I sit I cry and just vibe let the music wash away this pain I hide deep inside I close my eyes to dream of better times to my pops best believe I became the man you wanted me to be to my mom's I'm so good damn sorry for all of my mistakes bad roads bad choices I made please learn to forgive me to my brothers and my sisters never forget that ya young brother become a man of himself through his mistakes and his virtues I became the man I am today because I learned sticking to ya own is way better than sticking to a crowd that don't love you and appreciate ya I'll learn to be a better man for my future kids a better future father so that my father never has to leave without knowing his son became something great of himself yea I learned from my mistakes I'm sorry family I know I let alot of you down but no longer will it continue to be this mistake because im a man and ive learned😥🙏🏼