope you say "fuck it" and keep going and Hopefully along the way people see footprints you left behind and follow in them. Love from Seattle here
@TheGamingWard
@TheGamingWard Жыл бұрын
No better way i couldve imagined you ending this than "ill see you tomorrow." Thanks, Aileen. For everything you do.
@alys__drummer
@alys__drummer Жыл бұрын
I’ve seen this video a lot of times now… but this time was the worst. I got super bad chills when the part near the end was coming up throughout my entire body. It just goes to show that it doesn’t matter how many times we listen to this music or watch this video, it never loses its sense of power and pain💔
@styxxhs3010
@styxxhs3010 2 жыл бұрын
lorna shore is for real... i was in a band around 15-19, then my bandmates got on bad drugs and sold all my equipment.. came out to be more than 3000 bucks i spent on my bass equipment and bass.. 2x15 mesa engineering, ibanez Sound Gear 5 string bass, an impulse 1000 or so head for my 2x15s cab.. we had an ep made... but between finding a spot to practice and having an ep written being kids not having money for a recording... we tried to record ourselves with pro tools, albeton, reaper, and some others, but had to learn everything self taught... now that im 38.. i still have a drug problem but am getting help and my guitarist who had a drug problem is sober... so were going to take time to get me straight, mentally, and him straight playing 7 strings again... as he quit for years... then when he saw my 200 dollar LTD customized to sound like progressive metal... that gave him the want to play again so he got another 7-string, and thats the shit... once we record our first song, may i give you our song for your channel maybe, tell me what you think.. we'll be a two man band, until we get more members... but i sing scream, he sings, plays 7 string guitar, i play 7-string guitar and bass and program drums.. but yea... love your channel! and today i was so sick trying to get off all drugs i was on i almost killed myself.. but then something popped in my head telling me where my meds where.. as i couldnt remember where i found them... so im coming back to myself.. my 5am ill be back to about normal.. then im working on mental health with my drs... so wish me luck... i told him music and this has been true since i was 14-15, this is the only thing that makes me happy so if i cant get or make a band... i will do something horrible as i have nothing going for me.. if you wanna talk more about my depression why i was forced into drugs in the first place let me know coud be a good outlet since metal is our common ground..
@user-th8zk7cm8f
@user-th8zk7cm8f Жыл бұрын
I an 48 years old. I haven't cried in 37 years until now. Thank you.
@MrDylanBrewster
@MrDylanBrewster 2 ай бұрын
the last couple minutes of the video and this whole song reminded me of how i felt when my grandmother died, it hurt so much to even breathe that i couldnt take it anymore and wanted to die and i did try to take my own life and luckily i was unsuccessful
@l.-._.-._.-._.-._.-.l
@l.-._.-._.-._.-._.-.l 2 жыл бұрын
The way loss was taught to me is its like putting a coin up to your eye and that's all you can see but it gets farther out of your view over time but it will always be there.
@MrSpina604
@MrSpina604 2 жыл бұрын
Holy shit. I’m gonna need a personal day after seeing this. I’m fighting tears at my job right now. I can relate to loss, pits of despair, and just an overwhelming feeling of hope being lost. I’m a 20 year Marine veteran and I’ve been through a lot. From friends funerals to an attempt on my own life in 2009, to the loss of my mother, and now the loss of my marriage, this hits hard. But, job well done for bringing it to light.
@mumakill9650
@mumakill9650 2 жыл бұрын
I don't know what is the most violent in this title. The music or the video? Thanks and respect to you Aileen and respect so too Lorna Shore.
@KingHayabusa384
@KingHayabusa384 2 жыл бұрын
Can't wait to see and hear the third part.
@IvanRatonhnhaketon
@IvanRatonhnhaketon 2 жыл бұрын
These two songs and most likely the trilogy are very familiar to me, since I also know what it feels like to have "those thoughts" and I also know what it's like to lose the one you thought would be with you all your life, he's still alive but... .. it left me too marked and I feel so identified with these videos, these lyrics... that.... god... it's as if they had read your mind, your thoughts, your heart
@Robert_Herring
@Robert_Herring 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your reaction. Lorna Shore is bringing the pain out into the light, so we may all heal. This is the real heavy music, no pretense, just honest darkness.
@Metalhead_i..i
@Metalhead_i..i 2 жыл бұрын
You're very intelligent and deliver thoughts very well. You even make us understand the video and music better. Thabk you. Keep it up.
@AileenSenpai
@AileenSenpai 2 жыл бұрын
I appreciate that!
@carlosportillo9240
@carlosportillo9240 2 жыл бұрын
Hello! Sorry if my English is not very good, I don't speak it well. But I wanted to say thank you for sharing that emotion with us. I'm going through a hard time of depression where I'm tired of life and I don't want to move on, and I feel like a failure. Ever since my childhood best friend died of cancer, I've been at a loss with myself. And sometimes I wish he was alive, and I'm not. Just to tell you that thank you for sharing that emotional moment. Greetings from Venezuela
@FloschiX
@FloschiX 2 жыл бұрын
Hey there! Needed to cry to this one with you again ^^ Thank you for your beautiful words afterwards, none of us is alone with their shit
@vladislavkorobeinikov1407
@vladislavkorobeinikov1407 2 жыл бұрын
This hits hard, probably if I would have heard this 3 years ago it would hit anyways but not as hard as now, even harder after my last loss exactly for suicide...Kudos to LS I wasn't expecting something sooo emotionally tough, and thank you for the genuine reaction, I'd love more people would understand that calling anybody for help in a given hard moment isn't a sign of weakness but of actually hope and strength, so much love to you and everyone out there ❤️
@Monius13
@Monius13 2 жыл бұрын
@devcor
@devcor 2 жыл бұрын
It's a real mixed emotion when you can't not headbang, but also tear up at the same time. Jeez they outdone themselves.
@jakeshadow6644
@jakeshadow6644 2 жыл бұрын
This video was so heavy that it was beautiful and I'm glad that it's out for all of us to see what people think about it. I hope part III is one to bring it all full Circle
@jeff5671
@jeff5671 2 жыл бұрын
these last two songs broke me. i can't wait for this album to drop. Lorna Shore has hit new hights and i am excited for their future.
@GrittyTones
@GrittyTones 2 жыл бұрын
4 weeks and 6 days ago is when I tried to end it all, everyday I still struggle and I still have my moments of not wanting to be here and feeling like I'm a burden on everybody, some days are better than others, I guess slowly I'm just trying to get more comfortable opening up 🥺
@AlphaBreaker
@AlphaBreaker 2 жыл бұрын
Aye, thanks for staying and fighting. A few months shy of 3 years for myself. For me, I am so glad I stuck it out because now I FEEL more validated and life in general has been getting better as the time goes on. It's still a clawing fight but a fight I am willing to go through and I hope it is the same for you as well
@GrittyTones
@GrittyTones 2 жыл бұрын
@@AlphaBreaker thank you so much man, it's not about the fall, it's about what happens afterwards. It's not easy but it was never meant to be, I just got to keep on trucking. I forgot my music to help me and some great friends, currently being put through the ringer of bullshit, was homeless and had to sleep on the streets for a little bit but now I'm staying with some great friends and getting my life back together. I hope that every good thing that can happen to you in life happens to you as well and anybody who reads this comment :)
@perverkari3792
@perverkari3792 2 жыл бұрын
Glad you're still with us man, don't give up pls, you're loved and important, don't let anything take you down, you got this 💙
@DrZalian
@DrZalian 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! ..... Just thank you!
@mato8494
@mato8494 2 жыл бұрын
We love u too ♥️🥰 u a strong & beautiful Human Being ♥️
@MystigrindStudios
@MystigrindStudios 2 жыл бұрын
Love the reaction! Great video. Lots of Heart. It's nice to see extreme music affect people and get them talking.
@MrDonut255
@MrDonut255 Жыл бұрын
So I’ve got no tattoos currently but i feel like I relate to these songs so much! I’m very tempted to get a Lorna shore tattoo
@DeadlyKnot
@DeadlyKnot 2 жыл бұрын
I'm digging the new album so far.
@alfhelgesson7184
@alfhelgesson7184 2 жыл бұрын
This is important to get out there. I have some people that are close to me that saved me through life. People I can talk to about everything. Never be ashamed to ask for help. ❤️🤘
@bigdaddydc70
@bigdaddydc70 2 жыл бұрын
We all love you Aileen!!
@beauh1664
@beauh1664 2 жыл бұрын
My 8-year relationship just recently ended getting a divorce this song hit me really hard I don't know what to do no one to talk to thank you for reacting so I didn't have to watch it alone
@jared_bliss2253
@jared_bliss2253 2 жыл бұрын
I cannot wait for part 3 to see how they finish this
@marcushoffmann2250
@marcushoffmann2250 Жыл бұрын
Hey grüße aus Deutschland. Ich finde das Lorna shore eine der besten Bands ist. Und mit dieser Trilogie toppen sie alles erdenkliche
@timooltmanns7039
@timooltmanns7039 2 жыл бұрын
some wounds bleed inwards, some screams go inside, find a healthy way to let it out. be strong, get strong or get help. nobody is alone!!!!
@enki4589
@enki4589 2 жыл бұрын
You are such a good person!!! Thank you for what you do!!!!
@alexanderjanssen9322
@alexanderjanssen9322 2 жыл бұрын
It hit me hard after i lost my brother to suicide. These guys are doing bigger and better things. Lorna shore has been a lifesaving band
@biggaines2863
@biggaines2863 2 жыл бұрын
Someone on r/lornshore figure out after the solo when Will comes back in and says these lyrics And after all that I've done After all of my pain This fucking world disintegrates (I'll disappear) He actually says This fucking world disintegrates.... "DON'T DISSAPPEAR" 🤯 followed quickly by (I'll disappear) That blew my mind because the part of the video it happens at too. Go back and listen to that part I'm sure you'll hear it❤
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