Never knew going to college was a disfellowshiping event....my husband came home drunk as he slipped into doing drugs and alcohol and hit me ONCE. I didn't engage him in the moment but waited for the next day when he was sober, made and setved him his dinner sat down and held his hand and sweetly told him how scared I felt about the event the night before. He claimed he didn't remember hitting me so I smiled looked him in the eyes and told him its ok but I said, the next time you decide to do drugs and get that wasted to either sleep out or sleep in a different room because if he ever touched me like that again I will make sure he NEVER remember anything ever again. I also told him if he comes home and I felt unsafe I will have him escorted out the house by the police. I told him I would give him time to figure his shit out and expect respect and peace in my home. I NEVER went to the elders I was a pioneer and when the time was enough and things didn't change I left him. The end....I was in that religion long enough by that time to know my personal life would remain personal to me and my household. EFF THAT DUMB ASS RELIGION why do people subscribe to this nonsense period
@karliemuir23 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this story it brought me to tears, mine is very similar. The strong woman you are and the life you’ve built by standing up for yourself and your sons is extremely helpful and inspiring as I continue my journey and protect my own child💜 I wish you happiness peace and genuine love I wish I could hug you!
@dawnnmackey2 жыл бұрын
Omg my heart breaks for her. I got out with both my sons and they never went back. I can’t imagine the pain if they had gone back and then rejected me.
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
I am so happy to hear that you got out with your children! Thank you for listening to my story and taking the time to comment.
@karenferd12 жыл бұрын
I cried along with you Laura. It’s unfathomable your ex husband was not disfellowshipped. So glad you got away. Thank you for sharing your personal and painful experiences and thank you Vevian for your interviews!
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
So sweet of you to comment, Karen. It is unfathomable, isn't it? Thank you for crying with me. It warms my heart to know that there are people like you out there who can empathize and hold another person's story so close to their own heart. ❤️
@tonycutty5982 жыл бұрын
Wow. This lady deserves the very best and I'm so glad she feels she's found it. Life! Life! Yes!
@deniseraney71922 жыл бұрын
Omg thanks so much for sharing this! I have an incredible story as well- chock full of abuse and similar. It’s so good that people are speaking out!!! Keep it up!
@melodyedmondson10342 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing.
@notalktoni40962 жыл бұрын
Wow! Laura you are my hero for how you survived and stood up for yourself. I also know you will see your grandchildren and the gap between you and your youngest son will heal as well. Blessed be!
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
I will hold your confidence close to me, Toni. Thank you!
@K-Fred2 жыл бұрын
WOW!!! Thanks for sharing your story Laura. Thanks for having her on Vevian.
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
Thank your, Kevin for taking the time to listen and comment.
@VictoriaOz2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story Laura .. you are amazing and you are helping others by sharing your experience.. thank you Vevian for another amazing interview..
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
❤️
@TwilaB07212 жыл бұрын
Wow! I thought witnesses were nice! I was almost in tears right with you🥰
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
Lol, I thought so too, Veronica. I guess true light reveals the truth.
@GG-kv8vv2 жыл бұрын
Lump in throat... big hugs to you...I am so sorry for your pain, heartbreaking. Stoked for your happy changes in life, you so deserve it!
@GG-kv8vv2 жыл бұрын
I love how you have reinvented yourself and your life!!
@deniseraney71922 жыл бұрын
I cried with her and felt her strength and cheered her on at the end. What an amazing woman ❤
@ThatWomanJezebel11 ай бұрын
Amazing interview!!!! I loved it so much! Thank you for sharing love! Vivian, please let me know if you want my location in case a witness needs a safe place. I will give you my person info so you can interview me to see if I am a good match and location for someone in need.
@vevianvoz11 ай бұрын
Let’s set up an interview! Email me: vevian@bozmediano.com
@ThatWomanJezebel10 ай бұрын
@@vevianvoz my email wouldn’t go through.
@ThatWomanJezebel10 ай бұрын
@@vevianvoz I’ll pm you on instagram or TikTok. Whichever one I find you on first!
@evaarnold58382 жыл бұрын
Absolutely inspiring….I also had to flee from my 1st husband after he broke my jaw…and left to move to another state. We are so naive and not taught life skills, and what to look for to set you up for success. But…once you leave the JW, things get so much better ❤ I feel too, that your boys will come back to you, just leave the door open as you are, and the universe will take care of the rest. ❤
@toddhayes35062 жыл бұрын
Great Job
@haan35492 жыл бұрын
Such an incredible story such an amazingly incredible Story. Thank you both so much. Love to you both
@Glad-iv8wb Жыл бұрын
Just came across your video so much like the abuse I went through my x even sexually abused the children elders would not listen to me
@michelleiversen629310 ай бұрын
My heart breaks for you and your children from this injustice ❤
@squestel84042 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much for all the interviews. Very helpful.
@michelleiversen629310 ай бұрын
Your story makes me wish i was younger instead of 58 ! So inspired by your journey. Thank you for sharing ❤️
@catherinefelton40716 ай бұрын
Laura's story is so touching and upbuilding. When I was a JW I NEVER knew how terrible it was in the JW org. I am so happy to know that people are waking up and getting out. Keep thriving, loving, and growing, Laura. So beautiful.
@simon807 Жыл бұрын
What an amazing story. Laura you’re my hero. This is by far the best story I’ve heard. I particularly identify with your comment about god; if there is one, I want to meet with him because I have many questions for him. This reminds me of a comment made by Neal Degrass Tyson “if there is a god, he is either not all powerful or not all good”. You’re an amazing woman and there’s no doubt in my mind that your sons will see the truth one day. In the meantime, keep up the great work you do as a teacher. And give my regards to your husband for having the wisdom to see the value in you; he is a very lucky guy!!!
@suchenliao2710 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story.biggest hug sending your way
@michelleiversen629310 ай бұрын
Thank you for so honestly and seriously sharing yoir story ❤️ xxx You are an amazing woman with such strength, more than you know❤ Xxx
@davidreda12112 жыл бұрын
Sadly, you are not alone & yours is not the only story of how misguided the JW organization really is. I recently realized that they(JW's) will make excuses for any negative light that comes out from the elders, congregations, & the Organization. Sadly, most are in complete denial. Congratulations on truly waking up! I am extremely glad that you got away from your ex before things got really bad. Wishing you continued happiness in your new found life!
@denysereyes60292 жыл бұрын
It's heartbreaking how they tear families apart
@symone31132 жыл бұрын
You knew how to compartmentalize, that’s a really hard thing to have to endure.. SMDH!!
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
After listening to how angry I sound, I guess I am still compartmentalizing, lol. Thank you for taking the time to comment!
@Lovealwayswins12 жыл бұрын
Thank you hope healing and joy for you Laura so relatable…..
@rochelle_johnston27032 жыл бұрын
FFS Laura it is not your fault, you did what every mother should do in your situation when possible. I didn't hear this part until after my first rant, I'm so sorry your boys' are not in your life and I demand that the universe rectify this asap! I send so much love to you and hugs, Rochelle.
@simplysondra90962 жыл бұрын
OMG My heart ❤️ breaks for Laura I hope Her two Sons come back to their MOTHER and they WILL what I would Say to her boys U ONLY HAVE ONE MOTHER MUCH RESPECT TO HER AND I WISH HER ALL THE BEST 💙💙
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
I completely relate to every part of your story. I used relief from abuse and trauma using binaural beats. Use the headphones your wearing. This program pulls the trauma off your subconscious. I feel much better.
@labelle8110 Жыл бұрын
I wish this lady the very best! She will have her family back again 🌍💕
@Eternal_Life692 жыл бұрын
Glad she got out of an abusive marriage. What an ahole he is.
@lulubellers Жыл бұрын
Very well put, "everything was fake".
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
Please try the hz free on KZbin they really help. I am also into Grounding Therapy
@auntlalanyc Жыл бұрын
Very sorry you went thru this. Curious the elders were telling you to stay, yet abuse is a valid reason for seiwration in their eyes. I thought that was there view even in the 90s. How old are you?
@denysereyes60292 жыл бұрын
Those narcissists behave like that smfh
@michelleiversen629310 ай бұрын
Your grandchild will seek you out at the right time❤
@stefanusrheeder41622 жыл бұрын
we have not seen our daughter since 2019😭 not a dry eye here...........
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
I am so so sorry, Stefanus! Words cannot express the pain and heartbreak that comes from losing your child to an untouchable source like "God". I feel your pain and hope you will continue to hold out hope that you will be your daughter again when she sees the real truth. ❤️
@stefanusrheeder41622 жыл бұрын
@@lauraengel409 thanks Laura
@saquist3 ай бұрын
AMAZING STORY
@jeffpeff2 жыл бұрын
I remember Denise & Laura from the Tarzana congregation in the mid-70’s.
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
🤯Really? How old were you then?
@jeffpeff2 жыл бұрын
@@lauraengel409 I was 15, I think. Do you remember the Mason’s?
@lulubellers2 жыл бұрын
Me too, it took me a few minutes...she looks familiar... 🤔 she looks like her father. I don't mean that in a bad way ...
@lindafreeman69152 жыл бұрын
This was my life growing up
@symone31132 жыл бұрын
I loved “f you, him & the Borg”
@johnnyruins90252 жыл бұрын
Sad story with a happy ending be free break the JW cult chains.
@ericklluch6311 Жыл бұрын
This testimony, is a lifetyme spent in a CRIMINAL organization. God bless you sister, may your days of healing now be everyday for ever unto the end of your days. May God the highest get all your children and fam reunited with you. Blessed be you all together.
@jadedstar74422 жыл бұрын
OMG 😲 😱 😲 😱 😲 😱 😲
@denysereyes60292 жыл бұрын
Wow wow wow talk about history repeating itself
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
Overcome memories of abuse and trauma. Hz
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
I grew up in Daly City. My sister and niece were part of the Pacifica cong. You probably know her.
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
Who are your sister and niece?
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
@@lauraengel409 Adrienne and Alicia Jones
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
Adrienne does not speak to me because I don't believe in Jehovah even though I was never baptized.
@rochelle_johnston27032 жыл бұрын
Laura, Your legendary self just keeps you awesome! Please will you email me I so want to talk to you? I absolutely, positively adore you. Rochelle. P.S. Thank you Vevian I love these conversations.
@justinporter4582 жыл бұрын
So happy for your dissociation sister. I did leave Jehovah 100% I don't like bullies, Jehovah is bad association and I don't want him playing anywhere near my imagination. No wonder members of Jehovah,s fan club are so messed up, with a messed up God like Jehovah. I,m so sorry for the pain this evil cult has inflicted on you. ❤️ Justin Porter ex jw
@gennaropannelli7138 Жыл бұрын
Questo Dio Geova che la società Watchtower usa solo per manipolare le personi senza che Geova ne sa niente ,ne che lui ha dato alla Watchtower nessun permesso ,tutto si riduce a una manipolazione delle scritture e manipolazione delle personi e dei suoi regolamenti giuridici per intrappolare i suoi aderenti, non ce nessun amore ,la società Watchtower prede soldi e lasciti ereditari gioelli e proprieta lavoro gratis e tempo per portare dentro quanto piu personi con la predicazione e tutto studiato a tavolo su una speranza ,il regno che Dio portera ,ma nel frattempo lei e divenuta una multinazionale, da L'ITALIA SALUTI.
@justinporter458 Жыл бұрын
@@gennaropannelli7138 Thanks for your comment but I'm in Australia and I don't know anyone who speaks Spanish. Justin Porter ex jw ❤️
@billjones2612 жыл бұрын
The JWS religion is little about things that might be wrong in human social behavior and a lot that is simply not, even harmful and destructive.
@PrincessMargaretJoacquim11112 жыл бұрын
Did everyone commented watched👀 1:11:57 🧐
@denysereyes60292 жыл бұрын
🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿
@lavernethomasbey68222 жыл бұрын
Free on KZbin
@derekpeterson39992 жыл бұрын
Hello are you Denise Becker's sister? Lol
@lauraengel4092 жыл бұрын
Yes, I am. How do you know Denese?
@derekpeterson39992 жыл бұрын
@@lauraengel409 Her Utube channel.
@Sojournerwalking2 жыл бұрын
Satan the father of all lies comes to kill,steal and destroy. Why do ppl blame God for all of their problems ..we have the freedom of choice to follow Satan or the Truth. I pray you find Jesus and get to praying for your son to find the Truth.