"Gone" Deep Storytelling Rap Beat | Contrary Beats

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[@GTAIVinsanity]

When we first met suddenly I had a change of heart When we first met it felt like you saved me from the dark Now to forget cause your actions do not match your words Don't hit me up when your new man can't supply your urge "Like babe I'm sorry" I didn't mean to break a promise! I know I cheated please forgive me cause my past is haunting I was drinking don't remember much I think I'm pregnant Was at a party I was horny never mind forget it! Why you gotta lie like that? Why you go behind my back? (ooh) Gave you all I had and more Now you walking out that door (ooh) Gone you're so gone Gone you're so gone Why you gotta lie like that? Why you gotta lie like that? The other night when you told me that your phone had died I'll be home later don't you worry everything is fine But deep inside I can feel it something isn't right And then your friend texted told me you was with some guy Its all a lie! I trusted you, you ruined it And now you asking for my sympathy you foolish bitch I want the truth and regardless how hard it may be It simply took another source before you coming clean Whats his name?! Why you gonna go and beat him up?! Nah I'll congratulate him tell em wish em best of luck Man she's all yours, really hope you're happy with a slut Greg, that was rude! Why you talking all that hurtful stuff?! Cant let it be for a second did you think of me? When his hands all up on your body bout to make you scream Were done for good this is it you wanna be a hoe? Then you can suck a dick its bon voyage I gotta go Why you gotta lie like that? Why you go behind my back? (ooh) Gave you all I had and more Now you walking out that door (ooh) Gone you're so gone Gone you're so gone Why you gotta lie like that? Why you gotta lie like that? You always tell me one more time Another damn fight you don't ever seem to try no Guess I'm a sucker for love You may have fooled me more than once But enough is enough (ooh) I can't do this anymore I'm so sorry I can't do this anymore (oouuu oouu) Lie, lies more lies I'm not dealing with your shit Cause you don't deal with mine Why you gotta lie like that? Why you go behind my back? (ooh) Gave you all I had and more Now you walking out that door (ooh) Gone you're so gone Gone you're so gone Why you gotta lie like that? Why you gotta lie like that?

[@animeking9328]

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[@TimHouse]

this is by far the best beat I heard in quite some time

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I love Contrary Beats! You make the best beats on whole KZbin. I even made a thank you rap over one of your beats. You guys helped me a lot!

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Thank you so much. Bless!

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Contrary Beats Tbh guys, I have to thank you. Basically almost all of my raps arr based on your beats.

[@ContraryBeats]

I'm just one guy haha. Glad you like them

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[@lesvylevy4620]

Writing what seems to the best song I have ever written. This beat hit home. I feel it in my bones. The song is called " If I don't come back." Wish I could record it professionally. Anyway, great work bro you are very talented and I feel your soul and your passion in these beats you create. Please go HARDER!

[@dragonflangus]

This beat is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G like what?! Is super good. In my opinion sounds misterious :0

[@jamiereyes269]

Music like this takes you on a mental journey & creates a story that you envision in your mind! ❤

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Hits the strings of any normal persons heart right away!

[@lazyboyrecords3402]

how does this not have 1 million views yet?

[@ContraryBeats]

Maybe it will get there :3

[@smutsthedirt5710]

Tried to make a difference, but only made mistakes Trying to feel at home, but only feeling displaced Im not alone inside my mind, I think im going insane without you its all sleepless nights , disgracefull days Wish i go to heaven when i die, but only to see you I know u been watching me when i cry, i can feel you Its like your hand is whiping my tears away Its like you understand every mistake that i ever made When im high i can actually remember your voice I know it aint right but its not like you left me with a choice Chasing after you into my overdose you know the reason why But its still not right i know , why did you have to die Emotions turned to stone after you passed away So my heart is cold, i aint taking another chance okey Fuck a slow dance and fuck romances Cold hard cash , the only thing i hold hands with Wish it was all different , wish you was still here Wish i could trade place with you , wish i wasnt scared Of being without you all theese lonely years Cant wait to see that smile again and get rid all my fears See you on the other side , rest in peace

[@ariesynxgaming4189]

smuts the dirt real talk bro😥🙏🏽❤️

[@xiphosmaniac]

i couldnt rap this to the beat cuz i teared up. thanks for sharing

[@tm.695]

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[@lastlaugh3869]

rest in peace .. if i go, then man jus kno i gave the best of me... i ripped my heart out my chest cuz lately it never beat im at ya grave wishin god would jus let em speak but you dead and i know i got to let you be.. now all i think about is times you was next to me.. but i kno that you watchin over and u blessin me .. they murdered you and now im wonderin whats next for me ..

[@abdeljalilshimi441]

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[@curcifypovertyj.m.e.8655]

Omg, the violin 🎻 is such a nice touch.

[@trinohernandez9894]

this beat puts me in between two planets . hard to keep this dreams alive ..gone..waking up to a drip drop of rain hitting gotta live that fast life track always on the go hustler 24-&7

[@nupelbeats]

Amazing work Contrary!

[@ContraryBeats]

Thanks man, appreciate that!

[@Dreamcraeft]

In Honor of my late brother who died this January, I found your beat and it sparked in me something that I want to get out. I want to record this, but I'm not good at balancing voice recordings. It's the sound of the engine revving and the ground of the asphalt beggin The tick-tock of your hearts beat and the message that it's sending It's your eyes with all the fire as you push those dials higher you give in to the adrenaline catching friction on that tire Smoke screen silhouette chasing down those dreams, ya Leave the past in your dust Leave behind no regrets You lived life the way you ride forward in ambitious drive always a shift ahead of me no matter how hard I tried Now I'm looking for my poise as i'm searching for your voice lost in these memories that I thought had been destroyed Here i am reminiscing hoping you can hear me cause my soul is growing weak and my mind is weary They say drop a gear and disappear You disappeared and you left us here and it's so unclear in this atmosphere how to stay afloat in this house of tears So I'll rhyme these lines till it comes my time in hopes this track helps realign these thoughts and goals, my path in life and maybe just help me rest at night.

[@kyusssplawinski724]

Gone. Have you ever had a feeling that you just wanna be gone I've had that feeling for so god damn long It haunts me every day It haunts me every night And when I wake up I get a fright Yeah I've had that feeling to be gone I've been in my room for so long I was so alone My beds my throne And if I could of known Just 5 years ago That u left to Perth But I didn't now this whole earth And this universe Is gonna hear what u do worst Looking after me Is it a catastrophe I'm just me and here to be What u made but u had to flee But I know your code You are lazy But maybe maybe you will finally wake up Some nights I get no sleep cause of you I've done so much shit cause of you I don't wanna say it but I miss you I lost a good friend cause of you I hurt her Mentally not physically And I looked in the mirror and and said this couldn't be I used her as a distraction And now I've got to take action before I hurt some more But right now listen to my song. Yo your my dad But you left and now I'm mad Started a new life without me And I look and think of it as a comedy But it still hurts me That's why I smoke broccoli And that's possibly The worst thing for me You see I cannot be who I want to be But now I'm trying I'm trying to succeed And you are the only person I need I don't cut so I do not bleed But it feels like that's the feed Of this drive but I'm staying strong For my life And I'm gonna throw away that bong

[@Jurrivh]

Liking this bro!! Keep them going :)

[@ContraryBeats]

Thanks bro, always!

[@benjaminlopez1639]

I could hear "NF" kill this best right away he'll snap on it.

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agreed, have you heard NF Outro yet? its killer.

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[@ollycalvert]

ever felt that pain going through your mental, rap your bout to hear its gonna be suspenseful. keep the bars coming 2 bars each

[@emotfaculty9292]

1) I see myself with no patience, only thing growing is hatred 2) And i see people denying the truth, I guess they can't take it 3) And it's no secret that this world is falling under the pavement 4) And thats why im steady contemplating instead of making statements (Yeah) How's this?

[@qcwarrior1181]

No matter how much it hurts, I must grow Old limits pack your shit, you gotta go Liars, cheaters, deceivers my intuition perceives ya I let you go even if I have to bereave ya All pain transforms because true love swarms All around me a million blessings have formed Hell made me better, the storms I have weathered Use to be weighted down, now I'm light as a feather

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[@ContraryBeats]

Thank you :)

[@youtubeviewer8051]

0:18 The pain of stress and the weight of life Take a toll on my brain and I’m left behind Too drained to fight but I can’t find my path I write refrains at night just to get me past Not mentally stable I’m prolly depressed But I’ve waited too long with my thoughts I’ve oppressed Not proud of myself even when I’m at best I’m told to be better but give me a rest Writing this tired but fuelled by caffeine And a rush I can only describe as the feelings I keep holding onto and give them a meaning With each of my lyrics you hear inner demons I’m falling asleep but yet I’m still rapping Need something to show for myself that’s not crap and Can’t look at myself straight without either laughing Or crying depends on the day and what happens

[@lekkerlekker5760]

Awesome man. I love it. Probably gonna use it for my demo track 👌🏼

[@tnt-zj6qx]

Life As days go on its hard to keep plowing on Through the desesperation if needing something or someone to live for Ambition is my only refuge to grind to try to make something out myself If I had would have Gone into a life without meaning a world without God ill be in darkness so profound not a single candle can shine.

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seriously a dope beat with drake type feeling!

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[@ContraryBeats]

that's awesome, thank you :)

[@death8156]

Yo now that I'm gone/ all you have are the words to this song/ Hope you had your fun/ Cause I've had enough/ Of this life And at night I struggle to actually wanna write the right these songs Shut once upon a time I actually trusted people Now it's like I've lost it to this evil And I can't see light I can't rewrite the past but I sure as hell can see through you like glass I'm losing my mind At last I've learned to cope with no not really maybe just grasp the fact that you never cared cause you treated me like trash Wore the mask till the end really thought you was my fucking friend and this family is like an allergy that makes me feel alive then shuts me down inside till I've go to write another rhyme Fuck this shit man School is no better Wish you would see better What I go through My friends are honest and I'm okay with who I hang out with But this stress turns me to a mess and I've grown less and less happy and they don't know what's happening All I have is rapping And yet I feel Like I'm being held Captive I've lost myself I've lost my health I've lost any reason to care for myself I've denied the darkness that I once held so why the fuck do I still feel like I'm locked in the cell I built this guilt deosnt help but to keep me real That's just how I feel wanted the pain so I could continue writing the same past raps That fealt like my family man And this game turned into shit Wish the one thing I could do is forgive

[@juliewilson1096]

Love it

[@luckydevil5602]

Your not alone im walking the same road so I know how you feel I'm just letting you know because it helps sometimes so if you ever need a ear to listen just pm me and I'll give you my snap or something

[@pacoboyd4977]

This is millionaire music bruh, bless up 🙏

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{One Take - Freestyle:} 0:25 How to Freestyle Make Sure That The Beat’s Wild If Not You’ll Get Deny Your Spot At The East Side And if Your From The West Side Better Stay Wide Awake or Your Head Tie Your Toes In The Grey Sky My Flows Do Not Waste Time.. What Are You Thinking You’re Sinking While I’m a Boat If You’re Taking Me For a Joke You Must be Faking Your Assault Cause There’s no Way You’ll Get a Vote This Ain’t Norway Take off Your Coat This Is my Day Do Not Approach.. Look!.. My Stomach Never Had No Food in it Im on It Gotta Make Some Views With it Im Honest No Mistake unless You did it I Promise My Mixtape Got Some Clues in it On How I Just do This Shit Admit That You’re Foolish Bitch.. Im Stupid Rich From Knowledge No Money but I’m on it It’s Crazy All The Comments People Hating Avoiding That You Got Traumas.. If You Don’t Like My Music it’s Fine But I Don’t Fake Personas So Don’t be Wasting My Time Cause I’m Not Looking For Drama..

[@2ManyThieves0]

Thank you. I just put everything I felt into this.

[@2ManyThieves0]

(I rapped to it)

[@neishav2470]

U mean everything Lately you've been feeling nothing You clearly don't see That I wish it was still just you and me You don't really get it Whyd you have to leave me? Why'd you have to let me go? I can't believe you stoped this low Baby, I still love you Why can't u say the same? This isn't no game I'm literally going insane Just the thoughts Of life without you going on in my brain Feels like my heart been shot many battles I fought Like we should have ended up Together but were not You don't miss me? You really wanna set me free After everything I've done for u This is it?

[@-drak-8274]

Never let nobody tell you you're not capable each and every time you face your fear know that it's tamable This life so far taught me that pain is inescapable every time I faced an obstacle I felt so scared to fail but in order to get better you must fall and face the shame to rise again

[@bored4ce657]

Yo this story starts a few years ago, but when i was on the down low, when i still had a dad and shit was fine, but now im sitting here on a couch in a bind, struggling to get rent for a small house , i might end up on the streets like a mouse, life is starting to throw curve balls , and this is where the good mood falls , im living with a mom who loves a man who gave and took everything from us , i dont know what to do i feel in a rush , the person that i trusted is gone , 2 years cant really believe its been that long , i miss you dad , without you ive been sad, maybe if i was gone people would be better off, i dont even know what to say anymore , i just have to try to pick myself up off the floor , and maybe. Itll be better soon Its been so long since ive seen you, i no longer know what too do, This shits been tough to go through, only 15 and this shit feels like a dream, maybe ill fall off a high beam , maybe blow off some self esteem , Back with a verse 2 , only few know what ive been through, a good man turned bad with drugs , it leaves something heavy in my chest that bugs , me and my sister miss u, i wish you were still here so i cam experience some shit with you, havent even been a graduate yet, and already in a big amout of debt , kinda hard not to fret, i hope i see you soon, ive thought ive seen your face in the moon ,it bothers me that i will never see you again, i hope you see me becoming a artist, ive been trying my hardest, i hope your happy with me , i hope god sent you soul free, that is if there is a god , chaos has been my melody and death was your song , im leaving now imma take a hit of the bong

[@lightsout2385]

I’m sick of the lies, the pain in my eyes, the love we described has now been fuckin deprived, the site of the man in the mirror is clearer than ever. .. Keep it goin

[@II_JP_II]

In the comments they say, don't leave your writtens / But I'm Inspire by beats - Contrary doing it different / My life, I live it predicting these sentences / The senseless assumption of judgmental views / Leaves them confused when they think they know you / But the truth is your tool to enlighten those fools / You expose the holes that grows and flows through their minds / We're raised in these days with stereotypical lies disguised / A preconceived notion of what we supposed to be / But see through the eyes of the blind with the hope to speak / Just notice me, and grow to see the emotions that flow so deep / When We walk a different path on our own two feet / See We all face a struggle and suffer in life, it's like / We both in the dark but we brothers in light, despite / Some type of systematic fight for what's "right", I'm hyped / But right there stop em, I thought the problem was you! / You weren't judgmental it was me that's confused / I blamed you for the views and thought you profiled me / Now I see I was deceived by what I believed you to be / My vision so focused on my on my own view and stance / The twist is I didn't see past and didn't give you a chance / Yo I'm sorry for that, my old view is GONE it'll never be back / I never thought I'd apologize through a rap / And they say ignorance is bliss but they missed this fact / Ignorance is a state of mind with intelligence lacked / But who's at fault when someone really doesn't know? / And who's responsibility is it to show them the ropes? / I'm tired of blaming you for not teaching yourself / Who's the ignorant ass if I just refused to help? / Now I'm bruised as hell, I stand defeated and weak / An ego so hurt, I bruised my pride from beneath / But I see the errors of my ways and I'm dedicated to change / I challenge you to look within and ask yourself the same... / Is it you? What can we do? Let's enlighten the truth for us now / My judgement is gone, I'm honest, and proud, I'm out /.... Another sick beat Contrary! Had to play with it for a second. Thanks for the inspiration to write 👍

[@GrandMasterMex]

Jesus that was anazing

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Amazing*

[@II_JP_II]

[DFNT]GrandMaster Mex Thanks man!

[@II_JP_II]

Alex R. Thanks Alex, I love when a beat just speaks to you! Contrary killed it again, I'm happy to write to it!

[@onefokymusic1400]

You will be on my favorite unknown rapper list because you don't mumble shit and you speak truth, good luck in life, loved rapping this to the beat. Contrary you also did great, I love how (unlike Chuki beats) there isn't a, "Contrary beats" every minute, keep up the beats!

[@lost_poet_]

A mixture of love, pian, misery, hope, happiness, sadness, life, death, is what I get from this track..Another top beat. The only channel which creates beats I'm subbed to.And believe me, I've listened to hundreds of instrumental - just check my playlist. Speaking of playlists , I need to create a whole new playlist of Contrary Beats only

[@ContraryBeats]

Thank you, that honestly means more to me than you know

[@ThyHoneyNut]

lmfao. i did too

[@skarz1954]

This is the beat I've got bare bars for this

[@OGTwistedDobermanXCVI]

I've always been the type of person to try to fit in with the crowd, Carrying a sack of boulders on my back tryna make my father proud. Living life full of sin and pain, Where all is lost but none is gained, Tryna hold my head up high, Tears fallin' down my face as I look up to the sky, Wish I could taste the rainbow, To remind myself who I am and what I'm here for. After all, Everytime I try to make it through, Someone's always slamming the door. I want to fly, I want to get out, I wanna know what all this hell is about. Why did God give me this gift called life When everything just breaks me down? Been losing more sleep each night, Try to crawl up in my bed and my eyes shut tight. But the demons in my head keep me trapped in this rut, They torture me, Telling me I'm better off if i just gave up! "Shhhhhh... Don't talk like that, You gotta stay postive-" Bitch, if I could now, Don't you think I would? How do you build a house if you ain't got wood? Anxiety consimes all my will everyday, Depression keeps draining my soul away, I'm trying to hold onto something or someone, To keep enough sanity so I can stay... Can't let my mama down... She's the one who tries to save me when I drown.. So I'm busting my ass Tryna suffer through the flames As they slowly burn me to the ground. I just wanna shout! "GOD, PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!" But I know that only my real friends can see, The black in my eyes, So empty and sad, A little girl with braids who lost her dad, He was in a fight with the reaper And the reaper won, How could everything have gone so wrong? Ever since then we keep falling downhill And I can't help but think about killing myself... But for now, This is my cry for help, Please help me find myself in the thick of this hell. I'm holding my hand out Hopin someone will take it, And pull me up out of this shadowy pit.

[@odeetacos6991]

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[@octobersdaddy]

From the day I saw my self I thought Im brave I was in 3th grade I was living my life fair There was nothin like slave There was a nightmare I saw my name on the grave I saw myself sitting there It was so bad that I couldn't share Whenever I thought of this I scare. I swear that I overcome this Be a good kid infuture be in the good list I pounded my fists. Every day I get bleed There was no msg to read No Sign or a lead I have no greed But this happen to me Thiis was not my deed. But it still haunt Giving me a taunt That I'm waste Nobody loves you You are not lovable I think it's right Nightmare were warning me from that night If i saved my tear I will submerged in it through this year Family n Everybody looking to own here I'm lossing myself against fear.

[@Private336]

You woulda thought I had it perfect. Automatic sure shit. That kinda thing that makes you go outcha way to preserve it cause it's worth it till you search under the surface and you begin to unearth it. And then you get to see just what I work with. The self doubt, the pain. The meltdowns, the shame. My cell, bound in chains, where time tells no change. The days and nights blend. My faith in life dims. And I keep it all in cause they might think it sounds grim. But I'm not, gonna go and put no blade to my skin. I'ma suffer like the rest of y'all and pay for my sins.

[@II_JP_II]

dougtube36 smooth 👍 well done

[@denzelmaccormack3745]

hard

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[@jeremiahmuniz4573]

dougtube36 deep bro, God bless and God loves u man, hb this..... I don't know what u going through, Don't know what's the issue, But hold up what I do know , Is that my God made u, Yeah so don't give up, Just keep on fighting through, Yeah we've all messed up, But here's what u do, Just ask for forgiveness, Ur debts already paid, God'll take ur sins, And throw them all away, He paid with his life, Yeah with blood to, So lay ur sins by the cross, Let God make u new, Glory to God

[@onlione7086]

hail satan. may ur soul be devoured :)

[@Nxt_J0k3R]

Im only 15 and got bored so i found this awesome beat and started writing...........Shit like this is killing me, trapped in depression is wheeling me, take the wheel before I die from steering down the path of uncertainty, right or wrong man I dont know, I lost my mind, I lost my soul, how much madness can one guy hold, this whole life has taken its toll, its like I'm in water drowning slow, lungs are dull, not smoking but I'm breaking yo, this dark mind is digging deeper inside a grave colder than snow, I still dont even know how much farther I'll go, maybe next time I'll go, but not today I'm still swaying, still straying, picking parts, depicting hearts, broken minds we resent what's ours, playing games to try and fix our shit, but this is breaking minds faster than an eye witness rapping lyrics, still I keep writing to maybe put pride in my buisness Not done yet, still clowning around, whole world is bound, still breaking down, head up to the clouds, tryna get better but get dragged down, from shattered memories, putting them back together in a broken mind is misguiding, therefore I can't find the time to make them mine so I'll keep walking without a light, maybe a glimmer would help put me back in the fight, persistent to grab the tight life that I've made with hot hands of fire right, writing this to hopefully sleep at night, cold as blizzards they say could freeze a mind back in time from overthinking things, subtle riddles and puzzles see, these needles poking me, still building strategies, to maybe quit from overthinking things.

[@EksoticBeats]

Love quality bro! Keep going

[@kingerinoblyat1938]

Dope as always! 🔥

[@ContraryBeats]

Thank you!

[@DocFear]

Until the day I'm gone it's like I challenge myself To point out my own wrongs and try to balance myself All the damage I've dealt havin to stand by myself Advance to make a song for a chance that it sells Standing on tightropes trying to manage your health But inside you're losing hope to your cancerous cells Circumstances you're dealt you've handled it well And I couldn't even help you find an answer that helped And dammit I'm tired of trying to be the man on a wire trying to balance desires as I'm standing up higher Lookin down to see my past through panes of shattered glass Shame it couldn't last and the pain just should have passed Sustaining it with class now your facing radiation Constant taking medications such a fateful combination I'm still in contemplation over our last conversation Now we're still going through the changes like condensation When you called me from the doctors talking complications Waiting for the confirmation felt like a condemnation But granny said you'll be OK she saw it in your constellation Prayed for you at church at the center of the congregation Head held high you fight on ready for the confrontation No more contemplation useless conversations My voice is on the station with no more hesitation My desperation is to give you the will to fight I know you're strong enough to still to go and build a life A skillful writer blueprint to my life I build it right up A willful fighter and I will fulfill all of my ambitions Call it my own mission but truth is it was my omission My lapse in judgment that lead me to fall Set to take on the world I wasn't ready at all Atlas balancing the globe as it's etched in the wall Walking down this road and I never will stall Still appalled that I fell into that pit and failed I don't sit derailed so now I'm gonna tip the scales Had some trains of thought that were quickly bailed Now I'm praying there are blessings on the sick and frail I lost my pennies for your thoughts at the wishing well and even if you hate me I still wish you well I got 99 bitches but I don't kiss and tell Now find those thousand words that only pictures tell Uh huh And I can see it clearly you're livid as Hell But what you actually understand about living in Hell? Driven to tell the story about how I had ambition Yet I was reckless at the wheel with my bad decisions A pacifist non-silenced focused on his activism Catholic Christian's focused upon the cataclysm I was the combination with my vandalism and bad mannerisms I didn't act with vision Smokin cannibus I picked a theme and ran with it How did I manage it? Growin up not havin shit I just remember where I'm from and act like it I made a few mistakes but I didn't have a script Now it's all sketched in and I've mapped it out And I won't be Lost again so I ain't crashing now Found my way to Christ I got the passion now And I gotta play my part so I'ma act it out Let's go!

[@AD2H1]

Yo you are a lyric god

[@ToPAwDDeR1846]

True fucking fire bruh! 👌💥

[@lorenzteran5780]

Wack

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[@ProdByRestart]

Soo clean, love it!!

[@nostalgia6947]

Hey random person scrolling down through the comments, Have a nice day ❤

[@quochiennguyen5470]

Bình minh sáng nay thật tĩnh lặng Những người đã từng cạnh anh nay đã rời đi một cách im lặng. Đặt vào đây là dấu nặng Và anh cũng không tranh luận. Luân phiên để thêm trạnh lòng( em nhỉ) Cứ đi về những hướng ta thích. Những ngũ vị mềm mỏng(em muốn) Anh là người khô khan. Chẳng đem lại những gì tốt Và khi yêu anh cũng là kẻ mù quáng. Bạn bè nói a yêu em đến ( phát sốt) Và chỉ riêng em nói anh là người không tốt That right. Em nói đúng anh chẳng đem lại gì Khi em cần alo là anh cạnh em thay vào đó là chiếc ví Rồi em chẳng cần anh nữa em nói những câu triết lý

[@Virus-DoomBad777]

Im gone So long So lonley and Singing my song Chilling with a bong Hanging with the kong Yelling at my motha cuz im neva feeling wrong Switch into gear Drowning in beer Devil by my side eatin away my cheer Living in fear Lost my career Losing everything I love through the years Family dont love me People dont see me Wishing that the lord, would retrieve me Dont you see That im not free Never wanting the devil to be the key

[@JDLegal7]

Con is one of the best to ever do it

[@quanvuanh7384]

Chết tiệt, oh, em ơi anh lại đang thật rất buồn và mọi thứ xung quanh anh giờ đây đang xoay vòng cùng với những điều không tưởng Anh đã không còn hiểu dược cảm giác nắm tay ai đó và di giữa trời đông vì có lẽ là khi em ra đi em đã để lại cả nổi buồn chất đống Anh đã ôm từng cảm xúc, ôm hết tất cả những kỉ niệm về em Gói gém từng chút hi vọng, từng chút kỉ niệm, vì chắc nó đẹp tựa như là cầu vồng Anh không còn biết niềm vui là gì, tình yêu giờ là thứ bỏ đi Lặng ngồi một mình trong căn phòng, anh đang cố đốt để thêm được vài bi. Anh nhớ em nhiều lắm, anh vẫn mong một lần có thể được gặp em Và Anh cô đơn nhiều đêm, chắc là hình bóng đó không thể nào quên Cuz You stole my heart Stole my life Make me cry But I'm still love you Chắc là anh đang trong cơn say nên không tỉnh, nổi nhớ về em tu chot den bất thình lình Việc chia tay nhau chắc la nằm ngoài dự tính, anh đang cố gắng giữ mình thật là bình tĩnh Bên em vốn dĩ là điều rất tuyệt vời, đơn giản như là một cánh hoa Tình yêu ta trao cho em cũng như thế, êm đềm giống như là mùa hạ Anh đã từng nghĩ mình là người quan trọng khi mà trao đến em hết tất cả yêu thương Hạnh phúc ta xem là tất cả cớ sao bây giờ chỉ mình anh vấn vương Anh đã không còn rung động trước những cô gái ở cùng xung quanh, vì họ xét bạn trai của họ thì đều phải tốt ở mọi góc cạnh Anh đã chán ngán với câu nói ngôn tình, đơn giản là vì không còn tin Anh cũng không còn thấy là mình luôn ổn định, đơn giản là chẳng thể bình tĩnh Anh luôn gặp khó khăn trong việc phải định hình cái thứ mà người ta gọi nó là tình yêu Khi mà thấy kết cục mà ta đã xa nhau đơn giản là vì không còn hiểu Anh cũng không còn muốn phải yêu thêm một ai chắc tại là vì cái tên vẫn còn nhiều Trong tâm trí, anh càng không thể chấm dứt hết những nổi đau

[@danielinwards6396]

i look to the sky just hoping id catch your eye, your gone its sad but i could never cry , in my heart n mind i keep your spirit alive, and think of the plans missed when we had to say bye, i contemplate life now youre gone n realise life is a lie ....

[@maxrossiytsev5615]

Dude your beats slaaaappppp

[@PrototypeFilms1]

Gone, why couldn't you stay? That Isis will pay. Man, it's been 3 years, still haven't gotten a word. Been to your funeral. It's a real shame. *_hey dad, when you coming back?_* wrote that 3 years ago. Miss you very much, I know your in a better place. - your one and only son.

[@vanessalillian719]

I'm sorry for your loss man.. I lost my Dad too. last November, but it feels like yesterday

[@PrototypeFilms1]

@@vanessalillian719 I feel you man.

[@yxunglowkey3262]

"me calling the fire department" "Hello, this is the fire department, how can I help you?" "It's contrary...again" "Not again, another fire beat😑"

[@aprilvincent6596]

On god

[@YbqqArtistt]

Verse 1 - Intro Mmmmm Yeah 4x “ See I’m living in a place where everybody keeps hating. If I ever had a chance to be a somebody somebody’s at home Conson plating for a mistake that shii I ain’t gone take. Waking with a feeling of ache and pain so sore to live life and that’s what I hate, but ima make a change. Y’all gone be madder than you are now just wait be patient stay. Finding my self hidden in a safe there’s no key, but my heart can’t take this it can’t Always seem to choose the pills over anything people say, so hard to stay awake with all this shame. Verse 2 - You might think I’m crazy but I’m only saying what I’ve always been saying and ima keep saying it till people understand that I’m not a mistaken person I’m not what they think. Overdosing my thoughts just to think. When I finally get it through my head. I realize it’s my demons getting and messing up my head making me think I’m not worth it but I am. Tell me not, tell me you wasn’t mad when I made it to the top, tell me you ain’t gonna miss me when I take ur spot. That’s what I thought. Ima be a legend and that’s all. Show you what I’ve got you gonna wish you never met me I promise every time. Ima take I’m a show you I’m the best. Keep on hating cuz at the least my number one fan. Thanks so much man. See this the shii that’s makes me laugh cant believe I was ever scared to make a change. Took something so valuable and now I’m done with people who continue to be the same it’s a shame. But that won’t stop me you’ll see ima be the champion on national tv and you gone wish you were with me believe me. All I wanna say Is i ain’t perfect but I know for damn sure I will never let anyone take my place. If I ever get knocked down I’ll get back up that’s a promise I won’t break. Outro - mmmmm ooooo 4x

[@Valentinebeats]

Great instrumentation, dope beat!

[@ContraryBeats]

Thank you sir!

[@williamknabe5001]

@@ContraryBeats kzbin.info/www/bejne/qX3ZpIZrhaaabpY thoughts??

[@sunxflower3198]

All I did was sit there in the corner School to me was torcher My bullied kept on spitting hate I didn’t know that there was something called love Until, I noticed that yellow bright light And I was begging god please I wanna die. I wanted to cut my self deep down I just sat there, my pillow is soaking with all my tears I just kept on thinking about my horrible fears I just thought of doing the best option And that was trying to injure myself I didn’t care about myself I just wanted to die And see how the world would look like without me And that was when I wanted to say goodbye And start to fly Up up up to the sky I just wanted a best friend and that’s what I wanted It was just me that I was hunted I was always abused Torchered. Scared. Feared that people wouldn’t like me anymore I just wanted to trip and fall I wanted to die and that’s all My career was too small I couldn’t fit at all In my birthday, I wanted a merch But, my brothers wouldn’t mind to say that’s cool They just kept on saying you are such a fool And that’s why I’m lying here depressed You can’t see my secret hidden emotions Because, that’s why I always hide from you I always come to school with the no expression face But that’s why I was never happy I was alway’s sad I was always mad My brother, family, friends, community all hate me What would happen if I was gone Would u care if I said goodbye I’m gone?

[@wowgodzyt2050]

this beat is dope man love it I'm might use this beat for my gaming now

[@ContraryBeats]

Glad you like it!

[@thuylethi6886]

Em đã buông và bỏ anh lại một vùng ký ức xưa Với vòng tay hơn ngàn môi hôn và một chút nắng mưa Đôi khi anh trông em giống loài chim Vỗ cánh bay lên những ước mơ thần tiên Hãy cứ xa anh, anh giống như thằng điên Chiều chiều lại phóng ánh mắt nhìn xa Mây của trời, em vốn là của anh giờ phác giác của người ta rồi

[@rockwellspazz4853]

the day im gone carry on its been long im sure your missing me im here watching over you i love you i wanna let you know your blessed lil homie dont be worried about the stress life aint hard its not a test just do your best im sure your missing me its been long the day im gone carry on baby dont cry whats wrong i lived my time im still here in the digital sorry if im gone it couldnt be the physical just find your rythem make your way fuck wahts they say your a born star bound to go far live young i wont die fast its time to ride hard. Dont forget what i say; i love you since the day i found out about you birth.

[@harikrishnanmaniyeri1595]

Wow...this is amazing ....

[@ernestgreen254]

Smuts the dirt, Just Damn. Powerful words from the HEART & this Creative beat went perfectly Peace my dude THE INTROVERTED VISIONARY

[@vizthekid3470]

Shit is very cinematic could see this being used in a movie scene

[@ContraryBeats]

oo yeah I can picture that. Thanks bro!

[@oogaboogaa1837]

Every morning say hi to my mom, hi to my great dad, neither of them ever happenin to be lookin sad. I don't care what you think, don't care what you do, don't care where you live, don't care if I know you. All that matters is a stable family, and I have that. Eating breakfast, eating lunch, eating food, its important, special bonds with your family creates the enjoyment. But one day it all changed one day the enjoyment left and created pain, created sadness, created rain, created madness. All of us in the car, me in the backseat, both screaming at each other as I stare down at my feet. My dads tryin to defend himself, as my mom cries and thinks of her feats. 2 weeks later my dads moving out, my moms moving her things in, I don't feel like I want to fit in. Do you know how it feels, to be treated like an object? Have people argue over who gets you what days and the worriedness of telling your parents something as it could result in worsening their feelings and enjoyment? It doesn't feel good, and doesn't feel great, feels more like people screaming in your face. People say laughter is the best medicine, I say its the best nemesis, as it has 2 meanings. Days and days went by with me emotionless, feeling horrible since the reduction of the enjoyment. I don't feel safe here, I don't feel good, who's gonna teach me about morning wood!? He's not here for me, not now, not here to teach me how I should be. A childhood without both parents is a hard childhood, but its possible. So make due, don't drown in sorrow, drown in the happiness possible tomorrow. What you guys think? im a squeaker so i cant sing it myself rip.

[@johntomashunas187]

It's hard to remember your face but I'm full of memories from back in the days. It's been thirteen years that's crazy. Speak a page away in memory. Those times a always stay with me. You dying. I don't know what it did to me. I'd be lying if I said you didn't take a piece of me wit you. Hey dad. I guess I'm saying I still miss you. Didn't see that comming did you. My feet hit the ground running and since you left it's been all or nothing. Play my hand cuz you can't see me bluffing. Showin no emotions so nothing and no one would notice me choking the same tears that still be showing here. Take a minute cuz I'm trying to get my head clear. Lookin at the memories in my rear view.

[@musicaddiction9354]

Got these bottles in my hand I'm drowning out my pain cause I know without you I'll never be the same think about you every day an when I'm all alone got me reminiscing thinking how your truly gone

[@Kingsss92]

They can never say I never tried, They’ll never understand the tears I cried, They’ll never understand my pain from all the times they lied, If you my friend why you picking sides, If You my friend then why ain’t you stick by my side, To be honest I never thought you’d ride, I just never gas myself with hope, The type to talk shit while I’m down the slippery slope, The type to talk shit about me but ain’t doing good yourself, Why don’t you worry about your self, And stay the hell out of mine, You do that out of sight out of mind, Let me do me and grind,

[@mikhial911]

I fell in love with the sound and feel of this beat! Amazing! How do I get my recorded version of it sent unto you?

[@thereal_vinci3508]

the song i have written to this is 100% a hit and no one can top it

[@donnyd9450]

Good one 👍Contrary 💯

[@gtraider4526]

( hears talking ) ( whispers ) ( music plays ) 🎃

[@camillapleasant8268]

Fighting for my sleep, but I feel so weak, I’m just trying to be, so gone, brought me to my knees, it’s my victory, I’m surrendering, so gone.

[@paulchasa5038]

OMG, nice beat bro💯🔥🔥🔥

[@ryanpiersall7531]

Off the top You've been gone so long, yeah you've been gone so long, I cant stop singing this song Who will sing along? When I sing all my songs You were the only one Who ever put any faith into my dreams but now your gone and so it seems that my life is coming apart at the seams You've been gone so long, yeah you've been gone so long, I cant get you off my dome I wonder if you ever feel alone just like I do, Sitting at home wondering if you're gon come through, But then the tears fall when I realize the harsh truth, I lost my life the moment I lost you Yeah you've been gone so long, my heart is almost gone, yeah you've been gone so long, but I can't stop singing this song.

[@monaabankwa6741]

Still here for this epic beat.... she was a good girl caught up in a bad world...he muzzled her mouth and proceed to beatin...dey couldn't hear the screamin...left the door open now here come da demons...

[@Peoplegonemad99]

Bro Dope beat!!! I need more :) Good job!!!

[@BVK.]

I can rap 453 words with this beats😱😱😱

[@bravejonah]

2:34 sound better than the rest in my opinion, the quietness

[@Kingsss92]

I aint gonna lie I been lost, Do what I want but wasnt really thinkin of the cost, Or what I might lose, in life you get what you chose,

[@kickbacksstreet2020]

awhhh dude this is lit 🔥🔥

[@travisrudolph8985]

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[@katya_lysenko]

Great video, subbed!❤👌

[@mobphantom]

I can hear a lot of inspiration from "When I'm Gone" by Eminem Amazing stuff 🔥

[@cirstoforoainsworth8264]

🔥💪 Superb!

[@outtertouchproductions]

I'm finna go crazy on this 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@TheShallowBoy23]

are you for real? this is insane bruh

[@ContraryBeats]

Ayy, thank you!

[@urbz200]

This is what I got so far.. Got syrup and liqour just to numb the pain. So gone, my body's left my brain. feels like flying in outer space. Till reality smacks you on the face. Coping with life even if it has a sour taste.

[@optimisticprodigy6211]

I did a song to this just ask contrary beats he listened to it and he said its the best he's heard in a while in any of his beats.

[@christopheramaya2866]

0:26 My friend saw a tree. All we wanted was to be set free. He got a rope and chocked. Now I'm alone, I got no one to hold. For sho, I got no one to talk, no one to hold, now im here all alone. Wish I got a rope and slooped. 0:38 I had a friend and he great. Now i can doodle one with paint. I'm all alone at the day and never said "whatever you say" Cause he was my sun, he was my light, never told him he was bright. Always got straight A's and never once vaped. And now I wish I can go back a day. My friend saw a tree. All we wanted was to be set free. We got a rope, we tied it and there we were both not alone.

[@WereItSoEasy78]

Gone in my mind,the illest of times And I wonder to my self All this pain I’ve felt and how it should be dealt And I wonder why, I keep it on the sly Thinking to my self oh why

[@thaluck9]

I wrote a monster to this, love this beat!

[@senaidaleon3210]

Lost my son, this is a perfect beat📿

[@lildead1551]

Oh im sorry i wish you the best of luck

[@thomasmachumba2051]

Natembea kifua ah/ Maana ni nae yeye. Nimtukuzae daima/ Maarifa hunipa ye. Baba wa ma baba tena/ Mkuu wa wakuu ndiye. Mpaji wa vyote furaha/ Nayo amani venye.

[@loganparnell3630]

I'm feeling it bro! Keep it up💯🙏🏻 #stilldoingitdifferent2017

[@a.m.yproduction882]

Dulu kita berkawan, tapi sekarang berlawan, Kata kawan rapat, tak sangka kini pula lawan, Rosakkan perjanjian, aku engkau dan tuhan, Buat aku terfikir mana kau punya kejantanan, Sangkakan selamanya, bersama di dunia, Persahabatan kita, hanyalah sia-sia, Sukar ku lupakan, memorial kenangan, Pahit dan manis hidup bersama seorang kawan, Aku tak sangka kau buat bergini pada kami,(aku, banu, jill, kushai) Apa salah Banu padamu, tolong jelaskan pada kami, Susah dan senang kita tempuh bersama, Walau hujan atau panas, persahabatan tak terjejas,Ini puisi aku cipta untuk kau, memang khas, Kami bukan haiwan yg bernama biri-biri, Boleh makan, jual, buang kami didunia ini, Kami sangkakan kau kawan sejati, Tapi sekarang attitude kau buat kami sakit hati, Tapi membunuh diri, kau membuat kami mati, Mati di dalam hati, ia tidak berseri, Kerana tikam belakang, oleh engkau sendiri... ENGKAU DAH MUNGKIR JANJI, JANJI KAWAN SEJATI, HINGGA KE MATI... KAMI TERKEJUT, TAK SANGKA, KAU BOLEYH JADI BEGINI... Tiba-tiba satu kejadian telah berlaku, Membuat persahabatan kita retak melulu.. Aku hilang keyakinan, untuk terus berkawan, Sekarang aku sudah nampak, semua nak kau berlawan, Gara-gara lidah bercabang, kita pun putus kawan, Aku hanya berserah, berserah pada tuhan... -MASIH ADA MASA UNTUK KAU BERUBAH SIKAP-

[@carlosledesma5410]

llegue sin pedirlo y ya no me quiero marchar de pequeño recuerdo ver a mi padre trabajar para traer el pan y aun lo sigo viendo es algo fantastastico ver pasar el tiempo amigos se fueron mis abuelos tambien gane miedos que ahora guardo bajo la piel siempre tan distante de todos y tan callado y aun lo sigo siendo nada a cambiado despues creci creyendo que estaba roto cerrando los ojos todo era mucho mejor en mi habitacion con los audifonos puestos inventando cuentos que ahora son recuerdos, malas decisiones personas equivocadas me desvie de todo pero no tire la toalla, tengo las manos manchadas de sangre siempre afronte todo no soy un cobarde esclavo de todo lo insano me hice mucho daño para evitar los reclamos de la gente que dañe cuantos que me quieren y les di la espalda y pesar de todo siguen estando conmigo gracias sin ustedes no seria quien soy seguramente no escribiria esta cancion gente insensata me juzgo sin conocer mis pasos, aun sabiendo por lo que estaba pasando, sali del fango y converse conmigo tome un impulso repentino para salir del vacio

[@Ty-yy8cg]

Yo this still hits Everytime but wasn't there an original version if so how much and where