The Fear of Being Disliked | Vlog

[@freesiapark]

4k available! ✨

[@spunkransomownsme]

Just want to say that your editing and video quality are so top notch now!!!!! Been watching since your NY days and happy to see that you are leveling it up! I hope you get more and more and moreeee subscribers ❤ you deserve it!

[@yennypinky3175]

Love everything about u 😘😘😘

[@rmcalucag]

Hey Freesia! What caamera do you use? :)

[@katrinasangineto8120]

Could you give up a tutorial on how you do your Chanel?? Looks incredible ❤️

[@cynthiamakao9198]

Omg!!! I've only seen the preview and I'm so excited!!!!!! Glad to see Freesia and Esther together!😭❤️✨

[@ninanegedu]

The vlog we didn’t know we needed😭❤️

[@ved3113]

Yes they’re the best. Seem so genuine

[@Maria-up5jx]

We love a Freesia and Esther moment!!! Icons 💅🏼🥰

[@yoona2497]

People may often feel lost during a transitioning phase and mistaken this important stage in their life to an identity crisis of some sort, but I think the statement that it's okay to take your time during this phase is so underrated - there is value in every moment, not just the point 'A' and then 'B' moments. Even from afar, I can see the change that is happening in your creative style and I think it's okay to try this or something completely different the next time you post. The creative process is never linear because the way human minds work isn't either. I think it's so natural and nice to see this and easier said than done, but the more you lean into the uncertainty with time your colour, your voice will naturally show itself to the world even before you realise it. Your banner at the end, your cuts, the angles you shoot from, the music and the general vibe of your videos I see is as much 'Freesia' as your vlogs when you were living in New York. I think it's nice to see you take a more purposeful approach with filming your content and whatever you experiment with I fully support it (not that you asked for my opinion lol) as I know it still has your touch on it and that is why I want to see your videos - not to see a perfect product but to see this real process of transition and the teething stage of growth. I feel inspired because I am looking at a real person not just a creator. Thank you for sharing your experience with us

[@freesiapark]

This made me tear up. Thank you Yoona! I really have the best support. 🥺🤍

[@razinamarjan1110]

I used to have a fear of being disliked, it got so much better after I ditched 11 toxic "friends" around me and now I have so much confidence and am up to doing more things 😊😊

[@_panuisthatyu]

The Freesia and Esther moment just made my week! 🥹💗

[@rj4356]

Omg....I'm in tears, lol at Rufus. Rufus was like, you want a paw, take five & stop playing. 🤣🤣🤣 Happy Fridyay Freesia!

[@freesiapark]

LMAO

[@mikayla9146]

Don't worry if everyone doesn't like you. I'm sure you don't like everyone you meet. It doesn't mean there is anything bad about you, we all have our preferences. Enjoy those who do like you, forget about those who don't...

[@TheStellar75]

First of all you are not living in fear if you have a KZbin channel. Second you are truly an artist. You inspire me to cook. The way you present the cooking is so creative and such an art, I was telling my husband how talented you are. I don’t think anyone can dislike you. 😊

[@ulkeraycademir9511]

The cooking montage was so good! All love from Turkey, love all of your videos Freesia. Keep doing what you are doing!

[@FallintoYourMagic]

Happy New Year to you, Freesia! 🥳 May this year bring you many blessings. There are far more people liking and supporting you, than not. So just do Freesia. Whatever makes you comfortable and happy - do it. ☺️ Your content is always enjoyable to watch. ❤ xx

[@xPjunghyun]

the cooking sequence was so satisfying, i think the music choice made it incredibly soothing to watch

[@widurihariri]

I’m so happy to see you and Esther ❤ xx

[@NataSaack]

My grandma have once taught me that when caning chairs start to bend in, you can poor water on and let them dry outside and apparently the caning will tighten up and go back to normal.. have never tried it myself, but maybe it can save your old dining chairs 🥰🥰

[@ericalynn1910]

love seeing you two together!!

[@itsreyandrob]

Thanks for being vulnerable. You strike us as someone who is fearless and confident, but we all have our down moments. And that's ok. It's good you have great self-awareness, which means you can take action. You're great as you are, Freesia! Keep inspiring 💜

[@maycee1928]

Yessss Freesia & Esther together! 😊 What you made looks sooo good. I'm going to make that.

[@anjienomoto]

I love you Freesia! Very timely... 🥺 You are one of my inspirations in making my youtube channel 💕 🇵🇭🇨🇭

[@elyse3884]

Such fun to see you with Esther! It’s nice to see you are friends! ❤ Rufus is just so cute-that look he gives you when you speak to him. 🐾 Lol. Your cooking skills are amazing! 🥰👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@Mangobum23]

🥰 courageous energy for 2023! Sending you love! 🎉

[@AlexandraBarbin]

Happy new year Fressia! Totally get the whole fear of being disliked, something I am also working on this year. But we'll get through it -- hopefully 🙃😅

[@usagimoon.x.o6256]

I used to feel like that but now that I'm older, it didn't matter. I'm more happier with myself now than before! *I love your videos so much!* ❤️

[@joannacao]

If you were ever up to it, I think it would be super fun to watch a video of you watching shows like Singles Inferno and providing your own commentary and opinions 😁 i would definitely watch that LOL ALSO IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AND ESTHER TOGETHER!!

[@n.c.467]

Loved seeing you and Esther enjoying time together!!

[@susanayre9016]

The food looks delicious! As far as being disliked, if you are true to yourself - what others think is on them!! You are open to sharing your days with us, you are a talented cook and I love that you got emotional during the Singles Inferno finale. ❤️ I too am a Jong-Wo and Seul-ki fan. Your you-tube fans support you! May 2023 bring you happiness and contentment.

[@ffsnob]

thAT video quality!!! and the cooking cuts with classical music *chef kiss*

[@Islandgirl671]

You are Amazing Freesia! You inspire thousands of people! That in itself is super Awesomeness! Go Freesia 2023!!!

[@n.c.467]

Your vids are becoming so cinematic and incredible. Love the cooking shots...I'm obsessed!!!

[@araofsunshine]

At the end I was like “I hope this isn’t the end”…and then it was the end of the video 🥲 love your videos freesia!

[@Zeeiconoclastic]

Don’t let anything steal your light, life has different phases but always remember that you’re the best and you’re super great at editing videos.🎉❤ Zanele South Africa🇿🇦

[@Cheri94]

You’re perfect just the way you are, that’s one of the things I love about you, you are way too smart to care about what others think, especially on social media, you keep it real, don’t change,

[@jo.l.e.e]

Video Quality 💯 It’s just fun to watch your vids and creativity!

[@keamabuza858]

Oh yay!! I was getting ready to ask if you're still friends with Michele and Esther. It's so good to see a familiar face 😌 ☺️

[@scotts4007]

Just keep doing you. There is not a dam thing wrong with you. You rock!!!!!!

[@senjamir_]

Wow freesia and esther 🥰my heart is full

[@sandrapeers9981]

Love your vlog! I got to try those cabbage rolls they looked delicious!

[@laynahlay2371]

I just stumbled across your channel, are you a chef?! The cooking montage was phenomenal 😍

[@cindyc2004]

A masterpiece!! Love the way you film and edit :)

[@estherys]

2023 gonna be our year🤪

[@freesiapark]

😤

[@apple.cheeks]

the quality feels like butter, so smooth! If you don't mind, what lens did you end up getting?

[@mirandatran]

Haha ur reactions to singles inferno finale 😂❤love your dog 🐶 he’s so funny and adorable! Thanks for being open and relatable, yessss be the FREESIA that you are ❤🎉 AHHH u and Esther reunited! 😊

[@mirandatran]

Honestly, love your vids. ❤

[@freesiapark]

Thank you ❤

[@TriciaArbolado]

I been watching y’all for a while and if Freesia and Michelle are still friends ?

[@conniechow6091]

thanks for being so real. sharing moments online isn't easy!! i love your videos. 😇also where did you get your necklaces they look so pretty 😍

[@eunjishin]

4:38 Oh my my Rufus! You have one aggressive paw there LOL ❤

[@teenaweenaaa]

This video felt so short! Love your vlogs freesia ✨️

[@thekristineway]

i love the cooking with freesia!,

[@mariahgunn7101]

definitely can relate to the fear of being disliked. Trying to conquer that fear also.

[@fadeairy6959]

It's always satisfying watching freesia cook something 👌🏻👌🏻

[@vuletshvhs4451]

I miss seeing Freesia, Esther and Michelle together.💛💛💛

[@user-up9qh3fg1w]

Esther and Michelle not a friends anymore

[@vuletshvhs4451]

@@user-up9qh3fg1w oh no.

[@kathrynnrose]

okay ... but can we talk about the cooking segment?! that was beautiful!!!

[@caitlynm924]

Rufus is EVERYTHING 🥹😅

[@Chrissyuv]

So happy you & Esther are reunited 😍

[@tinaf.7941]

Rufus has human eyes - never noticed that before!❤️ Fressia, what did you do with the small fish in the dashi pack? Did you remove their insides? I did not know we needed to do that.😩😩😩

[@Tebbles99]

Surely telling a stranger you love them is valid 🥺😍

[@carlosdeleon6472]

She’s back ❤

[@elizzztrrs]

OMG. My faves 🤩😍💖 I just finished watching Esther’s recent vlog and I’m waiting for your vlog, also. Yayyyy!!! 🥳💖 Hope u notice me. I’m a fan from ph. 🫶🏻🫰🏻

[@freesiapark]

🫶🤍

[@michelleothon7593]

Where is your dining table from? It’s really pretty! Love your videos!!

[@ffsnob]

And do you mind sharing where you got the white beaded necklace from? Love it!

[@cathlapugot]

The paw-attitude of rufus @ 4:38 LMAO

[@cathlapugot]

The bg music while ur cooking got me sooo invested lol

[@niavalencia22]

This is an amazing video. It has such a deep message. Thank you for this 😊

[@espressue]

so happy you're still friends!! 🤍

[@dailydyaries]

loved this sooo much! the new lens looks incredible, can you please share which lens that is? :)

[@bianca8434]

Girl you need to start a blog and share all your recipes

[@lisalee5161]

your cooking skills are *chef's kiss*

[@gillianleigh4891]

WHERE did you get those PANTS you're wearing when you try out the chairs?? Also love your content!! ♡

[@bloomsterrr]

What a filming 😍❤️❤️

[@kadeeeartiaga]

omg! I also watched that reality dating show! hahaha I’m hooked❤

[@thekristineway]

wow this video quality though!!! so nice!❤

[@allmechichi1438]

I feel like u will conceive very soon...blesses 👨‍👨‍👦

[@dmybkris]

your necklace is so beautiful❤

[@Tebbles99]

When it comes to editing ? You are leading that game

[@sybc9679]

I wish I could try your cabbage rolls. I just know it’s bomb ❤😋

[@mariamelsayem]

LOVE the new lense! what camera and lenses do you use? 💛

[@freesiapark]

Sony a7c and the 24-70mm!

[@mariamelsayem]

@@freesiapark Thank you 💛

[@arnoldlee7838]

Mariscos Jalisco or 4 vientos is way more fire than the silverlake spot.

[@Evader_hawaii]

What is the new lens?

[@mzweirdo]

hello! can you post the recipe for the thing you made?

[@ByKristyLin]

could you share the song during the cooking segment? i feel like it's famous but i don't know the name!

[@Preschool4yo-7yo]

MINCED MEAT SSAM WITH PRETTY GARNISH♡ so good I'm so hungry. You like korean drama?! I don't watch. mm It's a fact when i was 20s I watched a lot too. I don't watch from some moments. I became old unnie so sad

[@dorothyjean8673]

Love from the 🇵🇭 ❤️🖤❤️🖤❤️🖤✨

[@TheMichaelCheung]

Esther yessss

[@CiciDo1]

what lens is this

[@victorlui5955]

😊

[@jesmarijulian5011]

Can you also link your dining table please?

[@freesiapark]

Anton table from west elm ✨

[@dreamerbubz]

Where is michelle!

[@user-up9qh3fg1w]

she is not a friend with Esther anymore

[@yoonmiseo6079]

Miss Freesia Park where is your crochet knit from 4:42

[@freesiapark]

Yesstyle!

[@Dr57198]

Make a cook book 🥺♥️

[@Sheena3248]

11:11

[@freesiapark]

Unintentional but I hope it’s good luck! ☺️

[@allthingskanoo5974]

Hi 👋

[@hopenitrous]

!!! so early

[@freesiapark]

Love to see it 🥰

[@TheMichaelCheung]

Also, your name spells it all. Be FREE. We live in an age where we sensationalise everything. Don't ever feel obligated to consume and appeal to the reader. The artist in you needs to thrive by blocking excess. Does any of this makes sense?

[@rachelyunchun0702]

its so therapeutic to watch you cook anything~