I did this to meのとこ、何かに絶望した主人公が自分に言い聞かせてるみたいでなんか切ない…
@pauloalexander13585 жыл бұрын
Just so you guys know, they re-released the song here because the old art was misinterpreted with being about politics wich the band wouldn't want to be related with in any means.
@LooneyClipse5 жыл бұрын
what kind of politics any1 got into that??
@arayra7285 жыл бұрын
@@LooneyClipse the old art looks like a flag from a particular country
@Susabii5 жыл бұрын
that is unfortunate, I thought the previous artwork was spectacular.
@Ka_tsu5 жыл бұрын
@@arayra728 and current one looks like the flag of Poland
@arayra7285 жыл бұрын
@@Ka_tsu owh, ive just realized that
@p5834 жыл бұрын
この青年?の雰囲気や絶望したように「i did this to me」を繰り返すのがまじで好き、Miliさんの曲はこういうのばっかで憧れる、そもそも美声すぎると思う、10万人に一人もいないくらいきれいで透き通った声でマジすごいと思う、まあ簡単にいうとこういう絵を描ける絵師さんもすごいしこの美声を出せるMiliさんもすごい
I've listened to this song so many times, and I just noticed, if you're wearing headphones at 3:15 - 3:20, you can hear a pitched version of momocashew's voice in the right part of the headphones.
What gets me the most about this song is just how much I connect with the lyrics. Straggling through life and trying to find joy and purpose only to sabotage myself and do nothing as the world crumbles around me... Looking back and lamenting at my old mistakes, wondering what I'm doing with my current life as I continue to stagnate and further spiral into desparity, wanting to blame the world yet knowing I'm the one who's wrong, hanging onto life by a thin thread of hope for the future, and in the end standing up and facing everything head-on. Mili's made a lot of great songs, but out of all of them I've listened to, this is the one that resonates with the the most. Thank you Mili for being able to translate my feelings into song.
@LuckyMrAsHat Жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you and you find the will to keep going.
@fitmotheyap Жыл бұрын
Struggle till the end friend... Struggle till you see yourself part with life. That's the only way those with an uncertain path live
@awwmmmlme Жыл бұрын
Hahahahajaja and i am the hundred like!
@boketsunow1305 жыл бұрын
やった復活してる…………!!!!嬉しい。絵が変わったのね!
@지우-e5t5 жыл бұрын
Lyrics -- ♬ [Verse 1] It's like we're a bunch of lonely people Testing the limit to see how much pain we can bear [Pre-Chorus] Honestly I don't know how I got so far I did this to me I did this to me There is no one else to blame I did it myself [Chorus] I did this to me I did this to me I did this to me I did this to me I wish it was your fault I wish it was your fault But how could it be, oh But how could it be, oh I did this to me [Verse 2] Sometimes I can't move at all Unless I'm certain that I'm following the right path The right path [Verse 3] In my dreams, you praised me and clapped Then mommy said 'It's alright, there's always next time You did your best" It's like we're a bunch of lonely people Testing the limit to see how much pain we can bear Not too much and not too little So the world feels much more familiar [Verse 4] And the only reason I could carry on is thanks to My imaginary children Great-great grandchildren Singing in front of my 100th birthday cake Saying they are glad Saying they are proud Of what I've accomplished in my time It's all but a dream It's all but a dream It's all but a dream [Chorus] I did this to me I did this to me I did this to me I did this to me There is no more mommy There is no more daddy I'll take it head on Yeah I'll take it head on Cause I did this to me
@manuelkaufamnn7525 жыл бұрын
arent the lyrics exactly the same?
@shangrilaG20225 жыл бұрын
Thank yoooooooou!!!!!!!!!!
@alueblono61185 жыл бұрын
퓨디 _PyuDi thank you (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵๑)
@colton99whch5 жыл бұрын
@@manuelkaufamnn752 Yeah, I don't know what people are talking about either... I know they're the same word for word, but listening to them side by side, she might have rerecorded them. That, or the audio's mixed differently, but that's about it.
@iorinohana5 жыл бұрын
@@manuelkaufamnn752 I think the only change is "you praised me and *cried*" for "you praised my and *clapped*". Dunno why the made this change tho.
@Jepysauce5 жыл бұрын
Mili remains my favorite music group of all time.
@SEiMEi_EXiSTS5 жыл бұрын
Same I'm 12
@keitasebas5 жыл бұрын
@@SEiMEi_EXiSTS that reference
@lukaurushibara92875 жыл бұрын
@@SEiMEi_EXiSTS im a sloth....
@moonlightnymph79754 жыл бұрын
@@SEiMEi_EXiSTS How long will the future last?
@najiv87974 жыл бұрын
Yeah.. ngl
@kael99245 жыл бұрын
man i love how simple the lyrics are, no super deep words or anything to properly convey something emotional-poetic its because of the minimalism that it feels so in the moment, somewhat fleshed out? yet there's still something beneath the surface in their songs love u mili!!! 💗💗💗
@frostyclouded2 жыл бұрын
i love her vocals in this song so much, especially the way she says "birthday cake" like it's unreal
@じゃがいも-t3g4 жыл бұрын
Birthday Kid 自分用歌詞解釈 It’s like we were bunch of lonely people ぼくたちはまるで Testing the limit to see, how much pain we can bear 耐えられる痛みの限界を試している寂しがり屋の集まりみたいだ Honestly I don’t know how I got so far 正直どうやってここまで来たのかわからない I did this to me ぼくがしたことだ I did this to me ぼくがしたことだ There is no one else to blame ほかに責める人がいない I did it myself ぼくがやったんだ I did this to me, I did this to me, I did this to me, I did this to me ぼくがしたことだ ぼくがしたことだ ぼくがしたことだ ぼくがしたことだ I wish it was your fault, I wish it was your fault きみのせいだったらなぁ きみのせいだったらなぁ But how could it be, oh でもそんなわけないんだ But how could it be, oh でもそんなわけないんだ I did this to me ぼくがしたことだ Sometimes I can’t move at all ときどきまったく動けなくなる Unless I’m certain that I’m following the right path 正しい道を歩んでいる確信がないと The right path 正しい道を In my dreams, you praised me and clapped 夢の中であなたたちはぼくを褒めて拍手してくれた Then mommy said そのときママが "It’s alright, there’s always next time" 「だいじょうぶ、次があるから」 "You did your best" 「がんばったね」と言ってくれた It’s like we were bunch of lonely people ぼくたちはまるで Testing the limit to see, how much pain we can bear 耐えられる痛みの限界を試している寂しがり屋の集まりみたいだ Not too much and not too little 多すぎないように少なすぎないように So the world feels much more familiar そうしたら世界がもっと身近に感じられるんだろう And the only reason I could carry on is thanks to ここまでやってきたのはただただ My imaginary children 想像上のぼくの子どもたち Great-great-grandchildren 孫の子供の子供たちのおかげだ Singing in front of my 100th birthday cake ぼくの100個目の誕生日ケーキの前で歌いながら Saying they are glad 喜ばしいと Saying they are proud 誇りに思うと Of what i’ve accomplished in my time ぼくがこれまでに成し遂げたことに対してそう言ってくれた It’s all but a dream 夢の話だけど It’s all but a dream 夢の話だけど It’s all but a dream 夢の話だけど I did this to me, I did this to me, I did this to me, I did this to me ぼくがしたことだ ぼくがしたことだ ぼくがしたことだ ぼくがしたことだ There is no more mommy ママはいない There is no more daddy パパはいない I’ll take it head on 覚悟はできている Yeah I can I’ll take it head on うん、正面から受け止められる Cause I did this to me ぼくがしたことだから
I still love this song. But, honestly, although the art is great, it looks very cool. I still think that the original gave me a better feeling of regret and loneliness. The original was literally "What am I doing?". In this, you just feel an empty heaviness. Which also fits the lyrics,, but in a different way. Even so, I love both illustrations. I prefer the first one, but well... I like this art too. I love you, Mili. Keep giving us more of your great songs!
@dimasra235 жыл бұрын
yeah i can feel it
@altoclub5 жыл бұрын
Same, i also more like the old art... The meaning of the song feels more revealed
@pixeliz3d3785 жыл бұрын
At least the lyrics have not changed. But I am also a supporter of the old art.
@AuraCreed5 жыл бұрын
Is the old art still available somewhere? It was really nice
@altoclub5 жыл бұрын
It is... Try looking for it in Pinterest, they still had it
@yulog29865 жыл бұрын
as you know, this is re-released song. still, this is powerful enough to make me remember the regrets about what l have done and fear for my future. lots of
It was reuploaded a while ago with a cropped version of the art. Notifications were not sent out though so hardly any people know ( ˶ ❛ ꁞ ❛ ˶ )
@infinitetime-space663 жыл бұрын
This song hits too close to home as a turn 18, but only fruitlessly attempt to give myself back the childhood i wasnt allowed to have. soon im gonna be alone. i used to be "so mature for your age". what happened?
@hey_itsangel71083 жыл бұрын
Damn I kinda feel the same
@hey_itsangel71083 жыл бұрын
I mean during school I did get good grades and everything all I did was doing what I was told
@hey_itsangel71083 жыл бұрын
But after that I never really thought ablut what I wanted now I don't know what to do withy life, how can I make those who surround me proud? What do I want? Damn I don't even know myself
@infinitetime-space663 жыл бұрын
@@hey_itsangel7108 cant relate i had to drop school bc of my disabilities lol but yeah, when you live your life valued by letter grades, no one ever proud of you, just "as expected" you never learn to reward yourself. what does good look like? at the end of the day, did you do good? will you lose the interest and energy to do your hobbies? what can your motive be when your best is never good enough? at the end of the day, whats an A grade? when you live by the grade book you live by the school, and eventually the school will live without you. learning to live for yourself and learning who you are is stressful when youve been told your whole life who you are. i cant really relate entirely, i could never reach good grades, but the school system traumatizes all kids the same. i hope you learn what makes you truly happy for yourself. i hope you can find a time where youre content with yourself outside the lens of the views of others.
@コーン海苔巻き寿司5 жыл бұрын
Mili〜❤️🖤💕🧡💙💚🤍🤎💛💜
@でぐあんず5 жыл бұрын
1:34 ここからかっこよすぎる
@despondentmist55235 жыл бұрын
To all the people who say the meaning has changed: you’re totally right , I feel like it’s “grown up”. Like the original art gave me feelings of a child being the main figure, but with this release I feel like I’m hearing a war story...
@chrisheartman92634 жыл бұрын
NOTHING but the art changed. So, no. The vibe of the song didn't change.
@despondentmist55234 жыл бұрын
Eleonor Dazel Dynel Perhaps not to you, but for me the visuals of a song make a lot of difference to how I perceive it! Thank you for your input though :)
@ari53104 жыл бұрын
@Shiki * to be fair, perspective changes a *lot* about how someone interprets art. but also, the body language, setting, lighting, and facial expression all changed as well. the visuals change the meaning for some people, understandably. (but i get what you mean, dw!!)
@thalassaer41372 жыл бұрын
@Shiki * you 100% suck at art
@catrianheir Жыл бұрын
@shiki4652 well considering I've never seen the original and thought this guy was rising up out of the sea of body horror demons rather than the exact opposite a simple camera angle might make a difference.
Along with the artwork, Mili Songs are really leaving some Yoko Taro levels of tragic madness in it's wake.
@missseaweed24625 жыл бұрын
3 reasons why this video's relevant to me: - I was real sad a few days ago. Last Saturday, actually. - I'm eighteen today, if that counts for anything. - I love Mili hecc--
@dknighteli5 жыл бұрын
I love it but the first really had a better impact... Like you can see the how he was so exhausted already.
@sunflowerchild30515 жыл бұрын
Ahhh! This is beautiful! Great job! The sounds from the music itself, and the softness of her voice just makes me want to listen more. It's wonderful.
Well. This mv has been through a journey. The song is great. The new artwork is poppin. Still would’ve like to see the original, but controversy happens.
@trevorgames91939 ай бұрын
This is HEAT
@trevorgames91939 ай бұрын
PEAK
@TheBlaster175 жыл бұрын
When you have double birthday 🎂
@basa50545 жыл бұрын
foolish, they altered the natural order of things
@DoH7233 жыл бұрын
@Cas If your parents are divorced (And they both love or pretend to love you), then you would have one birthday at each of their houses. I.E, a double birthday.
@quartzarmadura4122 жыл бұрын
I really like the "I'll take it head on Yeah I'll take it head on," in the end there.
@エーミール-m2r3 жыл бұрын
エヴァみてーな地面 すき
@にぱ-c5x5 жыл бұрын
前のイラスト大好きだったから悲しいけどこのイラストもすごく良い.......!!
@ゆっぴ-b4k5 жыл бұрын
大好き、ありがとう。
@あまとう-b5x5 жыл бұрын
再アップありがとうございます!! こっちのイラストもかっこよくてとても好きです!
@fannynearfyi7893 жыл бұрын
I know this song has a deeper meaning, but I always sing it when I let my projects and homework until the last minute and I've to stay up all night doing them 😓
@raveaw3793 жыл бұрын
"I did this to me, I did this to me, I did this to me, I did this to me"?
@caseychoi16633 жыл бұрын
This song was made "For a story written by FUZI " according to the description. Does anyone know more about what story they are referring to?
as a grown up man, this somehow connect to me, or maybe us. Never be praised by family, even sometimes our beloved one.
@fuunijii29592 жыл бұрын
i mean, i did everthing i can..why didnt someone recognize me or simply saying "good job".
@fuunijii29592 жыл бұрын
everyone put a high hope at me, is that why everything turn out this way?
@anwardyurinaldi59802 жыл бұрын
@@fuunijii2959 hey man, good job, thank you for all your great work
@colorfulstring5 ай бұрын
It’s alright, there’s always next time. You did your best
@短足さん-s6k5 жыл бұрын
また聴けて嬉しいです! ありがとうございます☺️
@ceyranu5 жыл бұрын
although the older artwork was amazing, i love this one just as much! the background of this one especially intrigues me, especially with the larger mannequin heads in the background?? it just makes everything in the foreground feel much more unsettling and small
@Jepysauce5 жыл бұрын
It's back! I love it so much.
@タケミヤ-j2d5 жыл бұрын
新曲来たぁ! カッコいい
@akagawanaoya5 жыл бұрын
七色の歌声って、こういうことだったのか…… この歌を聞いて初めて理解しました。 ただ、ただ、美しい
@maisuta72825 жыл бұрын
this was NICE its like emotional plus epic and its was nice keep working like this. its lit me up
@katherina16435 жыл бұрын
Why didn't I realize before that the sword the boy is holding is the same sword from Victim??
@oykel40894 жыл бұрын
You can recognize it from that angle ?
@katherina16434 жыл бұрын
@@oykel4089 It isn't easy to notice. Took me quite some time to finally see the details.
@cellasvideos67095 жыл бұрын
1:20のSometimes I can't move at all~のメロディが大好き。 I like the melody and the lyrics starts at 1:20
日本人です。イラストも伴奏も歌声も歌詞も全部好きです。ずっと応援し続けます。 I'm Japanese. . I like all illustrations, accompaniment, singing voices and lyrics. I will continue to support you.
@flzerocs5 жыл бұрын
that image looks like the aftermath of a drakengard ending.
@Phase4TheProphet5 жыл бұрын
That's what I thought too. And the guy's outfit looks very YoRHa
@LillianAmanelilly5 жыл бұрын
Now I can’t unsee the queen-beast’s head in this.
@nadhifbhagawantahadiprayit9755 жыл бұрын
Damn watchers.
@alyssadanielle23365 жыл бұрын
It reminds me of Berserk
@bastionastray5 жыл бұрын
Glory to mankind
@okitasoujialter4 жыл бұрын
Definitely gonna send this one to all my friends so they can have a little existential fun on their special day
@stephenvillarante44085 жыл бұрын
Both of the art was
@ぬこ-c1f5 жыл бұрын
これは嬉しい😄 生きてて良かったー
@captaincopperhead80194 жыл бұрын
This is a great representation of the guilt involved with depression