GET TO KNOW ME | answering your questions on my background, mental health, work, social media & more

hello beautiful friends! welcome or welcome back to my channel!
most of you voted for a sit-down q&a in my community page poll so here you go. i asked for questions on my instagram stories and picked out the most common ones to answer.
please let me know in the comments if you have any questions :)

[@c0ffinbunni95]

Wake up babe! The soothing makeup lady posted!!!

[@theoliviasaurusrex]

HAHAH incredible 😂❤

[@amy_smith]

thanks for being so open about your mental health story, its so important to talk about these things

[@theoliviasaurusrex]

you’re very welcome lovely ❤ am going to try and be more open about it in my future videos too ☺️ xx

[@cheche2181]

You’re an absolute breath of fresh air. I’m also extremely introverted and get very snappy and unwell if I’m around people too much. I’m always amazed how people can spend all day socialising and then with people in the evening too. That’s why I love my dogs…you’re never alone when you have pets. Xxx

[@MsCrazymadness]

Olivia, I'm sorry to hear about your investigations for epilepsy, but the moment at 0.53 when you paused and said I think I've had a stroke - that could be an absence seizure. Please share the video with your neurologist. It's probably fine but best to check it out. I adore your personality and work on KZbin. Take care❤️

[@mammuchan8923]

That is so interesting to hear. I experience the same thing. Especially in the mornings, while dressing I will zone out for a few seconds then find I put a dress on but backwards

[@megancondon3355]

Psych Nurse and agreed. It definitely should be investigated and ruled out.

[@AdorkableArtist92]

I second showing that to her doctor!

[@MoreCoffeePlease.]

Agreed. Commenting to bump OP’s message.

[@swampytl]

i have such a similar mental health story, especially the ocd and horror movies being weirdly comforting (my favorite is martyrs 🥰). hearing you talk so openly about being in a psychiatric facility when it’s something i still am too embarrassed to talk about is so refreshing bc there’s still such a stigma around hospitals. loved this video, you are such a beautiful soul and i hope you never stop creating 💕

[@theoliviasaurusrex]

thank you so much for your lovely comment beautiful 🥹. i really appreciate your kind words! so sorry to hear that you struggle too but wishing you the absolute best ❤️. p.s. i love martyrs too!! xxx

[@rowingineden]

Horror films are incredible I think because if you struggle with your own darkness, they not only put it into (entertaining) perspective, but there’s comfort in having open and honest acknowledgment of life’s darker moments and challenges. It’s a relief compared to the fluffy-bunny romcom world where everything magically goes perfect-and there’s in turn SO MUCH PRESSURE put back on you, the viewer, wondering “well where’s my Mr. Darcy?” In their very imagining, most horror films are a cathartic and oddly stoic escape from reality…

[@rowingineden]

Ps. You rock Olivia! Even with all the anxiety and challenges you go through obviously you are brave and resilient…not unlike a few “Final Girls” out there. 😊 Love your work, keep it up!

[@alisonmercer5946]

Love martyrs

[@bec9255]

Bless you. I'm a 45 year old introvert and I'm just starting to accept that it's ok to be in your own company and enjoy it. I've started doing more things on my own but I'm yet to do solo travel- however, you may have inspired me to give it a try. ❤

[@tatjanakaiser5402]

As another very pale, blond, blue eyed person of the same age, I am very happy for your videos. They help a lot and I just enjoy them. Greetings from Switzerland

[@marialeg2367]

It's so great that after what you shared about your brain trying to convince you that you were not capable of speaking in public, you're now able to put yourself out there and share these videos and stories with us. You rock! Please don't let any negative comments put you down.

[@carolinebarranco3249]

I love the fact that your videos are unscripted, it makes them seem very natural and spontaneous ❤ never stop!

[@sharontisherman7619]

Thank you for being so open and honest. Im so glad that you were and are getting the help you need!❤

[@theoliviasaurusrex]

you’re very welcome lovely and thank you so much for your kind words! 🥰 xx

[@she5139]

Watching your shorts, I never would have guessed you were dealing with so much. I hope you get a clearer diagnosis and treatment that works for you 💗

[@YT-mm8cg]

so happy that you posted a long form video! as always you managed to calm me down after a problematic day❤

[@theoliviasaurusrex]

ah i’m so sorry to hear that your day was difficult lovely ❤ I’m so glad this managed to calm you down a bit and hope things get better for you very soon!! xx

[@YT-mm8cg]

thank you dear ❤ keep up the great work!

[@dianamiranda1138]

i almost teared up listening to your mental health story but i am so impressed you can speak about it with a smile. you're so strong and pretty. i kinda see myself in some points of your narrative, i also given up on social events. sometimes i feel bad about it, but the truth is when i am out, i just want to be home.

[@danyf.1442]

It was lovely getting to know you a bit and thank you for sharing your struggles. You didn't have to, but you being so generous in doing so will help a lot of people. Thank you ❤

[@flare-rf1rz]

you are so bloody brilliant, a real inspiration in a sea of shallow and vapid influencers. never stop being you ❤

[@sanchiyos]

I really appreciate you being so open about your mental health, I don't see that often with beauty creators. You also have great taste in games and literature. Thanks for posting this!

[@user-pw3ot1vv4d]

Thank you for being so open and honest. You are helping a lot of people

[@frenchie5292]

I love that you are being so honest about your mental health history. You help take the stigma out of it and make people feel less lonely. I went to a professional event by myself for the first time in April. It was in far from home so I had to go the day before and sleep at a hotel. I was anxious the entire evening and almost didn’t sleep. I didn’t think I would ever do it! I’m so proud of myself. I think we could have been friends in another life, we both avoid people and socialisation. You seem to have such a soothing presence so I binge watch you videos instead of being able to really talk to you😂. P.S. : I am French and I looove hearing you pronounce the names of the French products in your other videos 🥰.

[@pedrooliveira3486]

Thank you for sharing a bit of your mental health journey. Horror movies: I get you! I deal with anxiety for longer than 20 years. I elaborated about horror movies in therapy. I did not understand why I liked them because I don't like to get scared at all. However, because I know it is fiction and everybody is going to be fine and they are just acting, it is somehow reassuring to me. In my case, they are quite good training for me to understand and control my adrenalin levels. By the way, your voice is soooo beautiful and soothing. ❤

[@EricaHopper]

Thank you so much for posting and letting us get to know who you are! I know how difficult it can be to face your truth about mental health and I appreciate hearing your story. Thank you 🌸

[@ddieter603]

As long as you're comfortable sharing, Miss Olivia, we'll be here listening. I don't like being around people either, and I'm glad you talked openly about not being lonely. And I'm on a mental health journey too, one I started very young and continued through all my 63 years; it's a long story including three psychiatric hospitalizations, an enduring marriage to a similarly-situated man, a 26-year career in legal aid, Emotional Support Animals, homelessness, and misophonia. Maybe I'll make a video about it sometime. Wishing you well, dear.

[@vanessareagan3497]

I appreciate your openness regarding your mental health struggles. I wish more people would share. I too have generalized anxiety disorder and OCD as well as clinical depression, PTSD and ADD. I vividly remember the fear of public speaking and would do anything I could to avoid it. You’re doing great, I really enjoy your content and your voice is incredibly soothing.

[@celeste7987]

I'm also a 30-something who started experiencing severe social anxiety in early childhood, so I could relate to a lot of the things you said. Thanks for sharing your story, and for all the videos where you go on trips or errands, because it gives me hope and reminds me that my anxiety shouldn't keep me from experiencing everything nice in the world.

[@theylikestars]

thank you for sharing about your mental health

[@alcyoneorithiya1230]

Thank you for sharing your mental health journey with us. As a lot of people have already said, this is very important. I can definitely relate to many different parts of your story. I remember a few years back, a coworker of mine told me I am the most "calm" person he has ever met and other people agreed. But they didn't know I had anxiety that can make me dysfunctional at varied points of my life. That's how your videos (with your "soothing" voice, as many people refer to it, myself included) make me feel, but for you to share your story that in fact, there are times when the storms (so to speak) inside you rages that not many people around you can see/hear, makes me feel less alone. All they hear is your calm/soothing voice, and not the anxiety or depression lurking inside. And these mental health struggles can be very loud inside. I loved that you were so detailed and even took the time to share with us a photo (I know that can be difficult) + hearing it all so beautifully articulated (with your lovely voice) is the icing on the cake. (Okay this is the longest comment I'd ever made on YT, and definitely too much parentheses). Additional question to end on a high note, maybe for your next video: What are your favourite horror films? (Other than the classics, I love so many A24 films).

[@rebekahm1976]

Olivia - thank you so much for this. As someone who has lived with severe anxiety and bipolar disorder her entire life I can relate to your story. In the US it's a bit more difficult to get suitable help. After a suicide attempt in 2018 I ended up in a mental ward for 7 days and that was the longest I could stay with my insurance. I definitely needed a longer time, but it was helpful. I began watching you for your lovely voice overs, and quickly began enjoying all of your content. Please keep going! You have many fans, including this old lady from Indiana in the US.

[@Studychills]

I have been diagnosed with epilepsy since I was 13 and now I am 32 years old. Still to this date I do have seizures, but they are not as bad as they were before. Get everything done before it is too late. Otherwise it will take forever to heal. Your videos are so motivating and inspiring. I never took care of myself until I watched your videos. Keep it up. My prayers are always with you 🥰

[@AN-dr9rl]

Ahhhh!!! I never see many women talk about their love for RE so openly so this was amazing to hear!! Been gaming since I was 5, somehow got into COD and that delved into my current obsession of all action/horror games.

[@Haushinka867]

I love your content Olivia, you are a very honest and genuine person and I find so comforting to being able to relate with your story and point of view ❤ you feel like a safe space 🌟

[@jlongino51823]

I’m so proud of you. I understand how difficult mental health can affect you in every way imaginable and treatment is often so far out of reach for people. I’m so grateful that you exist on this app. ❤

[@LettyLetty67]

Thank you Olivia! It’s early morning here and I needed a dose of Olivia to start my day calmly😂 We love you! Sending hugs from Australia🌈

[@rebeccajose4456]

Thank you for your candid answers, being your authentic self and making this world a better place.

[@AngelaG-ly7xu]

You are beautiful inside and out! Keep shining your amazing light! 🌞

[@lindarenwick5079]

This was so informative and I just think brave of you to share. I'm tearing up just knowing you have struggled for so long and have been able to seek help when needed. There is someone who desperately needs to hear your story today. Thank you ❤

[@Inthemourninglibrary]

Thank you for being open. It takes alot of courage. I appreciate it alot.

[@Ghost-tt2qu]

just came here to thank you for being one of the few content creators outside of the asmr community that don't give me sensory overload all the time. your videos truly make me so happy and safe, and I just love how genuine you are in general. thank you for being so open about your mental health, and thank you for making these awesome videos. 🤍🤍

[@Rain-cs3wp]

thank you for talking about your mental health. for me it’s cathartic to both talk about it and to hear others talk about. i dealt with depression for years (and still do, but it’s better with therapy and antidepressants) and i was recently diagnosed with ADHD, but i’m super thankful i didn’t have to deal with anxiety. it sounds like a whole other beast, and i’m so happy you’re getting the help that you needed!

[@emu9520]

The honesty is so refreshing Olivia. I think you are amazing …❤

[@eipselligoe4236]

It’s always so special when you post. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. The Resident Evil 4 game playing fact caught me off guard but I love it 🤣 Dealing with anxiety and health concerns is never easy, I hope your journey only continues to get better. You’re amazing ✨❤️

[@Beauty-mad]

Thank you so much for opening up so much about your personal experiences and life in general. It can make people feel very vulnerable and they rarely do it for that reason to this extent. It’s lovely to get to know more about you in such depth. Thank you for the openness in this.

[@claredyj2015]

Aww lovely to hear a bit more about you Olivia! I was a big extrovert when I was younger but have become quite introverted now, and find your videos so soothing when I’m anxious. So glad I found your channel! ❤❤❤

[@ValhallaCupcake]

You're an absolute inspiration, I swear 😂. I went from 0 anxiety to complete meltdown in the space of a day (still no idea what went on there...) and have been battling GAD ever since. Hearing you speak candidly about your mental health was really refreshing (especially since we're at the same age!), as it's nice to hear someone dealing with it and still getting on okay. It makes me feel that I can deal with mine too. I really enjoy your content. Thanks for all you do! 💜

[@its.ang.b]

Thank you so much for sharing your mental health struggles. You give hope to many! Love your videos! ❤

[@alarakaya]

Thank you for your bravery in talking about what you have gone through so openly

[@3rdmariah]

I have a somewhat similar mental health experience and I am so grateful to people who are open and transparent about their mental health. I love watching your videos.

[@sayantimazumdar4920]

Yayyy you answered my question❤ So glad to get to know you 🥰🥰🥰

[@ellebannana]

Love the rich diversity of your interests. I relate to your mental health story; none of it's unfamiliar to me, from the anxiety and OCD extremes to the meltdowns at milestones in life (including loss of skills, shutdowns and catatonia, and inexplicable reactions to my overwhelm) and headaches from the cognitive overstimulation of speaking to people, although my experiences were recognised to be symptoms of autism. It's wonderfully brave of you to speak candidly on the subject of your health. Also, to be able to support yourself and live independently having gone through so much. I am still finding my footing after health struggles. I also find it impressive that you have a finance job after obtaining an English degree. I have degrees in the arts and social sciences and think it's great when people find something they enjoy whether in or outside of their specialisation.

[@julianna8275]

Thank you so much for sharing about yourself! It's comforting to hear similarities with you personality-wise. I often feel really down when I see how I'm not as extroverted and outgoing as other people around me. I've been told in the past how awkward and weird I am to feel anxious in certain social settings (like malls, food courts, etc.). It's nice to see someone else comfortable being by themselves and knowing their boundaries when it comes to social interaction. I hope I get to that point someday.

[@user-bp3ez2sj9y]

I had originally started watching you for the makeup content because your skin tone is similar to mine so it’s helpful for products and your voice is very soothing as many people tell you frequently. After seeing this, I realize that there are many personality traits that I share and your mental health story really resonates. I have OCD, anxiety, and would likely be considered a hypochondriac along with a couple of other similar experiences and interests. Thank you for being so candid about your mental health. It helps a lot when people try to erase the stigma.

[@trinestanderholen2589]

Thank you for another lovely video. Always look forward to them. You’re inspiring ✨🌱

[@rfmda]

I love your shorts and it was lovely knowing more about you. You're as beautiful inside as outside.

[@Jezzie]

Thanks for speaking so openly about your mental health. It helps normalize the conversation around the topic.

[@katiewersell5149]

I really appreciate your candidness regarding your mental health ❤ i hope you are well!

[@lauriel1826]

Thank you for sharing your mental health story - very brave of you. I identify with it and it's helpful to know I'm not the only one. ❤

[@murexalabaster]

I am an INFJ and totally relate to certain stressful social situations. Also you are totally fabulous and no one can take that away! Love your shorts

[@Paulamdz]

It's ironic that you say you're so anxious because I find your videos super calming, your presence (the little we see in the videos) seems very calm and peaceful 😅 I say this as a person who is also very anxious

[@mariaeduardav.s.4201]

So nice to hear more about you!! :D

[@teddie552]

Oh bless you, you've had a lot to go through. Very inspiring that despite your anxiety you are still thriving. Hope your drs find out what's causing the problems!

[@mariadaly4673]

Thanks souch for being so honest about your mental health struggles. As someone who took 42 years to finally get taken seriously by health professionals and fobbed off with anti depressants which made my mental health worse and after wondering why I just didn't belong anywhere socially or just fit in or feel normal ever I was finally referred to a psychiatrist who has changed my life beyond belief and the last few years have been the best of my life still go through hard times but I cope so well now with everything. I just finally feel normal 😊

[@worldlyprincess]

what a fantastic video! thank you so much for sharing about your mental health journey. i'm having a difficult time with my mental illness right now and hearing you speak about your episodes helped me feel a lot less alone.

[@ratatouisvuitton864]

Wow I really relate to a lot of the mental health issues you've mentioned, especially the possible seizures/neurological issues that can't be explained and it can just feel so isolating and alienating at times, so thank you so so much for removing the stigma, because I personally would feel so much and anger at myself for distressing others like my family and having no idea why. So it truly means a lot to hear from such a beautiful person about this issue! xx and yes, horror movies are therapy. 💖

[@ctms-fw5sr]

Truly wonderful content. You are remarkably beautiful on the outside and even moreso on the inside. Thank you for sharing your story. It seems as though you have worked through challenges with grace, self-reflection, resilience, and fortitude. You are an inspiration!

[@anag.0808]

Thanks for your videos! It's the first time I comment but I wanted you to know that I love to see you. Thank you for letting us know a bit more about you ❤

[@laurapetersfilm]

Thank you for answering my question! (the last one ;-)) - awesome video as always xx

[@HoneyBunny.270]

I love your videos so much!!!

[@littlebobas9656]

Thank you for sharing your story. I hope this doesn't sound weird but its reassuring to know that other people are able to beat these things so maybe i can. I am currently in a battle of my own, i have been locked in my bedroom for the last 3 years due to crippling anxiety. I was starting to feel a little better but then my mind went back to the same self deprication, same self hatred, same compulsive thoughts, same everything. I just want to wake up one day able to open my curtains but that day never comes. Thank you for these videos, videos like yours are my window to the world these days ❤

[@mommabowdle4813]

Wow. I started watching your shorts because I absolutely LOVED your voice. This is the first full video I have watched. I didn’t know about your anxiety. I have OCD. I have also battled anxiety attacks on and off for years. Recently, they have been especially bad. I just divorced after 28 years of marriage. I have 4 children and 6 grandchildren. Being a Nana is one of the greatest joys of my life. I have become quite introverted. I would imagine that, after the sponsor events, you’re probably exhausted. It is exhausting and stressful for me to be in large groups of people. Even a small group with people I don’t know stresses me out. I am so sorry that you have had this battle. I do hope they can help you find a diagnosis. I am also on 200mg of Zoloft. Thank you for sharing. You have a lovely, soothing voice. I will be believing for a breakthrough for you! ❤ Hope is one of the most powerful gifts. Success to you!!

[@mammuchan8923]

Wow thank you so much for posting this video and discussing your mental health. I am on a waiting list to get treatment at a psychiatric facility shortly and am very anxious about it. You have just made me feel it’s quite normal💜. I am already an anxious person but 3 Covid hospital stays and three and a half years of continuous long Covid, blood clots, and brain fog and lots of cognitive issues have ruined my physical and mental health. Take care 😇

[@lynnewright31]

You shouldn't judge a book by its cover. I would have never thought a lady as beautiful as yourself could have a problem with public speaking plus your voice is so pleasing to listen to. Sometimes someone as special as you are tend to get bullied and I was wondering if that ever happened to you. I'm so glad you're getting excellent health care. You are helping to destigmatize mental health, bravo to you. I've never understood why mental health verses health problems are viewed so differently, I just don't get it. I listen to you when I'm trying to get some sleep because I'm an insomniac. God bless you and yours. Lynne from Tx.

[@m.e.5]

Thank you for sharing more of yourself w us 🙏🏼💓

[@SophieShiori]

You're so beautiful inside and out 💓 we have a lot of similarities so it's always lovely to hear you talk xx

[@karychortmarta1782]

your voice is so soothing and pleasant! Loved the video as well✨

[@theoliviasaurusrex]

thank you lovely! so glad you liked it 🥰

[@amyhartwig6012]

Brilliant. Thank you for sharing your mental health story, I think I shared many similar anxieties as a child. Like you, I’ve build a life that limits my social exposure and reduces those stresses and challenges. Friends and acquaintances have told me I’ve gotten better at socializing 😉

[@NewRiverSelkie]

Thank you for your candor. Someone in my family who I love very much deals with similar mental health issues. I’m glad for you that you’ve found ways to cope and keep moving forward to understand your mind and its challenges. Peace to you.

[@MegaCloudygirl]

I’m very anxious, medication has changed my life. Thanks so much for being so open about your story. It’s really important for people to realise you can still be successful and deal with anxiety.

[@medenilam]

I really appreciate this video! You're my favorite vlogger, yes, but learning more about your mental health journey made me feel less alone as we have similar anxiety responses. (I am also on sertraline, hehe) Thank you for sharing your stories, insight, and beautiful personality with us :)

[@anastasiatompkins5936]

You make living a little bit easier. Thank you for being so open 🤗

[@roisink7917]

Really appreciate your honesty. X

[@ranasaleh6061]

So much love girl, and thank you for opening up.

[@BruBrussilla]

i relate so much to so many things,thanks for sharing so people feel less alone 💗

[@monasimpson9901]

You are amazing and a very strong person. I can relate to most of the things you've said, like social anxiety from a very young age, solo traveling and horror movies, among other things. I hope everything gets better from now on. You deserve all the best. Greetings from Spain❤

[@michailalein]

It is awesome that you can talk about your mental health like that❤

[@denisecarl5519]

What a lovely soul you are. 😊 I really enjoy your videos and send wishes for continued happiness, success and good health.

[@hdh7808]

Thank you for posting this! ❤

[@forrest_ation]

Fascinating! To me it makes a lot of sense that you’re a big reader and have had such unique life experiences specifically regarding mental health. I feel like it would be an obvious step to write a book about it :)

[@oren_soso]

I think it is beautiful the way you opened up thank you. 💖 your voice is super relaxing… ☺️

[@peti1940]

What a lovely human being you are - inside and outside. And you’re probably fond of Elisabeth Gaskell‘s works. Lots of love from 🇩🇪❣️

[@Notlinzzz]

I loooove your videos! thank you for sharing

[@emilyspitzer5917]

Wow. You’re truly amazing. ❤

[@karinaromay8388]

Wonderful video, thank for speaking out about mental health ❤❤

[@saraheeles]

Recent addition to your fan base and love all of your content. Your honesty about your mental health is inspiring, i hope to be able to do the same one day. I only recently clicked that my true crime addiction is linked to my anxiety and depression in the same way! Thank you thank you thank you.❤

[@briannahatcher9422]

And with that... I've found my new favorite channel ❤

[@michaelpacholczak1301]

U are so lovely 🥰 never stop posting

[@Raindropsontheglass]

Oh wow I loved your openness about your phobia of being the center of attention! I am extremely similar, I refuse to apply for jobs that are more "serious", out of fear that I will ever have to lead a meeting. Public speaking is one of my biggest fears, I make a ton of life choices around it. My anxiety is more situational, however.

[@SameShirtDifferentDay]

"Medical keto" could seriously help ya, sis. You're super cool and you deserve to feel good. ☀️🦋💕

[@psychotic.in.seattle]

You are a delight! I'm so glad I subscribed. It's nice to get to know you. I feel the same way about horror films - they somehow improved my mental health and I always believed it was for the same reasons you described. So nice to find someone who also thinks that way! Do you have any favorites? Mine are Hellraiser, May, The Loved Ones, and American Mary.

[@lindyc7847]

I missed posting a question on instagram but enjoyed watching all the answers anyway. Anxiety is very hard to live with for sure

[@celianebrasil6710]

love getting to know more about you!!!

[@robynsmith2709]

You have “Tim Burton” eyes. I love it. always wanted them.

[@sarahp7273]

Your MH history sounds very similar to mine, I was diagnosed ASD in December (aged 37, also through my finance job private medical cover) I thought I was just incredibly introverted, liked very specific things and craved time alone. ASD in women can display in completely different ways to men. I hope you don’t find this rude for me to mention it, but getting a diagnosis has brought me so much clarity. Just in case it hadn’t been considered and ruled out already.