Former Deadhead and LSD Dealer-Joel Blaeser

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Joel Blaeser, a former Deadhead and LSD dealer in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. Joel has written a book about his experiences which is available here: www.amazon.com/dp/B015913YSE?...
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[@LETTERS-FROM-MARION]

THANK YOU MARK FOR HAVING ME ON HERE, HAPPY NEW YEAR, THANK YOU TO ALL THE FOLLOWERS, WHAT WONDERFUL PEOPLE AND FOLLOWING YOU HAVE HERE AT SWU, LOVE YOU ALL, JOEL BLAESER DEC 31, 2023

[@MaciejK865]

Cool guy.

[@nannybean8134]

I wish I would've met you at the Alpine Valley show!😂 I saw Brent Mydland's last show, and Jerry's last show. 😢 What a long strange trip it's been!❤ Peace and hugs...great interview!

[@BelleTolles]

Thank you for sharing such a fascinating perspective. May your life continue on in peace and joy

[@johnnyjames9705]

Merry Christmas Joel. Thank you for sharing your knowledge and your energy. Vibration frequency

[@LETTERS-FROM-MARION]

thank you@@BelleTolles

[@RD-nm2xj]

It's unbelievable how a marijuana dealer can get more prison time than a pedophile

[@chiefwahoo4130]

That’s because uncle SAM is not getting his cut (taxes). The Government doesn’t care about anyone. They’re like any other hustler. It’s all about the money. When you give someone more years than a trash human being pedo, you’re strike fear in people’s hearts not to sell drugs. The Government can’t openly tell people, “go ahead sell drugs but make sure to pay you share.” Everyone would be a drug dealer and this country with its culturr and individualism is not designed for that.

[@YimmyYames513]

It’s all about money rarely is it about justice

[@AvaGrail]

Word

[@37HD]

It's insane. The war on drugs is a joke. Yet we as a country tolerate violent crime and sex crimes. Priorities are way out of line.

[@snipez4698]

Thats how it works when the world is run by them…

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Yes, dr.sporesss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@steceymorgan814]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Is he on instagram?

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Yes he is. dr.sporesss

[@RUREDY2ROK]

I had an acid trip change my life once, felt reborn, ended up moving back to my home town to be with my family. Its showed me what really matters. Life is fragile, spend as much time as you can with the people you love.

[@tonycarech5545]

that's probably some of the best advice I have heard in a while - god bless

[@jakefromstatefarm4771]

Definitely

[@fluxcap4630]

This guy is well spoken, and rational. You can disagree with his views, but you have to admit there is a an obvious difference between meth, heroin and LSD users.

[@neonblack211]

lol, you dont say? It's almost like they are completely different drugs :P

[@sup393]

​@@neonblack211☠️

[@jakupshmakup1457]

​@@sepdawg33that's not real, sorry. LSD isn't magic

[@astralfluxaf]

Lmfao NO SHIZZ

[@trip4923]

​@@jakupshmakup1457Yes it is. Lol. Most psychedelics are. Everyone has a different definition of magic but those drugs can fit into anyone's definition somehow.

[@direwulf6195]

as a deadhead this was my favorite episode by far please bring him back you could have a whole series on this topic and it still would only scratch the surface. Wishing you well joel may the four winds blow you safely home again

[@randygreen6652]

Jerry dead, phish sucks.... get a job.😂 I'd give anything to relive the 90s. This was awesome.. better times

[@slimdaniels3322]

@@randygreen6652live in the now ya old fart ✌️❤️

[@jteeze75]

​@@randygreen6652 Jerry's dead Phish sucks and goose will snitch on and fire you from the band 🤪

[@tombadil64]

​@@randygreen6652Jerry's dead, the dead are gone, Phish is amazing, trey is sober and alive, i have a job, and our party is still raging on. Guess you gotta cope with it somehow by bringing others down... sucks you dont get to see your favorite band anymore, but that quote that is tossed around is no own. Grow up.

[@checkpointchecky9665]

Yeah this was a good one

[@streetmoneypolo]

Mr.Clean tripping 😂😂

[@torontosorewristhex]

I keep on thinking wow mr clean aint no snitch 😭

[@sdm1568]

💀💀💀

[@nickranger8706]

on a different path, white, purity literally Mr Clean

[@a.bettik8698]

Mr Clean played by Ed Harris, only it's Joel, and he's kinda OK actually

[@bradsmith7311]

Ya beat me too it

[@howardroark3670]

This man has more integrity than 99.99% of the population. A true hero for not snitching on his friends.

[@josevillarreal9920]

Snitches get stitches

[@moxita91]

Another shining example of not living from a place of shame and guilt. You go, Joel.

[@chixw7856]

@certifiedproudboywow. i hate you speak english

[@moxita91]

Although they look alike on the surface, there's a distinct difference btw shamelessness and unawareness. One can't be shamed if you don't know you did wrong. @certifiedproudboy

[@johnsononey]

Wow , What a great comment !

[@FLEASPIRIT13]

HAVE THIS GUY BACK!! Ask him what they used to do for a bad trip while on tour. This guy is an all time top 10.

[@OCDHIFiGuy]

Thorazine / Rock-Med

[@fluxcap4630]

A valium, and good vibes is all you need

[@aldonapetrano4663]

Sad to say, they're not around anymore, but to take the edge off, a Quaalude use to do the job quite well.....Mmmm, Quaaludes, the best drug EVER!

[@hwb-zalpach]

i took once 5-7 drops, and alcohols, effect was beyond overwhelming. ..

[@jamesbuttery3862]

No doubt Diazepam

[@NicoleCtirad]

LSD, DMT and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I could remember several years ago, I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was actually diagnosed with ADHD. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with related health challenges.

[@KicksConceptsshoes]

Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

[@SusanaGomez-mp8sk]

YES very sure of Dr.medshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@Hison-Dcarman]

Yes very sure of Dr.benfungi. Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind

[@TomSanders-qv8bv]

Yes he's Dr.benfungi. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

[@DebanckKim-rd6to]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@CharlesTownsend-lh4ro]

It's nice that shrooms are being normalized. About damn time! They're God's gift to mankind

[@KindHearted-pu8nj]

Several types of research has proven psychedelics as a beneficial substance in terms of medical use.

[@josefonte87]

I think everyone should do shrooms at least once. It made me stop cutting and gave me a desire to do routines to help my body.

[@HeidiSoderstrom]

I've always been open to try and see what is really beyond, what is brought out through atoms and particles in the reality of what we live in. And just open up my consciousness to a whole new plane, but how do you source em?

[@josefonte87]

From dr.wheelershrooms

[@josefonte87]

On insta

[@clarencebodicker3299]

Love how he says LSD is a sacrament,he so right,please get this guy back for a part 2 he the coolest guy ever

[@giorgioladd8720]

This guy is into a lot of Nick Sand's idiologism and I fucking love that

[@CrabbyPattydelight]

​@@giorgioladd8720who is nick sands? Gonna look into it haha

[@alana9832]

Sounds like this guy is on something right.

[@christinabrault]

​@giorgioladd8720 why do you call it Nick Sand's ideology? It is acid and Buddhists' ideology no?

[@dancinglight8411]

it's not like any technocrats from the past used the "LSD is a sacrament" slogan. lol

[@choppa3775]

The Dead absolutely changed my life. I was an angry violent person before following the dead for a summer. I knew very little about the dead before that. The love deadheads showed me opened my eyes forever. If you fall down or need help there was many people there to pick you up.✌️⚡️♥️

[@whocares4464]

I toured 94-95 and it was so much fun

[@frankwebster9110]

​@whocares4464 the last of the Dead shows imo. I feel a little bad for those that never got the Jerry treatment. Those golden notes from that beautiful human made all the difference in the world as far as the music of the Dead.

[@johnbagewll2321]

While at the concert.

[@Oj_tropicanna]

Same here. I went to my first show in CT where I live, and after that I was gone. I immediately booked a flight to San Fran for a 3 night New Year’s Eve show at the Bill Graham. Then started traveling all around the states. I miss it a lot.

[@onearmleroy2696]

Tour saved my soul from inner-venous dope abuse … opened my heart and showed me how “Spirit moves in all things” 💀

[@subkarl]

I wish more politicians would have 1/2 as much of a moral compass as this guy.

[@MahaMtman]

JFK perhaps the last leader who actually thought for himself; was not controlled by Deep State (Players behind the Puppets, always extant down through history behind Kings, prime Ministers etc.)we know what happened to him.

[@qua7771]

Politicians are the worst. You can since a rotten soul being near them.

[@john-nx4xn]

1/2 ?..... U'd still be in hole. When you consider the damage done politicians are the worst of all criminals...

[@Bootsy01]

Beatle Juice

[@sifromwales5452]

Yes

[@cherylfox2149]

My memory is so totally gone I'm like the poster child for 'why you shouldn't use'. This guy remembers everything!! I love it.❤The dead is so awesome, what a fantastic band/family.

[@antonleimbach648]

Peyote is a fantastic drug. It helped me accept my body and life after becoming a paraplegic. I have never seen more clearly.

[@ryanflowki222]

Much love !

[@SpaceThieff]

This was one of the best interviews I’ve seen on this channel. It’s incredible how many people are so different from each other; it’s a blessing that diversity exists, and we have so many people from different cultures and backgrounds sharing their stories on this channel. This one channel can share all that, and that’s something beautiful in its unique way. Thanks Mark.

[@chaotichillbilly8192]

Great comment. Very well said.

[@Happy_Spatula]

Perfectly said

[@milanekrkane]

I reccomend that you watch that one interview with divorce attorney or whatever he is, if you already didn't .I was blown away for exact same reasons you described.. there are few of these that I watched with my jaw open from start to finish

[@jasonsykes6510]

@@milanekrkanewatch Genevieve’s, this and that one are SWU best so far!

[@panninggazz5244]

Thank you.

[@marijuana-iguana1053]

I’ve met quite a few deadheads going to shows, and nearly every one is incredibly nice with many of stories to share. What an awesome upload

[@TimTalley6388]

As someone who has suffered with mental illness and depression the majority of my adult life. I just tried LSD for the first time, I felt as if I was in the center of the universe. What an amazing experience and i really loved it

[@RobPendy]

I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.

[@SusanHoskins-df9kk]

dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience

[@RonenDalton-pk7bj]

Been through this conversation before. I can’t do anything without a proper medical professional following me.

[@CastroTristen]

YES, he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics

[@MorganSantillanes]

It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.

[@Whoknewhoo]

I’ve met Joel , he was one of the warmest humans I ever met . He just radiated with this unconditional love that is quit rare to find these days . Very special soul ❤ so happy to see him on here

[@jplewis7274]

it shows

[@KJ-ue5ks]

Then why did he rip people off selling bulk at 10 a hit. Dirt bag drug dealer.

[@captsatch]

Unless he sold your child drugs that left them mentally incapacitated, he gets no passes in life IMO.

[@gamebred5662]

I went to a greatfull dead 4 day music festival down in Florida and had never been to anything like it before. I had also never taken lsd. After the 2nd day our neighbors came over to cook on our fire an asked if i wanted to try some so i did. At first when it kicked in i was freaking out, but these people took me in an took me to some camp site that was set up with a huge tent with comfy couches and all kinds of trippy space themed stuff all over the place. After awhile the fear an anxiety went completely away and i felt more love an freedom than i ever had before. That entire night i was shown so much love an compassion from people i didnt know at all. It deff changed me for the better. After i had an ego death an cried my eyes out for awhile it was like I was reborn. That night completely humbled me an changed me for the betrer. Ill never forget.

[@mindsigh4]

to me that is God revealing showing blessing you, & in turn u probably have let God use U to help & serve others, yes?

[@chuck6033]

This person’s trip is the essence of the LSD experience.

[@Benjamin-jo4rf]

What was the festival called and what year?

[@kcksd10]

Beautiful

[@godswittness69]

….and then…. life continued as usual…. & here you are

[@bonniesecord3001]

This has been by far my favorite interview

[@kind2311]

Mark, you need to change the title of this video to "Deadhead and Former LSD Dealer". This dude is not a former Deadhead, he is _a_ Deadhead who was formerly also an LSD dealer.

[@rashams1605]

I thought the same thing. Title presents confusing grammar. Deadhead. He still is, but he used to be one too.

[@christiandulaney1638]

Incredible interview. In college, we followed Widespread Panic. A friend of mine sold ecstasy on tour to make money. He became fairly highly regarded on tour. He ended up getting arrested in the lot right in front of me. He got 15 years. I remember long after college, I would still get letters from him in prison. My life had moved on, and he was still frozen in time in prison. It shook me to my core

[@bronyraur7439]

Hey man I probably ran into you and your friends at the panic shows from 93-98. New Orleans December 1993, Pensacola 1994-1997, Mobile Alabama 1993-1996, Jackson MS 1998, Starkville MS 1999, New Orleans haloween night 1996. Fucking amazing shows. If you were at the jackson MS show in 1998, there was a hippie chick in the back of the field at one Jackson place that literally dancing like a robot, no shit. I’ll never forget her… Simon

[@Boognishx89]

​@@bronyraur7439OMG she was doing the robot wow nobody ever seen that before 🙄🙄 btw WSPSUX

[@ArmandoTarziu]

​@@bronyraur7439Besides the false sabt(Sunday),and teh wide spread of spiritism(yog, karma, ouiaj bord, reiki,hipnosis), last final decie wil be ,atht satn himslef wil come as Hrist, sayinghe changed teh day of rest! And this decie wil be poerful for al those who dont read teh Bible for themseles,as it wil be flowed by great miracles and healings,everywere he wil apear! But teh Bible dosnt live su without wraning to this and cleaerly says aht when Jesius coems " All eyes wil see Him" ,so everyone on earth, wilse satans fake only here and there! -read Mathew chaoter 24! Another direct warning to teh spirit f the anthirst is in 2 Joan 7" anyone who says atht Jesus doenst coem in flesh/body, is teh spirit of the anthirst"! And i would sugest you get abook caled " The great cintroversy" by Ellen White, is ana mazing book, wich depicts the war betwen good and evil,from Lucifers afl til teh very end,and in the last few chapters, is everything about what we live, and whats toc eom, pure undiluted truth, with valiuble insights! God bless you all!

[@00TheD]

Pretty good way to shake people down for crimes they wouldn't have committed outside of this very narrow experience...

[@ArmandoTarziu]

@@00TheD Besides the false sabt(Sunday),and teh wide spread of spiritism(yog, karma, ouiaj bord, reiki,hipnosis), last final decie wil be ,atht satn himslef wil come as Hrist, sayinghe changed teh day of rest! And this decie wil be poerful for al those who dont read teh Bible for themseles,as it wil be flowed by great miracles and healings,everywere he wil apear! But teh Bible dosnt live su without wraning to this and cleaerly says aht when Jesius coems " All eyes wil see Him" ,so everyone on earth, wilse satans fake only here and there! -read Mathew chaoter 24! Another direct warning to teh spirit f the anthirst is in 2 Joan 7" anyone who says atht Jesus doenst coem in flesh/body, is teh spirit of the anthirst"! And i would sugest you get abook caled " The great cintroversy" by Ellen White, is ana mazing book, wich depicts the war betwen good and evil,from Lucifers afl til teh very end,and in the last few chapters, is everything about what we live, and whats toc eom, pure undiluted truth, with valiuble insights! God bless you all!

[@hankwilliams3616]

One of the better guests on here in a long time, a true adventurer/wanderer of life. All the guests on here are great in their own unique way, but the vast majority are victims of circumstance. Its refreshing to see someone so concise, introspective and determined in the life they've lived, would love to see a part two.

[@gameGuy777]

Very well put!

[@kind2311]

No one ever in the history of music is a "former" Deadhead. Once a Deadhead, always a Deadhead, no matter _what_ drugs you stopped doing along the way.

[@Alicealexandra4]

I'm a proud former deadhead. I was even named after a song. My eyes were opened to the real underside of the drug induced brainwashing culture. God and Jesus saved me.

[@W.J.M.]

Brodels everywhere!

[@kind2311]

@@W.J.M. Nod your head to this

[@nataliezementbeisser1492]

True Story. Music never stops!

[@bridgetteMccormick]

my favorite SWU interview of all time, have this dude on again..... love the honor and loyalty...

[@nhlibra]

Hi Joel, Nice to "virtually" meet you. Thank you for sharing your life's experiences. You wrapped it up nicely with the prayer story. I love it when the Divine greets us unexpectedly and something beautiful results. Be well in your life moving forward. 🙂

[@lrileycantoo1]

As an avid watcher of SWU, this rocked. My deadhead days in Milwaukee shaped me, and my first concert was Alpine too. Joel’s family was good people- I went to school with the Blaesers, and watching this interview blew me away. I had no idea what a long strange trip your life was Joel! And I’m grateful to see you, on the other side of everything, enlightened, articulate and just a good human 👍 listening to you sure brought me back in time- God bless you! 🙏

[@John-mf6ky]

Damn, small world.

[@slonktonkster9680]

the world is a small town @@John-mf6ky

[@ArmandoTarziu]

​@@John-mf6kyBesides the false sabt(Sunday),and teh wide spread of spiritism(yog, karma, ouiaj bord, reiki,hipnosis), last final decie wil be ,atht satn himslef wil come as Hrist, sayinghe changed teh day of rest! And this decie wil be poerful for al those who dont read teh Bible for themseles,as it wil be flowed by great miracles and healings,everywere he wil apear! But teh Bible dosnt live su without wraning to this and cleaerly says aht when Jesius coems " All eyes wil see Him" ,so everyone on earth, wilse satans fake only here and there! -read Mathew chaoter 24! Another direct warning to teh spirit f the anthirst is in 2 Joan 7" anyone who says atht Jesus doenst coem in flesh/body, is teh spirit of the anthirst"! And i would sugest you get abook caled " The great cintroversy" by Ellen White, is ana mazing book, wich depicts the war betwen good and evil,from Lucifers afl til teh very end,and in the last few chapters, is everything about what we live, and whats toc eom, pure undiluted truth, with valiuble insights! God bless you all!

[@stopthephilosophicalzombie9017]

Did you know him on tour or from town?

[@ArmandoTarziu]

@stopthephilosophicalzombie9017 Tia Power Im convinced we truly live the end times, and that is not much till we will hear about the sunday decret! As the Catolic church, ran the inquisition in the midle eve, so it will be în these last times, with al who will want to live only to a 100 % "stays writen", especilay the true sabat (4th comandmnt in the ten laws, Exodus 20:8)! I recomand you get a book caled The great controversy by Ellen White! It depicts the war betwen good and evil from Lucifers fall, till the very end, and in the last 100 pages youl find everything about the sunday decret, what we live, whats to come, pure undiluted truth, with amazing insights! Is a must read for everyone who is intrested that we live the end times, and how everything, is playing out! May God help us be sheeps and not goats in that day! God bless you and youre loved ones!

[@dp2905]

I went to High School with Joel. Glad hes doing well.

[@cozmcwillie7897]

Joel Blaeser you are the most stand-up guy I've ever known about. I wish the rest of your life to be Long, Healthy&Happy.

[@cheryldegraff6577]

This was probably my favorite interview so far. Thanks, Joel and Mark

[@thepragmatist]

Thank you for this interview. Joel is an amazing storyteller and a very unique man. His memory is phenomenal. I wish more people were like him...He has real guts. Please have him on again. I'd like to hear more of his story.

[@anonymousanonymous6796]

This is the best interview I've ever seen on this channel, related on a deep level. Legendary man

[@handsomenumber1393]

No resentment. A beautiful person. Thanks for sharing.

[@aldonapetrano4663]

[@checkpointchecky9665]

Got that right and only in American could that happen 🤗🇺🇸

[@yankees29]

Philly 93 I was in High school and a whole bunch of my buddies went down from NY for that show.

[@timothyjames7131]

500 here from 86 till Jerry died and I don't recognize this guy so he wasn't around that much lol

[@TheFreedomSkates]

Get him back on! I feel like he could have 3 episodes. There was some bits that seemed rushed, i would like to hear more stories from this man and in more detail! Such a pure intelligent soul who sees life the right way. Unfortunately all too rare these days. Amazing work Mark!

[@KimberlyJose-si2sv]

LSD, DMT and psilocybin containing mushroom are just amazing with so many health benefits. I was actually diagnosed with ADHD years ago. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

[@DominikPavel-fk2wb]

Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

[@DonnHowes]

YES very sure of Dr.benshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@ChristopherEric-fr8im]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@VanRyan-bv7du]

Yes he's Dr.benshrooms. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

[@DebanckKim-rd6to]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@kathyminner9932]

Thank you Mark for having Joel as your guest. Please have him back on your show soon. A great storyteller.

[@davidgrant8253]

What a storyteller this fellow is. I loved every minute of this segment.

[@TheOutsidersCompany]

Great Video Mark , I would love to see more people from this Era as well as the 60’s and 70’s , keep up the great interviews

[@fartsackjack7081]

AINT HALF DONE AND I ALREADY WANT TO HEAR MORE FROM THIS DUDE

[@joeburns1278]

Joel! I'm from MKE. My wife (then gf) were at the '84 Alpine Valley shows. Great piece. Glad I found it.

[@nicolelacey9275]

What an awesome interview. Very intelligent, humbled, and very well spoken man. You should have a folder for all his interviews instead of being focused on the negitive energy in most of the other videos. Hes a great human. Take care and thank you

[@petebutler5139]

This guy has an amazing memory and is a natural story teller!

[@jefferson808]

“I can’t explain it with words….” Is the most aptly worded description of it.

[@AvaGrail]

Thank you so much for sharing. I could’ve heard a lot more stories from you!! I love how it always comes back to heart🙌🏼♥️in this moment

[@OmegaSwitch]

This has to be my favorite interview you've ever done! Must have been a pleasure!

[@FluxFreeman]

Great interview and a kind soul. We need more people like this gentleman, good kindhearted people

[@lindaturner1361]

What a fabulous interview! Such an intelligent, aware person. I'm so glad he's found himself.

[@anastasiaphoenix7982]

Fascinating. I loved this interview and would love to hear more of this guy’s stories. Truly a different walk of life.

[@erinrametta]

Loving the variety lately. There are so many stories to be told

[@bridgetteMccormick]

This is the best interview I've ever seen on this channel, related on a deep level. Legendary man, I could listen to this guys stories all day

[@Ryanc267]

Loved this one! Been to many shows albeit a year too late for Jerry. Great interview Mark!

[@carissalizotte8977]

Wish this interview was longer! Could listen to this dude for awhile!

[@D4V3.0H]

Hes right about the amount of time and money wasted on locking up people for weed and shit for posession. Its unbelievable.

[@ahb226]

This is so, so beautiful. Thank you Joel and filmmakers. Wow. 🙏🏻

[@Stillpoint23]

Far out! That's one helluva a story, to which many parts I can relate, being a deadhead, and going to jail and all that. What a great (Grate) interview ❤

[@dameanvil]

00:12 🎸 Joel saw the Grateful Dead 101 times, starting at age 15, drawn in by the scene's love and energy. 01:50 🚌 Despite a naive start at a Dead show, being ushered backstage kickstarted Joel's love for the music and scene. 03:26 💔 Leaving behind a settled life for the Dead's tour became Joel's path, impacting relationships and jobs. 05:19 🚔 The intense legal risks and precautions in selling LSD during the '80s, particularly in states like Texas. 07:11 ⚖ Joel faced severe legal charges for LSD sales, including interstate commerce and money laundering. 08:56 🌀 LSD's cultural and historical context, from its discoveryto its role in social change movements. 13:49 💊 Joel's progression from small LSD sales to larger quantities, revealing cautious trade methods and connections. 16:19 🌈 The profound, non-altering nature of LSD experiences, breaking down perception to vibrancy and sensations. 20:27 🎶 Grateful Dead tours were akin to a sanctuary for Joel, a place of peace amid a troubled youth and a troubled legal path. 22:26 🚨 Joel's federal case went to trial, which earned him respect but carried serious risks. Most in federal prison under drug laws plead guilty due to a high chance of losing trials. 23:07 🚔 Joel was apprehended by the DEA before starting a legitimate job. Faced with a potential 40-year sentence, he was thrown into jail and had to navigate the federal prison system. 24:01 📝 Evidence from a customer led to Joel's arrest. Marty, under pressure from the DEA, cooperated and revealed details about acquiring LSD, leading to further legal complications. 25:25 🎤 Joel's trial lacked explicit drug mentions but referenced Grateful Dead tickets, although he never discussed drugs on calls. Despite a strong defense, the jury found him guilty. 26:06 ⚖ Facing 40 years, Joel contemplated cooperating but decided against it, respecting the people he worked with, although he admits to misconduct in prison. 28:22 🏢 Joel experienced confinement in various prisons, including the infamous Marion, characterized by its stringent security measures and notorious history. 30:10 🔒 Changes in drug laws affected sentencing disparities, particularly impacting white males. Joel witnessed systemic injustices and riots in response to these laws. 32:14 🌐 Joel was part of a prison riot during the Million Man March in 1995, leading to his transfer to Marion with severe repercussions for the involved inmates. 36:04 🤝 Despite the harsh prison environment, Joel witnessed unexpected solidarity across racial lines in defense of an inmate being attacked by guards. 39:57 🚓 Joel's arrival in Marion prison was marked by an intense introduction but relief in having an empty cell for himself, albeit in a supermax environment. 42:20 🏠 Joel's post-prison life involved acquiring and restoring a confiscated house, marking the beginning of his career as an artist despite facing challenges and setbacks. 44:00 💔 Joel reflects on his mother's passing, cherishing moments and learning the value of being present in the moment, advocating against harboring resentments. 44:39 🎓 The most significant lesson for Joel: Avoid harboring resentments, acknowledging their toxicity, and learning to appreciate the present moment. 44:53 💥 Joel recounted an incident in prison where he mentioned another inmate's name, leading to guards beating him on New Year's Eve. It was the only physical altercation he experienced in prison. 45:32 🤔 Joel realized a potential for an appeal while in solitary confinement and had an empathetic shift, choosing to pray for the guards instead of harboring resentments, a significant lesson in the midst of adversity.

[@jevgenijsalunin9820]

holy shit man

[@wesleyalan9179]

Awesome, thank you for your wonderful break down!

[@dimebagdave77]

Nice work..🤘

[@HypsyGyspy1467]

So impressive , and appreciated. ThankYou

[@supremespider757]

How wonderful you are!!! This is simply amazing!

[@andrewholmes7742]

I’ve watched just about every episode on this channel and I think this was my favorite. If not top three interviews.

[@reedberger]

Best one i have seen in awhile, refreshing to see someone not down and out

[@Michagan_outdoorsman_James]

Thank you Mark for all you do, another banger per usual. Hope you and the family have a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays

[@geminielyse]

Joel! There you are! I'm not surprised you ended up on SWU with Mark. Happy to hear you share. Going for a swim today back where we went, will bring ya in spirit ❤🌬

[@LETTERS-FROM-MARION]

I MIGHT DRIVING OUT THERE SOON, by the glaciers....... thank you

[@BlackCat-nv5sf]

Facinating story Joel and you told it so well - all the best moving forward and God Bless. Mark thankyou for making it possible to hear Joel’s story.

[@chaotichillbilly8192]

For me, this has been the best interview yet. I related so well to his journey. Mark, the genius of your SWU creation is simplicity and originality. The human condition is complicated and we all have a story to tell. If you ever travel thru East Tennessee, my life is a true and ongoing SWU interview. I'll be 56 soon and I guarantee you an entertaning story filled with a human condition like no other. ✌️😎

[@digitalkoas2318]

So I’ve watched the soft white underbelly since it began. I can relate to most people in some way or another and gain strength to get or keep it together. I was listening and heard the 1st 5 minutes of his story and I was hypnotized by the similarities of how my life was going and didn’t go . The only difference was that I didn’t get any federal time but for the duration of his story I seen how lucky I got and how awful I felt that he did my time. I owe that guy more than I could ever express. See he did the time for so many people that couldn’t have handled it and would have made awful decisions in regards to self preservation. I can’t imagine what you have went through but I personally want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for keeping your honor and respect. I don’t know if I could have but we were the exact same person prior to you going. I’m in some kinda shock right now by reflecting on my past and how much different it could have been.. The same band the same views on psychedelics and life. Thanks for sharing your experience I’ll be forever in your dept.

[@heinz812]

Joel, your mind is sharp, your character strong and your heart is pure.

[@davidhopcraft9547]

"The past and the future has never been and never will be. The only thing that's real, is right-here, right-now. It's this, what matters". Only someone who has heard colors and seen smells can be this insightful. Thanks SWU and Joel for sharing your story.

[@ericcraw]

I listened to this on a long evening walk in Seattle - crazy stories - appreciate the candor and respect for the band. ✌️💕🎸Eric

[@benandebyn]

What a lovely, intelligent and humble man. My favourite underbelly so far. What's your biggest lesson? "Not to hold resentment'. Beautiful. Just what I needed to hear at precisely this moment. Thanks dude.

[@ThoneJones]

Great talk. I could’ve listened to his stories for another hour.

[@thatskull]

Well spoken, real talk, no fluff, did his time and kept his mouth shut. People don’t differentiate snitching and knowing what you got into and keeping your mouth shut. Obe under duress I understand why someone wouldnt “tell” but if you live that life you SHOULD know whats coming now or later.

[@MascheraTheFallen]

This man’s knowledge is incredible. I was never a Grateful Dead fan, but being a student of Funkadelic, I’m in-line with the art, culture, and movements created by LSD. I’m floored though because most people who have had the same experiences of this man are about twice his age and a lot of them are burnouts because all the hippie stuff started died out in the 70s, while he was able to dive head-first as a kid over a decade removed. I could listen to this man for days on end.

[@paulferranti8536]

He’s not that rational. He jumps from thought to thought. Also, he got a fundamental part of the Grateful Dead legend wrong. Bear was not a merry prankster and was not on the cross country trip.

[@stopthephilosophicalzombie9017]

@@paulferranti8536Yeah I can see that the lsd made a mark on him; I've taken probably 200 hits in my teens and twenties and it did a number on my perception of reality and common sense. Only now in my early 50's (I'm a few years younger than this guy) am I finally able to appreciate "normal" reality as other people see it. LSD is a false sacrament. You can't change the world or human nature with a chemical. That was a delusional idea. Edit: Well you can change the world but it won't necessarily be better. In many ways the counterculture revolution just decayed into decadence and degeneracy. I'm not so sure legalizing pot was even a good idea.

[@00TheD]

Oh did he get the the part about the grateful dead serving their country by maintaining a platform that can be used to control opposition? Eat up your stories buddy they are all ya got

[@stopthephilosophicalzombie9017]

@@00TheDSay what? The Grateful Dead was fairly politically neutral. There were liberals and conservatives among their fans back in the day.

[@HyzersGR]

@@paulferranti8536 He didn't claim Bear was a Merry Prankster he was just speaking in stream of consciousness and was describing Bear, Ken Kesey and and the whole scene.

[@Heda568]

You plan your trip - it wasn’t a substance that you were jonesing for. You planned it out so you could experience everything. Words cannot express a Dead Show and LSD and beautiful people.

[@jcolterh]

Yes.

[@davediamond245]

Hard to describe the indescribable ✌

[@Daniel-from-Texas]

This man is fascinating! Would love to hear another interview with him.

[@bobsmith1101]

Great presentation Joel, would love to have you come back to SWU. I enjoyed hearing your accounts, like being right there. I can tell there's a ton more you have to share. Please do! See you soon and best wishes. Mark, GET THIS GUY BACK!☝☝☝

[@Soup_or_Stu]

Glad to hear that I’m not the only one who saw their first Grateful Dead show at 15 years old and had their life transformed. Spread love and shine bright.❤

[@ericflynn6541]

This was such an incredible story and interview! I had a very similar experience to him with that group and I was never, fortunately enough, arrested for drugs although I did get into alcohol and opiates and it took 12 years from me at one point. Since finding recovery at the age of 30 and getting to understand myself better I now see that LSD and what it teaches us about what it is to be human is profoundly important and I am so grateful that he had the instinct to protect these people who are the keepers of this amazing gift to humanity ❤ 🙏

[@quintile9705]

I haven't taken lsd in a min but i just recently noticed my perspective on life has shifted. How we live day to day in the consumerist society just doesn't sit right and it feels like such a big illusion.

[@tamiwallace7572]

Need a longer interview. He is a great storyteller.

[@Happy_Spatula]

Yes

[@user-yj1jt8bw6s]

Great interview and amazing memory! Thank you Joel!!

[@Ben79k]

Another great soul with another great story. thank you as always for bringing this to us Mark.

[@bethanne1237]

Joel, I was so surprised to see you on this I had to watch. You and my husband Ricky were good friends. I am happy that your doing well. We hung with all the same people. I'm from the same town as you even went to the same High School as you. Keep up the great work.

[@ldp6788]

I can relate to a lot of what he’s saying about the 1980’s. In some ways it was the best time to be young and partying because the drugs were there to provide an experience yet they were not particularly harmful or addictive. I did LSD many times and never had a bad trip. You and your friends would be telepathic, you would literally be vibrating with energy, we would laugh until we cried, we would burst out of the party house to be one with the night sky and the whole universe. We were kinder, more honest for the most part. It was the last of the era of free love, mind altering drug use, drinking and smoking our faces off until the wee hours of the night…but it was also the time where a cop would comb the carpet on the floor of your car looking to bust you for a pot seed, yet would let you continue to drive drunk if you promised to go straight home. Fear of HIV and crack brought us down back down to earth but by then we were becoming responsible adults/parents so we toned it down to cigarettes, marijuana, alcohol and the seasonal harvesting of magic mushrooms 🍄 😊❤

[@bfranco1519]

I’m with you! Graduated HS in 1990. I miss the 80’s life more fun. Not just because of my age, pre cell phones/ computers. Fun parties with no guns or wannabe gangsters. I especially like how you remember how on LSD, you and your friends would be telepathic. Laughing until crying and then bursting out of the party to be one with night sky and universe.👍 I stopped using drugs over 20 years ago to save myself, keep a wife and be a responsible father. No regrets there, but I miss the “carefree” fun times.. Life is so serious now, and I hate that… Cheers friend!

[@lorriegottschalk4385]

Still nothing compared to the late 60's and early 70's. Best years ever!

[@ldp6788]

@@bfranco1519cheers to you as well, your response was awesome and still contains the trusting vibe we all felt then. Peace be with you brother ❤

[@shelltoe_soul]

@@lorriegottschalk4385technically they had better acid in the 90s than in the 60s/70s. Lavender, sunshine, amber, etc were phased out and were replaced by fluff and needlepoint as clandestine LSD chemistry became highly professional and sophisticated. So basically you guys had a lot of shitty weed and shitty acid, and you just have thick rose colored glasses. Did you watch the video? He is totally right, there is no past and no future, just the present. I recommend living in it before ya die mr. boomer instead of judging other people’s cherished memories from the days of their youth as more or less significant than your own.

[@michaelfinley4440]

You speak like your reality was everyones. no.The 80's were awful for many of us. Jail time for nothing, weed, people getting shot/ (not that has changed much)

[@SparxTv1337]

This was great. Cracked me up when he doesn’t name him the book but then drops Marty right after.

[@zerosdotworld]

MARTY!!!

[@Himijendrix014]

Right?😂 lol this guy was great. No ego. Transparent but aware, and has the best energy

[@flashback1123]

I enjoyed this interview 🎉. A total trip ❤ Thank you x

[@UreBand]

Thank you for your interview mr clean, very informative

[@scottmctaggart7070]

Mark could listen to his life story for much longer ! Must do a part 2!!!!!

[@robbie5984]

Someone who watched my younger sisters when they were little was a Deadhead. I learned so much from her and am great full for my time spent together. What a cool guy Joel is.

[@jamesharryward5595]

Absolutely wonderful ... thank you both . I appreciate where you've been Joel .... bless you . Big LOVE from out in the Australian Bush x

[@mikehancho1613]

I was a corrections officer for 2 years, they tried to ship me to Marion 4 hours away and i refused i told them i was going to quit.

[@Sabrina-LosAngeles]

Another OG! What a ride, Joel Please start your own podcast or write a book - you’re an amazing story teller and communicator. 🙏🏽 for sharing a few chapters of your life ❤

[@TheDarkHorseProject]

Letters From Marion is the name of his book

[@frankwebster9110]

Thanks​@@TheDarkHorseProject

[@Sabrina-LosAngeles]

@@TheDarkHorseProject thank you for sharing

[@Sabrina-LosAngeles]

@@TheDarkHorseProjectugh - reading the notes Mark adds would help ;) 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@ArmandoTarziu]

​@@frankwebster9110Besides the false sabt(Sunday),and teh wide spread of spiritism(yog, karma, ouiaj bord, reiki,hipnosis), last final decie wil be ,atht satn himslef wil come as Hrist, sayinghe changed teh day of rest! And this decie wil be poerful for al those who dont read teh Bible for themseles,as it wil be flowed by great miracles and healings,everywere he wil apear! But teh Bible dosnt live su without wraning to this and cleaerly says aht when Jesius coems " All eyes wil see Him" ,so everyone on earth, wilse satans fake only here and there! -read Mathew chaoter 24! Another direct warning to teh spirit f the anthirst is in 2 Joan 7" anyone who says atht Jesus doenst coem in flesh/body, is teh spirit of the anthirst"! And i would sugest you get abook caled " The great cintroversy" by Ellen White, is ana mazing book, wich depicts the war betwen good and evil,from Lucifers afl til teh very end,and in the last few chapters, is everything about what we live, and whats toc eom, pure undiluted truth, with valiuble insights! God bless you all!

[@TacoCat101.3]

This is one of my favorite interviews! I love the Dead and this guys story, thanks for sharing.

[@TheHawkKnows]

This was an outstanding interview. I’m working on moving past resentments that have just been making me sick. It really does help to hear Joel’s story of how he overcame the cruelty shown to him by the guards by not letting it effect him in a negative way. Mindset is everything and I believe there can be a connection with the mystical experiences brought on by psychedelic use and personal growth. The scientific studies and evidence provided by these studies are starting to catch up with what some people have known for thousands of years.

[@JohnDoe-mp1zk]

i dont think the research was done on people who tripped over a 101+ trips. Im not condemning him just if were being honest that taking these drugs as such an early age on the devloping mind cant be good.

[@TheHawkKnows]

@@JohnDoe-mp1zk I agree I would wait until the brain is done forming. There are other ways to improve your perception besides drugs. One of the most powerful experiences I had was during a breathing exercise at a yoga center I traveled in time and became aware of my spirit guide. Released a bunch of negative emotions I was carrying in my subconscious. Better than any drug I’ve ever tried and I was 100% sober during this.

[@TomH-jt7bx]

Can’t stop listening to this…. PLEASE DO A PART 2

[@trevorprice1867]

What a long, strange trip it's been

[@dubaiedge]

And its just.... a box of jail.

[@thecentralscrutinizer304]

Finally a hometown guy. One of the coolest interviews. I love the Grateful Dead (the original Jerry Garcia lineup) and its really cool to hear his stories of shows especially Alpine Valley being his start. The way he remembers the show dates and years is fantastic.

[@therealjulez7886]

what an amazing soul. all the best in the new year my friend.

[@cattoes1609]

Joel, thanks for sharing. Great stories. I really appreciat Your comments about not holding on to resentments