Goodbye, Dean. [15x18]

don't touch me-
I didn't realize how well this song truly fit until I was already halfway finished-
and I hate myself for doing this-
oh my god-
song: • Make You Feel My Love
("Make You Feel My Love", Cover by Adele)

[@valoriethunderson6305]

Michelle, i swear to god...

[@valoriethunderson6305]

@@candy5704 we don't say that name here

[@tombombadil1262]

@@valoriethunderson6305 I agree he should burn in hell

[@Salvatoro4ka]

I'm just so grateful that we're all in this together. It helps, you know 😃

[@jackiewalsh9652]

@@Salvatoro4ka 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@raybanned897]

MICHELLE I SWEAR TO CHUCK, “hello Dean” “goodbye Dean” WHYYYYYYYYY WHY DO YOU HURT ME THIS WAY

[@beequeen240]

YEAH WHY JUST WHY

[@alexkennedy9963]

I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT😭

[@emmettspeaks]

Castiel, who never got to feel actual happiness, forced himself to feel actual happiness in order to save his family. I'm not going to ever get over this. Cas died a hero and I'll love him forever.

[@kashmirigirl22]

:(

[@FATE522]

"Hello Dean." "Goodbye Dean."

[@AmazonThese]

He became happy. Because he finally said "I love you, Dean." I love you Castiel. So much... Thank you Michelle. Great job as always.

[@haticeokumus9543]

💔

[@Seryna]

I love you, Dean. Finally. Destiel is canon

[@mckenziehunt9074]

it honestly still hasn’t sunk in. i watched it with my siblings and everyone was crying except me. I’m scared for when the shock wears off

[@sophiainthebuilding]

Same here I'm still trying to process what happened...

[@cutiegracecute]

Oh I'm exactly the same and I'm usually a crier! I thought it was soooo weird that I'm feeling that way but I'm starting to think it's just an initial shock / denial 😔

[@rerorero6493]

12 years. 12 years lead to this very moment. I know it sounds like an overreaction but my hands were shaking and so was my breath. I don't....I just don't know what to feel

[@nourriadh6976]

I haven't left Tumblr since the episode aired I'm SPEECHLESS ASDFGHJKL

[@saniaqueen7343]

Same

[@blueapple7988]

I wish I had tumblr so I could go on with the rest of the fandom :(

[@gloriaguerrero9211]

Im right with you! I’ve already watched the episode 5 times , I’ve Also watched the same clips of’castiel’s last love speech to Dean, a thousand times!I will never be ok! I think that is true ofa lot of us😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@bobthesheepwolf8297]

lol same

[@martinadebendetto3950]

fucking same

[@nicolefurtado2076]

No, no, no please.... I will never be able to get over the ' hello Dean' and ' goodbye Dean' and the fact that he cried. The angel who isn't supposed to feel emotions cried. And now I'm crying too and damn it Michelle, did you really have to put the 'Castiel 2008- 2020'? That scene was just so heartbreaking and when you show parallels, it somehow makes it hurt more. You're an amazing editor!

[@who_am_ii]

That line hello dean,can anyone tell me which scene is that

[@kashmirigirl22]

@@who_am_ii when he first met him probably which was either season3 or 4 im not sure but it was called Lazarus rising I think

[@valeedits7024]

the music: *starts* me: okay, a little bit of piano... adele: when the rain... me: HOW DARE YOU

[@deathtrope]

I cried so much during that scene, so how the hell am I supposed to watch the finale? I can’t say goodbye to Sam and Dean

[@rismah8002]

It's the "You changed me Dean" that really hits me. The way his voice just cracks and tears flow down. This is an angel that has lost any angel in him he had left. He changed into a human. He's feeling the strongest human emotion a human can feel...Love. And he's trying to measure up to the same selflessness and bravery of his idol. To show him that this is what he has been this whole time, even if he can't see it through all the anger.

[@drezdendolla.9143]

And the tears just keep flowing..... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@kalapiziks7561]

My mind was ripped back to the time Dean tells him "Don't ever change." and then I just cried some more.

[@deathtrope]

R.I.P castiel (2008-2020)

[@khairuldaniel5930]

Me : *see this in recommendation* *Sigh* *grab tissue* Me : let's do this again

[@Saaqiaapki]

Same

[@isabella1768]

did anyone else notice that when Cas pushed Dean out of the way when the emptiness was coming he touched Deans arm/shoulder in the same place as when he raised Dean from hell and it left a bloody handprint on his jacket which is the exact same handprint as the scar that Dean had after he got out of hell

[@karos1251]

Castiel Forever ❤️😭 I’m so sad about everything that happened. They don’t deserve to lose everyone.

[@derekstark9062]

I’ll never forget Castiel.

[@kalapiziks7561]

It is, unfortunately, a remnant from the era in which this show began. It's not nearly as prevalent now, but in the 90s and 00s, there was a plethora of shows with an underlying theme of "No one is ever allowed to be happy." I just wish Supernatural would have evolved out of it. It did not.

[@FATE522]

Thank you for everything Castiel and reminding Dean who he really is.

[@tia6269]

I’ve never been more sad about losing a fictional character. I’ve genuinely never cried as much as I did today 😭😭

[@olleya7900]

I wandered around the Internet and caught fits of tears, so I decided to go to KZbin and cheer myself up. first video in recommendations: I don't think so It's amazing, I'm crying again

[@susannefischer4445]

Words are not enough. Therefore, we have art. And you are making art. You use your art to express how we are all feeling right now. MANY THANKS

[@samantharuazol7928]

😭😭😭 this is amazing but so sad. Goodbye cas, you’ve changed us for the better.

[@isbammoi3358]

Right? Just as knowing Dean has changed Cas, knowing Cas has changed me.

[@Caranora]

Just when I thought the ugly crying was over until next week, THIS shows up on my wall! So beautiful soooo well done, thank you for this masterpiece!

[@octaviacrisp9115]

Goodbye Cas 😭😭😭 My Favourite Angel Forever ❤❤ We Love You, You Changed Us

[@revamalik342]

As if i wasn't sad enough already 😭😭😭 That "hello dean"," Goodbye dean" In the end... Ugh my heart hurts I am not ready to say goodbye to cas,not now,not when he just confessed,not when he felt truly happy,not without knowing how much he's loved... I can't accept his death being permanent

[@Velldan]

now imagine this with "can't help falling in love with you"

[@nora-ro]

NOOOOO THIS SONG AND THE PARALLELS THAT YOU ALWAYS FIND??? too much 😭 too beautiful 💙

[@ArchitaKhanna]

I’m crying!!! This is so sad😭😭 My heart’s breaking 💔💔 #supernaturalforever #destiel I love you Dean, Sam, Cas and Jack!♥️♥️

[@sophie8373]

I didn't think I could cry anymore after last night's episode...Then I came across this video and here I am, sobbing again!! That "Hello Dean." "Goodbye Dean."....I DIDN'T NEED MY HEART ANYWAY!!!!! This has gotta be one of the best and saddest fan vids of them I've seen!! WAAAAAA!!

[@anapotter589]

I HAVEN'T WATCHED THIS YET BUT THE TITLE MADE ME SO ANGRY THAT I'M CRYING NOW

[@evelyn2038]

Castiel was my comfort character and he taught me so much and I cant believe hes really gone this time that hes not coming g back but he got what he wanted he was finally happy in those last moments he was finally happy because he told dean he loved him and if I could fix one thing and I would only fix one thing and it would be to have Dean say it back because Cas needed to hear it and I bet Dean's gonna beat himself up for not saying it back "why does it sound like a goodbye" " because it is" that broke me 😭

[@ellynbarclay3121]

Haven't even started and I know this is going to kill me but thanks anyway!❤️😂

[@katleach8873]

Well..... im sobbing. 😭❤

[@user-jt7vy6pr8x]

THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO SO FAST

[@VioletEmerald]

This is really emotional even for someone not watching the show and just following the general fandom from afar and some of the premise i get and all because i have seen a few episodes but still... Wow what a great fanvideo!!

[@DeanandJoLover22]

I’m still an emotional wreck from 15x18 and now I’m more emotional wreck from this video. Your videos would always touch me and make me emotional. Amazingly beautiful touching video. :(

[@ShawtyDawgMel]

This hurt... this hurt bad. I don’t know how we are going to recover from this. How are we expected to survive 2 more episodes... 😭

[@noemychibi]

Not out in France yet but.. the title of this AMV and the pic.. I can't wait TvT Am I already crying ? Yes Will I also cry watching the episode ? Yes

[@UndertakerMistress]

Damn it, I bawled last night during the episode & now you're making me bawl all over again.

[@dancingspider915]

And I 'm crying again...😭 This show really breaks my heart. Thank you for this beautiful sad video. And thank you Castiel,that you become a light for me when I and my heart was in a very dark place. Sorry for my bad English,I'm from Germany.

[@irenepepe97]

Thank you, really, thank you. I mean, I'm crying all my tears and I kinda hate you a little bit for this beautiful yet devastating video, but I really needed this. I needed to say goodbye to Cas, to see over and over again everything that made him special to us in all these years, to see once again every hug, every smile and how much he loved everyone around him: Sam, Jack, especially Dean. Castiel forever, even if I still can't believe that it's over

[@youtubeaddicted3209]

The talent u have!! 💕. U have taken editing to another level. No one does justice to these edits more than u. 😍. Castiel will be forever in our hearts 💕

[@sarahisabql]

MICHELLE PLEASE STOP. I mean no pls never stop doing these but UGH MY FEELINGS I still can't believe this is... real. I feel like I just snorted a lot of cocaine and it's just a vivid dream. Thanks for making me cry again!! Hah.

[@ashfire588]

THE TEARS. I can't even decide to be angry or sad. Your edit was beautiful but he actual moment..... It feels like we were given so much just to rip it away.

[@egonkula]

my god the tears are still flowing the "I'll go with you" omg

[@vanessarodriguez9079]

Your parallels and ahh just everything was so fantastic!! God I loved Castiel’s speech and how Dean’s doubts of who he was went full circle. The one person god couldn’t control just woke up the human he has been controlling and said, “Hey, you are good, and everything you’ve ever done came from love, not just some greater evil.” and I think that’s beautiful. I know it’s about cas but seeing this happen for dean was so needed. ❤️

[@MetroGirlzStation]

This is art. it's not even fair anymore. How are you this talented?!

[@justcallmemichelle]

😭💙

[@lilyrose5134]

He was part of my life for 12 years but I'll miss him forever more.

[@chrissy5480]

My heart is just broken... The "I love You" just killed me... I can't... And your video just made it so much harder, but i'm so glad you made it. We need this! THANK YOU!!!

[@ryanda65]

I just watched this ep and i rewatched it again, and again, for like idk how many times rn to just cry and i found this video and i think my tears just cant stop... m-my heart.. :(

[@coquetfilms]

I knew you would make this video. And I knew I wouldn't help myself crying 😭. Because your edits are up to Mark ❣️ Edit: Now excuse me while I go cry in a corner.

[@emilyjoplin5367]

i sat here in my chair and watched this. there was no tears, no change in facial expressions, just pain... and i think i'm dying. the thing i find funny is that i could never decide how to ship Destiel. Romantically or as friends i could never decide and whats worse is i still can't

[@onlythebrave8196]

here after just watching the final episode and genuinely can't and now this EDIT?!! i thought i already cried enough but it's never enough i guess.

[@jennifer726]

I'll miss him so much 😭 goodbye Castiel, you were the best of us and you deserved the world ♥️

[@ye8626]

the only show that made me happy, sad, angry and brave. I can't just say goodbye forever

[@Hannah-zs6up]

my breakdown has lasted over 14 hours this has rocked by soul honestly. and putting all this to adele!!!!! PAIN

[@merendadale2578]

I’m in tears...again...absolutely beautiful. ❤️

[@Moondance-gg3ue]

THAT ENDING!!!!!!!!!

[@margheritabardi6995]

That scene is so hard to digest, hands down the hardest scene to see and digest. But you, Michelle, have manage to make it easier. Your edits always helped me go through the hardest scenes and now... It's still working. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for helping us all to go through this... ♥️

[@fotocraphy7372]

thanks for drawing the conclusion between his first and his last appearance. gotta love the little things!

[@doriansumwalt144]

im truly speechless. i haven't cried this hard since Tony stark died..

[@josafadasilvadts3445]

"Castiel, 2008, 2020". It broke me 😭😭😭😀

[@evolve3421]

Im crying my eyes out ❤❤ R.I.P Cass ❤❤😭😭

[@uniquedramaedits]

Michelle I swear, every edit you make of this series is a MASTERPIECE!

[@justcallmemichelle]

💙💙💙

[@esteradogaru]

It's okay I've already been crying for an hour over the episode , I can keep crying

[@bethanynuttall1633]

IT'S BEEN SIX WHOLE MONTHS AND I KEEP COMING BACK TO THIS AND *SOB*

[@natashawinchester4913]

This edit is so beautiful and all the parallels are making me cry🥺

[@myheroacademiaiscool9790]

WHY DID YOU DO THIS! It's so perfectly made, but now I'm sobbing...

[@rosimortu3497]

Thank you Michelle for doing this. Of course I just cried another time, but it's totally worth it. This is beautyful and I know I won't ever be able to be okay after this scene. But thank you, it's truly beautiful

[@jaynefearn9505]

So sad but beautifully done. Family love is so important and that's what Cas found 💙💙

[@brad4479]

This is the first edit of this episode that I watched and now I have watched them all I have to say this is the best one I have seen

[@iamshavacado2103]

R.I.P Cass you were a huge part of our lives you will go on forever in our hearts 💔

[@angtorres231]

the way I literally sobbed my way watching this 🥺😭

[@HeidiBird]

Thanks for breaking down the final monologue like this. It really helped me process.

[@susannefischer4445]

Michelle, your work... I can't find the words. I am from Germany and had not have the chance to see the last season. THANK YOU

[@kasyjames6475]

Don’t mind me just had to come back here when the family was still alive so I can properly cry my heart out one last time😭

[@addiegrace2186]

just the ending shots of the first cas body shot and the last cas bonds shot, it got me man

[@mariamaya8860]

It made me cry after 10 secondes, so so touching. A beautiful edit..really, thank you

[@noiresky4354]

But, man. The parallels! This is gorgeous!!

[@v4dc4r85]

you’re videos are always emotional but this one...wow it’s so well put together even if im watching it through the blur from my tears

[@92.97.]

THIS BROKE MY HEART I LOVE THE SONG AND THEM AND YOUR EDITING

[@Averageinternetperson23]

No he finally Confessed his love to Dean I’m crying

[@emilyelbaum3151]

With each episode and each edit you make, I feel it even more. This is truly incredible and this episode broke me in the best way. I’m so sad and yet so happy at the same time I don’t even know what to feel. Thank you for this you are truly incredible. 🤩

[@mariabauer70]

And you did it again. Your talent is simply amazing. The episode was hard to process but you helped again a lot. If this one brought already so many emotions i can't imagine how the last two are gonna be... The acting was so good, from everyone. They did a fantastic job. I loved the Sam Dean hug so much i hope we will get at least one more. I'm so sad because of Cas but i think it was a beautiful ending for him and Misha.

[@onyx-jd]

Since this was posted I was building up the courage to watch it and man... I'm in pieces, cried a lot but the editing is gold, congrats on the amazing vid

[@RachaePotter]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa thanks again for framing a rollercoaster of an episode into something I can actually process

[@shayanawhite4854]

I can't stop tearing up from this.

[@Minififi94]

I'll have to replay this because I couldn't see through all the tears I know what I come for here but it still hurts ... thank you ?

[@castielwinchester6222]

Still speechless.. Still can't believe..

[@erikawalleriawinchester7539]

Good bye Dean 💔😭😭

[@PositivelySqueeful]

Oof! This is beautiful, painful perfection! My heart just shattered all over again. I don't know how I'm going to survive the last two episodes!

[@singersalvages9973]

ohhh my gosh.... im speechless this is incredible... beautiful... absolutely perfect

[@Romeooze]

I thought I was done crying but I don't think I'll ever stop

[@ashleylapidus171]

I am a balling mess over the episode, and Castiel’s death, and his confession to Dean- and yet I still look for more edits and watch that scene on repeat... I am a wreck. Is anybody else able to relate? This was so well made by the way. Please do a Destiel edit of Kiss from a Rose by Seal.

[@Mr.Scratchh]

Goodbye Castiel R.I.P 😢

[@alwaysinlove120]

this was so beautiful and heartbreaking and exactly what I came to youtube for after watching the latest ep

[@ollowain3004]

I'm not gonna lie...in the first half I thought yea it's a nice video again as always. But everything fits perfect and the second half hit me really hard and now I'm crying. Now I hate and love you at the same time for this masterpiece! 😭😂❤️

[@darkangel7562]

It's really hurts me... thanks Castiel, you'll be missed

[@wesmindo5729]

I'm literally sitting here and watching this over and over and sobbing. I know I'm torturing myself but I don't know how to deal with Cas' absence. He is gone. I don't know how I recover from all this. God help me.

[@ghoseebo]

wow that actually really really hurt. it was beautiful but now i've got bruised feelings or more so than already. i love it

[@eddie246]

THAT LAST BIT OF CAS BEING TAKEN AWAY TO THE EMPTY AND THE VERY FIRST SCENE WHERE HE SHOWED HIS WINGS WHO ALLOWED YOU

[@little_groot7214]

Itˋs such a Good Video, everything fits perfectly, the music the scenes... Iˋm crying right now. Sadly I have to wait one year to watch this whole season 😭😭