Four Seasons of AMBERLYNN- Fall/Winter 2021

This is our grand finale, part 4 of Amberlynn Reids 2021 Fall/Winter 2021
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[@capysarah]

"My mental health comes first" but she won't go to therapy, refill her prescription or take her medication as prescribed.

[@LemonCat98]

Shouldn't she definitely take her meds? Since she had the big C won't she be on hormones?

[@donnagelina8548]

@Lassi Kinnunen 81 Your comment had me laughing because as a recovering addict I totally get this.

[@baileyspeltbeefy1768]

@@LemonCat98 I think she actually likes to be sick since it brings her attention and sympathy from people AND it’s also an excuse to have people baby/do everything for her... so that’s why she doesn’t take her meds

[@Scrapegoat]

@Lassi Kinnunen 81 "mental health" = Big Al's whims

[@Fluffy-Fluffy]

​@@LemonCat98that depends in the type of C. I know a woman who had I believe breastC and she was not allowed to have any hormones. Which was an issue because her husband needed testosterone cream. They came to me with a question if there were any alternatives (they were really open) since they didn't want to use condoms. I knew there were capsules but told them it was not up to me to know if that was an alternative for her husband and her but he could ask his doctor about it. I cane to find out later he had been switched to the oral meds. So it can be as tough as that, when a husband uses a cream somewhere and the female cannot come into direct contact with it. Now will she not get any of the meds in her system by being intimate? I don't know. According to the changed version of the testosterone probably not. But direct contact via cream would be dangerous to her as it would highten her chances of getting C again.

[@moemunneymoe]

She went from saying she had no idea anything was wrong with her for years to her knowing all along. She wants to be a medical mystery so badly.

[@moemunneymoe]

@Rach I mean I think she was just ignoring obvious signs. We know from Becky that she was heavily bleeding for over a year. Becky was putting towels down to prevent Amber from ruining Eric and Ricky's furniture. Some of the points people have used to say she didn't actually have it make sense though. Becky told a story about Amber posting on Facebook about getting super bad medical news and Becky had to explain to the family that it was all bs for attention. It's sad that she lies so constantly that everything she says is under speculation.

[@JinxReignz]

@@moemunneymoe I had a family member pass from having cancer and it’s insulting that she claims she had it

[@moemunneymoe]

@@JinxReignz One of my close family members survived colon cancer and one of my aunt's passed from breast cancer. I'm sorry for your loss. It's truly an awful thing to experience and I hope she isn't so terrible that she would lie about it.

[@baileyspeltbeefy1768]

It makes me SO MAD!! I have over a dozen chronic illnesses and chronic pain ranging from moderate to life threatening and all of my health problems aren’t even diagnosed because no doctors or specialist are able to figure it out and I am a medical mystery and it is honestly ruining my whole life... I am so so sick and in so much pain I can barely even get out of bed... like I need help getting dressed and showering, I can’t clean or do anything like that, I can barely walk and I need a special walker, and I am constantly in so much pain I can’t do anything and I am so sick I can’t do anything fun or work or even have a life... I’m 22 and I have almost 20 medications all together (pills, injections, inhalers, and so on) My family also is constantly checking on me to make sure I didn’t pass in my sleep because things are THAT bad... and Amber acts like health problems are a fun thing and she WANTS THEM

[@juliaspoonie3627]

Wanting to be a medical mystery is something I‘ll never understand. Having rare illnesses is frustrating, dangerous and annoying. To be the patient who’s the exception of the rule is nothing you want or be proud of. You want it to go away. Not just the pain of symptoms, but the inexperienced doctors who either send you away or gamble with your life because their pride won’t let them say „I don’t know, please find a true specialist“. It’s a challenge to find compassionate, kind, not expensive doctors with actual experience who live within your reach and don’t mind complex cases. Believe me, being that rare patient won’t bring you extra attention. It makes everything just extremely difficult. I don’t know if she actually had cancer, the video where she cried is something nobody could fake, those were her genuine emotions. Could it be that the doctor mentioned cancer risk/precancerous cells and she made cancer out of it in her mind? Yes. But I doubt it. On the other side, it’s even worse when she HAD cancer, because nothing changed. It wasn’t her rock bottom. If cancer doesn’t scare you or that you don’t fit in an MRI machine, then nothing will.

[@BobSmith-lu5ug]

Dr. Lynn diagnosed herself and saved her own life. I guess the doctors helped a little bit too...🤡

[@lindamcnamara7803]

@Rach I’ve had my suspicions, she said , “I’m in remission”. She’s never had follow up , maybe denial or foolish.

[@---nobody---]

@Rach Well, it really has to do with how far the cancer has progressed. Your neighbor was probably in a far more serious stage, where as Amber was in the very beginning stages of uterine cancer (according to the paperwork she showed). Basically she was at Stage One B, where the cancerous cells had grown less than halfway through the endometrial lining, and had no lymph involvement. So it was fairly easy to just remove the uterus and remove the cancer. But Amber is being fucking ridiculous by saying she is in "remission". 🙄 There are sooo many things wrong with her thinking that.

[@justmeesh9148]

Hearing her say "But ultimately I saved my life. I did save my own life." blew my mind. 😠

[@lillith77]

She is so terrible. Such a terrible, terrible person. I don't care how much she weighs because if she ever really does lose all of the weight, she may become a super villain and we have enough of those.

[@jesslovesawalk8557]

I can imagine her trying to be the next tess holiday if she lost a bunch of weight. 🤔

[@donnagelina8548]

@@jesslovesawalk8557 Tess Holiday is super obese herself. And almost as terrible of a person as Amber. Maybe Ashley Graham. But Ashley Gramham is 500003939848503034839983030X prettier than Amber.

[@donnagelina8548]

If Amber lost a significant amount of weight - I mean down to 400 or so - which to her would be a major feat...she would be so obsessed with her looks it would be insufferable.

[@jesslovesawalk8557]

@@donnagelina8548 lol yeah she would. Tbh I hope she does, that would be amusing to watch >

[@Hellakiddie]

Right? I’m feeling like rooting for her in any capacity is for nothing because she is who is.

[@eva1585]

Anytime she says "i appreciate that/you guys" it literally could not sound less genuine

[@ravenID429]

The only time she sounds genuine is when her narc rage comes out🤣

[@chandini241]

I know Trisha Paytas' content and watching Amber feels like the saddest copy: -Trisha eats KFC skin only, Amber eats nugs breading only -Trisha writes songs, poetry and books but at least has courage to publish. -Trisha overspends at Prada/Target, Amber at TJMaxx/Walmart to fill their homes with junk and candles. -Both are anti-feminists who think that being/acting dumb is a feminine (dainty) attribute. "what do you call that, babe? *giggle giggle* -both also think they are experts on everything after hearing about it once. Probably why neither believes in therapy, expert advice, education or even any higher power. -Trisha often attributes her infamy to 'being fat" even when she hates fat people herself. Same with Amber. Both would be absolute narcissist nightmares at 200lbs. On a similar note, both are unbearable when they have jeweled nails glued on. -Trisha often thinks she has what struggles others have. Amber probably thought she had cancer cuz Becky's mom did and happened to be right. -Trisha is pretty famous for her lip fillers. Amber wants lip fillers. -Neither has friends who are not on the payroll. Both require SOs that are dependent on them, both try to isolate their partners from outside relationships. -Both want children (I think daughters) as an accessory and extension of themselves. ... and that is just a tiny fraction of the similarities!

[@donnagelina8548]

First of all let me thank you for watching Trisha to this extent becausse I don't have the stomach. Do you think Amber and Trisha have similar personalities, or do you think Amber is trying to emulate Trisha? Or... do you think their "celebrity status" (and I use the term looosely) has shaped these personalities? I know none of us are experts, I'm just wondering what other people think. Don't feel bad about being a consumer of their content. I feel like I just spent a good chunk of my day on this stuff and it could have been better spent elsewhere!

[@yourfavouritelasagna4030]

damn I love this comment

[@Hellakiddie]

And they’re the only two drama wise I keep up because I saw the correlation too it’s just sad though

[@chandini241]

@@donnagelina8548 well thank you for reading my rant...I see so many parallels If you look at vids pre-money (Krystal era) Amber was just a plain Jane. I think she started watching Trisha, Shane and they justify being lazy, fat, grubby as being relatable and Amber thus found people who justify her bad behavior. what she doesn't get is that she lacks whatever "skill", gamble, charm and hustle that people like that put in to make that money. They all grew up poor and/or from broken families so all the raw material is there to lose one's sense of self in money and perceived fame but Trisha and Amber have ruined their bodies and mental health for it. I watch because I see some of my self in both and it gives me confirmation that it is not worth it to sink to levels of pure pettiness. Both of them do what I call a "bitchy bitter exhale" (I think Trisha should trademark it) when trying to hurt others. I hear that and I instantly strive to be kinder.

[@ajaxsoap69]

thank u for this insight it was a fun read !

[@WillowJordan1979]

You left out my favorite line in that poem: "I milk the guilt you've sewn like a misguided basket".

[@ophelia.underwater]

I'm sorry, WHAT HAHAHHA

[@TheNarcAlert]

I wanted to leave it all in but its 3 minutes long:)

[@tiptapkey]

What?? lol I need to see the poem written out so I can digest it (laugh) properly.

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

FREE LIKE A BIRD, MAYBE A PIGEON.

[@Sulucnumoh420]

@@tiptapkey lol go open a can of alphabet soup....it'll be about as coherent as her ramblings.

[@EYE_GOTCHA]

“Ummm” “Like” “I’m unna be honest” “Let’s be real” “Literally” ~ Articulatelynn

[@drelevatorlestrange]

I'm suprised you didn't point out the fact that her imaginary new friends have all vanished

[@Miekksable]

No no no she has many friends, they're just not there right now 🤭

[@kaymarie5966]

They go to a different school, you wouldn't know them... XD

[@moemunneymoe]

Plus her "best friend" came out and said that they cut her off (good job Beckster!).

[@JinxReignz]

Why does she try to convince everyone she has friends I mean there is no issue with not having any I have one good friend but my parents always told me If I need others to make me happy then I need to work on myself

[@yellowmelancholy4875]

@@JinxReignz it’s not really about lots of friends making “you happy”, it’s more about having a fulfilling social life and a support network. You certainly do not need a ton of friends, but at least a couple is enough.

[@Karensmclarenn]

If only people would stop paying her. Taking away her income would surely be that slap in the face reality check

[@tchaikca]

The cup thing kind of amuses me- I’m sure Kendra is very sweet-but the cup that she made is with a purchased premade design (the Starbucks logo cover) for Cricut that she just typed her own words into . Everyone saying “she’s so creative etc is overhyping a little.

[@crabbycake8770]

Yes!! I’ve seen so many of these types of “homemade” cups and they basically all seem like a copy of each other.

[@allurahmarie]

I have a cricut and I agree too a level, it still takes precision and time to properly apply and dishwasher safe adhesive/epoxy on top can be difficult. It's also a "glitter rain" cup where the glitter moves around like a snow globe, that takes time and precision as well. It's definitely work but I agree the creativity is a little low

[@BriarValley]

Who's friends are coming over and just opening random notebooks in ur home?? 😭

[@LaurenWoz421]

I think she was trying to make her girlfriend feel intrigued to find it and read it. I believe her journal is not meant to be secret but I think she writes in it dramatically, hoping someone does come across it and reads about her “tortured soul” and all of her (undiagnosed) mental illnesses.

[@tazzandstuff]

She pretends to have friends but doesn't seem to know how real people interact?? It really feels like she is feigning grandiosity to try and entice people into speculating what secrets her journal holds (when in reality it's just insular alr fanfic she's made up about herself)

[@WillowJordan1979]

@@tazzandstuff I mean, how interesting can it be? She never does anything and is obsessed with herself. She has no hobbies, job, or interests. Her notebooks are probably half empty anyway.

[@tazzandstuff]

@@WillowJordan1979 she recently read a journal excerpt online and it was painfully melodramatic

[@BriarValley]

@@WillowJordan1979 Well the point is *she* thinks it's interesting, but yeah, I doubt it really is.

[@preemptiveheat8254]

Amber talking about her hair is like adding fluff to meet a work count, but then it became the entire essay

[@Sulucnumoh420]

Who are these people telling her this poetry is good? It's completely nonsensical. The misused words, the completely elementary rhyme schemes, the repetitive stanzas....by ANY metric it's absolutely terrible. And by the way she reads it you can tell she thinks it's SO deep.

[@yellowmelancholy4875]

Her poetry cracks me up! It’s complete rubbish, and I know that is a harsh thing to say about someone’s “passion”, but sometimes you have to be brutally honest with someone. And I mean, hey, if she wants to privately write in her personal journals as a way of “therapy”, that’s great, and she should. But for her to have these grandiose ideas that she should publish a book? Nah, that ain’t it at all. That would be like me trying to publish a cookbook😂

[@thewrongshoes]

Oh - the clip where she talks about those magic local friends….yet she was alone on thanksgiving…

[@MamaLinz123]

Alone on thanksgiving, alone at Christmas and most likely her birthday too. Get a load of Ms Popularity Reid here.

[@drexelspivey872]

3:04 lol. I am 28 years old. and the thought of someone that cant physically leave there couch goes out and meets a bunch of random people in the month she and her girlfriend have broken up, and these people come over all the time is just laughable and so insanely ridiculous to me. Also, she spends her life glued to a computer screen. Next thing you know big gorl will find the hoyl grail with a couple big macs with it, she is so fucking absurd lol

[@preemptiveheat8254]

It’s probably not that hard to get to know people over the internet my even for her. I don’t believe she made any new friends either, but she also keep getting new girlfriends over the internet, so some friends isn’t quite a stretch. She doesn’t want them though if they’re not as tied to her life as a girlfriend might, since she needs those caretakers. She can probably just catfish some friends though

[@Scrapegoat]

@@preemptiveheat8254 What makes it especially creepy is that given all she'd said, if she were meeting new people, it would've been because Wipey was trying to pass her around to strange men.

[@tiptapkey]

Agreed. IF (big if) people do come over, it's probably for the girlfriend and she's just there too. Either that or they know she makes bank and want some presents.

[@Danni611]

Thank you for pointing out how much she says "Not gonna lie". She says it over things that no one would lie about. It really irks me.

[@eva1585]

YES, its making me lose braincells at this point

[@Sulucnumoh420]

Guuuiiise, it's part of her oh-so-quirky personality🙄

[@tammywines7343]

Lyinglynn !!

[@lemming3082]

"I can't believe I got paid to vlog" Honey, we can't believe you got paid for that either

[@TheAlumentum]

I wasn't declared cancer free until 5 years after my final negative PET scan. I still have to get a tumor marker blood draw and a follow up every year. Amber isn't taking this seriously and, fingers crossed, it doesn't bite her in the ass.

[@miyubeilschmidt5351]

i cannot believe she has adhd. i have raging adhd and just sitting there for an hour just reading comments would KILL me i would hyperfocus on my special interests and give everyone a show lmao

[@iain9757]

Please educate me because I’m definitely stereotyping but could “we” argue that Amber doesn’t have ADHD because she doesn’t have anything she hyper focuses on ? I know not all ADHD works the same but what does Amber actually like or talk about apart from herself ? She didn’t even know basic Harry Potter things. She buys expensive Lego which most Lego fans (at least who I know) build up to something like a city or a theme like Star Wars

[@miyubeilschmidt5351]

@@iain9757 lego is the only thing we've ever seen her hyperfocus on. and that didnt last long. im stereotyping too of coursr but a lot of adhd stereotypes are true lol. she seems very...normal dare i say. never forgetting stuff, not starting a hundred things and then not finishing them...i find it super unlikely. if she TRULY has bpd i think she might be mixing symptoms up bc as far as im concerned, there are similarities (but i dont really believe she has bpd :/)

[@Monasaurus_Rex]

@@miyubeilschmidt5351 she definitely doesn’t. Someone close to me has bpd and even though cases vary, based on things their therapist said, she doesn’t fit into the diagnosis

[@iain9757]

@@miyubeilschmidt5351 sorry late reply but Amber has also said that a therapist suggested she has OCPD which is more than likely

[@Moonkin444]

I just wrote a comment in another video that I see a lot of adhd traits in her. I got diagnosed at 26 and I know many other adhders in private also from work as I work in psychiatry. In my opinion she has symptoms of it a LOT. She seems like she’s having really short hyperfixations, that’s typical for me aswell. As you said, adhd is different for everyone. Its like a spectrum. ADHD and food addiction are also something that comes hand in hand a lot of times. She sure is also a narcissist. But I really think she could have it, thought about this right when I started to watch her. I really wish it’s not true, as she will contribute to the adhd stigma in a very bad way so I feel very negative about this. But I still see a lot of symptoms

[@ktharrington15]

Why am I crying, says the girl that never has tears running down her face.

[@ajaxsoap69]

i’ve seen tears twice: the cancer announcement, and “mental things is scary”. everything else is a LAH

[@teresa-3489]

Amberlynn is such a nice person🙄 if I was deaf I would love to listen to her for hours😁

[@ajaxsoap69]

💀💀LOL

[@LemonCat98]

Amber complaining about her "mentals" (not invalidating her mental health btw) She has such an easy life compared to some who actually have to work to afford the basics And she's over here,with her 1000s of tacky earrings and journals. She can easily afford therapy and inpatient weightloss.. Others have to choose between rent or food...

[@MidniteHorrorfest]

The fact that Filthy Frank has been my internal dialogue for the past couple years in response to ALR... YOUR EDITING COMPLETES AND SCRATCHES A SPECIFIC PART OF MY BRAIN 🤌🤌🤌

[@capysarah]

We need an "ummm" counter. I feel like she said it _liduralee_ a hundred times.

[@TheNarcAlert]

I edited out hundreds of umms :P

[@EYE_GOTCHA]

I have started to call her Ummmberlynn Reid. 😩

[@---nobody---]

Liduralee (especially italicized) looks like a medication name. 😂

[@AshleyNicole-ct7gh]

@@---nobody--- side effects may include: swelleeeng, bloateeeng, starveeeng, type moments.

[@Monasaurus_Rex]

@@AshleyNicole-ct7gh and excessive shoppeeen

[@yourfavouritelasagna4030]

I hate how intelligent she thinks she is.... when she is the furthest thing from it.. I can’t

[@annebruecks7381]

She’s too old to be saying ‘totes’ and ‘aps not’ come on Gorl!! It ain’t cute anymore.

[@HotaruKilten]

Unfortunately she doesnt seem to have matured much past her teenage years

[@kerrymcmahon9671]

Agree with both comments 🤘

[@EYE_GOTCHA]

“Totes” “Obvs” “Starbs” etc. 😩

[@kerrymcmahon9671]

@@EYE_GOTCHA still agree 😂

[@moviemoth4192]

I don’t think you can bleed for years on end without thinking that there may be something wrong. But I do feel bad for Becky in the aspect if they were at a family‘s house trying to enjoy some party or event and Amber is texting her from across the house making it about her.

[@schmeeps4052]

Yeah right like how distressing would that be to have your SO text “BABE I have cancer” while y’all are trying to enjoy a nice evening with family? Just gross

[@---nobody---]

While I don't believe that that situation actually happened (partially because she lies constantly but also because that is not at all the story she has been telling this entire time), I do think that it says a lot about Amber that she would tell a story like that that makes her look really bad and makes her look like a shitty, selfish, person. Claiming she knew she had cancer but not saying anything about it until she and Becky were with Becky's family when she then decided it was the best time and place to send a fucking TEXT MESSAGE to her girlfriend from across the room that she thinks that she has cancer!?! That makes her look desperate for attention. She needed the pity and attention at THAT VERY MOMENT because she was clearly upset she wasn't getting the attention she was craving, so she decided to make everything about her-again- and make Becky worry about her health instead of spending and enjoying time with her family. 🙄 Idk, it just says a lot about her that even her fake stories paint her in a horrible light. 😂

[@ravenID429]

I just canNOT imagine ignoring that

[@pappysheart6710]

Guise- xmas alone, bday alone, views plummeting - I've been checking her latest community tab and all 99% of comments are very negative, moreso than usual. In other words the only ppl checking in on her are ppl who hate her guts. No car, can't leave apt. No wifey. Is anyone else a little worried about her? Medical emergency is always a risk, but i mean self harm(excluding eating to 600lbs). Never thought id say this but i hope she's ok.

[@MamaLinz123]

Long standing Haydur here: I agree with you. I can’t stand Amber, she’s a terrible human BUT I can’t help but feel concerned for her right now. No wifey, no Becky, no videos. Not even a community post. This is not usual behaviour for Amber, and I do hope she’s ok.

[@msdemeanorscott1855]

I truly don't care

[@rhi_danceswithwolves]

Mm, yes, the South. Right there on the east coast. That’s why they call it Southern.

[@krystalhaugland]

5:42 Image telling your boss you don't know how long you can stay at work because you don't want to overwhelm yourself 😆

[@GypsyTarot]

@36:00 I just know as someone that suffers debilitating Anxiety, I don't believe her anxiety is bad if she is able to lidderally sit in front of a camera and talk to hundreds of people. There's no way I can even do a Video on here at all.

[@Monasaurus_Rex]

She’s too busy staring at herself in the viewfinder to focus on her anxietyyy guise

[@fishtie894]

the thing about her publishing under a pen name is that she posted them on whattapad when she was not "famous" and she got torn apart cus it was so bad. In the videos where young dumb honey bun reads them she also reads some of the comments and they criticised her heavily

[@jennasaysquoi5563]

"the healthier part of the nugget"😂😂

[@TheNarcAlert]

hahah I used quotations :P

[@annebruecks7381]

Is that the beaks and feathers part? 🤣

[@nightsgrow6575]

We just don’t understand nutrition like she does. The lean meat isn’t the healthy part, it’s the breaded and deep fried stuff with salt and spices that is good for you.

[@Micho55]

People can't help but be friends with CharismaLynn

[@msdemeanorscott1855]

Funny how they always come to see her but she doesn't go out to see them. How then did she meet them?????? I call BS

[@northsidediva6465]

Beatnik Jon Snow Lynn....such an amaze-eeeng molment.

[@annala2956]

I mean, if climate change doesn't stop, Kentucky may become coastal 😉

[@TheNarcAlert]

she prob thinks CC is a conspiracy theory :)

[@ophelia.underwater]

@@TheNarcAlert Also moon landeen... didn't happen you guiyyyse!!

[@honeywest3460]

This one really made me laugh 😅 Rain and Petals Eavesdrop What the heck does that mean 😳

[@annebruecks7381]

Take the first letter of each word! Iconic lol.

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

None of her poetry makes any sense. ‘Rolling dice like knives on a platter’? Her similes are simply inane. She throws up word soup and thinks that the jumble of meaningless pap is ‘open to interpretation’ and is a ‘gift’ - she thinks she’s really talented. I particularly enjoy the ‘like maggots on a train’ reference. The ‘rain and petals eavesdrop’ (or ‘ease drop, as she says) is just her trying to be clever in making a r49e reference but without putting any thought into the actual words she chooses. Makes no sense? Hey, it’s poetry. It’s open to interpretation.

[@mycitysucks8096]

@@CatyaZamalodchikova1976 the knives on a platter was hilarious

[@WillowJordan1979]

@@mycitysucks8096 I enjoyed the guilt that was sewn like a misguided basket.

[@mycitysucks8096]

@@WillowJordan1979 😂😂

[@rhi_danceswithwolves]

What kind of demented logic is it to say people only say you look fatter when you’re losing weight 😂 I’m supposed to be gaining weight right now but I keep losing it instead, nobody is boldly telling me I look fatter 😂

[@LaurenWoz421]

She said she did that ONE time with her nuggets when she was craving them but was on some sort of diet at the time. She never said that is what she ALWAYS does and I’m pretty sure destiny wouldn’t have called her out for eating a whole 20 piece of chicken McNuggets if she had only ate the breading.. but hey who knows. Amber is sooo “quirky” that she also claimed to only eat the small pieces of checkin in her orange chicken “I dunno why it’s weird”, but I know why, because trisha Paytas claims to do that as well. I’m sure someone else has said they only eat the breading and that’s where Amber got that from too.. knowing her.

[@prettypleasewithsugarontop4858]

NO SHE ONLY EATS THE OUTSIDE GORL !!!!!

[@13ritneyanne]

Take it easy on her, she suffers from OCD and most importantly OBCD.

[@rhi_danceswithwolves]

Such a noble struggle 🙏🏼

[@LaJessChelle]

😂

[@anerdnamedalex8527]

You forgot her hardest struggle, when she got diagnosed with ASMR :(

[@ellenbrouwerartist]

@@anerdnamedalex8527 damn beat me to it 😂

[@13ritneyanne]

@@ellenbrouwerartist she beat me to it too lmao. All us gorls think alike 😂❤️

[@locrianacropolismusicgroup4959]

that was very telling when she said that she had this pervasive fear of the internet crashing completely. i think it's because deep down, she knows there is almost no substance to her life without the internet and the tangled messes that she puts out there. pretty sad but, deserved given how she treats those in her real life. they are simply pragmatic entities floating around for her disposal

[@SjofnBM1989]

"There's some things in there." There's nothing in there 🤣

[@Creepystalker102]

She’s actually right that is is ironic for people to say she’s looking bigger when she’s losing weight! If true, that is. Irony= happening in the opposite way to what is expected, and typically causing wry amusement because of this.

[@WillowJordan1979]

I had forgotten how many times she set herself a goal and then quit after a few weeks. Every goal she's ever set herself, she's quit. It's remarkable. When KZbin ends, how is she ever going to make a living? She can't commit to anything even for a short time.

[@SjofnBM1989]

A few weeks is pretty generous. Usually it' less than 24 hours

[@prettypleasewithsugarontop4858]

@@SjofnBM1989 that was my comment lol she’ll say I need to make it my job to lose weight top priority !!!! An hour later I got three scoops at baskin Robbins then ordered take away.

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

She clickbaited her cancer. She had the hysterectomy and EVERY CASE of uterine cancer results in lymph ‘noids’ being removed at the same time. The results are back within 24 hours. If they are clear, the chances of the cancer having spread are minimal. She was told she was clear before she left the ward. If her oncologist thought there was ANY chance of her having any cancer in her body, they have a range of OTHER diagnostic methods available to them, such as looking for cancer markers in the blood. A PET or MRI scan are NOT a) the only methods and b) guaranteed to spot cancer. All they would do is spot masses which would require investigation. She was asked if she’d been cleared and said “YOULL HAVE TO KEEP WATCHING TO FIND OUT”. Blatantly clickbaiting her cancer. To clarify, she knew before she left hospital that it hadn’t spread.

[@mycitysucks8096]

The problem is you have to go to follow up visits to make sure it hasn't spread or returned. I personally think that she never had cancer.

[@msdemeanorscott1855]

It also is no guarantee that she wouldn't have have a recurrence or perhaps cancer in a new spot. I am coming up on 6 years cancer free after state 1 uterine cancer caught when very early, hysterectomy and one and done. However, I will need annual exams for the rest of my life to be sure nothing new has reared its ugly head. Morbid obesity traps estrogen and creates it where it should not be so she is at very high risk still.

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

@@msdemeanorscott1855 Oh I know there’s always a risk of recurrence. That’s nothing to do with my point, which was that she lied even as she was coming out of hospital. To actually say ‘You’ll have to keep watching to find out!’ is morally repugnant.

[@msdemeanorscott1855]

@@CatyaZamalodchikova1976 That's why I watch....to see her prideful bubble popped

[@ktharrington15]

She literally said she was in a great mental state. Then she says my mental health comes first and she can't do her job.

[@lillith77]

I still believe she was emailing Becky what bs story she was spewing to her audience

[@swearsinspanish1092]

Oh Amber.. I have to go to college a year longer cause I couldn't get the credit points neccessary to graduate due to Corona and courses being delayed or cancelled. I hit such a bad mental low in 2020 that I didn't take courses that were availableand only worked on my main projects. Now I took the freedom to go a a semester longer than neccessary to reduce stress and to enjoy college a semester longer. I WAS STRESSING so much about being perceived as lazy and what future employera might think since I COULD graduate this coming semester but decided against it due to mental and physical health. Now after this video..watching a person doing nothing and still expecting to be praised for it. Watching a person flipping back and forth between decisions and feeling entitled to be perceived as a hardworking content creator..i feel a LOT better about my decision to take it slow during a pandemic

[@daskevica]

take it as slow as u need, darling, these are crazy times and you for sure are not stoping, just slowing down and not by choice ❤️

[@swearsinspanish1092]

@@daskevica thank you for your sweet words!

[@lemming3082]

Take it slow, get better grades, use that extra time to figure out what you want to do afterwards. No shame in the long game if you have a plan and a reason. You got this, my friend!

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

You’ve got this. I don’t know you, i just happened across your comment and it hit me a certain way. If it means anything, this old English lady believes in you. You can, and will, do ANYTHING you want to. I can tell you have the drive and determination. The world is yours for the taking. (It’s also my birthday on January 1st so here….you can have my birthday wish 🥳 🎉 🎂. I’ll be 46 so it’s a big wish - use it wisely.) Lots of love from England ♥️♥️♥️

[@malicrain5478]

Omg i relate so much! I finish high school and start working and everyone tell me to get into collage rn but is so expensive and stressing and i don't want people to believe I'm just lazy or uneducated. Smh (Sorry for ranting in your comment feel free to tell me if i make u unconfy)

[@doctorposting]

once i caught a friend in what i already knew was a lie and he preempted the statement with “im not gonna lie” sooooo now i just assume that whenever someone says that they’re lying lol

[@itiswhatitis8694]

She acts like she's on something in her last lives. The slow speech and almost slurring

[@ACTUAL_FACTSS]

Not PoeticLynn pleaseeee 😖

[@annebruecks7381]

Makes me remember when I was 12 and thought I was So Deep 😂🤣

[@YOURGIRL1769]

The Stewie/Brian novel clip was too perfect 🤣

[@baileyspeltbeefy1768]

She acts like she has the most interesting journals in the world and that they hold the deepest secrets and truths ever and every other person who keeps a journal can’t even compare to hers or they just right such basic shit and nothing personal... like how she says “Sometimes I even HIDE my journal” like that is some shocking thing🙄 news flash... THAT IS HOW EVERYONES JOURNAL IS!!! I started journaling at the age of 8 (I’m now 22) and I have filled 64 journals and if anyone read them it would ruin my life and that is how anyone who journals feels... it really shows how stupid or how narcissistic she is to think that this journaling experience is special or unique to her Also I personally think she LOVES to be sick and WANTS TO BE SICK!! I don’t think she really has that bad of health currently but she wants it to be bad so she is looking for any little thing or even making shit up/seeing things as “symptoms” that really aren’t... that’s why she talks about it so much and points out the smallest shit, constantly talks about any past illness, and makes a HUGE deal out of any health issue and is super dramatic (like a bit of gas is ER level and the pain is making her pass out and shit🙄) This is also why she won’t take her meds... without them she is fine so she stops taking them to make herself sick ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[@nakedlauging]

She has friends, guise. Like, you don't know them but they're totally her best friends.

[@LOVEALR91]

They “go to a different school” 😂🤣😂🤣😂

[@Miekksable]

She sees them all the time cause there's just so many friends

[@JohnGalt916]

@@LOVEALR91 crap I wanted to make that joke

[@Micho55]

it's her sparkling personality at play

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

@@LOVEALR91 THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GOING TO COMMENT 😂😂😂

[@MrsYasha1984]

I do feel bad for her... Her life has no meaning. Her relationships have no meaning, except to provide something to her. Food, internet attention, hauls. Everything just empty, meaningless dopamin hits and that could be the biggest reason she struggles so to lose weight. Her life must be hell, amidst all her money and stuff and food... nothing can satisfy her...

[@WillowJordan1979]

That's why she holds onto her writing. That's her meaning. And she will always put it off and write shoddy poems. She doesn't have the discipline or humility for the process of writing a book. She'd have to finish it by a deadline, let an editor look it over and give her notes, and then endure critique from readers. She'd already be livid at the editor.

[@theewildrose]

Tell me why her thinking Kentucky is part of the East Coast made me so angry... How do you not know you live in a landlocked state? She doesn't know what a coast is?

[@ravenID429]

140 iq moment lol - all she heard was “east” I guess

[@ThePumpingiron27]

I have ADHD and the way so mocked the disorder honestly made me angry. It isn't a sever one like BP or autism...though it is a little like autism in a way. It's something that is easy to fake and yet easy to tell if they fake it. If that makes sense. The actual disorder is extremely hard to describe, because so many people have some type of symptom like short attention span, lack of wanting to do anything and so on. But it is so much deeper than that. A person without ADHD can focus if they really have to. A person with ADHD can't. They can try and try to put effort into it, but they can't focus unless using Adderall or Ritalin. (I am not sure if there are more. I quit using them and just take caffeine).

[@crabbycake8770]

Exactly. Depression and anxiety cause some of the same symptoms as ADHD but they are definitely not the same. She saw those symptoms on Dr.Google and diagnosed herself.

[@alyssasowell774]

I have both autism and ADHD. My ADHD is very severe and actually debilitating for everyday living. So its absolutely infuriating that shes making such a mockery of it. Just like gabby hannah

[@---nobody---]

@@alyssasowell774 Same here and I agree, it's absolutely infuriating.

[@Moonkin444]

But, as someone with adhd herself, don’t you see some symptoms in her? Her diets sometimes seemed like hyperfixations, she often forgets what she bought immediately, she is really impulsive with buying stuff and in general, she kinda seems to have executive dysfunction… that are only the first things that come to my mind but I have seen some other, ü but I can’t recall them at the moment. I sure DONT want to claim her for our community, I know she will use it for no good and this makes me really angry. But I don’t think it could be impossible for her to actually have adhd. That would explain a lot and probably would get her life together finally (for me it was like that, when I could finally understand myself, got my diagnosis when I was 26) but she has to learn how to self reflect ALOT otherwise it will only be another excuse.

[@justjamie1715]

I'm rewatching because I had to step away for a bit last night... I'm sitting here trying to figure out how live streams were lazy but in the next breath she said they were too hard for her mental health. BUT she started live streams because she was depressed and so she stopped them because of her anxiety. 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 WUT

[@gw2424]

The incessant playing with hair and preening drives me crazy. She really thinks she’s something else🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

[@thorocotomy]

She lives in a downtown area and waited until the last minute to get a thanksgiving order in. There's no possible way she ate 2 servings and threw out ALL of the rest. She loves the comfort food, she most likely threw out the vegetables or Turkey or something but not all of it, that's just for show. Add that to the long list of lies!

[@600lbsilverback7]

Expeshally the mashed potatoes. I can see her sitteen alone on Thanksgiving with six serveens of her beloved potatoes 🥔 & bingeen so hard she probably almost swallowed her tongue. Throw out food she can binge without anyone to hold her to account, pfft, my ass.

[@moviemoth4192]

“ I wasn’t stuffing my face all crazy I know that’s how some movies and TV shows portray it” WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT?? We have seen her do that she shows it on camera and talks about it on camera if we have a view of her stuffing her face it’s because that’s what she has made binging into.

[@sin_derella]

cant help becky cause taxes but can spend $695 on her new boo

[@inessilveira1385]

Thank you for this series! Also can't wait for tomorrow's live xx

[@mikeramos4608]

The second shadow was a passer by who wanted to pat the dog ....

[@momma2g259]

If i saw someone in past week,i would call that recently,depending on situation,might call it recent if saw a a particular person in past year

[@minibatman2.016]

Her “friends” thing reminds me of middle school when kids had “boyfriends” and “girlfriends” but they went to “different schools” 😂😂 like sureeeeee

[@dianependley588]

Omg I just finished watching 8 minutes of ALR mispronunciation and the “that’s not how works “ had me right away 😂❤😂

[@wurdnurd1]

....I was THIS MANY minutes old when I realized "Rain and Petals Eavesdrop" is nonsense for rape...like, so deep 😑

[@elizabethperry2622]

Icky isn’t it? Such a delicate little set of words for “I accused my then minor partner of a serious violent crime on a public platform and now I’m backpedaling like crazy in the cutesiest manner I can think of.”

[@melaniemoominson3772]

MONETISED YAAAAS LET'S GO

[@ThePumpingiron27]

35:37 the only reason she doesn't want to quit live and did that whole reaction was, because no one would feed her ego. The majority of the top comments on her videos are from haydurs and not the little ambabies who compliment her constantly.

[@zingingcutie2364]

Autumn autumn fall fall

[@MyMentuhls-is-Lynntuhls]

Amazing how she has this "like curly frizzy wavy moment hair" when she starts dating a black chick

[@sentient_beanbag]

Her heart wasn't broken after Becky broke up with her. Her ego was bruised and her narcissist supply was no longer available.

[@psyolytesaille]

I doubt that text message. Also if she felt like that then why was she putting on those crying fits for the world to see? *If she felt "in her heart/gut(whatever, >.>)" that she had cancer. Honestly hearing that come out of her mouth made mine drop. The absolute audacity but thought it was fine because she thanked the team to cap it off. Sure as stuff didn't feel like it while putting people out by having a mattress on the living room floor, because of her self inflicted disability. Bleeding onto it and other people's furniture. All of that but never thought to get checked out, only a fleeting concern when it came down to something as serious as cancer. Haven't heard the urgency of getting gyno exams from her since last year. Complete silence as it's no longer a concern to her. Acting like things were fine enough to troll with greasy fried chicken and Starbucks, slapping people in the face for caring about her. Miss me with that nonsense.

[@ihateithere6432]

The fact she thought she lived on the east coast is so concerning actually… like not knowing what coastal means and not know you live in a landlocked state is… an issue…

[@Vixxen___904]

I’m still not sure how people got that she was engaged from that photo. I saw the ring emoji and immediately thought she was captioning it “wifey”. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@---nobody---]

I don't think anyone actually thought that. She was trying to click bait us and get a bunch of people talking and asking questions but no one really thought she was engaged.

[@ellatpetty]

Your voice is so soothing lol and I start to fall asleep but don’t want to miss your video! Lol you and your channel are wonderful ❤️

[@TheNarcAlert]

Thank you so much!!

[@drdeladurantaye]

I feel like even at this early stage Wifey was beginning to pull the strings.

[@Gaibreel]

Shakespeare is quaking

[@schmeeps4052]

He’s been real quiet ever since ALR started with her poetry…😟

[@GypsyTarot]

Ooooooh I would love to read that Journal...... Better still, A Psychologist to get a hold of it. LOL Queen Hayder Memoirs LOL

[@stard9864]

I think amber ended it because it makes her anxious she doesn't have a guard dog /lap dog. That's why she's so anxious, its called narcissist anxiety for a reason. They feel anxiety for different reasons. She knows what kind of person she can be and it makes her anxious she doesnt have someone there to validate her behavior as functional. She's very mememe...and wants to protect herself and not having control, makes her ancious. Having people know who she really is. Livestreams are very exposing as you see for foodie beauty. So if anything it was a smart move since she doesn't want any feedback on her behavior. It was very telling with how she talked about how she treated Becky. Validating her emotional abuse with "I...was angry so I wanted her to feel miserable." and forgives herself...for what she did. Someone who claims that didn't love her. Now she cant use jade against Becky, she seems back in her ways. Hopefully that she tries with the therapist. She doubts it before she tries it. I hope she doesn't give up once she hears something she doesn't like.

[@psyolytesaille]

Already did with the first therapist she told us about. They were so great etc. until they weren't. Announced a new one and I bet they'll be gone in a few weeks, if she even let's that slip. Yes it takes some doing to land a therapist that works well with you. She thinks a therapist is there to help her feel good about herself, not call her out on her nonsense. We're going to hear that therapy doesn't work and isn't for everybody again because she's never in the wrong etc. It's everybody else's fault.

[@throatpunchthursday7796]

She wasn't distracted when she had those glasses on lol....totally focused

[@SuperChatsRNotTips]

the happiness fuel comment really hit home with me that is EXACTLY what it is with her now shes failing cause the new relationship is starting to get old that new relationship feels r dyin off

[@acadiastrong4446]

For someone who claims to use grammar correctly in her day to day live, it certainly doesn’t show when she uses words like “tots, abs etc”. She’s even lazy in the way she talks 🤨. Terminally unique is what she is 🤪

[@schmeeps4052]

She looked like she had been crying pretty hard before she started recording her last video. I think reality is starting to set in and her gushy manic days trying to convince us and lie to us about how great life is has ended for a bit. Will be interesting to see what she comes up with next!

[@ktharrington15]

You hear how she says rite one time and right the next.

[@lindamcnamara7803]

ALR has to talk about her feelings all the time and every time. She’s so self absorbed, there’s not been another topic other than “me” “I “ and “you”. So boring , more Narc than ever.

[@Chilaquiles-jz7vm]

Great video

[@FittedSheetGaming]

"I'll probably use a pen name" I'm sure it'll be some dumbass coconut pushpop or some shit, and we can tell her writing pattern. It'll be "eat to shame, fly to tame. The spider cries but she's to blame" (that might be too good for the likes of Amber)

[@mathealeander]

If you play 30:40 with speed 2, it is even funnier (trust me :)

[@bonjouritsready]

Air dried hair ‘freaked out’ our gorl you cannot make this shit up

[@praisekek]

41:55 Does anyone actually believe she threw those meals out LOL?

[@janejacksonable]

JOBS! JOBS! JOBS!

[@elementrosedesigns]

‘I AM HAPPY….i am…….”

[@thewrongshoes]

And she didn’t do her weigh in on the 29th…

[@PeinMartyn]

SHE’S SITTING HERE AT 500 - 600 LBS, DOING NOTHING TO HELP HERSELF, SAYING “I saved my life 💕🥺☺️❤️🤪💞”

[@TheWizardOfEgo]

The messaging she was doing during that live was almost certainly to Becky

[@msdemeanorscott1855]

I wish Becky would cut contact with her.

[@TheWizardOfEgo]

@@msdemeanorscott1855 She has - Becky said that they no longer talk

[@jimescalante9489]

Amberlynn wants support for doing nothing and making excuses

[@meadowdealer_1970]

I loved the video but I'm sorry that timer noise drove me maddd 😭😭😭