100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
@Cr7.34cc Жыл бұрын
Owwww
@Stinke_Wet Жыл бұрын
How the hell did you mange to type every single thing I have failed at in order not to do the unthinkable if you know what I mean. Am I truly just not meant to be?
@YourLocalCowboyVR Жыл бұрын
@@Stinke_Wet every human is meant to be
@Stinke_Wet Жыл бұрын
@@YourLocalCowboyVR what ever you say homie
@edwinl512 Жыл бұрын
thanks maybe it took you hours but it was worth it
@MrSebsiSebs11 ай бұрын
6 years ago this song made me feel like I was living the days that I was gonna look back on for the rest of my life. Early 20’s now and I was right. Cherish every moment, every person, good and bad. Nothing lasts forever
@V0ldemortV3 ай бұрын
You're on your early 20's. Don't lose hope, you have a whole life to live. Just go and make a new life. Get a nice job, find a wife, go make your own family. I am 36 years old and I regret that I wasted my life, so I am warning you not to los yours. Please
@Nathan-k4z8 күн бұрын
I’m only 10 and in 5th grade and this song makes me think about the past/future and present I had fun when I was 4 / 5/6 and 7 years old edit: cover up my eyes I won’t wake up this time 2014 2024 2034 2044 2054 2064 2074 2084 2094 2104 2114 I was born in 2014 and it’s 2024 and I’m 10
@SaintTheMicroSoldier Жыл бұрын
This song is just pure “Nostalgia, death, loss, loneliness, depression”, it makes me cry every time I hear it, it reminds me me of all of our Rottweilers, sleeping when they were in their death bed. God bless you, Rest in Peace Roxy, Tippy, Chevy, Crash. You are forever in my heart.
@emilymudge Жыл бұрын
this made me cry
@thenormalchannel4086 ай бұрын
Good
@shirleyyap32084 ай бұрын
@@thenormalchannel408wdym good? You have no sympathy at all.
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Imagine. it's 3AM, straight road, no one except you, windows down, quiet outside, driving with this song. it hits fucking hard
@bere4fucin Жыл бұрын
Same but it's a rooftop
@MrWackoFlacko Жыл бұрын
Not as hard as the truck I’m aiming for
@mariaceu4010 Жыл бұрын
This is so true :( im litteraly crying rn
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@bere4fucin yesss
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@MrWackoFlacko wow
@nixerv8 ай бұрын
Remember guys.. When we are at our lowest points in life, we feel depressed and empty. But you also become eligible to make a new beginning for yourself, grow from that spot and become something incredible. All bad things end. Don’t give up. Keep going king. 💪🏿
@j0nah_marshall1rl Жыл бұрын
Daily reminder, (in case you're going through something hard) butterflies can't see their wings, but humans can see them in their full beauty. The same applies to you. You can't see your beauty, but everyone else can. I hope everything gets better for you. (It always does) ❤️
@1nj4z Жыл бұрын
thx man for reminding
@joshuadavis8671 Жыл бұрын
Stop lying to me
@conman2612 Жыл бұрын
I lost my friends cat and he liked all humans and strangers when I went to my friend's house for the first time I saw him his name was Simb a he used to do funny stuff and when wrote this down I'm crying he loved me the most I did not know that time was my best friend now every day I go to his grave when it rains snows hails any wether and go on my knees and cry somethimes
@conman2612 Жыл бұрын
And there's this girl that I encounter sometimes she makes fun of Myles and behind my back I hear her talking to her friends and my making fun of my cats death or my friends cat it makes me enraged but I know I can't hit girls she takes that to make me hit her I will go to jail if I do that aka hit her if anyone reads this make time your friend and I you will not have it forever like my cat Maggy he is 7 years old he hates everyone else but not me I am just kind I'm crying after this
@bradleykaris874 Жыл бұрын
Listen.. there not Lying. Every one is Beautiful in there own Way. Everyone sees each other Different. But that doesn't mean there not Lying. I just hope your Okay
@Rylleobcession Жыл бұрын
Scenario: You are 20, and every living thing you have ever known is dead. You are in a taxi going home from your final loved one’s funeral, because you don’t know how to drive. That was it. The grand finale. The last thing you have ever known is gone. You have nobody. You get home and lay down in your bed as tears of solemn and sorrow caress your face. Your memories, good and bad, your childhood, flash before your eyes as one phrase echoes in your mind: What now..? You go to bed, as if everything will be fixed when you wake up. You dream about your mom, your dad, your brother, your sister, your cousin, and everyone else you used to know. You wake up and hear the voice of your mother: “It’s time to wake up for school…” You excitedly open your eyes and jolt up to see, nothing. Your loneliness is getting to you. You once again descend into a fit of sorrow. You then decide that you don’t have a reason to live. A knife in your hands, you lift your arm up to your neck. This is it… but you hear a voice. It is your mother. “Please… Don’t…” The words come broken up in quick bursts and sound broken. You can’t do it. But you can’t live either. This wasn’t meant to happen. You weren’t ready. But it happened. You can’t give up, but you can’t continue either. You have no money and can’t afford bills. You can’t afford therapy. You are alone, sad, unable to move forward, and unable to go back. You lay back into your bed, expecting yourself to wake up and have it all be fixed, or not wake up at all. You just want to get out of this nightmare. You wake up, you just go back to sleep. You wake up, you try to sleep, but you can’t. It is now 11 at night, and you just lay there. Awaiting a change which will never come. The next day you awoke to a knock on the door, but you don’t answer it. A second knock. You don’t answer it. A third. Finally, you get up, barely able to stand, and see your neighbor. She asks what happened, and you try to explain, but you can’t get a few words in without bursting into tears at the thought of your situation. She asks what is wrong but you can’t reply. You close the door and sit down on the ground. You wait here for a few minutes. Eventually, you crawl back into bed. You sleep some more, but you have forgotten what good sleep feels like. You wake up again at 4 in the morning. You are so thirsty, but you can’t even stand up. You decide to give up. You awake once again in a hospital bed. You see a doctor describing your condition, but all you can focus on is the phrase: “very unstable.” Your expression begins to shift slightly into a smile. He asks what happened and you ask if you are close to death, to which he responds with a concerned yes. You shed a tear. He says he thinks it is sad too but you assure him it is a tear of happiness. You get dizzy. Your vision begins to fade into black. In your last moments you say, “it’s finally my time isn’t it?” And you fall asleep for the final time. But then you wake up in the same hospital bed and ask the doctor why you are still alive. He tells you: “I saved your life. You’re welcome.” You beg him to let you die and he says he can’t, because your family could sue the hospital. If only he knew. Your vision begins to fade to black once again, as you mutter your last words: “Please… don’t…” as you enter a purgatorial darkness where your pain is gone, but your memories are still with you. As you think to yourself: Nobody has a happy ending.
@Rylleobcession Жыл бұрын
My god I actually wrote that
@jimjamz838511 ай бұрын
U ok
@nazariahkeyes76697 ай бұрын
This is so beautiful but like are you ok?😭
@Esposa_do_Hyunjin_skz6 ай бұрын
You made me cry.... But, are you ok?
@evangelinapaschal33225 ай бұрын
Now imagine if you kept the door open a little longer. Your neighbor sits next to you telling you it's ok and makes you sit on the couch, and you tell them what happened. They shed a tear. But they tell you they are with you and to just push a little longer. Soon after you make friends with your neighbor and start going out more you find more friends. You could have ended it but your mom's voice made you stay a little longer now you are happy.
@vinrichierich7888 Жыл бұрын
I’m leaving this comment here so every time it gets a like or a reply I will get a notification just to remind me about this masterpiece that has every been made. Also just a reminder that no matter what your going through there will always be someone there for you even if they are above or bellow no matter what there will always be someone there for you ❤.
@vinrichierich7888 Жыл бұрын
Also another thing is when people form newer generations hear this they won’t understand it And this song just makes me get so much off my head like how everyone in this world is not doing well it’s just so upsetting hearing this agin.
@iliaseijgenram8774 Жыл бұрын
No one is going to stand up for me becouse the song says it i am just a freak
@vinrichierich7888 Жыл бұрын
@@iliaseijgenram8774 there will always be someone there for you in our life even when you don’t expect it
@iliaseijgenram8774 Жыл бұрын
@@vinrichierich7888 I hope not
@vinrichierich7888 Жыл бұрын
@@iliaseijgenram8774 no it dosent mean like someone spying on you it means like there will always be one person out there that you know to help you
@Yamazakura-v5o11 ай бұрын
I love this song, it makes me relax when I'm tired, down, unmotivated, feeling like shit, thinking that this life has no meaning anymore, and Lea makes me happy while I listen to it
@veliomourex Жыл бұрын
Its midnight and me and my friend are at a park right now. Were on the swings and I played this. It was amazing and the darkness mixed with this is amazing. We're at the park because we needed space from our homes. This was too good.
@WhoisAmelia0-0 Жыл бұрын
same
@omzitakmispulin7384 Жыл бұрын
@@benjacki I wouldnt say so
@RockySlays Жыл бұрын
@@benjackibro why are you talking to your self
@wesleythompson108711 ай бұрын
You’ll always remember that moment every time you hear this song.
@asfoxgas8861 Жыл бұрын
Im not even depressed but I like hearing these type of songs. 😂 hope y’all get better 😊
@graysondusenbury Жыл бұрын
U r kind
@JonathanFulgham-vu2ry Жыл бұрын
Thank you😌
@SpicyBoi2 Жыл бұрын
Hey me neither, I'm sad rn tho Going through major family issues
@uhSodalite Жыл бұрын
@@SpicyBoi2 i hope it gets better for you
@SpicyBoi2 Жыл бұрын
@@uhSodalite thx,
@happyundead5670 Жыл бұрын
Idk where the future is headed, but righ now I'm in university pulling one all-nighter after the other and stumbled upon this video. I want to thank everyone who has been with me so far
@justboredandtired4082 ай бұрын
Hopefully you're doing well. You deserve to succeed and be happy stranger.
@SGDelimaOfficial Жыл бұрын
I remember when I was young, everyone loved me, I had no responsibility, I could relax, have fun, and enjoy being young, but I wanted to be older, I regret those feelings.. When your old, you have responsibilities, you have to work, you realize how painful, regretful, and sad the world is.. But it’s okay, don’t cry because the times are over, be happy because they happened.❤
@user-sb4rr8oq3u Жыл бұрын
I wish my young childhood looked like this 😢. I don't really even have what to recall so optymistic from my past. And it really sucks to be a teenager
@momskitchen903 Жыл бұрын
welcome to the real world
@Nathan-k4z2 ай бұрын
my past was a mega pile of hell and it still is I just hope life gets better I really really really really really really hope it gets better😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@SADO078211 ай бұрын
I have always hated my life and everything. All my life I have always wished for things to happen or happen that will never happen. What is the point of living in this world?
@shirleyyap32084 ай бұрын
don’t worry man, i always think of that too, but just don’t give up on life yet. You still have a lot of years till you can die of old age peacefully. So keep on going, and stay healthy my guy!
@uditchoubeyindia765211 ай бұрын
The fear of losing them actually got ended by losing them.
@Nickanimations215 ай бұрын
Leaving this here as a reminder for when I’m sad.
@arrhetos7286Ай бұрын
Also u can save it to a playlist like I did, if u are sad then here you go -from your notifications :)
@Nickanimations21Ай бұрын
@@arrhetos7286 thanks dud.
@mrbluegill-pw7nr8 ай бұрын
I miss my grandma
@Rabbity_Bit6 ай бұрын
0:54 I am a freak :)
@Rabbity_Bit6 ай бұрын
I am ugly
@Rabbity_Bit6 ай бұрын
No one cares about me🥹
@Rabbity_Bit6 ай бұрын
I only like my grandma and my mom and my grandpa🥹
@Rabbity_Bit6 ай бұрын
I hope my grandpa is not dead🥲
@GabrielOliveira-po5ur Жыл бұрын
Man, today I'm turning 15 years old and I wanted to say that with this song I started remembering several good and bad moments in my life, since the separation from my parents and the loss of family members due to Covid 19, I started crying a lot remembering all of this
@GabrielOliveira-po5ur Жыл бұрын
I'm just a young Brazilian, there were good moments in my life that I wanted to go back in time to experience it all again. I'll also never forget my aunt who went to live in heaven because of this damn covid, know that we all love you always, auntie
@GabrielOliveira-po5ur Жыл бұрын
One thing I'm not ready for is seeing my dog leaving for heaven, I think it's better for him to go before me because I don't want to die remembering that he's going to be waiting for me to come home for a long time until there comes a time when he will never remember me again
@smilexx_9992 Жыл бұрын
happy late birthday :>
@AdmiralNoob Жыл бұрын
I’m 3 weeks late but if this makes you happy then happy birthday 😊
@versatilerogue813711 ай бұрын
@@GabrielOliveira-po5urlife can be hard sometimes but thats okay, you need the bad times to know when youre in the good times, keep working hard and always be kind. Love you ❤️
@seeker_ky8604 Жыл бұрын
I know I'm a random stranger, and I couldn't possibly imagine your situation at hand, but i believe in you, You'll get through this, you've always had, this is just one more obstacle in your way, and i promise you, you'll weather the storm, Believe in yourself.
@counter3911 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for taking the effort to write this, someone just might read it and it could really help them. Life can change so fast, for better or worse. Bad things happen a lot, and it may seem like every time something good happens something bad will follow. But things can get better, and they can change, you just have to have hope. Hope pretty much saved my life, and even the smallest glimmer of hope can help drastically.
@Somerandomdudeq Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@eatmic Жыл бұрын
You are awesome I'm subscibing. Have a nice day enjoy you life and stay safe! :).
@Aiko_ashido.-_-. Жыл бұрын
This made me feel happy, I don't even know you but thank you so much!
@Paridoxicle Жыл бұрын
Thanks. That's all I'll say. No one needs to hear my sad tale of a existence.
@Scottish.roadkillrat Жыл бұрын
alot of my family members have died, this is helping me remember them and the memories. I miss all of you. Thank you for uploading this it's making me feel better.
@Malierz Жыл бұрын
sorry for all that passed.
@Scottish.roadkillrat Жыл бұрын
@@Malierz Thank you.
@littlebunnypeopleperson1951 Жыл бұрын
(Hope you feel better🙂)
@artanmakesvideosforyou Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss.
@niz6925 Жыл бұрын
@@Scottish.roadkillrat I’m so so so sorry ❤
@jimchau1 Жыл бұрын
Remind your self if someone says if your a freak that’s not true. Being someone else does not make a freak you should be happy of who you are. Other people shouldn’t choose who you should be if your an emo then be like one of your a popular kid then be happy with who you are and stay true to yourself ❤❤❤
@CALLMEKING-hf2er Жыл бұрын
You are listening to this and then some randomass happy music ad plays💀💀💀💀😔
@ass-hk6po6 ай бұрын
Just fucking happened
@Esposa_do_Hyunjin_skz6 ай бұрын
Yes... But... I didn't care about the announcement. I just... Jumped.
@alsharif_3220 Жыл бұрын
Guys/gals whatever you’re going always remember “this too shall pass”. Nothing lasts forever, whether good or bad this too shall pass. Just keep your heads up and push through, believe me things do get better. Stay safe ❤
@iliaseijgenram8774 Жыл бұрын
In haven everything lasts forever
@qwer56 Жыл бұрын
So make the most of what you have now
@ilovecarrots1232 жыл бұрын
Pov. Your reading the comments while tears are rolling down your cheek
@flowerfloc Жыл бұрын
ouch.. felt that
@qi1191 Жыл бұрын
Nah Im not
@LenovoProfi Жыл бұрын
My tear like this comment 😢
@domyorich Жыл бұрын
sometimes i walk across the street without looking both ways
@kaysoka Жыл бұрын
How did you know?
@mariedeevicente1831 Жыл бұрын
This song makes me remember all the old times with my friends
@mariedeevicente1831 Жыл бұрын
And im now 18
@trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 Жыл бұрын
@@mariedeevicente1831 same here. My old highschool close friend group. Despite the constant fights happening at the school, we always had each other until we didn't. Had to turn my best friend in to the police when he was planning to attack someone at random with a knife senior year. Had to lie that I didn't to every best friend I had and cause the group to collapse. I don't regret the backstab since it probs saved someone. Just wish I wasn't the one that had to do it....
@niz6925 Жыл бұрын
@@trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 bro you might feel like you did something wrong but what you did was 100 percent right. I would have done the same thing stay strong ❤
@neryona7966 Жыл бұрын
I remember my 4th grade class, I miss them so much, I’m now in 10 grade. They were good friends until I moved 😭
@trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 Жыл бұрын
@@niz6925 thanks man. I'm in college now and honestly, I'm just now starting to get used to how peaceful it is. No more fights, drama, people can just be people here. I do hope you are doing alright as well. Hopefully my stories of highschool can help you and others from suffering how I did.
@greysanswanson4334 Жыл бұрын
i am young and going through a tuff time my grampa died and he was my joy he was my everything i would always stay there
@gh12352 жыл бұрын
It deserves millions of views
@V1de02 Жыл бұрын
"You make me proud" is something some people will never be told so i say to you you make me proud have a good day.
@Esposa_do_Hyunjin_skz6 ай бұрын
Thank you, but... I am just a freak.
@MysticalMystic Жыл бұрын
This is the reason I always listen to it: It comforts me more than my parents/grandparent ever will. More than anyone ever will.
@ituttiplayer Жыл бұрын
I'm very sorry,may god bless you ❤️
@MysticalMystic Жыл бұрын
@@ituttiplayer Thank you. May God bless you too
@foundmandy Жыл бұрын
who hurt you
@danielrogers5825 Жыл бұрын
Everything/everything is fake
@MysticalMystic Жыл бұрын
@@foundmandy The world. And my family.
@GriffBot811 ай бұрын
I like this song because it helps me focus on school work, and it help me get more bounty in bloxfruits. It also hits hard when I'm sad.
@SketchyRelic47 Жыл бұрын
“Don’t cry I’m just a freak” - surf curse This song is the best song you want to listen to when you just want to cry yourself to sleep. I want to listen to this on my deathbed 😢
@adamjichi-k9b Жыл бұрын
same boy
@Kanjicar Жыл бұрын
For me hearing “Don’t Cry, I’m just a freak” is like me telling myself that people hate me for being what I am and that it’s ok to cry about it… because being the victim of hate when it needs to go to people who truly deserve it… It just crushes me
@Zeniislol Жыл бұрын
I thought it said “I am just a kid” this song makes me so saf
@jessicablackwood61115 ай бұрын
this song is so heart-warming but so sad at the same time❤❤❤💯
@tatsumaki66742 жыл бұрын
Nice to to hear when someone that broke up with you use this song
@GiulioDamico-ze3eo Жыл бұрын
Now I'm crying for two hours. Thank u
@user-sb4rr8oq3u Жыл бұрын
Two hours and 46 seconds 😂 Me too though...
@Jack_Grimes Жыл бұрын
POV: you and listening to this song and you’re on a car ride and looking up at the clouds thinking about a loved one who passed away and you’re dying inside 😢 that’s me rn 😢
@Jndhdwnisvw Жыл бұрын
Pls dont make me cry :(
@Milkyy108 Жыл бұрын
@@Jndhdwnisvw😢
@furry667 Жыл бұрын
Hahaha
@iconicsolos12349 ай бұрын
Me too but in my case none of my case no loved one passed away and I can’t thank my lord enough for that😢❤, im not physically but emotionally crying while writing this reply because i really love mu loved ones especially my mom and I can’t imagine the day when they pass…… 😢💔
@lordthern56919 ай бұрын
My dog passed away four weeks ago, I really miss her. This song helps me to relax and sleep when all feelings are in my head for hours. Love you Sasha, hope to see you soon
@НуршатТуткабекова-щ5в Жыл бұрын
Под эту песню понимаю что не всё в этом мире вечно, друзья пойдут по своим дорогам, родители постареют, молодость пройдёт, жизнь пройдёт...
@aryalaxmi5009 Жыл бұрын
English translation form: Under this song, I understand that not everything in this world is forever, friends will go their own ways, parents will grow old, youth will pass, life will pass ...
@bigboi4765 Жыл бұрын
@@aryalaxmi5009 yep we know
@darkmaster5430 Жыл бұрын
Yeah...
@knightchef Жыл бұрын
It’s most important to make the best of it, as we don’t exactly know what happens after the big sleep.
@лехадагай Жыл бұрын
это факт и из за этого я плачу уже 2 часа...
@huynhtri279111 ай бұрын
"Wake up, it's end the war..."
@InsaneDudeFromSomewhere7 ай бұрын
Just by listening to this, I have the sudden need to cry my fucking eyes out. It's currently 11:03 PM while I write this comment. I'm terrified of sleeping...Every morning I wake up, I feel so fucking confused, scared, off, I just refuse to sleep until my body forces me to. I once woke up and ended up breaking down after having a nightmare where I got neglected. Sometimes, I wonder if it will every actually happen. Sometimes, I question my existence. I just always feel so damn weird. I really needed to vent...If someone reads this, thank you.
@AidenLongeneckerАй бұрын
Hey, you. Are. Awesome, you may not be religious but I wanna say Jesus loves you brother. Either way, you will make it through, you matter (:
@Canderlerama2 жыл бұрын
tnx for 2 hours bro ♥
@VERENO4KA Жыл бұрын
Under this song, you can describe my summer ... Tears roll down my cheeks, passing to my lips and neck
@likableliger5022 Жыл бұрын
cringy 8 yr old bros
@willoisreal Жыл бұрын
@@likableliger5022 average fortnite player.
@uzi_mac10 Жыл бұрын
@@willoisreal bro he sound like a 8yr old in his last video 💀
@willoisreal Жыл бұрын
@@uzi_mac10 i'm not saying he's wrong?
@uzi_mac10 Жыл бұрын
@@willoisreal u didnt understand me
@silversrakuenАй бұрын
This gives me such bittersweet nostalgia and i really dont know why. I can totally zone out to this and relax, I think I'm an oddball here, but it scratches that brain itch good, thank you.
@taxfraudgaiming11 ай бұрын
“I can’t do it anymore…” “I can’t keep pushing” “Life has no meaning anymore” “No one loves me” The sentences I kept repeating in my room everyday.
@CunardLine6477 ай бұрын
“What’s the point of life” “I’m gonna start a new life” “Why do my parents and friends treat me like slaves” “Aviation doesn’t hit the same as the 1990s and the 1980s” “Just why”
@sousp7 ай бұрын
hey dude i hope we can talk sometimes i can be ur new friend
@chipymaster14986 ай бұрын
Hey dude its ok... Im here for u
@AlaynaW-sw8nj7 ай бұрын
This is always going to be my fav song
@cili_luk9 ай бұрын
Pov:her şeyini yavaş yavaş kaybediyorsundur bununda farkındasın ama elinden bişey gelmiyo tek çözümün intahar etmek olduĝunu anlamişsindir
@Aqple_YT8 ай бұрын
Idk if someone gets suicidal thoughts but if you do, here are 150 reasons to live Family and Loved Ones Personal Growth Achieving Goals Nature's Beauty Creativity Travel and Exploration Helping Others Love Connection Hope Laughter Pets Learning New Skills Memories Health Adventure Sunshine Books Music Acts of Kindness Freedom Discovery Community Comfort Dreams Reflection Forgiveness The Arts Gratitude Resilience Friendship Warm Hugs Delicious Food Inspiring Stories Fresh Air New Beginnings Helping Hands Sunrises and Sunsets Rainbows Random Acts of Kindness Sharing Joy Warm Blankets Moonlit Nights Festivals and Celebrations Achieving Personal Milestones Overcoming Challenges Learning from Mistakes Making a Positive Impact Being Present in the Moment Embracing Diversity Finding Purpose Making Someone Smile Petting Animals Peaceful Moments Good Conversations Making Memories with Friends Nourishing Relationships Fresh Perspectives Beautiful Scenery Comfortable Silence Inner Strength Discovering Hidden Talents Making a Difference in the World Inspiring Others Feeling Alive Embracing Change Long Drives Dancing Freely Volunteering Inner Peace Sincere Compliments Holding Hands Feeling Accomplished Heartfelt Thank Yous Random Acts of Generosity Warmth of a Fireplace Good Health Creative Expression Beach Days Learning from Elders Building Meaningful Relationships Appreciating Simple Pleasures Movie Nights Deep Conversations Witnessing Acts of Courage Feeling Connected to Something Greater Finding Beauty in Imperfection Reflecting on Growth Making Plans for the Future Personal Independence Finding Inner Peace Creating Art Being Inspired by Others Learning from Nature Supportive Communities Making a House a Home Acts of Self-Compassion Rediscovering Childhood Joys Receiving Unexpected Gifts Holding onto Hope Exploring New Cultures Feeling the Warmth of Sunlight Playing with Children Achieving Financial Stability Rediscovering Old Passions Enjoying a Warm Cup of Tea or Coffee Attending Live Performances Witnessing Acts of Kindness Solving Problems Creatively Building Lasting Friendships Relaxing in a Hammock Finding Beauty in Everyday Moments Embracing the Seasons Feeling the Sand Between Your Toes Sharing Meals with Loved Ones Discovering New Music Finding Sanctuary in Nature Writing Letters to Loved Ones Receiving Words of Encouragement Creating a Welcoming Home Environment Helping Strangers in Need Enjoying the Smell of Fresh Flowers Feeling the Wind in Your Hair Connecting with Ancestral Roots Making Peace with Past Regrets Building a Supportive Network Appreciating Cultural Diversity Finding Strength in Vulnerability Seeking Adventure in Everyday Life Expressing Gratitude Daily Learning to Forgive Yourself Supporting Local Businesses Finding Inspiration in Nature's Patterns Embracing Solitude Participating in Community Events Making Time for Self-Care Supporting Environmental Conservation Finding Joy in Simple Acts of Kindness Cultivating a Sense of Wonder Creating Meaningful Traditions Exploring the Night Sky Celebrating Personal Victories Finding Peace in Meditation Embracing Diversity of Thought Encouraging Others to Pursue Their Dreams Finding Beauty in Chaos Offering a Helping Hand to Those in Need Cherishing Old Photographs Taking Leisurely Strolls in Nature Being Grateful for Each New Day Don't die, nobody wants you to die. If they do, ignore them, don't care about them, continue without them, and just like happily. Have an awesome life!
@oriongriszell Жыл бұрын
Hope you have a good day 😁
@MyNameIsntLong Жыл бұрын
Totoro, thank you for my childhood 😢
@jessicalamantia7717 Жыл бұрын
This calms me and makes me feel at peace. Thank you
@daniseveriano840011 ай бұрын
I always try o make my dad proud, even working out, but I just want them to make them proud of me.
@WolfietteYT Жыл бұрын
the feeling is like finally graduating high school. Its amazing, going onto college, becoming an adult. Then you see that your life has past. All the friends you met along the way. Where are they now. Will I ever talk to them again? Will I ever get to talk to that one math teacher I had? I guess we will never know, but for now, we can act happy, and go home, and cry.
@Cr7.34cc Жыл бұрын
;(
@Cole-y9x4 ай бұрын
If your gonna end it all just remember this.”you’ll be missed even if it doesn’t feel like it you are always loved by god,me,family you’ll always be loved and accepted by somebody and if you have no friends I’ll be your friend. if you have no mate I’ll be your mate get married and die of old age with you. whatever it takes to make you feel happy and accepted I’ll hold you in my arms while you cry just anything for you.” -jesus❤
@neonboy9137 Жыл бұрын
Omg this makes me miss 2014-2017 good music nothing bad in my life sitting with my cousins in a rainy day i really miss it me aand my cousins have this fun thing were we go on this walk through a city while the sun goes down or up and one time it was raining and this walk goes through buildings and i cannot can never begin to describe the feeling of being in the happiest moment of all so comfortable so amazing.. so sad in a way it just also remind me that was the peak of my life the great life innocence great music i just wish i appreciated it more instead of wasting it but we all think that right? But we want it back so its no waste you enjoyed yourself is that a waste? No of course not we just want to re-live it and most of us are there im just sad kids are growing with knowledge of horrible things horrible shows and honestly just a mid start to life with covid and such and here the thing everyone treats them like there nothing but we grew up with great people. Thank you for you time have a great day or night please tell me any comforting moments in your life with family or friends or just the indescribable moment we all know it :)❤☕️
@alphared45082 жыл бұрын
Str8 to my playlist. Thank You 🔥
@Guineapigsadventuresfan Жыл бұрын
I dare you to search up “Quick Fart” 😂
@ThatstopmoitonGRUNTfromHALO11711 ай бұрын
Bro made me cry the whole River
@U156Official Жыл бұрын
This also remind me of my sister, I never got to meet her. The only time I actually saw her was when she was in her coffin. After 2 years I still miss her 😔
@hackbot862 Жыл бұрын
imagine
@RandoHere Жыл бұрын
@@hackbot862 you foul for this
@YourVRmaster Жыл бұрын
Every time I play this song it makes me I feel depression and in war
@m4t0svk13 Жыл бұрын
me too
@Sharkvr72 Жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m in war two
@SodiumInduction-hv11 ай бұрын
same
@Esposa_do_Hyunjin_skz6 ай бұрын
I feel sad. But... I am just a freak. Bye=)
@ASIMANISHEHE Жыл бұрын
We all of been there trust me depression sadness even succide but none of those are permanent the things that are really permanent are love happiness and grateful❤
@Dirt-- Жыл бұрын
We all know that one side character in shows that everyone loves, and ends up dead by the end of the show, this reminds me of them.
@choomchoomaru42411 ай бұрын
"I AM JUST A FISH" 🗿🍷
@x.happy._.gwoorl.x4724 Жыл бұрын
I want to snap at my bullies, my family, my enemies, I hate myself for being such a stupid useless human, for not being enough for this world, for all the persons that are reading this, I hope your life gets better soon, I will end mine soon so... I hope everybody gets good things in their lifes, I lost everything that I loved, I don't have anyone anymore, not even my mom, my dad, my only friend group said that I'm too childish... I don't even have a good personality. What's the point of living now?... I don't even know anyone in the comments, but I love y'all, so much, please, be strong, don't do the same thing that I'll do... I hope everybody's life's gets better!
@RJisUnconcerned Жыл бұрын
Bro go get therapy, no joke, please get help.
@kinji9925 Жыл бұрын
Bro don't give up you need find some hobby
@kinji9925 Жыл бұрын
I lost my mother my family hate me long time my father didn't live with me but i find myself in videogames aslo find friends i still suffering but i don't give up
@Goofyahh1126 ай бұрын
This song makes me miss my grandma 😢
@ShotaAizawa09 Жыл бұрын
7/2/23 This makes me sad because I wish I could remember more about my dad, all I can remember was how his face looked, his tattoos all over his arms and his back, one side had flames and the other had an angel wing, a little of how his voice sounded. I remember when he would carry me inside when I was asleep, and when I would get scared I would leave my room where me and my brothers shared and I would lay down in the hallway with my blanket outside of my parents door, he would carry me back to bed. I would often think to myself what would have happened if we had found out he had Colon cancer earlier, would he be alive with us and be an actual happy family would mom have been happier. The one thing I remember was how weak he was and looked of course I didn’t know because I was 6. I didn’t know that he was going to die or that he had cancer. And now that I look back on that I can’t help but feel sad that I won’t get to enjoy the last moments with him. I wish that he really was alive. Maybe I’ll meet him again, maybe I’ll get to enjoy life with you once again. I love you dad, it sucks having to live without you since July 5 of 2016. Maybe I’ll see you again soon. I’ve been suffering with some thoughts that I may give in to. Maybe ill be happier and I’ll see him again. If you are reading this, thank you for taking time reading my story. I wrote this as a sort of vent as well as to see if I find people relate to me. My dad was one of the nicest person that you could ever meet. It’s very sad that fate does take people that are very important to family and friends. I wish you all the best in life and I hope you have many happy memories with the people you love because you don’t know when that will be your last. I’ll probably send this to other similar songs so if you see this story you don’t get confused. So thank you all. :) -Riley 7/3/23 :)
@MerrittPoop11 ай бұрын
Life just goes so fast and when I hear this it makes me remember bad times in my past and my present. I am just so grateful that I have a family and that I was born and I have friends.I am just so grateful for everything that has happened in my life but I still have hope for my path in my life.Not everything will go your way in life remember that
@shawnlawrencechu65372 жыл бұрын
this gives me chill vibes
@stephanauldridge30512 жыл бұрын
I agree bro same
@Death-c1k2 жыл бұрын
me to
@BellaBella-qq2nk Жыл бұрын
Me to
@lydiapavliuc6565 ай бұрын
This song made me cry
@knightchef Жыл бұрын
This brings back a wave of memories good and bad. But the worst is unfortunately surfacing. My best friend pasted away when I was in basic training. I never properly grieved . And I don’t think I’ll ever recover.
@SGDelimaOfficial Жыл бұрын
❤
@trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry man. He's probably hugging you and cheering you on. Wish you the best
@niz6925 Жыл бұрын
❤
@nolanline95667 Жыл бұрын
Oh yeah, that was your best friend but my mom she died. That was the worst thing and it still is that I am still going through so yes it is very sad that you lost your best friend but some people like me lost the best person in their life my mom, mom if you’re over me I love you I was hoping that your cancer will get better but it’s OK. You’re in a better place now.
@steelymanfan7276 Жыл бұрын
@@nolanline95667 It isn't a competition about who lost what is worse, although I do see that you are trying to keep the same energy as them, but however I kinda think we should still respect someone's loss no matter what, you may not know how much of an impact the friend had on their life.
@krankerbanke Жыл бұрын
2016-2018 Shopping with ur mom having no school being happy playing out side. V.S 2020-2023 wanna play games later did u hear the new Fortnite update? did u hear about thr roblox 2020 jailbreak prison update? I miss it 😥😢😢
@MIKILenjelo Жыл бұрын
@just4gaming08559 ай бұрын
this song perfectly replicates the beutys of life but also the incredibly nostalgic. its so beautiful to know ill be raising a brother the rest of my life and wants me to have tears of joy. its also nostalgic to think of cause of how happy i was. its like i never cared about much in 2017, but now when i look back its so hard but to cry cause i was being myself.
@lanijatikarta1401 Жыл бұрын
Missing the old Times while hearing this song hits hard for everyone who is sad don't worry you have someone beside your back as always "god'
@L-smoke Жыл бұрын
This is the best music 😖
@AraGuga Жыл бұрын
Bro Is it just me or every sad song I hear I relate to it.
@user-sb4rr8oq3u Жыл бұрын
This is so true...
@_galaxystar_1455 Жыл бұрын
Same
@mythic_fox1314 Жыл бұрын
Same
@Count_Load Жыл бұрын
yeah man so true.
@AlaynaW-sw8nj7 ай бұрын
Same
@hamawiusahamawiusa7476 Жыл бұрын
got my heart broke this helps
@Teus.Oliveira Жыл бұрын
não faço ideia do que seja a letra dessa música, mas cara, ainda mais nesse formato... é uma música que mexe comigo de uma forma como nenhuma outra musica mexe comigo nesse quesito. Que dor... como se minha vida passasse diante de mim
@kimtoumean8067 Жыл бұрын
Bro this song is so good I don’t know if I should be sad or happy but amazing work to the guy who made this but I’m mostly sad and would cry a bit
@U156Official Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of all the good memories I have had when I was little 😔😔
@iliaseijgenram8774 Жыл бұрын
Everything was so easy then but the middle school high school just ruins youre life
@AlimAfghaniyar Жыл бұрын
I just remember having water gun fights on just hella hot summer days with my friends when we were all just 11 and now middle school,anxiety,homework,depression and barley any time to play and now I barley see them or barley play with them anymore cause now I’m 12😢🥲🥲😭
@taxfraudgaiming11 ай бұрын
@@iliaseijgenram8774frr
@dharamdaisanichar267311 ай бұрын
POV.When u do something bad at school work or to ur parents or ur family listing to this makes u wanna regret FR
@nanaandren Жыл бұрын
it makes me feel so good inside.
@Cole-y9x4 ай бұрын
This reminds me of my nana and she would always spoil me she was so nice she was never mean she always was kind and loving toward me she would give me candy let me sleep at her house when my parents weren’t being very good parents she accepted me as her own child she would take me to carnivals give me pop let me play on her computer watch tv eat all I wanted…. Then she passed away due to lung cancer. I never fully recovered she was such a good person she was never crabby or mean she always had a smile on her face she would go out of her way to make me smile when she was sick my dad would visit a lot and one night my dad came to check on her and saw her deceased when I was told the news I started crying and threw up and I threw up in school because my teacher asked what was wrong but when I was trying to explain it I threw up it was just to painful to talk about and all my dad has left is my brother me my mom and his brother I just can’t believe such a good person had to go she will always be missed please give a moment of silence to her😭😭😢❤❤
@pranpriya_softly7500 Жыл бұрын
One of the rare songs that I cry while listening
@ReaperRocketleague4 ай бұрын
I miss my friends my grandparents and my happiness
@Cherry.editz13 Жыл бұрын
this isn't even sad, this is weirdly relaxing.
@iconicsolos12347 ай бұрын
Fr it isn’t sad but it reflects my reality to myself and while listening to this song, i always try to cry intentionally but the song’s vibe is in such a way that it neither makes me cry nor makes me feel happy
@vannhantran54711 ай бұрын
Me can't sleep at 2am and the song contributed that bad behaviour
@juliocelis9542 Жыл бұрын
Painfully delicious, helps to fight my demons.. thx for this vid broski
@user-sb4rr8oq3u Жыл бұрын
Yeah❤ Like when you put headphones on, the voices in your head are quieter or sometimes even disappear for a moment❤
@arikalo4751 Жыл бұрын
If ur family talks about u no body cares about u just go u don't need no body u just need God he is the one who we'll be with u
@lopez313611 ай бұрын
You know the person who uploaded this was feeling it ❤ So much emotion
@The_Hunt3rVR Жыл бұрын
This song is the equivalent to watching all of your best friends die in front of you one by one remembering the great times you had with them as you ascend up into the light. They sacrificed everything for you now all you can think about is what you could of done to save them as well but then you feel a presence of all of them saying “it’s not your fault we choose this it’s not your fault” as they fade out from your ear “it’s not your fault…”
@Crowbarbread5 ай бұрын
You know, this reminds me of some of the saddest words i heard, one day i wake up at my grandpa’s which my great grandmother who lived across from him she was in bad condition and i wake up and hear “im sorry, Judy has passed” (Edit: Always remember when things are hard and painful just remember god will be there every step of the way. “Dont be sad cause its over, be happy cause it happened”:KZbin
@JOHNSTON12-s2e Жыл бұрын
Every time i here this song:☹️😥 i dont miss to be happy i miss the old days☹️ now people are just mean😕
@SmallAndSoft3 ай бұрын
Im leaving this comment for myself. Please like it every now and than because i struggle with mental health and sure things are going great but my dad was diagnosed with cancer… im in pain… im smiling and happy but im so serious sad
@MedicoMCQ9332 ай бұрын
I pray for his good recovery 🙏. Is he going through any chemotherapy or radiation therapy?
@ReapertheQuack2 ай бұрын
No one asked.
@Joao0405Gamer11 ай бұрын
welp, i cried watching this reason: i'm a bit depressed because i always remember of what used to happen to me...... please ignore me.
@FredIsaacEscosa2013 Жыл бұрын
Luffy:😢 Me:😢
@iliaseijgenram8774 Жыл бұрын
Me😑
@dL_boogieblox4 ай бұрын
If you’re gonna end it all just remember this. “I know things might seem bad. But just know someone is always there for you. You’ll always be accepted somewhere just maybe not where you are I’ll be your friend, mate, anything to please you and love you. If you’re lonely get a pet if you can’t take care of a pet pray for the strength to. Feel happiness again. Because there’s always hope you may just be in a rough spot. Work out, get a gym bro, he’ll always be there. Can’t find a gym bro? Jesus will. Have a sickness? Take treatment, or pray for your health. Make the most out of your small life.just remember you’re always loved.”
@meganroaden2055 Жыл бұрын
crying rn because this reminds me of my past-
@iliaseijgenram8774 Жыл бұрын
I can't cry anymore
@Yea720 Жыл бұрын
Me too
@idk_what_to_sayyes1038 Жыл бұрын
I get it, I really do! life was a heck of a lot more simple without so many mental illnesses and so much worries and responsability's... even though I'm only 19, I feel like my "prime time" has allready passed.... B U T! this doesn't mean we cant try to make the best of our furture! I'm trying to break free from the chains of depression and ancxiaty disorder, and I am deteremed to make the fucking most of life!
@МаринаКузнецова-011 ай бұрын
Это было лучшее лето в моей жизни. Каждый раз при прослушивании этой песни просто миллионы воспоминаний проносятся в голове, это были настоящая дружба и настоящее летнее счастье
@Mrzipok353210 ай бұрын
А моë прошлое....
@natalylucescu1582 Жыл бұрын
i don't know why but with this song i can FEEL in someone's arms
@user-sb4rr8oq3u Жыл бұрын
That is such a pure dream for wishing to be hugged by someone that you even imagine it 😢
@ClassyStudios9911 ай бұрын
POV: you’re laying on your bed at home and just thinking about all the great memories you had in the past but as time goes on now in the present you realize that everything has changed and the friends you once had are now living their lives and are barely online but you just smile as a tear runs down your face for its like a wise man once said don’t cry because its over smile because it happened. Dr Seuss.
@dxllzy7662 жыл бұрын
Love this
@alemara33459 ай бұрын
“You don’t miss the old times/days. You just miss when you were happy.” “You shouldn’t worry about others too much unless they worry about you. For example your mother and father.” “You should think about what you’re gonna do. Let’s say you wanted to k!ll yourself. Your parents would think they failed you, your sibling will miss your voice, your pets would be waiting for you to come home, your best friend would be missing the other halve of themselves.” “Always know that someone loves you. If you don’t then know this.” “I LOVE YOU