GETTING WAAAY TOO HIGH ON LSD | Educational

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The “ineffable” is by definition extraordinarily challenging to explain or even demonstrate. At least - not in the sober mind. The following video goes deep… very, very deep. I hope you guys can learn something from my stupidity. Thank you.
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[@pogonick55]

Disclaimer - "This video does not show graphic drug use" *Bites a 30 strip of acid*

[@lazaruschandler3750]

😂😂

[@diggestbik3238]

😂

[@Meeeemawwww]

It was just blotter paper. You can buy it offline easy

[@Daniel-kk4oz]

TheMc1436 Yh it’s real acid tho he’s just saying that so he don’t get in shit with KZbin

[@BritishStronk00]

OprAdeN 6994 no it isn’t. It’s just blotter paper. You can literally buy blotter paper online. You think he’d really eat nearly a whole sheet of lsd when the video is literally about a recent challenging trip he had from 2 tabs? Come on 😂

[@hjojo1]

I cried a little bit when you talked about how you can go to yourself when you needed help. Sometimes we forget that we contribute to our own self comfort.

[@jordxnzworld2839]

How you doin now man?

[@thejudgefrom69]

You can always count on yourself 😇☮️

[@ege2289]

eye opening comment for me

[@carpathianken]

*As long as I have myself, I am not alone* .

[@isaacmarratt9611]

Sometimes it's hard to be there for yourself. When you can't, the Lord is always with you

[@dante6x]

He should do a series like hot ones but instead of hot chicken wings they take stronger tabs of acid as it goes on

[@Jkc77777]

Id like to see what this shows version of Shawn Evans looks like lmao

[@killsudep]

Your receptors pretty much close after the first 2 to 3 hours of initial dosing, you'd have to take like 3 times your original dose to even feel like you took one more hit

[@apollo1573]

@@killsudep yeah this would be more fitting with ketamine than lsd. You just keep doing lines until you k hole by the end

[@lionsmanexx]

Yessss haha

[@deterministicchaos3096]

That would be amazing

[@Asmrizzle]

Dude ego death is so beautiful , it’s crazy how Assid can help you expose your own toxic traits to yourself

[@spidercrip0927]

Assid

[@UnoMartinoo]

Assid

[@Asmrizzle]

Assid

[@hatefuldead0991]

Why tf are you spelling it like that

[@prot9899]

Assid

[@TehButter]

That intro is insane wtf

[@jamesberry3892]

@@NZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz your fucking cool

[@iBunn]

@@jamesberry3892 you’re*

[@RayGunnerGaming]

@@iBunn r/grammarnazi

[@kavaking]

@@RayGunnerGaming r/ihavereddit

[@Ezerestyuh]

@@RayGunnerGaming r/stfu

[@ThatguyDylanstes]

This channel is your personal diary and I'm privileged to have access to it.

[@kayefouxe6502]

RainbowDeathMetal .... as the liberals preach.... HE HAS HIS RIGHTS

[@aNOMaly_..]

Well said, rainbow.

[@draavtizs_7413]

Totally agree

[@thirdeyegospo373]

Also privileged

[@jakedillingham8710]

Any UK links please message me i cant get any atm jokes

[@leoryruth903]

Psychedelics are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress..saved my life.

[@RobertKiyosaki-bp4kl]

How can I contact him?

[@JordanRike]

HE'S MOSTLY ON INSTAGRAMS, USING THE USERNAME

[@JordanRike]

@Ted_Winston23

[@JordanRike]

Remember to refer him after working with him.

[@anitaknothy7572]

The trips I've been having have really helped me a lot, I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have a lot more empathy as well

[@Greg.Olson2299]

Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked. Psychedelic treatment was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.

[@JamesHinkle-lu9yy]

I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.

[@MorganSantillanes]

dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience

[@AndrewBausher7054]

Been through this conversation before. I can’t do anything without a proper medical professional following me.

[@SusanHoskins-df9kk]

YES, he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics

[@RobPendy]

It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.

[@d.j.casanova960]

Dude I’ve had a trip just like before, where I was convinced I was dying. I ended up having tea with the grim reaper. And he told me that it isn’t my time yet, unless I wanted it I be. The choice was mine, I asked him how do I know if I make the right choice. He told me I already had, and let out this deep bellowing cackle. It was the most surreal thing I’ve experienced.

[@daaniel69]

I’ve had the same experience, but my friend who’m I was tripping with all became my “Death Angels” or that’s what I thought they were; they were there to guide me to the after life but somehow I managed to convince them to bring me back to reality, and so they did( but in reality all I did was wait it out till I was out of this “Time loop” I was stuck in

[@ss4wy3rr]

JSJSGSJEUSVSNAKD WHAT

[@Vallinen92]

@@daaniel69 Lol, I tripped that my friends unwittingly carried out the will of.. like the devil or something. Like the devil spoke trough all of them at once, mocking me, mocking my trip-worry and tried to get me to sign some contract. I don't even believe in god / satan but that was spooky as fuck.

[@lynnjohnston970]

Me too

[@BakaBaki0]

@@daaniel69 Same happend to me

[@PyroDude.]

Im gonna miss this guy when he disconnects from KZbin.

[@lachlannagle7718]

😢

[@LovelyLegitimately]

Itll be the best thing for him though; which makes me happy ❤

[@rambotambo9907]

Wait did he say he was gonna disconnect from KZbin? Why do you say this?

[@WinkysWorldPsionicParallax]

@@rambotambo9907 He thinks he's gonna get nuts from drugs or some shit smh

[@rambotambo9907]

Mr Orange well yea 30 tabs does that to someone. I took one tab the other day thought I was gonna die! He just needs to chill out a little.

[@issaronaldo3835]

I once took 5 tabs of 160ug and the animated series I was watching stopped and started to talk to me

[@letsfindout1621]

Fucking same but it was Avengers

[@yeahyeah3415]

What did they say? 💀

[@letsfindout1621]

@@yeahyeah3415 I remember it being something about god but I was too shook to coherently remember what exactly they said and I had lots of questions about the nature of god at the time so that probably played into what I heard, I just remember the beginning scene where it’s Thor and someone else and they just straight up stop playing their roles, move freely, look straight at me and just start going off about something or another, I remember one of them teasing me for being left handed at one point…. Crazy shit dude

[@issaronaldo3835]

@@yeahyeah3415 they called my by my last name and then said "This is where the fun begins" lmao

[@yeahyeah3415]

@@issaronaldo3835 lmao

[@screamingminnow920]

i don’t see this as careless and messy dude. this is raw and real. this is real human content. this is not the death of your channel.

[@crasscastle6115]

This video is like a trip, you’re in it trying to figure all of this confusing shit out, and as you approach the end and come to these conclusions you wake up to your family coming back and to all this joy and love that still exists in your life. Full circle mthfka i love it. Keep up the vids im down to watch whatever you got for me.

[@Butcherscut]

What if you don't have a loving family?

[@user-kl9er1dh6f]

@@Butcherscut learn to love yourself :)

[@Videosakko]

​@@Psyched.Substance This was the best video you have made in some time now, perhaps the best video ever in my opinion. Videos just talking about life in general, are one of my favorites. I don't mind the long videos, matter of fact i love them. I have these same kind of thoughts weekly that you were talking about, where you think about your life, feelings and what you should maybe be doing instead. I really enjoyed you telling about your life, and feelings. I don't mind at all you talking about depressive stuff in the videos, because you somehow manage to keep the balance and calming voice. They really make me feel better. Before i started to watch this video i was anxious and having mild panic to creep in, but after watching the video i feel much better. Your videos very often have this effect on me. Little bit about myself. I am 22 years old male person. I have always been little insecure if you could call it that and from time to time shy. I started to have some depressive/depression times when i was 13 and it has been quite bad for 3-4 years now, Sometimes better sometimes worse and sometimes they go away almost completely for a time. I have almost weekly panic attacks and daily anxiety, and i think your videos help me with them. (The ones where you talk about life.) i've been watching your channel for 4 years now. Just wanted you to know i love you, and i think you are a great caring person.

[@TeufelHunden927]

Josh Marlow yesssir

[@crasscastle6115]

PsychedSubstance appreciate it man I’ve been watching you for years and I’ve been so much better off cause of it.

[@sethcolson2944]

“This video doesn’t contain drug consumption” Eats 9 tabs of LSD

[@sayl7604]

Fake

[@jamesberry3892]

@@sayl7604 its not

[@_levirice]

@@jamesberry3892 it is

[@jamesberry3892]

@@_levirice hmmmmm ok whatever

[@staticsyndrome2011]

it really probably isn't

[@xlilften3056]

Good mindset. I am a friend of a dentist who stopped drinking alcohol during the work week because he felt he was doing a disservice to his patients.

[@JordanSmith-be6ds]

dude every single thing you said resonated with me and I've never felt so heard, please commit to what makes you happy and we'll be here for the lovely story times

[@liamjean5261]

He learned that psychedelics aren't the answer, with psychedelics.

[@jadenmoreno8425]

Carter Blackburn music tho and lights i feel like

[@realdonaldjtrump5024]

HE NEEDS TO TRY THIS SUPPLEMENT CALLED EUPHORIA BY BLACKSTONE LABS!!!! LIKE SO HE CAN SEE IT REALLY WORKS ID LOVE TO SEE THIS STUFF GET MORE WELL KNOWN

[@abcdefzhij]

That's like a paradox.

[@ethanride3203]

@@realdonaldjtrump5024 tell me more about this euphoria

[@liamjean5261]

@@abcdefzhij kinda the point

[@melodyrichardson5051]

No need to feel sorry for us. It’s actually very refreshing to hear someone be so vulnerable and honest. It lets us know we’re not alone in our struggles.

[@thejudgefrom69]

Amen

[@rubenarce1053]

This is what I was feeling but couldn’t find no comment like this … thank you lol … also thank you Adam having someone be a continues help even till this day helps me understand and get through my new journeys with psychedelics … shrooms so far tho

[@peyuco1990]

I have been following your channel for the last 3 years and I always thought that your work has incredible value to the world. I saw two of your videos where you started walking through these kinds of situations that I found myself in too, and I appreciate all the information you share and the help you give people without knowing it. Thanks for that! Cheers from Argentina!

[@cannaisuer2091]

I love you man. You will talk about easy and hard topics. Most youtubers talk about hard topics while over reacting for veiws. I feel you talk about hard stuff to vent and actually cope. Amazing. Youre a good soul wether you think so or not.

[@xandizandi]

He is the Johnny Sins of drugs

[@mmilenkovic5359]

Alex Xander he might be johnny sins 🤷🏻‍♂️

[@BakedNConfused]

@@mmilenkovic5359 Sean Evans from HotOnes

[@djnoname3922]

in this video he's playing as an astronaut ;) lol

[@xandizandi]

@@BakedNConfused truuueee lmaoo

[@masonirons5750]

underrated

[@joelforman7543]

adam’s backgrounds are slowly getting more and more psychedelic

[@GracefulGlobe]

or maybe we just took too much? hard to tell heh.

[@MiamiConfusion]

Ian Roache nah bro you're cool, dw

[@BruceRodriguez]

@@Psyched.Substance Are Aliens good?

[@edward8019]

Chino Rodríguez fuck yeah

[@joelforman7543]

PsychedSubstance you deleted one of my comments

[@jasonharris1945]

To see you open your heart up and show us a behind the scenes takes a lot of gut, and strength and you should be proud of yourself for reaching out how you did. You deserve all the help you need at the time you need it, you spend your time helping others into the research of something that can change lives. Thank you for everything and thank you for reaching out, i know I’m severely late to this video, I’m new to psychedelics so I’m glad there is someone like you to teach new users how to be safe. Currently writing this in the ending of a acid trip. I’m going through some heavy mental obstacles I’ll just describe them as, but I feel like it’s a way for me to open my mind and be okay with how things have happened. And be okay with why they happened

[@mattmcneice7223]

By FAR the best content on Psyched is right here!

[@florescentspaceraider5646]

I'm my experience psychedelics won't ever "cure" you, they only show you the way. You have to get sober afterwards and put in the work🙏🏾🧘🏾‍♂️

[@anonymousblank5635]

Yeah I can tell he "learns" a lot from these trips and totally isnt just addicted to drugs. That's why he does drugs at every possible opportunity.

[@anonymousblank5635]

You know . . . To like . . . . Learn more about the universe and stuff? He can totally quit whenever

[@florescentspaceraider5646]

@@anonymousblank5635 I'm not saying he's addicted he's probably not, but to think it'll heal you like a magic potion is wrong. I've tried to heal myself with lsd too, it dosen't quite work like that

[@0scarWalsh]

@@anonymousblank5635 Your comment shows a lack of understanding of LSD and psychedelics in general. He might have substance problems (relating to his focus meds or whatever) but acid just isn't addictive. Also, check 28:45.

[@user-erased]

@@anonymousblank5635 your sarcasm is misplaced and based in a misunderstanding of the topic

[@dariusluknar4810]

When a kid tells you that you have three eyes, then you have three eyes.

[@vishalshukla4090]

Then I might have one.

[@gemini-media1117]

Ah I get you, and that’s true.

[@blznft9513]

We all have the third eye. Majority just don't have it activated

[@vishalshukla4090]

I would say then "Prying Opened My Third Eye".

[@joelphillips4468]

Kids see ghosts sometimes...

[@natekakakaway274]

I love that at the end of this video when you were showing your true skin... Not your persona but the true and vulnerable state that you're in. Feeling as though you're failing... Right then and there you had a beautiful little reminder who calls you Dad that you are in fact not a failure. ♥️ Thank you for being open like that. Dude... That shit is hard to do face to face with close friends at times let alone opening up like you just did to thousands of people. Hats off to you, my friend.

[@joshhickey8455]

Brother, this is not the death of your channel... at least I hope not. Love seeing this side of you. We can all relate to the highs and lows of life, and being honest about your dark/low side is very humbling. Being this forthcoming about one’s issues even to oneself can be an extremely difficult task, releasing it to the world takes next level cojones. Keep fighting the good fight Adam!

[@yngkev8638]

When’s the next “hot ones” episode?

[@spacejam9696]

YNG KEV 💀💀

[@haleyrenee4514]

Omg I just watched like 10 vids of that before this vid 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 im deadddd

[@basquait2704]

OOF

[@stevefrommars]

😭💀💀💀💀💀

[@ershad94]

hahaha

[@uncreativememe]

LSD makes you a certified philosopher.

[@ohhimatt9063]

Most philosophers were high.

[@Sakurei]

That's what philosophers do. Lmao. Look for new ways to see and think things.

[@xGalasko]

OH, Hi Matt most philosophers ARE high.

[@arnoldo8642]

@@xGalasko most high are philosophers

[@austinprunty6374]

Weed does it for me

[@generalwolfnewbies2966]

idk how to explain it but, the way you explain your thought process and the volume of your mic is so comforting, definitely saving this video for when im high.

[@alexjose8786]

i know i’m late but i love you bro you’re one of the reasons why im still here, living

[@dodoge6446]

Adam. I'm going to present you a universal and irrefutable truth about your content here. We all are here because of you. Your personality is the major factor we are watching your content and we are on this journey trough life entwined. I remember parts of your life, still we never met. I feel that you have sat along with us on the couch, ranting and entertaining. I remember parts and moods of my life trough listening your videos. Our lives are interwoven irreparably trough technology. We feel your lows, laugh along your highs and and feel connected to this one weird evolving alien called Adam. Your struggle is ours too. Discomfort and fear are universal, no matter the source. This is not the death of your channel because what more is death than a transform between states? The most honest personal content is the purest. At these times people are drawn to the real. And in the end; The sun always rises and we both see the same rays. It's our choice do we rise with it. With love. M

[@JbzLee]

Beautiful

[@vitriolveio]

Well put ❤️

[@doctor_owl]

Adam needs to read this for sure!

[@EnigmaSwiss]

just wow

[@tarekbahri2008]

This is exactly what you need to hear from us Adam. 100% . Don't stop making videos, the creative aspect they give you is a very important and life-fulfilling purpose to have in your life. I would say the opposite, make more videos than you used to. Focus and commit everything you have into it. Learn, read, educate yourself more on the technical sides. You can even change the subject, make a channel about beehives; who cares. Just be you. Be honest with yourself in every aspect of your life as much as possible. Life is too short to analyse yourself constantly until you realise its too late. one love

[@volfied992]

Adam: this is the end of the video His children: *HELLOOOO*

[@maldivirdragonwitch]

Synchronicity at its finest.

[@burninggiraffe9138]

RIP headphone users ... o_O

[@warlikelaughter6230]

nooo!!!

[@kaneeridleyy8792]

This has got to be my favorite video on KZbin. Thank you for taking us through this journey you went through

[@alexisbelzile]

Just want to mention that your authenticity is valuable to me, as I also find myself trying to jungle with difficult emotions, doubting the value of my psychedelic attempts, etc. Your being true is valuable.

[@John1175662]

Love the high quality content that is entirely for educational and harm reduction purposes and is completely suitable for the KZbin algorithm to promote. Keep up the good work.

[@urshocker]

Thats a solid like for the intro only lol

[@haskittles7990]

That's what I was thinking!

[@HELLOitsME393]

SAME! Clicked like right after the intro it was dope as hell

[@fritz45acp2]

Same

[@mroddydawg]

Saw this on my feed and thought it was a brand new video lol. Miss this guys page. Buds videos are so educational.

[@xdam8297]

I love this guy. I love this guy. Kept my head on straight thru multiple bad trips. Now I feel enlightened and informed thank you 🙏🏻 🥳

[@Colbenstein]

We’re all watching the guidelines thing right now

[@crowncrow133]

bless you all

[@JadeSlays]

Yep lol

[@cjchampion816]

True

[@whosviv3202]

I feel like this comment is going to absolutely BLOW up

[@catsbackwoods2900]

3000 people

[@Adi-yz6ok]

Have you ever thought about making podcasts on Spotify etc.? You could just talk and talk without worrying about entertaining. PS: Love your videos and your honesty

[@emantrix53]

This is a really good deep conversation on some crucial concepts. Thanks for taking the time to vocalize these things and share your insights. Really appreciate all your work man

[@FringeBerlin]

Loved that ending with your family in it ♥ Thank you for such an open and honest video.

[@marleythorn1141]

This video is perfect, got to remind everyone you’re a real person with real problems 🤷‍♂️

[@pillz4julie]

marley thorn what is reality?

[@jimmyapple1230]

I want raw Adam even if he doesn’t like it, he needs it

[@svnxster_3435]

ok Jimmy Apple hand over your electronics

[@AgustinLentino]

Jimmy Apple 420th like ok bye

[@leviathan3630]

someone say raw

[@pkgreens_9998]

It is funny how our brains recategorize things from a fun hobby to a mundane or even mentally taxing task especially when money is involved. Things relatively quickly go from a hobby to a job, and it’s insanely hard to maintain the happy hobby mindset after you’ve gotten to the point that you make a living off your hobby. The feeling of obligation can ruin anything fun sadly. You’re an amazing person for doing what you do, and I hope you can find the motivation to continue these videos long into the future.

[@spaceorc1397]

I enjoy and appreciate your content, no matter what you post. You're out here doing something no one else is. Like you said, you ARE a pioneer. Thank you, Adam.

[@Sausketo]

"What's it like to trip?" "Yes"

[@musicalmercy5204]

I just came across this video (new to LS/drugs and literally don't know anything about it) but this was funnier than it should have

[@Sausketo]

@@musicalmercy5204 yes and no

[@OliverPascoe]

What is yes?

[@Sausketo]

@@OliverPascoe it means that its not not happeningbit is very much happening no matter what it is, specific details dont exist properly in language, so "yes" is open ended, just like taking a trip, sure you might know the dose and what you are taking, but you cant fathom what you are actually going to experience, or how much until you are there, its like planning to sail across the ocean and you dont know what the weather will be like, better hope you brought enough food/water because if you dont have it you wont be able to enjoy it, you also better make sure you are comfortable with everyone on that boat because there is no getting off in the middle of the ocean

[@seb3629]

"being yourself isn't enough" that hit me. this is so deep i could write books about that..

[@Rastaa69]

that doesn’t make sense tho. like why can’t being yourself enough? you got everything u need

[@Bender_Is_Great1]

Do it then. Write a book

[@hostilewerewolf405]

@@Rastaa69 if you don’t understand it you aren’t thinking deep enough about it

[@mattvanderschyff4632]

@@hostilewerewolf405 sorry but this is bullshit, if she doesn't get it it's because she's not as inherently pessimistic as you are mate

[@Ivan-xg1zo]

@@mattvanderschyff4632 Depends on the viewpoint. "Be yourself" isn't enough on the one hand bc people use it as an excuse to be total jerks, for example, or being yourself isn't enough at the current moment, i.e. being lazy when the opportunity you want takes real work. Just a few examples. Sometimes psychedelics show you things that take work to implement too.

[@realnametba2]

I was not prepared for this video to go so deep, but I'm here for it!

[@GIORGIOguitaro]

Dude I clung to every minute of this video, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RELATABLE THIS WAS, also super fascinated by your mention of microdosing to regenerate your brain as someone who’s always struggled with ADHD and discovered methylphenidate in their 20s and feels very conflicted about their use and experiences with it

[@TheBinkles79]

Psychedelics aren't the answer , they are difficult questions you know the answer to.

[@Dirtbiker463]

They can show you the way but you have to do the rest

[@JakkeJakobsen]

So like Jeopardy?

[@qqxyz6550]

Wow.

[@gkozak430]

Profound

[@yievguineydyfort5963]

John Binkley Aaaannddd, my answer is yes!

[@WWXXL123]

i watched every minute of this video, and I usually dont watch any videos more than 5 minutes... just to tell you how much I loved this. Please keep doing your thing.

[@black.purple]

Wills World most KZbin vids are 10 minutes, how the hell do you live?

[@Sturla-Tyr]

Seems like you might have an attention problem. The best KZbin videos are usually longer than 30 minutes in my experience

[@quite_strangerous1022]

I personally love what you do and who you are, as well as the aspect of you regularly being forthcoming with your personal experience and trying to communicate your emotional standpoint while trying to also grow as a person, and we see you taking that journey and relate to you and feel for you personally when you struggle and laugh with you when you're in a good place mentally, it's a very personal experience, not just for entertainment's sake but for a sense of bonding with you in some way on your journey. I truly wish the best for you going forward and respect your vulnerability and honesty and penchant for self criticism while you do this. Keep being you my guy. You've got a beautiful soul and you brighten my day through each and every video and if it helps to know you're helping people like myself with a tendency to get lost in the struggle, then I hope you see this and understand you make us feel a certain bond in your relatabilty, keep being yourself! There are worse things to be. Be well man, you're a pioneer.

[@ara8737]

This is actually one of the best videos you've made. Thank you so much for the reminder that there is no good or bad. If you do something good, that doesn't make you a good person and if you start to think it does, then you're not doing things for the right reasons and you might start to feel better than others. Same goes for negative actions; doing something bad doesn't make you a bad person. It's all about understanding the balance.

[@jakesubotin3832]

Plot twist: the strip he ate was real

[@co20ca05]

@Gnostic-Esoteric 10:58 "THIS IS FAKE BLOTTER"

[@dylanporter6980]

@@co20ca05 he has to legally say that so it wont get taken down

[@dylanporter6980]

@@co20ca05 idk maybe ur right

[@joakovids]

That was sarcasm... of course he is not going to munch on some acid tabs, its a waste of drugs. He knows better than that.

[@nikolayzlatanov3447]

dylan porter p

[@hetvic]

Honestly, I thought you were on a downfall before watching this video. I'm glad you made this and could be this open and vulnerable. As a viewer, I feel recognised when you actually trust us enough to be this honest, which makes me feel that this whole channel isn't just about information on drugs, but a living example on how psychedelics may function in the progress of life itself. Your road are relatable and I think you actually are giving your channel more depth and authenticity when you are letting it evolve in this way; like a psychedelic flower constantly unfolding and growing. Love you Adam.

[@timtamcs9110]

The genuine joy at the end of this actually made me wanna cry, the mix of emotions I felt during this was almost sureal, it's been 3 years and im likely preaching to the void but I hope you have stabilised and it is amazing that you were wrong when you talked about the death of psyched substance as a channel

[@TamTam6163]

Adam. I love you. I have been watching you for years. We’re probably around the same age and I struggle with a lot too. I relate a lot to you. I hear the sadness and frustration in your voice. You’re unbelievable and I know you will get through the tough shit because you’re made of tough stuff. ❤️ thank you for everything you do. Much love to you and your family

[@kobold7763]

“Negative thoughts which lead to more negative thoughts”, I feel like I’m rewatching The Joker

[@EddyG0rdo]

BlueViking did you like it? Or no? Be honest!

[@spots3251]

@@EddyG0rdo it was sooo good!!!!! You should watch it, if you haven't already :)

[@kobold7763]

Eduardo Deleon Yes great movie, just slightly dark and depressing

[@raygengamer8440]

“All I have are negative thoughts”

[@realdonaldjtrump5024]

HE NEEDS TO TRY THIS SUPPLEMENT CALLED EUPHORIA BY BLACKSTONE LABS!!!! LIKE SO HE CAN SEE IT REALLY WORKS ID LOVE TO SEE THIS STUFF GET MORE WELL KNOWN

[@mellowjellow321]

This is very insightful. In so many ways I can relate. I trip and I’m almost sure I’ve been reborn and healed. The force of habit is strong. Eventually I see myself returning to old ways but these days I’m also watching this guy called Mooji who is helping me remember that I am not the one who is suffering. Thank you for those open, stream of consciousness talk.

[@falcorshule3960]

I love you adam, Ive rewatched this video a couple times and this time really blew my mind because I realize we are extremely similar and hearing your experiences has helped me so many times, you truly are fulfilling your purpose even if just for me and I feel for you as my own family.

[@themksmonkeychannel8409]

Mhmm

[@themegachase99]

The MKS monkey channel that’s gotttttta be fake 😂

[@themegachase99]

Update: watched some of the video and now I feel dumb 😂

[@scotchtapeworm3755]

@@themegachase99 He used to have a fake Pickup Artist Channel.

[@xshavox]

Ughh kids these days that need the desperate approval from others

[@apextopshotta8563]

was that real acid tho?

[@maxwedge3537]

As Capt. Kirk said, "I need my pain, my pain makes me who I am." To me, you aren't the psychedelics guy talking about being authentic, but the authentic guy talking psychedelics. I always learn something-and I'm old. Keep it up.

[@thegreenery2548]

I like your re-frame - thats how I see it too.

[@TheCopycat1234]

love this comment ❤️

[@robynthecrimsontiger2682]

This video resonated with me so deeply. Your authenticity here was so refreshing and inspiring.

[@joshdeakins1775]

Adam this is still a great video. You seem just open and honest. Getting hard to see anyone that isn't completely acting on camera. I appreciate your channel.

[@nayvenwilliams8863]

Did anyone hear “I like to eat turtles with lots of gravy and soy sauce in the very beginning? “

[@thatwerdowithaskateboard7632]

Nayven Williams mhmm

[@jakobrisley2602]

Haha yes I went to find a comment like this

[@jameswyatt6076]

Nope. You must be crazy.

[@jinsouwolf]

so plastic straws werent the ones to blame

[@CasonWomack300]

XXXSUPREME ?

[@dailydankdabs9215]

Legend has it they based the movie split off this man.

[@demonfrost5748]

DailyDankDabs you sir are a genius

[@imonlysheeping8968]

I loved this video. It really opened my eyes into how to validate every emotion and accept what I'm feeling. Just live in the now. Just really good insight for my life rn. (The part with his kids was real heartwarming as well. It's so interesting that his kids will be able to come back and watch his channel and see what their dad was feeling and thinking at this time.)

[@itumelengnkabinde]

I appreciate this channel, I appreciate your brutal honesty. You processing helps us understand what we are going through. One Love.

[@TomWatkinsTV]

Adam's ego just met me and made me a cup of tea

[@legitgaming4u204]

Lol

[@pillz4julie]

Ios5513 it’s just your perverse gay dreams, dude

[@rano7766]

Feeling like your dying without the dying part is always very enlightening. I use this to treat people better in my life. When death comes, all of the small arguments seems pointless and trivial. I should do more DMT.

[@quentinreyes8422]

Jon Ngo its humbling

[@thresh9128]

Smoke DMTs everyday.

[@notayoutuber3518]

*Excited Joe Rogan noises*

[@chrippehansson201]

hahaha jesus... "i should do more DMT". Like is that actually the only way for you to be a good/decent person? Sounds more like a drug addict who just wants to close their eyes for the real problems. Your problem can be solved by professionals and by looking into your values.

[@spritecan9286]

@@chrippehansson201 lmao people like you are hilarious go try sum lsd, acid or dmt before you judge

[@burgernugget5541]

even now this video is so raw, the pure emotion put into this is so inspiring and just makes me think about my life. and the ending is so heartwearming, the timing and just the feeling he must've had was probably so eye opening.

[@chutenboot]

this man has been through hell and back, even after 4 years watching this video makes me tear up and he still makes content. big ups man

[@Zyr420]

This is the best type of content, people don’t sit down and talk about real things like this enough, I felt everything you meant through this entire video and was actually able to relate a lot of what you said to my life, it has got me thinking in a new way about things I didn’t even realize, you are amazing Adam, thank you for all that you do, I wish you the best for wherever your life takes you, stay strong brother

[@AM-bs8ne]

Patrick.T you rarely see people who are honest about life now a days or just too scared to open up because of their ego getting in the way

[@GracefulGlobe]

"I like to eat turtles with lots of gravy and soy sauce."

[@FromMagic]

Ian Roache sick ears bro

[@GracefulGlobe]

@@FromMagic Hey thanks, bro! Grew them myself! It took many years to get them to this size.

[@GreenZapperZ]

@@GracefulGlobe h

[@davidpritt5080]

I was specifically looking for this comment. Bravo sir, bravo

[@GreenZapperZ]

@@JS-ox3ql Are you saying being homosexual is nasty? Sorry sir, but I'm gonna have to call the cyber police.

[@omnivale1803]

we as an audience are here to be entertained and learn, but the subscribers and true fans of your personality are here because we are interested in you as a person, im glad you can come out with your feelings, i hate fake youtubers and theyre all over the place, for me and im sure many others feel the same but just be natural and true to yourself and you will be supported by those who really care for your existence, one thing id recommend is having a BIG fancy upload like once every month and than smaller uploads just to keep the noobs around, u gotta be passionate. gud luck brother

[@ColdintheSheets]

Hey dude I’ve been watching your channel forever just stay positive because tbh these videos get me through the day

[@seantrotman6698]

We still take you seriously, man. We're all human, we all go through these rough patches and we should never be ashamed to express that. All that matters is that we keep moving on

[@neco4732]

The introduction made me cry. Very relatable to feel so hyper-critical and isolated. I hope you feel on top of the world asap Adam, you deserve it.

[@jalanmcrae]

Next time you cry my shoulder will be there for you 😉

[@tripcity752]

But Nicole lemme get them digits😂

[@neco4732]

@Nora zeneli hi nora no one asked you for your opinion xo

[@neco4732]

@Nora zeneli 🤡

[@hyperanthropos6716]

@@jalanmcrae oh Man, you are stupid

[@siesiehaycraft4699]

Ooh my god, the little kid yelling hello at the end is the definition of wholesome and adorable!

[@hugosnchz2542]

after 12 hours of non stop chaos i finally snapped out of the trip, thanks for riding along man God bless you

[@ProfessionalSwag69]

"I shouldn't have taken that next one" **takes fricking 16+ tabs more** holy sheit

[@Staayreal]

no way people thought he was eating real tabs lol.

[@gearsghoul4500]

@@Staayreal wait, they aren't real?

[@Dextronaut1]

"holy sheit" lol from big lez? 😆

[@tylerjohnson7950]

More like holy sheet amirite

[@gordanz92]

Literally big words on the screen saying they are fake

[@eduardojean1993]

I love you man. I haven't felt greatly lately either, and you make me feel like it's all gonna be okay. You're the bomb man. Keep up this great material

[@fluffhead9]

It will be okay soon lifes full of ups and downs. Just always remember there will always be light at the end of tge tunnel.

[@zacapoo]

Adam, at 3:50 my jaw hit the damn floor. I completely understand your thought process, but I promise you that we love genuine Adam. We know you're not perfect and that you have your issues, but that just makes you all the more relatable. Not to be creepy but I feel closer to you than I do a lot of youtubers. You're not scared to show us your scars and that means a lot. Thank you for making videos.

[@Darielballing27]

Thank u Adam for always uploading and being here for us 💯💯💪

[@xiomaraoregon4250]

honestly, bro, you're only human. we all have rough patches and even experience our own levels of depression. the fact you're able to admit your own wrong and explain yourself (which you don't have to) within your own comfortability is a amazing quality. you're doing your best and no doubt the persona you feel pressured into sometimes isn't worth it, you've got the right idea in being true to yourself.

[@GogoTheetomGames]

Did you just monologue your way through this without writing anything down ? damn you expression skills are incredible and you are good at speaking and explaining inexplicable emotions and experiences. thanks for good content :) Much love and support from France.

[@psychologicalsuccess3476]

I couldn’t write on acid and I always remember and explain.

[@inpsydout]

Thanks for sharing all this, Adam.. I relate in many ways, and it's so good to know that we're not the only ones with these struggles. It's perhaps a human thing, and it's awesome that we have caught up and trying to make ourselves better. The world has taught us "bad" things and we have to heal from them to express the real US.

[@peach.3333]

Your daughter´s painting is actually really good! You got a artist there!

[@PaigeMcKenzie1]

woah i didn’t know he had a daughter. he must be the best dad, wish i had one like him

[@ronnstah]

More like the worst! Drug obsessed dad whos high all the time? Are you fucking kidding me? His daughter should be taken away!

[@josiebiddle9886]

ronnstah aight buddy u sound like a bitch wth daddy issues

[@fuckagimmick]

ronnstah dumb comment

[@user-erased]

@@ronnstah i hate people like you

[@ronnstah]

@@fuckagimmick it's factual. What's dumb? This dude is a horrible father.

[@obsidianman50]

Did my first LSD trip yesterday and took two apparently high dose tabs and I was seeing shit 18 hours after first drop when I was trying to sleep. Just woke up and am digesting it all. Wow.

[@Aerochalklate]

Joseph Stephens do you feel great though?

[@jiggiri96]

Welcome.

[@liljmarian7327]

boiiii did u see too much man

[@obsidianman50]

Lil Jmarian It was faint patterns that I could make out still. Nothing like the peak but still felt like I could see patterns

[@obsidianman50]

Aerochalklate yes

[@jesusangeldiaz8118]

Idk why this was recommended to me, but man the whole video is a journey. (It’s a trip)

[@CatylisticRevo62]

Thank you for putting out this video. So many thoughts you expressed took the words right out of my mouth. Keep on keeping on!

[@sekanto1]

Adam: JUST FUCKING GETTING WASTED AND ALMOST DYING AND EXPERIENCING HEAVEN AT THE SAME TIME OMG IM SO HAPPY | Educational

[@Devasaurawhore]

I love you so much. I've been on a journey with myself and today, of all days, my ADHD ass allowed me to sit through a 40 minute video of just one guy talking. That guy was you. And literally everything you had to say was something I needed to hear. Thank you so much for your content. Don't stop doing this. Don't stop being you. You've helped me in more ways than I have words for. Thank you.

[@relax8600]

Im so sorry youve been going through a lot youre a very good and honest person to yourself ill being praying for you man

[@coltonward7577]

Needed all that! We all go threw it. Just being you shows the realness of everything happening. Love you bro keep on the journey even if it's not with substances.