[FREE] NF ft. XXXTENTACION Type Beat "Hate Myself" Sad Instrumental

[@boyfifty]

thankyou for listening ♥️ you can download the beat here: bsta.rs/d7405a8aa

[@ghostbeatz5526]

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[@therealconceptofficial]

I made a beautiful song today to this rn, thank you bro. You uplifted my soul and my spirit through the hard times. I showed it to my mom and she cried man. Thank you

[@Stanleygames163]

that made me happy man, keep going and maybe you will get somwhere and that is where you wanna be, wish u best my man, just shows generous people that make beats starts of our career on what we wanna do, post on yt you will get views my man and you will level up trust me bro

[@felixraps3689]

just done the craziest freestyle over dis one

[@liljiggs830]

this is literally such a perfect beat your mixing and mastering and sound selection is so on point definitely gonna buy this beat sometime soon keep it up!!

[@lofivibes5619]

facts his sound selection is always on point

[@boyfifty]

Thank you so much!!

[@AntiHatersTheBand]

good luck to all of you trying to make it in music it's going to take a while but don't give up.

[@lofivibes5619]

Your drums are always so amazing

[@ghostbeatz5526]

Keep killin it🔥

[@GodBoyBeats]

Boy fifty did it perfectly 💜🖤💜❤

[@boyfifty]

Thank you 🖤

[@perezgreco3210]

Love the drum, damn 🖤

[@proddarkrose6266]

This beat is amazing

[@boyfifty]

Thank you

[@kaymass1264]

This is goodd!!!

[@52Blu]

Love this beat 💙

[@George14PK]

Your mixing is so good always I wanna know how you get it so clean

[@benroberts964]

i love all your beats man

[@kartikarora999]

Brother u killing it again ❤️🔥🔥🔥

[@boyfifty]

Thanks bro 🙏🔥

[@kartikaroramusic]

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[@nasbeats9123]

I'm gonna set this one as my alarm 😂 madd bro 🔥

[@boyfifty]

Thanks bro

[@Amaru722]

Empty and cold Watching old movies as I kick back and play sad tracks cause the tunes Make every scene in the movie that I watch feel kinda blue, looking at photo's of me and who, family or friend's you can guess had some rough relationship with the people that I knew and yea you can tell that this is all true as I mute the Tv, vividly dream of scenes when my eyelids shut, man I wanna cut off any new connection that I really got, lose the lot like I lost alot feeling empty and cold im just a motherfucking bot melting in the pot Talk about pot When I use to smoke i could get over losing the plot I knew my life doesnt have a cost like this brain of mine I think about alot to the one who had my heart then ripped it apart From the start I didnt know how to create this art, till I really understood pain is the paint to this craft, now I sit back and laugh at all my lines when I'm rhyme cause I never thought I'd be this guy who hide his cries behind poetry speaking floetry isnt that hard when you fluently know your line's like your heart never lose beat, intill your brain tell you that you've hit defeat, where do I go as ghost never really had a belief walking on the surface in this cold world where everyone is looking for money and not lost soul's who will pray for me when I meet the fallen Angel, and im trapped in the abyss dragged down by the mist, I see all the names on the devil's list, it's not looking good from down here but up there I saw no place for me, when I hung that rope from the neck I choke, selling to much dope as young kid, rebel on the street's cause I trusted in the hood when my family misunderstood the person I was lost to all my addictions and landed into all of my teachers prediction can't really blame them or hate them, only you can choose how you want to live, And I chose the quickest death in the city, when I was only little, DMT is amazing cause this was all dream, and thats how I'm writing this story if not you wouldn't able to read this story from line to line your life is a gift protect yourself always yea ayo.

[@elbicho5228]

I LOVE THE VIDEO EXCELLENT WORK DONE BOTH EDITION AND MATERIAL KEEP UP WITH THIS GOOD CONTENT

[@George14PK]

Dam this one fire

[@urmother2.057]

IMPRESSIVE

[@kp_p4t306]

fire

[@blucreations892]

Dope vibes

[@mixedbeats8814]

amazing ❤‍🔥

[@visionbeats2999]

NF would body this!!!

[@mobyoliver1044]

wow i love this 1

[@pablobeatz3129]

Incredible beat dude

[@boyfifty]

Thanks bro!!

[@krenlynperez4007]

Brutal hermano... 🖤

[@fragi312]

При виде тебя безумные эмоции Каждый раз как в первый раз Ты моя Рома и я пьян тобою Дверь в свое сердце я открою Но меня обедом не накормишь Мне лишь нужен запах твой Игривый и нежный запах Сводит нас в танце в унисон С тобой я счастлив как никогда Только ты одна мне нужна Без тебя Словно нет света влюбленые глаза горят вечна на вечно запомню твою улыбку Оденься пожалуйста потеплее Ведь на улице стало холоднее

[@jaystone6542]

loveeeee it

[@DrunkVibes]

nice one bro❤️❤️

[@boyfifty]

Thanks bro 🙏

[@ghostbeatz5526]

legend 🔥 2

[@squadraazzuracz]

Fye bro respect from me, lets raise

[@envik5474]

Always Love yourself dont get Stück with this thougth. But its a great track None the less

[@MBFLJ23]

Okay so hate myself but that's what love will do to you Either way it goes I still come through for you But I feel like I'm losing you can't take it alr lost myself Shit causes pain not good for my health 😪 I know that I ain't doin well I just want you by my side this ain't no tale

[@redlightlie_]

Как ты? снова я, без тебя в пустоте тону Где ты? переживаю ночью, я не могу С кем ты? задыхаюсь в ревности, иду ко дну Снова к тебе хочу, ведь люблю тебя одну

[@unknwnmv]

oneway I hope to work with you bro! Unknwn

[@imrlyodd881]

is the sample saying lyrics or jus humming? and if lyrics pls tell me what they are. thinking of buying the beat

[@lasnite3328]

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[@nahouafofana5417]

Je t’es rencontré J’ai trop attendu Je t’es donné mon coeur Tu me l’a pas rendu Fin si mais brise Je me souviens de nos corps sous la brise Je t’es donner mon âme Mais tu l’a brisé Ça sers à rien de parler Si c’est pour des prises de tête Je t’ai donner tout mon amour j’en deviens endetté Je t’appellerais plus tu peux m’oublier Je sais que ça fait mal Mais y’a tout gâcher J’ai tout lâcher pour toi seul dans le noir je t’appelais mais tu me répondais pas Je te laisse sur le rivage Avec un signe de rage Je répondrais pas à tes messages T’a tout gagner de toi je me suis lassé Comme si c’était pas asse J’ai jamais demander L’amour Ça dur peut-être qu’un jour L’amour C’était peut être pas encore à notre tour Tu me disait y’avait tout pour plaire Mais c’était pas Claire entre nous On était bien mais l’un sans l’autre on en devenais fou Quand t’était pas c’est comme si j’avais tête sous l’eau à en voir flou Mais t’a merder t’entendra plus parler de nous

[@daviz1767]

Hermoso 😍💖💞

[@saddoc4402]

Yea, I hate myself, try to be perfect criticizing myself to much, all these voices in my head tell me I'm not enough, bad energy everywhere I go, Trying to be positive but I think the only way to numb the pain eternally is leaving this earth, Yea, so many problems that I can't even put into words I know I'm not the only one fighting life to survive, but I don't see a reason to stay alive, Smoking to find some type of enjoyment in life, hide the pain in the games I play but it's not the same, wanna go back in time, Back when I was fine, young me unaware of the true problems I would face, questioning life, am I destined to be alone, surrounded by a crowd but I feel like I'm in a dark hole, Unsocial, social anxiety kicking in, hate the being in the open hiding In my room I feel safe but I hate being alone, Whats rong with me, wanna do many things but I'm afraid I'll fuck it up, I know I was a mistake with good luck, no talent why am I born to be nothing great, Yea, only reason I'm still here is for my ma, promise I won't change ma, trying to be the same kid you once loved, Mb if this one ain't that great

[@trixsbeats]

Ws

[@Tony-cr4or]

I tryna to move on and forget it buts it’s hard to forget them when you have been repenting asking for forgiveness hoping to be forgiven

[@lnr8199]

Jte regarde et puis je ressens je ressens qu’bientot on sra ensemble On est tout les deux a attendre Tu sais cherie je srais pas tendre

[@rubencarreira1342]

No velorio do meu velho Mano agora sou um barco a caravela Pintado numa tela incompleta Ficou sem aguarela Eu fumo a minha wela Enquanto avisto a novela que esta vida é Nao fiques a espera faz te a pista ze Mas se nao fores com fe Troca a mudança Mano tu faz ré Falta a confiança No meu da tempestade Sozinho eu tenho estado A espera da bonança So louco sem atestado Por muitos amado Por outros odiado Eu olho pro passado . Sinto me assombrado Meti um cadeado Nas memorias que eu tinha De quando o pai chegava a casa Ja tocado . E enquanto a cota tambem se embreagava Mal a chave tocava Na tranca trancada Pela cota asssustada Ja com medo de levar porrada E quando ele entrava A confusão começava E eu no meu quarto me escondia Me tapava Nao fazia nada Mano bloqueava Ja não dominava A tristeza que no meu corpo entrava Tipo uma dose de adrenalina Mas esta te entrava É pra veres como a puta da bebida Pode rebentar com uma casa Olha pela tua família Sai desse balcão Larga o copo de balão Nao te deixes voar ate rebentar Como se fosses uma balão Porque quem ama cuida E tu perdes o cuidado Em conjunto com a sanidade Tu ja não tens idade Pra brincares com essa vida Como se fosse um dado Sempre a espera que A sorte estejas do teu lado Mas so não vês que a morte está mesmo ao teu lado

[@shadyo8577]

Life Struggles By Jazxmusic Age 16 stuck in my bed family had no money only food was bread relationships hanging on by a thread constant texts being left on read where did my dad go? yeh he fled... Age 13 where it all started sat in my room with depression where i put my hands together and asked god a question why do you give me constant uncontrolable aggressionn but luckily can be hidden with one easy facial expression parents had no cash only decent dinner was beans and mash and it all happened in a flash my head is all one big unexplainable crash Age 14 mum said i had to make some mates but everyone was out either on dates or lifting weights or eating luxury food that was sat on clean dinner plates where i said to my mum trust me life like that awaits so this book right here written by me illustrates and as im sat here age 16 in my room with endless thoughts of dread deepin and scrolling through all the nasty shit thats been spread deep inside my heart i've bled but im not sure if i wanna be dead in my life i've been misled....

[@cabbagebou6912]

He said I hate myself and I wish I would die i told him to dry his eyes and leave the scenes behind put faith in Jesus Christ or find another reason to survive I promise everything will be alright Meditate baby look inside your mind push those demons aside don't lose the fight of darkness and light choose the path's that right

[@R4MSAY]

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[@cronos2909]

No debería pero te he escrito otro tema 4 am, quinta noche en vela El mal pensar de mi mente aún se queda El daño lo recibí yo y sufro la condena Y no sé por qué pero te echo de menos Y aún recuerdo aquellos momentos Pero lo jodiste todo en un nuevo intento Y todo lo q tenía ya no lo tengo Es que fui tonto por esperar algo de tí Tú me querías un día no y un día sí Eras tan bipolar q yo dejaba de existir Que todo el amor q tenía ya lo perdí Y no todo es tu culpa, también fue la mía Por esperar tanto de una puta cría Espero q te acuerdes de mí cuando sonrías Pq por tu culpa este chaval del amor ya no se fía Te doy las gracias por haberme abierto los ojos Que por mucho q haya perdido el sentir Q yo nunca te echaría mal ojo Pq en un momento yo te quise hacer feliz Y me arrepiento porque todo fue en vano De todo lo q vivimos yo q gano Te di todo lo q tenía para ofrecer Pero me cogiste del brazo Aunque lo intente sé q no podré enamorarme Tú jugabas a la inocente y yo siempre el culpable Después de todo lo q hice por tí Estás con otro y fue más temprano q tarde Y pongo punto, nuestra historia llego a su final Escribí esto para pasar la página Y acabar con nuestra historia de amor q parecía mágica Acaba en 1:46

[@aloneundergroundmusic3832]

Key?

[@kaybroke]

Es de uso libre?

[@boyfifty]

Free for non profit use

[@kaybroke]

@@boyfifty ok gracias

[@ZetaCallux]

esta canción va para ti la que coincidir le daba bien la que esta bien y ya sin mi y yo sin ti no estoy tan mal pero podría estar mejor y coincidimos en muchas cosas menos en el amor el color se ve tan nítido y tu serás mi tópico pensarte es algo típico y hoy me siento tan cómico el trópico nos dijo que querer es algo cósmico y conmocione entender que yo no era lo lógico mi vomito ansiolítico dijo entender mirarte y pensarte era la parte de expresarme mas bonito el código perfecto fue el afecto del mosquito con el defecto de probarte sediento puede matarme atarme algo ficticio es como un vicio para el habito que afecta las emociones reflejado en algún palpito si el pánico me vence no espero en serte sarcástico te veo sonriendo y eso me parece trágico no esta tan bien verte tan poco con lo loco que me tienes malgasto los papeles en aviones que no vuelan la esquela que decía que solo será una espera espero tanto tiempo que termino siendo un tema el tren que nunca pasa sigo esperando en la acera el banco esta tan frio el vino me congela tu casa esta en la esquina tu sigue esperando afuera se feliz con ese mundo yo con lo poco que queda esta canción va para ti la que coincidir le daba bien la que esta bien y ya sin mi y yo sin ti no estoy tan mal pero podría estar mejor y coincidimos en muchas cosas menos en el amor y ahora que me siento estúpido por quererte - tan trágico por querer serte cómico lo tomaste sarcástico no hablarme es algo lógico cuando te soy tan básico ahora lo veo nítido y tu lo ves tan clásico se que me falto léxico para expresarte algo se lo poco que valgo comparado con tus méritos mis tétricos recados como alcohólicos anónimos y típico agobiado tras tu altura siento vértigo atarme algo ficticio es como un vicio para el habito que afecta las emociones reflejado en algún palpito si el pánico me vence no espero en serte sarcástico te veo sonriendo y eso me parece trágico no esta tan bien verte tan poco con lo loco que me tienes malgasto los papeles en aviones que no vuelan la esquela que decía que solo será una espera espero tanto tiempo que termino siendo un tema el tren que nunca pasa sigo esperando en la acera el banco esta tan frio el vino me congela tu casa esta en la esquina tu sigue esperando afuera se feliz con ese mundo yo con lo poco que queda me gustara grabarlo tipo el estilo que lo tengo en mi canal si no tienes drama! Buena instrumental 11 de 10

[@ay6ick370]

อยากให้เธอแคร์ รู้สึกแปลกในวันที่เธอไม่แรร์ คงเป็นวันที่แย่ที่เธอแคร์ เหมือนที่เกมลงโนแรร์ ผมไม่ใช่แร่แต่ก็พอมีราคา ก็อยากให้เธอหนะตีมา หมายถึงหัวใจให้เธอส่งมา เราดีไม่จริงเธอเลยทิ้งไม่ลา แต่ก่อนไปไหนก็บอกก่อนอ่า ก็เข้าใจยังมีไฟให้ไม่หยุด ที่ให้ไปมันยังคงไม่สุดสำหรับเธอ ความรู้สึกมันเหี้ยเกินจะรับไหวเลย เธอเข้ามาทำหัวใจผมสั่นเกิน มันหวั่นไหวคุณสวยกว่านางฟ้าองค์ไหน ละไม่ต้องสงสัยเรื่องราวในอดีตผมพร้อมจะแก้ไข ทั้งๆที่รู้เธอก็ไม่กลับมา ไม่เป็นไรผมยินดีกลับใจทำมัน ถึงแม้เธอไม่กลับมาหากัน ปัจจุบันของผมไม่ต่างจากอดีต ผมเจ็บจนหัวใจเกือบฉีก เหมือนหมอที่มาฉีดยาชา มันเจ็บมาเป็นเวลานานๆ เธอคงสมน้ำหน้ากับสิ่งที่ผมทำ ขอโทษในบางครั้งที่ทำตัวละยำ โอเคร You Know ละคุณไม่ต้องจำ หลังจากผมจะทำให้ดูที่พูดออกไปมันจริงไม่จริง ก็แค่คนธรรมดาที่อยากแต่งเพลงให้เธอได้ยิน สุดท้ายเธอก็คงไม่อินไม่บินเหมือน นกอีนทรี ตอนที่เธอไปก็ไดแต่เพ้อขอให้โชคดี

[@erga1695]

при виде тебя я словно теряю сознание я будто в джунглях играю игры выживание внутри меня образуется некое создание что говорит мне сыграем мы в желание я еще тот парень не осмелюсь подойти но во мне столько желаний котооые не воплотить но столько же отрицаний хотя смогу вывозить хочу пытаюсь но что то режет мою нить

[@OnlyVived]

0:21 Yeah, they askin if I'm sad "no" Holding up grudge I know I'm never standing for, Hoping that this pain will end cause I don't wanna let these people down no more, do the best I can and say these thoughts I know ain't doin more but I'm out here pushin through it I don't wanna go into it yeah, Cause they don't know the sacrifices that I made and they don't know I drown these thoughts away With every stack of paper I just buy some change but that's the sht I'm lookin for yeah 0:42 Open up these doors for everyone and nothin in return, maybe I can make this better worse, by speakin in the mirror sayin I ain't good, maybe that's enough for them it's never ending pain I'm in Expression comes in many forms but nothin here I settle with And I just wanna break this cage I'm loosin all my hope and faith and cover up my hands N pray but I ain't got no words to say relation love is heavy weight I'm holdin on to saving grace It's all I got that's left in me

[@OnlyVived]

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[@claudiomartinflacavento575]

No sé si tendré fuerzas para seguir mañana... si el sol estará para mí al mirar por la ventana... Se q el alma sana pero cuánto falta??? Se agranda la llama de los traumas q no sé aguantan, Cuántas ganas de : dejar de sentir Me falta el aire o alguien que me ayude a seguir, no encuentro a nadie para poder reír En este baile de tristeza donde pesa el pensamiento y el intento a salir....🔥 kzbin.info/www/bejne/bWPJg4dnltl4hKc

[@willbemaz]

Wow bro!!! You’re almost better than me😅

[@harddoc.dropout]

What do you mean by almost bro 😂😂😂😂😂 he is way too far better than you You just started your journey I'm not saying you can't be but at this time u r not in the league in front of him bruh

[@whiteboyonelmstreet9777]

Bruh who are you?😂

[@khalifiee1282]

Calm down everyone 🤣

[@harddoc.dropout]

@@whiteboyonelmstreet9777 that what i was thinking and to be honest his beat is like a 3-4 th class kid just started using band lab 😂😂😂😂😂

[@harddoc.dropout]

@@khalifiee1282 yeh u r right 😂

[@madikopzhasarov1973]

Касымда жайгана болсын сен Маган тек сол жетед Аспан самгаган желменен Сенин бейнен керемет Если был бы я писателем Написал бы я стихи Про тебя про

[@abhishekdabla7954]

Keep me alive Marne ko ab gehri khai me mai kud gya hu

[@partially_aesthetic2247]

one of the easiest beats youve made so far

[@leads4876]

Se me hace extraño esto De pensarte tanto Más me daño y termino Ahogandome En mi propio llanto Si me engañas yo te engaño Si me amas yo te amo Si me abrazas yo te abrazo Por más que me hagas pedazos Temor al fracazo contigo

[@elbicho5228]

I LOVE THE VIDEO EXCELLENT WORK DONE BOTH EDITION AND MATERIAL KEEP UP WITH THIS GOOD CONTENT