A Life On Drugs-Ryan Leone

[@mikelane7949]

RIP Ryan can’t believe your gone. You will be deeply missed man!!

[@vinny702]

He died in the last 3 months??

[@mikelane7949]

@@vinny702 ya man I guess he died about a week or so ago I seen it on lockdown 23&1 few days ago. Sad deal man addiction takin to many young people

[@kellykutzer1776]

Sadly Ryan passed on 7/2....my heart goes out to his family

[@noahcarver6072]

Maybe it was doing this interview. Or sooner or later irriguardless.

[@TiwazPagan-if3og]

Damn.... did he OD?

[@ryanleone5805]

Thanks for having me on Mark. And thanks to everyone for listening. ♥️

[@Raj-cl1xi]

Why don’t you respond to your dads videos on your channel- like a response to all you’ve put him through?

[@cassgreen5813]

Keep writing. 💜

[@greenmindai_mihael]

Please consider writing another book! A movie based on "Waisting talents" would be great. USA Trainspotting ;)

[@EverestMystery]

Thanks Ryan. I'd love to have you on my podcast....I'm sure you've got tons of requests. Either way, I appreciate your having shared your story with such openness.

[@billyoung2823]

Hey Ryan . This was a nice surprise seeing you on here. Hope you and your family is well

[@DonnDenisse]

I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to Crack, spent my whole life fighting Crack addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder, got diagnosed with cptsd, not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment changed my life for better. I can proudly say i'm totally clean for 6 years and still counting. Always look to nature for solution to tough problems, Shrooms are phenomenal.

[@DassHibionada]

I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.

[@MorrisBasar-jm9lc]

Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

[@CathieGomez-mp8sk]

YES sure of mycologist Pedroshrooms. Mushrooms literally got me off my feet and turned my whole life around. I am currently a housing manager for a recovery program. I wouldn't have been able to do that shit without psilocybin.

[@canerbakar-jv2si]

Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

[@Owemruther-hk4zn]

Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google

[@annelily1883]

I discovered Ryan Leone right before he passed away, and I was so shocked to see him on your channel, Mark. Thank you for having him on. His KZbin channel is incredible. I had started bingeing on his videos and then he passed away. Oh my heart. He’s so relatable, and even though some people don’t have sympathy for drug addicts, and that’s understandable. But, damn. I don’t have sympathy for a lot of people, but Ryan is certainly not one of them. A kind man, despite the things he did when he was a “junkie” (his words). He was an only child, loved by his parents, who remind me of mine, loved by his beautiful wife, Karina, and loved by his two sweet children. RIP, Ryan 🙏🏻

[@joehastain5690]

as a recovering addict, this is the best interview I've seen. I am saddened to find that Ryan passed. Rest easy man

[@RjKME]

Aw man he died?

[@sp1200M3D]

Retelling stories like this keeps you sick. It’s not recovery. Glorifying addiction, while feeding the ego with popularity. Bad combination.

[@Verdelith]

@@sp1200M3DVery true.. though telling his stories is probably how he’d cope.

[@jadedmonk7001]

Children. They save so many of us by giving us purpose. Just like Ryan, my son saved me from addiction and certain death. As soon as I found out I was carrying a baby, I fought hard for my sobriety and to get clean. I was homeless and drug addicted with mental health issues at the time. I got myself straight, raised my son together with his father (30 yrs together) and my two other children and went on to earn my BA in behavioral science. Children. The Best 💖

[@she4136]

Yes🙏🏽💛👑✊🏽

[@reginaldcortez8763]

Now pass on your story on to those that need it.

[@theblackschaos]

Congrats this is amazing!

[@miapdx503]

I've told my oldest son, he saved my life. The day I found out I was pregnant, I knew...there were things I would never do again in life, period. And there were other things I would do, whether I felt like it or not, like take care of him, in every way. I squared up, no more crime, nothing that would jeopardize my son, nothing that would separate us. Now he's 39, my best friend and he is an amazing young man. ❤

[@theblackschaos]

@ȓhō Яя wow just saw he’s doing drugs on camera and his patreon people support that? Gross! This is the type of person who sadly will never get clean. Wish him the best and hope he stays out of prison for his family

[@sylvainmirouf4683]

Watched this video last night and then realized while reading the comments that he was gone. Broke my heart. My thoughts to his family, Ryan seemed so proud of them. Rest in peace fella. Love from France.

[@criticalmass6249]

Im in France too Bro, they dont realise what Americans go through. They are self righteous and have turned their lives away from God. Peace and Blessings Bro. Im saddened at Ryans passing. He was a real one & a good one.

[@naylik2562]

@Ali Larhdiri Don't listen to these faguettes fella. "Oui oui non non fromage de la baguette" *surrenders* is all I'm hearing.

[@maryreid3387]

So sorry.

[@BigEzyEduardo]

Watching this for the first time today and Ryan came across as a natural storyteller. Just saw the comments on his passing and my thoughts are with his family and friends. Enjoy the afterlife dude! Thank you Mark for letting him share his story with us

[@Nepthu]

He was a storyteller, but unfortunately a potential bullshit artist. Scammers always tell great tales.

[@joey3296]

​@@Nepthu no he was a person. a human being like you and me with a substance abuse problem. shame on you for this comment. you didn't live his life or walk a day in his shoes. but your extremely quick to judge. your comment is disgusting...

[@themulti-coloredcanary5795]

@@Nepthu why do you say this? Have you come across an instance where he was untruthful?

[@scottyvary]

It's his family's fault. He needed tuff love.

[@joey3296]

@@scottyvary its not his family's fault. It doesn't matter how much or how many people enable your addiction. We're all responsible for ourselves and actions. I was a hard-core addiction from 13 to 41. I turn 42 tomorrow and also tomorrow is 1 year and 5 months clean. Yes people might enable but 95 percent of time it's not the parents fault or responsibility how their kids end up after a certain age. My parents enabled me with knowing because I was deceitful. It was never their fault

[@JAYBIRD818]

Rest In Peace Ryan Leone. We never met, but I appreciate you. Thank you soft white underbelly for letting people authentically share their stories.

[@BigBadaBing]

When this man started his story I was thinking that the puts it together so perfectly, I felt like Im reading a book. Moments later he says he was into writing. Great story teller. Exeptional guest.

[@adamjames1375]

He's got a channel with a ton of wild stories.

[@mainlinemitch]

He is full of shit

[@ciara8294]

Ryan Leone | 26 Hours Clean kzbin.info/www/bejne/d4CsYXd6ia95hJY

[@giantfatberg]

Other commenters are saying he’s a lying charlatan

[@BigBadaBing]

@@giantfatberg Interesting. But in the end, how many stories that are great are a fraud?

[@abbylloyd1999]

He's so well spoken & clear headed, especially after all the drug use. Very good interview.

[@birdmandrugstories]

He a phony and a scammer

[@dcarroll3686]

Lol 🤣 go check out his channel

[@seabrianalauraexume528]

But yet still well spoken…🕊️🕊️🙏🏾RIP ❤🕊️

[@alyseb5315]

Another great one I can tell from the first 2 min! I love how people just let it flow. Mark only needs to hold the camera and be present… these candid interviews have changed my life in so many ways. I am so grateful and humbled by these . Thank you so much Mark for giving these amazing people a platform to tell their stories and allow the world to see that addiction does not discriminate.

[@billymack333]

This one is not what I’d call candid. But hey... don’t let the truth get in the way of a good story.

[@libtards1393]

If you think this story's good you should check out Ryan's channel hes got more ridiculous stories than anyone I know

[@billymack333]

@@libtards1393 a little too ridiculous. Anyone whose been involved in this life for more than a minute would recognise that he’s really embellishing. Good on him though for finding a way to get paid.

[@johnnypiss]

If Mark is holding that camera, he must either be a warlock or he’s dead and has rigor mortis, because that’s the steadiest camera holding I’ve ever seen!

[@Kree901]

@@billymack333 hes actually a writer, youtuber

[@jbills7292]

Found Ryan originally from an interview he did on lockdown 23 and 1. That led me to finding Ryan’s channel. Watched a couple videos and was laughing, shocked, mad, sad, back to laughing. I then had no choice but to scroll all the way to the very beginning. That’s when my path down the rabbit hole of the Ryan Leone saga began and i was hooked. You are now free from all the demons you fought for years. Rest easy bro.

[@normdotoneal]

I agree 100% 💯💯

[@RjKME]

How did he die

[@masonfurlow1453]

@@RjKMEtake a wild fucking guess bro. You’re never gonna believe it

[@RjKME]

@@masonfurlow1453 damn dude chill

[@joshhershberger6966]

When did he pass? On his channel he uploaded 9 days ago

[@AnthonySal]

Watching this now after Ryan has passed away is such a bummer. I had been following Ryan since he got out of prison and just started his KZbin channel. Was a big fan and was rooting for him as I’ve struggled with addiction. RIP Ryan. Palabra.

[@donniedarko5899]

Same here

[@DeeP-_PerspectivE]

He has videos on his channel as new as yesterday? Whose uploading for him... are they old? Or are all these RIP things a joke

[@AnthonySal]

@@DeeP-_PerspectivE his wife is keeping his channel alive. She is reposting some stuff for the fans. If you go back, she has videos explaining stuff.

[@DeeP-_PerspectivE]

@@AnthonySal Makes sense, thx

[@GiGi_to_3]

His interview really helps us understand step by step the levels of becoming an addict. I can see him being an author. He describes every moment of his story so we feel like we were with him during each episode that he experienced. Looking at him, you would never think he had the life he has lived. I wish you continued success in your recovery. And I see another book in your future 🙂

[@theparlourlady543]

He is an Author “wasting talent” Ryan leone

[@Lysergic98]

His book won best selling author I pretty sure.

[@GiGi_to_3]

@@deerheart87 I know he is an author. I meant I can see him being a great writer. I haven't read his book but if his interview is an indication of how good his book is, I would be willing to read it. He made the drama seem too good to be true & that's always a good read for me 🙂

[@GiGi_to_3]

@@theparlourlady543 yes I know. I didn't word that right but the last of my comment states that I see another book in his future 😊

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

*Hey Great Interview SWU! We Have Recently Started Capturing Powerful Stories Of Humans Of London, England. We Have Been Going A Few Weeks, Check Us Out! Keep Up The Good Work Mark!*

[@lostandfound7372]

Recovery is possible. Never give up hope. RIP Ryan. My heart goes out to his kids.

[@ninjette987]

same man

[@myawishesuwell7605]

I'm leaning on the one day at a time

[@lostandfound7372]

@@myawishesuwell7605 how are you?

[@fek8085]

@@myawishesuwell7605 Wish you all the best, hang in there!

[@scottyvary]

His kids are better off. What kind of human being takes money from their own kid's mouth and spend it on drugs..

[@bungle3912]

So sad he died. His channel is a treasure trove of stories. He's genuinely one of the greatest storytellers I've ever come across.

[@user-do2yj5rr2k]

I agree

[@canny1485]

I reached a level where i wait for your videos to listen to, learn new vocabs and also try to understand every individual, and be kind to everyone around me for i know and for you taught me that we all struggle somehow! Thank you 🌺

[@michaelreis2814]

Ryan’s stories have helped me stay sober . I really hope he can pull through

[@pooochifish6015]

His story has been out for 5 hours ????

[@rtothes936]

And the meek shall inherit the earth.

[@pooochifish6015]

@@rtothes936 ???????????????

[@NickDiiaz]

@@pooochifish6015 check out his youtube channel Ryan Leone

[@mikegeary8056]

@@pooochifish6015 his story has been out for years. He’s an author. Al Prophet interviewed him over a year ago. Several people on this channel are on kind of a YT interview circuit.

[@ChrisSmith74627]

Ryan is very eloquent and clearly intelligent; society needs to harness a way to get the best out of talented people like Ryan, who don't necessarily benefit from the typical system: very easy to say, but hard to find a solution

[@cody3650]

He died

[@Sophiedbf]

Speaking from personal experience this SO SO SO true ❤️

[@damienholland8103]

@@Sophiedbf dayemm

[@kristitaylor2335]

I just learned about Ryan from another KZbinr then found this. Also learned about his passing. 😢 He is definitely very intelligent!! I want to read his book/novel now! RIP Ryan. Praying for your babies.

[@ammodaanimal689]

I’m buying his book as we speak. I was an opiate and amphetamine addict for 25+ years. Most my life. I’m clean now and thriving. This channel is amazing and these stories break my heart. RIP Ryan and dozens of ppl I’ve lost to the game. Either OD or drug related violence or suicide. I’m glad I made it out. Love and prayers to all the addicts still stuck in it and their families too. Free MERKS- doing 30-life in the feds. Love to all my folks who got and stayed clean and the support they gave me to do it myself!! Without them I’d be dead

[@Wombats-1]

I am currently listening to his audiobook, it’s absolutely amazing. I wish I’d have known about it sooner. Such a gifted storyteller, absolutely beyond talented. I wish people could get the happiness they deserve sooner,

[@MightyWhiteofYou]

Thank you for these stories. They remind me of how bad going back out there gets. 4 years and 10 months ago I was in shambles. I got everything back that I had lost and I need the reminder every now and again to keep me grateful for the struggle and newfound peace.

[@grittygoddess]

Amen. I could have written this myself - 4 years for me in January. Praise God! Be well

[@khalilahd.]

You never know what people are going through and you never know what can trigger addiction and these interviews show this. I commend his honesty and courage to be transparent.

[@raeganzittle4731]

Pimping and pandering...

[@raeganzittle4731]

He's awesome...I think he's hot af

[@hangingon]

He wrote a book and has his own channel where he tells nothing but prison & drug stories but he's robbed all his Patreons to get high.

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

@Mike Anthony Yeah I heard he robbed his Patreons to get high. I’m a heroin addict and even I can’t respect that. But every addict has his own low. Also I say that now cuz I’m not dope sick, I might’a done the same thing if sick.

[@Forgiveiolord]

@@raeganzittle4731 soft white underbelly clone kzbin.info/www/bejne/o4bCeYynocl9pqM

[@anonymousconflict2881]

This guy is so well spoken and seems really intelligent. Great interview 👌🏻

[@sumgal3861]

Vale Ryan. Feels like the last chapter was still to be written. Thank you for sharing. Love to all who loved you. 💙

[@billymack333]

Never let the truth get in the way of a good story.

[@Swisspastel80]

As a Cali native this dude is toxic waste

[@humang]

Yeah there is a lot of exaggeration here.

[@LibertyFromLead]

My thoughts exactly. Multiple giveaways from body language and eyes. Great movie story tho

[@LadyAngela678]

😂. The show must go on Baby!!

[@watchingwatches2785]

He actually stoled a couple of stories from other youtubers like the one about the babyoil that same story was told by JayWilliamsletslivelife a while back

[@07acanoia]

Wow R.I.P. Ryan. The way he describes the panic when being dope sick and willing to do just about anything is spot on.

[@WilcoxNotreallythere]

And just like that cold turkey doesn't seem so harsh.

[@joefried6604]

RIP to the best story teller to walk this planet !!! Brilliant GUY who could made BILLIONS

[@grahamluna6935]

Whenever I drank alcohol, I lost my moral compass. Thankfully 20 years sober this year has some what kept me on the straight an arrow. What an horrific story this man just told. Day at a time brother💪 and best wishes.

[@JohnJosephl]

Narrow*

[@localdogpetter]

Hey Mark, I would love to see an interview of you actually. Like a collection of thoughts and conclusions of what you’ve learned meeting these people and documenting their stories for us. Thank you for your content and your existence!

[@2ShaeBeastNorthEast]

Look up NoJumper Podcast Mark did an interview on that channel by Adam22

[@themikeb8929]

Actually it's "Conctrete"!

[@themikeb8929]

Actually it's "Conctrete"!

[@WelcomeToThe92503]

Hes done two interviews with adam 22 on No Jumper and a pod called Koncrete

[@rckism4198]

not only No Jumper but also the Koncrete podcast. i prefer the Koncrete interview personally.

[@cristianchavez1699]

Just read the Independent (local Santa Barbara free weekly magazine) and learned that Ryan passed away on July 2nd, 2022. As a local Santa Barbarian it hurts to lose a local. RIP Ryan, thank you for what you did while you were here, helping others while facing your addiction head on and honestly. You will be missed.

[@amberlightle6595]

Ryan's description of dope sickness is so accurate! I'm a recovering heroin addict and the way he explained the panic and dread of being dope sick was 100% accurate and relatable

[@leighscott1877]

So what did he die from ?

[@thesunbehindthesun1574]

@@leighscott1877 fetty OD but he was using crystal and other drugs at the time of his death, also on Methadone. He was getting bad breathing problems and checked into the hospital (breathing issue prolly from smoking all that fent and meth plus whatever else). This is from his fiancee Karina. She explains it in a video how it went down. Her video explaining it is on Ryan Leone's channel.

[@VanillasteaGorl]

I’m glad he’s sober!! I’m 5 years sober and life has been soooooo beautiful to me since then. Beautiful children, beautiful man, and a beautiful home ♥️♥️ so thankful

[@PrettyFLY4aWiFi.]

He was never sober..he overdosed on fetty a couple months ago and died. Hes a great liar and story teller.

[@richarddowling912]

RIP 🕊 RYAN LEONE, SO SAD TO HEAR ABOUT HIS PASSING AWAY, CONDOLENCES TO HIS FAMILY AND RELATIVES

[@modernlaw4177]

What a great story here. I enjoyed listening to Ryan and his life.

[@janecoe9407]

HE NEVER EXPLAINED WHY HE DID THEE 18 MONTH IN JAIL. HE JUST SAID HE WAS PARANOID AND HAVING DELUSIONS; HE SAID P,O OFFICER HAD HIM PUT INTO JAIL. HE NEVER SAID WHAT THE CHARGES WERE.

[@ima_robot91]

@@janecoe9407 he went once for drugs. Then for parole violation then pimping n pandering

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

*Hey Great Interview SWU! We Have Recently Started Capturing Powerful Stories Of Humans Of London, England. We Have Been Going A Few Weeks, Check Us Out! Keep Up The Good Work Mark!*

[@SurprisedCentaur-xh5cp]

Intense dude with a lot going on inside yet comes off as calm cool and collected. Very articulate and insightful

[@howardrice8330]

But like many addicts, he was missing something

[@goodyonsen77]

This is probably the “BEST” of all SWU interviews I watched so far... I don’t think the guy lied in his take of the events a bit. Just like he said, he’s both lucky and unlucky at the very same time.

[@MrShlong50x]

followed this dude for awhile on his own vlog. Seemed a bit self entitled and almost proud of his drug escapades and stories that came with it. I just felt really sorry for his parents and friends that had to put up with it all.

[@florairvan8305]

@Ok Eddy.....my sentiments exactly Star of his own show and seems to be enjoying himself immensely!

[@glendasemerod4179]

Under what name can I find him?

[@nunyabizwacks6711]

dudes fulla shit. "we were both staring at the knife, it was whoever grabbed it first".....lmao these la dumbasses really think believe their movie-esque stories

[@janecoe9407]

he could b low key yulnerable narcissist his parents mught have spoiled him since he was only child. we dont know. the common themes in his stories are ni accountability and always relying upon another woman to help him.

[@lisab507]

i think he is a full blown narcissist i believe a fraction of his stories!

[@ddjackso26]

Decent story. And I appreciate him coming from the standpoint of adhd/add medication. So many time we don’t think about how these medications are “gateways”. Thanks Ryan. Thank you Mark.

[@almiraalba6633]

Unfortunately, not putting children on Ritalin can also lead mentally exhausted and overstimulated teens and/or young adults to seek other substances, such as heroin, to escape their adhd symptoms. It is imperative, however, that children who are prescribed Ritalin, especially at such a young age, be carefully monitored by their parents and specialist medical practitioners.

[@a.wanderer5006]

@@almiraalba6633 That's baloney. No other country drugs children like in the U.S. And it is becoming clearer everyday that the U.S. is certainly not setting the example of how to raise up kids to be healthy functioning adults - it's the developed country that has the most overweight, depressed and/or addicted people. We can cater learning to a style that suits those kids with attention difficulties, but that takes a lot more care and attention than just drugging them.

[@chadwickvon8019]

@@a.wanderer5006so how would you cater it to adhd kids? I'm genuinely curious to know as I am a 36 year old who was diagnosed with adhd in 7th grade.

[@pawsnheal]

@@chadwickvon8019 I’m with you on this one. I got diagnosed at 31 and my undiagnosed and unmanaged adhd in childhood caused a multitude of problems and a drug problem later on in life regardless. Now medicated at 34 and I’m hitting goals I never thought possible previously

[@tinam761]

@@chadwickvon8019 my adult son and I have ADHD/ADD. He was never medicated until he was about 19 or so. He does have SUD. I did try monitoring his meds. Only I had them and would watch him take it each day. It did help, but he is still using drugs. I use medication very sparingly so I can concentrate better at work occasionally. For me, it can be quite exhausting and when I take (the lowest dose) of medicine I am able to focus and be more productive. Caffeine can help me somewhat, but I get too shaky from the coffee.

[@jillianscott4382]

Unbelievable how captivating this was to watch. Truly an eloquent delivery by a natural storyteller.

[@jillianscott4382]

@@landonmcclain5812 Very sad

[@jadedmonk7001]

I think my internal alarm clock is set to 3am. Even if I turn in at midnight? Wide awake by 3. I look forward to SWU because I have horrific insomnia and am in long term recovery. Mark's interviews remind me of where I came from and keep me humble and aware.

[@v.m5684]

Maybe you waking up at 3am is Jesus telling you something ! ❤️ He loves YOU, by the way ?

[@kattihatt]

Whats the reason for the insomnia? Stress? Do you get daily excersize? Diet?

[@jadedmonk7001]

@@v.m5684 Indeed He does. I wouldn't be here otherwise💖

[@v.m5684]

@@jadedmonk7001 well, how about that, huh ! I’m glad you’re aware and you continue you to strive with God ! Hid bless you and your family ! ❤️

[@jadedmonk7001]

@@kattihatt PTSD (even after 30+ yrs I'm still haunted by my time on the streets) and severe pain from a near fatal car accident 18 yrs ago. I'm also bipolar😁 I intermittent fast, love to dance and pray daily

[@MrNoNameForYou]

Rest in peace. One of the few people I followed from the beginning. Still can't believe he's gone all this time later. I've never related to anyone as much as this dude.

[@thegamingoboist2702]

what he's dead ?! its only been a year since it was posted- 😭😭😭

[@whiggins2671]

@@thegamingoboist2702 His passing coupled with my years of addiction remind me that you are never free from its clutches. Even if you are clean it still is renting space in your head,

[@alNange]

No way

[@alNange]

Man that dude was so clever.. I was literally hooked on his story from get go and could visualise all of the scenes like an action packed movie So sad if he’s dead

[@MrNoNameForYou]

He died last summer I think. Everyone seems to die young in the life. All my friends are gone except a few.

[@amberparker9883]

Damn .. that getting clean, then relapsing, then getting clean, and relapsing is the most dangerous time to OD.. RIP Ryan 💔

[@pricklycatsss]

I heard he didn't actually die from an overdose. A lot of rumors going around though so who knows.

[@pricklycatsss]

Apparently his wife or something commented on here and said he didn't die from an OD. But the comment is deleted now so idk exactly what it said.

[@politesavage]

It might seem selfish, but I watch these videos cause it makes me remember to not take life to serious and joy it despite my awful corporate job I’m alive and can still enjoy what I can. This guy is talented with communication, so easy to understand which is so under valued. Anyway RIP dude you made a difference and thanks for being open and sharing.

[@jessicafain6630]

I was glued to this one. No wonder he was able to sell the rights to his story. Some people live crazy lives for sure. I'm riddled with horrible anxiety so I end up being very cautious and reserved (and boring, lol). I really do have a great appreciation for these interviews, though. Super interesting.

[@MaddHeather]

I also have horrible anxiety.. I struggle daily... its tough and yes boring and I'll probably be single forever 🤷‍♀️

[@jessicafain6630]

@@MaddHeather I feel for you. Because even though the internet makes it so easy to talk to other people, you still have no clue who you're actually interacting with. I really hope you can meet someone great. I got lucky and met my husband of 30 years when I was 15 (long before my anxiety was debilitating). It's definitely possible for you though, so don't give up hope. ❤️

[@MaddHeather]

@@jessicafain6630 see I was with my high school sweetheart till I was 31 And we just grew apart and it's been hard ever since I trust nobody around my kids either... I'm 37 now and really don't even try talking to anybody anymore cause you are right you have no clue who they are

[@joelcormier2519]

Same w me

[@ArtCB]

Wow! What a story. He’s very articulate and so smart. I hope he continues on his journey to happiness with his children. ❤️

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

*Hey Great Interview SWU! We Have Recently Started Capturing Powerful Stories Of Humans Of London, England. We Have Been Going A Few Weeks, Check Us Out! Keep Up The Good Work Mark!*

[@jesseknorr8594]

I started ritalin in 7 grade. Was a addict and alcoholic my whole life. Havent had a drink in 10 years and no drugs for a few years. Ryans story is crazy

[@benjaminavramovski4185]

Good 😌on you bro

[@chrissyknight3235]

My mother was diagnosed with ADHD and given the same prescriptions and then followed a similar path. This is a good warning for all parents.

[@oatmeal710]

warning against what? why do you want to demonize the most effective treatment for adhd?

[@chrissyknight3235]

@@oatmeal710 you obviously didn’t read my comment fully. Second, it’s not the most effective treatment. If someone wants help with ADHD look into the Amen Clinic.

[@chrissyknight3235]

@@oatmeal710 ADHD is a socio-culture phenomenon (Super Ego) and you can treat anyone with Ritalin. It’s an amphetamine which is not a long term solution. The literature is quite clear that there is no evidence that Ritalin improves academic performance. It’s more important to find a sustainable solution- check out Dr. Amen’s clinic. I am a clinical psychologist.

[@MykoDrako]

Watchin this and You gave me hope for today. Be in peace Ryan. You suffered plenty. I hope your in the best place possible for a tormented soul. Thank you for this life God. Rest up man

[@Whiskey_Jane]

We are probably around similar ages. My mother always insistently refused the recommendation of drugs through my childhood, many times she was told I had adhd. I do not believe I ever did and would likely have a very similar appetite had she not.. this interview ascertained that assumption for me.. I hope you can find a place for yourself in life Ryan without these things. You seem like a great charismatic guy and I wish you nothing but the best. Thank you for sharing your story with us. ♥️

[@VK-uh5jz]

Absolutely.

[@froandcara]

💯

[@leahlotti_999]

This interview by far has been the most interesting I have watched & heard. Ryan explains his chaotic life so well that I'm envisioning his life as he's telling it almost as if I'm watching a movie. This man has been through it and thankfully he's here to tell about it. I would love for you to meet back up with Ryan in the future and do an update on how he's doing. 💯 Ryan if by chance you read this, I want to thank you for sharing all you did. I'm glad that you pointed out that you were raised in a working class, stable and drug free family. A lot of people assume that addicts like myself come from a broken home, raised on welfare, dealt with abuse and had "junkies" for parents. Not true whatsoever. EVERYONE'S childhood & family life are different. Some people come from wealthy families and want for absolutely nothing while others come from families were they survived off groceries from food banks and church's and could only afford to shop at thrift stores. Hell, a lot of people can't shop at all and wear hand me downs and things that are donated. Point of all this being said.... ADDICTION DOESN'T DISCRIMINATE. Ryan your an inspiration and keep on keeping on! You are proof that recovery is REAL & very possible. I send positive vibes, happiness, love, success, health and wealth your way...

[@AldousHuxley7]

If you would like to become an excellent storyteller write down all of your stories and then reread them once in a while and you’ll notice different ways to make it better. Do it about 5-10 times until its descriptively perfect and by then youll have it memorized! Thats what Ryan did but more like 100 times.

[@michaelwatson7060]

L00k UP Ryan Leone | 26 Hours Clean You won’t regret it!!

[@riggymarzTV]

Ryan is featured on a song of mine called “Hittin Fences”. If you enjoy Independent hip-hop music, check out the song on my channel!!’ “Riggy Marz OFFICIAL” is the name.

[@Albert-the-Astro]

I suggest you look at his you tube channel, I can't figure out if he's genuine or if he's still hustling to promote his "brand"

[@tiffaniedwards9693]

He passed on July 1st, it still doesn't seem real

[@fuzzy3932]

OH man, Ryan's story reminds me so much of my own, and how lucky I am that it has never gotten this bad for me. It is a struggle everyday, but I'll get there. Rest well my man, and thank you Mark for shining a light.

[@tcoker0416]

Addiction doesn't care about how you grew up. Rich, poor, single parents, CEOs, etc. I love hearing stories of over coming like this. We do recover. 9 years for me.

[@khalilahd.]

What an incredible story. Going through multiple prison stents, losing everything MULTIPLE times and missing the birth of your child could break anyone and the fact that he continued to try grow above this is beyond inspiring. We usually don’t hear stories like this. Thanks Mark 🙏🏽💜

[@ryanmiller8405]

Just sucks he blew everything off and went on another run right after the birth of his second child. Addictions tough

[@kanyeeast7784]

It’s not real. He makes up everything. He basically screws up and his daddy bails him out every time. That’s his entire story.

[@janecoe9407]

THIS GUY DID A LOT OF STUPID THINGS.

[@xpnsion]

@@kanyeeast7784 facts , this guy is a grade A scam artist

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

*Hey Great Interview SWU! We Have Recently Started Capturing Powerful Stories Of Humans Of London, England. We Have Been Going A Few Weeks, Check Us Out! Keep Up The Good Work Mark!*

[@cahyasatixoxo7207]

If my memory serves me correctly Ryan had multiple suicide attempts right around the time this would have been filmed, just because somebody looks okay doesn’t mean that they are. It breaks my heart that we don’t have better ways to help people like Ryan who clearly suffered from long term untreated mental illness if you followed his story closely. It’s just tragic what happened he always struck me as the type who’d make it out the other side.

[@santofaria6486]

suicide??he had 2 kids, what happened?

[@josephsierzengaIV]

@@santofaria6486 it wasn’t an overt suicide…. He was struggling with addiction and was on Methadone and Xanax and was using Fentanyl on and off… He had pneumonia and actually OD’d in the hospital

[@yeaitsmee]

​@Santo Faria he passed away almost a year ago of an overdose. Very sad!😢

[@madelynbarr4859]

It wasn’t an overdose - according to his fiancé’s Patrion, it was a mix of pneumonia and cardiac arrest.

[@josephsierzengaIV]

@@madelynbarr4859 yeah… how does a male in their mid 30’s get those ailments? Ryan’s life was substantial substance abuse and this is the ramifications

[@rlmaese]

How did I not know you had a SWU interview. UGH what a bittersweet moment to find this video now.. R.I.P. man, you were an inspiration 🙌 and you left behind a beautiful family.

[@micahhayes8770]

I just found out the news of Ryan's passing this morning. He was a true inspiration for us trying to get clean. I watched all his content. Love u bro. RIP Ryan.

[@madiallover]

I took Adderall from second grade until about junior year of high school. Really wish I had never taken it. But as he said my mom thought she was doing what was right according to health care professionals. Really touching life story and great story teller by the way

[@echase416]

Adderall is such a powerful drug. I don’t think it should be prescribed anybody for ADHD. . It makes some people have euphoria during also severe dysphoria. That can create a risk factor for suicidality.

[@jbthestoner5504]

I was prescribed it once when I was young. Took it once and had such a bad time that my mom didn't want to give it to me anymore. Pretty grateful for that, considering the addiction issues I've had later in life.

[@Hison-Dcarman]

I'm a veteran, was actually addicted to alcohol and cigarettes. Alcohol and cigarettes addiction destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder, got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

[@Joeyann]

I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.

[@MorrisBasar-jm9lc]

Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

[@Evankayden-z7y]

YES very sure of mycologist Predroavaro. This treatment worked for me. Helped me got rid of my anxiety and BPD.

[@Micnesia-c1l]

Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

[@LouisaDellert-r9i]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@NoQuarterIsHere]

This was the best interview that you’ve ever done. I love Ryan Leoni. I’m so sorry that he is no longer with us. What a great loss to society.

[@farco22]

I love the way this guy expressed his life stories, listening to this actually felt watching a movie , great interview! Hope he can come back again with more details on some life events 👍🏻

[@matthewknutson8489]

has his own channel with hundreds of videos/stories

[@michaelcarrig627]

One of the most accurate descriptions of dope sickness I have ever heard. I am glad he is managing our disease. I think I will grab the book.

[@youngche8226]

Def do. I have it. He’s got 2 movies coming out too. Ryan is that dude.

[@michaelcarrig627]

@@youngche8226 Sick to hear. We need more stories of success out there.

[@leomduffy794]

He's not doing well he's not been on KZbin in a long long time. He's still struggling.

[@michaelcarrig627]

@@leomduffy794 It is such a brutal disease. I have seen so much life and talent wasted.

[@markjonesatlarge5240]

@@leomduffy794 He died last week Saturday.

[@dg8863]

Rip Ryan thank you for all the great stories I hope you find happiness in the next life. You gave me lots in this one.

[@xrefofficial3199]

Incredibly articulate person. I see from the comments that he is no longer with us. RIP Mr. Leone.

[@garylashley6640]

The truth is ?? He is just a well spoken con man and drug user. There are thousands like him

[@adamk4733]

Yea def a bullshitter through and through

[@flavianofloris4459]

Yep thousand

[@joshtheflatearthjedi222]

Millions

[@Chi_Till_I_Die773]

Agreed 1000%

[@Dnay-f8r]

Truth is you’re just a jealous guy who has to try and put people down on the internet 😂

[@thefeelcompany]

I’ve got covid and somehow KZbin recommended your channel whilst recovering in bed. Immediately subbed. Very compelling life stories. All of them. I’ve just listened to Ryan’s story this morning, two hours ago, and searched for the podcast he mentioned here and just found out he’s passed away. 😳. Big love to you all out there. Go safely.

[@yankees29]

He died like 2 days ago. I’ve been watching him for years already. He was a complete junkie the whole time.

[@thefeelcompany]

@@yankees29 That’s a shame, man. He seemed to have his shit together here. It was just weird how I stumbled on his story and he’d died a few hours before. Yup, addiction is no joke.

[@stevemurphy3730]

@@yankees29 He died from the methadone maintenance program he was on.

[@yankees29]

@@stevemurphy3730 actually he was in the bathroom doing fentanyl and he came out and collapsed in front of his wife and went into cardiac arrest.

[@yankees29]

@@stevemurphy3730 that’s not in the articles or videos you’re referencing. Someone I know actually spoke directly to Karina.

[@christianburrzGR3Y]

I love how some people can just tell an hour long story from being asked one question

[@stevengallant6363]

yeah like a guilty person in the interrogation room thinking they can talk their way out of their predicament

[@ssjess2504]

you should check out his youtube. his stories are addicting

[@christianburrzGR3Y]

@@ssjess2504 yes they are very entertaining just trying to imagine some of that shit

[@tapiwanashemupanduki8744]

@@ssjess2504 come on this has to be one of them fake stories.😂

[@ssjess2504]

@@tapiwanashemupanduki8744 I'm sure he embellishes some but they are fun to listen to

[@RoyAlexander214]

Reading all these old comments breaks my ❤️ and brings tears to my eyes. Ryan brother! Your stories helped so many through so much. We all just wish you could've helped yourself. In the throws of my heroin addiction I heard you tell your stories. I didn't think I'd make it out. I was always alone but I had your stories. I got clean 11-01-22 from heroin man. 4 months after you passed. Gracias Ryan Leone. PALABRA 💯

[@marye.persan8937]

Nice job, enjoy now!

[@HandbagDiva]

I hope you didn’t relapse

[@adamdecker8129]

This is thee best interview that you've ever conducted!!! Hands down!! I'm a ex-addict myself and listening to he's story I'm saying to myself "ya,ya,exactly" everything he said was right on point of a person mindset during addiction 💯 👌. I'm now clean and have been for 3 years,and listening to he's interview bought me back to my old days. And in AA there's a saying " remember when " which is my favorite because it helps me remember what I've went through and how I never want to go back,and as to he's story did the same. So thank you to both of you for conducting and sharing. As a ex-addict I never want to forget,and I really hope others took something from this share as I did... Life of a addiction. Hopefully people think twice before going down the long dark road. A good percentage of us don't make it out,that's why it's important that the ones who do share there experience and hopefully save another. Best interview ever!!! Thanks to both of you,you guys help me stay sober today.

[@Herbert.Riegler]

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[@Herbert.Riegler]

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[@ginocastro2141]

Definitely not the best interview

[@snowliferwb]

Rest in peace brother. Just got the news. I've lost so many of my friends in santa Barbara. It's sad. With lots of money, comes lots of drugs and as great as santa Barbara is, we couldn't escape the underbelly of the beautiful town. Many have lost thier battle with addiction, we just lost Ryan. You are finally at peace brother 🙏. My deepest and most sincere condolences go out to your family. 😢

[@bungle3912]

Wow, is he dead? I didn't know that. I saw his recent videos where he was high as hell, but I didn't know he'd died. How sad.

[@snowliferwb]

@@bungle3912 yes, Ryan passed away.

[@MyMg23]

hey sorry to hear all of this--if you don't mind me asking-what type of drugs were your friends dying of?

[@snowliferwb]

@@MyMg23 mostly oxycontin mixed with Xanax or alcohol mostly. We use to call it O.C. for (open casket) because at least you looked good when died.

[@RobertSmith-jd6wb]

Yo what’s up Santa Barbara represent but under the Palm trees can be a dark lonely place where addictions are born.

[@Chris-ei7sh]

RIP Ryan - watched your videos from the beginning buddy. Rest easy ❤

[@Jamesadamiak]

Rest in peace, Ryan! Your stories will live on forever 🕊

[@matthewennen9311]

Ya trueley a good guy im a only child so i know what it like to be alone like that rip ryan

[@alexstrick4693]

That part about your ringtone going off “money” from Pink Floyd sounds like a movie. Incredible story telling. You articulate yourself so well

[@ericblair54]

Ryan was a participant in life, not an observer and experienced in his 36 years than most do who live to 80. R.I.P. Ryan.

[@TiwazPagan-if3og]

Yeah listening to him talk I was thinking the same he amassed so much experiences and wisdom quickly in life. Too bad and sad he passed away so young. Fast life

[@girlfromsouth214]

A participant in a VERY sad life. :(

[@tracemagace8434]

Did Ryan pass?

[@britnielynn9066]

@@tracemagace8434 yes

[@tracemagace8434]

@@britnielynn9066 do you know how?

[@vipauctiongroup9527]

Tyvm for sharing with us! My husband and son suffer from ADHD. It’s a real struggle at times. 🙏 Finding a balance with adhd/medication/school is definitely a challenge as a parent when the schools are saying the child needs it.

[@POVShotgun]

As an adhd kid, I wish I went to a Montessori school. I think if I have a kid I’d put them through that or homeschool. I hope you look into it.

[@HandbagDiva]

Go the holistic route, that’s what I did & my Aunt did with my cousin when he was a kid. Absolutely nothing with food colouring, sugary snacks. We made my son homemade popsicles with 7up. Lots of info if you read up on it.

[@MC-fw5vt]

So nice to hear someone articulate speak. What a story !

[@jeromegarciakern5539]

RIP, Dude was an amazing author, and powerful human. Your work will live on and your legend will soar. You are missed brother

[@wdotgreatest]

Yes RIP, but def a no on the other comments you made.. he was a manipulative drug addict. His selfishness of his habit, took his life, and he left behind 2 small kids and a wife.. if you want to shout anyone out. It should be his wife and kids..

[@morgenmachen2400]

@@wdotgreatest his addiction doesn't negate his talent and charisma. Yes, of course we should support his wife and children with our condolences at this time but they don't need the public tarnishing his image. The kids might read this one day. The situation is already tragic enough. RIP Ryan, you hot tan dude.

[@BLohse]

@@wdotgreatest Ryan's legacy should be this is what you don't do. Dude had it all man he was talented had a beautiful family said he loved his family and his kids but actually his action showed who Loved himself more and drugs

[@wdotgreatest]

@@morgenmachen2400 what are you talking about? You’re worried about “his kids reading this one day”, how about his children will see his videos of himself telling how sh*tty of a person he was. This isn’t no one else’s fault, but Ryan’s. He knew where his self destructive behavior was leading.. he used myself, and many others who were rooting for him to stay clean, so the right thing, and take care of his family.. I donated, I sub to his patreon, I always purchased book, and donated to his documentary fund, etc, all under the guise of him telling us He was clean.. he’s told stories of how he’s lost many friends, and loved ones to addiction, so he of all ppl should known better.. My mother is an addict, and has been for 30years. I have zero sympathy for addicts, who’s life choices lead to thier demise.

[@wdotgreatest]

@@BLohse I agree.

[@marlonbabb2034]

I wonder if there's anything this guy has ever done for him to take accountability for any of his life choices . 1st the Parents put his on drugs. 2nd, he shoots up for the 1st time by force. He goes to jail for Pimping but he wasn't a Pimp, he was just helping a friend. He's the perfect example of why , whenever I meet FAST TALKERS , I use more caution 🥴

[@chicagokush]

Ryan Leon is deep down a good dude with no Ill intentions just a shitty hand he was dealt. He has his own KZbin that you can follow if you choose he speaks on his life and journey a lot .

[@gldnsunrising7761]

@Marlon Babb I followed his channel for about 2 months and it got to the point that I just couldn't stand it anymore.

[@SaulTeebolz]

He’s a chronic victim. You’ll get that from his KZbin. He has a career of asking people to “donate” and fund his relapses. I’m a sub of his…and I hope he figures his shit out before he ends up back in the pen, Firme

[@Forgiveiolord]

@@chicagokush soft white underbelly clone kzbin.info/www/bejne/o4bCeYynocl9pqM

[@CatalinaFOIA]

Facts, fast talkers have a very quick answer before you've even asked the entire question.

[@Real-Life-Beavies]

Damn I forgot that Ryan passed away. His series that he would have on his channel provided months of entertainment and he also became my favorite KZbinr from his videos he would put out. Sad that he's gone. Rip Ryan

[@angelsbutterflies6293]

What happened to him?

[@Real-Life-Beavies]

@@angelsbutterflies6293 from what I heard a overdose

[@BDAILEY702]

Damn he passed away? Fuck

[@merk.9285]

@@angelsbutterflies6293 His wife said herself that he overdosed by smoking fentanyl laced "blues" in the bathroom of his hospital room, by the time they found him/got in the bathroom he was already dead

[@rachelstarkey6109]

When did ryan pass away so sad ...im a addict ive just stumbled across Ryan's life story ))

[@myeckersly4951]

Mark, you said on Rogan that your favorite interviews are the ones where you don't have to say/ask much. This one fits that bill and then some. GREAT interview/episode.Amazing story telling. Unreal.

[@LifeofMad.]

I am currently stuggling with my own heroin and meth addiction and through trying to get sober over the years and relapsing over and over I’ve thought about what impact having children will have on my addiction and I hope that if I don’t get sober before then, that my children will be a strong enough motivation to help me stay clean and it’s encouraging hearing that’s how it was for Ryan

[@marcreno893]

@Mad. Music stay up brother. It’s a battle for sure. I’ll have 6 years clean this June and the first year is hell. It’s just like they say “one day at a time” I never thought I’d ever get clean in a million years but here I am. Believe in yourself man, I know you can do it because I did! Pray to God and ask for help because sometimes He is the only one listening. Good luck

[@melaniegiraldo8951]

I wish you the best and I believe you can break free of the addiction. One day at a time I hope you find the drive and use your inner strength and power. Best of luck

[@noneever109]

I grew up in Santa Barbara at the same time as Ryan. As unique as his story may seem, I've met many people with similar life stories. Some are dead now. Some burned out and are just living off of their parents' passive property generated income doing nothing. Some are like Ryan, still immersed in delusions of grandeur. They think they're going to be the next Spielberg, or Musk, or Hemingway. Santa Barbara just inculcates narcissism and an inability to feel satiation.

[@jigglezpoo]

I'm glad I'm not the only one who noticed that. Everyone loves to say how impressive or articulate this guy is, but from the first minute all I hear is a selfish, arrogant, conceited, priveliged kid who can never see himself doing any wrong. It's great that he glorifies his behavior so some impressionable young person can follow in his footsteps.

[@scarletsletter4466]

I think most upper middle-class American homes tend to be breeding grounds for narcissism and dissatisfaction, particularly for our generation (I'm a millennial). Our parents seem to have a lot more than we can obtain, and the pathways they had to succeed don't exist for us due to global changes. That's no excuse, of course, but it's a partial explanation for why so many still live at home, misuse opioids, feel demotivated, etc

[@ministryofpeacekmk]

@@scarletsletter4466 🙄 Your parents have a lot more than you ever will, because they worked hard for it!

[@lingling903]

@@ministryofpeacekmk right!!! They are just scared of a little hard work to get what they want that’s all!

[@ministryofpeacekmk]

@@lingling903 ✔

[@kristiemcconathy7336]

He was an amazing storyteller. RIP Ryan.

[@juliemay5117]

Where did you hear of his passing?

[@kristiemcconathy7336]

@@juliemay5117 Jessica Kent put up a video the day after. So sad.

[@GiGi_to_3]

@@kristiemcconathy7336 who is jessica & where is the video?

[@nenego13]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mIS7fniqqcSsfqc

[@elevateordie]

He died?

[@jefflyon2020]

This guys story was awesome and sad, i learned he just died a week ago and it bums me out, such a talented dude.

[@karimertes2164]

Absolutely love Ryan, he is amazing n watching his journey has been so profound. Thanks Mark for spotlighting him…

[@brianhay4024]

A great story from a talented writer. Very glad the man found his way from addiction.

[@tamisha4023]

He’s an awesome story teller. I was on the edge of my seat the entire video. I’m going to look for his book.

[@christophercottrell8227]

RIP Ryan. He got hooked, and he got hooked hard. I followed him for his storytelling abilities. I can never judge anyone. I’m 59 yrs old, and drugs and alcohol were my life for many years. 2 yrs opioid free, and 7 yrs alcohol free. I go to the gym for cardio 7 days a week. I just want to live. That should be everyone’s goal…Just want to live a little longer, always.

[@darlene4152]

Is like my cat when she is stretching. Trying to get a little bit more out of life. Not so... just stretching. Nice show.

[@naylik2562]

And that's a fuckin beautiful goal brother. God bless.

[@Mark-pp7jy]

Put as much effort into sobriety as you do going to the gym, and you'll never have to drink again.

[@OriginalOWL]

Man this one hit me hard. Can’t wait to read his book. Thank you for sharing your story, and thank you Mark.

[@beckyg3697]

Sad to hear he passed . Fly high Ryan 🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊

[@jeremycarman8980]

Wow! An absolutely phenomenal speaker, one of my favorites from your channel Mark, very engaging, Ryan seems quite intelligent, and a damn good story teller.

[@multitablez]

RIP. I hope his family and loved ones are coping as best they can.

[@monave2938]

What an important story! How his childhood use of pharmaceuticals impacted his whole life in such a negative way. We all understand the typical problems in childhood that cause issues in adulthood. This is one not heard of or spoken of so much, there must be others like him. I hope people really hear that, I hope so many people see this video, more than any other you’ve ever done Mark!

[@user-rb7ns9yj5y]

@Andrew every dbag has an ignorant comment about addicts.

[@hangingchad_]

I was put on hydrocodone when I was 16, because I had West Nile Virus. I didn't really need opiates, but I took them because I felt like I needed them. I was awkward in school, I couldn't control my temper or my emotions well at all, and I was incredibly anxious almost 24/7 (there are reasons for that, that I won't get into here), so when I first took the pain meds, I felt like I found the answer to all of life's problem's, and that I just needed to make sure I always had a supply of them. I kept seeing my doctor, and he treated me like a lab animal, putting me on everything from Tramadol, to Lyrica, to Adderall, to Provigil, to Cymbalta, to Benzos, to so much more. It's insane, when I think about those few years when I was his patient. I had to find a new doctor when I moved, and he just continued giving me opiates and Lyrica. It has lead to a 17 year addiction, and I'm still not over it. I'm getting very close to being off of everything, thankfully, and I'm getting back on my feet after 17 years of not getting anywhere. I'm starting over at 33, but I'm glad I have the chance to start over, and good friends and family. Without them, I would be long gone.

[@bashmeesh]

@Andrew and every idiot spews bullshit. 💩

[@Natharsus]

@Andrew Yet you spend your free time commenting on these videos rather than focusing on something actually important in your life lmao. You’re obviously a very driven, focused guy.

[@monave2938]

@@hangingchad_ thanks for sharing your story! It is wonderful you have friends & family to support you as move into a drug free life which is sooo truly amazing, wonderful itself. At 33 you having plenty of time to start over, you do. Best of luck to you!

[@courtneypeters652]

Always love hearing Ryan speak. Dopey nation stands with you and always supports you. Keep writing and keep cherishing those kids. Always the best of luck 🖤

[@catmp3]

I feel really bad for saying this, but I think this guy is a liar… idk why, but I’ve known ppl like him and his stories remind me of their “grand stories”

[@Kristenofthegenx]

Actually he’s not lying as much as it may seem that way. You can find out his release date from Federal Prison & mugshots online.

[@bencassiani7328]

Don’t feel bad. I agree. I think there are small truths and a lot of embellishments.

[@supersash3157]

No cap.. 3 minutes in and I am questioning his story. 3 minutes in, I scrolled to the comments section because I know i wasn't the only one who believes he is a lier

[@supersash3157]

@@dsshowerpan what... OMG

[@dsshowerpan]

@@supersash3157 I wish there wasn't, I was a huge fan as he's extremely talented but he really pissed his Patreon audience off by constantly relapsing. Promising content then ghosting everyone who pays for his lifestyle. Really sad but true.

[@pres10beats]

I just watched this on an airplane next to my 2yr old son and it touched me. I lived in Santa Barbara during the times he was talking about. I was really happy to hear him say how having children gave him purpose because I can relate. Went to the comments and found out he passed away and now I’m crying. Really sad. Sending love to his family.

[@chilote66]

Mark I really enjoy your videos! I imagine it must be hard at times but the fact that you keep producing these is mind blowing! You are creating a legacy unmatched by others and I am blessed to see it being made!

[@siberianwinds]

OMG Ryan! I've been seeing him on twitter before he left. He's Johnny Depp's friend and supporter! Thank you for sharing his story with us! Best wishes Ryan to you and your lovely family!

[@hangingon]

He reminds everyone that he's scumbag "Johnny Depps friend" every chance he gets. Hes also a con man & pathological liar

[@jimmyjump8335]

@@hangingon lol yep. He loves to tell his "story".

[@finolaomurchu8217]

@@hangingon I was a bit suspicious of the two prostitution stories, so I would suspect he was more involved with that world than he lets on.

[@staceycasta]

@@hangingon why do you say that. What makes him a scum bag

[@brandonconti9909]

I am as much of a friend of Johnny Deep as Ryan is

[@alancampos4304]

I’ve heard his story before because he’s been on other interviews but this guy needs a movie about him

[@MxK589]

I knew I heard this story before, especially when he told the part about the first set up. When the lady said "you'll be fine Mijo." I knew it.