FORCING A GLOW UP WHILE BURNT OUT | Toxic Tears

[@nekokikogaming3530]

I love seeing Kaya living her best life and being all happy and free. You go girl ♥

[@jaybirdbrown4597]

You and me both!!💜

[@Cerridwen7777]

FWIW i caught some of your insta pics and stories about your nights out, and it made me really happy to see you out with friends enjoying life. You've come a long way, baby!

[@siiighhhs]

Loved the new jewelry and headdress! And that night out looked super fun 🖤 glad to see you having a good time!!!

[@wildflower2424]

I love that you had a kitty friend come to get loving. Such a sweet kitty. I enjoyed the video, thank you.

[@travismorse4762]

Glow up, indeed! It looks like you had lots of fun, and that outfit... 😍

[@CrypticJasmine]

Haha 'Alrighty Roo' my god that's so cute! haha🦘

[@taintedtrixon]

I love love love how you incorporated your hair into the makeup 😍🖤⛓️

[@AnnieNorthman89]

I am obsessed with everyone’s look and outfits 🔥😍 Everyone looks amazing. Glad you are out having fun and taking care of yourself

[@ferretthegremlin]

“I feel straggily and skrugagly” is a constant mood

[@JolieBeauty]

You are beautiful before, but you radiate happiness after your “glow up”! 🖤

[@tinashort9098]

I couldn’t glow up right now if someone offered me $1,000,000😂 nope!!!!

[@slayxyourxday]

Absolutely feel this 😂

[@michellerhodes5477]

Same. I'll leave the glow up to Kaya.

[@jaybirdbrown4597]

Ha! I can't GROW up, let alone glow up!!😅

[@underedenxx]

I've got a 3 year old that listens to disney princess songs all day. I'll be almost 60 when I have energy to glow up again 💀

[@youinspiremyinnerserialkiller]

Glow up videos are my fave, especially yours. I watch them after im burned out from a week of work and when i finally get a day off and can recharge and glow up i Like to watch you as i do it.

[@katyar8241]

as a seasoned alt freak also feeling burnt out it was xool to see you blossom as you forced yourself into getting back into your look. makes me think i could potentially feel better about the swge ive become if i did the same :p

[@karinkier2503]

Without makeup you look like my aunt. I miss her alot, you are so pretty. With makeup you are stunning. Fantastic Glow up.

[@angyalkatka92]

Perfect glow up ❤ I realy like the makeup and a jewelry .

[@shyguy4987]

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh, out of everything that you have done up to this point I can only see that your looking much better, your looking so happy, healthy, and even though I wish I could go to these parties to see you I’m more than overjoyed to see you having a fun time digitally. Keep it up!

[@ariellynn8423]

Your posts on Instagram literally make my life complete goth goals ❤

[@skarletpowers3016]

Ive noticed that your acne is gotten so much better since last year. Im gen jealous, my skin doesn't like thick makeup and rebels. You look so pretty ☺️❤️🕷️

[@s.elizabeth1753]

Kaya! You should get a rehydrating recharging vitamin greens drink or something to boost your energy levels and help you feel bettr when you do have to go out late for your job! Late nights take alot out of you, i know from experience (as a stripper for 8 years) i took Vega one or AG1 and that stuff definately kept me alive!

[@bluelotus641]

15:39 Looking stunning here, like Nina Hagen 🖤

[@tabithapowell9632]

Love the look in your outro. Don't gwt me wrong love love all the amazing looks you do too but that more mellow yet still goth look hit. Very very beautiful 🖤🧡

[@centurycountess4949]

hey Kaya! first happy belated turkey day from Seattle. secondly, girl, I've a recommendation. I too have had really bad acme but ever since I started using something called Kojie san face cream it's done miracles! plus their products are a three in one special skin care. It not only helps with skin but also ask as a bleacher to help with redness, unwanted skin coloration ( it took away my nasty tan line on my arms) they say it's also like a skin firmer as well and I've also notice it has changed my complexion and skin texture. HOWEVER, my only complaint is the smell, it's not unpleasant but it has a soap smell. which does go away quickly. it's recommended to use twice a day 15 minutes before putting on makeup followed by evening use 15 minutes before bed. it also says it's good with removing freckles and acme.

[@thequeerrunner5745]

As a pro barber (now) should you find yourself in Scotland and wanting a cutthroat shave on the sides of your head, I'll happily do them for you. I love love love doing them :)

[@GhostKnightNo1]

Head looks awesome, really brings out your tatts! Im growing my hair long again....and shaving the back and sides, with the back going down into a 'V' so itll look cool in a bun...and......doing it all myself 😀

[@skylarsworld5805]

I hope you feel better soon 😊

[@thisisdomography]

Oooh you used my photo! 🖤 thank you so much 🖤🫶🦇

[@wanderer8336]

The new snake bites look is life goals... 😶🖤 Your outfit was fabulous. Live your best life, girl! 🖤🤘🖤

[@Pale_Empress]

I totally get that with the piercings! For me its also with makeup. Putting on eyebrows and eyeliner feels like almost not wearing makeup at all. And a full face or more elaborate design makes me feel so comfy 😊

[@CherryBerry48]

aww gothic lovlies so beautiful!! i want to be friends with all of them!!

[@lindsayrichardson7899]

Aah, i saw you in Slimes, but didn't realise it was you haha. Your outfit was amazing ❤

[@KatherineYoung]

I loved the look. All the layers. It was so neat!

[@CherryBerry48]

wow a great goth glow up transformation!!!

[@rc31802]

Loved your videos with Roly!

[@TheEmpressgoth]

❤❤❤❤😊😊thanks for sharing awesomeness 😊

[@kittanystreams]

love the new jewelry, looks beautiful 🐈‍⬛😻🖤

[@ifyouhavegonst]

Glad to see you doing well Kaya!! Keep living your best life!! ❤❤

[@JordanHarldson-zd5ox]

I personally think, the chain piercings, looked more amazing than the balls. It enhanced the nostril piercings, and the snakebites. Made them all very cohesive, and the star combination, the ball septum ring is nice but i love ❤ that chain ring on your septum! Maybe if you got a smaller size to fit your nose if you were still unsure. But still, beautiful look as always!

[@s.elizabeth1753]

Happy to see you happy!

[@AurianLunaLou]

The makeup up especially the lip colour and how you shaped the liner gives me Spanish vibes. I don’t know if you have Spanish heritage or Brazilian but it’s the feels I gets with colours and liner snatching them deep brown eyes and full lips 🤘.

[@himiko5728]

ngl I forgot about your amazing content i may or may no have ask that man on his live what your channels name was he didnt answer so i did some googling keep up the good work

[@FleetStreetBarber765]

Thanks so much for your videos Tears 🖤🖤🖤

[@PumpkinSpikey]

I love that everyone was so excited to be on camera 😂 if that woman actually played Minecraft I’d watch her. ❤ You looked amazing, the whole fit was so good.

[@christiebecerril8113]

Yesss I love your glowup vids, your looks are always so cute and I love your jewelry!

[@Laura_Crawfield_Valo]

Uhh love the new piercing jewelry❤❤🖤🖤they suit you so well! 😍

[@LaurynDC]

This makes me so happy. 🖤

[@Zralost]

LOVE the new piercings! They look so harmonious with your face

[@CyrusUnholy777]

Yeah I seen your post and I love your fit it's like literally amazing

[@ZehShugugn]

I'm so happy to see you again!

[@JordanCe-lh3ny]

Hi from north Dakota and I'm native American and I say that your always looking beautiful 🤩❤️

[@AdelineHeart]

Loved the outfit and makeup! The chains were so beautiful! Hope you feel better and take care ♡

[@Aoreenable]

Your outfit was amazing! Love your new piercings also❤ Hope you feel better soon.

[@jaymartin3917]

Stunning transformation (as usual) ❤ and I say hi to random cats too its like a compulsion to me 😅 have a wonderful day 😊

[@jaybirdbrown4597]

I really enjoyed watching this, it was fun! - especially getting to see a bit of Slimelight!! That music sounds spot on! - so WHEN are you taking ME there⁉️🤔 🎶🥳💃🏽🤪🎶

[@milkytea1193]

This video was so fun!!! I love your channel and appreciate you sharing your adventures🖤☺️💕

[@slayxyourxday]

Fabulous glow up ❤

[@isaiahrodriquezgothboy]

I love the video!!!!

[@gemma8923]

I love a good glow up video!

[@eternal_winter8713]

5:20 You have been chosen and now you have another cat 😂

[@elench257]

That is an adorable cat , she’s an animal magnet 😸

[@katchaos3677]

You look so great these days ... Keep on keeping on mate you're doing great and I love your accent and voice.. you could even be speaking nonsense (not that I've seen but for the sake of statement) and I'd eat it up lol

[@Bats.Fly.At.Night.]

That headdress is everything I want it

[@hellgal88]

Looking gorg as always😍💯✨

[@conejaa.__]

I love your sweater in the beginning 💕

[@blazehawk3410]

Awsome look kaya have a great day

[@elench257]

Luv all ur posts, gorgeous woman 💜💜🦇. Would luv to know what ur red lippy is? 🥰

[@hannahhansen3005]

I am 4 minutes in and I already need a nap. So much work.

[@maxaustin1440]

y'all look amazing x

[@SerenityVonSavage]

I would love to go to Slimelight. I was talking to a friend about it recently who was very surprised I'd never been despite studying at London College of Fashion for a year. I've actually never been clubbing in London at all. Only been to a few pubs and a gig.

[@dreamzy_night]

Can we get a tutorial on the patch hoodie plsss 😍

[@jasminefox44]

I haven’t been to London for goth clubs cause I have no friends lol I just wish I could go with someone cause I love a good dance with a glow up

[@an-enby-panda7840]

Where did you get your chest harness?? I looooove it

[@julianastarlight5097]

I half watched Munro through lockdown then when I found out how he he treated you... what a douche and one big L for him to take. His content is so bitter now and whatever... am restless and loving watching you as in a v low maintenance non goth girlie. Stay happy beauty 🥀

[@kamileon9958]

I love this video and the outfit. Always inspiring. But um...does anyone have the link to the community discord? Or are there still issues with it?

[@ToxicTears]

Nope, it’s working fine! When you join Patreon you should be able to join

[@kaylaanderson2391]

Did you diy that jacket??? I'm doing Alice Madness theme for a jacket I'm working on and I need to know where I can find those teeth patches 😭

[@rubysclera9021]

❤ you're so pretty! ❤

[@KreeZafi]

Honestly I also kinda forget that you have a lot of piercings lol, probably a combination of seeing you a lot over many years and also being so immersed in alternative subculture that piercings hardly stand out to me anymore haha

[@JordanHarldson-zd5ox]

Ive been doing alot on kibbes body season and seasonal colour pallete, and i think you may be a dramatic or a soft dramatic. I also think you may be a winter, because your skin is cool, but bright, and your eyes are are deep, ans dark, so maybe a true winter or a deep winter im not sure? Also explains why silver looks amazing on you, dramatics can do alot of structured looks, they are very long, it suits you, the peircings to me enhance your features. The chains are very angular, bold, structured, where the balls are round, small, dainty. Your precence is, im coming at you, and sharp, not round and soft. Of course you can wear what ever you want, but i see you shine with sharp, structured, angular, and big piercing pieces, to accommodate for your long fearures, height, your mid third, eyez, to nose, nose to lips, is the longer part of your face which is probably why long hair suits you the best. You may even be a flamboyant natural, but i reckon your a soft dramatic. Your lips are full you have a small, sharp but round nose, you do have very contrasted cheekbones, but they are round, and you dont have a sharp jawline, you have some romantic essences, mature, sensual, whilst dramatic would be striking, regal and powerful, i see you mixing these components in your fashion, and even piercings, mainly your full lips, and nose, all of the time. I love that found a style, that perfectly harmonises your already existing features! I reckon roly is in the summer category! love your new vlogs they are getting better, with more content, i love piercings, and watching you experiment with different kinds of jewelrey and placements, makes my day! Thanks for being you, i love your style!

[@brittanipinyon1288]

I just love you so much 😊😊

[@thathellen5737]

I love the head and face chains but I, too, don't like things touching my face. I wonder if it would bother me lol

[@katchaos3677]

I wish that you could instantly send objects like you can messages and comments so I can just like instant message you some latex gloves right now. So you don't drop your jewelry

[@NoirL.A.]

would you classify this as an 'ulster glow up'?

[@znyznyzny]

"that's what she said" 😂

[@Ghostwiththetoast]

How is sebastion?

[@jaybirdbrown4597]

Ahem - still a pesky, demanding, entitled wee pain in the butt!! Especially when he teams up with my dog! - Kaya was never NEAR as much hard work as them!!🙀😼😹 (btw, this is Kaya's 'cat sitter' here!🙄🐈‍⬛)

[@foo9877]

Omg I want to follow that purple eye shadow girls minecraft server wtf

[@AuroraTigress]

❤🖤

[@kiss_x_kill]

She needs to put a disclaimer that this isn't exactly safe peircing practice. She does admit that she doesn't check the materials of her jewelry (please check and know what your putting in your body) I just encourage everyone to go see a reputable peircer about jewelry and what's safe to put in your body. No Hate to toxictears just putting it out there don't be dumb about peircings it could be dangerous

[@elench257]

She’s just changing her already very healed piercing jewellery, not piercing herself…. I agree with you about safety but not about a disclaimer in this instance as she has no open wounds 🙂

[@kiss_x_kill]

@elench257 healed peircings with low quality jewelry is still dangerous. Also putting pressure on any peircing like she did with her conch is also unsafe practice. People watch her content and see how she interacts with her peircings. I'm just saying other people shouldn't be doing this

[@moni130508]

I don't know how you coped with those chains on your face! The adhd would not have coped 😂

[@TomDodds-mn2vp]

Good morning buddy love you buddy

[@thevictorianvampire1155]

I need to know where the hoodie she's wearing in the beginning is from😮😍🔥

[@Kerry000]

🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@creamy_pasta]

who's that cute little blonde at slimelight?

[@melrock06]

🖤🖤❤️❤️

[@Sjinouga]

Did you get lip filler?

[@christinakyleloves]

🖤❤️🖤❤️

[@wretchelttv]

With all of the travel happening, have you developed a luggage system?

[@BowsettesFury]

make up and hair love that. smoking hot!!!!!

[@sandee1000]

Do u work there?

[@elysethefloralninja]

Don't you love qmwhen you shke people's minda up when ypu don't ask for what's expected for a female/feminibe?

[@garycollingwood4002]

😇🔥 I'M A FIFTY SIX YEAR OLD VIRGIN 🔥😇

[@jaybirdbrown4597]

WOW! SNAP!!😂🤣