ftm: Top Surgery Revision. - Part Two: Home.

[@Shonath4n]

Your chest looks so amazing I am so happy for you I can’t wait to get top surgery too I love that you are posting these videos on here it is good to see top surgery from all perspective

[@searchingforwhatever]

Yeah, that was my thought. I wanted to show an authentic view of what top surgery could be like.

[@VictorLockhart]

'back pains back alright!' You're my favourite person 😂 For real though, your chest looks awesome and well done for getting through all this so far! I hope your recovery keeps going well.

[@searchingforwhatever]

Haha, I just had to do it.

[@Thorbenxer]

I‘m so happy for you! 😊 It looks really good 👌🏼 fun fact: I touch my chest so many times and I really don‘t know why 😂

[@searchingforwhatever]

It must be true love.

[@mr.glassman3928]

I wanna die as a man. I want to be remembered as a man, not for the body I'm trapped in. They act like my gender dysphoria and feelings will go away. I'm tired of counting days and years seeing if anything is gonna improve ..

[@meleo3907]

It looks great!

[@hunt_er92]

Dude this gives me hope. I had keyhole top surgery and while not the worst it’s just still so feminine looking due to a bit of loose fat underneath and the nipples being too low so the way they stick out is still in the breast area…so I don’t even feel okay with a T-shirt on still very dysphoric. Also not above the pec line :/ This gives me hope that revision is possible and hopefully can sort it out (once I save enough and find a surgeon who I trust to do it)

[@searchingforwhatever]

We should definitely do everything we can to feel comfortable in our bodies. For me even two revisions unfortunately didn't solve the problem. That doesn't mean that it will be the same for you, though. So I wish you all the best for it!

[@zingzing7426]

thank you for the update, your chest looks great! I hope you're healing up nice and easy, take care!

[@searchingforwhatever]

I do!

[@Luis-gb3ru]

Sieht richtig gut aus! Ich hab in 2 Monaten die gleiche OP im gleichen Krankenhaus. Hab schon ein bisschen Angst aber freu mich natürlich auch riesig

[@jaceywashington3496]

Luis one semester of German and I can understand most of this comment. I'm proud if myself. Lol

[@searchingforwhatever]

Na dann alles Gute für die OP!

[@searchingforwhatever]

You CAN be proud of that! :-)

[@Luis-gb3ru]

searchingforwhatever. Danke!

[@mr.glassman3928]

Will I ever get top surgery? I'm 19 and everything feels so far away my aunt keeps telling me you'll never have a mens body and she says I'll never be a man. She always misgenders me and states she is trying to understand but never makes a effort to call me he and instead says she. I know I'm a man. I'm a transgender man ftm .. How long will it take for my family to reliaze I am one? Do I have to wait till I'm an old man for them to actually accept me? I'm tired of this I'm tired of her controlling my life .. I can't take it anymore

[@searchingforwhatever]

I'm so sorry to hear this. I know I'm lucky to have an accepting family, so I can merely guess how horrible it must be having to justify oneself over and over again to your own family... However, even for my family it was not that easy processing that I'm Leo. So the only real advice I can give you is to stay patient. Maybe they don't "believe" you because they think it's just a phase. Keep being who you are and thus proving them that you are serious about it. And find yourself supporting friends! Maybe other trans people, maybe cis allies. Just people who you're comfortable with and who take you for who you are.

[@Goofypoof]

könnte man theoretisch nicht bei größerer brust trz eine keyhole prozedure angehen und danach mit mehreren korrekturen ein endergebnis ohne narben veranlassen? bin da noch nicht ganz erfahren, die ops wären allerdings meine nächsten schritte

[@searchingforwhatever]

Theoretisch machbar wäre das wohl schon. Ich glaube nur nicht, dass das Ergebnis wirklich so gut aussehen würde, da der Hautüberschuss ja trotzdem da ist und das dann mit enormer Auffältelung einhergehen würde. Zudem ist es besser, so wenige Eingriffe wie möglich zu haben. Zumal jeder Eingriff ja erstmal auch das Gewebe verletzt und irgendwo Narben entstehen. Außerdem stelle ich mir das für den Operateur auch wie eine Mammutaufgabe vor, viel Brustgewebe durch die kleine Keyhole-Öffnung rauszuholen...

[@Goofypoof]

@@searchingforwhatever leider bedrückt es einen sehr wenn er nicht die gewünschte keyhole op durchführen kann und für immer riesige narben tragen muss aufgrund einer kleinen überschreitung der vorausgetzten brustgröße einer solcher op. dennoch danke für die info. leider muss man sich damit abfinden

[@Goofypoof]

@@searchingforwhatever eine frage hätte ich noch. sind die kleiner geworden auf T?

[@searchingforwhatever]

@@Goofypoof Ein bisschen schon, glaube ich. Also vom Fettgewebe geht schon was weg, aber Haut war halt noch da. Das ist aber auch von Mensch zu Mensch unterschiedlich.

[@Goofypoof]

@@searchingforwhatever danke für deine antwort. das hab ich mir schon irgendwie gedacht. btw deine brust sieht top aus bro. keine macken 👌🏾 und weiterhin alles gute

[@George-iq1vt]

Looks amazing!!!!

[@noone3104]

Wow! Finally! Happy for u!

[@donovanfrye8661]

Your chest looks so much better.

[@searchingforwhatever]

It did. For a short amount of time...

[@mr.glassman3928]

She says if I just get over it and accept that I have this female body I'll be better for it. These feelings aren't going away and I won't accept this body I'm trapped in I won't. I don't wanna live like this anymore, I don't wanna live in this body any longer I'm done... She says she s putting me in the hospital but I've been there before and nothing helped.. I'm hurting myself because I can't stand the body reflected back at me..cause this body isnt mine .. I'm not a lady I'm a man.. This body and deadname I feel disconnected from.. I feel hopeless like nothing is gonna change.. And when my aunt said I see you as my daughter I felt sick .. I'm your nephew .. I'm a boy... I feel sick to my stomach

[@philipjfrys]

You look amazing!

[@mykura2018]

hi, whats your genetic makup? XX or XY?

[@HellenHofstadter]

Fuck off

[@darkforce3501]

Talking about chromosomes- you know that there are much more opportunities than XX or XY?

[@mykura2018]

yes I know but I wonder if XX became a man. if yes, that could mean that other factors play role in being a male

[@Pseudopup]

My kura he's ftm. you could figure that out for yourself if you looked at his earlier videos smh

[@mykura2018]

does it mean he is socially constructed - basically ideology plays role in becoming his maleness?