Fi’s Fight Back - appointment day and unfortunately, getting very unwell again 🥴😩☹️

First day - appointment day which actually went well!
Second day - wiped out and very unwell
Third day - update from appointment and tried to feel better but unfortunately whatever bug I caught really hit me (more to come in the next YT).
Lots of hurdles with all of this, but as ever, we kept on going as best we could.
#edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #dayinthelife #eatingdisorderrecovery #inpatient #recovery #recovery

[@charlottemay1283]

What I really love: in this video your voice isn't as shaky and weak as before, it does sound stronger at times. I love it. You're starting to own yourself again and getting more present. Keep going!

[@icecream_andcookies]

The way you push through your struggle reminds me that I can push through mine as well 🥳 we appreciate your updates and perseverance!! Do not forget that you are STRONG!

[@kirstinstansbury2017]

It’s so nice to see you with a bit of a smile and being positive even though you felt so unwell. Keep on going lovely x

[@lorenspath6538]

You are doing very well. i know its hard when youre struggling after eating a meal, and feeling fear of gaining weight, its totally understandable! I love your videos and you always inspire me! I love your snack and lunch ideas. I have days where Im really not feeling great as well. I understand how you feel. Please dont give up! Take one day at a time. Love,Loren

[@silkpursesowsear32]

Don’t you give up either Louen , believe in yourself, believe in Fi and I hope you continue to recover x

[@leanygaard3505]

Thank you for stating the use of same bowls for certain foods and challenging that- I do the same thing and have felt like I am crazy.

[@harmonyhope1709]

Aww Fi I'm so sorry to hear that you got so unwell again, especially when you had been feeling so positive and picked yourself up after Covid, but huge congratulations for recognising that you still needed to fuel yourself!! I can totally relate to the noise of building work etc... I also have sensory issues. So to deal with this on top of being physically unwell you've done amazingly. Proud of you 💪💕 really hope that you feel better soon !!! Harah to the sweets 👋❤️

[@NinasHere4U]

Glad you are realizing that rest is as important as fuel for your body, blessings to you 🙏 ❤️💐🏆 Maybe get some ear plugs for when the noise is too much.

[@karenroach6506]

You are being so strong these days, even though things are rough…you just keep doing the next hard thing - and yes, rest when you need it!🥰

[@courtneymcguffee5753]

That's a lot of big wins!! Rooting for you, always!!!

[@jillbettles5810]

Lots of love as always 💕 xx

[@suzettekrausen3524]

Thats so awesome that you have had a step forward.

[@prayer_tent]

I hear confidence in your voice and the way you hold yourself!! :) Hoping and praying you are feeling better hon.

[@brothervssister3878]

I’m glad things have been overall positive! (Aside from your feeling ill of course, can’t catch a break! Hope u feel better soon!) Omg Hugo’s paws in the last clip of the walk tho 😂

[@kerrymayhall8900]

Fi you are being so strong! And as I’m struggling with my ED your videos inspire me to “keep going”! I hope you are feeling better!

[@dawnmolloy9351]

Even though you were feeling unwell you still slayed staying the course. You are amazing and worthy. Keep going!

[@nicoleschreffler8645]

So nice to see you having a good day and I know its still hard not easy by any means but seeing that smile and how positive you look is amazing

[@andreag9913]

Fi I’m so glad to see you are still mentally doing well and fighting. So sorry you are feeling I’ll and hope you are feeling better physically now as well.

[@tamararhodes9670]

So awful to see you unwell, however , glad to see you got a lot of rest, that always helps 💙 keep going Fi xxx

[@anne-mariesullivan3174]

I am 55 and working v hard to overcome my ED - it was so inspiring for me to hear how you allowed yourself to eat more than your meal plan - it felt like - if you can do it then I can follow your lead and do it too! xxxxxxx

[@xristinas2767]

I hope you are feeling better now!

[@lisanancoff3462]

You are fabulous !!

[@michellepodnar1452]

Hugs! One foot in front of the other We are behind you!

[@anne-mariesullivan3174]

Oh my goodness you are amazing, even though you were unwell you are talking with so much more purpose, you sound so clear on your goals and what you want to achieve - amazing - you are inspiring me, I feel guilty about wanting to get better. I loved what you are saying x

[@rebeccafalter7662]

Your ability to share your story with us is so brave. You’re an amazing person. And your strength is visible to all of us. Thank you.

[@toofidgety]

Loop earplugs may help a bit with building work - you can still hear things but they just take the edge off of the noises. They have been so helpful for me. You’ve got this

[@J3an3ttak]

You are fighting so hard and I am here for it. You keep growing that spark into a raging fire and burn this disease to the ground. So, so, so very proud of you! ❤️‍🔥

[@clownbash]

I feel like with each video you post, more and more of your personality shines through. You are so bright and cheerful through this video, even when you're unwell...and goofy, too! The noise you made while untangling your necklace made me smile. I can see you finding Fi.

[@RipResistantPantyhose]

Hang on to that freeing feeling of how hard you're working unfocused on numbers. I'm so excited and proud of you

[@patriciasheridan7]

Though you said you were feeling unwell, I see so much positivity. And a plan to go the right way. You are incredibly smart and brave!

[@alimoore589]

I think you're amazing for thr way you're pushing through and challenging your rules and anxiety. You honestly don't look rough. You are beautiful and seem lovely 💕

[@jikjakjokamelie6081]

The noise of builders AND radio would be awful for me too 🥺 I love what your nurse said about reducing weigh-ins, he sounds like a good egg.

[@alieellersmith]

So so so so soooo proud

[@louisevessey3839]

I see a real breakthrough in this video despite your challenges! Your voice is louder and has more presence and confidence! Sorry you were so unwell, but wow, way to keep on going and facing last minute changes along with stressful construction!

[@harmonyhope1709]

Brave and sensible decision to be blind weighed for the moment. Grr hate when companies change ingredients of my favorite foods ☹️ Aww your nephew is so cute 😍 Love your motivational, positive t shirt 👌🙌

[@jikjakjokamelie6081]

Also I love Hugo’s muddy feet 🥰 he looks like he is wearing socks!!

[@Nofundi]

Hi Fi, I have no idea if you see these comments but I've been following your story for some time now and I just want you to know you're doing amazing! I wish I could give you the biggest hug. You've got this. ♥️

[@teainortakoy]

Fi you are such a trooper. Dealing with all the changes, feeling ill and having builders in the house at the same time. You have my full permission to whack them over the head with one of your banana skins! The surprising benefits of successfully finishing breakfast! 😍

[@glynis7970]

Fi I’m sure you have thought of this but,there are lots of ASMR videos on here,ocean,waterfalls,hair brushing etc. would one of those help block out the builders and help you sleep maybe? Also the difference in you’re attitude is amazing! Aaaaand you have lovely things you want to do so..you also have gorgeous fur babies and a nephew you have to teach all about musicals!! 😉 wonder which one you will start with? Stay well sweetheart 💐

[@harmonyhope1709]

You can order ear defenders online of varying prices and quality but I find them really helpful. Might help with the building noise?! ❤️

[@mf-fb4bt]

Depression responds well with prescription anti-depressant, which will also help along the road to ED recovery. Good luck wishes ti you :) .

[@brittanycasey2460]

How do you guys make the falafel for your wrap? I’ve never had it. Certain spices? Also, what type hummus? I’m so excited to try one of your wraps

[@janetsheart3139]

Hello-Maybe you need to go to the doctor or A and E so that you don’t continue to utilize feeling unwell with not being able to eat. Your electrolyte could be off or you need fluids-if you are fainting or there could be a cardiac issues going on with the severe malnutrition. Just worried that you are not getting looked at and evaluated for that kind of illness or feeling that unwell. Good Luck and hope you feel better.

[@treegirl]

Thank You, I think the same. (Heart, Kidneys, Adrenals).

[@harmonyhope1709]

How are you getting on with having the 2 biscuits at dinner time? Haven't seen you mention them for a while ❤️

[@lesliemischke770]

I always go for the biggest bananas lol.

[@kecrn4132]

I am just curious about the wheelchair…. If you are exercising anyways, is there much of a point to using the wheelchair? Maybe if you didn’t, you would have more luck at not exercising??

[@justagirlwithdogs9445]

what exercises do you do being so weak?

[@leanneeggenberger9127]

Very confused about this too..

[@catherinemitchell3721]

Fi won't disclose how much or what kind of exercise she is doing.I fear it must be significant as her weight doesn't seem to have changed much.There shouldn't be ANY exercise at this point.Apart from anything else, she is risking a heart attack- heart muscle wastage is a part of Anorexia.